CD 4 - Male Charm
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This review also refers to CD 2
Dear Mistress,
Yesterday I recieved The slave girl tape and the cock slut tape, numbers 2 and 4. The first time listening to tape #2 was so intense I was shaking at the end. i felt my will leaving and truly felt like obeying you. I know you from site to be a truly gorgeous Goddess and your voice is so hypnotic and lovely. I then listened to the cock slut tape. i was so horny and turnesd on and after I finished I felt an urge to check out your obsessed with cock. my G-d whats happening to me? All I kow is its beyond my control now. I had a strong urge to listen to the tapes again and by the end of night I had listened to the tapes again. When I got home today I had to listen to the first tape again. I'm sure the second tape will be listened to shortly. I don't know where this is going (or maybe I do) but I love the feeling of trance and I'm sure I will by the other tapes soon. Oh by the way, my slut name is Laura. Just wanted you to know I loved the tapes and I am already a slave to you and I,m sure my devotion will only grow stronger. You are so sexy and dominant and I find myself becoming increasingly submissive Thanks again for the tapes.
Very humbly yours,
cock slave Lanny (Laura)
Lanny <LANNYNYPSYCH@AOL.COM>
Bronx, NY 10465 - Thursday, February 13, 2003 at 17:26:01 (CST)
Oh my... Mistress... I do love the cd... I only ordered it to see if it would help me to see my body as a woman's body, but I felt really compulsed to listen to the whole thing, so I did. I kept telling myself to stop but once it started I couldn't stop it.
I even felt a deep wave of pleasure inside of me and what it might be to feel a woman's orgasm.
Oh my,,, it's beautiful. I only listened to the whole cd once but it made me SO excited. Even though I'm trying to fight it, I'm listening to it again now. I also LOVE the techno music.
Why is this happening to me?!? Please tell me. I feel like you are making me become more and more a transexual and it's so hard to try and stop it. I'm not gay, I love women sexually but I want to be a beautiful woman so badly. I want big gorgeous boobs and beautiful ass and hips so so badly... I'm so confused.
sharlene
sharlene <sharlene_fem@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 06, 2003 at 08:46:18 (CST)
Have just finished listening to CD#4 and what a wonderfully min-blowing experience it was. It certainly surpassed the efforts of the other three and proves to what a great extent Mind Mistress goes to enslaving her subjects!
Sarah <iaing@ihug.com.au>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, March 08, 2003 at 21:04:31 (CST)
This review also refers to CD 3
I know MM is right. sharlene won't go away. That is so scarey and SO wonderful...
For the past year I've been trying to tell myself this is all just a game and that it's a nice fantansy. I've tried to resist my inner feelings/(woman) of wanting to take it further out of fear I guess. I submitted and ordered a few of her cd's and began listneing to them thinking that they might be "fun". I never thought I'd be caught up in this so powerfully. After awhile, I noticed that I began to think and feel more and more feminine. I also noticed that my male personality began to loose it's ability to put the female personality at bay. sharlene has been taking more and more control and making my male personlity weaker and weaker.
The other day MM told me sharlene was my REAL personality and that this it was far more than just mere fantasy for me. I didn't want to believe that. She even told me awhile back that it was silly for me to fight because I was past the event horizon and that there was no return. All along I've been thinking in the back of my head, "yah, right..." and just going along with it. One of MM's Mistress slaves, Mistress Kitten, even told me that I should just surrender and let sharlene take over and even let myself be transformend into a shemale that sharlene wants me to be.She said sharlene won't go away and will put my male personality to sleep anyway.
Now I'm even feeling physical changes like my nipples have been getting so sensitive and I haven't even been on hormones or had trance sessions or anything. I find it so hard to think of anything else but being a woman, a slut and having real boobs. I can't stop wearing panties or listening to MM's cd's. I've been craving contact ith her. The techno track on the technoslut cd get me so hot and I can't stop listening to it.
Am I really past the point of no return? I love it so much. I can't be really transforming or changing this much. I thought I was a male. This is so mind bending...
sharlene <sharlene_fem@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 12, 2003 at 00:17:16 (CST)
I have now been able to listen to Male Charm in its entirety and it must be working as I fell asleep twice during it! Also as an aside, I don't know if anyone has experienced this, but the CD does NOT play in a Walkman and Mini Sound system-comes up with "no disc", but in a NEC player I have access to, it works beautifully. Sounds a bit like Samsung DVD players. But anyway, all that aside, I was initially disappointed with it as Mind Mistress started off with a situation similar to one of her online sessions I had with her. However, there are certain things that have been happening since my first listening which I cannot explain-feeling/looking in the bathroom as if I was pregnant, sealing off my dick with tape and a large paperclip, admiring where I know my fully rounded breasts will soon be and admiring the enchanting beauty of all Women, knowing that some day I will be one of them. Now after hearing Her instructions on CD, I know I desire male cock when I am dressed as a slut. Women are the epitome of perfection-males are to be used by them as they see fit.
Sarah
- Wednesday, March 26, 2003 at 22:49:58 (CST)
This review also refers to CD 2 and CD 3
It has been a long time since i wrote and i wanted to thank you sooo much for your wonderful hypnotic recordings. to this day i still listen to recordings 2-4 on an almost daily basis.
It originally started out as curiosity and interest, but has grown to obsession. By making the trigger words so common, i hear them multiple times daily and it continues to enforce everything that you mention on your recordings. i cant help but want to wear feminine things, makeup, perfumes, lingerie... and thanks to recording 4; the constant craving for cock. my girlfriend started to get weirded out after she noticed i was wearing panties and pantyhose all the time, and of course her catching me with makeup on a number of times didnt help matters much either, but i honestly dont care, because although i want to keep her happy, i do nothing but crave after men and long for the taste of cock and cum. i cant even get an erection anymore without thinking about yummy hard cock.
i do have enough control that at work, i only wear panties, pantyhose, toenail polish, and perfume, but as soon as i am home, i immediately put on a skirt or a dress, anything fem and just cover my face with beautiful makeup.
i have not actually succumb to taking in actual cock yet, but my will power is slipping fast, i constatntly think about being filled with cock and yummy cum, i find myself driving by adult bookstores that arent on the way home from work, knowing that i can suck numerous cocks at a gloryhole there. even though i didnt originally think the changes would be this dramatic and the urges this strong, i am trully happy because this is what i want. i will soon be a total cock slut, and that will make my life complete. Thank you so much for introducing me to this wonderful world!
Your sissy cock slut, jessica
cock slut jessica <txsissycder@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 30, 2003 at 18:58:34 (CST)
This review also refers to CD 3
I was very attracted to Mind Mistress and her site, mainly because of the erotic excitement and my obsession with women. Little did I know what was in store for me after reading your pages. After reading the site in full, I did start noticing changes in my feelings.
