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Let Mistress Linda be born inside your mind. Don't be afraid. She holds the keys that can release you from the chains that are wrapped around you. Trance is complete Bliss!! Don't resist your curiosity. You will feel the happiest you ever have, you will feel the most pleasure you ever have, you will never be lonely again because Mistress Linda will be with you, guiding you, taking care of you, making sure that you feel amazing and look amazing. Trance is the most amazing feeling in the world! Don't wait another minute.
alexis
alexis <SodaPop4eva@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Newport, Rhode Island USA - Thursday, December 29, 2005 at 23:50:42 (EST)
Wow it has been a LONG time since I posted, after having been spending a majority of my time in the IRC chats, I have been a bit of a bad boi and not kept up on the main site nearly as much.
well, I still hold many of my afore mentioned beleifs I have previously posted in the guestbook, and anyways I checked the main site today, and found a quite delicious story on Erickson hypnosis about cigarette smoking..
thank god I'm a smoker as is, and have been for a few years now, and so the actuall effect of the story was nothing more than the usual smoking of a cigarette that I do on a rather frequent basis as is, my housemate is soon to be back from her trip to California, and wil be quitting.. so I shall just have to respectfully keep smoking to my room, and outside.. one can't help but wonder if I now have good cause to quit myself, but as I go crazy after about 12 hours with no cigarettes I don't see me as quitting, and with all the smoking inferances and referances in this sits, i actually find that I smoke alot less, however I do seem to enjoy each cig a little more than I used to.
sorry I have no updates on continued analytical breakdowns of the new additions to the site, but I feel that perhaps mabe there are those who could care less about the ramblings of a semi-skeptical goth boi's opinions.
I have to say that due to job and other changes in my recent life I am dressing up alot loess often, wearing makeup on even fewer occasions.. sadly I am seeing me from sliding of being a boi, and into being just a normal guy, wh wears alot of dark colors and listens to dark music, I barely ever go out of the house besides work and occasional trips to the store.
I am begining to realize that all of my fem fetishes are just dreams that I have neither the finances nor capability to make reality. Mabe it was the suicidal-manic depression I suffered at my girlfriend ( now housemate) breaking up with me. no pity needed, that was months ago and I am finally just begining to function close to the level I used to, despite much of my ambition in enjoying things (including clubs, dresses, and makeup) is either gone or highly subdued.
these days when I look in the mirror, I seem not to see a carefree andro-fem boi anymore, but a long haired man, broken and barely keeping the peices together. I have tried dressing up once, and it just didn't hold the thrill and ecitement anymore.. on rare occasion on a day off will throw on some eyliner, subtly, and head off for errands.
on a happier note, I got some cute and funny things from my housemate for xmas today.
the new year s upon us soon, and I beleive my resolution may have to be to grow up and leave my feminine things behind.. there are always the memories of being in fishnets and mini skirts dolled up in pigtails and dancin the night away at a goth club somewhere.. but I'm not Peter Pan, and I must grow up.
for those who have acheived their dream of being a girl, shemale, fem slave, etc, I wish you all the happiness that my life is eternally void from, I hope all the aspiring girls of all sorts , acheive their dreams. Do it for yourselves, and for those of us, who can no longer sit in front of their vanities, trimming our eyebrows, applying foundation, red lipstick, purple eyeshadow and black eyeliner, dressed in fishnet. I still plan to be in the IRC rooms, as it is my way to live vicariously another life, in cyberspace.
well, black lipsticked kisses to all..
and to all a Happy Fem New Year
Ericdraven00 <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
New Orleans, - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 at 22:04:00 (EST)
I have a head-and-spine injury that makes movement painful. Beneficial sexual activity is difficult. I would like to be hypnotised deeply enough to experience uninitiated orgasm (think
"automatic writing") at will (whenever I choose). Exotic heterosexual (often hypnosis-related)
fantasies help. Will you?
Michael <mangled@NOSPAMcomcast.net>
Wheat Ridge, Colorado USA - Monday, December 26, 2005 at 21:14:33 (EST)
Dearest Mind Mistress Linda,
and sisters,
I've finally gotten thru family obligations for Christmas and have been reflecting on the changes in my life. This could be a warning to some and a validation to others. You see, its true before i met Ms Linda, i did own two or three panties; two bras a skirt and knit top. No heels,no hose, no wig, no forms, no makeup, no perfume, no jewlery. i only "dressesed" in the privacy of my own bedroom. i didn't even wear panties under my male cloth in any other room. Leaving the sanctuary of my home in panties and such was totaly out of the question.
i came to Mistress' site about three years ago. After reading all the stories in the gallery at that time, i started ordering CD's. At first i just loved the feeings of going into trance and the happiness of being submissive to Mistress. (CDS 1 & 2) There was no harm in feeling happy and feeling submissive to Mistress.
CD #3 changed me forever. i didn't realize it at the time, but, the changes were by that time inevitale. It doesn't start with perfume. It starts with family, friends, coworkers and even people you will never speak to directly, and may not even see. The trigger is set so deeply that today it still makes me want to be more girly. The perfume ends up to be an aid to you sisification. It reminds you of how pleasurable it is to be a woman.
The change is not instantaneous,it starts out real slow then gains speed (like coasting down a hill) Its easiet if you just do as Mistress says. However if you want real pleasure, resist, fight it, don't let her do this to you! That way the trigger gets so deep in your mind That you find the pleasure of submitting so irrisitable.
After a couple weeks, i was still only wearing perfume. However, i was by then ordering cosmetics on line to afraid of being "discovered" shopping in person. Soon i had blush, lipstick, eye liner and shadow, even the mascarra. So after, say a month, i'm getting ready for work and i have my blush on and my lipstick, and i'm thinking, "Maybe i should do my eyes" Then i thought "No someone will see" OMG there was no way i could not at least put on some shadow. So i put the shadow on and it looked good. Then without thinking i took the eyeliner and atempted to apply that but i was shaking so much from the pleasure i was afraid of poking my eyes. i decided instead to apply the mascarra and see if that worked. I had seen women do this so i knew the idea was to draw the lashes up and thicken them. i didn't do a very good job the first time but good enough that i could see the difference and anybody who looked directly at my eye could see. It was as i was going out the door that i had gone beyond the point of no return. i was happy and proud that i could do this for Mistress.
Today, i look at my wardrobe, yes i said wardrobe! i have more dresses and skirts than i have male slacks and jeans i have two dozen or more panties of various stlyes, colors, materials. and almost two dozen bras,a doz or so pantyhose, seven pr of thigh highs, four garterbelts, silicone breast forms, a fully padded girdle two wigs, two pr heels(one four inch one five inch).
i now shop for clothes and cosmetics at local malls and shops. Most shop keepers and sales clerks are more concerned with the color of your money than the shape of your genitials
There have been more changes, but its late and i'm always tired. maybe i'll get into them at a latter date. Hoping to remain,
Your obedient slave girl cynthia
Cynthia <anonymous@NOSPAMhw.com>
- Sunday, December 25, 2005 at 23:58:24 (EST)
I have dared to go outside in the company of a few trusted girlfriends (girlfriends in the gal-pal sense of the word, they all pretty much see me as "one of the girls" these days), but today for the first time I dared to go out shopping as "tara." I went to a clothes store, and used the fitting room to pick out a new skirt, some cute black jeans, and a simple white blouse.
I owe my thanks to the people in the IRC chatroom on this site. They've helped me have the confidence to move from somebody who simply dresses as a woman to somebody who lives as one. I still pretend to be happily male for work and a few other social obligations, but more and more of my remaining time is spent living as the woman I have come to prefer to be.
-Tara
tara <>
- Friday, December 23, 2005 at 19:40:52 (EST)
I would be intersted in hearing from DOMS/TOPS that have used these disks with there GF's, wives, subs. Feel free to E-mail me so that we may chat some.
Don Ricardo <crzncub301@yahoo.com>
AA/PG/Ho cty, Maryland - Thursday, December 22, 2005 at 16:18:38 (EST)
I would like to personally thank Linda and all my wonderful friends here. Thank you so much everyone! I didn't realize how many special friends I have here and in the HypnoticWishes chat room (now @adulthypnoticwishes on Sorcerynet). What a great thing it is to stand up for what you truely believe in and crawl before none. All things considered, it feels so good to be fully femme and oh so hormonal at times now. One thing is for sure, when you value your freindships, they have a way of valuing you also. giggles. Hugs and Kisses xoxo!
MzSharlene <mzsharlene@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 22, 2005 at 02:20:04 (EST)
I recently received CD#1 Trance Training... YUMMY!!!! I feel SOOOO relaxed, SOOO good after listening... I just ordered Elegance, Gemini, and Princess... CAN'T WAIT!!! It is just TOO HARD to choose which CDs to listen to... I just may have to try them all!!!! :-)
Toni <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 15, 2005 at 14:29:56 (EST)
I have been a viewer of this page for some years and just had the urge to finally pay respects to this great site. While I have never been able to fully experience hypnosis (and I've been to every end of the internet. Granted, this is probably because I have never been able to purchase anything due to various circumstances, no money, CD being found, etc.) this site has had a lot of good free material that I enjoy reading/watching.
I think I'll try reading Adam's story again and see if an effect occurs.
Thanks for all the hard work.
Matt <hypnolover2003@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 11, 2005 at 20:08:24 (EST)
Also, Think of the people that love you. Everyone has someone somewhere that loves them. If not? I love you. From the bottom of my heart I wish you all the luck and true happyness in the world. Don't give yourself up so easily.
The Pope <anonymous@hw.com>
Love is watching someone die, - Sunday, December 11, 2005 at 05:07:21 (EST)
Fight this evil. It is ok to want to be a woman. You must understand what it means to be a slave though. To be treated as an object not a person. Think of all the people who have died to free slaves. That is because it sucks ass to be a slave. This page preys on inoccent people with serious problems. If its all in fun then there is nothing to worry about. Just keep touch with who you are and what you really want. Every person deserves the very best. Never forget this. YOU DESERVE BETTER.
The Pope <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, December 11, 2005 at 05:01:23 (EST)
Missy. I would be very interested in having a copy of that virtual hypnotist file
Jen
JenniferLouise <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, December 10, 2005 at 18:25:40 (EST)
i stumbled upon this website about 2 years ago. ive had this urge to become more feminine ever since. i've tried to grow boobs and everything but i just cant get anything accomplished like that. i need help. i want to be a slutty shemale. help me please.
jasonnowtara <>
US - Friday, December 09, 2005 at 00:50:43 (EST)
Hello Mind Mistress,
I just thought I'd put in my two cents worth about your future cd "Effectiveness". I hope that you consider making it a beginner level hypnosis CD, so that you can easily set the trigger words used in the other CD's.
Just a thought.
maid2b
maid2b <anonymous@hw.com>
Vancouver, British Columbia Canada - Thursday, December 08, 2005 at 17:46:20 (EST)
I agree with claireisasissywhore, though. I'm still not attracted to men. I just obsess about cocks. in my mouth. in my anus. mmmmmmmmmmmm
JenniferLouise <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 21:04:47 (EST)
Any chance of a pussy flash (and I mean that in the nicest way possible!!)To reinforce the desire to become fully transformed and the desire for vaginal penetration? Please, please, please!
Bill <anonymous@NOSPAMhw.com>
UK - Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 09:00:13 (EST)
the Cocksuck Flash IS effective, and addictive. I struggled to stop going back to it daily after looking at it for weeks. I was straight but now I can't stop thinking about cocks and I look at men's crotches all the time and think about going down on them. its only a matter of time.
Please produce an anal Flash. please please please please
JenniferLouise <anonymous@hw.com>
UK - Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 20:54:09 (EST)
I am interested in the Happiness aka "Bimbo" CD and the Youth CD. If anyone could share their experiences with either of these CDs I would greatly appreciate it. If you don't want to post, please just e-mail me. I am curious as to how effective they are and their actuall affects. Thanks.
Joe Somebody <batboocat@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 04, 2005 at 20:34:50 (EST)
The cocksuck flash is sooooooooo addictive. I consider myself straight but after 15 days of watching it obsessively I'm totally addicted. mmmmmm....thick, meaty, veiny cock. mmmmmmmmm. I still don't find guys attractive but if I look at a random guy's crotch in the street I'm so turned turned at the thought of his lovely tasty cock...mmmmmmmm...........yummy! I love pretty trannies even more than pretty girls now. Mind Mistress has destroyed my mind and I can't think of anything but georgeous transvestites. Beckybimbo says "i am like totally horny at the fact men are going to like wank over my pics." I 'm like totally horny about wanking over her pictures...I wish she was my slave. I want togo to bed with her..mmmmmm.... Vote for her at h t t p : / / w w w . t r a n s - v i l l e . c o m / ? i = 3 5 7 8 . Mind Mistress has turned me into a total faggot who craves cock. Contact me at claireisasissywhore @ y a h o o.c o .u k . I really want to be hypnotised by a dominant woman. I feel it on my lips, it's what I need....Mind Mistress is a total Goddess.
claire <claireisasissywhore@yahoo.co,uk>
- Saturday, December 03, 2005 at 21:00:26 (EST)
Will nthe crap poets society find somewhere else to air their second-rate and pretencious verse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
boredewithtossers <anonymous@NOSPAMhw.com>
U.K. - Saturday, December 03, 2005 at 08:38:34 (EST)
TOOL - Forty-Six & 2 Lyrics
My shadow's
Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in
My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again.
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions.
I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within
My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.
I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through.
I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through.
