CD 6 - Happiness
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This review also refers to CD 4, CD 9, and CD 10
Dear Mistress,
Your website and services have had an incredible effect on me over the past year. i started with the Male Charm CD, then Happiness, Envy, and Vixen. i wanted to be obsessed with cock and cum when i started being hypnotized, but the obsession has become greater than i ever imagined. It has gotten to the point where I want to quit my job and become a hooker, sucking men's cocks and swallowing their cum for money all day long. All i can think about is having a cock explode with cum in my mouth and ass.
After much debating with myself, i have finally ordered the Youth CD. i am scared and incredibly turned on at the same time. i want nothing more than to have big boobs so i can be an even better bimbo and attract more cocks. i don't know what to do about my friends, family, and job if and when i grow breasts. Any suggestions would be much appreciated.
i can't wait until i have a set of my own big tits!
Sincerely Yours,
Lisa
Lisa <kccumaddict@excite.com>
Kansas City, MO USA - Sunday, May 09, 2004 at 23:45:38 (EDT)
Dear MM: I recently ordered four (4) cd's, which arrived in record time. I was a bit hesitant about what I would get and what the quality would be like. (ie: Did I just throw away $200.00?) Well, I am writing to say...Thank You ! You and your staff delivered an absolutly teriffic product. (whew, what a relief) I guess I'm a little surprized. In this day and age, product quality, customer service and the character of the business, are at an all time low. This is NOT the case for you. To be very honest, your CD's were alot better than you advertise them to be. Your CD " Happiness" was/is a true work of art. You cleary surpassed any expectation on this one.
You truly have a gifted talent. Thank You for sharing that with me.
-christy-
Christy Leland
Los Angeles , CA USA - Sunday, June 06, 2004 at 01:28:44 (EDT)
First off, Mistress thank You for being so good at what You do! i had listened a number of times to Happiness and the effect was at times really powerful yet subtle. i would find myself at the store with a craving to buy pink bubblegum and until then I had preferred minty gums or altoids. And the exciting part was that i would never notice until after the fact. The whole experience was more intense each time i listened but i never felt like i gave in completely until....i found the bimbo brainwashing Sigil in the hypno-smoke group. OMG!!! After i watched it a bunch i got so ditzy i lost track of what day it was
. i thought it was wednesday on thursday or somethin like that. Then i didnt even think about it when i had a chance to pose in the nude. And again it was only after i realized that that i got so turned on like way more than before. So now i continue to watch the Sigil for hours a day or something like that and listen to Mistress every day and i have such a smoking fetish and i luv to suck soo much and i know the brainwashing is winning and i want it to. i feel so much more free now n i feel like i accept myself more and soo now i luv myself totally. i'm becoming more controlled every day. Thank You, Mistress mmmmmmmmmmm
dolly
- Sunday, June 27, 2004 at 21:39:20 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 3, CD 4, and CD 5
Hello Mistress,
i just wanted to give you and all readers an update on my progress now that i have begun to train with Your CDs. i have 8 of them and have so far used Elegance, Gemini, Happiness and Male Charm.
On Tuesday i pulled an all nighter and was wired from diet pills. i think i listened to Gemini, Happiness and Male Charm at least 3 times each.
i actually felt stupid and horny all day and eager for cock. my mouth was oh so empty. i went to the mall and was disappointed that i did not see many cute guys. i just wanted to look at their crotches and drool. The good looking women there did nothing for me, and all my pictures of hot women on my hard drive now seem destined for use as a guide to looking hot myself. Or to just drive me insane with jealousy once i start hitting Envy.
Thank You, Mistress for setting me free via slavery to You. It is the best thing that has happened to me. Ever.
i will add more details later.
Your "Transexualizing" section in the "Forced Feminization Training Program", main story page, triggered an memory that i would like to share.
In the text, You talk about finding out what turns on a given straight man. Then through Hypnotic Amplification Procedures you increase his desire to the point of obsession. He has to have these traits within reach. To paraphrase, on his person. He must become his obsession in order to satisfy it.
When i was in 8th grade i one day found i had the house to myself. i decided to try and get drunk. i mixed straight vodka with a little vermouth. A combo i could not handle today, but as an ignorant "babe in the woods" i was able to drink like water. i got drunk very quickly.
i then decided to entertain myself with one of my Dad's Playboy magazines. i already had read through his entire stash and was totally obsessed with these beautiful women. i was always very observant and can remember being completely turned on by the props as well as the subject. I.E. jewelry, furniture, drapery, tassles, all the symbolic elements that complete the highly sexualized images that Playboy produces. i was especially turned on by the Playmate's gorgeous shoes, feet and hosiery. i would totally obsess over these items.