I didn't think the cd's would really do anything besides maybe help me to relax a little, but now I'm beginning to really need to be a bimbo slut real bad, and I'm starting to obsess about balls and cock.
My sexual attraction and obsession to women is still there, but it is also turning into an admiration, desire to be like them and major jealousy for women and their beauty. And I can't help that anymore because it just is that way.
And now I'm also obsessed with cock in addition to women, even though I didn't want that or think it would happen. I've never even really fully experienced a full woman's orgasm, but I'm still obsessed.
After becoming addicted to Mistress and her site and listening to Elegance and Male Charm, I tried to think this was all entertainment and fantasy. I tried to resist wanting to be a gorgeous bimbo slut, big breasted woman, being attracted to cock or even wanting to be a shemale. I fell into a trap that the more I tried to resist, the more the need and addiction in me grew.
And now I'm starting to obsess so much about being a woman, that I've actually been considering taking hormones again and doing other stuff to get rid of my body's male characteristics.
I've been at this for awhile and that's what's been happening. I've decided finally that I need to book some sessions with Mistress. Hopefully she will help me to "straighten" things out. :)
sharlene (I think "shemale sharlene" is starting to sound better)
:)
sharlene <sharlene_fem@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 18, 2003 at 21:29:37 (CDT)
Hello, Mind Mistress, you are the only important person this sinfull cock slut worships. giggle~ Please forgive~it's growing harder and harder to think big thougts. Again I've just become one of your trances via Male Charm and reporting back as you commanded. I'm sorry I took so long~please chain me & whip me! (now where'd that come from~ giggle) Male Charm makes whorenier than I've ever been! Your soo naughty Mistress~ I can't stop the terrific craving for huge, hot, throbbing, horn cocks~ I'm not gay when I use my male shell but when I'm my true self I'm a very sexy, slutty woman~cock slut~ I need coks in every hole~ COCK SUCK FUCK! And if I listen too long, well, I turn into a huge very long orgasm~ Tonite Mistress, This naughty girl went to a transexual club she found online~this is the bar where I will live this cd and you are to thank. I would do anything for you to be with me~giggle, I love you sooo much~ as I write I'm listening to a loop; My mind is happy, blank & empty, brainwashing is good for me...giggle~my voice is starting to sound like yours ('cept I'm probly called a bimbo cuz alll i ever think about is getting sluttier & sex) thank you Mistress Linda,
Your cockslut,
Lynda Lust
Lynda Lust <lltg@webtv.net>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 at 04:24:02 (CDT)
This review also refers to CD 6, CD 7, and CD 9
Dear all powerful Mind Mistress,
Thanks you for your cds I love them i'm making very good progress with them I have a total of 6 now my favorite is male charm
I love to feel like a woman need to feel like a woman I listened to Male charm last night I was so deep that I lost all track of myself and became Connie the girl at the bar the effects were so strong that I felt like I was getting fucking all night long even after the session was over the Music kicked in and ((((WOW)))) I was back on the table this time alot more guys and cock mmmm just thinking about it gets me so worked up please my Mistress for Christmas make your next cd Vixen I need to get rid of my male body for good . my next favorite cd is youth mmmm I need big boobs must have them so far they are starting have more feeling in them i'll keep you posted on the progress. my next favorite cd is happiness I feel so much better not being able to think mmm infact I love listening to this cd before Male Charm its just make me so open to everthing. Your new cd envy I just got today I listen to it once mmmm I have get a cock soon ... I need to get a cock soon . also please put out your oral cd soon
mmmmmmm I can almost taste it ...... PLEASE
your Cockslut bimbo
ps I love all our cd's
elegance , trance trainer and others keep them cummming Connie
Connie <ConnieL69299299@aol.com>
Horsham, PA USA - Saturday, December 06, 2003 at 18:49:43 (EST)
This review also refers to CD 6, CD 7, CD 8, CD 9, and CD 10
Dear Mistress,
Your website and services have had an incredible effect on me over the past year. i started with the Male Charm CD, then Happiness, Envy, and Vixen. i wanted to be obsessed with cock and cum when i started being hypnotized, but the obsession has become greater than i ever imagined. It has gotten to the point where I want to quit my job and become a hooker, sucking men's cocks and swallowing their cum for money all day long. All i can think about is having a cock explode with cum in my mouth and ass.
After much debating with myself, i have finally ordered the Youth CD. i am scared and incredibly turned on at the same time. i want nothing more than to have big boobs so i can be an even better bimbo and attract more cocks. i don't know what to do about my friends, family, and job if and when i grow breasts. Any suggestions would be much appreciated.
i can't wait until i have a set of my own big tits!
Sincerely Yours,
Lisa
Lisa <kccumaddict@excite.com>
Kansas City, MO USA - Sunday, May 09, 2004 at 23:45:38 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 3
It feels like ages since I've posted here.. I ordered cd's 3 and 4 a while back and have been enjoying my new life so much. I have turned into a complete cock slut, my new attraction to boys has gone beyond my wildest dreams. Just can't stop thinking about boys.. all day long.. oh god.. cock.. boys.. at home. when im at work.. all the time..I've turned into a little techno cock slut and I love it :)
I love you mind mistress and I love what you have done to me, I have 2 big posters of men on my bedroom wall and I have a cute little boyband tee-shirt that i just luv wearing:)
I love the techno music on male charm so much.. Im a total trance \ techno lover now and am getting better and better at dancing each day... the music on that cd just blows my mind..takes me higher and higher until I want to cum.
yours forever
lucy
Lucy <lucyraver@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 11, 2004 at 20:25:52 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 3
My Dearest Mistress,
I finally received my two CD's, Elegance and Male Charm, and they were everything I had hoped for. Your intoxicating voice had me in a swoon from the very beginning. As you led me down the path of sweet surrender I was surprised to find that I was so well prepared for what awaited me because I had listened to all your instructions found at your website. I was totally relaxed as I lay in bed with my stockings, garter and crotchless panties. I already had my blush and lots of bright pink lipstick applied so when you had suggested how nice and exciting it would be to have them I was enthralled. I felt like one of your "special" students and waited to here your words of encouragement. I reveled in delight as you took me to a bar where several men lusted after me and I in return received my reward for giving them the pleasure they needed.
I most assuredly will be listening over and over again to these CD's until I am the best cocksucking cum slut that you ever met.
What, dearest Mistress, would you reccomend as the next lesson to take?
Love,
Jonquil
Jonquil <joejo676@yahoo.com>
Lynbrook, New York United States of America - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 at 00:25:10 (EDT)
Dear Mistress,
i have just listened to Male Charm and have found it to be immensely pleasurable and intense beyond belief. i had hesitated to try it before because i thought i was a pure lesbian. Well now i'm obsessed with wanting to suck cock and i've never been more turned on to sex before.i had always wondered what other woman saw in men and now i'm starting to understand. i think that Male Charm is helpful for all woman (even lesbians) as it helps us understand what turns us on better. And i find that pleasing men makes me feel much more like the woman that i've always wanted to be.