See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
Forty six and two are just ahead of me.
cloe{SF} <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, ID USA - Friday, December 02, 2005 at 22:45:17 (EST)
This site is adictive. Warning! This site will turn you into a cock craving sissy, if you want it or not. Its amazing how much you can change over 1 year. read the warning guys. or you'll be addicted to cock. cock is yummmi. cock is yummi.
sissy marcel <anonymous@hw.com>
Montreal, Qe Canada - Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 23:31:23 (EST)
I was wondering exactly how far I could take this fantasy. I am very interested in seeing how the other half lives, and I have a little scenario I would like to see play out. How complicated could we make things?
McBride <brutalsonne@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Northfield , VT USA - Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 22:56:51 (EST)
You should use maybe a very light version of Linux?
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 06:50:44 (EST)
Bug rept.: Not to enter the "Contest" re cleaning the Castle, but FYI if I try to save the Contest page, it locks up (on MY excuse for a PC, running Win98SE OS, anyway) @ 96%.
PS: Delighted MM has added Girls-R-Us & the Yahoo Groups fan club! Thank you!
s
Stephanie <ally00kat@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Boulder/Denver, Colorado USA - Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 05:31:11 (EST)
Hi! good.
Mastura
- Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 00:51:59 (EST)
What about the CD contest?
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, November 30, 2005 at 06:27:19 (EST)
The Kids Aren't Alright Lyrics
(The Offspring) - Americana
When we were young the future was so bright (whoa)
the old neighborhood was so alive (whoa)
and every kid on the whole damn street (whoa)
was gonna make it big and not be beat.
now the neighborhood's cracked and torn (whoa)
the kids are grown up but their lives are worn (whoa)
how can one little street
swallow so many lives
Chorus:
Chances thrown
nothing's free
longing for
what used to be
still it's hard
hard to see
fragile lives
shattered dreams
Jamie had a chance, well she really did
'stead she dropped out and had a couple of kids
Mark still lives at home cause he's got no job
He just plays guitar and smokes a lot of pot
Jay commited suicide
Brandon OD'd and died
What the hell is going on?
Cruellest dream, reality
Chorus(x2)
cloe{SF} <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, Id USA - Monday, November 28, 2005 at 14:36:17 (EST)
I have since the age of about 15 had the desire to wear womens clothes . A desire which I have fought unsuccessfully all these years since. The desire doesn't go away. But I never really wanted cock. Until I opened that file with the warning not to open. Well i opened it and immediatley craved cock. then I had to download the 'cocksuck' program. well that turned me on to liking cocks but I put it away and didn't look at it for a long time. Until I was out of work living on unemployment with lots of idle time on my hands. I started watching "cocksuck' and looking at the pics of cocks. occasionally. Then one day I must have looked at 'cocksuck' for a couple hours straight while drinnking tea. NOw I have always had sexy looking legs and a rather large bust for a guy. Things I have always tried to hide,
. Women have told me that I have pretty legs. And a couple women told me they wish they had my legs. MY bust . I have larger bust than some women have and have been told that by women before. So you see why I always dressed to hide these things. Any way after watching that 'cocksuck' for a couple hours I put on shorts , cinched my waiste in, and put on a tight shirt to reveal my breasts. and went for a walk. Well a guy n a convertable stoped sat up on the seat and wistled. I smiled and he asked me if I wanted a ride anywhere. the rest you can guess. It was my first time.
Misty <mistyshorned@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 27, 2005 at 11:41:07 (EST)
thanks
hentai pics <no@nonono.comd>
hentai pics, hentai pics hentai pics - Saturday, November 26, 2005 at 23:43:19 (EST)
thanks
hentai pics <no@nonono.comd>
hentai pics, hentai pics hentai pics - Saturday, November 26, 2005 at 22:25:18 (EST)
"Nobody's real"
Powerman 5000 - Tonight the stars revolt!
Scary monsters
And super beasts
The more you dream the less you sleep, ah
Life as we know it
Has gone away
Unbound
Unwound
Who's here to stay, alright
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you know
Nobody's real but they'll feel it tonight
(Feel it tonight)
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you go
Nobody's real but they'll feel it
Nobody's real
Could you predict?
Could you forsee?
Artificial by necessity
Rockets and robots
Can save your life
When you don't care about what's real it's alright, OK
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you know
Nobody's real but they'll feel it tonight
(Feel it tonight)
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you go
Nobody's real but they'll feel it
(Alright) [x4]
How do you sleep with the time that's left you?
It's all been done there's no need for the rescue
So let's just get out
I swear there's no doubt
You can't be ready cause there's nothing left to do, OK
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you know
Nobody's real but they'll feel it tonight
(Feel it tonight)
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you go
Nobody's real but they'll feel it
(Feel it tonight)
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you know
Nobody's real but they'll feel it tonight
(Feel it tonight)
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you go
Nobody's real but they'll feel it
Nobody's real
Nobody's real
cloe{SF} <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, ID USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 at 22:05:16 (EST)
The obsession with shemales has got so much more intense recently. I can't stop jacking off to shemale sites. They get me so horny and hot it drives me crazy. I've got to be crazy because now shemales turn me on with so much intense lust and passion I'm beginning to totally lose my lust and sexual attraction for real women.
Just thinking about shemales drives me so damn horny and seeing them pushes me over the edge. And being so turned on by them is one thing, but whenever any of this happens I fantasize about being a hot and horny shemale myself. It's beginning to get just totally uncontrollable.
amanda
amanda <amandapool2@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 22, 2005 at 17:09:16 (EST)
The Noose - A Perfect Circle
So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead
Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn
Before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead
With your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin'
Your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin' down
(I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends)
[repeated]
Your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin' down to choke you now
cloe{SF}{ <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, ID USA - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 at 16:11:54 (EST)
Here is a story I would like to share with everyone all this happened in the HW Chat on IRC:
Ok well basically it started off with my Real Life Mistress not responding to me for a few days, I was very distraught over it and if you were here you would have seen I took down my collar for her for a day but then put it back on until i heard from her. Well It happened about the Third day I hadn't heard anything that Trisha_Katrice approached me in another chat and asked me for my yim.
So I went and told her my yim and we got to talking and I had just done some scripting i was proud of and showing it off to her she thought I meant hypnotic script but no it was just regular scripting and well we got to talking and I told her my story about how A friend had just dropped me out of no where and my Mistress wasn't responding to me at all. So she offered to be my Mistress if anything happened to make me lose my Mistress.
Well I thought about it and went on to ask Nadine here for help and advice I admire Nadine and her ethics she is one of the best here :) Anyway, She told me she couldn't take me on but Asked me alot about if I liked Trisha and what I thought about her and such after a long conversation I decided to accept my Mistress's offer and become her pet.
The next day I went and told her this she was happy to accept it and I told her if I was contacted by my RL Mistress in a few days I would know if I would be able to accept her as my full time Mistress rather than my Online Mistress. Well We started the training and she tized me into being her pet. I have been purring all my life so I let her make me into a Sexy Kitten Girl Slut which is what I am today.
Basically over the next few days I was put into heat and she made me hers as soon as i came. She never really took me out of trance so that's explaining what happened tonight I believe anyway, The next day Mistress Crystal came up to me and started playing with me sexually well I loved this being the sexy kitten girl slut I am and pleased her quite fullY still have the log!
And then came today where I went and talked to Mistress from 7 to about 8 pm when she had to go she left me in FULL heat! and wanting her Milk so bad! Well She told me to get Mistress Starfire to play with me so I did. and that lasted about 30 min and all these little sessions lasted over all on average an hour to an hour and a half so lots of great cybering! and well I'm here today the good girl and good slut you see today. PURR mew THE END
Eventually Mistress Trisha will help me become a hypnotist also. But My ethics are high and I would not take on an subject not willing. anyway I just thought I'd share with everyone.
sashia_kitten{TK}
sashia_kitten{TK} <dragon2k4@gmail.com>
NC - Monday, November 21, 2005 at 03:01:02 (EST)
I still remember my induction from 3 years ago.
Thankyou!
elleanne xxx
elleane <foppdash@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 20, 2005 at 23:13:21 (EST)
Powerman 5000
"Free"
Let's go!
Everybody needs to start their own fire
Everybody needs a riot of their own
Everybody needs to be something that they are not
Everybody needs to go it alone
Because!
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't be what you want to be
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't see what you need to see
Okay!
All the time spent hanging on to anything
All the time spent knowing that they're wrong
All the time wasted, stolen back, innocent
You won't get a second more so move it along
Because!
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't be what you want to be
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't see what you need to see
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't be what you want to be
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't see what you need to see
Wishing and hoping and thinking it's you
That's got this all under control
Never a minute has passed you all by
When they haven’t invaded your soul
It’s not something you can hold
It’s not something you own
It's not something you can buy or steal
You've got it when you're alone
Being free is a tragedy
When you don't know yourself
Being free is a tragedy
When you don't know who you are
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't be what you want to be
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't see what you need to see
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't be what you want to be
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't see what you need to see
Let's go!
Hey, hey, hey!
Alright then
This is the story of your life man
cloe{SF} <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, ID USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 at 15:38:34 (EST)
I think I'd make a hot tranny, and after coming to this site I've started fantasising about men. So what's the next step? I've never crossdressed before, or been sexual with a man (or anyone for that matter). I expect a lot of bummers come here, so what should I do?
cjmgk <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, November 13, 2005 at 16:01:28 (EST)
A PERFECT CIRCLE LYRICS
"Freedom Of Choice"
We're victims of sedition on the open sea.
No one ever said life was free.
Sink, swim, go down with the ship.
Just use your freedom of choice.
I'll say it again in the land of the free
Use your freedom of choice, freedom of choice.
In ancient Rome
there was a pawn
who followed along
and watched it fall
he cast a stone
he felt secure
he felt that he would never be heard.
Freedom of choice
it's what you've got
Freedom of choice
You're given a voice
you don't want it
seems to be the rule of thumb
don't be tricked by waht you see
you've got two ways to go
I'll say it again in the land of the free:
Use your freedom of choice, freedom of choice.
Freedom of choice
it's what you've got
Freedom of choice...
In ancient Rome
there was a pawn
who followed along
and watched it fall
he cast a stone
he felt secure
he felt that his voice would never be heard.
Freedom of choice
it's what you've got
Freedom from choice
it's what you want.
Freedom of choice -
it's what you've got.
Freedom from choice.
It's what you want.
Freedom from choice
It's what you want.
Freedom from choice.
britney{SF} <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, ID USA - Saturday, November 05, 2005 at 13:10:56 (EST)
Who controls the past now controls the future
Who controls the present now controls the past
Who controls the past now controls the future
Who controls the present now?
"Testify" Range Against the Machine
britney{SF} <msanor@micron.com>
Boise, ID USA - Saturday, November 05, 2005 at 06:21:09 (EST)
Hi, girls.
I do enjoy the chat room immensely, but find it to be a bit quiet at times. I do love talking to those interested in hypnosis, bdsm, & feminization. So if anyone might like to chat sometime, my aim screen name is theflock1979. Hit me up sometime! I'd love to chat!
Sincerely,
isabella
isabella <theflock79@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
philadelphia, pa usa - Friday, November 04, 2005 at 02:03:37 (EST)
I used to be a deeply closeted crossdresser who only had a few feminine items (all of which were bought under the pretense of being for somebody else, for a halloween costume, etc.) I never thought of myself as "transgendered" at all... just a guy with a fetish for female clothes who thought the idea of feminizing hypnosis sounded kind of titilating.
After visiting the chat room associated with this site a few times, one of the hypnotists there took me under a couple times and allowed me to experience my first "female orgasm" under hypnosis.
I haven't been back for many hypnosis sessions since then, but my life sure has changed a LOT. All of my friends and family now know me by both my old male name and my new female one. I keep my legs, arms, chest, armpits, and back smoothly waxed. My eyebrows are carefully shaped so I can still *just barely* go to work as a man without people thinking I look really strange. My girl clothes take up more space in my closet than my male clothing, and I'm finding fairly frequent opportunities to be fully dressed as a woman.
I'm getting my ears piered soon, and I'm starting to look at my jaw-line and my thinning hair, and contemplating the expense and logistics of feminine alterations, such as hair implants, beard electrolysis, and even chin reduction! Every day, the thought of going on hormones to see what they can accomplish for my ability to present myself as female becomes more and more appealing to me.
I'm also getting to the point where I no longer think of myself as a man who dresses as a woman when he can, but as a woman who dresses as a man when she must.
To those wondering if there's anything to this hypnosis stuff... I'm still not sure. Maybe this was always what I wanted and the hypnosis sessions just gave my mind and excuse to move where it wanted to... All I can tell you is that so far pretty much everything has happened exactly as the hypnotists said it would. Don't delve in to this stuff unless you are sure that it is what you want for yourself.
Another girl <Tara>
- Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 22:37:07 (EST)
Taken from:
h t t p : / / h o m o m o j o . c o m / l i f e . p h p ? i t e m i d = 4 3 2
(Sorry about the URL, but well, the guestbook doens't like URL's)
Hetracil: A Cure for Homosexuality . . . What If?
by: DuckFat
A while back we came across a site that on first glance was rather alarming. It was the purported commercial site for a new drug called Hetracil. This drug was supposedly able to suppress “feminine tendencies”. In short, it was a purported “cure” for homosexuality. In researching it further we came across the Anti-313 website which is a blog with posts from the point of view as one of the “cured”. The Anti-313 site was devoted to fighting a proposed Proposition 313 that would restrict or outlaw Hetracil.
