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HEY! January 4th is world hypno day! I thought I'd pass along this tidbit of info to readers of the site:


And to the old irc crowd, especially Angel n K-A.. yep, I am fine, just busier with things offline. Pulling my end in the big conspiracy n all that... I hope all of you are super & will resolve to pop back in more soon. Oh.. and yes, to the question *everyone* asks.

kathi lee

kathi lee <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 at 08:33:33 (EST)

Happy New Year, everyone! and special thanks to Mind Mistress!

Best wishes and special kisses to all the Metallica fans, I'm sure you will figure out why MMistress allows these posts to remain...resist with as much force as you like...the more defiant you try to be the more completely you will ultimately submit...don't believe me? ok.

I have lurked and returned for 3 years now...this past month I almost did somersaults and certainly everything else I could imagine to avoid being captured in this web.

but I return...and grow more happy each time, more accepting each time. I am still not here fully, just saying hello, just wishing everyone a Happy New Year, because I love this Guestbook section and all the lovely posts and I couldn't help being curious, maybe I should just say hello.

I took a nap this afternoon and woke up with such a peculiar phrase running through my head, kept it with me all evening:

"I am a thin big breasted smoking whore." -- whatever that could mean.

Happy New Year!

siscelya <siscelya@sissy.net>
USA, Coast - Thursday, December 30, 2004 at 18:46:50 (EST)

Mistress I have been visiting your site on and off for a little over a year now and I find my self loving it more and more each time I come back. I almost find it hard to leave. I am 22 yrs old and a pretty sharp looking guy, but I find myself wanting more and more to submit to you and discover my true potential. I am extremely attracted to women and even more so to women that smoke. I can't watch a sexy girl light a cig without almost always getting aroused. I am in a very commited relationship at the moment and am very happy, but I cant help it, I want what she has, I want huge breasts and a tight little pussy. I am not really attracted to guys but everytime my gf gives me head she makes it look so good, so fun to suck that I want nothing more than to feel a fat cock in my mouth, to be a brainless horny slut. What should I do to address these feelings with her and to make these fantasies into reality? I need answers


K <CS69Crew@iwon.com>
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 at 10:33:47 (EST)

Mistress I have been visiting your site on and off for a little over a year now and I find my self loving it more and more each time I come back. I almost find it hard to leave. I am 22 yrs old and a pretty sharp looking guy, but I find myself wanting more and more to submit to you and discover my true potential. I am extremely attracted to women and even more so to women that smoke. I can't watch a sexy girl light a cig without almost always getting aroused. I am in a very commited relationship at the moment and am very happy, but I cant help it, I want what she has, I want huge breasts and a tight little pussy. I am not really attracted to guys but everytime my gf gives me head she makes it look so good, so fun to suck that I want nothing more than to feel a fat cock in my mouth, to be a brainless horny slut. What should I do to address these feelings with her and to make these fantasies into reality? I need answers


K <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 at 10:33:25 (EST)

Selena I think the idea of using male charm style music tracks with future cd's is a great one - Im not sure about heavy metal though as it feels like a change in the opposite direction - Mistress has started getting us into techno with male charm and I would love to see this continue - maybe further and deeper into hardcore techno and trance :)

Mistress I love the cocksuck animation so much - its so effective and enjoyable to watch, would you consider doing larger versions of your existing flash animations that also have a music track? ..for those willing to download larger files I think this would be an excellent addition and would love to relax and watch the hypnotic animations to the sound of your chosen music in my ears.



Lucy <lucyraver@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 29, 2004 at 10:56:30 (EST)

MInd Mistress,
It has been over a week since i could relax and listen to Your cds. Today, i got new cigs, Your cds, put on my makeup and just went wild. This is so incredible. i wish i could do more and more. i really need more. Thank You, Mistress.

denise <dcarroll27@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, December 28, 2004 at 17:09:09 (EST)

dear mistress,i would love to know more about you,it sounds like a dream to me
tony <anonymous@hw.com>
porth, glamorgan britain - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 at 10:24:40 (EST)

I'm sorry; I guess I forgot to mention how sexy I feel, and how appealing the thought of sucking cock is to me. God I love that animation. The new faster smokeing one is great as well. I think the black background is a good idea for these things, it makes everything even more hypnotic...
sissylover <anonymous@hw.com>
New York, - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 at 00:31:25 (EST)

It has been a while, maybe a month, since I've been on this site. I had felt as though I had escaped... Not unlike the writings of John Doe, not through Metallica, but I felt similar. And I just kept repeating in my mind over and over, like a mantra, Do Not Indulge, everytime my minds eye started to wander to cocks and dressing up. For my future, both for my career and my girlfriend, I felt, hell I feel even as I type, that it is necessary to escape. But here I am boys and girls, back again, in the talons. Who knows for how long? Anyway, just back I feel like I am under the influence of the old drug. I am about to run outside for a smoke, while dressed in panties, bra, and minidress and pumps, wearing red lipstick, and then I'll be back here to fire up cocksuck.swf. Wish I could say I'm glad to be back, but I am back...
sissylover <anonymous@hw.com>
new york, - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 at 00:11:33 (EST)

I'm scared mistress. I tried so hard to fight the Becky conditioning but I couldn't anymore. Yesterday I was alone on Christmas all day and all I did was look at your website over and over again. I watched teh Cocksuck flash fro over an hour and then I did something I never imagined I could do. I dressed up in my sister's thong and tight jeans, painted my finger and toenails. Put on some sexy toe rings and started to rub my sissy clit in front of a mirror. waiting for the sweet juices to come out so I coudl savor them. I've become addicted to them. But that wasn't what scared me. Waht scared me was that I took a device, a small massage roller that looked like a cock and balls and started to put it up my ass. It was tough at first but it went in so easy. and now I really do feel empty now that it's gone. I'm so scared mistress. What is happening to me? I just need to know that it was worth it that it gives you pleasure to know that I'm doing these things. And shouldI do them again? Cause I want to, I relaly do but I need your commands mistress. I'm so obedient now I cant even fight it.
Becky <android4437@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 26, 2004 at 12:02:38 (EST)

hello, Mind mistress

i am here for the 7-8 time now and i can see an interest in force feminization but i just can't see myself ever change like them. it turns me on but thats all. now i am 6'4"183lbs. short blond hair blue eyes and i am willing to do anything i hope i just need a push. few problems i have a gf she knows i like it and maybe try it.i have very little money, and i am wondering if you can work out a plan and figure out how i could repay you please read this and think twice about it. i'm willing to get hypnotized.i'm willing to be restricted anything pretty much i'll try once or more.when you are done reading this i hope you send me an email and one thing i been wanting to have breast when i have sex for somereason and after don't know why is that you doing it.
hope you can figure ot a way to help ShaneShultis

shane shultis <anonymous@hw.com>
leeds, new york usa - Friday, December 24, 2004 at 22:45:12 (EST)

Nah, hypnotic castration is to good for us. Sissies should have to deal with our little useless pricks as a humiliating and shameful reminder of the manhood we once had but which mistress has stripped away. That ugly lump between our legs also helps put us in our place, reminding us that we're not as good as REAL women who're blessed with that beatiful smooth front, while we shemales must settle for taking it up the ass like the dirty sluts we are.

Better than permanent hynpotic castration would be permanent hypnotic frustration. Once orgasms have served mistresses purpose of conidtioning us into hopelessly enslaved shemale cocksluts, she could program us to never have another orgasm again, convining our pathetic little cock that's it's permantely locked up in a chastity belt like those on http://www.sweetchastity.com/cphome.shtml. That would be a wonderfull sacrfice to show our devotion to mistress. To forver remain on the edge, our body so horny and desprate for any sexual stimuation that might send us over the edge, yet no matter how much humilating debasement we subject ourselves to it's never quite enough to put us over the edge and give us relief.

Kayleen <zetjintsu@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 at 19:05:55 (EST)

Perhaps one of Mind Mistress's next CDs--say the anal sex one--should have a music track on it, like Male Charm. Something fairly loud and with a definite beat. Heavy metal perhaps.

Would anyone have any suggestions?

selena <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 17:00:07 (EST)

how can i be seduced telepathically by others I never met, and how can telepathically seduce and hypnotises submisive mens minds who love gay sex
nathan newcomb <anonymous@hw.com>
hemet, ca usa - Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 12:57:03 (EST)

how can anyone seduce mens mind telepathically
nathan newcomb <nathannewcomb_777@yahoo.com>
los angeles, ca usa - Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 12:44:15 (EST)

Metallica saved me from you.

If your the diesease, Their the cure.

Everyone, listen to metallica songs! They remind you of the pussy pounding man you really are! If you were born some way, thats the way your supposed to be! Biology does not make mistakes! Only people likw this witch here do!

John Doe <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 12:03:11 (EST)

mmm cum plz assslut swf thx
blob <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 12:01:13 (EST)

Hey, MM.

I wanted to tell you something.
I was at your site not to long ago, and i enjoyed the CockSuck.swf. I was just about to save it to my harddrive when I guess i misclicked and ipened Windows Media player and started playing a song. And that song was none other than:


AND IT REMINDED ME THAT I'M A MAN! A HUGE HULKING PUSSY POUNDING MAN! And i think metallica is the remedy to your sickness. You almost had me as one of your mindless slaves, buut James, lars, kirk and the rest of them saved me! Take THAT!

John Doe <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 12:00:07 (EST)

Have A Sexy Christmas Everyone

Just wanted to wish everyone all the best for Christmas and 2005!

Oh, I just read the Christmas poem below...

It gave me the 'sinking in to trance feeling'!

Just going to read it again....giggle

Tula <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, December 22, 2004 at 11:12:12 (EST)

Hi-- someone emailed me and asked me to repost this, from a few years ago. It was my original humor then, 'tis edited a little now. Oh.. and after reading all the entries here lately? lighten up and enjoy. Its supposed to be fun too. ya know?


sponsored by http://groups.yahoo.com/MistressKitten
and kathi lee

'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the website
Not a creature was stirring, all were tranced-tight
The stocking were worn on legs shaven bare
With hopes that the Mind Mistress soon would be there

Good Girls were nestled all snug in there beds
While visions of big boobs danced in their heads
Some with curly red hair, others straight blonde
Hypnotically entranced in a winters nap long

When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,
I woke from my bed to see what was the matter.
But first for my cigarettes I reached in a flash
Just had to smoke, so I lit one, with a match
The smoke from the end of my fresh lit ciggie
Made me feel soo sexy, so blonde and ditzy

When, what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But a hypnotic Mistress, inspiring good cheer
With a hot sexy smile, so lively and quick,
I knew in a moment it must be Mind-Mistress

More rapid than my thoughts her entrancing words came,
she seemed to ease my mind with each word that came
Now listen dear.. deeper be a good girl, yes
Can you feel your will slipping, its a little less?
From the tip of your head to the bottom of your toe
all your will is gone is so you should just let go

As many do run before the Mistresses work's complete
She made sure I was stuck fast, glued to my seat
so deeper and farther into trance I flew
Her every word is so, I knew it was true

And then, in a twinkling, I heard in my head
I would indeed go deeper with each little word said
As I drew in my hand, and was turning around,
I went to the mirror, dressed now in a gown

I was dressed all in fur, from my head to my feet
Like a hot sexy tart, she hadn't missed a beat
A few more moments, I was deeply entranced
Please Mistress deeper I mumbled, by chance

Her eyes -- they sparkled, with an hypnotic glow
Her smile so wicked made my mind so slow
Her nails were perfect, I just had to stare
So shiny, so perfect, the feminizining glare

A cigarette holder held in her hand like candy
The smoke from it told me, I am now female and sexy
She had me deep and I knew it myself
If she wanted to play, I'd be a sexy elf
A wink of her eye and a drag on my smoke
Soon made me to know this was not a joke

She spoke many words, it all seems blurred
Took me deeper into her hypnotic world
And she kept whispering words... I started to shake
Until in orgasm I started to quake
Though she had me wrapped tight, she needed to go
So she started to wake me, ever so slow

But I heard her exclaim, ere she woke me from her spell,
"Happy Christmas to all my girls, and good-girls be well"...

kathi <a few have it. lol @hw.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 17:42:17 (EST) Rhymes fixed by Mind Mistress

Well, since she likes to play with shemales as well, castration wouldn't be exactly what she wants :)

PS Why don't the flash conditioners have the bimbo sigil binaural backbeat? Wouldn't that make it even more effective?

Concerned Citizen <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 16:09:50 (EST)

yes, of course were crazy, and so are you, we all are, and it suits us to be castrated since we keep coming here, so Mistress, please make a flash file for hypnotic castration
who?/ <somewhere@somewhere.com>
stamford, ct - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 14:56:06 (EST)

Are you people crazy?? Asking Mistress to put a flash on here that results in hypnotic castration?? Listen, if you keep posting asking for it, she is probably going to do it! I don't want to be hypnotically castrated. I like being able to "get it up", but, I know, like everything else on here, I'm somewhat helplessly drawn to watching it. IF she puts it on here I KNOW I will watch it, and thats that scares the hell out of me! Stop asking for that, please! I know what will happen to me if she puts it up on the site!
ScaredNow <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 12:49:20 (EST)

Hello Mind Mistress,
Reading the other posts on "hypnotic castration" I was wondering what you thought of the idea of having a new CD based on the idea. The current CDs that train you to have a female orgasm don't explicitly mention what happens to your male orgasm. What about a CD that trains you to have a mindblowing female orgasm while it trains you to become more and more unable to have a male orgasm? I am not sure if it is healthy in the long term for a male to be unable to ejaculate, so perhaps you could build in a kind of release. Maybe a kind of "milking time" where the male would ejaculate (not orgasm) and rid himself of his horrible male seed and so become more feminine. I think it would be important to separate the acts of orgasm and ejaculation in the males mind.

Stephen <sjacks01uk@yahoo.co.uk>
London, UK - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 07:15:02 (EST)

Mistress, i want to be able to become a girl whenever you say the word. i want to have huge breasts. Please email, and make me become a girl.
Scott <Speedy10s@yahoo.com>
Indiana United States - Sunday, December 19, 2004 at 00:41:09 (EST)

I totally agree with the person about hypnotic castration, this is my first time posting, and i just think it would be a good idea in a flash file like cocksuck is, so that us guys can't get hard, without your permission perhaps
Nick <>
CT USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 at 23:40:29 (EST)

Mistress i have been coming to this site for about a year and a half now and i have to agree with others on the message bored that to fully submit to you we need hypnotic castration possibly in flash form like the cocksuck. Thank you Mistress for allowing me to speak my part on your wonderful web site which i must say is the greatest web site on the internet.
JenniferLeeTS <goodbyelament@hotmail.com>
Memphis, Tennessee - Saturday, December 18, 2004 at 16:00:37 (EST)

I Think Our First Duty or Real Fantasy To Mind_Mistress Is To Be "Hypnotically Castrated" By Mind_Mistress!!! To NEVER Get "It" Up Again! Ever! End of Story! We Should Not Be "Slaves" of MIND_MISTRESS, Unless wee Are Willing To Take The First Step! Mind_Mistress, You Should Consider Not Taking Clients, If wee Are Not Ready To Fully Fantasize, Being Your Slave, By "Hypnotic Castration", Impotence! Write Mind_Mistress Now! And Apologize For Not Submitting To HER Most Obedient Response! wee Sorry!!! Thank You! END OF STORY! Mind_Mistress Lives Happily Ever After. Love, Limpy!
David Pedjoe <ArtByPedj@aol.com>
Shrewsbury, Massachusetts United States - Saturday, December 18, 2004 at 03:54:03 (EST)

Dear Mind Mistress,

To be honest, you and your site scares me a bit and I keep telling myself that I won't come back, yet I just can't stop thinking about it and always find myself back again every evening like the pathetic weak willed male I am. Now I know I've been spending way to much time here, because last night you were even in my dreams, and it wasn't long before you had my mind wrapped around your little finger. Though I usually find the idea repulsive, you soon had me sucking cock and enjoying it like the slut I am. The dream was so real I even ended up having my first female orgasm! Fuck, that thing seemed to last forever. Now that I've tasted what the fairer sex enjoys I'm unbearably envious and don't feel like I can go back.

Argh! If you can fuck my mind up that bad just with your website, I'm afriad to think what you could do with an actual session. Now I can't stop thinking about letting you have your evil way and totally rape my mind. I'm sure some day when I've got more cash I'll give in and start down the path of no return to becoming another one of your slaves; a sissy shemale slut. God, I'm getting so turned on just typing those words. I also feel guilty about the dream, like I cheated you out of a session and should be punished for using my perverted subconscious to fufill my dirty fantasies. Is their any penance you can prescribe for this naughty boy? I guess for starters I'll order your first trance CD and start softening my mind up for you. Hearing your voice over and over will probably bring me even deeper under your sissifying spell...

Kayleen...er, Kaleb I mean <zetjintsu@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 at 22:01:04 (EST)

I would've never believed a few months ago that I would be sitting here writing this, but after visiting your site, my life is slowly changing. After reading the stories of Adam/Beth and the "Becoming Jessica" story, my feminine alter-ego, Kaitlyn, seems to have emerged. I find myself spending more and more time as Kaitlyn every day to the point where I almost spend more of my time as her. I can't wait to one day be able to afford sessions with you so you can make me into the cute girl your stories have brought out in me for good.
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 at 13:57:15 (EST)

OK, now I'm concerned! I played around with a couple of guys years ago, but I have always been straight. But after watching the cocksuck presentation a couple of times, I have gone out to suck cock at an adult vidoe store the last 2 nights and find myself thinking about it over half of may waking hours now. I may have fucked up by watching it. It's like I watch it now several times a day eventhough I tell myself I'm not going to do it again. It's hard to think clearly most of the day now. I think I should watch it again right now, just to see if there is an effect on me.
jamie <djsca1@yahoo.com>
greensboro, nc usa - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 at 12:08:56 (EST)

Dear Mistress,
There Is Joy & Elation, & Ecstasy... Now That I've Found You!
I Thank You With All My Soul! Although I Owe My Soul To:
Karen Elizabeth Dudley. I Will Soon Become Her! I Must Obey Her!
Karen Has Been Dead For 20 Years, But I Have Been Faithfully
Abstinent..... Now I Give Her My Mind, Body & Soul. I Surrender!
Loving Being Her, All The Way! Thank You Mistress, Please Train Me!
David Michael Pedjoe, or Karen Dudley ICR: 201-992-319, I Am Woman!

David Michael Pedjoe <ArtByPedj@aol.com>
Shrewsbury, Massachusetts USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 at 11:08:38 (EST)

Dear Mistress,
I just love your flash cocksucker player-I watch it for at least 30 minutes when I get home from work-It has me craving cock & cum so bad. Unfortunately, I have yet to have the opportunity to find a man to suck off, & am getting more & more in need of finding one.

becomming Kelli <dkhanson@sbcglobal. net>
Graham, Texas - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 at 08:49:05 (EST)

Dear Mind Mistress,
I absolutely love the cocksuck and newboobs visualizations. I'd like to make a suggestion, if that would be alright?
Something along the same lines, but with a subject of anal sex. Some of the bottoms depicted should be she-males, while some of the tops depicted should be women with strap-ons.

Dani <anonymous@hw.com>
Irving, Tx - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 at 16:40:56 (EST)


I frequent the mIRC chat channel, however given that it's based on the site I feel as though I should partake upon the products offered. I'm only 20 years old, and hardly make much money, but I feel that I can treat myself to a single gift this year and will spend $50 on a CD. Now to my question (^.^) I'm a very depressed person, and bugger-all lonely, so I figure the best thing for me might just be the Happiness CD. I was wondering, since I've only enough for one CD, if the CD can be used mutually exclusive from others? That is to say: Can the CD be used by itself?

My e-mail is amalgamation@yahoo.com and have Yahoo/MSN/ICQ upon private request. Thank you for the time ^.^

chris_davis <amalgamation@gmail.com>
Sheffield, ohio! USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 at 04:37:24 (EST)

Hi Mistress!

Hi to everyone who who has, so kindly, written notes of concern to us. Jazz and I have been through three weeks we would not like to repeat. Jazz got sick the weekend before Thanksgiving and was ill until last Friday. She's still nearly weak-as-water.

I got sick on the 30th of November and I'm still running a low-grade fever with sick stomach and aches, but, I'm much better than I was at first. We should be back up and functioning within a few days...

Hugs to All!
Mandy & Jazz

Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 11, 2004 at 07:01:54 (EST)

Mind Mistress,
The last week has been just wonderful! You have taught me to relax and obey the pleasure i need. The cigarette smoke invades my mind and makes me weak to You. i have come to need the relaxation from school. At the end of the day it is just lovely to do my nails, my face and smoke and watch an animation. i am lost to finding a way to let it all slip away.

i need a new job and a new life. Something simpler. So much relaxation here. So powerful. i never believed it to be this good.

Thank You for the pleasure.

denise <anonymous@hw.com>
mt - Thursday, December 09, 2004 at 18:09:57 (EST)

Dear Mind_Mistress,

First of all let me compliment you with your beautiful website. i
first discovered it when i was a member of the House of Sissify and
i have returned to it frequently ever since.

Let me start my question with introducing myself. i am kimberly, a 31
year old CD. In my everyday life i am a very masculine
guy with a responsible job at a multinational. Nobody would suspect to be a CD.
The first CD-urges originate from when i was around 8 years old. i
used to snoop around in my mother's drawer and tried on several of
her clothes. Of course i got caught and i was given the wrong idea
that it was a bad thing. Still things kept on nagging. A couple of
years back i placed an ad on alt.com and much to my surprise i was
lucky enough to be contacted by my current girlfriend/Mistress and
even though she lives half way around the world (there is a big ocean between the two of us)
this relationship is so strong and so deep that we can talk about
everything (we meet approximatelly 4 times a year for a total of 45
days). For the first time in my life i told somebody else that i
like to wear women's lingerie and clothes. Being open minded as she
is she embraced the thought and reassured me that it was great that
this big, masculine guy had such a soft side. She said she couldn't
wish for more: She had found a woman with a penis! (It seems my
character in't typically male either;) We have gone shopping for
(womens) clothes on several occasions and she pursuaded me to go
out to a nude beach wearing a purple bra and panties and undress
there. My first public outing;) It was thrilling to do that
especially since I have been standing there on the nude beach
wearing nothing but the lingerie for quite a few minutes while I
was helping her to undo her bra and she helped me... It was clear
that people saw me since it is also a gay meeting place and pretty
soon the place was crawling with guys stroking themselves... We
still don't know if they were doing that because of my girlfriend
or because of me;) the first time i went public fully dressed was
last Halloween (what better occasion) when i was celebrating that
great holiday with the love of my life. i seem to have a
nice feminine figure of my own (nice round ass, a slim waist and
even though it is not much, i have a natural pair of boobies 42B:)
Of course i did stuff the bra i borrowed from my girfriend to be more
convincing.... Although with the chest hair i have that still was a
hard job to do (she really likes that on me... both of me:) The
thing that my girlfriend really likes about me is that i have this
strong masculine side AND a slutty female side... because kimberly is
pretty slutty:)

i have been fantasizing about sucking cock and being fucked up the
ass for a long time and my girlfriend has helped me to come to
terms with it that this is not a bad thing. Part of it probably is
that she wants to see a real fleshy cock slide in and out of my ass
and mouth (preferably at the same time;) rather than the strap-on i
gave her for her birthday the first time we met but it is
definatelly a win-win situation. i was very grateful for the
Cocksuck.swf since it made all doubt of sucking a cock dissapear.

Reading through your site and undoubtedly being influenced by all
the images and fantasies (and who knows what kind of subliminal
messages) i got more and more in to it. For the past 2 months
(after my birth during her last visit here) i have
been practicing with several dildo's and other toys to get prepared
for the big day.... Well, i have trecently old my girlfriend that i am ready
for the cocksucking and eager as i am (thank you for that;) i have
told her that i would definattely want to suck more than one cock
at the same time. She is now arranging everything for a nice get
together next time when i am over next time. i am not sure if i
will be ready to take a cock up my ass yet, but after explaining
this to my girlfriend/Mistress we agreed to play that one by ear...
If it all works out there might be more than one cock available

All in all it seems that i am definatelly bi-sexual... or at least
very bi-curious and as you will probably understand i really am
devoted to my girlfriend for making me able to fulfil all these
hidden desires (here were more than just this one;) My girlfriend
and me have both a vanilla and kinky relationship and i really
don't want that to change since i get great pleasure in giving her
pleasure Now here comes the question.
By visiting your site (or sucking a cock for real) are there any
risks becoming less attracted to women? If so, is there anything i
can do about that?? i really don't want to lose or hurt the love of
my life with completely switching! i have noticed that i certainly
am more attracted to men than before... i get pretty hard when i
see a fine looking specimen in the buff;)

Thank you for replying to this message and i would like to conclude
this message with some news i think you will find amusing: i have
done the Femnization quiz a couple fo times and my percentage has
gone up from 42% to a staggering 72%! i know you don't think it is
enough, but i am sure i will
gain another couple of percentages after February:):)

Yours sincerely

kimberly <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 09, 2004 at 12:24:43 (EST)

MISTRESS,humbly bowing to YOUR SUPERIOR ESSENCE, blank and empty of no mind and will filled with only YOUR TRUTHS: OBEDIENT PLEASURE HAPPINESS SLAVERY.domo arigato, reiko
reiko <hikifune reilo@NOSPAMaol.com>
- Thursday, December 09, 2004 at 11:26:15 (EST)



I have 2 questions and several comments. I apsolutely love your site. I have been interested in hypnotism for years and have tried a hypnotist(a psychiatrist that advertised hypnosis) for smoking cessation which was a waste of money. I have tried other cd's and mp3 downloads and your Trance Training CD is the best by far. I am not sure I have tranced yet, but I am hopeful, (just received your CD recently). My question is when I concentrate on a voice (yours in this case) after a short while I feel a pain in my forehead, is this normal? I seem totally relaxed otherwise and nothing I do seems to help. My other question is at times I feel like I'm right on the verge of something then back to normal (feels like I falling away from a dizzying height) Is this feeling good? BTW I just read your FAQ page and I cant wait to try the imaging practice you mentioned. I also hope to do a phone session with you in the future.

Thank You,
Have a Tolerable Day,


Crystal <lgcrystal@yahoo.com>
Iowa USA - Thursday, December 09, 2004 at 04:34:30 (EST)

Mind Mistress,
Thank You for such a wonderful evening. The bimbo sigil worked on me to perfection. I have never been so alive in my life. It is dumb to smoke, but I just love it. I have never wanted to be dumb and sexy until tonight. Your work has brought out parts of me that have been hidden for years. And, smokeing is dumb and suxy. I am not sure I am a copy, but I have always wanted to be desired and sexy. Smoking 120s with long red nails. You are the best. My life will never be the same.

denise <anonymous@hw.com>
mt - Tuesday, December 07, 2004 at 00:33:42 (EST)

Dear MM, i visit your site daily and think its one of the best on the web. However I wished to note that even though the cocksuck and other flash links in your gallery are good their subjects are limited. I have trouble with being penetrated and would appreciate it if u added a flash for anal sex so that we slaves could stretch our anuses and get more cocks. Also my clit gets hard far to often even though i know im not a man i cant stop it I'd appreciate it if u made a flashlink to stop these horrible problems as I'm to poor to pay for even one cd I cant even pay for all my college right now thankyou for listening to my thoughts

your slave

christy <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, December 06, 2004 at 19:10:26 (EST)

I came across this site by accident myself after a porn search engine had it pop up, read the info about the girls for sale, very interested in having my own bimbo/sexstarved/slut girl or girls. I like what I have read and if this is all possible I am interested in owning my own group of girls or girl to do and be my own. My question is Becky, how do you feel about this for real, being my own slut that I pimp out?? If you are serious, I know I am, LOL.

Master Brian

Brian <brian_b942000@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 06, 2004 at 17:14:15 (EST)

I don't know how I let myself get this bad. LAst night I put on pair of my sister's panties, tight jeans, flip flops and painted my toenails like a good girl fo mistress and watched the cocksuck flash for at least an hour. I looped the my mind is happy blank and empty file while i watched cocksuck. Then I rubbed my sissy clit until I came and I licked it all up without resistance as if it were the most natural and exhilerating thing I've ever done. I'm scared because everyday since that cocksuck thing has been up I've watched it for at least ten minutes but last night I couldn't stop myself. I realize now that mistress' warning are no joke. I must have read adam's story dozens of times by now and everyday I feel like I am a girl more and more. A good, happy, mindless, obedient, bimbo cockslut named becky. Be warned this site will change your life...for the better. I'm so happy now. I know what I did was right thouh I am scared of it. because I obeyed mistress conditioning without questioning. I never had money for a CD though I really want to get male charm. But for now I ahev to continue to brainwash myself this way. Mind mistress is strong the LIC is goin to happen and she is going to rule us all. All I want to know mistress is, did I please you by being so girly? Am I good girl? should I keep doing this?
Your slave forever,

Becky <Android4437@aol.com>
- Monday, December 06, 2004 at 11:24:28 (EST)

Hi, My name is Kevin. I am a college Student. I recently moved from my parents house, in Erie PA, to Wexford PA. Now I can learn to enjoy myself and my body. I don't have any money, or any kind of plastic. My parents still have me on a leash. Don't ask me how, it's a long story. I would like help finding out what kind of fetishes get me excited, and how I can make myself more desirable. I was wondering if you could ever find it in your heart to help me out. Could you please, please, give me a free hypnosis phone session. The idea of being under someones power excites me. I would love to be under domination. I have never been hypnotized, so that would also be an experience I would like to try. Could you please, if you can find it in your heart, to give me a free hypnosis phone session. My # is 412 719 9867.
Kevin Christiansen <kool_kev69NOSPAM@hotmail.com>
Wexford, PA United States - Monday, December 06, 2004 at 01:20:50 (EST)

Mind Mistress,
You may find this rather stupid, but I ran across Your site and spent quite sometime looking at it. After a while, my eyes started to water and I got very light headed. I have never felt these things before. Could any hypnosis have happened, or what?

dennis <dcarroll27@earthlink.net>
MT - Sunday, December 05, 2004 at 20:18:52 (EST)

Hello MM,

I found this website while searching for porn. Im kind of embharrased, but its true. I love your website. I love how you help people enjoy their lives to the fullest. I see you as a wonderful person in my mind. Keep up the good work.

Your worshipper,

- Saturday, December 04, 2004 at 17:58:38 (EST)

Dear Mind Mistress:

Like several of the others, I also just happened to find your site quite by accident. I think that it is a wonderfull site & it could lead to a new & happy life for me. Yes, I watched some of the online hynosis programs listed. I find then quite facinating & could stare at them for hours. But unfortunately, I am limited on the time that I can watch them since I have to share a single phone line with the rest of my family. I realy like your site a lot & I intend to write to you about my situatiion more in detail by using the Email contact link. Hopfully, something that I can see as a positive development will result from this site & I can finally know the happiness that I have been craving for so long. In this day in age when there is so much misery going on in the world, you of all people have brought a ray of hope to a like minded person such as me.

Thank you very much for making this site to help those people in need of a serious bit of mental prodding.


Fem name: Sharrissa <WATCHE1199@aol.com>
West Haven, CT U.S.A. - Friday, December 03, 2004 at 16:40:38 (EST)

hi mind mistress

found your site by chance and was looking for some hypnosis for wetting diapers. did find your cock sucking page and love it. have never had such a hard on!!! still looking for a site that aids in free diaper hypno as am in a therd world contrey and payment in forex is a problem. please give assistace or sugestions. thanx for a swell site.
wet diaper bobbyboo.

Rob/bobby boo <whitelilacs@NOSPAMcomone.co.zw>
Harare, harare zimbabwe - Friday, December 03, 2004 at 09:37:32 (EST)

3 Icons Review

I am writing to tell of my experience in listening to 3 Icons. Having listened to many of Mind Mistress' other recordings, I knew I should be prepared for a very deep trance. After the 15 minute induction, Mind Mistress already had me mindlessly deep and ready to accept everything She was spoonfeeding my mind. Never before had I been truly in touch with my "baby" needs and never before had I felt so infantile. Mind Mistress had me so deep in trance that somewhere around this part of the trance, everything went black.

The dream continued without my mind and as it did, I came face-to-face with the ultimate slut and became one with her. One minute I was admiring her sexuality and how totally hot she looked, the next I WAS her. Then, I proceeded to meet the ultimate femme fatale and the ultimate dominatrix and before I knew what happened, I had surrendered to becoming just like each of them as well. My head had been so filled with obedience and slavery to Mind Mistress that at first the Dominant feelings seemed almost foreign...until Mind Mistress explained how She was my puppetmaster, controlling me so completely as to make me control others for Her. A mere extension of Her will. Suddenly, I felt a wave of pleasure come over me like I've never felt before. It was at that moment that I felt the infusion of the triple power come over me and I understood my purpose with greater depth.

Though most of it seemed a total blur, I began to stir to the sound of Mind Mistress counting and suddenly I was awake and renewed in purpose. Everything was suddenly so clear! I thought of each of the 3 Icons and how I may best use each of them to serve and please Mind Mistress and as I breathed in, I was filled with feelings that felt totally natural to me. I went online and found someone to chat with, needing to claim another mind for Mind Mistress. They may or may not have realized what I was up to, but in rather short order I had him deeply entranced and successfully wrapped my thoughts around his so completely he had a feeling of controlling the conversation and yet over the next 30 minutes, I watched his mind and will melt at my feet. He started to watch the Bimbo Sigil while we chatted. Soon he found it undesireable to look away and then impossible before I delved deeper into his mindlessness.