Thank you ever so much!!
Your happy slave girl,
Jessica
Jessica Stein
Boston, MA USA - Sunday, June 06, 2004 at 13:27:36 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 3
Mistress has instructed me to post a synopsis of the last few emails I have sent to Her.
These I hope are self explanatory and and her replies, although not given can be easily filled in from my own comments.
Adored Mind Mistress,
Just to let You know that I have indeed ordered Male Charm. Experiencing what it is like to be a girl sounds attractive but to go that far strikes me as being rather drastic. And the write up about the CD is hardly encouraging! However the die is cast and no doubt I will find out in due course.
Adored Mind Mistress,
I received 'Male Charm', rather quicker than anticipated, so, as promised I, am writing to give You an update.
To take things in some sort of order.
I am afraid this is going to be rather long and rambling. I don't know why I need to go into such detail, unless it is a desire to please You, to reach You. Probably will just bore You to death but You don't need to read it and I suppose it may amuse You.
To start with 'Elegance'. I still listen to this on an average once a day. It now does evoke a very strong reaction in trance with my body wracked with desire for make up, panties, hose, perfume etc., etc.,. This continues afterwards for a short time and my thoughts are full of the need for more feminisation all the day. I still have not gone much further than when I last reported. Although I can admit to You that I now have a strong implanted desire for feminisation I can keep from translating this into any action that will be too obvious to the general public. It is not that "shouldn't" but that I "daren't".
I do spend much time though in guiltily looking at the rows of cosmetics in pharmacies, wondering which would suit me, what they would feel like to wear, and at pretty lingerie in shop windows, and reading women's magazines on make up hints and envying the girls there who are free to indulge their desires.
But now "Elegance" seems almost a safe haven to which I can seek refuge and still hear Your voice after the shock of 'Male Charm'! I had not expected anything quite so specific. Which is so naive of me!
So far I have listened to it twice, well three times if You count an interrupted session. (You may be interested to know that after the interruption that lasted about 2 minutes, I was able to resume on closing my eyes and sinking almost immediately back into trance. Which prompts the question "Are my trances too shallow, or am I just getting better at going into them?").
And I find it very scary!!! I know You said that I should experience the pleasures of being a girl by hallucinating, but I am not at all sure it stops there! Nor is the rereading of the description on Your website encouraging!
Fortunately my visualisation is imperfect. But I do enter into her body, and, I blush to admit it, crave to suck cock, and all the rest...........
But the girl doesn't stay in the bar when I leave. She has followed me out. She had identified with Carla. Perhaps given Carla an identity. I don't know, understand fully. But she fleetingly almost takes over for a minute or so from time to time during the day, when I feel that I am a woman, have a pussy, desire .... well You know what she desires! She had even made a brief appearance when I listened to the 'Elegance' file afterwards.
So I cannot allow her anymore leeway. I have enough trouble keeping "Elegance" under control. I know I shall have to listen to the CD again. I would just be deceiving myself to think I could ignore Your instructions and just not listen again. But I cannot afford to listen daily or on a regular basis. The possible consequences are frightening.
And I have a suspicion amounting to a certainty that You knew they would be Mistress.
As to the CD itself. Well I find this new induction for 'Male Charm' fantastically effective. Again You do make going into trance with You such an addictive, wonderful experience!
One thing I would like to disobey You in though, please? I just can't wear a bra. It would show particularly in summer wear. Even under a thick shirt it would not need an eagle eye to spot give away contours of straps etc. Especially the eagle eyes of women. I am sure it can't make that much difference. Not until there is some growth anyway and if that should occur I shall run!
Sorry if all this has proved excessively long winded and boring. But You do seem to be dominating my thoughts exclusively of late.
Your devoted, puzzled, and somewhat worried,
Carla
Adored Mind Mistress,
Seeing the girl in the bar ever more clearly everytime that I go into trance is the thing that worries me! I haven't listened to the CD since my last email. But this is probably because I have just not had the time. Inwardly in spite of what I said then, I feel a need to listen to it again growing strongly and it looks like being a damage limitation exercise.
I will wear lipstick when listening to Your CDs. Adored Mind Mistress
I am really becoming fascinated by the idea of make-up. As I mentioned in my last email I do seem to be attracted strongly to the idea and would wear it if I could. Lipstick is easy for me though as my lips are thin and the right colour is not noticeable when worn, whilst making me feel quite girly. I am also wearing just a touch of eyeshadow today. Hoping people will think I just had a late/sleepless night.
Adored Mind Mistress,
I just have to tell You. I said earlier that I was scared by the 'Male Charm' CD. And that I was trying not to listen to it too much. Well I did listen this morning. Damn it but I couldn't help it! Then I went to the local pub for a lunchtime pint.
And I am really worried. I, or Carla, or the girl from the bar, well it is difficult to differentiate now, I kept looking at men's crotches and wondering........... And I, we had a pussy rather than a ....... It sounds silly but i felt more female than male at times, just when I was looking.
Luckily they were all rather old and uninteresting! That's Carla speaking! And I have only listened to it 4 or 5 times. And I, she, is starting to hanker after a black dress. Which is silly as I don't even dress, apart from the occasional panties and hose after listening to 'Elegance'. And I couldn't anyway.
I don't know why I am emailing this to You. Probably the result of having a lunchtime drink. And a way of admitting that I got it badly wrong. Not that the knowledge is of much consolation to me although it may afford You a smile.
Your distraught,
Carla
Adored Mind Mistress,
No I can't resist it. I realise that more and more. I haven't listened today and already I feel the desire growing. If it were not for the fact that I owe You this reply I would be deep in trance already.
Mistress, Your remark about a cock being a cock is all very well, but they are not things that normally concern me. It is the girl from the bar who is edging into Carla's consciousness. I had thought that hallucinations would take place in deep trance. I did not know that they would follow me back to my world.
The reason I couldn't dress is because I am 6'2" and would look a caricature. And if I did buy her a black dress then she would want all the other related garments that would go with it. And I suspect that it would not end there! Anyway I don't dress!
When You say she might make me do other things I would like even less, alarm bells really do ring. Obeying You Mistress is a pleasure, but are you now suggesting that she also has authority?
I will be away from tomorrow afternoon for a long weekend so will not be able to listen for a few days. Perhaps she will get discouraged.
All devotion,
Carla.
I hope, dear reader that you find it instructive :)
Carla
Carla
U.K. - Thursday, June 17, 2004 at 05:55:29 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 2, CD 3, and CD 5
Dear Mind Mistress,
I promised that I would give you a review of some of the CDs I received after 2 weeks, but I thought it would also be good to provide others some background. I have been dressing for morethan the last five years but have not considered myself having a slutty attitude although sometimes I have thought about it, but I do consider tending to be more submissive. I have listened to other self hypnosis tapes in the past and actually went to a hypnotist for two visits a few years ago,. Yes, I found myself very receptive to hypnosis.