Both sites are very well done and realistic looking enough to fool a lot of people. But both sites (including the blog comments) are entirely fictional. They are from the mind of a writer named Benjamin. What he intended with these creations was to spur conversation on a “what if” scenario in which a cure for homosexuality (or at least feminine tendencies) becomes a reality. What would be the ramifications to society if sexual orientation could be manipulated? Would the Culture War turn nuclear?
What follows is an interview with Benjamin. You may not agree with his methods but perhaps this is a topic that the gay community should start talking about.
britney
Boise, ID USA - Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 13:41:37 (EST)
Anyone here heard of "anti-effeminite" drugs, such as Hetracil?
If anyone is willing to test or research them, post the results here.
I'm sure most of the people here would be against the drug described at that website...
..Baffling, just baffling...
Concerned_Person <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 09:20:14 (EST)
"Hypnotize" - System of a Down
Why don't you ask the kids at Tiananmen square?
Was Fashion the reason why they were there?
They disguise it, Hypnotize it
Television made you buy it
I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my...
She's scared that I will take her away from there
Dreams that her country left with no one there
Mezmerize the simple minded
Propaganda leaves us blinded
I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girl
I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girl
I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girl
I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my
Girl
britney <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, Idaho USA - Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 04:19:24 (EST)
Where are the CD contest result??? :(
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, November 01, 2005 at 09:15:49 (EST)
Who's a smoky cunt? (mmmmmmmmmmm... what words can do)
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, - Monday, October 31, 2005 at 13:50:05 (EST)
I;ve been coming to the site on occasion. I even had an ex that liked to pretend she was the guy and I was the girl. I need that again.. Actually I need a mistress that will give be the large boobs and eventually give me that wet dripping pussy. The she can tounge fuck me and use all the toys on all my holes and make the be fuck-slut I am. She must be good though and keep me as a good lesbian freak.
Sonja <Sonjadelosa@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 31, 2005 at 03:20:04 (EST)
I am so thrilled with your female quiz. I can see that i have made some progress but today i glued some falsies on and dressed just casual. I felt like i could really be someone girlfriend, I just wanted to be held by some man and carried off. Pretty silly I know but that is want fantasyes are all about right? By the way i scored 66% onthe test. ELISABETH JOYCE
Elisabeth <girlcharmer5@msn.com>
logan, utah united states - Sunday, October 30, 2005 at 00:48:49 (EDT)
Virtual Hypnotist is a program designed by followthewatch55. The website is h t t p : / / v h y p n o . s o u r c e f o r g e . n e t /
There is a yahoo group to go along with it, which is at h t t p : / / g r o u p s . y a h o o . c o m / g r o u p / v i r t u a l h y p n o t i s t
New versions of the program are almost always in development, as new features are requested. There are also several pre-made scripts available in the yahoo group.
One final note: a lot of the users for VH are from people who frequent the WarpMyMind.com website, so many of the scripts are adaptations of files found on that site.
-LT the BP
P.S. sorry for the strange way of posting the URLs, but due to MMs anti-spam filters, this was the best way I could think of posting a legitimate site.
Thanda <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, October 29, 2005 at 16:39:46 (EDT)
I have to edit the file a little because it's somewhat... customized for the listener to be named, you know, Missy. ;) I don't remember where I got Virtual Hypnotist, try just googling it. Alternatively you could record your voice reading the whole text and then listen to that, but I don't know if it would work.
Missy <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, October 28, 2005 at 16:53:37 (EDT)
Missy:
Please post the file...
Toni
Toni <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, October 28, 2005 at 05:10:18 (EDT)
kayla is certainly interested Missy, but silly little kayla not sure where to get virtual hypnotist. could someone give this girl a clue? thanks!
kayla <kayla_chan@sissify.com>
WA - Friday, October 28, 2005 at 01:42:21 (EDT)
hey there Missy:
i'd appreciate the file, and possibly someone could also point me towards the Virtual Hypnotist.
chris_davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
Ohio! US of A - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 21:55:09 (EDT)
I have created a virtual hypnotist text file that puts the listener down, relaxes them, and sends them on a feminizing adventure. It has two triggerwords: one to put the listener in trance, and another to make them feminized. The listener will not remember what happens, but will become the girl from their fantasy if they hear the trigger phrase. If anyone has virtual hypnotist and wants the file, I can post it here.
Missy <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 21:14:20 (EDT)
Jason,
I loved your posting. I wish I had a roommate like yours as well. Hopefully he'll decide that you should be completely feminized. You'll have to keep us up to date with your transformation into someone much better than you were. What else has he done to you?
You should look into joining the Yahoo site as well. It will help you further whatever changes your roommate determines for your life.
Kisses,
Samantha
Samantha <foxymoxy9@nospamyahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 00:12:22 (EDT)
Dear Mistress,
Although I have been a submissive for many years, I have just recently found your website and the exciting world of going into trance.
Throughout the years, I have had several dominant females that would humiliate me in a variety of ways. The ultimate humiliation for me is to become the personal cocksucker for a dominant man.Although I have been made to suck cocks before, five different men, I have "chickened" out more times than I have shown up to suck cock.
I have been subjecting myself to "COCK SUCK" for about 2 hours a day for the last several days, and I seem to be addicted to it. I fully intend on ordering the CD, entitled "ORAL" and if I can scrap up enough money, I would love to have a personal one on one session.
Right now I am compelled to find a dominant man who will order me to suck his cock on a regular basis. I am a bit frustrated because I found out yesterday that private viewing booths and glory holes are illegal in the state of Ohio. My dildoe is good for practice but I need the real thing. Gay bars?
Obediently yours, Tiffany
Tiffany <Grouchomarxjr@NOSPAMpeoplepc.com>
Lancaster, Ohio United States - Saturday, October 22, 2005 at 11:37:06 (EDT)
PET - A Perfect Circle
Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep
Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble
Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you, like I do, like I do
Safe from pain, and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.
Just stay with me, safe and ignorant,
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble
Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons
I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
They're one and the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself
Swayin' to the rhythm of the new world order and
Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums
The boogeyman are coming
The boogeyman are coming
Keep your head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other ones
The evil ones
Don't love you son,
Go back to sleep
Britney <woah@rmci.net>
Boise, Idaho USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 at 11:49:35 (EDT)
Hello, everyone. Just loved Jason's post. Before Mind Mistress' site, i was so confused. Now, i find that i am gay, but in a marriage with a woman. Wish i had Jason's roommate.
Everyone have a great day. rena vixen
rena vixen <rena_vixen1@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 at 11:28:13 (EDT)
My owner (formerly my roommate) wishes that i thank you. You see i surfed my way to your site and ended laughing at the idea that the cocksuck.swf and suckcock.mp3 could actually have an effect. Was i wrong!! i listened to, and watched and the next think i knew i was being shaken by my roommate 2 1/2 hours after downloading the files! He laughed at me. Then he said he wanted to see if it was effective, so he pulled out his cock. i lost track after that. i was bi-curious, but i never had sex with a man. He used photos and video he took while i was tranced out sucking him off, to let him hypnotize me. i am now his plaything. i have a hard time admitting it, but i have enjoyed what he has done to me. He is trying to decide if he wants to feminize me or not. If he does, he said he would use your site.
Jason <anonymous@hw.com>
Minneapolis, MN Usa - Thursday, October 20, 2005 at 00:57:05 (EDT)
hi girls
oh Mistress Linda, i luv the new additions they are sooooo wonderful, i suck deep on my ciggies and only see what you tell me to see only see who i am in the smokiey mirror. i see/am shayna your sexxy slutty smoking bimbo whore, hehehehe luv ya shay
shayna <smokeslut@sissify.com>
- Monday, October 17, 2005 at 15:51:46 (EDT)
Hi, girls!
i just wanted to share with all of you another fabulous training idea that Mistress has been employing on me. After a really wonderful session two weeks ago, She told me to listen to both CD7 Youth and CD9 Envy in the same day every day until she commanded otherwise. Well, my dears! For someone who wants to be a female this is the most confirming experience ever. For those little doubts, hesitations and rebellions left, this is the ultimate spell. She already had me lusting for men all the time after Male Charm and several very powerful sessions, but Envy really seals your desire for them permanently. Then on top of that, She has created a spell to help you grow your own breasts by reviving old memories from the subconscious with Youth. This one may work a little slower, but it is having to fight your natural body. Still, i can say it is winning. i feel my breast buds growing, they are more sensitive and i am picking out and wearing bras now. Thanks to Mistress, i feel so feminine now, i can only look at men with desire and want to seek more ways to be feminine. i will listen to these two CDs every day until She says otherwise.
Oh, and if you haven't done so yet, please also visit and join the HypnoticWishes Yahoo group (groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/). Mistress' Mad Scientist assistant Alice is very nice and interesting, and she has worked hard to get a dynamic group going. It's well worth your time if you really want to serve Mistress!
gwen_thomas <guenedthomas@NOSPAMearthlink.net>
Alabama USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 at 14:24:06 (EDT)
oh Mistress Linda,
thank you sooooo very much for the new update, its like sooo dreamy. mmmm just luv it you are sooo good to us all, luv ya shay
shayna <smokeslave@sissify.com>
dallas, tx usa - Friday, October 14, 2005 at 12:29:31 (EDT)
ummm...gulp* anyone else not seeing where the new "cocksucker program 1" is? Following the link i can't seem to find it, but what do i know...
kisses.
scelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 at 17:38:40 (EDT)
yes, it really is as fun as it looks to be a member of the hypnoticwishes Yahoo group! i'm so glad to be able to see the sexy photos and fun stories and fine messages, and there's new entries all the time. you should sign up right away, so you don't miss anything else, shouldn't you? and to show you what you're missing, here are three more of the rooms of Mistress Linda's new castle-to-be, as revealed by Miss Alice Mad Scientist:
Room Four: Mistress' Bedroom
Room Five: The Dressing Room
Room Six: The Library
and there's still three more rooms...
moneypenny <sexatary@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
united states - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 at 14:55:27 (EDT)
Well, I can maybe add some facts that haven't been presented. Typically, the downfall of Yahoo groups is that they simply have no content to them. As well as no discussion. Well, our Yahoo group ( groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/ ) has content, and discussion and wonderful company. It also has me. And I'm a great person!
So, what are you waiting for? An invitation? Here yah go! I invite you to join groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/ ! Be apart of the spleandor, the magesty, the wonder, and the pleasure!
chris_davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
Sheffied, Ohio USA - Monday, October 10, 2005 at 16:19:03 (EDT)
I came to this site a two years ago, typical skepticism over what this one little site would do..
Well, considering I've returned to this site many times, and finally got a little trance done in the mirc chat room. I gues I can say it does a Hell of a lot
And now, that I have been to Mind Mistress' new Yahoo Group at groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes it is even easier for me to submit to the feelings of being silky, sluty, girly, and a good little dolly just got easier ;)
Kyle <anonymous@hw.com>
Montclair, NJ USA - Sunday, October 09, 2005 at 02:05:42 (EDT)
The best thing to hit the web, ever...groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/
LOOK INTO IT! Let's all do our best to be transformed into sexy shemale sluts!
Bianca <biancawatsonlil@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 09, 2005 at 01:07:39 (EDT)
the yahoo group is delightful, and i'm eagerly awaiting my membership, but i'm surprised that no one has told our fine readers about the ROOMS in Mistress' Castle! you can find more about them in the yahoo group, but to entice your curiousity, here are the first three, according to Miss Alice Mad Scientist:
Room One: Mistress' Dungeon
Room Two: Mistress' Attic
Room Three: Mistress' Beauty Salon
you need to join the yahoo group right now, don't you? :)
moneypenny <sexatary@COMPLETELYNOTSPAMhotmail.com>
united states - Saturday, October 08, 2005 at 20:52:18 (EDT)
oh great and powerful god mind mistress, i bow down before you because of how much i have loved watching the flash animations i mean they really work and you are a god for creating them because they are so great and so you are so great, don't get me wrong there are other people out there that do hypnosis but you are the best there is, i bow down before you because you are the best person alive i mean changing the whole man race into females is great i mean every man should be a female then females will rule the world and there will be no more men around, you could do this a number of ways, you could play hypnosis to boys in a all boys school very low and quite so that they do not know a thing also you could cut off all males penis's that are born and make them into vaginas because that is what men were first born as a female and them becoming a man is just making them disobey there female self.
i love you mind mistress i love you. bow. bow.
loyal subject and slave <not saying>
not saying, not saying uk - Friday, October 07, 2005 at 21:53:20 (EDT)
I love this site! I've noticed that I really enjoy watching heterosexual porn. But I now imagine myself as the woman, getting penetrated and sucking. It almost gives me a female orgasm!
beth2 <anonymous@hw.com>
Vancouver, bc Canada - Friday, October 07, 2005 at 19:33:36 (EDT)
to the HW chatroom:
my computer has encountered a severe issue, and i'm now working to resolve it. if Anyone there feels the need to contact me, please use the e-mail listed above.
chris_davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
Sheffield, Ohio USA - Friday, October 07, 2005 at 14:54:28 (EDT)
I just wanted to thank Mind Mistress for such an amazing site and to really encourage everyone to go to her yahoo group www.groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/ just the thing for all fans of Mind Mistress and there have been some great files uploaded lately which are definitely worth a look.
J <disillusion@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 20:35:27 (EDT)
Hello,
Last month, I order my first CDs, Elegance and Vixen. Mind Mistress send them in September 20 and I receive in September 29. Only 9 days from Canada to Brazil, very fast delivery. Thank you, dear Mistress Linda.