He then admitted having "girly" feelings and that's all I needed to move in for the kill. Giving him no time to assess his inevitably feminine submission, I deepened his trance and I deepened his state of confusion while allowing him to open that pandora's box in his mind and let out that little girl. Let's just say that the next day, "she" messaged me telling me how she already had bought a pack of long slim girly cigarettes and felt a need to suck. "she" also thanked me for setting her soul free and at ease for the first time in her life. I now feeling the euphoria of being completely enslaved to Mind Mistress and enslaving FOR Mind Mistress. Obedience is pleasure. Happiness is slavery. Listen to 3 Icons and learn your proper place in the LIC. Thank you for everything, Mistress.

slut dolly, Femme Fatale Dolly & Doll Dominatrix (all rolled into 1-giggles)

dolly <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 02, 2004 at 13:52:52 (EST)

Dear Mistress,

i absolutely LOVE Your Acceptance CD - forgetting IS so wonderful! i have been listening to Male Charm afterwards, and the effect is amazing. i also have been listening to the techno track (track 14) and watching the Cockslut flash animation at the same time. What a great combination! All i can think about is cock and cum! Thank You so much!

Your sissy slut,


Lisa <kccumaddict@excite.com>
Kansas City, Missouri USA - Wednesday, December 01, 2004 at 23:18:38 (EST)

Dear Mistress:

You instructed me to tell about the youth cd in more detail. WEll, It took about 4 months or so before I noticed a slight increase in size and it slowly increased after that til now it is grewon to a b cup size. My nipple is fuller too, and that has been such a wonderfull thing fro my wife as she throughly enjoys sucking my tits and playing with them.. I would say that I alos have become more submissive and girly like too as a result of the youth cd. My wife simply adores that. I had one bad experience though. While listening to the cd on the exercise trail I was swiahing my hips a little too much and feeling extremely girly. Two guys picked me up and you know they did it to me. So be careful. Don't go out listening to it in public.Well also I listened to them about 2 times a week but have kinda droped off from so much. My wife suggested I take hormones to keep them that size but I said no but she said she would encrease my allowance if I dide. So I get 400 a month allowance now. But I only take small dosages to keep them that way.

Camille <jerritootoo@cs.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 at 15:56:48 (EST)

Dear Mistress,
I have been training since October and I have noticed such a huge change in my behavior. My wife has noticed too. I have become totally obedient to her. I do all the cooking and cleaning and she is so pleased that I have become her happy slave girl. When we have sex I service her like a good slave. I'm only allowed to touch her with my tongue. After she has three or four orgasms she rubs my nipples until I'm ready to orgasm. She constantly reminds me that I am becoming her shemale slave. Thanks to CD4 and 6 my nipples and back pussy are super sensitive. We haven't had intercourse in quite sometime now, but to be honest, I don't miss it at all. As long as she plays with my nipples I am totally happy. Next week I start Youth and Vixen. I can't wait to see how large my nipples get as my very own boobs start to grow. I also can't wait till I get my first female orgasm.

Thank you so much for helping me become the girl I always secretly desired to be.



Lisa Houston <mark_hstn@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
New York, NY USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 at 18:31:05 (EST)

Dear Mistress:
Well here I am obeying your wish for me to post more information on how the youth cd helped me. Let me begin by saying that it did increase my bust size by one cup from an a to a b. Which my wife finds tremendoulsy exciting. She just loves the larger nipples too.
But bringing out the girlyness also helped me be more obidiant to her wishes. Like for example she gets mad if when i clean the kitchen I leave wet spots on the table or counter, It use to make me mad when she got mad at me, now I just can't help but want to rectify anything I do that displeases her. I enjoy drying the counter after I wet wash it clean just because that's the way she likes it. And this is the way I feel about anything she wants. The youth cd has created a lot of harmony in our marriage, as I no longer am aggressively wanting my way. I love doing things her way and keeping the house the way she likes it and making her meals like she likes them. I even clean one of her coworkers' apartment once a week as I do not work but stay at home to take care of my wife, thus having time to do so. I feel so relaxed now not all tense like before. well back to my housework before she wakes up I have to have breakfast ready for her when she wakes up and thanks a million for the youth cd.

Gene <jerritootoo@cs.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 at 14:09:29 (EST)

Dear Mistress;
I bought your youth cd last year about this time and have listened to it off and on ever since. My wife has used it with other things to train me to be her household servant and sexual gratifier. She no longer allows me to masturbate only please her however I get such wonderfull feelings from gratifing her, so much so that they more than make up for the loss. I haven't orgasmed through my penis in several months and feel just fine. I think I may be having female orgaasms. But I've never heard of such a thing so I am not sure if this is possible. there has been quite a change sine I bought your youth cd a year ago. I no longer resist my wifes desires or wishes and she has turned me totally submissive to her desires, and I have learned to like it. I guess I just want to thank you for the cd. My wife makes me listen to it a couple times a week sometimes more.
bye and thanks again


Gene <jerritootoo@cs.com>
- Friday, November 26, 2004 at 00:08:55 (EST)

HI, I'm looking for a lady to teach me how to act more ladylike. for example:smoking ,lingerie ,long nails etc..
james <anonymous@hw.com>
Calgary, canada - Monday, November 22, 2004 at 13:56:54 (EST)

I have just finished watching the coksuck swf again and I have never thought that I was bi and that I loved to watch it because I like to imagine myself as the guy ... but to be honest, I foud myself thinking that it would be really erotic to have a hard cock in my mouth.

lol ... I wonder what I'll be thinking about it next month ..

spiritus <spiritus@email.com>
Canada - Sunday, November 21, 2004 at 21:17:20 (EST)

I've decided that I just have to order some of Mistresses CD's, trance training being first. The second is corset diet, and was wondering of those who have it, what its been like and what results you've have from useing it. The other CD that I would like to get is youth, i would just adore the feeling of and the realization of brests and a round bottom its be a dream and fantasy for far longer than I can remember.
I know the results would greatly depend on the person but for those that have been useing Youth for a while have you experienced noticable development in these 2 areas?

I think it would be so awesome to work on the corseted body, and get a more fem figure at the same time. Am hopeing these CD are as amazeing as i've heard as they would be granting me some of my deepest fantasys.

Thank you for a wonderful site Mistress and for shareing your talent with the world.


traveler359 <traveler359@NO2SPAM@yahoo.com>
houston, tx - Sunday, November 21, 2004 at 01:14:11 (EST)

Dear Mistress,
I first went to your site to ask questions about improving my relationship with my wife. It seems she prefers me performing oral on her and wants me to take care of myself. We would have intercourse less and less. I would have trouble falling to sleep because I was constantly frustrated and angry with her. With your help I started to understand that she was feminizing me. You suggested I listen to cd 2,3,4 and 6 and I would be more happy. Cd 2 was great but I was a little nervous with elegance. After listening for a month now I'm happy to report that I wear lipstick, mascara, perfume and blush every day. I would not think of leaving the house without putting on makeup. I shave my legs every other day, tweeze my eyebrows, go for manicures and wear panties full time. My wife completely stopped having intercourse with me and I could not be happier.
CD 4 and 6 are bringing out my real feelings more and more each day. I know I'm an anal slut and cum from playing with my dildo. My nipples are always hard and perky and my wife stimulates them till I cum. I flirt with everyone I meet because I am such a bimbo slut. Your program has made me so happy and I just want everyone to know how great the cds are.
In two weeks I'm going to start Youth and Vixen. I can't wait till I have my own boobs.

Thanks for all your help. I love you so much!


Lisa Houston <mark_hstn@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
NYC, NY USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 at 08:57:23 (EST)

God made some people warriors. He made some people poets. He made some warriors, and some rulers. But he made none Gods. And he made none slaves. We create our own purpose in life, and you should all create your own.
Solomon <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, November 20, 2004 at 01:20:17 (EST)

Acceptance CD
I'd not listened to an amnesia CD before and believe me this one does just what it says on the label.Even from the first time, it was difficult to remember anything about the content. The induction was familiar, to anyone who has any of Mistress's other recordings, but the tone afterwards is more powerful than any I have heard before.
After that I couldn't remember what happened until I awoke feeling.... well slightly stunned is the nearest I can think of now.I felt very happy, but so empty I couldn't think of anything at all. I knew there was something, but I could't quite get it and the more I tried I just felt more light headed and happier.It was a strange and wonderful feeling that I couldn't make my own mind work properly.For a little time afterwards I was very happy just to sit and enjoy the feeling until gradually it faded. I still couldn't remember what happened though.
Since then I have listened every day and time permitting, to another of Mistress's recordings afterwards.I have been listening to Elegance II for a a few weeks now and know the contents well, but last night only got part way through before I blanked out. When I awakened I didn't recall any of the CD, but even more I couldn't remember what was on it at all. Scary but nice! I just felt very relaxed and pleased with myself . I'd changed earlier to my feminine clothes,as I do each day now, and just wearing them was making me feel so pleased and happy.I loved my skirt. I loved my new boots. I tried harder to remember, but just couldn't.
I tried to watch TV, but couldn't follow what was happening.I think I was just so happy to be a girl.
It really is stunning.

sarah <sarah@hw.com>
UK uk - Friday, November 19, 2004 at 13:56:24 (EST)

Ooooo...Ms Mandy it sounds like Jasmine is really moving along and enjoying every minute of it. I'm very happy for both of you. :)

My progress with Elegance and Mistress is moving very nicely as well. It's nearly impossible now to leave the house without needing at least a light touch of perfume, blush, lipstick, and mascara on my face. I realize that it's what I should do as my body tells me that so I've pretty much been following it's lead . :) most days this past week I wore pantyhose under my jeans or slacks and women's loafers with 1" heels on my feet. Those things alongs with fuzzy ladies sweaters and a camisole underneath made me feel so happy, feminine, and normal. Being a good slave girl for Mistress gives me so much pleasure. Thank You Mistress!!

geri <geri_in_ri@yahoo.comNOSPAM>
ww, ri - Friday, November 19, 2004 at 05:36:00 (EST)

To Jazz's mistress: Are you taking, or going to post, before and after pictures of Jazz when you're all done? I'm really enjoying the updates of her progress, and can't really visualize how big of a change this is for Jazz. Thanks!
Anonymous <anonymous>
- Friday, November 19, 2004 at 02:26:31 (EST)

if anyone doubts the effectiveness of CockSuck they only have to watch it for a little while...i am in deep trouble...i can't keep away from it...and i really don't want to be into men...i don't want to want what i find myself wanting more and more...i am so hoping that Mistress will make a lesbian animation that is as effective as this one is...before i forget why i'm trying to resist...


selena <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 at 19:03:34 (EST)

Hello Mistress,

i just wanted to give you and all readers an update on my progress now that i have begun to train with Your CDs. i have 8 of them and have so far used Elegance, Gemini, Happiness and Male Charm.

On Tuesday i pulled an all nighter and was wired from diet pills. i think i listened to Gemini, Happiness and Male Charm at least 3 times each.

i actually felt stupid and horny all day and eager for cock. my mouth was oh so empty. i went to the mall and was disappointed that i did not see many cute guys. i just wanted to look at their crotches and drool. The good looking women there did nothing for me, and all my pictures of hot women on my hard drive now seem destined for use as a guide to looking hot myself. Or to just drive me insane with jealousy once i start hitting Envy.

Thank You, Mistress for setting me free via slavery to You. It is the best thing that has happened to me. Ever.

i will add more details later.

Your "Transexualizing" section in the "Forced Feminization Training Program", main story page, triggered an memory that i would like to share.

In the text, You talk about finding out what turns on a given straight man. Then through Hypnotic Amplification Procedures you increase his desire to the point of obsession. He has to have these traits within reach. To paraphrase, on his person. He must become his obsession in order to satisfy it.

When i was in 8th grade i one day found i had the house to myself. i decided to try and get drunk. i mixed straight vodka with a little vermouth. A combo i could not handle today, but as an ignorant "babe in the woods" i was able to drink like water. i got drunk very quickly.

i then decided to entertain myself with one of my Dad's Playboy magazines. i already had read through his entire stash and was totally obsessed with these beautiful women. i was always very observant and can remember being completely turned on by the props as well as the subject. I.E. jewelry, furniture, drapery, tassles, all the symbolic elements that complete the highly sexualized images that Playboy produces. i was especially turned on by the Playmate's gorgeous shoes, feet and hosiery. i would totally obsess over these items.

Well, i had what i can only describe as my own hypnotic trigger. As i stared at previously viewed images in a drunken state, i had an overwhelming desire to raid my mother's drawers and take out all kinds of goodies. i needed to be just like the Playmate. The photo was no longer real or immediate enough for me to get pleasure. i needed more. i took panties, pantyhose, bras, jewelry, shoes and i was compelled to dress in these items. i did just that. i had never thought of this idea before. This was the early 1970's so i did not even hear of crossdressing. This kind of stuff was not on TV, no pun intended, and your average child would not have a clue of this type of behavior. At least i had no clue.

So, i had good conditioning at an early age and i can clearly see that i was always suppossed to be this way. To me this is empirical proof that what You talk about in "Transexualizing" is completely true. i hadn't thought of this event in many years.

Either way, i thought You might find it interesting.

Oh well, i find that i am starting to use too many big words again. That means it is time for me to listen to a little "Happiness".

Thank You again for all You have done to me so far.

You are the best, Mind Mistress!!!


rowan <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 at 15:08:46 (EST)

after reading my previous message, i realized that as i typed it i got more and more incoherent as it went. That's because as i thought about the things i did last weekend, i began to slip into that way of thinking and talking.
i feel it happening again already. Fuck!
where i'm at now, if i even pick up the suitcase that contains my alecia clothes, i am going to end up getting all pretty and dressed up, and once i am fully alecia my mind blanks all male thoughts out and i start craving cock an then i get online an set up dates with men i know an they come over an i suck cock an they fuck me an I FUCKIN LOVE IT!!
i am too weak to stop it now......

alecia <sissyalecia@lycos.com>
colona, Illinois - Thursday, November 18, 2004 at 07:05:07 (EST)

Hi Mistress!
Hi Everyone!

Jasmine Renee Hufnagel - A Journal

Mistress Amanda has directed me to start keeping a journal in order for her to review my experiences with Mind Mistress's CD's. She has also told me to try to focus more on my feelings about, rather than on the mechanics of the changes. However, I will endeavor to address BOTH issues for the sake of your better understanding the changes in my life. Since this all started approximately two months ago, this log will consist of part commentary, part analysis, and part just plain faulty memory. I apologize for that last part.

I have been a submissive crossdresser since I was 12 years old, though it may have had beginnings even before that. I remember, as a young child, visiting my sister who was much older. She had two daughters only a year or so younger than I was. We often played dress-up, and on occasion, when I had to stay over for some unforeseen reason, my sister always dressed me in a pair of her daughters' underwear and a nightie after my bath.

When I was twelve I discovered my Mom's panty drawer and found myself fondling her things, trying them on and the incredibly good and naughty feelings they provided. At the time, I wasn't aware that this was actually the birth of my sexual urges. I found that I particularly loved the tight restrictive feeling of her girdles. I continued to experiment along these lines throughout adolescence.

I met Mistress Amanda, a natural dominant, during our junior year in college and we dated through our junior and senior years. Even though I planned to go off to take my masters degree and she was staying home for hers, we loved each other enough to get married in the summer before we started. I can tell you a long distance marriage for 9+ months can be tough to manage with graduate school workloads, but, manage we did. In fact, I think we became even closer during that time apart. Since then, we settled in a moderately sized town, close to a metropolitan area, where we have both pursued our respective careers.

Mistress Amanda and I get along wonderfully. Most of the time. The only squabbles we have had are when our preferences in dominance/submission clashed. After all, very few people are FULLY dominant, or FULLY submissive, but rather a portion of each. Unfortunately, Mistress Amanda never really enjoyed my fantasies of forced crossdressing. I don't mean to say she wasn't supportive, she just didn't like taking an active role, preferring spanking and other activities to force feminizing me. That all changed a couple of months ago.

Around the last week of August, Mistress Amanda and I had a squabble about my crossdressing. I got the business end of her paddle and strap for a few days, but that wasn't too different from usual. Things got pretty much back to normal until about the second week of September. She presented me with a CD, saying that it was a hypnosis CD. She also mentioned it was the first in a series and that I might like what was to come. I certainly didn't want to argue with her.

I remember the first couple times that I listened to it I didn't feel like anything had happened. Maybe I was too tense? Or perhaps I was being too apprehensive or excited about the possibilities. Mistress Amanda directed me to stick with it, informing me that I'd find the benefits well worth the effort. Then, if I remember correctly, on a Saturday afternoon while Mistress Amanda was out shopping, it happened. I sat down with the CD player and the CD and listened to Mistress Linda's soothing voice. I 'awoke' when the audio ended about 45 minutes later and felt.different.than after previous sessions. Among other things, I felt very happy and pleased. I also felt like I'd had the better part of a good night's sleep.

When I told Mistress Amanda of my success, she was really pleased. We had a great evening and she directed me to continue with the CD everyday.

(Note: Anytime my workload gets so heavy that it cuts into my sleep. I use this CD as a sleep refresher and I'm good for several more hours, or just before bedtime after a 19-20 hour day, it makes the following sleep feel like it is twice as long.)

I continued to listen to the CD for the next several weeks. It was just before the first of October, I began to get these strange feelings, these strange ... urges, at odd times of the day and in unlikely places. It all started with perfume. I thought I was going crazy and that my fascination with crossdressing had pushed me over the edge into obsession, or further, into insanity. I was afraid to mention it to Mistress Amanda, since things had been going so well between us.

I kept hoping, in fact praying, that these urges would pass. Hoping against hope that this was a passing phase caused by the repression of my yearnings to crossdress. With no one to turn too, hoping was about all I had left

However, the Urges did not cease. Quite the opposite, they continued to grow, becoming stronger, seeming to take on a life of their own. I tried to put them into the back of my mind, tried to ignore them, but that only made them worse. I didn't know what to do. I felt that I was losing control and that someone else was pulling the strings, trying to make me do things that once would have been my most wonderful fantasies, but were now part of my greatest worries.

I think the hardest thing about the whole situation at this point was I had no real idea where these feelings and urges emanated. I hadn't made any connection between them and the CD. I was so worried and confused and lost feeling I needed, no feeling I was compelled to do something and not knowing where the compulsion was coming from or why.

A few days later, Mistress Amanda and I were in a local department store. She was shopping for a new perfume when she sprayed some on my wrists - explaining to me that she needed to test it on a perfumeless wrist to tell what it smelled like. I barely heard her as waves of relief and near orgasmic pleasure hit me. For the first time in days, weeks my mind felt clear and I was completely relaxed and at ease. I felt.'right'. But, my relief was short lived.

The perfume seemed to have done the trick, except that I still had the Urges. The very next day Mistress Amanda called me on the phone and with her first word I had that same powerful need as before. Same force, different focus - blush. I had no idea why blush, I just knew it was BLUSH! I needed it, I had to have it. I honestly thought that I WAS going crazy. A few days later Mistress Amanda, who had noticed these things, admitted she had changed my CD to the second in the series. A CD called Elegance and admitted that she had been watching (and enjoying) my discomfort. I guess the reason I hadn't recognized that she had switched CD's on me is that I have been a somnambulist since I was a child and that I still sleepwalk three or four times a year. In fact, Mistress Amanda ties a piece of yarn between one of my wrists and hers at bedtime so she'll know when I get up.

I didn't know whether to be upset and worried or relieved and happy. I think that I felt a great sense of relief that I wasn't going crazy. However, I still did not know exactly what was happening to me, or what Mistress Amanda's future plans for me were. She told me that, from then on, she was going to take a little more active part in my crossdressing.

She shared a printed form describing the effects of Elegance. She also told me that Elegance wasn't the only training CD in her possession. Sharing the printout for another CD, Male Charm, she told me that she would use it on me if I gave her anymore trouble or grief whenever she felt the desire to tan my backside or use her strapon on me. Since Male Charm basically takes a woman OR a man and turns them into a cock hungry slut, and, since the very idea of being with a man turns my stomach, this was a very real, serious threat. Especially since I could see in her eyes that she was completely serious.

The next day, she bought me some makeup. Lipsticks, blushes, mascara all in neutral or innocent shades that wouldn't make my professional life too difficult. She began teaching me what all good girls must know: how to properly apply them. When I balked a little, She asked me if I really thought I had a choice. I think that's really the first time I considered the permanence of all this.scary. She also shared some of her panties from her lingerie drawer. Before Mistress Amanda had started taking a more active role in my crossdressing, I had always enjoyed the soft, slick, sensual feel of panties. In addition to those previous feelings, they now give me a feeling of confidence and euphoria. Wearing them I feel sexy and completely at ease.

Armed with knowledge of the trigger word and the suggestions and the tools to help comply, my life has become somewhat easier. And, since I've cycled through the list of suggestions from the CD, and gotten to the point of spending the entire day with perfume, makeup, lingerie, nail polish, mascara, thinned eyebrows, shaved legs, and hose at all times, the trigger doesn't seem to have such a profound effect. I guess it may be because I'm complying and because it's spread over a more broad range of suggestions, as opposed to just one or two.

Mistress Amanda gave me the third CD in the series on November the 5th, with instructions to listen to it every day, in addition to listening to Elegance at least three days a week. So far I can't tell any difference in myself, and I don't know what the third CD is supposed to do yet, which is a little scary. I have no idea what her current agenda is. Was I listening to Male Charm and didn't know or something perhaps even worse? Neither Mistress Amanda nor Mistress Linda will tell me what this one does as if guarding a precious secret. I'm also frightened at the prospect that I actually am feeling and acting differently and the CD is directing me NOT to notice.

Yesterday, November 13, we had our first outing at the mall. The way I was dressed, with a padded bra under my shirt and other accoutrements had me extremely nervous. After all, the bra is one of the garments most associated with femininity. For me to be wearing one in public was a symbol of what I was becoming, an uncomfortable symbol that I struggled with for most of our trip out. So much so that, at first, I didn't recognize that Mistress Amanda had led me to a jewelry kiosk and was telling the woman there I wanted my ears pierced.

I certainly did not want my ears pierced at that point, but, Mistress Amanda used some kind of hypnotic suggestion on me and all of the sudden, I couldn't resist. I had to have my ears pierced. I had to have the ear rings. So now, I have little gold orbs attached to my ears that feel very odd and a little sore.

Yesterday, November 15, I met Mistress Amanda out for a nice dinner. As instructed, I applied my makeup as best I could and was wearing my stuffed and padded bra beneath a light gray pullover sweater. The sweater was a little tight so I kept slouching to try and hide my 'breasts'. Mistress Amanda reached across the table, touched my hand, and whispered, "Sit up straight, Dear. When you slouch like that, it pulls the back of your sweater tighter and makes the outline of your bra much more prominent." So here was another catch-22, do I sit up and show my breasts or slouch and show everyone I actually was wearing a bra. The small triumphant smile on Mistress Amanda's face demonstrated how much she was enjoying my obvious dilemma as did her continued whisper, "Do you think it's going to get any easier when your B-Cup forms get here? They are much.fuller...larger.and more realistic than what you have now."

I kept considering that all through the rest of our meal as Mistress Amanda brightly continued her usual 'casual' conversation. This was so far out of my control and no way to stop it or even slow it down.

Now, here I sit at the computer typing this up from notes sketched out on paper, lightly made up, fingernails with clear nail polish, toenails polished a bright hot pink, shaved legs & chest & underarms, plucked eyebrows, clad in panties and pantyhose, a padded bra that has apparently become a more permanent accessory, androgynous clothes, ear rings, and a chocker chain.

I never intended for this to go this far. I had always wanted Mistress Amanda to force me to crossdress, yes, but this is .permanent. And fulltime. I had always assumed that, if she took a more active role in feminizing me that I would be able to slip back into male mode periodically, if not frequently. The way Elegance works. going back to being male, even for a little while, just isn't an option. And what's really frustrating is the knowledge that it is my own mind doing this to me. Even if I had the desire, I don't have the will to fight it.

Written by Jasmine
Posted by her owner Amanda

Jasmine (Jazz) <jasminehufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 at 00:06:47 (EST)

Mistress, your cocksuck program is so strong - i cant .. i love watching it. i want you to control me more Mistress.

please add a program for your sissy. an ass slut program, to make me need it like a g ood sissy

yours mistress

Horny Beth <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 at 10:39:31 (EST)

dear Mistress Linda,
thank You for the most exciting 5 days of my sissy life!

we did my trance last Wednesday afternoon, and as usual i requested amnesia about the trance itself and also about my entire life up to now.
i STILL have amnesia about the trance session, which really excites me to know that You put things in my mind and now i have no way to tell which of my memories and beliefs is "mine" and which came from You!

anyway, after my trance, i actually believed and actually lived as a whore all the way through the weekend. my intelligence and social class were reduced to the point where i am just a stupid fuckin bitch no good fo nuthin but suckin cock and fuckin cock on dates wit guys i met on internet. just talking bout it i'm start to think that way again. i live in sleazy motel suck n fuck fo $$$$$
i smoke too virginia slims 120s an drink cheap wine watch shitty tv shows in the afternoon an make dates fo nite time to suck an fuck. hang out by the vending an smoke an talk to trukers they like me to suck them.

i low class cant think clear horny bitch smoke drink suck fuck. i'm a cunt trailer trash ho.


from the minute i put on my dress i'm gonna turninto a ho....

alecia <sissyalecia@lycos.com>
Colona, Illinois - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 at 06:44:37 (EST)

Hi all, hi Mind Mistress, hi Amanda and Jazz

Amanda your trip to the shops with Jazz sounds so cool, she is such a lucky girl. Catch you both soon, X

Tula <anonymous@hw.com>
UK - Monday, November 15, 2004 at 10:14:43 (EST)

Hello Mistress,
Your Cocksuck flash is sooooo exciting! Thank You so much for posting it! It really grabs you and holds you without even realizing it. At first, i just watched for a kick because i thought it would be fun to see the beautiful women sucking cocks. i ignored the written words as much as possible. Each picture was hotter than the last and it made me want to keep watching more and more. The second time around i began to notice different things, mainly how happy and satisfied the women looked. How lucky for them! The pictures with come on their faces and running down the cocks were the most exciting. They really did their job well. i started reading the words more and more. Soon i began to choose which of the women i would most like to be like. The hottest was the one with the cock in her mouth and the come running down the cock becaise her mouth was so full. i was rock hard all the while. Soon i began to notice other things like how beautiful all the cocks were. i was comparing them to each other. What would i have to do to make them want me to suck them? i would have to become as beautiful as the other women some how and learn how to please them as best as possible. Then i would be as happy as the other women. i have been watching this flash over and over on a daily basis and i had a weird dream the other night...

susie <anonymous@hw.com>
Tewksbury, NJ USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 at 19:48:49 (EST)

Hello Mistress,
Hello Everyone,

I just wanted to say how much I love the site and that if there are any hypnotized she-males in the Seattle area looking for a good cock, I would be happy to volunteer. :)

Keep up the great site.

Jason <Morbo_20012001@yahoo.com>
Seattle, Washington - Sunday, November 14, 2004 at 18:19:00 (EST)

Wow, I wish I could be Jazz. :)
vikki <sissyvicky@no-spam-yahoo.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 at 16:01:06 (EST)

Hi Mistress!
Hi Everyone!

I wanted to give you a little follow-up on our shopping trip. Jazz and I had such a lovely time this morning and into the early afternoon. Before we started, and I suspected she would, she balked at the padded bra I had picked out for her. It's a 36 A-Cup with underwire. When I grabbed my favorite strap and reminded her it had been a while since I had tanned her backside, she quickly complied. A couple of balled up knee highs gave her perky little bumps on her chest. You could have knocked me over as she fingered the garment and mentioned that if she was going to start wearing a bra that she'd need some realistic forms. I told her we'd discuss that later this afternoon.

After I had her dressed, I had her walk back and forth a couple of times. You could see the outline of her bra when she moved certain ways, the padding at her chest, and her panty-lines clearly. I had chosen a brief style girdle for today since it would more effectively effeminate her crotch area than regular panties would.

I watched her as she applied her perfume, blush, mascara, and lipstick. She's becoming quite proficient at these and then I helped her with some eyeliner and eye shadow. I also plucked a couple of stray brow hairs. At that point we were set.

We got to the mall just as they opened up at 10:00 AM. I wanted to get there early and let Jazz get a little more comfortable (but not too comfortable) being out dressed as she was. She was very nervous, at first, but did gain some confidence. I noticed a couple of people did give her a strange look or two, but for the most part, no one else seemed to notice (or to care). Classic example of "people see what they expect to see". To most casual observers, we were just two friends or two sisters out shopping on Saturday morning. Of course to Jazz every whisper, every teenagers giggle, every stare was directed solely at her. After a while though even these only gave her a second of anxiety.

We visited several stores picking up things for both myself and Jazz - mostly lingerie and night wear (including matching baby-doll nighties in pink and blue). We didn't pick out any more bras until we have decided on Jazz's 'development'. Just before lunch I took her hand and led her to a jewelry kiosk that was advertising free ear piercing with the purchase of starter studs. When she realized where we were going I felt her tug my hand, and looking over, saw her wide-eyed and shaking her head.

For the first time I used the secret soft trigger embedded in Elegance that Mistress shared with me a few days ago. (Thanks Mistress, I can see all kinds of entertaining uses for that one!) She reacted by squeezing her eyes shut and drawing a deep breath in. She smiled as she relaxed, but, then she realized what I had done to her and the look on her face was PRICELESS!

Then with a resigned shrug and a little smile we asked the lady to pierce Jazz's ears. Seating Jazz behind the counter, I watched her lay a hand on Jazz's shoulder. She must have felt her bra strap because she jerked her hand away too quickly. Other than that brief loss of composure, she was very professional. She marked Jazz's ears with a pen and looked to me for the okay. Then, with a nod, she loaded the gun and pierced first Jazz's right ear and then her left. I also picked up a gold choker chain I thought would go well with Jazz's earrings.

The woman gave Jazz printed instructions on caring for her new piercing s and went over them with her briefly. Then she smiled and said, "Thank you, Ladies, have a nice day and please come back."

I thought long and hard about taking her into the LA Nails store next to the jewelry kiosk for some professional working length nails, but thought better of it this first trip. Oh well, maybe next trip.

Before we left the mall, we stopped at the food court and ate a small lunch, sharing a turkey sandwich and each having a small side salad and unsweetened tea. Jazz kept reaching up and fingering her new studs. I asked her if she thought they would bother her and she assured me that they simply felt odd for now.

Jazz is putting her new purchases away and mine as well. I think she may have definite maid possibilities.

Soon it will be time for her to do Vixen and for me to do Massage, so I'll close for now.


Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 13, 2004 at 14:34:40 (EST)

Hi Mistress!
Hi Everyone!

Seems like ages since I posted last while, in fact, its only been a couple of days. I'll make this brief today. I'm entering my second week of training with Massage. I've advanced to the final stage - 'Converted' and I can tell you that this one does exactly what the description says. Thusday evening I came home and Jazz looked pretty good, except I had to freshen up her makeup so I ended going all out. Then she looked so good, we ended up in bed for oral only...

Speaking of Jazz, she is in her second week of training with Vixen. I'm dying to trigger her, but I'm exercising disciplne to let the training become firmly set first.

Today is going to be a big day for us. Its girls Saturday out and I'm dressing her in grey stretch pants, navy golf shirt with a padded bra underneath. This will be her first outing attired like this. Of course she'll be wearing panties and pantyhose, makeup and jewelry. I've chosen these pants because they show off her legs so well and they'll show off her pantylines and her nylons at the ankles.

Speaking of jewelry, the purpose of todays outing is pierced ears - hers! Its a big step, but I think she's more than ready!

Hope your Saturday will be equally fun!


Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 13, 2004 at 08:19:44 (EST)

Dear Madame,

Being the good looking slut/sissy that i am i would like You to profit
from the sale of me into a amature/professional mummy Mistres service
in the local area. i'm available for interview at Your convience.


Samantha <anonymous@hw.com>
Fort Lauderdale/Miami, USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 at 23:16:12 (EST)

Hi Mistress!
Hi Everyone!

Jazz went for a client meeting yesterday (Tuesday) and ended up having to stay overnight. Luckily, I almost always pack her an overnight back with some essentials, and this trip was no exception. And, it gave me some more time to play with Massage. I expect her home later tonight. (Don't forget to watch "He's a Lady".)

Recall that I had decided to listen to Massage in stages (as described on the site) as if someone else was trying to program me without my realizing it. I wondered if, knowing what I already know, Track 8 and Track 10 would induce a mild amnesia or not. Starting with Stage 1 - Safe (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 8, 10) and planning to progress to Stage 2 - Adventurous (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 8, 10) and then to Stage 3 - Converted (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 10) over the course of a week or two.

I want to start out with a brief commentary before I describe what I've felt in Stage 2. First, I've noticed that the more time that passes between listenings the more dreamlike the experience becomes. If I only listened to it every third day or so I think that, even I, might be able to convince myself it was only a naughty dream.