I found your website through a link and quickly found myself visiting at least daily and reading through the site and soon realized I knew I had to order some CDs. The four arrived included sub-sconscious, elegance, male charm, and Gemini. Following your instructions, I focused on the first two for the first 5 days and found myself easily responding to what you said and then to add the other two to the mix. I know initially you thought two weeks would be needed to listen for the first two CDs but after a report after 5 days, you realized that it was working quicker than on some others. I found myself going into trance listening to both sub-conscious and elegance rather quickly. After the first 4 or 5 days of daily listening, I found myself enjoying wearing a perfume that I previously found almost too strong and refrained from using but now loved using it while I was around my own place (yes, I have my own place). Many of the items listened in elegance I already used or wore but found myself wanting to expand. Between sub-conscious and elegance, I found myself taking on a feeling of being a slut, a submissive, wanting to be more feminine yet being a happy slave. I also have been dressing just hanging around inside.
After the five days, I added Male charm and Gemini. I have an excellent pair of headphones and found myself totally in a trance listening to Gemini with no desire to do anything but listen and not remember much after wakening but being very relaxed. I have never found myself in such a deep trance as with listening to Gemini. In contrast, I think adding male charm to the mix brought out my slutty desires and even thought about them in the middle of the night that first night and the next day. I found myself also rubbing my breasts and "clit" area more than once (lol).
A few days later, my dom friend (master) came over after leaving me alone for 10 days with the CDs and he noticed that I had bought a new, very sluutty outfit, had done my finger nails with nail polish - never had I before, my voice had changed to a more slutty, naughty drawl. I had listened to the trigger words that MM provided just after he arrived. We soon played a small track of the techno music and I turned into such a horny slut like never before and I "attacked" him. Once the music ended, I noticed a change in myself although slutty, not as crazy driven. I guess I am starting to become a cockslut. I also have found myself using a butt plug a few times the last few days since I have felt empty.
It has been about a week later I know this may sound a little crazy but you also have to remember that I am very receptive to hypnosis so may be I should try to stop but I really am drawn to your beautiful vioce and ...... Stay tuned.
kelly
Your submissive slut in training 7/8/2004 10:43 AM
My Dearest Mistress,
I want to let you know that the CD's I started with recently are slowly changing my persona. I have repeatedly played Male Charm and became so horny that I found 3 men to have sex with. I felt so right when I pleasured them and now I find that sex with my girlfriend is dull and I cannot cum with her anymore. I even found myself thinking, while having sex with her, how proud you would have been knowing that I was imagining sucking cock instead of being with her. My transformation is beginning to manifest itself in other ways also. I am wearing panties to work now and I rush home to put on makeup and clothing only a slut would wear. I wear pink lipstick and bought an anal trainning set which contains 3 different size butt plugs and a 14 inch dildo. I can now accept the largest plug and feel so good when it's in me. I love to sleep with it in me and when I awaken it's such a good feeling. As you've taught me on the CD, my ass feels empty without cock and the butt plug is a pleasant substitute. I've made plans to have a black stud sleepover in a few days and I feel like a girl on her first serious date. I want everything to be good for him so that he will want to cum back again and again. Do you have any suggestions on how I should behave? I think I should just surrender to his will and enjoy pleasing him in whatever way or position he desires. I love serving men now Mistress and I can't thank you enough for showing me the happiness I find in doing so. Love,
Jonquil
Jonquil <joejo676@yahoo.com>
Lynbrook, New York United States of America - Saturday, July 17, 2004 at 04:41:45 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 2, CD 3, and CD 5
Dear Mind Mistress,
I promised that I would give you a review of some of the CDs I received after 2 weeks. I have been dressing for more than the last five years but have not considered myself having a slutty attitude although sometimes I have thought about it, but I do consider tending to be more submissive. I have listened to other self hypnosis tapes in the past and actually went to a hypnotist for two visits a few years ago,. Yes, I found myself very receptive to hypnosis.
I found your website through a link and quickly found myself visiting at least daily and reading through the site and soon realized I knew I had to order some CDs. The four arrived included subconscious, elegance, male charm, and Gemini. Following your instructions, I focused on the first two and found myself easily responding to what you said and then to add the other two to the mix. I know initially you thought two weeks would be needed to listen for the first two CDs but after a report after 5 days, you realized that it was working quicker than on some others. I found myself going into trance listening to both sub-conscious and elegance rather quickly. After the first 4 or 5 days of daily listening, I found myself enjoying wearing a perfume that I previously found almost too strong and refrained from using but now loved using it while I was around my own place (yes, I have my own place). Many of the items listened in elegance I already used or wore but found myself wanting to expand. Between sub-conscious and elegance, I found myself taking on a feeling of being a slut, a submissive, wanting to be more feminine yet being a happy slave. I also have been dressing just hanging around inside.
After the five days, I added Male charm and Gemini. I have an excellent pair of headphones and found myself totally in a trance listening to Gemini with no desire to do anything but listen and not remember much after wakening but being very relaxed. I have never found myself in such a deep trance as with listening to Gemini. In contrast, I think adding male charm to the mix brought out my slutty desires and even thought about them in the middle of the night that first night and the next day. I found myself also rubbing my breasts and "clit" area more than once (lol).
A few days later, my dom friend (master) came over after leaving me alone for 10 days with the CDs and he noticed that I had bought a new, very sluutty outfit, had done my finger nails with nail polish - never had I before, my voice had changed to a more slutty, naughty drawl. I had listened to the trigger words that MM provided just after he arrived. We soon played a small track of the techno music and I turned into such a horny slut like never before and I "attacked" him. Once the music ended, I noticed a change in myself although slutty, not as crazy driven. I guess I am starting to become a cockslut. I also have found myself using a butt plug a few times the last few days since I have felt empty.
It has been about a week later I know this may sound a little crazy but you also have to remember that I am very receptive to hypnosis so may be I should try to stop but I really am drawn to your beautiful vioce and ...... Stay tuned.
kelly
Your submissive slut in training
kelly <kellysltslv@Nospamaol.com>
USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 at 08:36:11 (EDT)
Mistress,
I thought you might get a small degree of enjoyment with recent events surrounding my use of your Male Charm CD.
First off, let me say that it is a wonderful scene to experience. I use it very close to daily to insure optimal effect. The imagery in it has become very vivid and hard to stop revisiting.