I want to reinforce the invitations for all visitors this site to join Hypnoticwishes Yahoo Group (groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes) and meet other girls, see new files and pictures about hypnosis and feminization.
Kisses,
Louise
Louise <anonymous@hw.com>
Brazil - Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 18:24:31 (EDT)
Mind Mistress is DEFINITELY THE Authority in her chosen 'Specialty'... Fulfilling our dreams..
Best Group at Yahoo... groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes
Visit Often!
Toni
Toni <hypsubtoni@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 16:52:47 (EDT)
Love the site. I find it very intriguing. Can't wait to try some of the CD's once I get the courage to order one. Also, please visit the Hypnoticwishes group at Yahoo to help promote this site: groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes.
new_becky <wallbanger_2000@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Biddeford, ME USA - Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 15:07:47 (EDT)
Hey gurlz,
Been a while since I've posted here but I need to encourage all you gurlz to visit and join Mind Mistress's Yahoo group at groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes The castle sounds amazing and I totally like look forward to experiencing it. Come find your destiny...join Mind Mistress' minions.
xxx
Tasha <call_tasha@yahoo.com>
US - Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 14:22:54 (EDT)
I came to this site a few years ago, typical skepticism over what this one little site would do..
Well, considering I've returned to this site many times, and seemingly more frequently since the flash files started melting my brain and will.. It does a Hell of a lot
And now, with the Mistress' new Yahoo Group at groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes being silky and girly just got easier ;)
Love the site, love the Group, Love Mistress
-x- Jenni -x-
Jenni <sissyjen@gmail.com>
England - Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 14:14:04 (EDT)
Hello, girls.
i'm finally back here again after a long hiatus while Mistress and i have been doing lots of online sessions. She has been advancing me through both one-on-one hypnosis training about once a week and putting me on a regular schedule of CD's to enhance and supercharge the effects. It is really very effective and i am now at the point that i react with pure feminine emotion and desire rather than male egotism or minimalism. i also find that my desire for men is growing steadily even greater and i look at women as good models or guides for how to dress and react, but they are only interesting in that way to me. Unless they're too pretty, then they just bring out envy in me!
Mistress asked me to explain how online sessions work because some of you don't believe you can be in hypnosis and still type or respond. Silly girls! You things like this all the time! You drive a car perfectly safely while you are listening to the radio and singing a song that brings back memories or feelings to you. That's your subconscious driving and paying attention while your mind is experiencing the emotions and recalling the words and music to the song.
You walk down a hallway while you're talking to a colleague or friend without running into a wall or a water cooler. Your subconscious is walking and steering while your mind is concentrating on the conversation.
It is exactly the same with online hypnosis. Mistress will train you to go under increasingly easily and then guide you through the training or fantasies you want to experience. You can type and be in trance at the same time. And if you make a typing error in trance, it's not even dangerous - like, say, driving a car off the road while dialing a cell phone!
It's also loads of fun interacting directly with Mistress, who has both a sharp, wry wit and a wide range of interests. Just remember she's the boss for good reason! She's really good at what she does and she will bring about stronger results in a direct interaction in person than in recordings.
So, don't be shy or cynical about trying a live session, if you want one. It's the most fun you can have next to undressing a handsome, horny guy!
Luv to all,
gwen
gwen <guenedthomas@NOSPAMearthlink.net>
Alabama USA - Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 00:41:51 (EDT)
groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes is quite a fun group to go to, just like this site!
I really love this place... I'm just very shy about these things. If someone feels like emailing me that'd be nice.
This website is just so great.
jake <hypno19boy@yahoo.com>
CT USA - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 18:32:33 (EDT)
MindMistress, I do wish to convey my best wishes, and much success in your endeavours for/at tyour castle undertaking. We at the hypnoticwishes channel, also, wish you the best of luck, in this venture.
Regards,
Miss_SylviaLD
Miss_SylviaLD <anonymous@hw.com>
Dallas area, Texas USA - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 16:22:39 (EDT)
I agree with Tranz, Mistress Linda... your site is wonderful. And to see your yahoo group growing (groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes) is also good news.
Everyone at the #hypnoticwishes irc channel wish only the best in your endeavors.
Starfire <anonymous@hw.com>
Over The Rainbow, US - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 15:45:17 (EDT)
Miss Linda it is my pleasure to post a message again.First and foremost I would love to congratulate You on Your latest venture,Your Transformation Castle,I heard it has been in the planning for some time.I am so glad it finally came to fruitation and will bloom.I would like to extend special greetings and much success Miss Linda from the Op's and myself and other members,from the Hypnotic Wishes chatroom.I have also been filled in about numerous other surprizes,but I will leave them just as that,surprizes.And also Miss Linda if I may as of only few weeks ago I also became a member of Your Yahoo group.Attending Your chatroom for close to four years I was unaware this group existed,but joined it at first opportunity I got.
Alice has been so kind to inform me,as well as others in the room,how truly busy You are,and are constantly on the road attending seminars and shows.And many are not aware of how popular and in demand You are,in the States,and Europe too.Just want You to know we are happy for all the success You have and wish You further success.As always Miss Linda thank You for the present nice site,containing stories.flashfiles,manips,etc,etc.And the lovely chatroom.And a special in advance thank You for all that lays ahead for all of us.Respectfully submitted as always TranzLvr.
TranzLvr <electricgypsy96@yahoo.com>
Toronto, Canada - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 15:25:17 (EDT)
"groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes" very cool everyone should check it out.
Tiffany <sissyfortraining2000@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
UT USA - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 12:28:04 (EDT)
hi girls, just another reminder of how wonderful this site is and that y'll should visit the new yahoo group its awesome, luv ya all shayna
slaveshayna <smokeslave@sissify.com>
dallas, texas usa - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 12:08:19 (EDT)
I recently joined and have just started my journey with Mind Mistress.. Join Us, You will be glad you did..
go to "groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes"
Tony <pboyington2002@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 10:21:50 (EDT)
I hope my patch works for a good, long time, since the spammers are getting real annoying and i love this part of the site. Although, I suspect as the Yahoo Group sees more traffic, more of the discussions may move there. (Although the impromptu ones will probably stay here, as joining the group would be admitting Mind Mistress has won. :-) To promote the Yahoo Group now, you would just do it as 'please go to "groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes"'. Please join us, we won't bite. (You're seeing so much promotion here because members who do are getting a sneak preview of additions to the site -- another reason to join us!)
silky <silkyslut@SPAMMENOT.comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 09:35:43 (EDT)
I have been looking for this website for a long time. I would REALLY like to get started and explore, and enhance my feminine self.. Could someone PLEASE let me know when the direct credit card processor is back on-line?
Tony <pboyington2002@yahoo.com>
Reading, PA USA - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 05:27:34 (EDT)
Thank you to silky slut. With the new anti-spam code she created, any post containing an h ttp (I had to put that space so the post wouldn't be rejected) address will be rejected. So we shouldn't be seeing anymore of that annoying automated spam with irrelevant URLs. On the downside, if you want to give people a web address, you won't be able to give it as a full html link. People will just have to figure out it's a web address.
For instance, adult.hypnoticwishes.com passes just fine, but is of no use to spammers.
Hypnotically,
Mind Mistress
Mind Mistress <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 04:38:27 (EDT)
Testing
Min Mistress <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 04:36:20 (EDT)
Hi gurls,
you really must check out the shockwave tranny file in the yahoo group! http://groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes
See you there!
another sissy <sissyamberslave@NOSPAMsissify.com>
- Tuesday, October 04, 2005 at 10:32:20 (EDT)
You gals have got to join the hypnotic wishes yahoo group. It's sooooooooo amazing. I love this site as well. The animations are mesmerizing.
Debi <debcat22@yahoo.com>
Livonia, Michigan USA - Tuesday, October 04, 2005 at 10:29:30 (EDT)
Oopsies, I must be turning into a silly bimbo girl in addiction to a shemale cockslut. The link for the hypnoticwishes yahoo group is
groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/
sorry
rampool2 <amandapool2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 02, 2005 at 22:59:13 (EDT)
Join the hypnoticwishes yahoo group on yahoo! the address is groups.yahoo.com/hypnoticwishes Thanks for accepting me and I'm looking forward to the new improved virtual castle site. I submit and obey. I hope the virtual castle will help me to become the shemale cockslut that I crave to be.
rampool2 <amandapool2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 02, 2005 at 21:47:49 (EDT)
Hi everyone,
It's been a while since I've posted and wanted to let all the girls know about the Yahoo site for hypnotic wishes. The changes and soon to happen updates sound fascinating. I'm really looking forward to experiencing what is coming and EVERYONE should check it out and join up.
Kisses,
Samantha
Samantha <foxymoxy9@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 02, 2005 at 15:12:23 (EDT)
There seems to be quite a new bit of interest in the yahoo group spin off. Those of us that hang here are all a little different, wouldn't it be nice if we had two places to chat? So check it out. Especially if you are well hung and want to be sucked off by a formally hetero male who is now a female wantabe nympho.
Andrea Wausau <andiwausau@yahoo.com>
Wausau, WI USA - Saturday, October 01, 2005 at 09:56:01 (EDT)
hey everyone i just thought that i would post that you need to go to Mind Mistress' yahoo group Hypnotic Wishes and join and start posting so we can get more details about the new MM update coming up on Halloween.
Jennifer <shiddy_caddy@yahoo.com>
Memphis, Tennessee USA - Friday, September 30, 2005 at 15:37:48 (EDT)
Hello again, I haven't posted in the guestbook in a long while. I tried to stay away but ended up coming here once in a while to look at things. As a result I have a new friend you could say. there's this voice that keeps bothering me shall we say another personality. She is very persistent. sometimes I find myself all dressed up in my wife's clothes with makeup and the whole thing. I talk to her once in a while. She keeps talking me into things to do that are girly. but all in good fun. enjoying it more and more every day. Soon I believe I will be her. By the way her name is Rachel. Tell ya more later hugs and kisses.
married <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, September 28, 2005 at 13:22:10 (EDT)
You can't hypnotize me because I just drank a Starbucks® coffee. :)
Bob's Uncle <anonymous@coward.nu>
Cow, Moo - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 at 20:51:40 (EDT)
I'd advise all who come and enjoy this site, as I do, and who have been coming (and occasionally going, but always coming back, but that's neither here nor there) for so long, and for so long have been waiting for further evolutions of this site, to go to Mind Mistress' Yahoo group:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes
Join Yahoo Groups if you haven't already (and really, what silly girl doesn't already have herself a profile on Yahoo?). There are going to be some new changes to the site coming soon, and the closest thing we have to a preview is being told on the group site:
"Ok...
Now its gonna get interesting... 2 replies ... 2 previews...
The Main Focus of the site will be...
1) A "Virtual Castle"
But not just any castle...
It will be the Offical Home of...
2) "Mind Mistress' Transformation Castle"..."
sissylover <potentialfulfilled@yahoo.com>
New York, NY USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 at 14:20:38 (EDT)
Thank you scelya so so much. I am craving sooo bad to be a bad gyrl. It overtakes me and I don't know what to do. When that happens it is like I'm on autopilot watching myself needing to be a big boobed shemale cockslut more than anything but unable to do anything about it!! The yummy female takes control and makes the old yucky male side weak and sleepy but for the most part aware.
I don't feel shame, I feel wonderful and so horny imagining myself with big slutty boobs sucking and fucking cocks. I do get fearful and freaked out that I can do nothing about it but watch as the male in me gets conquered to the point of complete surrender. That gets me so wet and horny and makes me need to be a big boobed cockslut even more.
What makes someone like me be a male enjoying sex with great chicks for so long and then all of a sudden be overwhelmed and hopelessly lost in the obsession and need more than anything else to be a horny big boobed shemale cockslut??
amanda <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 26, 2005 at 23:17:14 (EDT)
Oh Rampool! You little rhampoodle...it made me so happy to hear that sparkle of enjoyment come crackling off your message. It is so hard...um..difficult shall we say to relax and enjoy. There aren't many good examples of it, but there are lots of models for being ashamed and negative.
Now what i can see pretty clearly is that if something feels Sooooooo gooooooood then if the only example you can imagine for being a lusty shemale is to be a down and dismal gyrl...well, sly little bitches that we are, we'll play the role because we know that being a bad gyrl feeling awful is still pretty fantastic. It takes a lot of untangling to get to the other side and be a bad gyrl feeling good.
Just remember this: Shame is a convention! That means 1. its perfectly normal 2. Its not original. The fact is, wanting to be a little cunt is the easy part. Realizing your own personal expression of who you are is horribly horribly awkward, whether you do it at 13 or 37.
love you gyrls, all!
~scelya
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, - Monday, September 26, 2005 at 13:30:00 (EDT)
God I need to get over this desire to be a slut whore cunt bitch big-titted woman who lusts for cock. But I keep cumming back to this site. I have to either stay away or get a mistress or master to give me huge tits and ass and make me a cock slut for them or to work the street for the cock I crave.
angie <angie_cd2002@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 26, 2005 at 01:32:18 (EDT)
Oh goodness! siscelya those links are entrapping and seductive! Why do I need to be a sissy shemale cockslut so bad??? I am enjoying it siscelya, I am enjoying it so much. This is the most intense and wildest feeling I have ever felt and it is so addictive.