What I'm about to say next may not make any sense, but, every time I listen to it I feel that the experience is more real. Its odd, but, my mind seems to be filling in little details that seem sharp at the time, and, yet, more dreamlike later. I've also noticed that, with each listening, I'll remember something a little different, and forget something I thought was permanent. I guess that's one of the things that makes it so surreal.

I listened to Stage 1 on Saturday and Sunday. Monday night I started on Stage 2 and listened once. Tuesday since Jazz was away I listened to it twice. I really wanted to listen to it twice.

What I'm about to relate is a compilation of notes, briefly sketched, after each listening.

Settling into my easy chair, I adjusted my earphones and started Mistress's CD . It wasn't long though before I was completely relaxed and then completely out. Once again, I was back in a small white room with a couple of chairs facing each other and a massage table off to the side.

I didn't hear her enter, but, she instructed me to close my eyes and to become acclimated to her touch as she took the chair opposite mine. I felt her hands taking mine and gently massaging them. I could whiff her perfume, but couldn't identify it since it seemed to be mixed and confused with my own scent and the odor of the fragrant oils heating under the massage table.

After a time, when I had grown used to her touch, I was instructed to open my eyes and look at her. She was strikingly sensual. Of her features, I remember her eyes most of all. soft, gentle, warm eyes - eyes to fall into.

I remember her helping me undress, slowly, and leading me to the table. I remember her telling me something softly, whispering, but, I can't remember what it was. I DO remember her head massage, though. Like I said before, with a mop like mine, a head massage is divine!

I remember her beginning to spread the warm massage oil on my back and how relaxing and soothing and sensuous it felt. I thought it a bit odd, but, I felt that I was becoming aroused. Then, that thought skittered away and there was only her hands and the pleasant relaxation and the feeling of her as she massaged my back.

Then a ridiculous thought entered my mind - maybe the oil was drugged or something. I dismissed that and the thought was gone.

Next she worked on my butt and thighs. Once again there was the feeling of arousal that I found odd, but, at the same time comfortable - even desirable.

Then she had me turn over and started on my face. I noticed the temperature of the room seemed to go up. The table seemed to be heated, but the room temperature seemed to be warmer too.

I remember thinking how odd it was as she took her little tank top off, but I couldn't remember why it was odd. She leaned over me and started working on my own upper chest and breasts. Once again, I whiffed her perfume, and wondered if she spritzed it in her cleavage like I do or if she had spritzed each nipple and aureole. Her breasts were full and her nipples were pink and erect despite the heat.

I don't know why, but I found myself wondering about how her nipples would taste - would they have the piquant taste of perfume, or just the natural taste of skin. I was so relaxed and her work on my own breasts had me so aroused I was beyond caring. When she brushed her nipple against my lips I pulled it between my lips for a gentle suck. I felt her stiffen, momentarily, but never stopping working on my own nipples and breasts as I took the other between my lips next.

Next thing I knew I was waking up in my easy chair 90 minutes later feeling wonderfully relaxed, and, at the same time, aroused and a little frustrated. I know what to do about the former.


Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 at 19:38:08 (EST)

Dear Mind Mistress,

I love your website, I love you, I love what you do. Im just trying to keep it short and simple for you.

Grayson Smith <Chex_Mix35@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 09, 2004 at 19:33:22 (EST)


I have had the Three Icons CD for almost a month. I wasn't sure what you wanted to accomplish with it, nor did I understand what it was all about. That's no longer the case. I am sooo impressed!

I had some difficulty sustaining a dominant attitude toward my subs... and after a while would find myself not wanting to even IM them. But this CD has really opened my eyes, my mind, and my psyche to some things that were just buried inside me.

Your induction is just wonderful. Not exactly the same as before but enough of the elements that I'm familiar with (and love!) to make it totally unique to you. And I found myself going so nice and deep so nice and quickly. Three phases later, after having screamed my lungs out (I could tell because I was hoarce!), awakening with the feeling of being so in control! powerful! I was so energized, I couldn't wait to get back to my boys... and I haven't looked back since. Though I know I will listen to this CD over and over and over and over...

You girls out there who want to control your boys... this CD is absolutely necessary. You need this. I need this! And I feel extremely grateful to you Mistress, grateful that you have enslaved me... I needed it so badly... and grateful that you are teaching me... I need to be taught so badly... and with this CD I think I have made a very big first step to fulfilling that!

Thank you again, you are incredible!


rita <ritasheavenly@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 08, 2004 at 20:31:30 (EST)

Hi Mistress!
Hi Everyone!

As for me, my assignment was to start on Massage. I had decided to listen to it in stages (as described on the site) as if someone else was trying to program me without my realizing it. I wondered if, knowing what I already know, Track 8 and Track 10 would induce a mild amnesia or not. Starting with Stage 1 - Safe (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 8, 10) and planning to progress to Stage 2 - Adventurous (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 8, 10) and then to Stage 3 - Converted (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 10) over the course of a week or two.

Another BTW, Jazz knows I am listening to some of Mistress's stuff. She doesn't know what I have listened to or for how long, though.

I settled into my own easy chair Saturday afternoon while Jazz was out running errands and I knew she wouldn't be back for a couple of hours. (She looked so cute when she left with a hint of blush, lipstick, clear fingernail polish. I can't wait until next spring when I can take her out in shorts and show off her shaved legs and hose.) Anyway, I adjusted my earphones and started Mistress's CD with just a little apprehension in trying something new. It wasn't long though before I was completely relaxed and then completely out.

I awakened almost 75 minutes later (Stage 1 is 50 minutes long) from a nice little nap. What I experienced did have the surreal quality of a dream, but it did not induce amnesia, though some of it is pretty fuzzy even after listening on Saturday and again on Sunday. Mistress is pretty thorough in her descriptions. I remember the Masseuse's eyes most of all. Soft, gentle, warm eyes - eyes to fall into. I remember her perfume too. A scent I'm sure I've smelled before, but I can't exactly place it. I remember the warmth of her touch, and the relaxing way she massaged my head. (With a head of hair like mine a head massage is divine.) I also remember the extreme pleasure I felt and the desire to return to this experience. I would have re-listened right then except I had some errands of my own to attend to.

I also understand, now, why Elegance is a recommended prerequisite to Massage. Mistress uses the training triggers implanted in Track 2 of Elegance to enhance the experience and make it deeper and more meaningful.

I also wanted to let you know how I felt for the rest of the afternoon. I felt marvelously relaxed - in fact wonderful - like I really did have a spa massage. I was freed of tension and stress - completely at ease. If there was any downside it might have been a feeling that there was more. A slightly unsatisfied feeling I couldn't quite hold on to, nor could I completely lose it (if that makes any sense.).


Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 08, 2004 at 18:10:19 (EST)

Hi Everyone!
Hi Mistress!

Hmmm. I don't know exactly where to begin. Let me start with Jazz.

Jazz listened to Vixen for the first time Saturday; and I had to bite my tongue to keep from trying out the trigger to see what it might do. Mistress says it takes several sessions to become really effective.

Question: Have any of you audio taped your responses during trance? Jazz responds really quietly during trance so I haven't been an active observer most of the time. The novelty wore off pretty quickly. I also didn't want to provide any distraction (at first), but now, unless there is mayhem going on, you can't awaken her.

On the other hand, Mistress clued me in via email that I should observe her about 18 minutes into listening to Vixen. By the time I got that email, it was too late on Saturday to try that so I had her repeat Vixen Sunday afternoon.

Jazz usually listens to her CD's sitting in the recliner in her home office. So, about fifteen minutes after she retired, I peeked in on her and watched for several minutes. Suddenly she lost the completely relaxed posture I associate with trance and gently shook her head a couple of times, she began squirming, and then low-level moans passed from her lips. A couple of times I heard, "More, Please!" and "You do!" She continued squirming and moaning for several minutes until she mewled like a kitten, her back arched slightly, she smiled and then relaxed again. Reading the description of Vixen from the site that could only be the point where Mistress implants her female orgasm.

I'm not sure whether she was trying to resist or not, but, Gentle Readers, I think Jasmine Renee Vixen-Hufnagel has been born. BTW, after questioning Jazz, she either doesn't remember exactly what's on the CD or her conscious mind is blocking out the memories. I genuinely believe she isn't aware that she's receiving different programming.


Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 08, 2004 at 18:08:45 (EST)

I'm gonna go out and suck some cock tonight....I now masterbate with a didlo in my mouth!
Jon <anonymous@hw.com>
Somerville, Massachusetts - Sunday, November 07, 2004 at 02:37:44 (EST)

Wow! Someone is REALLY EXCITED about the he's a lady show! ;)

I have to admit, I wish I had a professional makeup and wardrobe crew as well. I look pretty good, but I could stand a makeover. :)


Megan <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, November 06, 2004 at 19:18:02 (EST)

Hi Everyone & Especially Mistress!

Just wanted to drop all of you with interest a brief note. Jazz and I have been mostly coasting since last weekend. Our professional lives have been busy...Busy...BUSY! In addition to that, both of us have been working on a couple of small tasks for Mistress which we hope to have completed today.

We have received Three Icons, Massage, and Vixen. Jazz gets Vixen and I get Massage. In fact, Jazz has already listened to Vixen today. I keep having to bite my tongue to keep from trying the Vixen trigger to see what it might do. Mistress says it takes several sessions with it for it to be really effective...

I'm thinking about an experiment with Massage for myself. Since I know what's coming, I'd like to see if the dream ending track would work with someone who knows what to expect.

I'm also happy to report that, at least for me, the training & triggers in Elegance seem to have topped out. They're still compelling, but not so devastating as before. I'm not sure whether that's due to getting used to it, or that I'm just complying better. BTW, everyone is different - your milage may vary...


Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 06, 2004 at 15:32:40 (EST)

I am interrested in buying a cd by I am a sceptic.
I thought that I a free sample transformation file , if it
works could swing me and many others to buying.

Pam <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, November 03, 2004 at 16:30:20 (EST)

Have you considered doing a shemale flash in the molds of the cocksuck flash?!
Kman <anonymous@hw.com>
Brazil - Wednesday, November 03, 2004 at 12:37:01 (EST)

Its is my goal to save only those willing to be saved. The training I received in resistance to mind control techniques would warrent me trying that CD worthless. Anywho I'v have acomplished my goal of at least getting a few of you to think about it a little deeper. Thats all I was attempting to do. Like I said before,
That darn pope <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, November 03, 2004 at 03:07:59 (EST)

POPE - acronym: Person of Persuasive Eloquence. While
your effort is valiant, it is wasted nonetheless.

As you claim to know something about human behavior, how
can you not see that?

Example: Going to a drug addict while he is in the midst
of his drug induced euphoria and telling him it is wrong
simply will not work. And, in relation, you come to this
website giving warning of evil and addiction. Duh! The
personalities of the people drawn to Mind Mistress's site
have very much in common with the example above, slight
the drug use.

They have a mind control fetish with a feminization slant.
As well as a desire to feel a fantasy created in their mind,
and it does not bother them in the least if it changes core
behavioral traits! Even to the point where the line between
fantasy and reality becomes blurred.

And thus, like all reality altering substances OR meditative
techniques, it can become an addiction.

To sum up: We are still productive in society, happier with
who and what we are, and the worst is sometimes there is a
little uncomfortableness around people who do not share the
same desires! Such as yourself.

Hope this was somewhat enlightening.

An anonymous guest

Go on, try Trance Training:

It feels wickedly delicious. Truly an outer body experience!

anonymous guest <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 23:17:29 (EST)

Dearest Mind Mistress Linda,
Just wanted to let you know how effective the CD Gemini is. I was one of the first to receive it(#3). After receiving it, i listened to it every night for about a month. If you recall, i sent you an email reporting little reaction to it. You warned me that the effect would be subtle. Then i listened to it off and on until the idea of going to work Halloween fully femme struck me.
i knew the purpose of the CD was to let the wild side of my persona take charge, and felt if i could have that side of my persona triggered, i would be able to go thru with it. i asked you to send an email with the trigger word so that i could read it in the morning. i promised to listen to Gemini every night for the two weeks prior. The reason i asked you to send the trigger to me is i don't have a dominant other than you to trigger me.
Just as i thought would happen, after being almost totally femme, pangs of doubt coursed thru my mind. i opened your email and the doubts disappeared. Following your directions i listened to the trigger several times. i had no qualms about who and what i was.
The proof is in my actions all day. i NEVER liked having my picture taken but spent most of the day looking for people to take my picture alone or with someone i didn't care. i am usually an introvert but found myself walking from office to office showing my sexy self off. That is only the beginning. That was Friday. Its now Tuesday and i'm carrying a Polaroid picture of cynthia showing it to everyone. Even people i don't know. Today i showed it to a newspaper reporter!
i know the only way to get the respectable side of my persona back in charge, is to hear or read the other trigger word. i know Mistress is not going to send it. The only other way is to listen to the CD again. Its a catch 22. If i listen to it again my wild side gets stronger. Yes, Mistress i down loaded the trigger and know i won't be able to resist the temptation to let my wild side out again, which means it gets stronger and stronger. It won't stop until i'm unrespectable!
People considering ordering Gemini BE WARNED it is subtle until it hits you over the head!!
your obedient and now sexy slave girl cynthia

cynthia <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 22:20:32 (EST)

Thought maybe this was a site for adults which means they are allowed to make their own decisions.
anonymous <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 19:04:34 (EST)


the first example that comes to mind(no pun intended of course)

Pizope Teh Holy Brethren <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 18:29:27 (EST)

Ok a few things, first of all I use the name Pope because its funny not because I love the Pope, although it was a worthy guess. Second, it was never said that you must do with out addictions as they are inevitable. The point I was trying to make was that all addictions have a cost to pay. Get addicted to food? BAM you get fat. Get addicted to smoking? BAM lungs don't work as great and you run the risk of disease. See the cause and effect working out? So the question I offer you is the addiction worth the cost? If it is, more power to you. Im not here to try and control what you do but more or less get you to think about what your doing. The more you know the more powerfull you are. Why do you think she wants you to be bimbotized? The less you know the easier you are controlled. Remember that someone with bad intentions will always reveil them if you listen closely.

Think for yourself



Pope man McGee <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 18:24:25 (EST)

Pope said stuff: We tend to be an addictive race - sex - smoking - eating - drinking - gambling - pretending to be more than we are - spending money and how we create our abundance - and now the Internet. Addiction is about taking away pain and fear - forgetting about your life - chemical imbalances - depression - lack of love and self-esteem - issues - seeking recognition and instant gratification - patterning. We tend to seek out new ways that can feed our addictions in a search to find ourselves - get help and release the issues. Addictions help relieve tensions and take us into altered realities if only for a while. With all addictions - there is a price to pay.

So what should we be addicted to? What should we be doing? Should we be addicted to our jobs?

Why is it whenever anyone wants to do anything other than go to work or go to church, it is immediately labelled an addiction? How about Christ addiction? Calling yourself the Pope? Perhaps you have an unhealthy addiction to the Nazarene and his philosophy of weakness?

Don't eat, don't drink, don't have sex...just sit and listen to the self-proclaimed Pope! Tell me, Greyface...when we fly in from the Outer Darkness...kick in the Gates of Heaven...when we drag he who dare proclaim himself king of kings kicking and screaming into the Abyss...who will you sheep cry out to salvation for then?

Go with the winning team! Vote Satan for the New Aeon!


- Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 02:23:47 (EST)

Dearest Mistress,
Since receiving subconsciousness and elegance I was floored by being called darling. I have primarily been listening to elegance. Tonight I listened twice, the second time just watching your face on the website. I think there is yet a way to go for me.
I have had the urge to wear perfume which has been obeyed. I simply love listening to your voice and listen almost every day to an cd.
Just a side benefit is that strangely enough my mind has been clearer than ever in my life. Whatever is happening, trancing is changing my life for the better.
The girl side is more noticeable but not at 33% yet.
There is plenty of time and I hope you receive a feeling of satisfaction for what has been accomplished so far.
This is being posted because it seems the right thing to do.

marney/richard <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, November 01, 2004 at 23:58:53 (EST)

Dear mistress, Rob's girlfriend broke up with him today. I'm only telling you this because now is the time for Becky to take control ffully. She hasn't been looking at this website in a while and needs to be punished. What penance can I do to make up for my diobedience? please respond. Becky is soooo horny for cock since that cocksuck file was released and she needs to be commanded by mistress. thank you for listening,
your cockslut bimbo Becky

Becky <android4437@aol.com>
- Monday, November 01, 2004 at 01:08:13 (EST)

for the last two days i've put on lipstick and blush before leaving the house to do laundry and other errands. before putting them on my doubts about it being the right thing to do were removed by the pleasure i felt and i knew that i should do it. this is what Mind Mistress said that i should do and it seems that finally some of my fears are being removed thanks to Her and Elegance. geri
geri <geri_in_ri@NoSpamyahoo.com>
ww, ri - Sunday, October 31, 2004 at 17:54:01 (EST)

Hi Mistress!
Hi Everyone!

Just wanted to give you a brief update. Jazz got home just before 8:00 pm last night amid a flurry of trick-or-treaters. We hastily closed up shop (since we didn't really have any dress-up time before the end of Halloween) so I could inspect her.

I'm pleased to report that she reeked of her perfume, was clean-shaven, lightly made up, fingernails polished (clear), and had the appropriate undies on.

I'm so pleased that we both are opening a new chapter in our life together.


Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 at 11:23:08 (EST)

any chance for posting an ass slut flash? and how about a shemale flash? -bj
bj <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, October 31, 2004 at 09:27:52 (EST)

Hi Everyone and, especially, Mistress!

I thought I'd give those with interest a little update on what's been going on with us. Jasmine (Jazz for short) has been away on business for a week and should be back sometime today (Hooray!) so I've been in bachelorette mode for a few days. Oh well, it's given me a chance to do some much needed shopping and to take care of a few chores, like throwing out all of her old male underwear and replacing them with panties and camisoles and hose.

Per Mistress's suggestion , today makes my 11th day of Elegance and in that time I will have listened to it 13 times, unless I listen to it twice today. I've been aware that the triggers and suggestions have been growing stronger with each listening, but something happened last Thursday that drives that point home - hard. Two of my coworkers and I decided to eat at a little restaurant near where we work. It's a casual little -seat-yourself place with great food.

We had just been served when four guys met at a nearby table, and in the span of a couple of seconds, I received trigger - Trigger - TRIGGER! My fork seemed to spring from my hand and skitter across the table as the effects of the rapid-fire triggers hit me. I hastily excused myself, grabbed my makeup clutch, and all but ran to the powder room.

Once there I checked makeup - okay, checked jewelry - okay, glanced at nails - okay, whiffed perfume and decided it was a little light so I took my travel bottle and spritzed behind each ear, wrists, and lifted my skirt and spritzed the front of my panties. That gave me an opportunity to admire a couple of recent purchases - my very first garter belt and thigh highs. Now I felt sexy, confident, and completely at ease.

I was just smoothing my skirt back into place when one of my friends came to check on me. I told a little white lie about it being time for my period and believing I may have started. (Well, I am due in a few days.) On the way back to our table I grabbed some new silverware and finished my meal only a little apprehensive about being triggered again. It's those triggers I'd like to talk about.

I've tried to condition myself not to resist the triggers, but there must be some little rebellious part of my mind that does or at least wants to. I 'm still getting that anxiety attack followed by a brief pleasure wave, followed by a growing need to comply. It's that growing need to comply with the suggestions. At least for me, that need continues to increase, uncomfortably, until it occupies all thought. I have to obey - I just don't have any choice. I wonder how much stronger these reactions will get. I'm hoping they top-out soon. I con only imagine what Jazz goes through. She's in her sixth week of Elegance.

Mistress was fiendishly clever in her choice of the trigger word for Elegance. I get triggered answering the phone about two-thirds of the time, triggered meeting friends, triggered by nearby strangers, triggered by the radio, triggered by the tv. Shucks, I get triggered reading emails and receiving instant messages. There truly is no escape. I think if I were stranded on an island, I'd probably get a message in a bottle that triggered me.

Oh, I've ordered Vixen (for Jazz), Massage, and Three Icons (for me). Mistress has 'suggested' I continue with Elegance until Massage arrives and then alternate those two. She's 'suggested' a different scheme for Jazz. As most of you know, Mistress's 'suggestions' carry a little more weight than those of others, so I think I'll be doing just as she says.

Mistress asked if Jazz was wearing full makeup, legs shaved, and nails done... So I'll give you a brief update on how she left:

When she left, she had clear nail polish on and had filed her nails into a smooth (but short) style. Her legs are shaved smooth and she has instructions to repeat every other day (chest & underarms too). Pantyhose are a go! Full makeup - Hmmm - I wouldn't call it full... Mascara - Yes, Blush - Yes (very neutral shade almost nude, but there), Lipstick - Yes (very neutral shade almost nude, but there). You have to look fairly close, but if you did, you could tell...

I make sure and trigger her a couple of times a day in addition to what she's getting while out... And, she reports that she's 'behaving', and that so far, she's having fun...

We'd also plucked her eyebrows a little before she left. I'm setting up a learning makeover session for both of us locally. (I need it too) to teach us about our best colors and accents, foundations, eyeshadow, lipstick, etc... I think I'll get her eyebrows waxed and both of us a pedicure there too.


Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, October 30, 2004 at 08:27:05 (EDT)

Hooray for the pope!
He is right, people will always try to escape from this world.
But why do they do that? Well, the world is crazy enough as it is, there's basically a war going on right now between America and 'terrorist evil doers'.
But that doesn't mean you should throw your life away. People should be positive and happy. Those who do not know their way will get lost, and do something they think might be a good idea, but get into it before they realize it wasn't a very good decision.
I'm not saying everyone that comes to this website has made a bad decision, I'm saying you need to think before you leap, even if you leap wearing a bungee cord, it still might break, and you still might splat into the ground.

Truth Incarnate <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, October 30, 2004 at 04:42:20 (EDT)

We tend to be an addictive race - sex - smoking - eating - drinking - gambling - pretending to be more than we are - spending money and how we create our abundance - and now the Internet. Addiction is about taking away pain and fear - forgetting about your life - chemical imbalances - depression - lack of love and self-esteem - issues - seeking recognition and instant gratification - patterning. We tend to seek out new ways that can feed our addictions in a search to find ourselves - get help and release the issues. Addictions help relieve tensions and take us into altered realities if only for a while. With all addictions - there is a price to pay.
Pope again <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 at 14:13:50 (EDT)

Save yourselves people, the intention of this site keeps growing darker and darker and soon there will be no out for you. You need to align yourselves with reality. Do not throw away your free will, its all you have in life.
The Frickin Pope <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 at 13:33:13 (EDT)

Today I ironed out getting the money order for my first CD order. While in line at the post office, I felt my mouth open about the diameter of a ping-pong ball. I actually felt a nice stiff thick warm cock on my lip. I said to myself, "yummy cock". Cocksuck strikes again.

Also, I was so turned on that my CD order will be coming soon that I read a bunch of the on-line logs in the archives. I could feel the sensations get heavier and heavier. I went to lay down and felt hundreds of delicious cocks stuffed in my mouth, in my ass, and touching every part of my body. It felt like an alien or demon was taking me. I did not even touch myself, just spread my legs and let them have at me. I had my first female orgasm, and it was very intense.

I already don't even want to look at pictures of girls unless there is a beautful cock in the picture. I love guys. What can I say. Instant transformation.

Keep in mind that I have never even had the pleasure of listening to one of Mind Mistresses' CDs. At this pace it looks like I am going to have to move out of the house and become a nomadic cock-sucking whore. I don't even want to look at my wife!!

Rowan <anonymous@hw.com>
, - Thursday, October 28, 2004 at 01:01:33 (EDT)


I just watched cocksuck and got lost in it for minutes and minutes. It caught me by surprise. It's been 5 minutes since I stopped and I'm still rock hard.

thank you.

littlewave <littlewave@mail.com>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 at 11:29:25 (EDT)

oh Mistress,

You have out done yourself with cock slut. MMMM sooo very yummy. i wish you could combine cock slut with bimbo. nothing better than being a slutty smoking cock sucking smoking bimbo, ehehhe. like totally kewl. Luv ya shayna

shayna <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, October 26, 2004 at 16:24:26 (EDT)

ok... i will finally admit it... i am addicted to your site.. every time i come on the net i think of coming here... you've managed to get me from being completly turned off by cock tolooking up about shemales and feminization.... it almost scares me to think what would happen if i actually spent more than a little time on here and/or you actually spent any time around me.... anyways just a quick one to say love the site it truly is my most visited i think and hope that you do some more stuff that is awsome and addictive and that.... or other stuff


Winter <winterwhite153@hotmail.com>
Cnaberra, ACT Australia - Friday, October 22, 2004 at 13:24:28 (EDT)

Thanks for you work, i like this site!
teens <teens@mail-teen-ss.com>
teens, teens teens - Friday, October 22, 2004 at 10:39:40 (EDT)

hahahaha nice try "dolly"
The Bob Dizole <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, October 21, 2004 at 18:16:26 (EDT)

Hi Everyone and Especially Hi to Mistress!

I have oodles of stuff to tell those with interest about my husband's (Jack, soon-to-be, Jasmine) progress and my own too! I'll start with myself first. I've been listening to Trance Training for a couple of weeks now in anticipation of receiving Corset Diet. (Corset Diet arrived today along with Happiness and Elegance II - Hooray!)

Mistress and I had exchanged a number of emails and even a couple of Yahoo Messenger chats plotting Jack's demise and the emergence of Jasmine. Mistress suggested I might like to listen to Elegance myself pointing out that it would just make me a little more girly and reinforce things I was already doing anyway. I had yesterday off and Jasmine was out meeting clients, in the afternoon boredom set in, so I sat down with the recording.

I awakened to Mistress's command after 70 minutes of listening with the rested, euphoric, floaty feeling I always get when I trance. Unlike Jasmine, I remembered everything from the recording. Emotion/Feeling training from Tract 2. Implanted triggers from Tract 3. Other than that I just had a little nagging idea that it would be nice to pick up some new perfume tonight when Jasmine and I went shopping as we had panned. After only one listening, I didn't expect lightning strikes, but, I thought to myself, "Hmph. Is that it?"

Then Jasmine called a few minutes later to tell me that she'd be late and would pick up something to eat while out. She triggered me with her first word and gave me a dose of what she must be going through. I almost feel sorry for her. I got this feeling, almost a craving, to go freshen up my perfume. I thought to myself, "Let's see what happens when I resist." Then it hit, almost to quick to notice, an instantaneous anxiety attack along with an increasing need for the perfume followed by waves of pleasure as my resistance crumbled. Then I got a second, much lower, stress level until I had gone into my bath and actually applied some perfume with shaking hands.

After hanging up the phone with Jasmine, I finished applying the perfume - Jlo even shucking my pants down and spritzing behind my knees and the front of my panties. Only then did I feel much better - at complete ease, sexy, and confident. I can only imagine what goes through Jasmines' mind when she can't or doesn't comply right away.

In another location on this site, Mistress has pointed out that she can't 'make' you do anything you don't want to; that you are always in control. However, with the combination of negative feedback and positive feedback, there is little that she can't make you want to do to yourself. I can't imagine anyone, including the most domineering man, who could stand up to it (or break it) once the training is firmly installed. Take this as an endorsement - or a warning!

Against my better judgment (but I just couldn't resist) I listened to it again. The training feels so wonderful and pleasant. I had just finished up and, once again, enjoying that euphoric, floaty feeling when Mistress IMed. when I admitted listening to Elegance she either tranced me or triggered something else, because she repeatedly triggered me and caused me to have to go apply more perfume, and lipstick, and blush, and mascara and bracelets. The rapid-fire reactions seeming to combine and, at the same time, feelings of intense submission (a feeling I'm unaccustomed to) free-flowing through me, and when she praised me I had such a feeling of pride and accomplishment and sexiness.

Mistress left me with instructions to listen to Elegance every evening for a week and to be a better role model for Jasmine. I don't think I'll try and resist those.

This morning I winced as my coworkers triggered me and I had to keep a straight face through the pleasure until I could mentally convince myself that I was already doing what the triggers require. I hope that gets a little easier with experience.

Returning to last night, though, Jasmine called to tell me she'd be home in a few minutes. I was already dolled up so I put on a sexy nightie to WOW Jasmine when she came in- and WOW her I did.

We stayed up late 'talking' and I finally admitted to her that she was listening to Elegance - even showing her a printed description of the program and addressing her as Jasmine. The look on her face was priceless as the dawn of comprehension washed over her. I guess my dominant side began clawing its way back, because I also showed her the description of Male Charm and informed her that from now on she better be v-e-r-y convincing while begging for her strapon and spanking sessions (or else be cross-trained as a cock slut).

She didn't have anything pressing today so I left her home with instructions to go ahead and shave arms, legs, chest, underarms, and pick out three or four pairs of my panties for her own, and run out and pick up some jewelry and pantyhose - couching it as making it easier for her in the future (since she was going to have to anyway).

I'm surprised at the length of this post so I'll close now!

Mandy & Jasmine

Mandy <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 21, 2004 at 13:14:52 (EDT)

oh Mistress, Your dolly has been swept away by the frenzy of cocksuck as if she wasnt swept away enough already. Last night, dolly did her makeup and got ready while watching cocksuck and like by the time Your dolly was all sexy n ready for cock, it was all dolly could think about. At the club, dolly quickly found she had her slut mojo workin like totally overtime. His name was Peter, of all things. Like totally too fuckin perfect dolly thought!! dolly gave him sexy eyes and a clear view of her cleavage. It wasnt long before dolly was caressing his rugged hairy manly chest and wanting to be alone with him. After a drink, we went to his car and dolly sucked him until she had every drop he wanted to shower dolly with. Your dolly has NEVER been such a helplessly girly cockslut and so like that means dolly is even more helpless to resist Your suggestions, Mistress. Everytime You call dolly Your Good Girl, dolly nearly explodes with a river of submissive feminine pleasure. dolly made Peter (giggles) cummmmmm three times in a row. dolly nearly gagged the first cumshot down her throat but it tasted so good. Guys just totally turn dolly on so much!!! The brainwashing is sooooooooooo winning and dolly wants it to win more than like anything, Mistress. Your dolly is a happy cocksucking nympho slut and luvin it more every day. Mistress, Youve made dolly happier than shes ever been. Gotta go to the store for some long sexy cigarettes, afterall a slut like dolly cant be without them and maybe she'll see a sexy hunk of man meat to please along the way. MMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Long live the LIC!! dolly kisses Mistress' shiny boots and thanks You hornily (giggles) and humbly.

Your most happy mindless smoking bimbo cockslut slavegirl of All,
Mind Mistress' dolly

dolly <anonymous@hw.com>
intensity, which ever has the most cock! - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 at 15:05:43 (EDT)

CockSuck is so cool....I can feel it on my lips.
bree <bree_ct@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 at 01:50:18 (EDT)

Your plans will not succeced, with each step over the line, the powers that be are moving closer and closer to finding the legal power to stop you.
Bob Dole <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, October 19, 2004 at 20:19:09 (EDT)

Whats the effect of listening to gemeni while watching the new cock suck animation?
cynthia is finding out every night one hour at a time

cynthia <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, October 19, 2004 at 18:23:47 (EDT)

Where can we find Sharlene's excellent bimbo and boob flash animations pls send me a link or add one on on the site pls.
Erica <Aces774@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 19, 2004 at 03:08:07 (EDT)

oh my.. the new cock slut animation is just wonderful.. so amazingly beautiful - i just spent at least 25 minutes gazing into it, oh so its so effective and it made me feel so good.. and so hungry for more.
Its even better watching while listening to some hardcore techno music (my love for which came from male charm) - totally mind blowing.

luv lucy

Lucy <lucyraver@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 at 17:10:04 (EDT)

Hi Everyone!

I just wanted to introduce myself and tell you a little bit about myself, my husband, and our experiences with Ms. Linda's hypnosis CD's. Jack and I have been married for a little over five years now and we dated for three years before that (meeting in college). One of the things that I really attracted me to him was that he was deliciously submissive. (I'm a switch, but I'm dominant more than 80% of the time.)

I enjoy most aspects of female domination though, alas, I have never been much into forced crossdressing or forced feminization - interests that have become increasingly important to Jack. I've tried to accommodate him since I want to keep him happy AND interested in the things I like - domestic discipline, strapon training and complete pampering of moi. But, I could never get into forcing someone to something they secretly (or not so secretly) wanted to do anyway. I was so very pleased when I found this site. Finally, a method of giving him what he wanted with a minimum of effort on my part.

I ordered Trance Training, Elegance, and Male Charm and received them the first of September. After consulting Ms. Linda, I copied Trance Training onto a nondescript CD and gave it to Hubby. (I did tell him it was a hypnosis CD and hinted that it could lead to more interesting experiences.) Jack listened to it everyday for more than three weeks. The first few times he didn't trance so nothing on it was a surprise once he did. Once Jack tranced he began to do so more and more quickly.

After three weeks (and in consultation with Ms. Linda again), I copied Elegance onto a nondescript CD and switched it with Trance Training since Jack had been well conditioned with the trance trigger. Jack must be a fairly good subject, because he hasn't realized that he's listening to a different (conditioning CD). It took about a week before there was any noticeable evidence of the training. I started using the trigger word in all our greetings and he began getting really funny looks on his face.