My wife and I have greatly enjoyed using it together, albeit infrequently. She sets me down on a comfortable spot on the floor, and places the headphones on me. The last time we did this, she even punctuated the event with a wink and blew me a kiss saying "bye now." then clicked on the player. Originally, she told me, all she could see while I was under its influence were my heightened arousal (penises are a wonderful tool for that she says) and the occasional mouth movement that looked like I was sucking. Lately, however, she found a way to get me living the scene out for her... even being able to interact with me to a small degree without interupting the flow of the scene. It makes her very hot. I have essentially become her own private live sex show (on demand) and love it! She even has used it as a pacifier of sorts... I was feeling really frisky one night, as was she, I thought, and we went to our private place and she plugged me in. When I came out of it, she was deeply engaged in a non-sexy chat with a friend of hers, having completely ignored me from the time she had me under. She smiled at me, and told me that she just wasn't in the same kind of mood, and had put me in that place to "keep me quiet". Once again, a very HOT practice.
We have not found a suitable male third for what I believe to be her master plan, but she has noted on several occasions that I tend to get flirty with some of the more attractive men we meet (waiters, cashiers, etc.) I cannot confirm this, because it does not feel that way to me. Still, when she confronts me about it, she is fairly certain, so I am going with her as my eyewitness.
Thanks!
Your Doll,
patricia.
patricia
NE USA - Sunday, August 08, 2004 at 23:53:09 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 3
Its been a long time since I wrote in this guestbook and I wanted to let mistress and everyone know how far I have come since first visiting the site over 2 years ago.
I have both elegance and male charm and I continue to listen to them once a day and have done to the best of my ability since i first bought them.
I have become a slave to mistress and this website I act and more importantly feel like a real girl now, I dress as a girl 100% of the time while at home - and have a wonderful collection of clothing skirts, tops, shoes .. countless items.. i have wigs in all colours and a couple of studded collars.. I love dressing as a young and horny girl and have all sorts of pvc and clubwear items. I dress and wear makeup everytime i listen to the cd's.
I have become a complete and utter uncontrollable cock slut and masturbate everyday at the thought of being with a man and serving a man.. I dream of kissing them, putting my tongue in his mouth.. licking his cock. As well as sex.. overtime I have genuinely become attracted to men... their bodies.. their cute faces and gorgeous hair... I always looking at boys in the street - women honestly do not interest me anymore.. not even for a moment.
My flat is littered in womens magazines and I now have 3 large framed images of men on my walls, 2 in the living room and one in the hallway - they're gorgeous and I worship them everyday - I also bought a couple of lovely girly t-shirts.. ones with boybands on the front and others with pictures of hot guys.. theres just nothing like wearing a tight top.. with a hot picture of a guy on your chest... at first the tee's were great for reinforcing the programming of my mind (everytime you walk past a mirror you see a hot guy on your body mmmmm..) but now I wear them because i love the way I look in them and I am proud of who I have become.
I love feeling fem and thinking of boys.. when im at home its all i do 24\7
The technoslut track on the male charm cd has caused a complete shift in my musical taste - before as a male i used to like rock music and disliked any electronic stuff.. i just thought it was too simple and for dumb people... now I absolutely love trance and techno music.. that music track has turned me into a complete techno-whore :) as a girl I can just totally appreciate this sort of music - I have seen the light.. I just love dolling myself up in a tight little outfit.. closing my eyes - putting my hands int he air and dancing away to the thumping beats. My techno music collection is growing by the day.. and I have already thrown away all my old cd's. Im a club going techno babe now :)
Over the past 2 years my life has completely changed.. for the better of course.. and Im am eternally grateful to you mistress - you really do change people - i love you so much.
your slave girl
Lucy
Lucy <lucyraver@hotmail.com>
uk - Sunday, August 29, 2004 at 13:13:01 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 1 and CD 3
Hi Everyone!
I just wanted to introduce myself and tell you a little bit about myself, my husband, and our experiences with Ms. Linda's hypnosis CD's. Jack and I have been married for a little over five years now and we dated for three years before that (meeting in college). One of the things that I really attracted me to him was that he was deliciously submissive. (I'm a switch, but I'm dominant more than 80% of the time.)
I enjoy most aspects of female domination though, alas, I have never been much into forced crossdressing or forced feminization interests that have become increasingly important to Jack. I've tried to accommodate him since I want to keep him happy AND interested in the things I like domestic discipline, strapon training and complete pampering of moi. But, I could never get into forcing someone to something they secretly (or not so secretly) wanted to do anyway. I was so very pleased when I found this site. Finally, a method of giving him what he wanted with a minimum of effort on my part.
I ordered Trance Training, Elegance, and Male Charm and received them the first of September. After consulting Ms. Linda, I copied Trance Training onto a nondescript CD and gave it to Hubby. (I did tell him it was a hypnosis CD and hinted that it could lead to more interesting experiences.) Jack listened to it everyday for more than three weeks. The first few times he didn't trance so nothing on it was a surprise once he did. Once Jack tranced he began to do so more and more quickly.
After three weeks (and in consultation with Ms. Linda again), I copied Elegance onto a nondescript CD and switched it with Trance Training since Jack had been well conditioned with the trance trigger. Jack must be a fairly good subject, because he hasn't realized that he's listening to a different (conditioning CD). It took about a week before there was any noticeable evidence of the training. I started using the trigger word in all our greetings and he began getting really funny looks on his face.
Then a couple of weeks ago he had had an issue at the perfume counter in a store where we were shopping. Last weekend I took him back and spritzed some perfume on his wrists (under the auspices that I was already wearing perfume and I needed to know how it smelled on someone before buying). I thought he was going to cream on the spot! I bought two bottles one for me and one for him. He couldn't stop sniffing his wrists the rest of the evening. Since then he's already started using a little blush and some neutral lipstick ...
BTW, Jack isn't interested in the aspects of Male Charm and I'm not sure I'll ever use it. I got it primarily as a tool to coerce him into doing things I like. The thought of my made-up, panty-clad husband on his knees begging for an (unwanted) session with the paddle or the strapon to avoid me using Male Charm on him is very exciting to me.
I'll keep you posted on our antics and, later, have him err her update you once s/he's a little further along.
Hugs,
Mandy
Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 17, 2004 at 16:07:33 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 3, CD 5, and CD 6
Hello Mistress,
i just wanted to give you and all readers an update on my progress now that i have begun to train with Your CDs. i have 8 of them and have so far used Elegance, Gemini, Happiness and Male Charm.
On Tuesday i pulled an all nighter and was wired from diet pills. i think i listened to Gemini, Happiness and Male Charm at least 3 times each.
i actually felt stupid and horny all day and eager for cock. my mouth was oh so empty. i went to the mall and was disappointed that i did not see many cute guys. i just wanted to look at their crotches and drool. The good looking women there did nothing for me, and all my pictures of hot women on my hard drive now seem destined for use as a guide to looking hot myself. Or to just drive me insane with jealousy once i start hitting Envy.
Thank You, Mistress for setting me free via slavery to You. It is the best thing that has happened to me. Ever.
i will add more details later.