I'm totally addicted to needing to be a sissy shemale cockslut. I guess I'm still looking for the reasoning and how the heck this popped up and hit me behind the head and trapped me so intensely. I don't really know where to go from here either. I'm sorry to sound so much like a bimbo cockslut. I feel that I am more a sissy bimbo shemale cockslut with the passing of each day.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, September 25, 2005 at 22:28:45 (EDT)
Silky...nice to hear from you and a lovely name. I've posted before when i find a particularly durable and taunting phrase running through my mind or in the posting of others. Not so much a trigger-phrase as a trigger name...a description designed to make a gyrl just melt.
Silky Slut...mmmmmm and very to the point, i like it. I've always been partial to "thin, big-breasted, smoking whore"...but just came across this new gem: "Smoking TransDiva"...oh yes!
Enjoy yourselves, everyone.
~scelya
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
L.A., - Sunday, September 25, 2005 at 10:58:21 (EDT)
I think I've been coming here too long. Now whenever I see pictures of cocks, my mouth just opens up and my tongue comes out and starts licking. It's just become automatic and it's what I need to get aroused. I want cock; need cock. Just thinking about it is turning me on. Sorry to be ranting -- I just had to add my comments, finally.
Silky Slut <silkyslutNO@SPAMcomcast.net>
- Sunday, September 25, 2005 at 03:30:22 (EDT)
Relax, enjoy, become...
adult.hypnoticwishes.com
lvtg.com
www.sissify.com
www.layd-madonna.com
www.smokingpalace.com
www.mrs-silk.com
www.deliacd.com
www.owk.cz
www.colight.com
www.fuckk.com
www.femalesuperiority.com
www.kissingheressence.com
www.maxfisch.com
www.hypnoticwishes.com
www.sissify.com
www.rubberdoll.com
www.fetishshemale.com
Open your mind, explore, obey MindMistress
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, September 23, 2005 at 02:38:17 (EDT)
I am finding myself more and more a sissy wanting to suck cock. I am finding the cock so much more attractive than a pussy and continually want one in my mouth. When I watch porn all I do is envy the woman and all the cock she is getting. I don't want to fuck her, I want to be fucked by that cock. And when a woman lets that beautiful cum be spilt or she spits it out, I get so frustrated as to how they can do this. Cum should be swallowed as a reward.
I have been wondering why I have been feeling this way, as I have always considered myself straight. What I see and read on this website has such an influence over me that I can't fight. I decided to take the gender tests and all the tests can back saying I am more woman than man. This must explain why I feel this way. If the tests can identify that I think like a woman then I must also think and feel like a woman, hence the desire for cock.
Now I know this I am following my instincts and enjoying cock and cum. I am feeling like having myself taking on by a Master who could start me on female hormone treatments. I get excited by the idea of having large breasts and a sexy curvy body. I want to be transformed into this different person so that my life then belongs to my Master as to others I would not make a good husband or wife. I like the idea of having breasts, a beautiful body and long hair. I also like the idea of having a penis that is unable to penetrate but rather be something to complete my beautiful image. A sexy woman with a limp penis is a beautiful sight and I want to have that look.
Michelle (SubMaleinOz) <aeraae@yahooNOSPAM.com>
Brisbane, Qld Australia - Friday, September 23, 2005 at 02:08:02 (EDT)
Funny how, with enough time, things just begin to seem reasonable. Rampool, you have to know that you are one of my "favorites", but i hope you will take it as a sort of sideways compliment that i now feel it is appropriate to say, "the lady doth protest too much". Relax gyrl! And keep it simple. Instead of telling us how overwhelmed you feel, why not share some little thing that you've enjoyed recently? What color are your toes right now? Relax gyrl. Even if you've been completely caught up in mind games up to this point. Why not look to this group as a safe harbour. Baby steps (and Kisses)
~scelya
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, September 23, 2005 at 00:05:56 (EDT)
A very amazing site
martine <drms1960@aol.com>
germany - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 at 10:27:09 (EDT)
Hello Hello,
Other then knowing that I am addicted to this site, what mistress has done for me is she has brought me to a place of peace inside.
I have 4 cds Trance training, Subconscious, Elegance, Gemini I listen to them as the urge provides. There are times I may go a week, there are times I need to listen to one every day.
They provide relaxation and yes escape to the other world.
I used to be fearful of the effects, but life has not zoomed out of control. They are just part of life now, much as frequenting this site is.
Maybe someday I will get the nerve to do a session maybe it will never happen.
What was inside has been brought to my consciousness, the best part is that I can now accept my own self and not give a hoot what anyone else thinks.
That in and of itself, noone before mistress has been able to bring me to.
So Thank You Linda for what you have done for me.
Marney
Marney <anonymous@hw.com>
NY - Monday, September 19, 2005 at 20:43:36 (EDT)
BEWARE OF THIS SITE! IT WILL CHANGE YOU FOREVER!
Before coming to this site I was a macho kind of guy who loved little nasty sluts who liked to please me sexually. I was in love with having sex (lots of sex) with slutty beautiful women.
I can't believe it! I took the gender test and it said that only 8% tested more woman than me and that I was definitely a woman whether I knew it or not! and then I took the cogiati test and it scored me 300 probable transsexual!!! Did adam's story and this site do that to me?
I still can't stop loving to read adam's story while needing big boobs and imagining myself as a happy shemale.
amanda rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 19, 2005 at 18:08:05 (EDT)
I was wondering if you'd like to comment on the recent smoking ban I've read of in Montreal. Kind of a shame, no?
kath
kathi <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, September 19, 2005 at 10:11:27 (EDT)
I don't see what the problem with all this is. If you dont want to go true all the social problems of becoming a shemale, why not just have mistress make you hallucinate you are one. Then everybod is WINNER!
Thats what ill do when i have privacy and dough!
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, September 19, 2005 at 07:41:45 (EDT)
siscelya,
I can identify with your erie description. I was curious when I found this site and read through it laughing to myself and thinking that this was a real wierd place, but was of course a fantasy/play site. Then I read adam's story. After reading the 1st 3 chapters the warnings started saying that it was to late for me and I remember thinking that this was funny. I held off from reading the last chapter for awhile but eventually like the warning said, I couldn't help reading it. After finishing it I remember feeling a pit in my stomach when the instructions said "now be a Good Girl" and told me to read it from the beginning repeating I need big boobs and imagining myself so happy as a shemale. Well I did and before I knew it I had read it again 4 or 5 times.
After that I noticed things and desires I had never felt before. I was getting real horny with seeing shemales until I actually wasn't interested in anything but shemales. It was a dual issue, I was so turned on by them but at the same time I really got off imagining myself as them. After this I got a few cd's and started listening to them. I talked to Mind Mistress and then I started really trying to resist.
I got scared and left and tried to go back to my regular life but everyday missed shemales and the feeling I got when imagining myself as a shemale. Unable to stop, I came back and it was so much more powerful and uncontrollable. I tried stopping again only to come back again with more uncontrollable needs for shemales and to be one.
When I read what you wrote I gasped because that's exactly what's been happening to me
"but don't be surprised if eventually you find yourself walking down that inevitable path of curiosity leading to exploration leading to experiment leading to resistance leading to return leading to testing leading to acceptance leading to a real consideration of just what it would be to become a thin, big breasted smoking whore devoting herself to Mind Mistress."
It can't be this (becoming a real life big breasted shemale slut for Mind Mistress) that is the only outcome.
Is it???
amanda <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, September 18, 2005 at 23:30:45 (EDT)
So, you've found your way to the site, or to the guestbook, or back again...and again and again. It may take years but don't be surprised if eventually you find yourself walking down that inevitable path of curiosity leading to exploration leading to experiment leading to resistance leading to return leading to testing leading to acceptance leading to a real consideration of just what it would be to become a thin, big breasted smoking whore devoting herself to Mind Mistress.
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 at 03:38:20 (EDT)
I'd recommend the use of inkscape for vector art. http://www.inkscape.org
pete <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, September 12, 2005 at 08:00:26 (EDT)
No way, José, Im teh 1337 photoshop m4st3r here!!! Anyway, just click on "contact" there is a link on the updates.
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, September 11, 2005 at 15:04:50 (EDT)
Regards to the CD design contest:
Howabouts can we contact You to submit our designs?
I'm an avid Graphic Artist, so I'd like to take a crack at this.
Chris Davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
Sheffield, OHIO! USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 at 15:45:01 (EDT)
I'm so tired of trying to resist. The more I try to stay away and resist the more I realize that resistance really is futile. I feel like I am really in an irreversible feminization into a shemale now. I asked Mind Mistress online to help me and she told me to resist and keep resisting. That has only made me obsess and need to be a sexy shemale slut more strongly than I ever thought would be possible. Now I can't get it away from me and when I look at shemales I get so horny and so much need to be the shemale I'm looking at. That feels so good now.
amanda <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 08, 2005 at 17:58:39 (EDT)
It's so relaxing to be back for more.
Reading more.
Wanting more.
Waiting for more.
It's all so lovely now.
Empty, hollow
needing more.
Is this real?
rena <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, September 07, 2005 at 23:04:59 (EDT)
brainwash
http://www.mindistortion.net/sub/?x=
anonymous <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, September 06, 2005 at 13:44:12 (EDT)
I know you just updated the stories to reflect different "dialects" -- but there's also a really great "Blonde Translator" on the Legally Blonde movie site (no, I've never seen the movie -- but I found it because I was trying to look for pictures of Reese Witherspoon in a Playboy Bunny outfit).
Anyway, here's the web address to the site that has the Blonde Translator on it:
http://www.legallyblonde.com/index2.html
Anonymous <anonymous@hw.com>
Lincoln, Nebraska - Monday, September 05, 2005 at 08:19:18 (EDT)
Dear Mind Mistress,
Why is the female spirit so hypnotic?
Bob <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, September 02, 2005 at 11:01:28 (EDT)
heya Mind Mistress, i can tell that You are a busy person, if You ever need help with the site, or maybe a guestbook moderator for all the spam, lemme know, i've got the free time.
chris_davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
OHIO! USA - Thursday, September 01, 2005 at 16:49:45 (EDT)
Hello Mind Mistress i just wanted to take this opportunity to ask everyone here to pray or do whatever you can with all the positive energy you can to hope for a speedy recovery of Americas beloved city New Orleans and to also hope or pray that there arent any more deaths and remember those who have died please.
jennifer <shiddy_caddy@yahoo.com>
memphis, Tn USA - Thursday, September 01, 2005 at 13:40:22 (EDT)
I wonder if you could help make my wife a bimbo cock-slut. It seems like you could probaley do it though your site doesn't seem to say. jUst wondering if you could help a guy out.
thanks
Jeremy <bimbo_viki@yahoo.com>
spokane, washington USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 at 21:17:27 (EDT)
Again, I would love to hear a success story for the Happiness CD as I want to hear of the results before purchasing myself. If you do not feel like posting, please send me an e-mail. I would be very grateful. Thank you.
Kevin <batboocat@yahoo.com>
New York, NY USA - Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 23:18:07 (EDT)
I just wanted to post a fantasy I've been having. It goes like this.
You are visited by a beautiful female ghost, and you bond and become friends. But lately, she has become tired of not having a body a possesses you. You have some control at the beginning, but as she stay in your body for longer, you slowly lose what control you have as your body slowly morphs to be exactly what the ghost looks like. Over time, her thoughts become yours and your spirits fuse together, causing her spirit to completely control the body forever.
Cole <NJC830@aol.com>
Lakeland, Tennessee U.S.A. - Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 23:02:41 (EDT)
I hate being single, I feel depressed all the time too. I wish I could find help.
chris d <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
Sheffield, OHIO USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 at 23:01:38 (EDT)
Only the voice do I hear
speaking softly gently rithmicly.
Teaching desire
giving pleasure
more and more.
Only the screen do I see
surounded by a pink cloth.
Only the screen
showing sexy girls.
Getting pleasure applying blush
happy applying lipstick.
Wearing nice jewelry, dresses
sexy cloths, high heels.
Surrounded by pink
hot air forcing persperation.
Bound in a chair
movement impossible.
Except for nodding
withering nodding
blinking nodding.
Perfume blush lipstickeyeliner
lipliner mascara foundation.
Pretty polish.
Shaving shaping smoothing.
Slaving to be more
more sexy more sluty.
Pretty dresses pretty shoes
more and more.
Penatrating my mind, losing time
bobbie jewel <anonymous@hw.com>
San Francisco, Ca. U.S. - Friday, August 26, 2005 at 15:24:00 (EDT)
Hi. me again.
Lesbian Conspiracy...
Hmm. upon reading into it, my initial reaction is 'How cute'.
Looking a tad deeper, I give a round of aplause. It's well planned, well thought out, designed at least semi openmindedly.
all styles and types seem to be represented, except uhm, where are the musicians, and goth soiciotypes? Mabe thats just a reflective personal concern.
Hypothetically if the 'Lesbian Conspiracy' were to happen, I would hope one finds me deemable for the 'Boy reservation' list.
Some may call it cult-ish, I say hey it doesn't harm anyone, why not give it a shot?
Despite my highly analytical and critic view at most things here, this I kinda admire most sofar I think.
I wouldn't neccessarily join with open arms, I am a bit anarchic that way, but I would be happy to sit in my little corner of the world with a bag of popcorn and watch the outcome.
well, perhaps upon landing at the bottom of this seemingly neverending rabbit hole, there just may be a Wonderland waiting.... if there is such a thing.