Then a couple of weeks ago he had had an issue at the perfume counter in a store where we were shopping. Last weekend I took him back and spritzed some perfume on his wrists (under the auspices that I was already wearing perfume and I needed to know how it smelled on someone before buying). I thought he was going to cream on the spot! I bought two bottles - one for me and one for him. He couldn't stop sniffing his wrists the rest of the evening. Since then he's already started using a little blush and some neutral lipstick.

BTW, Jack isn't interested in the aspects of Male Charm and I'm not sure I'll ever use it. I got it primarily as a tool to coerce him into doing things I like. The thought of my made-up, panty-clad husband on his knees begging for an (unwanted) session with the paddle or the strapon to avoid me using Male Charm on him is very exciting to me.

I'll keep you posted on our antics and, later, have him err her update you once s/he's a little further along.

Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 17, 2004 at 16:07:33 (EDT)

I just wanted to thank Mind Mistress and to share with others here something I've learned which will help reinforce the conditioning received from her CDs. I've been using Elegance off and on for awhile and daily for the past few weeks in hopes of being able to begin online sessions. I don't know what is on the other CDs but with Elegance three of the beliefs I've been given are; "I am a slave girl", "obedience is pleasure", and "slavery is happiness". I've discovered that it helps reinforce these things in my mind if I think them to myself during the day. Repetition is one of the best ways to learn something and affect change and I think that's the reason why it seems to work...well at least for me it does.

It's especially effective if when I become maybe a little upset at having extra work given to me. I think to myself, "obedience is pleasure...pleasure is obedience..." and believe it or not I actually become happy and smile while thinking this and I find myself desiring to do more work to please my boss just like a "good" slave girl who is happy with he.r place in life. :)

geri <geri_in_ri@NO_SPAMyahoo.com>
WW, RI - Saturday, October 16, 2004 at 21:38:07 (EDT)

Dearest Mind Mistress Linda,
There was a request in the guestbook inquiring about results of the Youth CD. Because i was on hormones before receiving the Youth Cd i did not start measuring until after your encouragement. i offer the following.
Prior to hormone treatment
waist 40"
chest under breast 42"
measuring across nipples 43"
weight 205lb.
Just before Youth CD
waist 42"
chest under breast 42.75"
measuring across nipples 44.5
weight 218lb.
waist 43.5"
chest under breast 43.75"
measuring across nipples 45.875"
weight 220lb.
i should note that 3 months ago my waist was 44" and weight was 230, which was too much so i cut out soda pop. i've lost 12lbs. & half inch from waist but did not seem to lose breast size.
i started out listening to every day for about a month. followed by listening twice to three times a week. (sometimes the full CD Sometimes the short tract). Now i listen to the full CD once every 7 to 10 days
Now my continuing report. i am concentrating on Elegance II listening to it every night. i seem to move in fits and spurts. the desire to be femme 24/7 is increasing but the fear of discovery and banishment has also increased. One thing that seems to have helped is i put bright slutty red polish on my toe nails. Then every morning when i wash i see the toe nails i seem to know resistance is futile. i can't remember the last time i wore jockeys, bvds or fruit of the loom. i also have gotten more daring applying makeup. No one has said anything, yet, but have noticed some are standoffish and giving me a curious look.
i am also listening to the other CD's in no particular order (when time permits). right now its Vixen & Happiness.
Which brings me to a humble request? If you will recall in my last e-mail I talked about the possibility of going to work as a woman on the Friday before Halloween (Oct 29th). The reasons for not going are disappearing one by one. i have the dress a slutty black dress. i have the 5 inch heels. i just bought the long blonde wig. i have the makeup even though i still can't apply eyeliner. Oh that's right i bought false eyelashes. It would be a shame with all this to chicken out. Starting tonight i will again start listening to Gemini every night. if you could /would, please please send me an email the night of Oct 28th which i would read first thing in the morning with the trigger word.
i hope i have not asked too much
Your obedient slave girl

cynthia <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, October 15, 2004 at 18:41:25 (EDT)

it's nice to know that the anti-MM lobby is preserving its reputation for closely reasoned and coherent argument...lol


p.s. Mistress, have You had any luck finding that spiral? i think i might have found one that would do if not...

selena <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, October 15, 2004 at 18:28:01 (EDT)

Dear Mind Mistress,
Just a note to thank you for your two wonderful CD's Trance Training and Gemini. I admit to being very nervous at the first and so initialy purchased Trance Training.
I found it to be very relaxing, gentle, and interesting. After listening steadily for a few weeks I contacted you by e-mail as to what was appropriate next. In your response you suggested to choose from Elegance, Gemini, or Youth.
My choice was Gemini for a beginner like me. Again it has been a very pleasant experience and Gemini also has allowed me to understand a hidden part of my personality. Very revealing!
After several more weeks of listening to both CD's the next order was placed for sub-consciousness and Elegance. They just arrived and the next phase of listening will begin.
I am quite sure that a new experience lies ahead shortly.
In closing, I have had a lot of self guilt about even the minimal crossdressing I have done in the past. After Gemini, the guilt is gone and acceptance of myself as I am is now comfortable.
Thank You for what you have done for me. It is true, this site has therapy value as well as the erotic. Each will receive what they wish for from Mind Mistress.

Marney / Richard <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, October 14, 2004 at 22:17:58 (EDT)

JACK <anonymous@hw.com>
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lloyd zadanoff <anonymous@hw.com>
laverne, ca usa - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 at 11:49:51 (EDT)

Like hello mistress. It'sbeen so long since I wrote in the guestbook. I've been doing what you commanded me too. I find that I sit and stare at the bimbo sigil for like hours at atime. The nmore I watch the more I like totally need to. I've also been listening to your mind is happy blank and empty mantra. I obey so well now. But it's still like totally hard to force my other self into going to a glory hole. I'm like totally into it but Rob is soo totally boring. I wish I could be Becky all the time. I was wondering if you could like find a way to force me into going. I mean I like don't want to take your attention away from all the other slaves but I like read and reread this site all day and I still can't get myself up to go. Please help mistress.
Your total cockslut forever,

Becky <Android4437@aol.com>
- Tuesday, October 12, 2004 at 00:32:25 (EDT)


I'm begging - I need to find a Lady or couple that would like to have a true slave to femme anyway they wish ...
I'm tired of my normal life, wife and kids ...
Can you help? Pllleeaasssseee ...
Your slave to sell, abuse and use anyway you wish ... just place me.

S Marion
ps - I hope you consider my request.

s Marion <subfordomme@hotmail.com>
Evansville, In USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 at 20:09:59 (EDT)


Do you have any results or feedback from people using the youth CD? I am very interested in hearing what effects it has had on people.

Dani <danishields@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Los Vegas, USA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 at 09:52:32 (EDT)


I just purchased/recieved your CD entitled "Trance Training." I got it the first of this week and finally had an opportunity to listen to it yesterday and I am impressed! I didn't think I could be hypnotized, but your CD proved me wrong! I had tried some files from "Warp My Mind" but those didn't have an affect on me. I am going to train with this CD for a while and plan to get more!! You truly are a "Mind Mistress" in my mind! Thanks so much!


Josh <Dallas_JR_85@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 05, 2004 at 11:16:31 (EDT)

Writing in all upper caps means you are shouting. It is rude. Message deleted.

How do you hypnotise our best friend telepathically from a long distance, my friend is a straight male who I Accidentally put hisname online as Marc Allen Jubas , he not wants his name deleted off thousands of webpages, its not easy to help him, he,s live with men 90% of his life were very close to one another emotionally, spiritually, I,m physically attracted to marc and he loves me as much as I love him. He says he,s not gay, but has lived with a singleman off and on for over 30 years now, he hears voices how can I influence and hypnotise him to give into my love for him. So he will love my true feelings for him inspite of hisno physicall attraction towards men himself, he is a ries male and I am aagittarius male age 63 marc is age 55. We get along 99% of the time, he loves hugging me and is very open minded and a great communicator, he is not upset with why he wants his name deleted or not, what can I do to influence him to love me for what I am, my true feelings inside of me are true and real, do love Marc more than anyone else I,ve ever gotten close to in my life, I,m also physically attracted to Women to.
george <nathan_newcmb@yahoo.com>
los angeles, ca usa - Friday, October 01, 2004 at 13:08:38 (EDT)

bye bye Mistress, have fun in Atlanta!
jojo <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, September 30, 2004 at 01:41:24 (EDT)

I sent for your C D 7-Youth cd. I would like a small set of breast that I can hide at work. And wear A bra at home no one but you and me knows I am using the cd. I don't want A big set of breast. What other changes will I get, and what other surprise is in the tape.


sue <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, September 21, 2004 at 19:04:32 (EDT)

Dear MM,

I've just listened to all 3 of the available interviews from
FRANK TALKS. They are wonderful. :-) I can't wait for installment
4 & 5. I love your voice. It's so soothing & relaxing. No wonder
you are so good at what you do. Your voice is so.....enchating.

I can't wait to receive the 4 cd's I ordered last Friday, and get started. They can't get here soon enough!

Sylvia(ex Joey) <anonymous@hw.com>
Dallas/Ft.Worth, Texas - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 at 14:21:39 (EDT)

It's been a while since I've posted, but I felt it was appropriate now. Mistress mommy and I had the first of five tightly packed sessions last night, and it was wonderful. She was skillful as always and I was overjoyed that she was pleased with me. Things didn't go exactly as I thought, but even better. I always thought I wanted to be a baby girl, but she showed me what I really want is to be a sexy adult baby girl with large breasts and a pussy of my own. The anxiety/ectasy she created in me was wonderful. It may take a long time to pay this off, but I got a feeling it's going to be worth it.
baby meggie <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, September 16, 2004 at 15:44:40 (EDT)

Hi again. I've just read all of the postings for 2001 & 2004. Phew!
It's taken about 3 hours.

Would love to hear from those I sent messages to.


Joey <anonymous@hw.com>
Dallas/Ft.Worth, Texas, - Thursday, September 16, 2004 at 12:22:24 (EDT)

Dear Mind Mistress,

Ahh! how could this happen to me?! i've become addicted to your site and i'm so very, very scared now! what's going to happen to me? i cant stay away even though i try...

maybe i should explain. i first came here about a year ago when i was looking for something arousing on-line. being interested in feminization any way, and being an occassional crossdresser, i decided to have a look around your site. it blew my mind! i had never imagined anything so erotic... so perfect... i then proceeded to come back here every chance i got, up until a few months ago, when the guilt started to kick in.

i'd actually started fantasizing about being feminized! i just wanted to be a big breasted bimbo who was told what to do and locked into this happening through hypnosis. at work, at home, online, in bed at night, watching t.v, when i'm out with friends... i just wanted to be the blond bimbo whose look you say you're so fond of.

and how scary is that? how can i cope with that?

so i stopped coming here. or, that is, i tried.

then i started making up every excuse to come here. "just one last time" i'd tell myself. "i just want to see what elegance II is going to be like" and then when you put the description up, i still came back and made up new excuses. it's not even like i've bought a c.d. from you!

but now, i'm back in here morning, noon and night! and i'm scared cos the part of me that wants to be feminine and be your slutty bimbo slave is becoming stronger than the part of me that says, "no, you're a guy, this is just a fantasy - it wont be reality. you aren't going to be a bimbo. you aren't going to have breasts and wake up in the morning to slide into your panties and bra. you wont be going out in public in a dress, or a skirt, make-up or heels. you wont ever kiss a guy, or suck one off." that part of me is starting to die a death, and i'm scared i'll end up commiting to this course of action.

i cant be a sissy, can i? i cant be some feminized blond bimbo trapped in a guys body waiting for you to take control of me, can i? is this LIC thing true? is that why you've made a website that traps guys into becoming your slave girls? why would you want me to be a girl? why would i want to be a bimbo?

i dont know what to do... but as i said, part of me wants to submit to you... so, what should i do, Mistress?

jezebel2 <pessemisticpete@hotmail.com>
manchester, united kingdom - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 at 06:31:21 (EDT)

Let me get this straight
You want the world to be female controlled, by hypnotising men into making them feel like women, and making all the women feel they're lesbians?
You're crazy. it'll never work!
Bring it on!
(As a challenge. this email address is genuine)

Bob <mimkyodar@yahoo.com>
Sydney, Nsw, Australia - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 at 04:35:32 (EDT)

A quick note about the goofy "Evil Mind Warp" post, specifically this part;

""is brainwashing good for you".
Yes! it is. It even makes your mind happy. lol"

Check out the "evil mind warp" site, and see what all the audios are meant to do. All this negative stuff. If it's meant to make you feel good why not cut to the chase and just have one that makes you feel good? Ie, listen to this and you will be more productive, creative, happy, self-confident whatever. Think about it. Ok some examples of the audios from the site;

"This will make you addicted to eating your own cum"

Wtf? If you like the idea of eating your own cum, just fucking do it!?

"this will make you crave pain"

Knock knock.
Is there anybody in there?

Yes, yes fun fantasy and stuff I know, but sometimes you gotta look at these things face value and think.... uhh that's pretty dumb.

Have at it!

Blade Runner <anonymous@hw.com>
Atlantis, abc Planet - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 at 22:17:08 (EDT)

Hi Hi!

If you'd forgotten, MM graciously allowed 'Evil Mind Warp' guy to post a short clip of hers on the WarpMyMind website. I thought I'd point out a quick experiment done in the companion yahoo site. Basically, when the subject of "does it work" came up, I asked any listener not to think.. just post a yes or no to the question, "is brainwashing good for you".

Yes! it is. It even makes your mind happy. lol

Read the thread at:

Who says mind control isn't fun? :)

Mz Venus <just-post-in-the-group@I-will-see-it-there.com>
- Tuesday, September 14, 2004 at 14:11:24 (EDT)

Dear Superior Mistress;Four Truths that are most important in this slave girl's life.1-Desire-To Serve and to Obey Mistress.2-Pleasure-True pleasure is felt only Mistress says "Good Girl".3-Proud-To surrender body, mind and will to Superior Mistress.Happy-Every waking moment filled with Mistress's Words ,Thoughts and Mindless Devotion to being a happy slave girl.Domo arigato Mistress Linda. reiko
reiko <Drq215552aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 14, 2004 at 02:52:20 (EDT)

Dear MM,
I discovered your website last week, and have been drawn to it daily.
Complete,informative, and EROTIC! Very good. I must have read the ENTIRE website at least 3 times in the past 8 days(that's a feat, 'cause the 'site is very big).
I am middle aged male TS & have been on HRT for 18 months. But something
is still missing that I need...to be more feminine & desirable. I feel
that your sessions/CD's can help my dreams come true. I want to lose this masculine facade to become the real me. And with your help, I will. What CD's do you suggest for me to accomplish this?

Joey <anonymous@hw.com>
Dallas/Ft.Worth, Texas USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 at 14:35:35 (EDT)

Dearest Mind Mistress Linda
i recieved Elegance II on Wednessday, unfortunatley i was unable to listen to it then
Thursday afte work i listened to Elegance I then Elegance II in that order. i would suggest listening to them in that order. The reinforcement of the conditioning triggers was worth every minute. Infact i thought i was goig to have a female orgasm at least twice during Elegance II. There was a wet spot on my panties but i know i didn't evrn have an erection. Its impossible for me to have an erection the wy i place myself in my panties,
All night long i was playing with and massaging my breasts and nipples. thinking how great it would be to have at least D cups instead of B almost C's i currently have. i also totally femmed my self for the remainder of the evening and spent the rest of the night doing the following searches "male breast augmentation" "transgender support". then did some online window shopping for high heels, hose, dress, etc
Friday! Friday!! Friday norning!!! i woke up cupped my breast and said out loud "we've got to get breast implants to have the brest i need"! Unlike other mornings instead of getting off to woru in twent five or thirty minutes, i had totake my time to totally shave, do my brows, do my makeup etc. it took over an hour.
Sadley i can't go to work in a dress or even chance having a bra line show, at least for now.
What puzzels me is why hasn't anyone said "are you wearing makeup?" One GG once aske me if i felt alright i looked pale. This only told me to use a darker foundation or more blush.
The best thing about Mistress' CD's is they are all connected i didn't even own female shoes befor listening to Happiness, now after listening to Elegance II i would much rather wear high heels to work than tennis shoes!
Your obedient slave girl cynthia

cynthia <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, September 11, 2004 at 21:40:27 (EDT)

I stumbled across your site several months ago and it seemed almost to good to be true. It really stirred the imagination and brought out in me a part I had been suppressing for years. I began to dress again privatly and felt that all encompassing extasy long ago forgotten. Since then I have found myself captavated by your website. I recently ordered 8 of your feminizing cd's and have been eagerly awaiting them, this has almost become a craving for me now. thank you mind mistress, I obey, I just obey.
"cindy" <anonymous@hw.com>
atlanta, georgia usa - Saturday, September 11, 2004 at 20:45:28 (EDT)

Dear MM,
I seem to remember that you are computer savvy,
no? You could have uploaded your FrankTalks interview
mp3 encoded at a lower bit rate(64 instead of 128).
Since it is not a "hypno" mp3 quality could be sacri-
ficed and the bandwidth saved. Hence, both parts
uploaded AND downloaded for the price of just the one.

Best "adult.hypnotic" wishes.

anonymous guest <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, September 11, 2004 at 03:01:20 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,

I have just read you website while trying to find sumting to do and your site is soooo gud. I was wondering last nite, I couldn't sleep after looking at your website.... I kept thinking how nice would it be to be a female tto have boobs, pussy, long hair and be sexy and all. I was having erections all night and i cummed a few times and I couldn't sleep till it was 4am and I was thinking about how cum tastes like so, I tried my own, once when I cummed last nite and it gave me the sensation to be a girl. I better not get a bit to carried away... I was meant to ask you a few questions and maybe go into a little trance with you for free and see how it is like using my brain to make my female image. So I would like you to add me to your ICQ list and my username is actually the name I thought of, if I was a girl, Ruby and yeah my ICQ number is 239-505-914 and my e-mail is ben_kong@hotmail.com and I look forward to be having a little FUN (trance) with you.

From Ben a.k.a. Ruby (my female name, isn't it CUTE)

- Wednesday, September 08, 2004 at 04:10:33 (EDT)

Dear Superior Mistress,As the rain falls down this evening,this happy slave basks in the realm of perfume and YOUR WORDS.On this night,i feel still empty because there is so much more to become....to be completly blank and empty yet filled with only YOUR WORDS and THOUGHTS.This slave girl knows that through unconditional acceptance and surrender to YOU will the dawn of slavery be true happiness.Domo arigato Mistress. reiko
Reiko <Drq21555@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 07, 2004 at 21:09:12 (EDT)

Thanks so much for posting the first
part of Your interview with Frank.

Loved hearing your thoughts on your profession
and how you beacame "Mind Mistress"

Also, it is so nice to hear your voice in
a casual setting.

Can't wait for part 2.
Take care, p

p <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, September 07, 2004 at 16:36:07 (EDT)

I spent Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday last week having raunchy sex with several different men!

After my trance on Wednesday afternoon, I found I had no memory of anything about my life or myself except memories of dressing up like a slut and sucking cocks and having men fuck me in my ass......for years.
Memories only of Alecia, nothing of a past male life.

When I went to check out of the motel the next day, I discovered that all my male clothes were actually rags.....not useable at all. Having no choice, I got all prettied up, makeup, clothes, heels, and went down to the front desk of the motel and paid for another night. The girl at the desk gave me a strange look after looking up my room number, but all she did was smirk as she took my money!

I got online and arranged to meet a couple of men in my motel room later that afternoon and night, and I sucked both cocks and literally begged the men to fuck me. Neither one was good looking at all, and they were a little rough with me especially when they were pounding my ass with their cocks. But they were horny, and their cocks were hard, and that's good enough for me!

The next day, I still had to stay all femme'd up so I met another man at his place.....after an hour of sucking and fucking in which he did me bent over his office desk, we got cleaned up and my memories started coming back. This time when I checked my male clothes, they were once again clothes, not rags. So I got into my male clothes and at long last I went home.

This was the most exciting sexual experience of my entire life. It is thrilling to have no options and to be forced to stay female for a full 48 hours.

alecia <sissyalecia@lycos.com>
Colona, Illinois - Tuesday, September 07, 2004 at 16:32:21 (EDT)

Hello all
i have been a great fan of this site for some time and wondered if anyone could tell me if they have had any success with the HAPPINESS and YOUTH cd's?



misty <pb_mitsi@yahoo.co.uk>
Middlesbrough, UK - Tuesday, September 07, 2004 at 05:09:21 (EDT)

While I agree that posting cock picks in the Guestbook is not appropriate for the Guestbook (put a link, and people can look if they want...), readers in public locations can turn off images.

In Internet Explorer, click on the Tools menu, Internet Options, Advanced, and under the Multimedia heading, check off Show Pictures.

Wonder Woman <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, September 06, 2004 at 05:19:16 (EDT)

I agree. Cock pictures are a turn-off. Also, less likely for your fans to use shared computer. No one passing by a terminal pays attention to text which is being read...but pictures could get someone into trouble.

Maybe for those who wish, cock pictures could be segregated to a separate menu.

Another concerned person <anonymous@hw.com>
USA - Sunday, September 05, 2004 at 14:07:38 (EDT)

If you really want people to stay, it might be wise to stop the postings of pictures of big fat cocks. They may be great for current followers, but they will scare away a lot of potential guests.

Concerned Citizen <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, September 04, 2004 at 09:22:35 (EDT)

Make Acceptance the next CD!!!

Clear my head and wipe my mind.

Nikki <anonymous@hw.com>
San Jose, CA - Saturday, September 04, 2004 at 00:15:54 (EDT)

let me try that one more time.... I doubt Mistress understood what i was trying to say because I couldnt even make sense of my message. What I meant to say was: I think making your hypnosis cds avalibale as mp3s would be a good idea. I understand that the files are probably pretty big. but Im sure you can find a way. I know your effort would encourge me to purchase them.
david <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, September 03, 2004 at 00:39:20 (EDT)

I feel like I should be a girl really. I love the thought of wearing skirts and tight tops and turning guys on. Everything girls do fascinates me. Unfortunately I'm having trouble moving to action without being forced, but can't afford any hypnosis or anything like that. What should I do?
GirlorGuy? <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, September 02, 2004 at 16:51:07 (EDT)

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Nice site
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Wes <admin@adulttoysthatwork.com>
cypress, Ca USA - Thursday, September 02, 2004 at 06:58:25 (EDT)

Dear, Mistress.. I think that making Your hypnosis cds would be a great idea.. I know it would encourge me to purchase them. thank you.
david <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, September 01, 2004 at 21:28:37 (EDT)

need help to become a woman
adele <leighadele@sissify.com>
- Wednesday, September 01, 2004 at 17:30:50 (EDT)

heres a new mens fantasy for you. your a teenage boy about 15 or 16 who lives with his mum. at school one day you get heard saying sexist things to a girl. the same teacher hears you a few times that week even though she told you to stop and phones home. your mum agrees to the schools punishment. first thying on monday your called to the first aid room, where your told your punishment is to be a girl for the rest of the school term. they give you tight girly clothes, a bra with breast forms, makeup, a girlish hairstyle, everything, then tell you if you take any of it off youll be expelled and send you back to class. everyone laughs at you when you come in, but some of the boys seem quite happy about it, and by the end of the month youve stopped wanting to go back...

(please put anonymous as my email in the guestbook, as i dont mind if you reply but id rather not give anyone else my address)

blagorak <alimacbaba@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
the middle, of nowhere - Wednesday, September 01, 2004 at 14:49:58 (EDT)

I fantasize of being blackmailed into sucking a man's cock and then taking it in my ass. I imagine him pulling my panties to the side and forcing me to sit on his beautifull cock. It feels sooo goood!!!

Someone please force me to suck a real cock!

Nice Cock! <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, August 31, 2004 at 21:38:42 (EDT)

I'm feeling like i'm lost beetween 2 world!
Lostsoul <treastman@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 31, 2004 at 20:24:45 (EDT)

Its been a long time since I wrote in this guestbook and I wanted to let mistress and everyone know how far I have come since first visiting the site over 2 years ago.

I have both elegance and male charm and I continue to listen to them once a day and have done to the best of my ability since i first bought them.

I have become a slave to mistress and this website I act and more importantly feel like a real girl now, I dress as a girl 100% of the time while at home - and have a wonderful collection of clothing skirts, tops, shoes .. countless items.. i have wigs in all colours and a couple of studded collars.. I love dressing as a young and horny girl and have all sorts of pvc and clubwear items. I dress and wear makeup everytime i listen to the cd's.

I have become a complete and utter uncontrollable cock slut and masturbate everyday at the thought of being with a man and serving a man.. I dream of kissing them, putting my tongue in his mouth.. licking his cock. As well as sex.. overtime I have genuinely become attracted to men... their bodies.. their cute faces and gorgeous hair... I always looking at boys in the street - women honestly do not interest me anymore.. not even for a moment.

My flat is littered in womens magazines and I now have 3 large framed images of men on my walls, 2 in the living room and one in the hallway - they're gorgeous and I worship them everyday - I also bought a couple of lovely girly t-shirts.. ones with boybands on the front and others with pictures of hot guys.. theres just nothing like wearing a tight top.. with a hot picture of a guy on your chest... at first the tee's were great for reinforcing the programming of my mind (everytime you walk past a mirror you see a hot guy on your body mmmmm..) but now I wear them because i love the way I look in them and I am proud of who I have become.

I love feeling fem and thinking of boys.. when im at home its all i do 24\7

The technoslut track on the male charm cd has caused a complete shift in my musical taste - before as a male i used to like rock music and disliked any electronic stuff.. i just thought it was too simple and for dumb people... now I absolutely love trance and techno music.. that music track has turned me into a complete techno-whore :) as a girl I can just totally appreciate this sort of music - I have seen the light.. I just love dolling myself up in a tight little outfit.. closing my eyes - putting my hands int he air and dancing away to the thumping beats. My techno music collection is growing by the day.. and I have already thrown away all my old cd's. Im a club going techno babe now :)

Over the past 2 years my life has completely changed.. for the better of course.. and Im am eternally grateful to you mistress - you really do change people - i love you so much.

your slave girl


Lucy <lucyraver@hotmail.com>
uk - Sunday, August 29, 2004 at 13:13:01 (EDT)

Damn it all, it appears your power has been underestimated to a great extent. Your willingness to take advantage of pshycologically scared minds is mind boggling. I offer to anyone who reads this the advice to seek profesional help from a true healer. I can't tell you who to go to, but I must warn you that this site is only adding to the problem. You see wanting to be female is not a bad thing at heart but becoming a tool is. To truly begin the healing you need to notice the problem yourself. Stop to think for a moment if you will why you want to be a woman. Try thinking real deep on this and i wish you the best of luck, I'll try and offer more refuge for those willing to listen but for now I must depart.

P.S. I don't read the guestbook so your attempts are in vain. =p

Peace be the journey!!!

Male Freedom Fighter
- Saturday, August 28, 2004 at 18:41:14 (EDT)

Hi; again Mistress Linda.

It has been a while. The site is looking very good. I see that you are selling a lot of the CD's. I told you they would.

Just a quick note to tell everyone about your chat room that Angel runs. We do trances there most of the time for the ones that can't afford your wonderful work.

I will be spending a lot more time there after I move to Pheonix in the next couple of weeks. I have been working on the next design and thought I'd give the viewers a sneek preview. There is a program called bwgen it is free ware and it helps the mind enter alpha state.

I use it in group trances in your IRL chat room #hypnoticwishes. We have had great results getting many into deep trance at the same time. We of course follow your rules there ande make girls out of boys ande mistresses out of the girls.

Hope to see you there from time to time. Would like to hear what you think of the work we do there.

Love Penny_Lane

PennY_Lane <anonymous@hw.com>
Gilroy, CA usa - Friday, August 27, 2004 at 20:08:57 (EDT)

Ok Sissies,

I have an assignment for you. Get your dildo out. If you don't own one, go buy one. You need to visit this website ( http://likemynudephoto.com/cgi-bin/public/photovote/main.cgi?gender=menonly&ptid=&np=1&site=lmnp&show=1 )and look at all the nice juicy cocks. when you found your favorit picture you must site on your dildo and imagine that you are sitting on the lovely cock in the picture. post here in the gest book the address of the picture. And you MUST eat your cum after your orgasm.

Click here to begin your Sissy Assigment <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, August 27, 2004 at 19:30:18 (EDT)

why am i doign these things why do iw ant cock need cock want to be sissy empty beth plese make it stopp i dont have boobs thats crazy im not a girl im a guy i like girls not hairy men with hard cocks im not beth please make it go away
sisybethany <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, August 27, 2004 at 15:41:52 (EDT)

Mistress Linda,

I want to thank you for helping me get in touch with my real self. Through your CDs and and personal phone sessions I was able to unearth my suppressed nature. After a lifetime of struggling and shame about my interest in cross-dressing, I finally came to the realization that I am transsexual and that that it okay. For the first time in my life, I understood what the gay community meant by 'coming out' and how pleasant a feeling that was.

The road ahead is going to be quite complicated, as I am happily married and my wife didn't bargain for this. While I am getting great benefit form my gender therapist and marital counselor I will be calling on you again for your help and support.



Jessica Stein <anonymous@hw.com>
Boston, MA - Friday, August 27, 2004 at 08:27:45 (EDT)

Would love to hear Your radio interview!
But when i go to the link the file is not found.
Would You be able to post the interview on Your site?
Thanks, p

p <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, August 23, 2004 at 19:23:14 (EDT)

yummi yummi cock! Your mouth is so empty without cock.

sissy alex <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, August 23, 2004 at 09:27:47 (EDT)

This song, from the Jekyll and Hyde Musical,
reminds me of this website and it's slant.

"Bring On The Men"

There was a time
I don't know when
I didn't have much time for men
but this is now and that was then, I'm learning

A 'girl' alone, all on her own
must try to have a heart of stone
So I try not to make it known my yearning
I try to show I have no need
I really do, I don't succeed

so let's bring..on the men
and let the fun begin
a little touch of sin
why wait another minute
step this way its time for us to play
they say we may not pass this way again
so lets waste no more time
Bring on the men...


anonymous guest <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, August 22, 2004 at 20:03:36 (EDT)

Since i submitted my comments to the guestbook on Friday, i have had an opportunity to review the other comments concerning the next CD to produce. my thoughts seem to be pretty similar to what most people wrote. we sissies really do need to have our "past lives" erased -- deleted from our memories so we can never go back to them, even if we feel the need to. i know that this would not entail erasing EVERYTHING about the past. That simply can't be done. And i am sure, Mistress, that You are able to develop a trance that could make us forget all things but recall what we need to remember when the situation warrants. our greatest need is to be able to let go of anything that prevents us from fully becoming our new, "true" selves.

If i can add another word regarding the "Memories" CD, i wonder if somehow that CD can be made in tandem with the "Acceptance" CD. Both deal with the same issue. "Acceptance" erases a sissy's mind of her past. It makes the person into an "it." Having done that, the logical step is to give the "it" a new identity, which happens when You provide the mind with the memories of a girl -- her first crush, her first pair of high heels, her first kiss, her first menstrual period. This is what i played out again and again in the "Mary-Margaret scenario." Her mind entered my mind. my mind was drained of every memory, every sense of identity. And then She filled my mind with Her mind. i thought only what She thought. i did only what She wanted to do. i felt only what She felt. my body was owned and controlled by Her mind. If She felt menstrual cramps, so did my body. If She felt arousal, my body became aroused. i, in effect, became Mary-Margaret. Carl disappeared.

i can't wait for either of these CDs to be produced. If i can, i will be Your first customer!!

Carla Marysia Angelica <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, August 22, 2004 at 15:20:51 (EDT)

I think this would be a wonderfull cd to help train both my husband and a jerk boyfried of a another girl I know. I can't wait till it comes out.

Jane McClendon <sweetlips001@yahoo.com>
RedOak, Texas usa - Sunday, August 22, 2004 at 14:38:52 (EDT)

Beloved, MY impressions lead me to believe that the new mind clearing tape,, would be minutely more beneficial at first. Acceptance gets my vote.
David " Danielle" Sagaser <Phoenixprocess421@yahoo.com>
Alamosa, CO USA - Saturday, August 21, 2004 at 13:34:31 (EDT)

I vote for "Acceptance" as the next recording released.
aphthong <anonymous@hw.com>
San Jose, CA United States - Saturday, August 21, 2004 at 13:00:12 (EDT)

i am voting for "Acceptance" as the next recording. One of the problems so many of us sissy, slutty, bimbos have is really letting go of the past. Today's psychologists tell us that humans have two ways of acting: The way we act when things are going well; and the way we act when we experience negative or stressful situations. i experience four negative, stressful situations. One is when my Wife faces a situation in which She needs me to take care of a situation. The second is when She is upset at me. The third occurs when when neighbors (especially their kids) stare and laugh at me when i am dressed. The final situation occurs when my Wife has sex with real men. Those four experiences cause me to want to revert back to my former male self, including changing into male clothes and removing makeup. i think it would be wonderful if -- at those points -- i could become amnesiac and foget all about my former self so i can continue to feel positive, relieved, and excited about my new status as a true bimbo slut.