Your "Transexualizing" section in the "Forced Feminization Training Program", main story page, triggered an memory that i would like to share.
In the text, You talk about finding out what turns on a given straight man. Then through Hypnotic Amplification Procedures you increase his desire to the point of obsession. He has to have these traits within reach. To paraphrase, on his person. He must become his obsession in order to satisfy it.
When i was in 8th grade i one day found i had the house to myself. i decided to try and get drunk. i mixed straight vodka with a little vermouth. A combo i could not handle today, but as an ignorant "babe in the woods" i was able to drink like water. i got drunk very quickly.
i then decided to entertain myself with one of my Dad's Playboy magazines. i already had read through his entire stash and was totally obsessed with these beautiful women. i was always very observant and can remember being completely turned on by the props as well as the subject. I.E. jewelry, furniture, drapery, tassles, all the symbolic elements that complete the highly sexualized images that Playboy produces. i was especially turned on by the Playmate's gorgeous shoes, feet and hosiery. i would totally obsess over these items.
Well, i had what i can only describe as my own hypnotic trigger. As i stared at previously viewed images in a drunken state, i had an overwhelming desire to raid my mother's drawers and take out all kinds of goodies. i needed to be just like the Playmate. The photo was no longer real or immediate enough for me to get pleasure. i needed more. i took panties, pantyhose, bras, jewelry, shoes and i was compelled to dress in these items. i did just that. i had never thought of this idea before. This was the early 1970's so i did not even hear of crossdressing. This kind of stuff was not on TV, no pun intended, and your average child would not have a clue of this type of behavior. At least i had no clue.
So, i had good conditioning at an early age and i can clearly see that i was always suppossed to be this way. To me this is empirical proof that what You talk about in "Transexualizing" is completely true. i hadn't thought of this event in many years.
Either way, i thought You might find it interesting.
Oh well, i find that i am starting to use too many big words again. That means it is time for me to listen to a little "Happiness".
Thank You again for all You have done to me so far.
You are the best, Mind Mistress!!!
rowan
rowan <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 at 15:08:46 (EST)
This review also refers to CD 2, CD 3, and CD 6
Dear Mistress,
I first went to your site to ask questions about improving my relationship with my wife. It seems she prefers me performing oral on her and wants me to take care of myself. We would have intercourse less and less. I would have trouble falling to sleep because I was constantly frustrated and angry with her. With your help I started to understand that she was feminizing me. You suggested I listen to cd 2,3,4 and 6 and I would be more happy. Cd 2 was great but I was a little nervous with elegance. After listening for a month now I'm happy to report that I wear lipstick, mascara, perfume and blush every day. I would not think of leaving the house without putting on makeup. I shave my legs every other day, tweeze my eyebrows, go for manicures and wear panties full time. My wife completely stopped having intercourse with me and I could not be happier.
CD 4 and 6 are bringing out my real feelings more and more each day. I know I'm an anal slut and cum from playing with my dildo. My nipples are always hard and perky and my wife stimulates them till I cum. I flirt with everyone I meet because I am such a bimbo slut. Your program has made me so happy and I just want everyone to know how great the cds are.
In two weeks I'm going to start Youth and Vixen. I can't wait till I have my own boobs.
Thanks for all your help. I love you so much!
Lisa
Lisa Houston <mark_hstn@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
NYC, NY USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 at 08:57:23 (EST)
This review also refers to CD 6
Dear Mistress,
I have been training since October and I have noticed such a huge change in my behavior. My wife has noticed too. I have become totally obedient to her. I do all the cooking and cleaning and she is so pleased that I have become her happy slave girl. When we have sex I service her like a good slave. I'm only allowed to touch her with my tongue. After she has three or four orgasms she rubs my nipples until I'm ready to orgasm. She constantly reminds me that I am becoming her shemale slave. Thanks to CD4 and 6 my nipples and back pussy are super sensitive. We haven't had intercourse in quite sometime now, but to be honest, I don't miss it at all. As long as she plays with my nipples I am totally happy. Next week I start Youth and Vixen. I can't wait to see how large my nipples get as my very own boobs start to grow. I also can't wait till I get my first female orgasm.
Thank you so much for helping me become the girl I always secretly desired to be.
Love,
Lisa
Lisa Houston <mark_hstn@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
New York, NY USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 at 18:31:05 (EST)
This review also refers to CD 16
Dear Mistress,
i absolutely LOVE Your Acceptance CD - forgetting IS so wonderful! i have been listening to Male Charm afterwards, and the effect is amazing. i also have been listening to the techno track (track 14) and watching the Cockslut flash animation at the same time. What a great combination! All i can think about is cock and cum! Thank You so much!
Your sissy slut,
lisa
Lisa <kccumaddict@excite.com>
Kansas City, Missouri USA - Wednesday, December 01, 2004 at 23:18:38 (EST)
This review also refers to CD 4
Dear Mind Mistress,
My Girlfriend came across your site a little over a year ago. She showed it to me and I told her that I didn't think your techniques would work. She talked me into ordering your CD's on a goof. When I received them she immediately started me listening to them. Soon it was very easy for me to reach a deep trance. I continued to listen every day and soon found myself wanting very badly to be feminine. Now I dress as a girl every day and my attraction to men is very strong. I have also been taking feminizing hormones and am becoming more female every day. My breasts are starting to grow and my hips are becoming quite shapely. My desire to suck a man's cock is also growing every day. I feel really great about it and am very ggreatful to you for helping me to become the girl that I am...........Leslie
Leslie <LeslieMorgan49@hotmail.com>
Croydon, PA USA - Tuesday, February 08, 2005 at 20:15:06 (EST)
This review also refers to CD 3, CD 9, and CD 10, as well as private sessions.
Hi everyone :). I just want to give a little review of how my feminization is progressing. As someone down the page said you can't be hypnotized to do something you don't want to do. I don't really know if that is true because in my case it has helped me to do and feel things which I've always wanted to and fantasized about. After all I imagine that the reason most of us are here in the first place is that somewhere within each of us are the desires which the cds help us to aquire and develop.
I can't believe how well a few sessions with Mind Mistress and listening to cds has changed me. Elegance got me started and has worked well enough that I don't listen to it much anymore. I'm constantly drawn to wearing blush, lipstick, clear nail polish, perfume, mascara, and even eybrow gel on my semi plucked brows. As each of these things is applied I get more and more excited and love how much prettier I look. I feel so sexy and horny that it's like I'm becoming a transvestite again, except the desire to be made up doesn't leave me if I should climax. It just makes me feel happy to be more of a girl and happy that I'm the transexual I am. In fact I just came back up to this paragraph as after writing all of this I had to make up my face.