Well, i had what i can only describe as my own hypnotic trigger. As i stared at previously viewed images in a drunken state, i had an overwhelming desire to raid my mother's drawers and take out all kinds of goodies. i needed to be just like the Playmate. The photo was no longer real or immediate enough for me to get pleasure. i needed more. i took panties, pantyhose, bras, jewelry, shoes and i was compelled to dress in these items. i did just that. i had never thought of this idea before. This was the early 1970's so i did not even hear of crossdressing. This kind of stuff was not on TV, no pun intended, and your average child would not have a clue of this type of behavior. At least i had no clue.
So, i had good conditioning at an early age and i can clearly see that i was always suppossed to be this way. To me this is empirical proof that what You talk about in "Transexualizing" is completely true. i hadn't thought of this event in many years.
Either way, i thought You might find it interesting.
Oh well, i find that i am starting to use too many big words again. That means it is time for me to listen to a little "Happiness".
Thank You again for all You have done to me so far.
You are the best, Mind Mistress!!!
rowan
rowan <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 at 15:08:46 (EST)
This review also refers to CD 2, CD 3, and CD 4
Dear Mistress,
I first went to your site to ask questions about improving my relationship with my wife. It seems she prefers me performing oral on her and wants me to take care of myself. We would have intercourse less and less. I would have trouble falling to sleep because I was constantly frustrated and angry with her. With your help I started to understand that she was feminizing me. You suggested I listen to cd 2,3,4 and 6 and I would be more happy. Cd 2 was great but I was a little nervous with elegance. After listening for a month now I'm happy to report that I wear lipstick, mascara, perfume and blush every day. I would not think of leaving the house without putting on makeup. I shave my legs every other day, tweeze my eyebrows, go for manicures and wear panties full time. My wife completely stopped having intercourse with me and I could not be happier.
CD 4 and 6 are bringing out my real feelings more and more each day. I know I'm an anal slut and cum from playing with my dildo. My nipples are always hard and perky and my wife stimulates them till I cum. I flirt with everyone I meet because I am such a bimbo slut. Your program has made me so happy and I just want everyone to know how great the cds are.
In two weeks I'm going to start Youth and Vixen. I can't wait till I have my own boobs.
Thanks for all your help. I love you so much!
Lisa
Lisa Houston <mark_hstn@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
NYC, NY USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 at 08:57:23 (EST)
This review also refers to CD 4
Dear Mistress,
I have been training since October and I have noticed such a huge change in my behavior. My wife has noticed too. I have become totally obedient to her. I do all the cooking and cleaning and she is so pleased that I have become her happy slave girl. When we have sex I service her like a good slave. I'm only allowed to touch her with my tongue. After she has three or four orgasms she rubs my nipples until I'm ready to orgasm. She constantly reminds me that I am becoming her shemale slave. Thanks to CD4 and 6 my nipples and back pussy are super sensitive. We haven't had intercourse in quite sometime now, but to be honest, I don't miss it at all. As long as she plays with my nipples I am totally happy. Next week I start Youth and Vixen. I can't wait to see how large my nipples get as my very own boobs start to grow. I also can't wait till I get my first female orgasm.
Thank you so much for helping me become the girl I always secretly desired to be.
Love,
Lisa
Lisa Houston <mark_hstn@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
New York, NY USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 at 18:31:05 (EST)
This review also refers to CD 3
Dear MM,
How are you? Since our last online session many interesting developments: due to the cumulative effect of more frequent exposure to "Elegance" and "Happiness" I find myself now preparing for a first time in "femme" in public in the next couple of weeks (will be on the West Coast).
Just wanted to say thank you for your site and I look forward with great enthusiasm to our (hopefully soon) next session. Maybe next time we could do a phone session.
Like, your hot slave girl...
- Jessica -
Jessica <jezz30301@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 19, 2005 at 17:07:36 (EST)
This review also refers to CD 3 and CD 16
Hello,
Today, i received my Acceptance cd from Mind Mistress. i cannot describe the sensations coursing through my body. i can describe the sensations in my mind. Utter bliss.
i have been doing the Elegance and Happiness cds for over 5 months. My favorite is the Happiness. It makes me such a sweet nothing. i just obey my makeup and sex are all i think about. i never knew that the Happiness cd could be soooo, wonderful. If you do the Acceptance first and then Happiness, your mind just melts. Nothing but .. well, i'm not sure what. The line blurs and i am so happy with just thinking Mistress' thoughts. i am here to please her.