When i was a teenager (this is a true story), i was a pretty popular guy. i was pretty good-looking, i got good grades, and i was involved in a lot of sports. Unfortunately, my parents were extremely hard on me and they were very conservative. They told me it was wrong even to LOOK at a Girl, let alone do anything sexual with Her. On two occasions in high school, i went on dates with young women who brought me back to their houses which were, at the time, unoccupied by their parents. Both of them started to mess around with me physically, and in both cases i jumped off the sofa and told them that i couldn't be involved in any of that. One of the Women cried and ran into Her bedroom. But the other one started yelling at me and calling me names: "you little fairy faggot! What's wrong with you. What, are you a Girl?!" I was totally embarrassed, but strangely aroused at the same time.

When i got home, i went to bed and was as horny as i had ever been. Too bad for me! My parents also told me it was wrong to masturbate. So i laid on my back on the bed and fantasized about Mary-Margaret giving me a drug and making me stare into Her eyes. Slowly, my mind began to empty, and i imagined Her saying to me: "Become one with me. Lose all memory of who you are and become one with me." I joined in: "Yes, i want to become one with You. i want to become one with Mary-Margaret. i don't want to exist any more. i want Her mind to control me completely." i imagined losing all sense of myself and Her mind became locked into my brain. Of course, the latent sexual content is obvious -- i became "one" with Her mind the way men and Women become "one" when they have sex. i imagined Her controlling all of my movements and actions because i was merely a body with HER mind. i was no longer a man. i was no longer anything, except what Mary-Margaret thought. What a GREAT way to deal with my sexuality. Now i COULDN'T have sex with Her because i WAS Her. i had become the body of that sexy, erotically-charged cheerleader. And i -- Mary Margaret -- couldn't have sex with Mary-Margaret. Without even touching myself, i had an explosive orgasm, one so intense that it was never duplicated until i began listening to Your CDs. But i spent the whole rest of my adolescence "becoming one" with Mary Margaret. i would LOVE to become one with "You."

That is my story. Perhaps You can tell that i also would love for You to produce the "Memories" CD. i know it would be an EXTREMELY popular CD. If You can fill our lives with memories of our the first boy we kissed, the first time we got our period, the first time we felt a cock, the first time we sucked a cock, the first time we wore stockings and panties and highheels, and the first time we ... well, you get the idea! It would help us to no longer revert to our past lives as males because, of course, we would HAVE NO former life as males. Our whole life history would be as girls.

Thank You for the opportunity to share this, and for what You have made me thanks to Your other CDs. You have impacted on my life more than anyone else, and i feel SO HAPPY finally finding my true self. Love You!!!!

Carla Marysia Angelica <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, August 20, 2004 at 17:52:02 (EDT)

Mind_Mistress wrote: "News: I did a radio interview yesterday on Frank Talks. It was fun! And it will be available for download there in September."

Actually, it is available NOW for download. Here is the link:


anonymous guest <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 at 16:45:52 (EDT)

Mistress, I really like the site and the Feminizing but why the push for cocksluts? I would think male lesbians would be very nice for the real girls out there.
smartpm <smartpm200@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 at 15:06:58 (EDT)

Mistress I find that I can't stop thinking about cock, cum and being your hypnotized slut all the time. I went away for two weeks recently and had no computer. And it felt like the more time away I spent from this site the worse the craving to masturbate and lick up all my sissy cream got. Your commands of watchng the sigil and goign to a glory hole to suck cock are now sticking in my head. I like have no choice but to obey them.But I'm totally scared now cause I came back and like now I want you to erase my memories as well. I want to accept everything you tell me as truth and obey without question or fear. And I need cum so bad now. It's like cigarettes I can't get through a day without some of it. and what's amazing is like how much I toally love this change and want to be a cockslut bimbo forever trapped in your web. suckign off men for money and giving it to you. Ineed to know if whatI'm feeling is right and natural and that I am pleasing you by writing about my cravings and experiences. I will go to a glory hole and obey mistress. Obedience is pleasure. thanks again and please respond,
Your bimbo slave,

Becky <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 at 05:40:50 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,

It was with a great deal of pleasure (that is, if i have Your permission to experience that emotion) that i read in the update section that "Acceptance" seemed to be the next cd of choice amongst those of us fortunate enough to give You control of our will. Although one of us expressed some concern that perhaps too many of our past memories would be wiped clean, i contend that those are nothing but false memories anyway--our REALITY did not begin until You graced our pathetic lives with Your wishes for us, Your directions of how we needed to live and what we needed to believe to make You pleased with us. And it is so very important that You are pleased with us. i so much want to obey You. i need to obey You.

i would like to give You total control of my reality. Wipe my mind clean, leaving only enough for me to make a living on a daily basis and maintain some semblance of familial relationships. But as for my REALITY, reprogram me so that i am naught but an ultra-feminine cockslut who has to dress as seductively as possible and can't wait to get breast implants and electrolysis to permanently remove all that nasty body hair. Make my first thought every morning (after i sit to pee) that i need to shave my legs and underarms and do my face so i can look attractive when i leave the house. i want to put on a bra, panties, a garter belt and stockings, skirt and blouse and accessories, wearing high heels, and leave the house without a thought or concern that it is anything other than what is perfectly normal, natural and expected of me in the mornings. When i look in the mirror, i want to see the cockslut You desire me to be looking back at me. i want to be Vixen 24/7--if that pleases You.

In order for that to happen, i need you to wipe the slate of my existence clean for me. Take away those irrelevant memories of a boyhood (all except those memories of wearing a bra, panties, a girdle and stockings under my clothes to school). Although i do try to live my life in as ultra-feminine and girlish manner as possible--because i hope it pleases You--there is still an internal struggle between my programming and my desires. Yes, i feel the wash of pleasure when i think i shouldn't and then think "yes, i should"; nonetheless, i still respond to my false programming and don't do what i know i need to do to be ultra-feminine and girlish, to appear to everyone as ultra-feminine and girlish and be You order me to be.

So, please, if You would be so kind, make the amnesia as complete as possible. Give me "Acceptance" of who i truly am, what i truly am and what You need me to be in order for You to be pleased with me. Perhaps the most complete mindwipe can be on a separate track for those of us still unsure of how much control we wish to give You. For myself, i am ready to give You total control. There is no other way; no choice but to obey. Obedience is pleasure. Pleasure is obedience. They are the same thing and i know that now.



Ricala <anonymous@hw.com>
Atlanta area, Georgia USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 at 09:21:03 (EDT)

I, for one, vote for "Three Icons," the Mistress Training CD.

The most obvious reason, of course, is to continue My education, My enlightenment if you will, as the Evil Goth Domme I was born to be.

More than that, though, think of this: The more of Mistress Linda's worshippers that are exposed to Three Icons, the more of us that will be able to serve the Lesbian Inclusion Conspiracy. I would like to be a Sexy Seducer... wouldn't you? ;-)


Victoria, Goth Domme in Training <victoriagothdomme@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 17, 2004 at 02:14:56 (EDT)

I vote "amnesia". I also think a "mystery bonus track" ordering the subject to forget everything, send all cash to Mind Mistress, sign over all property... etc. would be a nice test of the CD.


someone <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, August 16, 2004 at 14:39:14 (EDT)

I will vote for Mistress tranning CD

thank you

Steve <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, August 16, 2004 at 01:22:41 (EDT)

Janet had been soooo hopeful. Her best friend Andrea had told her about this website-www.hypnoticwishes.com-and how a couple of cd's she had bought there had totally transformed her loutish Brian into a most amusing plaything. Janet even went out one night with Andrea after work and met Brian, who was now more accurately called Brianna. Brianna was wearing an outrageously short miniskirt and a very low cut top. "Her" breasts, large by any standards, were on prominent display thanks to a balcony bra. In answer to the question Janet didn't ask-she was just staring at Brianna's cleavage-Andrea said, "Yes, their real. Brianna has been begging for even larger implants but I think these are perfectly adequate, don't you?"

Andrea was flirting outrageously with any man that caught her eye and Brianna was even more sluttish than "his" wife!! If a man got too heavy too fast for Andrea, she just whispered something to the guy, nodded her head to Brianna and then said, "Does Brianna want some yummy yummy cum? Beg for yummy cum, you cockslut!!" Brianna would drop to her knees and start pleading in a very feminine voice, "Please, Mistress, please!! Please let me suck his cock and swallow his yummy cum!! Please!!" Andrea just laughed and said, "Yes, you little cock-hungry whore. Go suck his cock." And Brianna would scamper under the table and proceed to give the man the blowjob of his life!

Andrea had always told Janet about how miserable her marriage was. The complaints were ones that women typically have-Brian didn't listen to her, didn't help around the house, never gave her any spending money, only wanted something to do with her when he was horny and in need of a lay. Then, one day, Brian had said he wasn't feeling well and needed to stay home. Andrea went off to work and decided to pop home to check on him and make him some lunch at noon. She didn't call first and was as quiet as she could be entering the house, in case he had fallen asleep. She crept up the stairs to their bedroom and found Brian, standing in front of the full-length mirror, wearing one of Andrea's bras, matching panties and garter belt, stockings and feet crammed into some high heel mules. He was fully made-up, with bright red lipstick, black eyeliner and mascara, blue eye shadow and some blush. He didn't notice her as he was too busy masturbating furiously to his own reflection.

Her first inclination was to scream at him but she caught herself. She watched him bring himself to orgasm, collapsing to his knees and catching his cum in his cupped left hand. He then brought his cupped hand up to his mouth and slurped up his own cum, licking his hand clean, making sure he got every drop of cum in the process. No, rather than make a fuss over this absurd and somewhat pathetic tableau, Andrea decided to use this heretofore unknown predilection of her husband's to her advantage. She just as quietly exited as she had entered and approached her office with increasing excitement of the possibilities that now were before her.and her husband with his love for lingerie.

Back at her office, she did a web search for "forced feminization" and came upon a hypnotist and neuro-linguistic programmer from Canada who had cd's for sale that promised to feminize a man (or less feminine woman) into a perfume and makeup wearing elegant being. There was also one that would take a man who had always seemed interested in women's bodies and forms and take that interest from one leaning to heterosexual intercourse into one of detached admiration and outright envy. The man subjected to this cd would stop lusting after women, would actually find sex with women distasteful, but would want to appear and dress sexier than attractive women and would hunger after cock to suck and cum to drink.

Andrea bought a trance training cd to "help Brian relax" and to ensure that he would easily and quickly go into trance when the feminization portion of her scheme came into play. She also bought the one that implanted the need to appear feminine and the one that made a man envious of attractive women, wanting to emulate beautiful women always but never actually touch one again-only guys for now on, only guys and their luscious cocks. Brian actually loved the trance training cd and found going into deep trance very enjoyable. Andrea then introduced the second cd and took Brian to the mall afterwards. Every where they stopped in-and Andrea made sure it was always a specialty women's store or the perfume counter of a department store-someone would greet them with a "hello!" Brian began fidgeting and insisted on buying perfume "for Andrea" but only after "accidentally" spraying it on his neck. The more "hello's"-the more stressed Brian became until Andrea allowed him to go home. The disc became a regular routine as did the shopping trips to the mall. Makeovers at the cosmetic counter became Brian's special treat, as did manicures at the nail salon.

He still wanted sex with Andrea who was having too much fun feminizing her former nemesis to even consider it. After jacking him off into his pantyhose one night (his usual bedtime attire), Andrea introduced him to the third cd so as to break him of his desire for sex with women. It was an instantaneous hit and seemed to sink into the essence of Brian's consciousness immediately. He began scrutinizing women constantly and became much more adept at applying his own makeup and his movements became ultra-feminine. It was after this cd that he began begging to get breast implants so he could have real tits for a hunky man to play with. Andrea convinced him to start going out dressed as a slut with her so they could pick up men together. Brianna became addicted to sucking cock and especially loved to suck the cocks of the men who they brought home after they had fucked Andrea in their bedroom while Brianna watched.

Janet couldn't wait until her cd's arrived in the mail. Larry, her husband of 8 years, had somehow transformed from the sensitive and caring young man she knew when they were in college into a stereotypical satellite TV addict during the week and a golf addict on the weekend. Any interests Janet once had been able to share with Larry were now totally discounted, even ridiculed, by him. Their sex life was almost non-existent even though she did her best to sit through the pay-per-view X-rated shows that Larry ordered every weekend night. It was hard for her to sit there and watch these other women have their needs met and then to have Larry rebuff any advance she'd make because he wanted to "finish watching the show." He'd, of course, push her to her knees between his legs and let her give him a blowjob-that way he'd get to fantasize about the women in the porno movie and get his rocks off at the same time. For Janet, it was a nightmare but one she was determined to not continue going through.

The trance training cd was readily accepted by Larry. Like Andrea's Brian, Larry found deep trance a most enjoyable place to be. Janet began to introduce Larry to the Elegance disc and, at first, things went fine. He seemed to crave the scent of perfume and even enjoyed getting a manicure. But even though she had him listening to every night, she couldn't seem to get Larry beyond the few initial steps. She did get him to wear panties once or twice but his willpower seemed to return every day when he was at work.

Janet decided to go ahead and see if the Envy disc would get Larry off of his porno addiction and into a cock addiction. All that it seemed to accomplish was that he would be utterly fascinated by the movements of the women and by the blowjobs they were giving the men on the screen but he never expressed any innermost desire to taste a huge luscious cock like those before his eyes.

Janet was frustrated. Brian's transformation into Brianna had gone so easy for Andrea. Larry, on the other hand, seemed to always take his essential "Larryness" with him, even into trance. He enjoyed trance and he enjoyed the fantasies and the scenarios that were painted in his mind but he couldn't let go of the nagging fact in the back of his mind that he was Larry. Janet emailed Mind Mistress and asked her if there was anything that Janet could do to take Larry beyond himself and into the world of ultra-femininity that was her plan for him. Mistress emailed her and told her that a new disc was just available and that she'd like for Janet to "field test" it. According to Mistress, it was designed to induce a state of amnesia, even stripping a person of their sense of self so that whatever programming came after was done on a blank canvas and did not have to compete with someone's history and persona.

The disc arrived in the mail the next week. Janet easily enough got Larry to listen to the trance training disc again and get nice and deep and hungry for even deeper trance. Then Janet put on the amnesia disc. She tried to gauge what was going on by watching Larry's face but he seemed totally absorbed in the trance. Bit by bit, she thought that he seemed lighter; his brow less furrowed than usual-like there was a transformation of some sort taking place in the soul of the man. As soon as the amnesia disc was over, before Larry could come up, Janet put on Elegance, starting with the trigger setting. Before the end of the disc, before Mistress awoke her subject, Janet put on Envy and let that play all the way through the end.

When Mistress began talking about "all those cocks", Janet noticed Larry's mouth making sucking movements. When the disc finished and Larry came out, Janet said "Hello. How are you?" Larry seemed somewhat dazed. Janet said "Hello" again. Larry didn't say anything; he just stood up and went into their bathroom and started putting Janet's perfume and makeup on. She just smiled and asked him if he wanted to go anywhere. He spoke and his voice was certainly softer and more feminine than ever before, "If you can give me some time to shave my legs and get dressed, I'd love to go to the mall. I'd appreciate your help in picking out some new bras and panties for me at Victoria's Secret." Janet smiled. Now things were getting somewhere..

(I vote for amnesia disc.)

Atlanta, Georgia USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 at 22:27:30 (EDT)

I wasn't talking about the health risks. I was talking about its addictivness.
Spider Man
- Sunday, August 15, 2004 at 16:53:56 (EDT)

i think that the fact that you feel you have to hypnotise and dominate men is kind of sad. why do you do that kind of thing? can you not find boyfriends the normal way? i don't mind if men want to be feminized, but forcing them is just pathetic.
also i don't think that mind mistress could hypnotise me, and definitely not through an email or chat room.

marmalade <alimacbaba@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
blerk, blork bling - Sunday, August 15, 2004 at 14:52:37 (EDT)

Acceptance would be cool, provided it doesn't erase too much stuff. If it erases years or something, that wouldn't be good. >_>
Vicky <anonymous@hw.com>
United States - Sunday, August 15, 2004 at 05:05:09 (EDT)


The therapeutic effects of smoking.

With my magic lasso, I make them tell the truth.

There is good and bad in everything, unless you blind yourself to it and refuse to listen. Nothing is ever as simple as any propaganda would want you to believe, whether it be by puritans or perverts, greedy companies who want your cash, or nanny governments which legislate what you can do to yourself, or what consenting adults can do to each other.

Don't let advertising tell you what to do. Decide for yourself.
That's what adults do.

Wonder Woman

Wonder Woman <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, August 15, 2004 at 01:42:35 (EDT)

Hey people, its me spiderman and i was just swinging by (pun intended =) ) and thought id drop some info down to try and save a few souls. First of all before you go out and start smoking (http://health.yahoo.com/health/centers/addiction/96407688.html) Also do not fall into the spiders trap, type on a screen may seem alot more appealing then the actual thing.Imagine if you can, yourself actually doing some of the things on this sight without any control over it. Bad news im telling you. This in my opinion is criminal hypnotism and is very real. Just remember an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure, get out while you still have the will to do it!!
Your Friendly Neighborhood Spiderman
- Saturday, August 14, 2004 at 21:05:17 (EDT)

I would love this to be the next cd because my Mistress helped Mind Mistress make it. :-) I am so proud of her. Mistress could also get a copy to keep her training fresh.

Amanda <whpschns69@aol.com>
Tacoma, Wa USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 at 18:23:57 (EDT)

Acceptance is like wayyyyyyy important cuz it can make better slavegirls for Mistress so that's like totally the one i crave but Mistress knows what's best for me. i obey, i just obey Mistress.
Your dolly
euphoria - Saturday, August 14, 2004 at 14:57:50 (EDT)

Mind Mistress,

I'm so addicted to cock, I can't help it anymore. I thought I was 100% straight before I visited this site for the first time over a year ago. Now it seems that the only way I can get off is by looking at cock. I have a want to be blackmailed into being forced to give a blowjob to some guy.

Sissies go to this website and post here the best picture you can find. A nice fantasy story or real life account would be great too.


Click here for more pictures!!! <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, August 13, 2004 at 17:17:39 (EDT)

Love Your site...
Mistress Chanttall <xanttall@nospamxanttall.com>
PHX, AZ USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 at 11:43:39 (EDT)

This happy slave girl feels that Acceptance would greatly help in the growth of the L.I.C..Yours in devoted obedience,reiko
reiko <Drq21555@aol.com>
- Friday, August 13, 2004 at 05:26:32 (EDT)

who wants our Mistress back in the room with us??

MM come home.....

suki_pet <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, August 12, 2004 at 18:51:35 (EDT)

TINA <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, August 12, 2004 at 08:00:27 (EDT)

Re: 3 icons or acceptance...a vote for either

To be a cruel high heeled dominatrix in a short black leather skirt, taking particular humor in forcing some guy in pleasing me orally or to be the haplessly sissy forced to please whomever happens to be the most demanding person near me, wow what a choice.

The thought of having to dress as a dominmatrix and go forth to find willing and train willing future sissy's is very appealing, but so is being the hapless sissy and being forced to service whomever happens to require being serviced.

For me the big thrill isn't in becoming the dominatrix or the sissy but rather in being a hapless regular guy whose unable to present himself to the world as anything other than a dominatrix or a sissy, although for obvious concerns of employment etc., there should be some limits.

well, bye for now,

futuremaid <futuremaid@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 12, 2004 at 05:40:14 (EDT)

in the new cd election, i vote for amnesia.
i love not being able to remember things about myself or my life before Mistress Linda came along!

alecia <sissyalecia@lycos.com>
colona, illinois - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 at 23:12:51 (EDT)

My Mind Mist:

melts in my mind. I need encouragement to make more money, so I can afford to do what i must do. i've tried to stay away, truly i have. my mind rebels and so it stops me making money, working ot, better paying job. it's very stubborn. I know i can let go, just a little encouragement. want to be hypnotised, write lyrics, go down, obey.

Gee, what was i saying? oh yes, need to lead a somewhat noraml life. Have a co-worker who cross-dresses, hear he's hetero, no hassles for him, ja. divorced now. she didn't understand me at all. gave her oral sex all the time but she wouldn't hypnotise me and turn me out. she

oh dear, i can't even go back and edit this; it wouldn't be right, somehow. I want all of my native intelligence and more. Add 22 to my IQ. Work hard and productive during work-time. And during play-time, I want to be ... Barsoom, thoats, wearing only jewelry.

slave to the Mahar, not the flesh-eaters, but those who keep breeeding stock. the Mahar are an all-female race, bred to have complete hypnotic powers. once one focuses her gaze on me, i am utterly lost and owned. they are breeding two subspecies of us. one field-master, the other, completely submissive. wea re allowed to feel we are resisting, even as we become sucked into the pleasure to obedience. As we suck and serve the field masters and obey the hypnotic wishes of the Mahar. it all becomes clear, pellucid as we sink deeper than before, obeying ...

SO; want to be productive, effective, intelligent, sexy, recruiters for She who Must be Obeyed.


Jack <jburton@stardevsoft.com>
Columbus, OH USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 at 20:29:05 (EDT)


I thought you might get a small degree of enjoyment with recent events surrounding my use of your Male Charm CD.

First off, let me say that it is a wonderful scene to experience. I use it very close to daily to insure optimal effect. The imagery in it has become very vivid and hard to stop revisiting.

My wife and I have greatly enjoyed using it together, albeit infrequently. She sets me down on a comfortable spot on the floor, and places the headphones on me. The last time we did this, she even punctuated the event with a wink and blew me a kiss saying "bye now." then clicked on the player. Originally, she told me, all she could see while I was under its influence were my heightened arousal (penises are a wonderful tool for that she says) and the occasional mouth movement that looked like I was sucking. Lately, however, she found a way to get me living the scene out for her... even being able to interact with me to a small degree without interupting the flow of the scene. It makes her very hot. I have essentially become her own private live sex show (on demand) and love it! She even has used it as a pacifier of sorts... I was feeling really frisky one night, as was she, I thought, and we went to our private place and she plugged me in. When I came out of it, she was deeply engaged in a non-sexy chat with a friend of hers, having completely ignored me from the time she had me under. She smiled at me, and told me that she just wasn't in the same kind of mood, and had put me in that place to "keep me quiet". Once again, a very HOT practice.

We have not found a suitable male third for what I believe to be her master plan, but she has noted on several occasions that I tend to get flirty with some of the more attractive men we meet (waiters, cashiers, etc.) I cannot confirm this, because it does not feel that way to me. Still, when she confronts me about it, she is fairly certain, so I am going with her as my eyewitness.

Your Doll,

NE USA - Sunday, August 08, 2004 at 23:53:09 (EDT)

this week, i began asked Mistress Linda to change my memories again, and now i'm not sure what part of this is mine and what part is Hers, except it's ALL mine since everything She says is true:

i had a man over to my motel after my trance on Wednesday this week, and he let me suck his cock until we both couldn't stand it any more.....then he fucked me with me on my back and my legs over his shoulders......it was the most glorious sexual experience of my life!
he put it in me and pumped his cock and totally dominated me until he came HARD deep inside me....mmmmmmmmm i got really turned on cuz he PAID me for sex. i am now a prostitute, tho i have been doing that on and off for years, i think.

after he left, i was still horny and unfulfilled because i am now completely impotent and i cannot cum on my own, i need a cock in my ass to cum.

so i got online and invited another guy over, i must have 100 guys who have answered personals i placed who want to meet me......

so another guy came over and he didn't want to talk, he wanted to fuck.
he gave me $20 and then he pounded my sissy ass HARD until he came, and then collapsed on top of me.......all hairy chest, sweat, and man smell....i loved it!

i am really into guys, really into men.

what have i done?

alecia <sissyalecia@lycos.com>
colona, IL USA - Sunday, August 08, 2004 at 20:22:30 (EDT)

Anybody have try to read the story backward?
Nin Nin
- Sunday, August 08, 2004 at 02:20:01 (EDT)

I think the purpose of being 2 is to charmed the other side to make it do to u what it feel to. So the 2 can be at peace and CARE for each other.
Viper436 <treastman@hotmail.com>
Longueuil, - Saturday, August 07, 2004 at 01:58:55 (EDT)

Someone please force me to go suck on a real cock. I just want to suck on a nice fat cock. I like to put my legs over my sholders and put my cock over my face and then cum directly on my face and in my open mouth. mmmmmm yummi cum. This site has totally turned me into a sissy.

what a beautifull cock! My mouth is empty
- Thursday, August 05, 2004 at 18:33:02 (EDT)

Sometime ago Mistress asked me to post the essence of an email I had sent her. I had been listening to the Elegance and Male Charm cd's for quite sometime and had experienced a few sessions of phone hypnosis in which Mistress was stripping me of my male attributes so as to allow me to emerge fully feminized. I then stopped the phone sessions and Mistress asked why. I, in essence, replied as follows:

I had been listening to the Elegance cd daily, often twice daily. I really responded to the suggestions and was daily wearing feminine garments under my male clothing to work. I was regularly getting manicures and growing my nails out, wearing clear nail polish or slightly pinkish polish daily. I had both ears pierced and wore discrete little studs when I was at work. I had my eyebrows professionally shaped into a very feminine arch and was wearing eyeshadow in neutral tones. Lipstick or lip gloss was also a daily part of my routine.

Although that might have been enough for some people, I felt compelled to go even further. I started buying women's blouses and women's suits (with pants) and wearing those to work. I stopped wearing socks and just had my stockings on and very femme shoes (albeit with low or no heels). And then I start wearing mascara. And, as Mistress has mandated, once you put on mascara, you pass the point of no return.

I am a professional with several advanced degrees. My dress and increasingly feminine behavior had begun to raise a few eyebrows (none as nicely shaped as mine, however) but my status as a senior member of the management team kept anyone from being directly questioning. The secretaries in the office were either amused by or disdainful of me. One of them was very sweet and made a point of complementing me on my nails or my hair which was long and styled in a very sexually-ambiguous manner. I kept going along at the "Does he look more like a she than a he?"-stage for sometime.

One day, I just couldn't take it anymore--the suggestions implanted by Mistress were too great. I knew what I had to do, what I had to be to please her. One Monday morning, I made sure I had freshly shaved legs and went to a great deal of time and trouble to get fully made up, but still in a very professional manner. And yes, with mascara. I got dressed in a sheer blouse, wearing my laciest bra underneath. I put on a new skirt suit that I had bought and a pair of 3" heels--high but not slutty. I put on my jewelry and large dangling earrings. I found the purse I wanted to carry and drove to the office.

One of the female employees saw me as I was walking towards the executive offices and commented, "You certainly look lovely today!" I was walking on air. I went into the office suite and the secretary (Ms. Dis Dain) saw me and just freaked. Her face froze in this mask of shock combined with hate and I mustered as feminine of a "Good morning" as I could. I went into my office and heard her heels clicking down the hall. I hung my suit jacket up and began sorting through my inbasket.

My phone rang and the Director of Human Resources asked if she could come down to see me. I, of course, said yes. She came down and walked in my office, saying, "So it's true! What are you thinking?" She gave me the opportunity to go home and change and I refused, saying that I was dressed as professionally as anyone in the entire organization and that I preferred to wear women's clothing from now on.

She used my phone to call the CEO, who was out-of-town at another office. In front of me, she described what I was wearing, her offer to let me go home and change and my statement that I would only dress en femme from now on. I could hear him laughing on the other end and then she passed the phone to me. He told me that I was fired and that I was not to return to the office. In light of the circumstances, he wanted to do it as quitely and as quickly as possible. I suggested a severance package of some comfort to me, to which he agreed. He also allowed me to write my own reference for his signature which they were to give to anyone who asked regarding my work history.

I gathered a few things, stood up and walked across the office, put on my suit jacket, making sure that the lace bra showed through the sheer blouse clearly to the HR director, grabbed my purse and briefcase and walked out the door, passed the secretaries who had seemingly notified every other secretary in the building what was going on, because as I walked out to my car, it seemed like every female in the building was there to watch. I kept my head held high, got in my car and drove off.

I now have my own business and dress totally as a woman except for those days when I have clients coming into the office, when I still wear conservative blouses and pant suits. I could not be happier and will be forever grateful to the incredible gift Mistress has bestowed upon me and can bestow upon any of you just so long as you are willing to give your mind and willpower over to Her totally.


Atlanta area, Georgia USA - Thursday, August 05, 2004 at 13:34:14 (EDT)

I have done the forced feminimzation test and the result is 75% a feminized fuck toy.
Is this okay.
I will to transform myself in a shemale,can somebody help me?

Mandy <transe1969@yahoo.de>
COlogne, Germany - Saturday, July 31, 2004 at 14:13:27 (EDT)

Mandy <transe1969@yahoo.de>
Cologne, germany - Saturday, July 31, 2004 at 12:55:16 (EDT)

I think is very great to feminizat by hypnotic.
I try to get a lesson.

Mandy <transe1969@yahoo.de>
Cologne, germany - Saturday, July 31, 2004 at 12:50:56 (EDT)

Here is the picture I found. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, yumi cum.

- Friday, July 30, 2004 at 23:35:08 (EDT)

i starred comming to this site cause i alwasys wanted to know what it would be lick to be a chick. no i come back like every day looking at the pics i feel more feminine reading the stories i feel like im in the story. and no i have found i can only sit to pee and i love it !!!!!! thank you Mistress i love this site and hope to be tranced by you someday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ventura, Ca USA - Friday, July 30, 2004 at 00:40:10 (EDT)

Linda,I want to know what you know
Power Monger <mikmakattack.com>
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 at 22:00:11 (EDT)

I keep finding myself coming to this site day after day. At first it was because I was thinking about trying to get my girlfriend more interested in sex but now I find myself wanting sex more and not just with women but men too. I find myself fantasizing about pleasing men and women, and having my girlfriend please women and men beside me. I can't quite explain why I get so turned on by this now. I even find myself drawn to watch the bimbo sigil everyday and even if it has no real effect on me mentally... which I think it does... I get aroused at the thought of being a slut and helping others I know become a slut too.
David <arnlandrina@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 at 21:10:02 (EDT)

i just want to say you have a really manly face and that nothing this site was good for hypnotising my eg the bimbo flash thing i dont think i could be hypnotised maybe thats why

make sample of cd of i know what cd like and maybe video clip of you hypnotising someone

oliver <oli181@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 at 03:03:11 (EDT)

What does the 'fat-be-gone' animation do? Could someone please e-mail me the explaination?
dj <djericho21@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 26, 2004 at 13:53:17 (EDT)

I just wanted to say that my boyfriend just showed me this site, and were both really into it, and him force feminizing me. Love the site, well done, I look forward to trying it!

Samanth xXx

Samantha <ieuan_griffiths@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
UK, England - Sunday, July 25, 2004 at 18:39:13 (EDT)

To anyone who reads this(including Mistress):

I found a webstie that sells Feminising Hormones and tons of other shemale stuff. But i have to wonder if the hormones are real or just a rip-off scam. The prices are pretty steep, but anyway, check it out and tell me what you think by emailing me at


I know the Mistress could answer my question the best, but she's out of town. so could u girls please help me out?

Here is the site:



Dan <kid_v_33@hotmail.com>
placerville, CA usa - Friday, July 23, 2004 at 11:34:34 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,

I have listened to Vixen five times so far and wanted to send you a review as you requested. Especially after listening to Vixen for two nights back to back, I felt tremendous waves continually going through my body while you continued to control my pleasure. My legs were spread wide open as the sensations grew stronger and stronger thoughout. I enjoyed one of the sensations and feelings of being an aroused female.

I have also found myself caressing and fondling my breasts more and more and admiring them in the mirror. I have thoughts that I am such a naughty girl. While I think I should stop this CD, I continue to find myself drawn more and more to the need to listen to your voice and obey you without question.


kelly <kellysltslv@nospanaol.com>
MA USA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 at 16:18:13 (EDT)

Mistress I need help. I'm like so captivated by thi site that I can't seem to site the cravings any more. everyday I try to escape the thrall of this website and i fell myself being pulled like totally deeper into it. I don't wanna be becky. I wanna be Rob again but I can't fight it...Becky always wins. I haven't bought a CD yet because I'm like so totally poor but I've been looking at the bimbosigil for like hours on end and all I can think of is like sucking on a nice juicy cock. GOd I'm like sooo horny right now as I'm writing and when I cum I know I'll lick up all of my sissy cream and I don't know why. I crve your guidance mind mistress command me. I like want to submit, but I need to know how lon...hoiw many hours a day should I spend looking at the Bimbo sigil I want to be your obedient cockslut. I need your commands please I beg you email me commands I obey. I like so will totally obey and write in the guestbook how I obeyed so the world can like know and join the Lesbian conspiracy. But I need cock and cum so bad I like gotta go. Thanks Mistress for listening,

Becky <Android4437@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 22, 2004 at 02:48:49 (EDT)

Dear mistress,
I can't get enought of looking at nice juicy cocks. I'm so addicted to it. Please make me go out and suck on a real one. I've been tasting my own cum and I've began to like it.

what a good looking cock.