Next came Vixen, Male Charm, and Envy which have helped me to become more at ease with the feelings I've always had of wanting to be a woman. I say "helped me" rather than "made me" because I knew that's what I wanted to do, but it was just so hard to break the decades of living, conditioning, and natural instincts that controlled my thoughts and desires. Nowadays when I look at a woman it's not with lust, but to appraise and envy them for their breasts, figures, derrieres, etc... Nice tight ladies jeans help to give me the appearance of having a girlish rear end and the makeup helps my face. The biggest change though is that I now have such a desire to have a cock in me, just typing and thinking about it has me squirming in my chair. Also every once in awhile I'll drive or walk past a man somewhere and I'll start to become aroused.
This also not something that I did not want to have happen, it's something I've dreamed of for years. Sexually I've always been a sub who desired to be taken by my partner and that's pretty much how most of my sexual experience has been, albeit mostly with women. I have been picked up by men a few times in the past but was always drinking when it happened and never even thought of doing that when sober. Afterwards I would always feel guilty and lose the desire just like when I would dress. Now I don't drink much at all and I dream about cocks all through the day and find it hard to believe that once I was actually attracted to women's vaginas. The only way I'd want to have one of them again is after surgery. :) I still haven't gotten out to meet some men, but practice now and then with a thick 6" long dildo I bought. Sucking on it gets me so horny and starts my mouth to watering so much the dildo slides in and out of my mouth so slick and smooth as I move my head up and down. When I pull my head up off of it I pretend that the string of saliva connecting me to it is really cum it's shot into my mouth. :) I can't wait to taste someone's come for real again, other than my own which I lap up from my palm after bringing myself to climax. If any of you have never tasted cum, even your own, you don't know what you're missing. I know that it looks a little gross, but just suck it in fast the way you would a bitter cough medicine. Like most things, the second time is easier and much more pleasureable.
Well that's what I've been up to so far this year. Thank you all for being here and posting such interesting accounts and stories. And thank You to Mind Mistress for giving us all the opportunity. best wishes! geri
geri <geri_in_ri@yahoo.com>
w warwick, ri usa - Friday, April 22, 2005 at 22:00:54 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 16
If you are still inhibited about what you are feeling toward men, here's some advice from (fantastic!) experience, girls.
i had bought Male Charm some time ago but i held back using the CD right away because Mistress told me to train with Gemini and Elegance first. Finally, last weekend she told me i would enjoy Male Charm now. i just tried Male Charm (CD4) preceded by Acceptance (CD 16) for an experiment Saturday night. i just thought it would be interesting to see what would happen if i had any inhibitions reduced by Acceptance before i tried Male Charm. After all we were talking about sucking and being fucked by men, and it is intimidating. Using Acceptance first before Male Charm was like learning to ride a motorcycle before getting on a bike! It latches the addiction into you immediately and at full speed.i may wind up getting total SRS because i listened to the Vaginal track along with all the rest, including Permanence. It made me want to be a complete woman and i can't stop. i will obediently listen to this over and over now. It's a totally obsessing turn on!! i love pleasing men and cocks! i need this sooooo bad! How much is a 10 year subscription to Playgirl?
Thank you, Mistress!
Luv,
gwen
Gwen <guenedthomas@NOSPAMearthlink.net>
USA - Wednesday, June 08, 2005 at 10:11:16 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 3, CD 9, and
Dear Mistress, In your e-mail to me dated 04/13/05, you said that you enjoyed hearing personal stories about the effects of the CDs. So, I've decided to drop you a line to give you an update on how I am being affected. For you info and following your recommendation, I have just recieved my fourth CD–Vixen, which follows Elegance, Male Charm and Envy, in that order.
Before getting Envy two months ago, I wasn't even sure that I was actually going into trance. You felt that I was probably going into light to medium trance. Well, after a constant dose of ENVY, coupled with continuing to listen to Elegance, I have no doubt that I am now easily going into trance. This whole thing started several months ago because I became intrigued by your website and was very curious about what you said in your CDs and how you said it. I can now say that the CDs are having a profound effect on my personality and perception of myself. I am changing and now thinking and doing things that, four months ago, I would not have contemplated doing. I am noticeably more submissive and less decisive. More and more, I seem to be deferring to and wanting others to make decisions for me.
Elegance is very subversive and the suggestions just build and build inside of you with every exposure, until you mentally give into the pressure. Giving into one suggestion makes it easier to make a second change, then a third, and so on. I fine myself making changes to myself–feminizing changes–that are not even mentioned in the CD. I manage a small reail shop outside of Washington, DC–just some part-time employees and myself. After about 2 weeks of Elegance, I finally gave into the desire to start wearing a feminine fragrance. However, being afraid that I would immediately be noticed wearing a woman's perfume, I decided on Avon Naturals Body Spray. The scents are quite light, but up close are distinctively feminine. That satisfied me for about a week, but then I got antsy again. I got it in my mind that my lips were to thin and boring. So, I started using Body Inventions "Lip Explosion", which is a lip plumper and also a clear gloss. With it, I also used Avon "Beyond Color" Plumping Lip Conditioner in a neutral shade to somewhat mute the shine of the "Lip Explosion". I must admit, my lips are now fuller. Then, after a couple more weeks, I decided that my eyebrows looked to bushy and I started to gradually shape them. It seemed that I could never quite get them right. So, I went and got a Remington Precision Eyebrow Trimmer and trimmed them to 2 mm, then plucked and played with them until now they are defined and quite feminine in shape. Since I wear glasses most of the time, I was able to cover their feminine appearance by-and-large. Then, three weeks ago, I got it in my head that my glass frames were too masculine, so I ordered a new pair of presciption lenses, this time with woman's frames. Now, my brows are more visible because of the smaller, more delicate frames. Several women, including one of my part-time ladies, commented that they liked my new glasses. I'm guessing that most people just accept them as unisex in style. Next came panties (which I now wear at work every day along with a gaff, so I look totally flat in front), shaping my dark brunette pubic bush, shaving my underarms and the hair on my legs. I have now started to wear woman's jewelry–ladies watches that are not totally feminine, bracelets and necklaces that are more ornate and delicate than a man would wear, and elegant but not overly feminine rings. No, I haven't gotten my ears pierced yet. My fingernails are now longer and nicely shaped. So far, I still haven't convinced myself to wear blush or mascara out in public. But right now, I'm starting to think that some light blush wouldn't be too noticeable. It is tempting.
About a month after I purchased Elegance, I got Male Charm. At first, I couldn't get into the "swing of things" with the CD. Why I ordered it, I'm still not sure. Even now, I still don't believe that I'm gay. All of my sexual relationships in the past have been with females. Anyway, initially, the CD was fun, but I was not the participant, but rather, more like a floating observer–hovering above the activity and watching. I must admit, that even as an observer, I got really turned on. That all changed when I started listening to Envy about two months ago. Now, when I go back to Male Charm, I actually do become "Cassie", but I haven't been able to experience orgasm as a female, yet. Perhaps Vixen, the CD I just recieved, will help that along.