--
in other subtly personal news, I am sliding into a more boy frame of existance, I'm starting to accept my maleness, as it were, I mean why can't one be male and just incorperate the female psyche into my method of dealing with reality? Masculine doesn't have to be beer drinking, sports addicted, violent, insensitive men. I find myself at lest a little sensitive, I usedto be bi, and I am not overly what one would call 'masculine' but I am still a man. There are many different types of men. I happen to be one that is a tad more toward the effiminate side. I don't see anything wrong with that. One should be happy with one's self, gender matters not. Anyone, of any gender can do anything they want. If your not happy with your gender, you CAN change it. Many tools, such as this site's hypnosis route, as well as surgical procedures...
you have to be you. Becomfortable with you, if your not, in this day and age you can do almost anything you want with your body.
well, till next time..
Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 24, 2005 at 12:59:35 (EDT)
Mind Mistress,
You are a dream come true cause now i'll be ready to transition myself to become of the superior sex. Women are so much smarter, prettier and more elegant than men. I can't wait to start training here soon.
Christopher Schmidt <Schmd612@NOSPAMAOL.com>
San Marcos, California U.S. - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 at 21:54:14 (EDT)
I love to smoke. Smoking keeps me thin. Smoking does relax me, but smoking extra long menthol cigarettes makes me look sexy when i dress and looking for something else to suck on.
Who does not like the look of a girl sucking and blowing a long white tube for her personal satisfaction?
andi <andiwausau@yahoo.com>
wausau, wi usa - Monday, August 22, 2005 at 16:55:10 (EDT)
Dear Mistress,
I would just like to say that your site has changed my life. I've always wanted to be feminized and now I finally have a way. Women are sooooooo superior to men. Women put up with a lot more then men too. I hope soon I can start my training and please you to your hearts content.
Chris Schmidt <Schmd612@NOSPAMaol.com>
- Monday, August 22, 2005 at 13:16:47 (EDT)
Why is it that so many lesbians smoke? In fact, at times it seems to me that ALL lesbians smoke-which I know isn't true, because I don't--but many times I find that among a group of lesbians I am the only one who doesn't smoke! As a group, I think that we are intelligent, life-loving people-we're not suicidal, we're not easily duped by straight corporations who advertise products that don't appeal to our lifestyle, and we're not ignorant of the health risks associated with smoking. And yet the statistics show that we smoke in greater percentages than our straight neighbors and co-workers.
Estimated smoking rates for lesbians, gays, and bisexuals ranged from 38% to 59% among youth and from 11% to 50% among adults. National smoking rates during comparable periods ranged from 28% to 35% for adolescents and were approximately 28% for adults.
Why do we smoke in such numbers? The 'experts' have four 'reasons' that they talk about:
* Smoking has been found to be more prevalent among groups that experience high levels of stress.
* Places where smoking is prevalent, such as bars, have historically been an important social
focus for lesbians, gays, and bisexuals.
* Behaviors associated with smoking, such as alcohol and drug use, may be higher among lesbians, gays, and bisexuals than among their heterosexual counterparts.
* Evidence suggests that since the 1980s, the tobacco industry has targeted the gay market through direct advertisement, sponsorship, and promotional events.
What do you think of these 'reasons'? Personally, I think they suck! If stress was all it took to turn someone into a smoker then everyone in today's society would be addicted-new mothers, people with bosses, those with high debt, etc. And blaming smoky bars is like the chicken/egg argument....are the bars smoky because all the lesbians are smoking, or are all the lesbians smoking because the bars are smoky-a worthless circle! The third point doesn't even deserve discussion-it was obviously written by 'experts' that don't really know (or accept) us. The final reason has some validity-interoffice documents that were released in 2001 detailed operation SCUM, by A. J. Reynolds, that targeted gays and street people as easy targets (more...). But, in itself, a couple brief advertising campaigns can't account for several generations of smokers.
I'm not a smoker (I smoked for a couple years a long, long time ago), and I'm not an 'expert', but it seems to me that most of the women I know started smoking to look a certain way...the tough butch or sexy femme, or just plain cool (I remember that!). But so did the hetero kids....so why did we continue? Is it still sexy?
So what do you think? If you're a smoker...why did you get into it? Leave a comment, or e-mail me....I'd love to hear from you!
heeble <anonymous_viewer@hw.com>
- Friday, August 19, 2005 at 22:51:34 (EDT)
I was just wondering if anyone had any success stories with the "Happiness" aka Bimbo on Command CD... If so, I would love to hear the results.
Nobody <batboocat@yahoo.com>
Anytown, New York USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 at 02:18:23 (EDT)
i was just wondering if there have been any good feed backs on the "youth" cds
jamie <jb024420@aol.com>
vernon, ct us - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 at 15:22:05 (EDT)
I have enjoyed visiting your site from time to time over the last several years. I seen you have added lots over time and it is all fun and fascinating stuff. I had to give you kudos on your CockSuck flash. I just thought I would see what it was and I kinda got stuck on it then it almost felt like I fell right into it. I almost had an accident and was shocked. Very effective..
S <strchmyhle@NOSPAMYahoo.com>
Dallas, - Sunday, August 14, 2005 at 00:09:09 (EDT)
zap text
yep, took me a bit, finally broke it down screen by screen...
wow, talk about subliminal.
out of respect for individuality I won't say what all the messages were, but wow.
it's a cute animation, really, it's the simplest in my opinion, perhaps the most subliminal in nature,and yet very blunt at the same time.
not very entrancing in my opinion, I think it runs too fast for much more than a word or two to register. This one had the absolute least affect on me.Then again I'm much more into pis with words than words alone.
bwgen isn't so bad when played behind music of a loud nature, such as certain Stabbing Westward tracks.
well, Ive made it through adams story, and the animations, and am still very much myself, perhaps a bit more intuitive, even a tad more analytical. I don't really know what part to go through next.
still, I know this rabbit hole is deeper than I initially thought,and as my curiosity is twerked, as well as the chat provides even closer looks at the creatures inhabiting this strange,wonderful,and at times confusing place. A mix of things,desires,fantasies,and growing questions with answers as vague as the questions themself can be.
I find a few of my theories correct, that one cannot be forced into submission, as well as my own lack of tranceability.Deep thought alone is not trance, but perhaps the closest I get.
But that's not really the point of this mirrored land. Entrancement is more a game of psychology than a way aound the brain. It seems to merely run parralel beside it, holdig up an occasional looking glass, so one can see themselves more accurately.
My mirror is not so much broken as it is held by myself.
if you desire not, then trance doesn't seem effective.
but we all desire something, and few are truly happy in reaching their desired state.
It's still just fantasy, and somewhere along the line, that realization sets in, the hard part, I suppose, is finding what desires are there to help us better ourselves.
If you desire change, only one can MAKE that change possible, yourself, but guidance is always a plus.
trance is not a tool for cheap thrills, but if you are having trouble acepting yourself for who you are, then mabe trance is the ticket. Just be willing to accept your Looking Glass reflection.
well, I shall post again, after I turn on the flashlight and dive deeper into this Wonderland hole..
Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 12, 2005 at 16:52:54 (EDT)
Hi. nothing subbstantioally new...
But after spending alot of time in the Mirc Chat, first off Thanks to those there. It's a great environment, and I have the oportunity for a slightly closer look into it all.
Although I have broken down frame by frame the animations (except ZAPtxt. animated gif files are a bit difficuly to freeze frame)
and they are pretty cool.
Bimbo sigil works on the process of repeated words with te low end sound. I thought it was a cute animation, despite the simplicity, the fading in background and the subtle messegaary through out was well placed and designed well.
on a seperate note, I don't quite get BWgen... I downloaded it, and well... even ona turned down level it just was annoying. Supposedly it fades into the background after a while, I think perhaps because I'm a very auditory person, being musically inclined, and used to music as my background, a repetitive sound like those used is a little like a song stuck on repeat, I am rather used to a constant change of sound around me.
anyway..
COCKSUCK.....
In all honesty, the most addictive animation I found. even frame by frame, the autoerotic design is beautiful. Not quite all the messages click in my book, but it has several several truths in it.. such as 'Cum is yummy' anyways, I already am bi, so sucking cock is not really new to me. The repeated imagery works on the level of sucking cock is fun...it is, also repeated imagery of girls sucking cock..well I don't know many people who don't like their cock being sucked.
the most imagery seems to hsve been put into this one. The effectiveness works on the appeal of the slut in us all.
smoking animations....
well I really couldn't say much about it, I knew long before the animations, smoking is sexy.
not so much for me as a actual erotic feeling, it's just sexy. The idea of deriving sexual pleasure from smoking is a bit of a foreign concept to me. Se I think it's sexy to look at, but I can't imagine getting off because of smoking. I don't equate smoking and sex together. I'ts a fun erotic fetish to incorperate from time to time, but I just don't see it on an everyoccasion level.
I'll still stick to my cig after sex and be happy.
on a seperate not, upon breaking down the imagery, I used to have three of the cig holders and I recognized almost all the brands of cigs, but my fave was the girl with the cig holder and a Nat Sherman.
zaptext...
well, what to say, although I have gotten a few of the messages in it, withoug viewing them all, I really can't give a in depth commentary.
the bimbo animation with the live shots, in my opinion is okay,but also the shortist of animations.Along with the new boobs animation, I found them both to be the least subliminaly suggestive.Great pic work on both (the boobs one has a shot of a very cute shemale in a school girl skirt which was quite hot) but they work wonderfully on the autoerotic level.
well... there is still much more for me to discover and look at, and once again..
Thank you all, Mirc chatters. you are helping me out in ways you don't even know.
I may still be an exception to the rule, but I still respect those here, for what they do.
My deepest regaurds to you all.
Anyone can be free, but it takes alot more pride,respect,and self appreciation to willingly chose to be a slave, or accept to enslave another.
''
Travis <Ericdraven00>
- Thursday, August 04, 2005 at 16:22:55 (EDT)
i am just writing since i was thinking of submitting myself under the slave girls for sale section, although i just wondered how much luck the other girls in that section have had so far if any?
i really would love to know:)
cassie
sissy <pb_mitsi@yahoo.co.uk>
London, UK - Wednesday, August 03, 2005 at 11:16:35 (EDT)
Rampool,
There are other things to explore on the site that might be enjoyable for you.
Try some of the stories, have fun.
Marney
Marney <anonymous@hw.com>
NY - Tuesday, August 02, 2005 at 21:30:03 (EDT)
If you feel that you need to be a shemale cockslut after reading adam's story, there is hope!
Stop reading it and stop coming here. Let the cravings die off and you can get back to getting turned on by women again instead of feeling obsessed with needing to be one.
The feeling of needing to be a woman still comes up a little bit at times but being obsessed with it makes it worse. Resistance is not futile if it's not resistance as much as maybe a loss of interest in needing to be a shemale. After all, soft soft silky feminine skin, nice breasts and great hips are what got me into this in the first place. They are what turns me on!
I don't know how Mind Mistress can take that attraction and twist and turn it all around to make you think you want to be the girl and attracted to hairy guys and cock. The point is that you need to remember and don't forget why you are so envious of girls. Because they are so sexy and beautiful and you find them irresistable because you want women not guys!
I have to go before the obsession gets to me again. That happens if I stay here too long so stay away!
rampool2
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 02, 2005 at 16:20:42 (EDT)
Dear Mind Mistress,
Thank YOU ever so much for the 2 Absolute TRUTHS.Pleasure is Obedience.Happiness is Slavery.Domo arigato. reiko
reiko <Drq21555@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 02, 2005 at 11:56:50 (EDT)
Hello Mind Mistress,
Did you have the time to consider my earlier suggestion for a new recording. A recording that progressively takes away your ability to have a male orgasm and replaces it with a much more intense (brain dribbling out of ears) female orgasm.
Stephen
Stephen <sjacks01uk@yahoo.co.uk>
London, UK - Monday, August 01, 2005 at 20:24:55 (EDT)
New topic!
So, has anyone actualy achieved visual and tactile halucination of having a female body (out of trance/triggered)?! Anyone?
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, July 31, 2005 at 14:03:12 (EDT)
hello again
adams final chapter....
well I have gone in the chat and found a whole bunch of people of whom i am gracious to and thank very much for some slightly greater insite...we shall get to that later
adam is fucked in a way only he could have wanted from the start.
he opened his mind to new experience, and look what he found, desire inside himself he didn't know he had.
well... congrats adam.
I myself...well after talking in the chats have found that many of my beleifs are sound, but that I still have alot to learn.
I still stand by my beleif that hypnotism can't work without acceptance, on a more consious level.
you can't MAKE one accept, but if they want to accept, then the won't resist.
but an example was shown to me on the more, imaginary spectrum, of how we perceiive image and imagination...
the example helped me see a bit clearer into the workings and processes of the way a tist works.
-personal note-
I will still never be a bubblegum chewing bimbo waitress in pink with rollerskates
I'm way too smart, and I hate pink a little too much for that. still, the context used did give me great insite.
thanx.
-
anyway, I do see now how the imagination can be used to add to the kernal of a suggested thought.
however with the way my head is, I don't think my mind could accept an imaginated image to be real.
I'm not saying hypnotisim doesn't work. I see that for a certain mindset it can be an encredulous experience.I applaud those who can enjoy,use, and help others with this wonderfull tool
I see more inside myself each time I come here.I still hold firm that I will never acheive trance.
the spastic and ever switching personas inside do not allow for the relaxation needed.
even if acheived on a surface level, my inner and subconcious are too thickened at this point to be broken.
still, I may have (most certainly) alot left to learn.
some of us do learn best the hard way.
well, I think next comes my thoughts on the animations.Not now but soon.
I enjoy this place. I enjoy the hunt for new experience, and the company I find here.