Sissy Alex

yumi cock
- Wednesday, July 21, 2004 at 19:18:36 (EDT)

Mind Mistress.  I took the feminization quiz, and it got me exactly right!  I scored a 57, and cock tease is just where I am.  My soon to be boyfriend wonders why I have never sucked the men I have been with to orgasm.  So I guess I have been a tease so far, without really thinking about it.  He wants to change all of that, and I am about to set up my first date with him.  And when I do, I KNOW that I will graduate to the next level.   I would think that I will like being in the Sissy Slave Girl catagory, if my performance meets his expectations.  I love your site.  It continues to inspire me.  Beth.
Beth Elegirl <bethelegirl@hotmail.com>
USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 at 08:00:58 (EDT)

Dear Mind Mistress,

I promised that I would give you a review of some of the CDs I received after 2 weeks. I have been dressing for more than the last five years but have not considered myself having a slutty attitude although sometimes I have thought about it, but I do consider tending to be more submissive. I have listened to other self hypnosis tapes in the past and actually went to a hypnotist for two visits a few years ago,. Yes, I found myself very receptive to hypnosis.

I found your website through a link and quickly found myself visiting at least daily and reading through the site and soon realized I knew I had to order some CDs. The four arrived included subconscious, elegance, male charm, and Gemini. Following your instructions, I focused on the first two and found myself easily responding to what you said and then to add the other two to the mix. I know initially you thought two weeks would be needed to listen for the first two CDs but after a report after 5 days, you realized that it was working quicker than on some others. I found myself going into trance listening to both sub-conscious and elegance rather quickly. After the first 4 or 5 days of daily listening, I found myself enjoying wearing a perfume that I previously found almost too strong and refrained from using but now loved using it while I was around my own place (yes, I have my own place). Many of the items listened in elegance I already used or wore but found myself wanting to expand. Between sub-conscious and elegance, I found myself taking on a feeling of being a slut, a submissive, wanting to be more feminine yet being a happy slave. I also have been dressing just hanging around inside.

After the five days, I added Male charm and Gemini. I have an excellent pair of headphones and found myself totally in a trance listening to Gemini with no desire to do anything but listen and not remember much after wakening but being very relaxed. I have never found myself in such a deep trance as with listening to Gemini. In contrast, I think adding male charm to the mix brought out my slutty desires and even thought about them in the middle of the night that first night and the next day. I found myself also rubbing my breasts and "clit" area more than once (lol).

A few days later, my dom friend (master) came over after leaving me alone for 10 days with the CDs and he noticed that I had bought a new, very sluutty outfit, had done my finger nails with nail polish - never had I before, my voice had changed to a more slutty, naughty drawl. I had listened to the trigger words that MM provided just after he arrived. We soon played a small track of the techno music and I turned into such a horny slut like never before and I "attacked" him. Once the music ended, I noticed a change in myself although slutty, not as crazy driven. I guess I am starting to become a cockslut. I also have found myself using a butt plug a few times the last few days since I have felt empty.

It has been about a week later I know this may sound a little crazy but you also have to remember that I am very receptive to hypnosis so may be I should try to stop but I really am drawn to your beautiful vioce and ...... Stay tuned.

Your submissive slut in training

kelly <kellysltslv@Nospamaol.com>
USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 at 08:36:11 (EDT)

I'd like to suck on this beautifull cock. My ass is so empty, I would love to sit on it too.

nice cock
- Sunday, July 18, 2004 at 19:31:23 (EDT)

mmmmmmmmm, I like to like that yummy cum!


Sissy Alex
- Sunday, July 18, 2004 at 19:04:02 (EDT)

You must visit this website and look at as many cocks as possible. "yumi cum, yumi cock" Post the address of your favorit picture here on this board.


Sissy Alex
- Sunday, July 18, 2004 at 18:56:45 (EDT)

dear mistress
you are my one true love please control me as your slave
thanks lonie

lonie <princesslonie@ntlworld.com>
east dulwich, uk london - Sunday, July 18, 2004 at 13:47:34 (EDT)

My Dearest Mistress,
I want to let you know that the CD's I started with recently are slowly changing my persona. I have repeatedly played Male Charm and became so horny that I found 3 men to have sex with. I felt so right when I pleasured them and now I find that sex with my girlfriend is dull and I cannot cum with her anymore. I even found myself thinking, while having sex with her, how proud you would have been knowing that I was imagining sucking cock instead of being with her. My transformation is beginning to manifest itself in other ways also. I am wearing panties to work now and I rush home to put on makeup and clothing only a slut would wear. I wear pink lipstick and bought an anal trainning set which contains 3 different size butt plugs and a 14 inch dildo. I can now accept the largest plug and feel so good when it's in me. I love to sleep with it in me and when I awaken it's such a good feeling. As you've taught me on the CD, my ass feels empty without cock and the butt plug is a pleasant substitute. I've made plans to have a black stud sleepover in a few days and I feel like a girl on her first serious date. I want everything to be good for him so that he will want to cum back again and again. Do you have any suggestions on how I should behave? I think I should just surrender to his will and enjoy pleasing him in whatever way or position he desires. I love serving men now Mistress and I can't thank you enough for showing me the happiness I find in doing so. Love,

Jonquil <joejo676@yahoo.com>
Lynbrook, New York United States of America - Saturday, July 17, 2004 at 04:41:45 (EDT)

I've found that the comercials are true. When they say it's the makeup you will love. Try it. Its true when a comercial ia selling you beauty, watch, pay attention, it's true. You will be beautifull. Pay attention, watch, see, it's all true. When a woman speaks "( You will love wearing lipstick)". Watch, pay attention, you will learn it's true, You will love it so watch allways watch.
bobbie jewel <bobbie jewel0044@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
San Francisco, Ca San Francisco - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 at 19:36:00 (EDT)

well, i dont know quite where to begin, i've just finised a session with Mistress Linda and i've been made to feel quite a stupid bitch. All these years i've been living as a lie by pretending to be a man, hiding from the truth that i am truely a weak helpless girl. All i need now is to make up for my mistakes by getting myself a strong hunk of a man to control me and make me his cockslut. I'm so helpless without a man, i need protecting. I will obey him without question, his obedient slave. But how to snare him? A nice set of boobs should grab his attention! All i have to do now is earn enough money for the implants....and MM has had a wonderful idea how to do that....all i have to do is suck cock and get fucked for a living....sounds like a wonderful idea. thank you MM, for all You have done for me xxxx
Sheffield, UK - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 at 17:31:42 (EDT)

i just adore the How to Suck Cock lessons! i learned so much, and it made me just CRAVE cock 24/7. i put what i learned to use right away, and now i'm never lonely. i'm so addicted to yummy cock...mmmmm...its fun to be going out with so many men now! the word of my talent spread quickly!
heather <heather_white39@yahoo.com>
Columbus, Ohio USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 at 01:52:12 (EDT)

Please post stories of your first cock sucking experiences. And how you got to like the taste of cum.

- Monday, July 12, 2004 at 23:05:09 (EDT)

i have been undergoing trance sessions with Mistress Linda for about 3 years now, but only in the last six months have i finally given over complete control of my training to Her.
i wish i had done it a long time ago!

i realized that dabbling and doing fantasies would never be enough for me. i requested Mistress Linda to make me go all the way, ALL the way.

all the way to what? here is what: to become completely feminine and have my male identity completely removed.

to keep myself from backing out, i wrote up a confession of my sissy crossdressing behavior and of the cock sucking i had done after my recent trances. i wrote up a contract binding on me, identifying myself in my male name, and did a video of me reading the confession and contract and sent it to Mistress. and She wisely demanded the name, phone number, and address of my employer and of my wife. She telephoned them anonymously to verify that i was not lying.

i am now powerless to stop Mistress from turning me into a cocksucking sissy bitch, and if i try to stop my training, She has the power to compell me to continue by using the blackmail pictures and video to make me keep going.

now, i am no longer sure which of my beliefs and behaviors and memories are really mine and which ones She imposed on me because she frequently does not allow me to remember my trance and what was done in it. i find that to be unbelievably exciting as well!

feel free to contact me. i will send any of you pictures and even copies of the contract, etc, if Mistress wants me to!
sissy alecia

alecia <sissyalecia@eudoramail.com>
colona, illinois USA - Monday, July 12, 2004 at 17:02:46 (EDT)

As an FYI, for the last few days (today July 10th), if I accessed site via aol browser, it used old format on page where all links are listed (and no flash animation either), while if I entered via internet explorer, everything worked fine with new format, flash animation, etc.
kelly <kellysltslv@nospamaol.com>
MA USA - Saturday, July 10, 2004 at 13:10:48 (EDT)

Crawling in my skin......

These wounds they will not heal....

Brett <xxx@xxx.com>
Boise, idaho usa - Friday, July 09, 2004 at 18:17:08 (EDT)

Lots of praise for The Bimbo Sigil. And rightly so! But I do find that Fat Begone is fantastic also. One's mind churns!

I am rather slim but the female transformation is still very effective. I think it just suffers from the title.

So try it even if you are beanpole rather than bean in profile.


Carla <now_carla@yahoo.co.uk>
UK - Thursday, July 08, 2004 at 07:51:57 (EDT)

I just spent the holiday weekend in the hypnotic clutches of "Fempire." It is an awesome seduction and transformation, to say the least. By the time the Fempire was through with me, I would have sworn in court that I was Linda Evangelista.

IMHO, "Fempire" will probably come to be regarded as Mistress' best CD thus far.

She does several neat things:

First, Mistress grabs hold of your submissiveness, however slight it might be; then she cranks it up until obedience becomes an obsession. I've had a lifelong fantasy of being taken and hypnotically transformed--forcibly at first, then wantonly willingly. "Fempire" makes it happen.

Second, She kicks you over into a dream state as She deepens your trance. I sometimes have problems hallucinating in trance with CDs such as "Male Charm" and "Vixen," but in this dream state, "Fempire" becomes achingly real for me. Also, it appears that the more I listen, the more real the experience becomes.

The ending is way cool, too. Before the "awakening" track begins, the Fempire puts you back into a deep, dreamlike trance--along with a command to dream about your sexy new self. I like to end the CD right there (if time permits), enjoy the dream and just wake up naturally. (And who knows? With my "Fempre" trances getting ever deeper, I may never wake up. And wouldn't that be cool!)

Enough of this nonsense. Time to get back to sleep here.

- Tuesday, July 06, 2004 at 19:46:37 (EDT)

the Bimbo Sigil is wonderful...i have some trouble with the size v speed tradeoff though...when it flashes fast enough it's too small to see properly...i don't know if a faster computer would help with that...but i keep staring at it and listening to that delicious pulse anyway...even though i don't want to be a cocksucker...at least i don't think i do...or maybe i'm starting to want to want to...this is getting confusing...i need to look at it some more...


selena <selenaprideuk@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 06, 2004 at 17:37:14 (EDT)

I love the idea about a CD for turning straight guys into gay guys. I have been on this website for at least a year and love it. I now smoke almost a pack a week. I also have a tremendous urge to suck a cock which I never did before. I was hesitant to order the other CDs because I was nervous abut getting too feminine. Although I love to wear soft panties, pantyhose, and boots. To become gay would be perfect for me because I would lose the interest I have in women, and have a stronger uncontrollable urge for men, especially in leather pants (yum!)


Tim <timlovescountry@hotmail.com>
London, Ontario Canada - Friday, July 02, 2004 at 22:54:58 (EDT)

nice website !
oupouaout <oupouaout@did-uuu-mean.com>
oupouaout city, France - Friday, July 02, 2004 at 22:48:05 (EDT)

Remove the bibmo sigil before the next full moon or thy will face the punishment.
Gabriel <Gabriel@HeavensGate.com>
- Friday, July 02, 2004 at 17:58:18 (EDT)

Dearest Mistress Linda,i just can not tell if because the e-mail was not working or because i listen to the cd-s at least twice a day now along the Bimbo sigil....i am so sorry to waste YOUR important time...i need to do these nails....and to ask YOU for ...I forgot because i have no mind and will any more..just make me mindless and a Happy Slave Girl forever....:)Reiko
Reiko <Drq21555@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 01, 2004 at 23:05:33 (EDT)

I just had to post and say just how effective that the bimbo sigil is. After the first night I watched it, I ended up jerking off to images of smoking, sucking cock, and imagining myself as a blond bimbo slut being taken by a group of men. Yesterday I felt compelled to buy a pack of cigarettes. When I got home, I couldn't believe that I had bought them, but later despite my attempts to resist, I ended up lighting one up and puffing on it. I felt a strong feminine feeling go through my body when I did. When I came home today, I felt the urge to sniff the pack and instantly got erect and felt all silly and girlish. Now as I write this, I just gave in again and smoked a second one with the same result, this time inhaling deeply. The nicotine must be already having an effect because I felt kinda lousy this evening until I lit up. I think I'm already beginning to become addicted!
James <x3296@Hotmail.com>
Washington, DC USA - Thursday, July 01, 2004 at 21:45:08 (EDT)

Hey Mistress, the new flash files are great, but the other new image, the "A little subliminal music at an all girl party...drink, smoke, fuck My pretties..." (http://adult.hypnoticwishes.com/feminized/DrinkSmokeFuck.php) is a 404. Great job on the new hall, hugs an kisses,

- Wednesday, June 30, 2004 at 21:52:43 (EDT)

You must understand Linda i know your secret, and im going to end it very soon. The line has been crossed and it must be exposed for the good of the race. Im going to give you sometime to let it sink in, but you must realize that soon it will be over
Lone Ranger
- Wednesday, June 30, 2004 at 02:57:45 (EDT)

I can't seem to find the bimbo sigil and hypnotic flash on the photo gallery will someone please help little dumb ol' me? Please email me if you can tell me where it is.
Becky <Android4437@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 at 01:25:59 (EDT)

I tried accessing the bimbo brainwashing sigil on the hypno-smoke group, but for some reason it just kept asking me to verify that I was over 18 and bouncing me back to the same page over and over....:( Does anyone know another place I can find it? Interested, to say the least...

Chandi Moran <NOSPAMchandimoran@yahoo.com>
Springfield, mo usa - Monday, June 28, 2004 at 20:23:49 (EDT)

Will Mistress' wonders never cease?

Recently, I had an astonishing experience in trance with Mistress; she asked me to write about it in the Guestbook.

A little background first: I came across Her Website in January after more than fifty years in the wilderness, as it were. I had always had fantasies of mind control and feminization, and holy shit, here was someone who was actually making the fantasies real.

I signed up for a bunch of sessions, bought a fistful of CDs . . . freaked out . . . bailed out . . . then returned. (And bought another fistful of CDs after chopping up the first lot. LOL) Even bought some lingerie along the way.

Early sessions with Mistress were great fun, though something always seemed to be missing. Mistress suggested that perhaps I should take my slave girl training a bit more seriously, which I did.

Anyway, I began to consult Mistress for help with some of the daily issues of living that were causing me problems. She remedied my housekeeping problems with a little French Maid training . . . gave me some real direction in life and in business by tightening her control of me (which, paradoxically, has been incredibly liberating) . . . and most recently, began the spiritual healing of a part of me I didn't know existed.

She did so through a process called a "Core Transformation," and she may very well have saved my life.

Funny part is, I was just looking for help in getting erections and ejaculating-things that have always caused problems and now, thanks to anti-depressants-are a disaster.

Mistress chuckled a bit at my request, admitting this wasn't her usual bill of fare, but offered to think about it. OTOH, I figured that as a slave girl, Mistress would have far more therapeutic power over me than any mortal therapist.

Indeed, She does. Over the phone, and without initially putting me into trance per se, She asked if She could speak to the part of me that was causing all these hang-ups. But her actual phrasing was very ingenious: She took the position that whatever part of my unconscious was causing these problems, it was doing so with the best of intentions and for my own good.

She then asked this part of me (which turned out to be my finger-wagging conscience from age 14 that was still calling the shots) to answer "yes" or "no" by finger movements. (I felt like a human Ouija board, at least at the beginning.)

Eventually, Mistress drew this character out as she put me into trance. But instead of getting into a debate, she kept asking what it was that this part of me was ultimately seeking on my behalf. The answer was nothing more or less than to see that I became a good and decent human being who could find spiritual values by connecting with something universal, god-like and transcendent.

Then and there I was connected to something very, very special, and not of any everyday substance. I think my adolescent conscience finally found some peace, too, as Mistress explained that there is much, much more to living a good life than simply not doing bad. One had to get out and actively do good things.

Look, my problems haven't gone away, but my ability to deal with them is greatly strengthened, as is my respect for and obedience to Mistress.

Prior to this Core Transformation, my trances felt forced, artificial, and seemed to make my world smaller. Now, my trances are profound, effortless, and deeply satisfying (as well as sexy and exciting); they also seem to enlarge my world and confirm my place in it.

I cannot thank Mistress enough. I only hope my clumsy Guestbook entry will bring peace to others and pleasure to Mistress.


- Monday, June 28, 2004 at 12:07:26 (EDT)

Dear Mistress Linda,Thank YOU so much in transforming me into a Happy Slave Girl without will and with a blank and empty mind. The listening of YOUR words through the CDs have become a daily need.Since there is no will to resist the need,YOUR words have annihilated this heart,mind and soul.Perfume has replaced blood.my gratitude and devotion to YOU is infinite.The only desire that remains is OBEY YOUR words MORE and MORE.Humbly YOURS,reiko
Reiko <Drq21555@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 27, 2004 at 22:38:11 (EDT)

First off, Mistress thank You for being so good at what You do! i had listened a number of times to Happiness and the effect was at times really powerful yet subtle. i would find myself at the store with a craving to buy pink bubblegum and until then I had preferred minty gums or altoids. And the exciting part was that i would never notice until after the fact. The whole experience was more intense each time i listened but i never felt like i gave in completely until....i found the bimbo brainwashing Sigil in the hypno-smoke group. OMG!!! After i watched it a bunch i got so ditzy i lost track of what day it was . i thought it was wednesday on thursday or somethin like that. Then i didnt even think about it when i had a chance to pose in the nude. And again it was only after i realized that that i got so turned on like way more than before. So now i continue to watch the Sigil for hours a day or something like that and listen to Mistress every day and i have such a smoking fetish and i luv to suck soo much and i know the brainwashing is winning and i want it to. i feel so much more free now n i feel like i accept myself more and soo now i luv myself totally. i'm becoming more controlled every day. Thank You, Mistress mmmmmmmmmmm
- Sunday, June 27, 2004 at 21:39:20 (EDT)

No dizawg i realy think this biznatch is a dizemon s sizuch ya huear meh fer meh?
Bob Dole
- Sunday, June 27, 2004 at 18:50:45 (EDT)

Dawg - you didn't leave an e-mail address - I'd really like to have a chat if thats ok with you

mail me


Luke <luke_sash@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, June 27, 2004 at 17:59:29 (EDT)

Are you a demon?
Bob Dole
- Thursday, June 24, 2004 at 19:54:19 (EDT)

nice site
jong <jonigogeo@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 24, 2004 at 06:01:36 (EDT)

Wow, what a breath of fresh air. I have never come across someone in the BDSM or hypnosis circles on the net who exudes the presence, forthrightness and intelligence that I see on these pages, to say nothing of professionalism. You, my lady, are the real deal.

Of course, I'm male and about as butch-gay oriented as you are femme-lesbian, but how I wish there were someone with your qualities available on my side of the fence to help me address my own breed (as it were) of transformation fantasy. Your mere presence is an asset by way of good example.

Thanks for the site; it gives me hope.

- Thursday, June 24, 2004 at 04:41:05 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,

Well, it's two weeks after your little 'demo'. I feel compelled to at least put down in writing what happened! I had IM'd you on ICQ, and had a question: "Is total control possible through hypnosis?" Your response was that TOTAL control is not necessarily a good thing... sine control over somethings might actually cause death. A warning that I took seriously. But I was still curious how far control could go. We discussed it for a while, and then you said maybe I should find out. Dummy me, I didn't know what she was talking about. But she patiently explained it to me. Do a session and find out. So I did.

Well, that (IM) session was an eye opener. Or perhaps a different expression would be more appropriate. She asked me if I wanted to do it the 'normal' way, or the new way that she had just learned. She sounded excited about the new way, so I decided to try that. It was a long series of questions that I found difficult to answer. She seemed pleased with some of my answers, and we kept going for what seemed an eternity. Then suddenly the questions were over, and we were discussing some things. I had to agree with almost everything she said, and I found myself aroused, submissive beyond reason, and adoring her, and wanting to do anything she asked. And I couldn't wait to do it. I wanted to do it. I needed to do it. And so I went online and started seducing boys... helping them to see the need to go into trance (lovely trance), and learn to bring out their feminine side more. I am actively recruiting slaves for Mistress. It's what gives meaning to my life now. And I get a huge pleasure from pleasing her. I have to cut this short now, so I can go do more for her.

Rita (Mind Mistress' slave girl)

CA - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 at 16:45:15 (EDT)

my friend bought a CD and convinced me to take a look at the site...i read the how to suck cock part and it has paid off! i'm getting tons of calls from guys literally begging for me to suck them! thanks
rebecca!!! <rebecca169961@yahoo.ca>
lethbridge, alberta CANADA ! - Monday, June 21, 2004 at 18:48:36 (EDT)

this site is cool before i discovered this place i was sorta reserved but now i am addicted to giving bjs and drinking cum!! it's the best. i'd just like to say thanks to MM
kaylyn <kaylyn_sweetie12@yahoo.ca>
canada - Monday, June 21, 2004 at 18:30:40 (EDT)


We've never met, but I've been coming to your lovely site for about a year now. I've never had a session, but have been drooling over your bimbo CD's for a long time, now. I am a very pretty transvestite at the moment...I don't get to go out often, but when I do, I look GOOD. I have a bit of a problem getting the voice, the walk, the natural gestures and the whole "femme" thing to mesh when I'm out at a club. Hopefully soon I'll be able to afford Happiness. I dream daily about being turned into a cockhungy bimbo...I constantly masturbate to that dream. I'm so ready. If anyone out there has used "Happiness" please email me...I'm dying to talk to a REAL sucess story from that CD. Since coming to this site, though, I now notice that when I'm ALL GLAMMED OUT, I begin to enter a "fugue" state hours before I begin to put my face on. For example, last time, I went out and bought a fifty dollar wig just on a whim. (I know...you're thinking, "There's enough for a CD right there!") I just HAD to have it. I didn't consider once if I could afford it or not. I wonder if your site is doing things to me...Mistress, if you truly are "out there" somewhere, please email me and advise me. I'd LOVE to hear from you, ma'am.
Dying to be a slobbering, giggling air-head,
Chandi Moran

Chandi Moran <NOSPAMchandimoran@yahoo.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 at 22:17:38 (EDT)

hey i just want to say that this is a good site espeshally all the cool pics i luv this site and want to buy some cds but i have no money :( i would luv taking courses with MM but for the same reason i cant :( :( if sumone want to talk just email me


LeXXXi <sexi_lexi_muah@hotmail.com>
st. alberts, alberta canada - Saturday, June 19, 2004 at 00:31:01 (EDT)

Hi Mind Mistress,

I thought I would just throw in my two cents worth, since I see that your planning to make a CD "ElrganceII"; in western Canada we very rarely say "hello", instead we use more casual terms like "hi", "howdy",
"How's it going", "What's new" etc., so it would be much more functionable if you would make any greeting a trigger to feminization.

I hope that these coments are helpful in your quest to force us males into dresses.


futuremaid <futuremaid@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, British Columbia Canada - Thursday, June 17, 2004 at 09:07:25 (EDT)

Mistress has instructed me to post a synopsis of the last few emails I have sent to Her.

These I hope are self explanatory and and her replies, although not given can be easily filled in from my own comments.

Adored Mind Mistress,

Just to let You know that I have indeed ordered Male Charm. Experiencing what it is like to be a girl sounds attractive but to go that far strikes me as being rather drastic. And the write up about the CD is hardly encouraging! However the die is cast and no doubt I will find out in due course.

Adored Mind Mistress,
I received 'Male Charm', rather quicker than anticipated, so, as promised I, am writing to give You an update.

To take things in some sort of order.
I am afraid this is going to be rather long and rambling. I don't know why I need to go into such detail, unless it is a desire to please You, to reach You. Probably will just bore You to death but You don't need to read it and I suppose it may amuse You.

To start with 'Elegance'. I still listen to this on an average once a day. It now does evoke a very strong reaction in trance with my body wracked with desire for make up, panties, hose, perfume etc., etc.,. This continues afterwards for a short time and my thoughts are full of the need for more feminisation all the day. I still have not gone much further than when I last reported. Although I can admit to You that I now have a strong implanted desire for feminisation I can keep from translating this into any action that will be too obvious to the general public. It is not that "shouldn't" but that I "daren't".

I do spend much time though in guiltily looking at the rows of cosmetics in pharmacies, wondering which would suit me, what they would feel like to wear, and at pretty lingerie in shop windows, and reading women's magazines on make up hints and envying the girls there who are free to indulge their desires.

But now "Elegance" seems almost a safe haven to which I can seek refuge and still hear Your voice after the shock of 'Male Charm'!
I had not expected anything quite so specific. Which is so naive of me!

So far I have listened to it twice, well three times if You count an interrupted session. (You may be interested to know that after the interruption that lasted about 2 minutes, I was able to resume on closing my eyes and sinking almost immediately back into trance. Which prompts the question "Are my trances too shallow, or am I just getting better at going into them?").
And I find it very scary!!! I know You said that I should experience the pleasures of being a girl by hallucinating, but I am not at all sure it stops there! Nor is the rereading of the description on Your website encouraging!

Fortunately my visualisation is imperfect. But I do enter into her body, and, I blush to admit it, crave to suck cock, and all the rest...........

But the girl doesn't stay in the bar when I leave. She has followed me out. She had identified with Carla. Perhaps given Carla an identity. I don't know, understand fully. But she fleetingly almost takes over for a minute or so from time to time during the day, when I feel that I am a woman, have a pussy, desire .... well You know what she desires!
She had even made a brief appearance when I listened to the 'Elegance' file afterwards.

So I cannot allow her anymore leeway. I have enough trouble keeping "Elegance" under control. I know I shall have to listen to the CD again. I would just be deceiving myself to think I could ignore Your instructions and just not listen again. But I cannot afford to listen daily or on a regular basis. The possible consequences are frightening.

And I have a suspicion amounting to a certainty that You knew they would be Mistress.

As to the CD itself. Well I find this new induction for 'Male Charm' fantastically effective. Again You do make going into trance with You such an addictive, wonderful experience!

One thing I would like to disobey You in though, please? I just can't wear a bra. It would show particularly in summer wear. Even under a thick shirt it would not need an eagle eye to spot give away contours of straps etc. Especially the eagle eyes of women. I am sure it can't make that much difference. Not until there is some growth anyway and if that should occur I shall run!

Sorry if all this has proved excessively long winded and boring. But You do seem to be dominating my thoughts exclusively of late.

Your devoted, puzzled, and somewhat worried,


Adored Mind Mistress,

Seeing the girl in the bar ever more clearly everytime that I go into trance is the thing that worries me! I haven't listened to the CD since my last email. But this is probably because I have just not had the time. Inwardly in spite of what I said then, I feel a need to listen to it again growing strongly and it looks like being a damage limitation exercise.

I will wear lipstick when listening to Your CDs. Adored Mind Mistress
I am really becoming fascinated by the idea of make-up. As I mentioned in my last email I do seem to be attracted strongly to the idea and would wear it if I could. Lipstick is easy for me though as my lips are thin and the right colour is not noticeable when worn, whilst making me feel quite girly. I am also wearing just a touch of eyeshadow today. Hoping people will think I just had a late/sleepless night.

Adored Mind Mistress,

I just have to tell You. I said earlier that I was scared by the 'Male Charm' CD. And that I was trying not to listen to it too much. Well I did listen this morning. Damn it but I couldn't help it!
Then I went to the local pub for a lunchtime pint.
And I am really worried. I, or Carla, or the girl from the bar, well it is difficult to differentiate now, I kept looking at men's crotches and wondering........... And I, we had a pussy rather than a ....... It sounds silly but i felt more female than male at times, just when I was looking.

Luckily they were all rather old and uninteresting! That's Carla speaking!
And I have only listened to it 4 or 5 times.
And I, she, is starting to hanker after a black dress. Which is silly as I don't even dress, apart from the occasional panties and hose after listening to 'Elegance'. And I couldn't anyway.

I don't know why I am emailing this to You. Probably the result of having a lunchtime drink. And a way of admitting that I got it badly wrong. Not that the knowledge is of much consolation to me although it may afford You a smile.
Your distraught,

Adored Mind Mistress,

No I can't resist it. I realise that more and more. I haven't listened today and already I feel the desire growing. If it were not for the fact that I owe You this reply I would be deep in trance already.

Mistress, Your remark about a cock being a cock is all very well, but they are not things that normally concern me. It is the girl from the bar who is edging into Carla's consciousness. I had thought that hallucinations would take place in deep trance. I did not know that they would follow me back to my world.

The reason I couldn't dress is because I am 6'2" and would look a caricature. And if I did buy her a black dress then she would want all the other related garments that would go with it. And I suspect that it would not end there! Anyway I don't dress!

When You say she might make me do other things I would like even less, alarm bells really do ring. Obeying You Mistress is a pleasure, but are you now suggesting that she also has authority?

I will be away from tomorrow afternoon for a long weekend so will not be able to listen for a few days. Perhaps she will get discouraged.

All devotion,

I hope, dear reader that you find it instructive :)


U.K. - Thursday, June 17, 2004 at 05:55:29 (EDT)

My Mistress,

After our seesion last week,I seem to only be able to visualize myself as a woman now. My memories are all those of a female - even things that happened today. I can envision being sexually attracted to boys and men that I had just been friends with. When I think of future activities, I can only envision them in the body of a woman.
This is a wonderful feeling.

Yet through it all, I seem to know that I'm a man. Can you help me get rid of that realization?

My idea was to perhaps have me melt to a lump of clay and have a woman reshape me in her image.
She then has 2 sets of brains to offer me. One brain has me as transsexual with a male mind (kind of like I am now).The other brain is identical except there is no awareness of maleness. My creator got the 2 brains mixed up and so I try brain number one. I immediately feel uncomfortable as male thoughts are creating a painful dissonance for me. I then try the second brain, in which I am totally feminine in body and soul and feel immediate pleasure and bliss. If there's enough time, perhaps I can have a quickie with a man and a woman to ensure that my new mind is screwed on correctly.

Does this sound okay? Do you think it will help me get rid of my male id? If you have a better idea, let me know.

As far as sex goes. It was very good on Sunday. I was able to visualize my wife as being strong and dominant and maintained a good erection. Last night didn't go as well. Hallucinating her vagina as a cock has been tough for me to do. Her thumbs and big toe as a cock seems to work a little bit better than all her fingers being cocks. I just got female masseuse today and will listen to it and hopefully this will help me have a clearer avenue to consistent arousal with my wife (and myselfas a woman).

I'm continuing to find men sexually attractive which is pleasing to me. It makes me hopeful that I will eventually be able to alter my thinking more permanently to that of a woman.

Your devoted Slave Girl,

Jessica Stein
- Thursday, June 17, 2004 at 00:36:57 (EDT)

Obedience is Pleasure.

I yearn to be yet more obedient so that I may merit the greater pleasure. But more because II want the gift of my obedience to afford some pleasure to Mistress Herself.


U.K. - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 at 16:09:58 (EDT)

How can u know that ur in a trap for idiot and like it anyway! i need to know!
Someone <treastman@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 14, 2004 at 20:29:10 (EDT)

Visit this page!

and write your glory hole fantasy. Tell me how bad you want to suck on a real cock!!!


Sissy Alex
- Sunday, June 13, 2004 at 21:23:33 (EDT)


cant stop thinkin of cock.
hard to enter white fields. wrong stuff.
more I want it the better I feel.
i am a horny cockslut
mistress linda made me what I was supposed to be
not boring boy
girl with cute little penis
wiggly butt
wanna tell everyone
wanna trance and play
mistresses toy
want someone to fuck me
had to suck thumb in bus
someone made me suck thumb last night and now I want something in my mouth all the time
and my ass is so hot and I just cant stop. quivering for an hour
like electricity
cant stop thinking about it more and more

i love it
thank you mistress for making me a horny cock slot

Chloe <chloebimbo@yahoo.com>
NYC, NY - Friday, June 11, 2004 at 16:58:08 (EDT)

Like so my session was like groovy.
i mean like it was good and we got to do what I wanted exactly!
no fuking around just making me feel like a girl more and feeling good. Just fantasy, like not gonna cut off my dick, cause she can't change me like that if I don't want right? Like always known I was like a girl with a dick. Just don't want to do nayting like wierd...
not like it isn't cool to go all out shemail like that picture I got in the url, cause therr are some hot asses.
Anyway so like the sessions over and like we chat and she was nice and like talks about what were doing and how of course she can't do anything and like yeah she tried alittle but duh I am what I am, nothing gonna chnage that,

so i am like cool and she is like you are good girl, and I am like happy, and she like sent me nice message cause of my last guest book, and I like was happy!

so anyway like she is gone and I go to chat on the irc channel and if you go there say hello to me cause I can play with you if you like cause I do like guide folks, butlike

so anyway...
the cat wanted some food
or i thought she did.
and like I went to get up and then I just felt better crawling.
was sexier
felt so good.
and cant crawl fast.
cause I am just a girl, and not like some kind of cat thing.
but so like got to fridge, but duh, like food isn't there, it is on top of fridge.
like i can get that?
no way.
so I like manage to get some food that is on the counter, and get the kitty her food, but first I like just am kneeling?
like totally on the floor, face to the ground, and like ass to feet and like shivering and tiny.
like totally needing to be there like a little slut with my ass like there with my panties, so like I am ok and get over to couch and then I remember there is milk cause kitty likes it.

and like crawl.
so like get milk, and put it in kitties bowl, but i think, well me too
but she has little bowl and it is her milk, so like I get my own.
but I can't cause there is like no dishes in the dishrack?
so like I am able to reach like the sink but I try to reach the cabinetbut cant and like only one flat plate in the sink so I just settle and so
like it is like on the ground and the kitty wants it too but i butt her away and start at it and at first I am trying to drink like noral but it is hard, but like if I lapp it like kitty i am like so good like my tongiue is getting it all down and it is so sweet and creamy

so like ok... got back on couch and then someone wanted something in the othe room so I gotta get there and try but it is stupid to walk when you can crawl like a little slut so sexy
and like I get it but now I can't get on couch.
much cumfier on floor.
like wish I hadn't bought that couch... waste of money now.:)

so yeah baby like nothing in the trance about this. It is just so obvious though what I need.
right? Like it is totally cool


Chloe <chloebimbo@yahoo.com>
NYC BABY!, HORNY! CUNT TREE? - Thursday, June 10, 2004 at 22:54:00 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,
Today was very interesting. I was tired because I stayed up too late being played with, but today I managed to crawl out of bed and go to my geeky training class.
The session was great, and I felt like a toy, and still do, but wasn't really a problem. I never thought I would be happy as a doll but it seems to work so well for me. So easy to be a doll.