Your Envy CD has really had an affect on me. I listen to it almost nightly and sometimes with Elegance, sometimes with Male Charm. I don't know which CD is the cause, but over the past two months, I have purchased a lot of woman's clothing and started wearing them to work–especially women's jeans, tops and loafers. I have been careful to make sure that I don't look too noticeably feminine. I've developed almost a total unisex look. I know that I'm starting to walk a fine line–sort of balancing my strange, new urges against displaying them too obviously. However, just knowing that I'm wearing female clothing in public, for some reason, gives me immense pleasure. Envy has been very effective in changing how I look at women–especially attractive women. Yes, I have in fact, become extremely jealous of them. It seems that I have become especially jealous of women with great looking hair, and those with rounded, shapely feminine bottoms and a thin waist. Lately, I seem to be always fantasizing about having a thin waist; a firm sexy butt; wide feminine hips; rounded thighs and a totally flat crouch. But, believe it or not, I don't ever picture myself having big breasts, but rather firm, well shaped, perky ones. On a subscious level, I recently caught my reflection in a store window and noticed that I was swinging my hips more as I walk–and I didn't even know I was doing it. As I write this at my shop, I am wearing faded Calvin Klein Easy Fit woman's jeans, a berry-heather color L.L.Bean women's mock turtleneck shirt; and burgundy Bass Casell women's penny loafers. My waist is currently 30 inches and is just a tiny bit snug in my Size 10 jeans. I am only 5'6'' tall, with a small to medium build, and I currently weigh 140 lbs. Since I first started listening to Envy two months ago, I've lost 12 lbs, and I have it in my mind to lose another 10 lbs. and 2" off my waist, which would allow me to get into Size 8 jeans. Perhaps, my next CD after Vixen should be Corset Diet. I know it sounds goofy, but I just felt immense pleasure telling you what I am wearing at this moment.
On another issue, Envy, along with Male Charm, have really thrown me into confusion not only concerning my gender idenity, but also concerning my feeling about men. I can never remember being attracted to men in a sexual way before. But that definitely seems to be changing. I've had no sexual relations with a women since I started listening to Envy. Now, I am finding myself actually flirting with good-looking delivery drivers and even some handsome customers that come into the shop. I've noticed that when I see a good looking or well built man, I catch myself wondering what he looks like naked, how big his cock is and even how heavy he would feel laying on top of me between my widely spread thighs. I even bought a pheromone product called "Passion Copulin Concentrate for Women", a fragrance & pheromone mixture supposedly great for attracting men. When I look at prono now on the web, I look for sites offering conventional sex between a man and a woman, but I'm only interested in pictures or videos where the woman is a dark haired brunette, that I think would resemble a "female me". Then I masturbate while fantasizing that I am she–that I'm the one actually sucking his cock; that I'm the one being mounted; that it's my own real vagina that's being fucked. I'm always being fucked bareback–never with a condom–so I can feel his cum being pumped into me. I even fantasize about getting pregnant. But I only fantasize that I'm having sex with a man as a woman, never as a man.
That brings me to now. I've recently ordered and recieved 100mg Spironolactone anti-androgen tablets and 1mg Estrofem estradiol estrogen tablets (which come in a cute round pill dispenser , just like birth control pills–how appropriate). I can't believe I actually ordered them. My thinking was that I could just take enough female hormones to give me a little feminine development without going too far. Maybe take only 1/2 mg or 1 mg of Estrofem a day instead of the 2 mg recommended for pre-op transsexuals. Same with the anti-androgen. Anyway, it's not like I couldn't stop, if I wanted to. Still, I haven't taken any yet. In fact, about a week ago right after they were delivered, I actually threw the whole lot into the trash one night. I guess I got into a mood about how stupid I was acting–your CDs, the female clothing, the jewelry and perfume, etc., etc. Well, I fetched the pills out of the trash first thing the next morning–right before the trash truck came. I guess my funky mood had passed because that evening I listened to Elegance, Envy, Male Charm and then Envy again, one right after the other, in that order. It took up the entire evening. Anyway, the pills are still there...calling to me. Don't know what I'll do with them at this. Guess I need someone to force me to take them.
So that's my story for now. It is now evident to me that your CDs, your website, the animations, all of it are extremely effective–more so than I ever thought possible. At first, I thought I was playing a mind game with myself; now, I find that it is much more serious and, yes, much more pleasurable than I ever imagined. Your voice, tone and inflections are absolutely perfect. I thought about getting Elegance II, you know, to sort of build on Elegance I. But the idea of an "all of a sudden" change, i.e., breast implants, seems unnatural to me, plus breast implants don't do anything for developing a sexy feminine tush.
Well, I'm sorry for being so long winded. You must hear this story a hundred times a month. Thank you so much for listening.
Your devoted admirer, Cassie
Cassie 6/8/2005 9:35 PM classicw@NOSPAMbellatlantic.net
This review also refers to CD 16
Beloved One, The two CD's, #4, Male Charm, and #16, Acceptance are marvelous! In combination, they are habit-forming, and so addictive that it is hard to make myself attend to Trance, Subconscious, and, even Elegance, which I try to review once a week. The Acceptance disc is a wonderful set up for any of the others, and it stands by itself when time is wanting. At the age of 22, an experience of Grace came into me. It is that experience recalled that is remembered as the foundation for Euphoria. To date, that feeling has not been completely relived, though sometimes, something very akin to it comes over me during a listening. The trance seems deeper than what was achieved with the other discs individually, though that may be due somewhat to a developing mental conditioning. It seems that the more each one is listened to, trance is cyclicly deepened. But the first listening to Acceptance was deeper by far than what was the usual for #s1,2,and3. Male charm is beyond Elegance, and Elegance is fantastic. It took me to the edge so many times during the course of a listening, that my panties were soaked with pre-cum by the time it was over. Male Charm put me over the top during the course of getting fucked in my imaginary pussy! It was so sweet a sensation, so deep and overwhelming that it was in my mind to just completely forego physical sex altogether. In fact, the idea still persists... But that was only once,... so far. Opportunities for seeking actual sexual encounters haven't presented themselves either. Anyway, as listening to the discs continues, my need grows, my love grows, obedience is established, and my devotion to you mounts as I become the slut you want me tobe... the slut I want to be. Lovingly, Your slave-girl, Breeanne
Breeanne 6/19/2005 1:16 AM phoenixprocess421@NOSPAMyahoo.com
Mindmistress,
I had no idea of how effective these cd's can be. I almost always think about oral sex and given pleasure. Just curious. are there subliminal messages in your cds? I noticed with the male charm cd that my throat tightens up during the day. I constantly want to swallow fluids and food. Preferably something else.
Whats a lady to do? LOL
Lee
26 Nov 2009
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