-I'm always willing to look if you've got something to teach- Depeche Mode..Strangelove
Travis <ericdraven00>
- Thursday, July 28, 2005 at 02:47:01 (EDT)
Sorry, but if you think rushing is an excuse to fail, you neve have been zerg rushed before, kekekekkeke
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 at 14:30:18 (EDT)
This is a message for anyone who wants to rush into things.
Rushing would typically have been an excuse to fail.
Being rushed would even have let you blame someone else.
(e.g. "Whatever it is you were doing didn't work for me, I tried for a whole hour")
Having been hanging out in the chat room for a year, on and off, it strikes me that people mostly want to be transformed, don't you? Both as a fantasy and 'for real'. Because there's always room to improve and become more beautiful, and always something to build upon. Yes, I said *more* beautiful which implies...
... well you're not, I mean you're not just a blob of lifeless mud, are you?
For some reason you don't just automatically become what you desire, because you've been locked in the desire, in the wanting, and no matter how much you've been wanting it, you've merely been wanting it a lot, and later you'll have to overcome *that* resistance to change which you've not been daring to recognise exists. Well don't worry if you don't undrsstsatnd it or why you haven't, you just can accept it as something to recognise later.
I've also noticed that there are many dommes who go for a heavy handed approach (e.g. "You WILL submit", "resistance is useless" etc.) which strikes me as a decidedly non-hypnotic way of controlling anyone. Well I like to celebrate and nurture resistance, which is (after all) the hard, protective shell safely and securely wrapped around your coiled and folded inner beauty. Resistance.. then.. is.. just.. delayed compliance. You can always do exactly what I tell you later. For now, just be as you are, perhaps even more so.
So for the moment, just continue considering and wondering whether you really want to take that step, - I mean the wondering which has brought you this far, reading and absorbing, and just springing to mind at idle moments, you know? Learning it? Didn't you know you knew that? Or how? If you chat with the right people, I'd be very surprised if you transformed already tomorrow, and even more surprised if you don't notice something very significant happening before the end of the next month.
Time passes and your resistance needs to be there still for a little while longer. You can certainly rely on processes already begun to complete by themselves at their own speed.
**************************************
Exercise (1)
Does your right thumb rest more gently on your left, or is it the other way around?
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Ms Medea Oblongata <medescript@yahoo.co.uk>
Copenhagen, DK Denmark - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 at 11:02:30 (EDT)
Just a little reminder: smile sweetly, kneel gracefully, unzip with big eyes, smile appreciatively, hold firmly, light up hungrily, suck deeply, exhale with a little mischief, then get to work on that sweet shiny cock.
scelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
LA, CA USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 at 00:39:06 (EDT)
This is to help answer Travis's question: "does anyone know if caffien is an anti-hypnotic or not? I mean I would assume that stimulats would keep the brain function level too high for concentration needed for trance...."
According to
J Clin Pharmacol 1997 Aug;37(8):693-703
Dose-dependent pharmacokinetics and psychomotor effects of caffeine in
humans.
Kaplan GB, Greenblatt DJ, Ehrenberg BL, Goddard JE, Cotreau MM, Harmatz JS,
Shader RI
Department of Psychiatry and Human Behavior, Brown University, Providence,
Rhode Island.
Stated "caffeine doses reduced electroencephalographic amplitude over the 4 Hz to 30 Hz spectrum, as well as in the alpha (8-11 Hz) and beta (12-30 Hz) ranges."
BETA waves 13 to 30 Hz the fastest waves, most commonly found during our waking state, associated with outward awareness, engaged mind, arousal, actively perceiving and evaluating forms of data through the senses; also present with fear, anger, worry, hunger, and surprise.
ALPHA waves 7 to 13 Hz associated with non-drowsy but relaxed, tranquil state of consciousness, less engagement and arousal, pleasant inward awareness, body/mind integration, present during meditation and states of relaxation.
Not only that but in:
Psychopharmacology (Berl) 1982;76(3):201-208
Model insomnia by methylphenidate and caffeine and use in the evaluation of
temazepam.
Okuma T, Matsuoka H, Matsue Y, Toyomura K
Showed that: A reduction in total sleep time and total amount of stage REM (S-REM) sleep and an increase in the sleep latency and wake time (S-W) were observed in both the methylphenidate and caffeine nights. The sleep latency was significantly longer in the caffeine night than in the methylphenidate night.
For those who don't know methylphenidate is Ritalin or it's street name Speed.
Leading to the conclusion that yes caffeine is an anti-hypnotic but it is not because it keeps the brain function level too high but impairs the ability to sleep, enter into trance, and have full awareness. The awareness feels that way because it lack of drowsiness, just as pleasure may be a lack of pain. (obedience is pleasure) Have to go.
Elizabeth <elizabeth_e36@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
San Jose, CA USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 at 12:11:05 (EDT)
for those curious, I prefer menthol Marlboro short,Kool short, and Djarum Black clove as my prefered cancerous ingestion choices.
Travisfo <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, July 25, 2005 at 11:07:42 (EDT)
Adam 6.
well here we are just shy of the end. I must admit, it's kinda sad, I have enjoyed Adam's little story, but alas all stories must end.
first off,
GREAT pics, as it is I have a thing for redheads, so those pics are to say the least.. very eroticly inspiring.
speaking of pics, my yahoo.com profile has my pic on it now.
Its just a head shot, me on my way out the door and..smile honey...click. Ilove her little quirks, she always wants pictures at the most unusual of times.
I don't do nude shots so don't get any ideas
well to the critical side I go...
not much to criticize really, the 'change' is just being reinforced, but we do get to a part I find a slight bit more acheiveable... reversion to childhood as a sexual reinforcement. A bit pedaphilic perhaps, but if it's all in the head then have at it
In general Adam was a weakminded individual crying out for help integrating his inner sexuality.
such a sad sad man.
okay though.. you like juicy bits about me? Adam hides his weaknesses, he is scared.
I have few weaknesses,but yes they are there. Those little spots that when hit upon trigger the more angry boy side (note boy not boi side) I want no sympathy for this next section. I have my weaknesses and I have my demons. I also face them
inhale...deep breath let it out....
I never knew my mother.
My birthmother left when I was 2 years old. I have never heard from or seen her since.I never saw a picture of her, nor do I remember her.I'm 24 now.
I was raised by my dad and stepmom
yeah, I guess it does still hit like a ton of bricks sometimes. mainly angers me though.
there is a tad bit more to the story, but that gets even too personal for public broadcast.
but on a happy note I turned out fine. soe occasional held in resentment...
so through no fault of anyone in particular, reverting to my childhood would probabally not be the best for me to experience ever. I kinda lock alot of it up and don't look back for the most part. I don't have any kind of solid verifyable memory of my life till about 5yrs old anyway.
but not to end on a sad note....
I am fixing to change jobs soon.... so long gothic retail!!!
it means dressing normal, but my paycheck will comfort me. besides I can still dress on weekends.
well caffiene and cig await....
p.s. does anyone know if caffien is an anti-hypnotic or not? I mean I would assume that stimulats would keep the brain function level too high for concentration needed for trance....
Travis <Ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
New Orleans, - Monday, July 25, 2005 at 10:46:08 (EDT)
Mmmmmmmmm....Trev, I love your acounts, especially the little flashes of what makes you tingle. Tasty boy, very tasty.
scelya
scelya <anonymous@hw.com>
LA, CA USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 at 01:17:43 (EDT)
I am a 24 year old diagnosed with GID (a Transsexual), and there are many times I have returned to this site to see if there is anything new. Not needing to be told that I want to be a woman, but instead facing the world and how harsh it can be sometimes I need a little reminder of things. You can quickly forget how nice it is to where skirts in the summer when people are harassing you. This site and her CDs are not therapy (at least not compared to an actual therapist in quality or cost, $145 an hour.ouch) they are a pick me up when times are down. As far as smoking is concerned I could do with out it (I just skip it). If I did smoke, my doctor wouldn't prescribe estrogen for me (due to tobacco's effect on lowering estrogen levels and increased risks of blood clots and heart problems). If you feel the need for smoking please format it like Elegance II. I'm happy being addicted to two things: life and Estrogen.
If you don't like what you see don't look.
Elizabeth <elizabeth_e36@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
San Jose, CA USA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 at 19:27:07 (EDT)
I give in, to sin, because you have to make this life livable
depeche mode,'Strangelove'
adam parts 4&5
well well well.....Adam finally shows just a hint at resistance, then lets himself fall back in.
The whole sexuall head trip I refer back to my previous post about physical memory. The body has no way to properly process that sort of information. However, the technical aspect being designed to further Beths sex drive.. brilliant.
adam finally gets a clue when he asked her about her plans all along, and for a brief second it looks as thougb the irritation may snap him out of it, but does not, hence to me proving that Adam wanted these results before he ever spoke to her.
it's cute the quotation above part 5 about turning back before loosing innocence.
I have a phrase of my own.
Innocence is lost on the guilty.
Th story does lead one to wonder, though, if someone could change anything you wanted about you, what would you change?
me... I'd just be happy not having to shave my legs and face anymore.On a real physical level, not just ona in my head level.
I am but a poor little boi, and electrolysis is way overpriced.Hormones are a little too girl for my taste. I am still happy being Boi.
on a different note...
the animations are fun....
not in this posting, but later I will post my spin on those.
it is kinda sad however that I recognized the brands of cigareetes in the picture and have either had or wanted a few of the cig holders...speaking of...
there is a clove cig calling me.
Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 23, 2005 at 16:28:53 (EDT)
typo grapchical error due to hands moving three paces slower than my brain, and the lack of patience to correct.
I mean no dissrespect.
all apologies.
Travis <ericdraven00>
- Saturday, July 23, 2005 at 14:39:11 (EDT)
Hm, why do you keep calling Mind Mistress as Ms Lita? Lady Lita is another hypnodomme. Mind Mistress name (or alias) is Linda (which means beautifull in spanish and portuguese, btw)
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, July 23, 2005 at 13:37:14 (EDT)
Well, in the hole, but still see no white rabbit.
Of course perhaps I am a little less Alice in this place and a little more the Mad Hatter....
tea anyone?
okay now that I have skewered another Lewis Caroll referance by twisting on myself...
Jackie....
Oh where to begin....
First of I have never found a place with a smoking fetish worse than mine.The search is over.
yes, I smoke, I have a subtle smoking fetish, but jeez this place kinda makes my lungs hurt.
Jackies story makes me realize yet another reason I am immune....
void.
I hate to be categorized but that is definately the effiminate minded parts type. However my male side driven by emotion, the fem side being logic, works as two Voids, each switching off to protect each others weaknesses.
While as Jackie's smoking crusade continues, I just continue to delve deeper into my own brain to share with you all the exception of the rule.
Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
New Orlenas, - Saturday, July 23, 2005 at 12:12:58 (EDT)
Okay, so deeper into the rabbit hole I go... adam part 3
first off the pic is hot.When I was single, or in a open relationship, that was the kind of 'man' I like. I mean now that I am in a closed (yet loving) relationship, such things serve as a turn on visually.Sex is sex, and as stated, when I need a little refresher coarse, my girl has a strap on.
well.... this adam guy is whipped. But my real question is based in physics of memory.
hypnosis may be able to trigger or bring back forgotten memories that exist.Adam could not be able to actually feel the effects of sucking cock unless he'd done t before. The desire may have been hidden in there, but the physical knowledge is not programmable.It's like you can imsgine throwing a ball, have mabe a slight clue as to how it works, but at the same time you don't know untill you acually pick up a ball and throw it.
on female orgasm...hmm mabe, but not quite in the same context.
male orgasm releases besides the obvious release of cum, endorphins in the brain, hence the euphoric feeling derived from sexual release...
so hypnotisim could cut off the physical need to cum, and still maintain the endorphin rush signal to the brain, and MsLita plays into that, only directing the flow of the endorphins to various parts, in short static burst.
I'm not a woman, and so I can't speak enough to say the sensation caused to adam would TRULY feel like a female orgasm, but judging by human anatomy, may come damn close.
also a closer look at the story reveals that most of the details are actually in adams head.The desire to be a slut was not mentioned by the mistress until adam brougt it up, though Lita did quide the session towards that cause.
on naming. *laugh* I have names for my different sets of personality traits as well. Adam is not a gemini or ADD so it is natural that he wouldn't have a name for a side of himself he had no clue existed.The difference between adam and myself is that he doesn't have the knowledge of his other side(s). The way mine operate is based out of want or neccessaty.They switch. I work retail at a very interesting store. Guys come in, I speak boy. Girls come in I speak most girl (sorry, no offense but un intelligent,closeminded girls do little more than annoy me. However if they are remotely open and intellegent, communication is easy.)
so as thus my sides switch.When severe masculinity is needed, it's there. I do operate mostly in Fem mode for most things, accessing boy mode for specific boy task.
so in the long run, long story short....
adam is turning himself into what he wants.It's his beleif in her power that misguides him into thinking she even has any.
she can make him see inside hisself, but can't make him anything other than what he wants.
it is a little closed minded, but I think adam had had a gay experience before, and repressed it,which is how the cocksucking part worked on him.
me that's easy. I've had cocksucking experience before, both men and on myself (hey I metioned being flexible)nothing much to play off there.