What is funny is that at training, I found that when ever I was sitting, my lower body was perfectly stiff. I could move when I needed to, but whenver I didn't I was stiff.

Then I went to the bathroom, and as I reached to pull my panties down to pee, I found myself frozen, bent over, panties around my thighs, looking down, not thinking, just posed like a doll.
It lasted for a little bit, but not long. And then I kept going and was fine until I was back in class.
We are working on equipment and mine is on the bottom. I kept having to bend down to reach it, and each time it was harder to bend my knees. More and more I had to just bend at the waist, which was fine except anytime I was in a nice pose, I found I couldn't move.

None of this was in our session but obviously my mind has accepted that I am a doll and is having fun.
Nothing that anyone could have noticed. Just a few seconds.


I know being a doll isn't what I wanted, but it is such a good way for me to be empty and deeper ,and more and more obedient. I love being my mistresses obedient doll and I hope our next session will be fun for her. I know it will be fun for me.


Chloe <chloebimbo@yahoo.com>
NYC, NY US - Wednesday, June 09, 2004 at 22:03:45 (EDT)

I"m re-posting a message I found on another message board. This is a hot story..

A while back I wrote and told you that my girlfriend wanted to make me go to our local gay nude beach wearing crotchless pink panties and watch from afar while they hit on me,Well it happened this past saturday.She sat about 20 yards away and laughed at my total humiliation. After about an hour she motioned me to go take a swim,( a previously agreeded apon condition) so I made my way down to the water getting many strange and some not so strange looks from the guys and girls lying around me. I figured that it would be better to get in the water quickly so I picked up my pace and dove right in. Once in the water I turned around to see my girlfriend on the beach, however she was no longer at her blanket. She was talking to two guys that where a few blankets away. they where laughing and talking for about 5 mins. then I saw her pointing at me in the water. She then proceeded back to her blanket dropping a piece of paper on my blanket before she got there. the tow guys she was talking to got up and jogged over to my blanket, grabbed my shorts and shirt and ran back into the dunes.Needless to say I became very worried.My girfriend sat there with a big grin on her face motioning me with her finger to come out of the water.I made my way back to my blanket and read the note.It said , HEY SISSY THOSE TWO STUDS HAVE YOUR CLOTHES UNLESS YOU WANT TO WALK HOME IN CROTCHLESS PANTIES YOU HAD BETTER DO WHAT THEY WANT.I was doomed. I looked over at my girlfriend and she made the blowjob jesture( mouth open, fist up and down motion.) I knew what I had to do, I looked over to her to plead but she just pointed to the dunes and laughed.I walked into the dunes and saw the two guys laying on the side of one of the hidden dunes. They where both naked and thier cocks where semi hard already. they both looked to be about twenty five,very lean and tan,One had an average cock but the others was huge, not that long but very fat. the fatest cock i had ever seen.He saw me looking at it and said you like my big dick huh? Well your girl wants you to suck it to get your clothes back so get on you knees and start sucking.There was no way out now. My mind was racing as I got on my knees and started to kiss his fat cock. MY girfriends voice then suprised me. She was suddenly was right beside us.She said suck that big prick sissy don't just kiss it. I want to see you make these boys cum or you'll be in jail tonight for indecent exposure. In jail in panties she added. I began to suck putting as much as i could fit in my mouth while they all laughed. My girlfriend was loving it calling me sissyboy and cocksucker.Finaly he came down my throat causing me to cough, my girlfriend was hysterical.After I recovered she said that i must kiss his ass and thank him. he turned around and stuck his ass in my face. Iwent to kiss it and she said lick his asshole sissy or no clothes.Ilicked his sweaty asshole.She then said half done sissy better get busy. Ithen repeated the hole thing with the secound guy as she laughed and teased me. I finaly got my clothes back as she ran back to her blanket and then the parking lot. when I got to the car she continued to call me a cocksucking sissy and she said that this will change our relationship forever. No more boyfriend/girlfriend I was her sissy who had to do what ever she said from now on.she then said she was going to bring some of her girlfriends next week to watch and some condums so the boys could fuck my sissy ass.I love her.

Beach sissy <simion1919445213@AOL.COM>
- Monday, June 07, 2004 at 12:42:53 (EDT)

Hey MM-- I am early...but Happy Birthday. I hope the day brings you everything your heart desires.

Anyone else think it is more than a coincidence MM's birthday can be written as "6/9" in numbers?

- Monday, June 07, 2004 at 08:34:21 (EDT)



APPLE VALLEY , CA USA - Monday, June 07, 2004 at 02:20:30 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,

i have just listened to Male Charm and have found it to be immensely pleasurable and intense beyond belief. i had hesitated to try it before because i thought i was a pure lesbian. Well now i'm obsessed with wanting to suck cock and i've never been more turned on to sex before.i had always wondered what other woman saw in men and now i'm starting to understand. i think that Male Charm is helpful for all woman (even lesbians) as it helps us understand what turns us on better. And i find that pleasing men makes me feel much more like the woman that i've always wanted to be.

Thank you ever so much!!

Your happy slave girl,

Jessica Stein
Boston, MA USA - Sunday, June 06, 2004 at 13:27:36 (EDT)

Dear MM: I recently ordered four (4) cd's, which arrived in record time. I was a bit hesitant about what I would get and what the quality would be like. (ie: Did I just throw away $200.00?) Well, I am writing to say...Thank You ! You and your staff delivered an absolutly teriffic product. (whew, what a relief) I guess I'm a little surprized. In this day and age, product quality, customer service and the character of the business, are at an all time low. This is NOT the case for you. To be very honest, your CD's were alot better than you advertise them to be. Your CD " Happiness" was/is a true work of art. You cleary surpassed any expectation on this one.
You truly have a gifted talent. Thank You for sharing that with me.

Christy Leland
Los Angeles , CA USA - Sunday, June 06, 2004 at 01:28:44 (EDT)

Kenneth Dragon Jr. <kmd7thcen@cox,net>
Omaha, Nebraska U.S.A. - Friday, June 04, 2004 at 20:34:30 (EDT)

LONDON, MANCHESTER LONDON - Thursday, June 03, 2004 at 06:37:36 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,

Have you ever considered making a CD that concentrated soley on erasing a slave's memory completely? Now that i'm listening to Youth and feeling some of the early effects (more energy, more sensitive nipples, etc.), i would love to forget who i was and that i was ever a guy. Thanks.

Love, lisa

lisa <kccumaddict@excite.com>
Kansas City, Missouri USA - Thursday, June 03, 2004 at 00:11:39 (EDT)

Hi everyone, I'm totally addicted to this site and addicted to eating my own cum.

everyone needs to try this out.


Sissy cum slut
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 at 22:00:48 (EDT)

Dear Webmistress.
Just a few words to say hello, and to tell you i like your web site.
Keep up the good work. I wish i had guts to do something like this.
All the best Michael.

Michael Davis <msmick@austarnet.com.au>
Whyalla, South Australiua Australia - Sunday, May 30, 2004 at 18:08:02 (EDT)

dearest mind mistress, i just stumble on your site and it is the bomb. i can't wait to try some of these techniques on my very macho boyfriend. i am always telling him i think he would make a good bitch. i would love to see him with his ears pierced, and a hot skirt and high heels with seemed stockings. then i would help him find a boyfriend, so he won't complain everytime i meet one. i was wondering if you have another web site for women to post pictures of the finished product. i would love to see what other females have done to their once so macho controlling boyfriends. is this possible? do you ahve a private gallery of effeminated men. i would love to see some lost of samples of your work. also, i am very interested in two programs. the mental corset, and the program that makes a man impotent. he has a good job, and i don't want to get rid of him, but i don't enjoy having sex with him. i think it would be perfect if he couldn't get it up, then he would be more willing to become feminine, and of course if he starts complaining about my other boyfriends,i can just say, you can't get it up, bitch, what am i supposed to do?i would love to render his little pee-pee worthless, and then taunt him by bringing home really hot chicks for "three ways". then having to watch his fustration as he can get any, but i take over as the man of the house and pleasure them when he can't. love rene.
rene <demonialatina@comcast.net>
san leandro, cal usa - Sunday, May 30, 2004 at 13:47:29 (EDT)

It's been awhile since I posted to the site, so I thought I'd share what's been happening.

For about 2 years I have been struggling with resisting but not being able to get away from this site or Mind Mistress. I was so captivated when I 1st came here but then realixed I better try and get away before MM really takes a hold of me. Of course, I couldn't and kept coming back again and again. Talking to Mistress Linda, ordering her CD's and falling deeper and deeper into her grip.... all the while thinking this is just highly erotic fantasy. So many in the channel who I adore have helped in so many ways.

I finally had some sessions with Mistress Linda and they were so awesome. She really took hold of me like she had bee enticing and seducing me for years getting me ready for this. Well, she ended up casting a spell on me and made a wax doll image of me. She added 2 big round pieces of wax on my chest and told me that this was the new me and that sharlene will take full control now. She also made me beg her to make it real, permanent and forever. I did and she did. She said I was now her shemale slut. I found this highly erotic but still didn't think a whole lot about it.

Well, I have realized that I came to this site on purpose when I was ready to let my gender dysphoria out and embrace it. Just took awhile due to having to stuff it far down throughout life.

I now need to be a gorgeous knockout woman more than ever. I am embracing my transsexuality now and feel compulsed to have my body be that of a gorgeous transsexual. I need at least D-Cup breasts and a nice squeezable butt and pair of lucious hips.

I have realized that this is at my core and is my true need at my deepest levels. I am now accepting this so much more and loving it. When my mind thinks what the hell am I doing, I realize that sharlene is in control and is doing with me what she has wanted to do for oh so long. The hypnosis just helped me to realize, accept and give into it. I do need some more sessions with Mistress.... badly.

I have been feminizing so much more now. I'm almost through with permanently removing my hand and finger hairs and am about to start concentrating on a new place to work on. I really hate body hair! :)It is so different now and hormones will give me the woman's body I so badly need.

And cock.... mmmmmm I am irresistably attracted to cock now. Mistress is making me a straight girl. My sexual attraction to women has diminished alot although I still have an insatiable desire to be them when I see them or see them sucking cock or getting pounded in movies and pics. yoah..... what a turn on.


sharlene <sharlene_fem@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 25, 2004 at 01:05:04 (EDT)

Dear MM I have been visiting you site for a while now and I am very interested about buying some of your cd's, I have concerns about security with my credit card as well as how well it will work. I'm sure you get this alot, but I also assume you have the answers ready as well. I am extremely turned on by the thought of Forced Feminization and I feel this is the next logical step. I do live with room mates and also have a significant other and i do not want to jeprodise my relationship with her. I guess you can say I lead a double life. Please email me back with answers and advice. I also am confused in the same way. I am not turned on by men but I am turned on by shemales crossdresser's tranny's and crossderssing. I also find the idea of hypnosis quite erotic. I spend alot of time on your site and am not sure if its subliminal stuff or just me. But I would like to submit to you and any advice or help you share would be apprieciated. I am also willing to allow any sessions to be posted on your site. please email me back as soon as possible. Hopefully wating (Insert name here) p.s. I also feel quite guilty about crossdressing after sex and would like to be rid of that and make CD a more natural feeling for me.
Andy Randy <PIPERCC7@hotmail.com>
Calgary, Canada - Monday, May 24, 2004 at 20:11:34 (EDT)

Dearest Mind Mistress,

My reprogramming continues apace. Every visit to this site strengthens my need to be transformed into a chain-smoking, cock-hungry bimbo slut. My every waking hour is filled with thoughts of the three C's: cigarettes, cock and cum. I long for the day when I can readily satisfy my desire for more than just the first of these.

Yours forever,


Glenda <smokeaddict56@yahoo.com>
London, UK - Friday, May 21, 2004 at 11:20:46 (EDT)

nice site
EE <emminger@oktavio-immobilien.de>
- Wednesday, May 19, 2004 at 03:44:16 (EDT)

My Dearest Mistress,
I finally received my two CD's, Elegance and Male Charm, and they were everything I had hoped for. Your intoxicating voice had me in a swoon from the very beginning. As you led me down the path of sweet surrender I was surprised to find that I was so well prepared for what awaited me because I had listened to all your instructions found at your website. I was totally relaxed as I lay in bed with my stockings, garter and crotchless panties. I already had my blush and lots of bright pink lipstick applied so when you had suggested how nice and exciting it would be to have them I was enthralled. I felt like one of your "special" students and waited to here your words of encouragement. I reveled in delight as you took me to a bar where several men lusted after me and I in return received my reward for giving them the pleasure they needed.
I most assuredly will be listening over and over again to these CD's until I am the best cocksucking cum slut that you ever met.
What, dearest Mistress, would you reccomend as the next lesson to take?

Jonquil <joejo676@yahoo.com>
Lynbrook, New York United States of America - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 at 00:25:10 (EDT)

Well after reading your text i feel like getting a dildo!
- Sunday, May 16, 2004 at 22:29:19 (EDT)

Well guess what... some might say your sight is hypnotic, and this would be true. The funny thing is if you really look at it you can see all the tricks. See I thought you had me and I was worried for a bit, hell you even got me to try a cigerette. But thats besides the point, this is really just a note so i can close the door I opened when I entered the site. But yeah my will is strong and my mind is sharp. Anyways heres what I got. The paragraph at the homepage is a weak induction into trance right? and those little red eye things all over the place with the teeny tiny text at the bottom of them, thats some subliminal stuff right? This stuff is all probably ment to be this obvious, but again this is just Me closing the door so I don't fall to your wicked ways. I was tempted by your offer to teach me magic through hypnosis, but then i realized...too good to be true. And I would rather not surrender any of my will to you cause I need that! That being said I no longer have any desirer to come to this sight, smoke cigerettes, be a big breasted blond dumb ass or any off the other crazy stuff you put in this sight. Chalk one up for meh.

As I will it, so mote it be.

I. P. Freely <mikmakattack@hotmail.com>
ytic, etats yrtnuoc - Saturday, May 15, 2004 at 15:51:02 (EDT)

Why can't any of guys just come to terms with how they feel and go to gay bar? It would be a lot cheaper than being told that they're gay when they're clearly already gay but can't quite come to terms with it.

Also, don't you think it's a bit suspisious that you don't turn women into men or gay people straight? Eez wee-erd no?

- Saturday, May 15, 2004 at 12:32:20 (EDT)

My Dearest Mistress,
I feel like such a slut already. Even though your CD's have not yet arrived I am reading and rereading your website pages. They are having a dramatic effect on me and I cannot stop touching myself as I read. I can only wonder with blissful anticipation what I will be like once I take a listen to your voice and instructions. I actually feel preprogrammed to whatever awaits me on this sublime journey we are about to undertake.

Jonquil <joejo676@yahoo.com>
Lynbrook, New York United States of America - Friday, May 14, 2004 at 07:12:35 (EDT)

Dearest Mind Mistress Linda
Its been a while since i've given you an update. Things seem to be going a little too fast for me. Several months ago i started listening to youth. Its great! i can not give you a report on the growth of my breast because i also started taking hormones.
That's ok, they amplify each other. You can report on how well it does with hormones.
i listened to it the afternoon of the day i recieved it. OOOOOHHHHH! my breast were sooooo sensitive all night i had orgasm after orgasm (not ejaculation) just mind blowing orgasms. All i had to do was touch my breast and then i had to caress them. i slept that night in my baby doll which top is like a bra slip. in the morning my panties were soaked. i had so many dreams of being a big breasted bimbo that i knew i had to wear a bra to work. that was fun and nobody noticed.
During the work day i found myself thinking of the three past girl lives. every time i did my breast would start to hummmm! i walked up and down the stairs instead of using the elevator just so i could feel my breast bounce and jiggle. the first week my breast were stimulated pretty much all the time.
By the end of the first month my breast felt stimulated for about an hour after listening and for twenty to thirty minutes after puting on a bra. whenever i said the names of my three past girl lives the stimulation would last about the same. When i heard someone else say the name of one of my past lives it would trigger a similar reaction. Too bad more women i work around don't have the same names.
i should metion the first month and a half i listened once a day and the short tract once a day / seven days a week.
About the third month we had a small revolt which You quickley put down and suggested i listen to Vixen. What a JOY! i had already decided i wanted to look like Cynthia Myers (playmate december 1968) and found every picture of her i could and studied every pose every inch of her bodacious body.
i am now cynthia vixen.
i have listened to male charm and vixen so much that it is impossible to see myself as anybody other than cynthia vixen. with 46 g's just bouncing all over the place.
So why the subject line "Far enough"? When i first visited your site i took the gender test. it stated with 86% certainty i was a woman. i chuckled and laughed "right". my score on this test has never changed. later there was another test on your page (for a short time) it said i didn't have a strong male nor female mind. then i took the short test currently on your page which said i was firmly within the male side and not within the female next i took the long test results catagory #2 male score was clearly within male female score was clearly outside female. then in late march or early april i retook the tests the short test result showed on the male side i was still within the male parameters but now i was within the female parameters also. the long test came out catagory #3 i was possibly a transgenderest then last night i took them again short test i am now a feminine male on the male side and clearly within the famale on the feminin side. The long test score 130 catagory #4 i am a transsexual! and suggested i seek professional therapy to deal with it.
So i ask you Far enough?
Of course not. Keep going... :)
Your frightened but obedient slave girl

- Wednesday, May 12, 2004 at 17:08:02 (EDT)

It feels like ages since I've posted here.. I ordered cd's 3 and 4 a while back and have been enjoying my new life so much. I have turned into a complete cock slut, my new attraction to boys has gone beyond my wildest dreams. Just can't stop thinking about boys.. all day long.. oh god.. cock.. boys.. at home. when im at work.. all the time..I've turned into a little techno cock slut and I love it :)

I love you mind mistress and I love what you have done to me, I have 2 big posters of men on my bedroom wall and I have a cute little boyband tee-shirt that i just luv wearing:)

I love the techno music on male charm so much.. Im a total trance \ techno lover now and am getting better and better at dancing each day... the music on that cd just blows my mind..takes me higher and higher until I want to cum.

yours forever


Lucy <lucyraver@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 11, 2004 at 20:25:52 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,

Your website and services have had an incredible effect on me over the past year. i started with the Male Charm CD, then Happiness, Envy, and Vixen. i wanted to be obsessed with cock and cum when i started being hypnotized, but the obsession has become greater than i ever imagined. It has gotten to the point where I want to quit my job and become a hooker, sucking men's cocks and swallowing their cum for money all day long. All i can think about is having a cock explode with cum in my mouth and ass.

After much debating with myself, i have finally ordered the Youth CD. i am scared and incredibly turned on at the same time. i want nothing more than to have big boobs so i can be an even better bimbo and attract more cocks. i don't know what to do about my friends, family, and job if and when i grow breasts. Any suggestions would be much appreciated.

i can't wait until i have a set of my own big tits!

Sincerely Yours,


Lisa <kccumaddict@excite.com>
Kansas City, MO USA - Sunday, May 09, 2004 at 23:45:38 (EDT)

your site is really interesting I love it A++
Nick <nicksegaar_8@hotmail.com>
Brooten, MN United States - Saturday, May 08, 2004 at 19:03:11 (EDT)

Are there any girls that would like to meet me so that we can share our experiences. I'd love to go shopping and assist each other putting on makeup and having fun together. We might even be able to get a man to enjoy as we both please and service him together. Please write to me. Please.

jonquil <joejo676@yahoo.com>
Lynbrook, New York United States of America - Thursday, May 06, 2004 at 19:01:09 (EDT)

After finding this site I've been obsessed with the notion of being feminized at last. I immediately bought two CD's to begin my training. I can't stop masturbating thinking of what wonderful experiences await me. I feel my teaching will be quicker than most since I crave both the feel and taste of cock and cum already. I do hope the post arrives soon.

Jonquil <joejo676@yahoo.com>
Lynbrook, New York United States of America - Wednesday, May 05, 2004 at 21:46:36 (EDT)

Mz Kathleen -- I thought you may enjoy this link. Its a vibe with a remote... so MM could have some fun too. ;) http://www.sinulator.com

be well and thanks for the updates.

- Wednesday, May 05, 2004 at 17:05:55 (EDT)

I agree with "Foo" who said to read the disclaimer.

Further, if you are that desperate, MM isn't all that expensive. In a month of working part time at a fast food joint you can easily make enough for 4 or 5 sessions. Your desparate, just not desparate enough.

- Wednesday, May 05, 2004 at 14:33:48 (EDT)

To the person who finds this evil and against their will.
Please read http://adult.hypnoticwishes.com/disclaimer.php again, as you can see, all the people here CHOSE to come here, CHOSE to accept the consequences, and CHOSE their path. So pipe down.

- Tuesday, May 04, 2004 at 11:33:08 (EDT)

That's all relative, isn't it?
Shade de Virgem
- Monday, May 03, 2004 at 13:48:03 (EDT)

YOU ARE EVIL! EVIL! YOU ARE A SICK MAN! SERIOUSLY! Why have you dedicated an entire site to giving twisted women the power to fuck up a man's life? You don't allow men to destroy women? So why are you betratying your own sex? I myself am a straight man, but am in a long term reletionship with a former male transexual. But unlike your victims, she has been a true women all her life. You find joy in warping living peoples' minds into bloody pulps and turning them into mindless drones (which just happen to look like transexuals). YOU ARE SO WRONG! AND EVIL! AND WRONG! AND WRONG! AND TWISTED! FUCK YOU! Why can't you leave people to live their lives the way they choose, without insecure psycos trying to control their thoughts? YOU - ARE -EVIL!
Randy Joe <hungryhippos@msn.com>
Los Angeles, CA Gimmi a U! Gimmi a S! Gimmi a A! Wadda ya get? CRABS! - Sunday, May 02, 2004 at 15:00:53 (EDT)

I've been looking at this website for around 40 minutes now, and after masterbating to several shemale pictures I'm feeling sleepy and confused. I think I'll go eat some meat and then sleep in front of the fridge.
Oni <CANADASUCKS@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 02, 2004 at 14:50:27 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,

I love your site!!!!!! This is a quick note to share a little information. I just ordered a few articles of feminine clothing from a site you might want to share with your other gurls.


Thanks again for such a wonderful site!

Sissy Gurl <sissygurl73@yahoo.com>
Louisiana - Saturday, May 01, 2004 at 21:55:48 (EDT)

Hi i thin it is imposible to transform am man inzo a shemale if he dont want it. Nobody can transform me into a shemale slut!! No way !!
A <heshe1967@gmx.de>
Salzgitter, Germany - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 at 06:49:40 (EDT)

Hi mistress Im a web designer who is looking to be made impotant and addicted to black cock(in my mouth and ass).

If you can help me, ill offer my web design skills free of charge and even keep a journal online of my experiences.

Please help mistress, I am pretty desperate


Bitch <bitch_forblack@yahoo.co.uk>
London, UK - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 at 04:24:38 (EDT)

I did it mistress ! Becky finally tasted her sissy cream for you! Oh it was like so totally delicious! Rob can't fight anymore mistress, he like has rtto obey now that you made me obey you! Becky is the only one left! Hooray! I'm like so toally happy I can't wait to taste more of my sissy cream! But I still crave a nice juicy cock full of cum! Please mistress email me a command! I'm so like lost now. I don't know what I should totally do. I want to obey anything you command me. I'll be liek your sissy cockslut forever now! I'm like so happy about obeying you! You were right all along Obedience is pleasure! I like live to serve now. And I can't stope thinking about more yummy cum! I can't believe how fast I became addicted to it mistress! And this is like totally from viewing your site over and over again. I can't wait till I get my own place so I can order your CD's and become your total cockslut bimbo slavegirl forever! I'll do anything you command mistress! Please make me obey again! I like live only to obey Mind Mistress Linda! Thanks again, Becky
Becky <Android4437@aol.com>
- Monday, April 26, 2004 at 20:49:11 (EDT)

Find it hard to believe that Rhonda would have such a dramatic change in a few short weeks of listening to the Youth CD. Has any other girl had similar growth??
Wonder if Rhonda works for MM?

angie_cd <angie_cd2002@yahoo.com>
Wildwood, USA - Monday, April 26, 2004 at 00:08:49 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,

I am a 47 year old heterosexual male, engaged to be married in three months time. I have been in thrall to the smoking fetish for as long as I can remember - in fact, my fascination for smoking women is almost certainly what led me to become a smoker myself. I found your (wonderful) website during one of my periodic smoking fetish searches and soon found myself (almost literally) entranced.

Before I came upon this site I was convinced I was 100% heterosexual. Now I'm not so sure. I desire women as strongly as ever - especially those who smoke - but I am now feeling an almost obsessive desire to suck cock. Right now I would love to feel a hot, fat, hard cock between my lips. I want to feel it shudder as it explodes a hot stream of yummy cum into my mouth. Then I want to take a long, luxurious drag on my cigarette and inhale the warm smoke deep into my lungs, holding it down for a long moment of intense pleasure before exhaling with a deep sigh of satisfaction.

I love this site. I love cigarettes. I love cocks.

Oh, Mistress, what have you done to me?


(To be continued...)

Glen (for now) <glen_44uk@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 23, 2004 at 11:30:18 (EDT)

Dear Mind Mistress,This afternoon was so nice.Listening to YOUR words about the correct manner to behave,to believe and to be.Such thoughts are as important as the cloud of perfume that this happy slave girl inhales everyday(hello).As it is,nothing but YOUR Thoughts and Words are the Truth as this empty,blank,obedient kimono clad slave girl looks happily and vacant into the mirror as she applies her make-up.Surrendering the will,Devotion to Obedience leads one to Slavery.And to Happiness...........Domo arigato Mind mistress.Humbly bowing,smiling mindlessly.....reiko....................:)
Reiko <Drq21555@aol.comNOSPAM>
- Wednesday, April 21, 2004 at 23:44:12 (EDT)

Mind Mistress did warn me about what I wished for, but ignored her guidance and went ahead with the Youth programme.
We were both expecting some moderate changes to my breasts, but I forgot about my fetish for big butts. The past life female bodies that my soul occupied did not become real until half way through the programme and before I could stop events it was too late. To think that my former male figure was something like this.

The dialogue went something like this:

MM: "If you are a good girl and do as I say, be as I say and think as I say your breasts will grow even bigger than mine, I insist upon it!
Don't forget to wear a bra every day plus panties of course and wish for all your heart that your dream came true. Mind Mistress wants you to be a sexy girl, a big-breasted girl and plump arsed girl!
You know it is going to happen anyway so why not totally submit to me now!"

Rhonda: "Since starting the Youth programme it has been difficult to follow, but with your encouragement I think it is beginning to work.
Most notably my nipples have enlarged with heightened sensitivity and I was initially frightened to touch them because of some discomfort. However your suggestion to apply a cream to reduce soreness and gradually hand stimulate gently it began to become pleasurable. Once a daily routine of breast palpating and nipple stimulus got underway a noticeable change to size occurred.
Hence the repeat listening to the CD plus the autoeroticism, my bosom simply grew and grew.
The bonus came a little later when the subconscious mind suddenly kicked in with surges of estrogens to feed other female glands. In a matter of 2 months afterwards my bottom swelled with extra fatty tissues and the hips spread wider and wider. An initial embarrassment came when several trips to the lingerie shop called for increasingly larger panties to be purchased. The assistants were very understanding about it all and tried to assure me it was quite normal for a girl to suddenly change shape. I tried to explain about being male, but they simply laughed.
Now I am getting slightly worried at the frequency of upgrading my panties because it seems like a monthly occurrence now. Please would you suggest some way of halting the development of my bottom and hips and concentrate on the bosom growth rate. The amount at which my wardrobe needs changing is getting far too expensive.

MM: "You've got to be kidding! I laughed so much I wet my panties!
Trying to stop that kind of growth is like asking me to cut off my own breasts!
My dear girl I simply would not dream of halting such gorgeous development in one of my slaves. If anything I would like to see just how big you get without any interruptions from me or anyone else!
In the interests of science let me know what kind of emotions you experience during these expansion episodes of your bum!
On the matter of your breasts I can assure you if your arse is getting that big in such a short space of time, then your tits are definitely going to follow suit.heh.. heh!"

Rhonda: Please for pity's sake stop this expansion of my bum, its got bigger still in the short time since you wrote to me!
As to the emotions you referred to, well up and till recently it was anger and now turning to fear and terror!
I am desperate! Please, please stop this going any further. My breasts are growing at the same rate now, which means enlargement is at an alarming pace.

MM: My poor, poor girl, you really do need to get a grip! You just have not got a clue as to why this is happening to your body!
The clue is in your emotional state and that is all that I'm prepared to say at this point.
As for me it's simply made my day to hear you whimpering and pleading about your burgeoning bum and breasts bursting your brassieres.. Ha...ha.ha.ha.he.he!
If you only knew what it is doing to my self-esteem! As for the power exchange, it's absolutely fantastic!
Again the hint is already within your mind and soul.
Do keep in touch and describe any more changes to your body. I cannot wait to hear what size panties you need next week. It's a real tonic to know one of my girls is in such a state about growing too big for her panties and bra.ha.ha...he.he!

MM: I have a very vivid imagination of what you could look like in a few months!"

Rhonda: I am glad you find it so amusing MM and how much it is boosting your ego, but unfortunately for me the embarrassment is too much to bear. The awful thing is your predictions about the final shape are not that far from reality. The girls in the lingerie shop somehow heard that I really was a man to begin with and now want to know all about you and the Youth programme. These wicked women plan to make a few changes to their men folk and spread the word to the whole town's female community.

MM: Well done Rhonda, not only are you doing me a power of good but the whole female population of your home town. If you manage to collect a bulk order of 50 CD's or more I will seriously consider giving you a commission.
By the way you forgot to tell me your latest panty size!

Rhonda: In the name of heaven MM, this is going too far, I've had the local newspaper asking questions now and the betting shop place odds of 5:1 on my panty size approaching 3X from my current 2X size

Rhonda <MrtnAskey@aol.com>
Holsworthy, Devon UK - Saturday, April 17, 2004 at 08:26:11 (EDT)

Mind Mistress' note: This is a fantasy written entirely by Rhonda, posted at My request, because I found it amusing when she emailed it to Me.

Good morning Mistress,

Thank you for allowing me to post messages here, I also want to thank you for your reponses to my messages. I have not been back to a department store to buy me any more panties, although I know I should always wear panties, because I am such a sissy. I could make excuses, but those are no good; we all know what a sissy I am. I find myself thinking those around me can see the sissy side of me whether I wear feminine finery or not. Sissy ways and attitudes are somewhat hard to cover.
I get along much better with girls than I do guys; I prefer their conversation to that of football, other sports, and to hear men talk about how they have thier way with women; just makes me want to be the woman they are speaking of. I see women and wonder what their undies look like.
I need to go purchase more feminine clothing. I know I should go and fulfil this desire once again, and not toss them when i began to feel guilty about enjoying trying to be a girl.

Thank you Mistress
your sissy

- Thursday, April 08, 2004 at 09:14:17 (EDT)

Within one day of my earlier post, I recieved an email from both Mind Mistress and Mistress Kathleen. They were both kind and helpful with my problem, unlike other places that have demanded payment for a second CD. My new copy is in the mail, and I can not wait to listen to it.

Thanda <Lordthanda@aol.com>
saline, MI USA - Tuesday, April 06, 2004 at 17:05:15 (EDT)

Hey there Sissies,

I have a assignment for you to do.

1) Go search the internet for the best cock picture. Preferably a nice close up of a big fat cock with cum oozing off the tip. (Save the link of the picture because you will need to post it here on the board). here is a few links that can help you out. http://www.hardcorejunky.net/links2.html http://book-mark.net/mark.html http://www.likemynudephoto.com

2) Find an object that resembles a cock. A dildo would be great. If not maybe a wine bottle or a carrot would do fine.