After listening, i redid my makeup, dressed in my best red dress and chain smoked several Virginia Slim 120s. So relaxing. Before Mind Mistress, there was no joy. Now, there is only euphoria. Coursing through my body.
i enjoy the sensation of ....something. It is enjoyable.
i need to stop, my mind is becoming a blank slate the more i write.
Yes. More tomorrow.
hard to think.
just forget and obey
denise
denise <deniseluvtoy73@yahoo.com>
US - Monday, April 04, 2005 at 22:56:08 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 16
Hello,
The power of the Acceptance cd amplifies the other cds so much that it is indescribable. (Hope that that is spelled right).
i am happier now than i ahve ever been. Happiness and euphoria stays with me for over 6 hours now. i have never experience such a deep feeling of happiness and obedience before.
The combination of Acceptance with any other cd will fulfill your most vivid expectations.
The combo of Acceptance with Happiness brings me to the edge of "The Happy Place."
Just relaxation and allowing myself to appreciate the inner "me."
i am happier now, than any time in my life.
Hope that all of You can enjoy this feeling as well.
denise
denise <deniseluvtoy73@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 04, 2005 at 23:24:43 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 16
Re: Acceptance
Don't know if others may have the same reaction as me, but have to assume I'm not unique.
Had ordered one of MM's CD packages and found them to be an interesting diversion, but never really felt any effects after waking from trance. Visited her site and read about the release of "Acceptance". Figured, what the hell, already spent x number of dollars, what's a few more. Can't make any guarantees, but in my case, the effects were nothing short of phenomenal. Case in point, "Happiness" was always one of my favorites, but I'd awake feeling "that was kinda neat". After training with "Acceptance" I awake to a stream of voices running through my head, and the silly, giggly girl is almost impossible to repress.
One down side, being a CD with no interest in men, have to skip over some tracks and avoid certain CD's. "Gemini" and "Elegance" have now become my favorites, as they just help to free me from my closeted existence without the cock slut influence.
So in closing, if you find you're not getting any real impact from the CD's, before giving up, you may want to give "Acceptance" a try.
Good luck to all.
Have fun. Be safe.
Joe/Brianne
brianne <jgjr@NOSPAMprodigy.net>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 at 17:17:11 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 16
Hello, everyone,
i have been gone for some time and needed to checkin.
this site is sooooo good. i have to come back and relax time and time again.
i hope that everyone is having a great time.
Just finished my makeup, having a relaxing smoke and listening
to the Acceptance and Happiness cds.
I AM SO HAPPY. Thank You MInd Mistress.
reena
reena <den27car@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 04, 2005 at 13:58:21 (EDT)
This review also refers to CD 3 and CD 16
Hello everyone!
For almost a year, i have been to this site and found it intriuging. I cum to it and leave, trying to stay away. But, i can't. Yesterday, i listened to MM's Acceptance 5 times, Happiness once and Elegance once. Each time going furhter in my transformation from a stressed out male to a happy, relaxed cockslut. MM's words are truth. At least they are true for me as soon as i see or hear them.
After the last listening, i IMed MM and asked her for instructions, she said to be a slut, soi finished my hair and makeup and went to a nice bar, with some very nice men. First, there was mike(i think). He knew how nervous i was, but bought me a drink and talked. We went to the restroom and i made him very happy. having him in my mouth made me so complete, so fulfilled. Returning to the bar, MMs words echoed to be a slut. So, i excused myself from mike's company and moved towards ? who had been eyeing me. think i made him happy as well.
Left the bar with dave. he was different. Very aggressive. At his apartment, he bent me over his bed and made me look into a mirror to see him take me from behind. i just melted. so relaxing, so complete
With a man in my mouth i have some control over them.
With a man in me, i am in their control.
As i follow MM's instructions, i will continue to work on more beauty so that i can get more cocks. Fulfilling myself one cock at a time.
If any of you want to leave, leave. If you stay, enjoy the ride.
i have become like jessica, a cockslut with no control over myself and a need to relax and enjoy the ride.
Everyone have a great day.
rena
rena <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 15:06:29 (EDT)
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