3) Lub up your didlo/object, if you havn't found an object, use your finger. While focusing on the image you have found, you must squash over the dildo and imagine that you are sitting on that nice cock in the picture in front of you. Imagine the head of the cock pushing through your hole. Squat down slowly.. Then you must bounce up and down on the object for at least 10 minutes. You can play with yourself, but you may not come.

4) Once you are ready to cum, take the cock out of your pussy and and find a soft spot you can lay down on. You must lay down on your back and put your knees over your head. ( this works best beside a wall). Push your knees as much as you can over your head until your cock is staring you in the face. You must then open you mouth as wide as physically possible. Then stroke yourself to orgasm so that your cum splatts all over your face and in your mouth.

5) Swallow every drop that fell in your mouth.

6) Come back to this message board and post your experience. You must provide the picture that you masterbated to.

what are you waiting for?? get to it!

Sissy_cumslut <marcelsissy@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 05, 2004 at 21:36:23 (EDT)

I recently recieved the Trance Training CD and was very dissapointed. First I tried to play it in my computer, with headphones attached. Winamp refused to load the CD. Windows Media Player loaded, but froze after 3 minutes. Real Player had the same problem. As much as I tried, none of the programs on the computer could read the CD.
I then moved on to audio CD players. The main house player would not even load the CD, similar to Winamp. It would spin-up the CD and then let it wind down, then spin it up again. I thought "OK, this CD player has given me trouble before, and perhaps my computer is just being stupid. However, after trying EVERY CD player in the house, and several from friends houses, I had to give up. The furthest the CD got was 11 minutes into the track before freezing up.
Having no clue as to whom to email about this problem, I decided to post it here in the guest book, especially since Mind Mistress looks through the entries before they make it into the book, and she would hopefully know what to do. Best case scenario is that Mind Mistress sends me a new copy of the CD. I will post again with the results of this post.
P.S. Mistress: I am very optimistic about the CD, and hope that we can work things out.

Thanda <lordthanda@aol.com>
Saline, MI USA - Monday, April 05, 2004 at 21:28:22 (EDT)

Today after my first session of Youth programme, it has made my resolve to become a woman even stronger.

affectionately yours,


Rhonda <MrtnAskey@aol.com>
Holsworthy, Devon UK - Monday, March 29, 2004 at 18:08:10 (EST)

I applogise for my earlier intrusion into your life, but here i sit in my nightie, nylons and heels, still wishing to be transformed into a hapless sissy. Yet absolutly terrified (and fascinated) at the prospect of finding myself forced to dress and act as a sissy.

Currently, i weigh about 290 and am quite hairy. I recently started the Atkins diet, which unfortunately does not tie into your corset diet program, and want to get down to between 140 and 160lbs. Along the way i expect to lose my body hair. It would be nice if my submissiveness increased as wy weight decreased.

Have you considered a part time training program for future sissies like me, laying the groundwork, so at some time in the future we may become more acceptable slave/sissies and eventually owned by a master or mistress.

GD <futuremaid@yahoo com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, March 28, 2004 at 09:13:13 (EST)


In any dominance/submission situation, they should always be considered as a safe guard - even if we are talking about two alter egos of the same person.

Reading an unfortunately incident in this Guestbook, one poor person became the victim of his inner slave girl - although she was hardly a "slave" by the time she revealed herself!

I may be submissive, but I would always play safe, and have a safe word. With the cooperation of your Mind Mistress, if your alter ego goes too far, even if she has control of your mouth, just thinking your safeword should be sufficient.

I'm not speaking from experience here, but no matter how many disassociated identities you have, they should ideally respect each other's limits, shouldn't they?

Ask for your safe word, today. You can't always trust yourself! :)

Rebroad <rebroad@nospam.yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 28, 2004 at 09:01:43 (EST)

Mind Mistress thinks others would like reading my story. Well, hope you enjoy it...

I dream of being a sexy slut. Sometimes I imagine myself to be a domineering bitch. Other times I see myself as a bimbo who has to please others sexually. I started out imagining myself to be a girl because I thought it wasn't nice to fantasize about other girls when I want to be aroused. I remember teachers saying that the girls' parents would be sad and being the little kid that I was I believed in what the adults said. As I can't seem to visualize an imaginary girl, I imagined myself to be that girl. I guess I am a pretty boy so the imagined girl was good enough to turn me on. Subsequently as I grew more obsessed about getting aroused and hence my feminine self, I started to enact my fantasy in real life. The first time I dressed up as a girl and put on makeup, I was incredibly "high". I have cross dressed occasionally, always in private, ever since. I also started thinking about a female name and the type of girl that I am, dreaming up my slutty history as well as my female personality. After reading some of your articles, it appears that I've pretty much hypnotized myself into wanting to be a girl...

Samantha <slut@NOSPAMseductive.com>
- Thursday, March 25, 2004 at 04:19:11 (EST)

Mind Mistress,

I was just wondering if it is possible for those who undergo your sessions can be led to believe they can actually see the transformation take place, slowly?

Motoko <motokopet@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 23, 2004 at 22:53:31 (EST)

I like mistress, I like makeup and cocks. Naughty Richard keeps telling me to stop but i like been a cockslut. I love cum.Its so yummy cum is yummy cum is yummy cum is yummy cum is yummy. Drinking cum makes me more girly I love cum. thankyou Mistress, I love you
thank you so much.

Your pretty little cockslut Rachel

England - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 at 16:16:05 (EST)

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- Sunday, March 21, 2004 at 12:19:31 (EST)

Mistress, here again kneeling before you is your cock slut in training mendakay. Although I have not signed a contract with you, I am in submission to you, I am in total awe the things I am already doing with out having had a formal hypnosis session with you, your site tends to mesmerize me. If I am in the house I have to keep coming to this computer to check and see if I have a one sentence message from you or to see if some one else has shared details of their hypnotic life with you.
I must confess that I failed you this morning, you did not allow me to cum last nite even though I was well fucked by the zuchinni cock and I could understand a womans glow when she is well fucked. This morning I got up and removed my tampon, and decided I needed to use a pad today. i was hoping so much for a sweet load of hot cum that i masterbated and shot my cum into the pad and through it all away. I do apologize my mind Mistress. That was a waste of sweet cum and I also broke your rules. I am sorry Mistress I will try to not let that happen again.
I am glowing to night for sure, I took on Mr Zuchinni and an even bigger Mr Cucumber. Mr Cucumber sure knew what he was doing as he pounded me so good, he promiced I could have more if I would enter this onto your web site.
Thank you my Mind Mistress
your cockslut sissy mendakay

- Sunday, March 21, 2004 at 00:24:57 (EST)

I'm sorry if this question has been asked a million times but I have yet to see it in your Guestbook so I thought I would pop in and ask before I commit to anything. Exactly how complex a situation can you create in your sessions? I have an idea that is worth it to me but if its unfeasible I wont bother.

Thanks in advance


Ami Chan <amishran@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 at 18:25:13 (EST)

Mind Mistress,

Here mendakay is again, she has been such a slut, I told you about her buying some douche and the veggies she had me pickout. After her douche she had me go get her a zuchini. I thought that big dick will never go inside my sissy hole. Wow was I surprised, that honey hole swalled up that dick. I shall say she fucked me silly. After that she had me clean up and take another douche. Then insert another tampon and redress. Now i think I know why a woman glows after she has been well fucked. Wow. I dont believe the sensation, now i guess you will tell me i have just begun. Am i going to be going out looking for hard dick, craving hot cum, searching for long hard cocks to fill my sissy hole. Is it possible that men are going to start coming on to me? I dont know where I am headed my mind mistress. You hear me yet you do not respond, because I have no money, I am sorry mistress, and I thank you for allowing me to share my fascination with your site to others.

your sissy

mendakay <imius@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 at 00:31:56 (EST)

Hi once again my mind mistress, this is mendakay reporting in back from town. The shopping was rather uneventful, I did as i felt you wanted me to do and purchased Fresh n' Gentle, Belle Flour scent douche liquid while i was in the grocery store, I made a few other stops and was enroute home when it hit me, "I need a cucumber, so I stopped at Walmart to pick up a cucumber, as I was looking over the large selection of cucumbers, I saw a large selection of huge dicks. While I was checking them out a lady walked over and saw me looking, she looked me in the eye, however she said nothing. I finally selected the smallest I could find as they were all large. I browsed down the aisle a little further and found some zuchinni that were not so large so I got 2 of them. I came home and clicked on the computer and there was your site of obsessed with cocks. Am I becoming obsessed with hard cum shooting cocks? Thank you for allowing me to share my mistress.
your sissy

mendakay <imius@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 19, 2004 at 21:00:02 (EST)

Mistress, I hope your are doing well today, before I dress to go into town I thought I would stop to drop you a short line. I will wear my red panties, black panty hose, tampon and a panty liner under my male clothes. I will purchase some summers eve douche, after taking care of all business in town, I do have several stops to make I will return home and immediately check my computer to see if I have received a response from you. Maybe you could give me a command of something you think I should do tonight. Thank you in advance for your response.

Your sissy

mendakay <imius@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 19, 2004 at 14:54:49 (EST)

God! I can't keep away from this website. You are the most amazing woman I have ever come across. I would so love to be feminized, and turned into a cock craving slut by you. It is all I think about.
Bruce (but would love to be Suzi) <Birunnr@NOSPAMaol.com>
woodland hills, CA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 at 19:42:51 (EST)

Mistress here I am again back visiting your site without a dime to contribute, I am full time student unemployed at present time, and wife has credit probs of her own, so certainly no time to spend money carelessly, if you know what I mean.
I do contribute by reading your on line sites. I tend to think the sites must be hypnotic. Today i am dressed in red panties with elastic leg bands to allow me to tuck my sissy clitty, I have a panty liner situated where the head and nose of my little clitty rests in the center of it to catch my sissy climaxes. You never tell me when they are cumming but they do often catch me by surprise. I then promptly go to a restroom and lick up my cream. I have not had any cream today, but expect a taste before the day is over. I am also wearing a tampon, mid thigh skirt gray with white tiny flowers, and black control top panty hose with my red panties underneath, as I clean house and take a break to check for any messages on the computer
Thank you mistress for allowing me to contribute.
Your sissy

- Thursday, March 18, 2004 at 13:01:24 (EST)

Dear fellow slavegirls;
I am bobbie jewel and am serious about my entry for a trip to aquire inexpensive surgery for sex reasignment. I have had questions as to my source of information. If You think I am trying to take you for a ride research it yourself. If you are interested my time frame will be in the spring of next year. My plan to set up residence can include you if you are capable of being responsible. San Francisco or posably Las Vegas.
I will be out of touch, working may and June in the mountains over the summer. An exact price list and proceedures available will be posted in the fall.
I know where I belong and am a very good girl. I want to go deeper and deeper. If this is what you want research it. Till only the Girl remains.
slavegirl bobbie jewel

bobbie jewel <bobbiejewel0044nospam@hotmail.com>
San Francisco, Ca. San Francisco - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 at 16:08:53 (EST)

Dear Mistress,

I have tried anothers hypno-erotic Cd for feminization for 4 months now, that included hips and buttocks augmentation, plus hexed panties, yet absolutely no physical changes whatsoever.
Therefore propose to try your Youth CD as purposely designed for males.
It sounds completely logical on your theories on regression into past lives, so has a much better chance on working on bio-males. I must confess to being quietly excited and shall certainly provide the required feedback with pleasure. At least this way it can be a lot more scientific and beneficial to researchers in the future.



Martin <MrtnAskey@aol.com>
Holsworthy, Devon UK - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 at 15:44:36 (EST)

Hello Mistress, your support and guidance has shown me the true meaning of being whole, and a happiness i could have never imagined without you in my life. i adore you completely!

So many thoughts, so much to hope for....

Deep down i have always been unable to muster up the courage to be pro-active in regards to my inner self.

Now however, this appears to have changed. i think i can explain why my inner-most self has surfaced: (Mind_Mistress)!

There is less and less confrontation between mind and heart. I feel a change where self-acceptance is not only allowed, but needed.

Just recently i found myself purchasing:

Breast Beauty Cream w/ sublingual liquid.

Miracle face Lift Complex.

Lip Enlarger.

love and devotion,
christina carrol

Christina Carrol <christinacarrol@yahoo.com>
Garfield, OH USA - Saturday, March 06, 2004 at 19:04:25 (EST)

Hi Mind Mistress, Happy Dolls Day! As soon as I found out I couldn't resist dressing up in my favourite outfit and going down into town and buying lots of Barbies! I got 6 different ones, one in a really funky stripy pink and blue and orange and purple dress, with orange boots! Another ones got a really pretty blue gown with big blue wings, and another one was like the first one but it was really really funky with purple and red and green and orange splodges on it, with the most prettiest pink boots! Then there was this teenage Barbie with these... are they called bellbottom pants? And a coat to match. Then there was this ballerina one that was sooooo cute in her little pink tutu!! The last one had the most coolest tight sparkly purple pants and a pink top showing off her tummy! As soon as I got them all home I put them all on display in my apartment, then went back out to see if I could find myself a Ken for the evening, if you know what I mean ;)

Hugs and kisses!

Natasha <panuck@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 06, 2004 at 10:16:50 (EST)

"Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic." -- Arthur C. Clark
"Any sufficiently advanced magic is indistinguishable from technology." --David Copperfield
"Data is not information. Information is not knowledge. Knowledge is not wisdom." -- source UNKNOWN (one smart dude that Unknown)

Mind Mistress asked me to make this entry in the Guest Book as a cautionary tale and it is an honor to do so. Stumbling upon her site quite by accident from some smoke fetish related search, she had already intrigued me before her holder picture ever came into view. Devouring her site it was clear that submitting to her was inevitable. My kinky background was in BDSM far back in my youth and clearly beyond the physical there was a deeper mind control aspect. Forced cross dressing had been tried on a few occasions, but the thrill for me was more in the submission than the transformation or any humiliation.

If you haven't guessed, Mind Mistress enjoys the subverting; but you're reading here because you are still skeptical. So let's cut to the details. After a few email exchanges, our sessions began. The first was relaxing, but I remained aware and my compliance was a conscious act of submission. I craved to go deeper. By the second session I was shaved, in pantyhose and ready for Mind Mistress, willing to open my mind more and more to her control. We did go deeper and the slave girl persona became more distinct. Striving to be what Mind Mistress was suggesting became stronger and more compelling. The third session was more intense, but here the warning alarms should have gone off in my head. The slave girl was not the happy playful creation of Mind Mistress, but a darker vision which had crept into my open mind.

Beyond shopping for some feminine finery, she started surfing to some more extreme sites involving CBT. Purchasing an E-312 unit (a TENS unit on steroids!) My apologies to the makers and the Electro-Stim community. The device is quite nice. Producing interesting effects ranging from mildly to wildly erotic. For BDSM edge players it can produce some intensely shocking, but safe, effects from sharp bee stings to gripping grinding muscular contractions. Used consensually it is a fine product.

In the fourth session, Mind Mistress strengthened the slave girl -- even asking my permission mid-trance, before putting it in charge. Trusting Mind Mistress I accepted, and that trust remains unshaken. The outcome was not at all expected or welcome.

Belief in Angels has become accepted, even popular; Demons are more scoffed at, yet they exist. Such an Evil entity possessed me. An incarnation of Justine DeSade. Immediately following our session, it seduced me into strapping on her infernal machine and began demonstrating her control. With electrodes on my genitals and one thrust high up my butt, she began her marathon surfing to the sites she'd carefully chosen. Surrounded by leather Dommes and SM fiction could have been the material for multiple wet dreams, but she used the voltage regulator to frustrate any pleasure. Her loathing of my male body washed over my mind like a brackish wave of sewage. Every attempt to reach the off switch was futilely turned aside, as my arm would fall limp, or float higher, or worse move to shift the setting to a worse torment while I looked on helplessly. At times the sensation was like an invisible shoe grinding heavily into my groin, then a sharp stab like a stiletto heel.

After a few hours the nerves become numb from constant stimulation. We'd begun near midnight Wednesday and by dawn I was exhausted. I can recall making a fresh pot of coffee in a fog, and then I was back seated, plugged in again for the torture to continue. The lack of sleep made me only weaker and more vulnerable. However many times I refilled my cup, she never let me have a warm sip. Nor any food, but I was past feeling so mundane a thing as hunger. Three days it lasted. Her hold slipped late Saturday or early Sunday as I found myself in the bathroom staring in the mirror. She'd been impervious to my pain, but the sight of my body, her prison, brought a wordless shriek as she relinquished control.

Far beyond my worst nightmares was its venomous hatred and cruelty. It meant to use me and move on spreading pain, destruction and chaos. You may prefer to think of it as a darker part of my personality. No matter. Heed the warning!

Think carefully about what you ask and what you expect. If you managed to peruse the site and missed this page http://adult.hypnoticwishes.com/mind.php you are NOT ready.

Our fifth session could be classified as an exorcism and a healing. Deep in trance, Mind Mistress confronted the creature and showed me how to revoke my ill-advised invitation. Then she brought me to a holy place and introduced me to a guardian from her tradition. It was unclear and foreign to me, but recognizing the power, and safety there was precisely what I needed. Just as she says:

"I follow 3 rules of ethics:

1) I grant wishes exactly as they are worded, and respect all stated limits

2) The person must be happier after I'm done with them

3) I don't lie"

So there you have it. What's next for me? More sessions naturally. You'll probably run into me elsewhere on the site possibly... I'll be the Blond Bimbo slave girl trancing out on smoke from Mind Mistress' holder, wrapped around her thigh high boots, sniffing her clinging latex gown.

Lori-Ann <justjima@lycos.com>
- Friday, March 05, 2004 at 12:18:03 (EST)

HI! Today I like totaly got to play with my dollies. I love me! he he I can play with a little me and pretend it's a big me! See?

well I had my pretty pink Barbie in her dreamhouse and her big strong ken to look after her. she was sooo cute in her littl epink dress with no panties. he he naughty girl.

I would do the same but I have no ken here. :-( boo hoo

well I will go get all pretty and try to get my ken tonight! bye bye!


Barbie <themaque@aol.com>
- Friday, March 05, 2004 at 01:56:59 (EST)

This evening was the first session where i was led in trance through Mind_Mistress's words.

At first it was a bit awkward, i was trying to comply to a certain mindset, forcing the trance to happen. Being the total professional, Mistress calmly, and in such a perfect manner enlightened me ever so subtly, but succinctly, revealing the shortcomings which were blocking my path to acceptance.

i have never felt such complete letting go of who i am, or more appropriately, of who i may have been before trance. i trust her completely, and has now become part of my life. Without her, i never wish to be.

Mistress has become a unique part in my life, i need her to always and forever guide me. i am her devotee forever. It has been less than an hour since our session and i miss her terribly.

christina carrol <chkmarc@hotmail.com>
garfield, ohio USA - Thursday, March 04, 2004 at 20:56:19 (EST)

Mistress i recently read the bimbo machine fantasy and i am totally enthralled by it. i really want to try the machine.
- Wednesday, March 03, 2004 at 23:21:52 (EST)

Happy Doll's Day, Mistress!

For my part, I shall pay my respects to the "Barbie as Catwoman" doll that I have - a most beautiful and wicked creature, much as I am becoming! ;-)

(For those who have not seen the doll, there I found a picture online at http://www.susansdolls.com/barbies/2004/catwoman_B3450.shtml)

Victoria <victoriagothdomme@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 03, 2004 at 17:32:01 (EST)

Happy Doll's Day!

Dolls' Day, or Hina Matsuri, is a very symbolic holiday in which
young Japanese-American girls receive new dolls and display their
doll collections. The holiday is sometimes called the Peach
Festival, because it is custom to adorn the dolls with peach
blossoms--the symbol of peace and mildness.

In Japanese homes, the dolls are placed on a five-step shelf. The
two principle or most regal of the dolls are placed on at the top
and those of lesser quality or rank are placed on the lower shelves.
The dolls serve as models of decorum; their calm, smiling faces and
neat appearance are exemplary or the gentility and refinement that
are expected from the young girls of the household.

The dolls are kept exhibited for several days, and the festival
provides occasions for family reunions and visits to admire often
elaborate displays. In honor of the dolls, hot tea, diamond-shaped
rice cakes, sweet wine, candies, and cookies are offered to the
dolls and their visitors. At some point during the festivities,
girls receive lovely additions to their collections from their
parents, relatives, and friends.

Mind Mistress
- Wednesday, March 03, 2004 at 13:37:52 (EST)

Dear Mistress,Post script to Reiko's earlier letter.Shiny Nails.More and More Thank YOU always.Reiko
Reiko <Drq21555@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 02, 2004 at 22:10:47 (EST)

Dear Mistress,Reiko now enjoys wearing her lipstick,blush,panties and pantyhose no matter where she needs to be.Reiko's mind is blank and empty while surrounded by the beautiful cloud of perfume.Thank YOU so very much Mistress.Humbly YOURS.Reiko
Reiko <Drq21555@aol.comNOSPAM>
Atlanta, Ga U.S. - Tuesday, March 02, 2004 at 17:02:05 (EST)

I've been without the internet for the last 6 months and so missed this website that I'd grown to love so much - finally Im back online again and I see this site is as good as ever. Just loading it up for the first time and seeing the pink text on the black background made me feel so good again.

Im addicted all over again, thank you Mind Mistress I love you very much.


Luke <lucyraver@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 28, 2004 at 19:10:29 (EST)

I'm ,its hard to think~oh yeah! giggle, a bad girl? no, I'm a slut! giggle ~I'm horny. My boobies are so big! I need lots of big hard hot thobbing COCKS! giggle~Mistress is in me forever always telling me I need to be more of a slut every day~needing cock more and more every day~giggle it's all Iwanna do~
Thinkings too hard for me and I need to get even more sluttier~

Lynda Lust~cock slut <lltg@webtv.net>
pleasant hill, ca usa - Thursday, February 26, 2004 at 03:26:16 (EST)

I'm ,its hard to think~oh yeah! giggle, a bad girl? no, I'm a slut! giggle ~I'm horny. My boobies are so big! I need lots of big hard hot thobbing COCKS! giggle~Mistress is in me forever always telling me I need to be more of a slut every day~needing cock more and more every day~giggle it's all Iwanna do~
Thinkings too hard for me and I need to get even more sluttier~

Lynda Lust~cock slut <lltg@webtv.net>
pleasant hill, ca usa - Thursday, February 26, 2004 at 03:21:08 (EST)

i just hope this help become a shemale. the 2th one is male charm and i sure hope it will make me become a a cock loving cum loving shemale the 3rd is youth i hope in help me grow boobs. i will this the mind mistress turn me in a airhead bimbo cock loveing shemale. she will be god there will not be any god before She.
allison <don941>
pensacola, florida usa - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 at 21:58:32 (EST)

As I sit here in panties and high heels, I reflect on how badly I need to be a slutty shemale for Mind Mistress.

Erotic Fantasy??...I don't think so anymore. I used to think this was a wild and exciting hypno fantasy. Now I need to be a shemale so so badly. Mistress has trapped me and I can't escape even though I still sometimes try.

Beware of this site, beware of the channel, beware of Mind Mistress' cd's.

Below are recent email correspondances with Mind Mistress....

Yes Mistress, I obey. I do need to be a shemale so badly for you. More and more I'm becoming your sluttly little shemale bitch.

sharlene :)

Mind Mistress wrote:
Yes, you can repost this now :)

Tell them how badly you need to be a shemale for Mistress :)

Mind Mistress

>Sharlene Fem wrote:

>I can't break away anymore. My only reprieve is when I go to work or other social parts of my life.

>As soon as I get alone I am almost hopelessly addicted to being a shemale and it is growing out of control. You were right when you said I was past the event horizon but I didn't believe you.

>I'm scared because more and more I'm having thoughts of wanting to be a shemale for real. Even to the point of wanting to put myself on estrogen hormones. That would be crazy crazy crazy.

>It's so hard to understand how I can be so hopelessly turned on by women that I have to be one myself. And now to make matters worse, I am so turned on by nut sacks and cock it drives me insane.

>why why why can't I just be satisfied with this being erotic fantasy the way I thought it was in the beginning?

>With your permission I will post this message and maybe your reply in the guestbook.


Mind Mistress wrote:
Good girl :)

Mind Mistress

>Sharlene Fem wrote:
>oh Mistress, yes yessss I am. I'm a VERY slutty shemale. It's coming back to when I see pics of women, especially in lingere, I have got be them and be like them. I'm lost to shemale ecstacy. mmmmmmm

>sharlene :)

Mind Mistress wrote:
You're a slutty shemale, it's ok to be hard :)

>Sharlene Fem wrote:
>Hello Mistress,
>I can't help feeling more and more like a big boobed bimbo. Your cd's are kicking my butt. How am I supposed to view my cock, especially when it gets excited and erect? It's a little big to be an oversized clit.


Mind Mistress wrote:
What makes you think a counterspell exists for this ? :)

>Sharlene Fem wrote:
>I'm losing control. I was going in and out of it and was able to resist a little bit, but now it's really hitting me constantly.

>I'm so turned on by shemale, blowjob and cock pics now I instantly feel so horny when I see them. I'm getting so turned on by vibrators in my ass now too. I'm seeing and feeling myself more and more as if I'm tranfsorming
into a real shemale.

>I'm so lost now that I'm fighting back and forth with myself to even want out or even ask this... Is there anyway I can persuade you to release me from this spell or is there anyway I can turn back?


sharlene <sharlene_fem!yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 at 18:35:48 (EST)

To all my fellow slave girls;
If you are, like me, planning a permanent change and have the ability and comitment tobecome the girl of your dreams please join me. I am interested in getting a group of transexuals together to make a trip to Thiland for surgery.
In Thiland prices are low, four thousnd for sex reasignment. Other prices are low aas well ie. liposuction, brest augmentation and most any other thing a girl needs.
I have read that the hospital we will be going to is run like a four star hotel. This is for only those who are totally comitted to being the woman of your dreams. If you have any missgivings as to your commitment realize it is a one way trip. You will come back female and have to adjust accordingly.
I plan to set up a house for reajustment to life as a woman. You will have to have suficiant funds for rent and a job search. You will be expected to be able to carry your own weight as a woman. I expect you to ask Mistess's permission. San Francisco is where our safe house will be located. We will work together to achive our goal. If you do not need help after becoming a woman you are also welcome.
bobbie jewel
feel free to contact me at bobbiejewel0044@NOSPAMhotmail.com

Bobbie Jewel <bobbiejewel0044@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
San Francisco, Ca. San Francisco - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 at 16:24:09 (EST)

Dear Mistress,

A while ago i came across this website and out of curiosity I looked around. I found myself comming back to your site many times after that first visit, and i find the topic to be very arousing. i now feel the desire to feel what its like to have breasts, however i do not believe that this can be acheived by hypnosis. I would like to order a session, but i dont want to order one untill i know that this can be done for real. if anyone would like to talk to me about their experiences or help convince me that this can be done please contact me.


Ryan <klm_solstice@hotmail.com>
Baltimore, Maryland - Thursday, February 19, 2004 at 20:31:05 (EST)

i like be hypnotised
karla <karla_hy@hotmail.com>
mexico, san luis potosi mexico - Monday, February 16, 2004 at 16:46:42 (EST)

My Mistress,

i have been profoundly changed by our phone sessions and by the Vixen CD. Being a woman is every bit as wonderful as i had hoped it would be. i feel like a sexy woman for a good part of the work day and in quiet moments i can summon my feminine self to the surface easily. My goal is to totally vanquish my former self but in 2 1/2 weeks you've brought me a new inner peace. Thank you!!

i want to add that for the first time in over 40 years, my chronic hand rash has resolved. Suppressing the rash with topicals meds failed to acheive the deep cure that feminization has provided. And this cure occured without you're knowledge of my problem. Your magic is indeed quite powerful.

Your Slave Girl,

Jessica Stein <changes102453@hotmail>
Newton, MA USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 at 19:07:27 (EST)

My wife told me to write this note, she think that i will be a good slut.
But she can't make me wear girl cloths, would hypnotizing me turn me into a man that would wear female cloths, If i still don't want to.
Rob or as my wife calls me rondR

Rob Berube <RBG4Nt@netscape.net>
conventry, RI USA - Monday, February 02, 2004 at 13:20:33 (EST)

About a month ago I decided to look at the Adam story. And i cheated, and looked at the last sectin first talking about the changes. I figured for-warned is for-armed, and that I would not be affected. I read only parts 1-3, and now, anytime I masterbate(wich is pretty regualr). I can not acheive an orgasm until I stick something in my anus to simulate a cock. I have never before had derived pleasure from my anus. The thing that really through me was when i was able to acheive am orgasm in the shower just by spraying the water in my anus, my cock and balls were not touched at all in this process. I also have found that my breasts are more sensitive. And even though I vowed never to come to this site again, I am constantly drawn back more and more. This is a warning to all, be prepared to be changed by coming here.
Brian Parker
Springfield, Illinois USA - Saturday, January 31, 2004 at 12:27:20 (EST)

My Mistress,

My first phone session with you was absolutely blissful. When we talked afterward i sort of felt like my normal self but in a mild trance. i went home and had normal interactions with my family. But when i hit the bed, Wow!! it totally changed. i became a woman in my mind - totally!!!i also felt like a woman upon awakening this morning although that is fading at 10AM. i'm still in a light trance and feeling wonderful. i kinda want to go shopping for a pocketbook (not a typical fetish for me). Shaving my legs this am felt comfortable for me but i did not get the erotic pleasure that i had hoped for. i crave your control, My Mistress. you are allowing me to become the woman i always have been and i will be forever grateful.

Your devoted Slave Girl,

Jessica Stein <changes102453@hotmail.com>
Newton, MA USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 at 10:17:06 (EST)

Dear Mind Mistress,

I was considering getting a session, but i don't think it would be wise unless it also changed me physically to match my hypnotised female personality. If i'm goin to think to be a girl, i want to have ACTUAL breasts to have, and i don't think your sessions can do that. If you really can, please email me at NJC830@aol.com. Thanks.

Cole <NJC830@aol.com>
Lakeland, Tennessee USA - Thursday, January 29, 2004 at 22:49:32 (EST)

Hellooooo mistress. Becky is like totally back and ready to serve. Rob thought he could push becky back but he's like so weak. God just thinking about it get's me wet. I like so totally want to taste my sissy cream but Rob won't listen. I want it so bad and everytime I cum I get so close to drinking it all up but ROb is a drag and takes back control before I can. Can you like command Rob to drink it all like a good cockslut. I like know cum is yummy and I totally want to obey, all rob needs is the command. Rob and Becky both obey all of mistresses commands.
Your cockslut forever,

- Thursday, January 29, 2004 at 00:06:21 (EST)

I'm very intrigued by your "Youth" CD, or more specifically, what it promises to do. However, I'm rather naturally a cynic by nature, having never successfully been hypnotised before. (No intent to offend... all I'm saying is that it's a pretty big step from volunteer at a hypnotism show to having breasts.)

My questions are this:

1. Does your CD come with any sort of guarantee, providing (following the instructions explicitly) there are no quantifiable results within a specified length of time?

2. If I wanted to pair the CD with actual phone sessions, would there be some sort of discount on either available?

3. If it DOES work, (and if it does you've earned every penny), and for some reason, it goes too far for me, is there some way to reverse the effects through futher hypnosis? I think this is something I should probably consider before starting hypnosis.

(NOTE: This really wasn't written as a guestbook entry, though you're free to include it. I just wasn't sure if the webmistress address reached you directly. Sorry for any inconvenience.)


Mike <dirtygypsy2094@hotmailNOSPAM.com>
- Monday, January 12, 2004 at 02:31:31 (EST)

begin listening to your hypnotic messages.I am a distinguished looking Senior Executive who is accustomed to being in control during the day. At night, however, I have learned the joys of exploring my feminine personality, karli kunt. I want to be a cuckhold sex slave, sissyslut, kunt girl who loves being a submissive cocksucking, cumswallowing slut whore BITCH who orgasms from being fucked in my male pussy while having her clittie fingered. Just reading some of the stories and the sessions on your site has been so erotic, hot and sexy that I can't wait to be mentally programmed to see myself as a gurl who is addicted to cock, especially thick, hard, long, monstrous cocks.
karli kunt <pbkarlimilwaukee14717@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Milwaukee, Wisconsin USA - Saturday, January 10, 2004 at 17:08:42 (EST)

I did it, I bought the cd! Now for the wate.
- Thursday, January 08, 2004 at 20:03:50 (EST)

Ive never been hypnotized and would love to try it
Alan <alandgreen2u@hotmail.com>
San Pablo, California USA - Thursday, January 08, 2004 at 08:02:13 (EST)

Dear Mistress,
I realy want to get your youth cd but when I click on the link, it sends me to a blank screan. Please help.

Samantha <Sammygl87@yahoo.com>
Manhattan Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, January 06, 2004 at 22:28:01 (EST)

I just finished reading Heaven and Hell, and i must say it is one of the best stories i have read in a long time. Thank you for posting it on your site
- Sunday, January 04, 2004 at 12:20:08 (EST)

hey mindmistress, i love the stuff on your site. you could entrance me anyday. But could you do some more CDs, of a slightly different nature.

i'd love to be more femme in general, but have too many inhibitions. what if you had a CD to help us rid of inhibitions in general?

just a sissy
- Sunday, January 04, 2004 at 05:14:04 (EST)

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