I do alot of comparrisons because I am rather assuming that adam's 'training' is the more or less usual process of the hypnotic sessions.And as such to counterpoint that such processes do not work on all individuals.
that being said, adam has come a long way to discovering his true self, but what I see more deeply ingrained is that Ms.Lita plays less off the subconsious mind, and more into the animalistic nature that lies in us all.SEX propagation of species, that rush of orgasm that drives us to survive just to feel it again.
human beings are inherantly animal. and as such, the prey of lust,anger,pain....
when it comes to sex... we are the same as animals.
we lust for sex,
kill over sex,
build empires around sex.
sex is a drug.
even knowing this, it still drives us all.
okay, well back to the subject...
Ms.Lita is less Mistress'ing so much as she is shrinking in the story sofar.
but I do still have several chapters left.
errant self query....
If I were hypnosable (my own word) how much better than adam would I do??
for those curious as to my test score on the site (forced fem)
my first time taking it was 67%...however some of the questions are not specific enough for me.. I mean does sucking cock actually count if it's yours??
Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 22, 2005 at 14:36:15 (EDT)
nothing profound, just small update, my pic is on my yahoo profile now.
Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 22, 2005 at 11:13:07 (EDT)
being musically inclined I do find songs applicable to the bdsm lifestyles.
this song by Depeche Mode seems to sum up slavery from a slaves view
its In Your Room.
In your room
Where time stands still
Or moves at your will
Will you let the morning come soon
Or will you leave me lying here
In your favourite darkness
Your favourite half-light
Your favourite consciousness
Your favourite slave
In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here
Will you lead me to your armchair
Or leave me lying here
Your favourite innocence
Your favourite prize
Your favourite smile
Your favourite slave
I'm hanging on your words
living on your breath
feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
In your room
Your burning eyes
Cause flames to arise
Will you let the fire die down soon
Or will I always be here
Your favourite passion
Your favourite game
Your favourite mirror
Your favourite slave
I'm hanging on your words
living on your breath
feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
---
I thought some here might like and identify with it. The song has such passion.
I've identefied with it for different people and parts of my life.
consider it a gift of sorts,or perhaps a warning, to myself?to others? I don't know. I was just compelled to post it. Perhaps if I ever forget who I am it will be my reminder...
*laugh* It is my femminine side that writes, guided by my masculine emotion.
Travis <ericdraven00>
- Friday, July 22, 2005 at 09:56:18 (EDT)
Hello
well after reading Adams story part two, there are of course differences between him and me. See whereas adam has the one track ability to focus on just the one thing, therefore nessesatationg hypnosis, I would be unable, I can't really run a computer doing only one thing at a time, except certain games, and even then I save frequently, turn them off go to other programs and go back.but as it is even if I did on a whim decided to shut it all down to just the program, certain things always bring me back to consious thought, the subtle grinding th computer makes as it calclates, the sound of it's little tiny fan turning on and off even the clicking of keys on the keyboard...
ADD can be a mixed blessing. My theory on my inability and invoulnerability for hypnosis is that I operate in a state of constant thought. not one at a time, but several, I can watch tv with the sound off, listen to a stereo,read a book and play with one of my cats at the same time.And I'm still thinking about the image,sound,feel,andplot of all these things.
Adam is just high strung.He has the ability to loosen up his own self, But in my beleif is actually happy operating in stress. for some people, that's just how they are, when they are high strung they stay on top of things. Adam however has the key difference that I will say adds a respect point or two, his fear and his disbeleif in the process actually gives him a much more open mind because of his determination to prove it wrong.
I have no intention of proving Ms. Lita out to be some kind of fraud at all. I beleive hypnosis can be a wonderfull tool for things such as repressed memory,perhaps past life regression, such things that the mind has in it's memmory buffer as it were (to put in computer terms)
I do however disagree with the notion that it works on ANYONE. There is a exception to every rule.
Hypnotisim seems to operate on the premise that the subject is willing, but can it work on a subject that wants to resist? Adam doesn't resist. He dosen't even try. I feel that it's less a transformation and more the exploration into adams deeper self.
now for an off the subject topic
Johnny Depp ROCKED as Willy Wonka
it had to be said.There I feel better.
The allure of slavery is in the security of the knowledge that a master or mistress would never truly make you do anything you didn't want to do anyway.Sometimes we just need an outside voice to supplement our internal carnal desires.
but the slave truly is in control. The Master or Mistress can only control them as long as they allow themselves to be controlled.
I do alot of looking inward at odd moments. It really is a pretty complex matrix in my head. It is orded confusion on top of confused order. my favorite way of explaining my operating procedure from day to day is simple.
there is always a method to the madness, even if madness is the method
hmm, I want a cig and some caffiene....
It's acually weird, this site makes me need to smoke less....or mabe it's just cuz I'm lazy and don't have patience to smoke and type at the same time.
we'll see how it goes after I read Adam pt.3
Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
New Orleans, - Friday, July 22, 2005 at 09:17:51 (EDT)
I have been staying away and I thought I had it licked. I came back to see what was new and couldn't help but to read adam's story again.
This is so sick, sick, sick!
I can't be a real girl even if I fully wanted to be. This site and Mind Mistress gave me the desire to be a slutty bimbo girl and I never thought of that before. I have always loved sex with women who love sex. I have never even thought about BEING the woman getting pounded until I saw this site and read adam's story. I can't be a girl for real so I have no choice but to resist it. The only problem there is that resisting doesn't work well because when I do break away, I miss it.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 22, 2005 at 00:35:27 (EDT)
Trav,
Fun to have you on board. Great to get your perspective, and I'd quit apologizing for being "critical", you don't come off harshly at all, You simply read through all of Adam's Story and had Your own take. A smoking Femme is such a sexy creature, lucky You. I'm always excited when someone posts about themselves and they find a perfect phrase. Amazingly, no one seems to come up with the same thing, each unique, like a key to their own lock. The phrase I'm talking about might apply to oneself or just to a general name for what you suspect the site is encouraging. Oooo...you came up with a lovely one:
"a brainwashed gothic bimbo shemale slut"
there may be very little need or likelihood for you to see her develop, but someone's heart just jumps to read (and re-read) those words, I'm sure.
You are delicious and so anal-ytical. Nice combination.
scelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 at 19:24:57 (EDT)
hi.
me again.
Exploring further into the site I have just finished reading the first section of adams story.
hmm. again I reiterate Highly critical, but still enjoyable.
first off, I do have an analytical mind.. so I noticed a typo or two...
seeing as how my last entry is riddled with them this is not crticism
but still moving on.
I don't beleive it is entirely accurate. If Adam did not want to submit than he would never have come to Ms. Lita in the first place. Backing my theory on involuntary mental servitude being impossible.I read the first part (trying to no avail to follow the instructions to place my voice as adams and the mistress voice as seperate.. if really comes out more like my voice on both parts, just different aspects of my personality, perhaps because I carry a strongly effiminate side, and I beleive to some extent I am my own Mistress.It would explain alot.)
further more upon reading further on entrancement,and seeking to discover if I myself actually am entranceable despite my beleif otherwise, My brain doesn't relax short of sleep and even then it still seems active.. anyways if there is some form of entrancement it would have to be music or dancing, as those are the only times I can focus sheerely on myself, and even then I am very aware of my suroundings.
back to my assessment of adam atory part one.
the way it is written gives some subtle confusion as to the times adam is himself as opposed to entranced. He may not know it but Ms. Lita would. I feel to give the experience as a learning tool there needs to be a finer definition as to adam and tranced adam.
on smoking vs. myself...
I smoke as it is. No entrancement needed, though I am a visual smoker for the most part. Smoking habits are easily picked up (I started in the military when they told us not too in tech school, yet they let us off base.. so in a subtle form of rebellion I began my nicotine fixation. Trust me, without cigarettes I'd be in jail for murder. I later discovered clove cigarettes. My god the stress releiving properties... anyway) I smoke for enjoyment, but do find myself in times of recreation (ie watching movies,tv, etc) not needing, more like wanting a cig when I see someone else smoking. Subtle smoking fetish involved (the occasional cigarette during oral sex can be quite thrilling, as is going down on a girl while she smokes. jst watching her smoke is hot. but not something neccessary to every sexual activity. most times I am happy just with a cig after)
why don't I quit?
Oh beleive me, I know the health risk, bla bla bla, as stated for the stress releiving, and or prevention of stress I smoke.
I could quit if I had too. or at least cut down severely.
I have a very addictive personality, so to avoid serious drugs I smoke, because if I am addicted to cigarettes, it negates the need for other worse and illegal substances.I have done my fair share of drugs of different types, and find my self addicted to two main drugs... nicotine, and caffiene
adam however apparently a smoker to begin with, never seemed to associate cigs with sex, but it is ot stated on that. I don't beleive you can make someone smokenwho never has before, but I do think that you can expand on the addiction, givingmore reason and cause to smoke.
also...
no offense, but if my girlfriend wasn't giving me sex, and some hot mistress was feeding me erotic material,I'd be a little more receptive of her too.Adam hangs on due to the idea that either the mistress or his girl will at some point have sex with him, forgetting that we all need sex. the girl would break down eventually, just as he would given the reverse scenario. The mistress however is (as expected in a way)cruely tormenting him by making herself his sexual desire . I realize that it is not like she told him to, it was his idea, however the idea would not have been placed if not for the girls holding out.
My commentaries may sound increduly critical, but the reason being is that a) I don't beleive all I read and see. b)because I do agree with certain aspects being possible.
besides, every story needs an outside view. This site seems to mainly get closeminded outsiders who need to remove the stick from their ass(and pehaps replace it with a strap on) and I on the otherhand am an openminded observer with a few challenges of my own, but unlike adam, I really am willing to reap what I sow. Mabe I'll end up a brainwashed gothic bimbo shemale slut by the end...mabe not.
thats half the fun of learning.
I'm a big fan of Velvet Goldmine, there is a line I find highly accurate tothe premise of hypnotism, and the site in general..
"man is leas himself when he talks in his own person, give him a mask and he'll tell you the truth"
Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
New Orleans, - Thursday, July 21, 2005 at 16:14:09 (EDT)
*blush*
Well thank you for your response. I had no idea it would be such the impact. But I mst state for the inconciable record that I cannot speak for all androgenously minded of the male species. With that disclaimer I shall proceed. I'm not sure if a broadcast journey into some of my theroies and emotianal dissection of my self will help anyone, however, If it answers either my,someone elses, or perhaps opens a window for someone else to express themselves as who they are inside by allowing it to affect their outdide, then I am pleased. Perhaps a slightly more in depth bio of myself can give a slight bit more of a look inside...
my technical data is as such
name :Travis (this is my birth name, although alot of my other personalities (if you can call them that) do nhave their own names.
gender: 100% male (no surgery, no adaptions, fully geneticly male)
race: Caucasion (such a generit term, but yet applicable)
age: 24
birthday June 4th 1981 (yes I am a full fledged Gemini, I'm not an astrologer but have been told to whatever it may affect that I am a double or possibly triple gemini)
well now that the technical stuff is done... the slightly more personal info
Sexuality: bisexual (as of the age of 19)
sexual preferance: women(natural born 100%women) trans[gender,vestite,sexual]
in laymans terms somtehing feminine that looks feminine,and preferably dresses effeminately
relationship: girlfriend (100%woman) on a deeper note, left wife of 4 years for her after being with her for 4 months. the greatest thing to ever happen to me.
now that the general and technical aspect is done, my lifestory...
just kidding. just a brief outline of my sexual passage..
growing up, gradeschool and such, I was always straight (open minded to an extent, I have never beleived in persecution due to race,sex,sexual preferance, we al have a right to beleive as we chose)toyed around very breifly with a boy in school, nothing serious,mostly alot of touching, no kissing. I just couldn't kiss a guy.It didn't feel right at all.
nothing further fr a while. Now I was always subtly effeminate, prefering music and poetry to sports. I was still straight. Toying with the boy didn't make me any less resolute that I was straigt, and to be honest the boy didn't really do anything for me at the time.
grew up a bit more and evolved into the goth scene (of with I am from small towns in the south so I was considered a bit of the outcast) Graduated and decided to go into the Air FOrce (not because I am patriotic at all, or wanted to be more manly, I had only one reason in mind. College.)
after basic and tech school arrived at duty staion. Took a trip to Hot topic (stop the head shaking, my duty station was in Nebraska, Hot topic is all they had, and it was back when Hot topic was still new and actually carried cool stuff)bought black nail polish, black fishnet shirt, and a pair of fishnet I had planned to make into cut offs for my arms. Well painitng nails was less of a fem thing and more of an inner expression thing. put on the fishnet shirt.. and decided to try the fishnet on... and wow. it held everything in place, let my feet brathe inside of my combat boots, and felt really hot to wear underneath my clothes. Not really a big deal.
a few months later having made friends with the other mili-goths, we decided to go out. My nails were done and one of my guyfriends started putting on his girlfriends eyeliner. I thought 'hey I would probabally look hot with some of that' so, I did some simple eyeliner, combined with the fishnet shirt, spiked dog collar, leather trenchcoat, and black tight cargo pants with leather fingerless biker gloves, my 'serious' goth look was born.
long story short my clothign collection grew to include garter belt, thigh high stockings, and makeup grew as well, though unconsiously effeminate makeup was evolving as well.Eventually I started shaving my legs in summer so I could wear such outfits and not sweat to death.
out of military after a little over a year (nothing to do with clothes, aside from pantyhose, I never dressed out under my uniform.I was an individualist and did not respond well to oprders without the reasons backing them)
the world turns. Nothing spectacular till...
one night, being homeless,single,and broke a friend invited me to a club. It was a underage raver kind of place. well sparing boring detail I made a comment that not even the guys thought I was cute (being in a depressive sort of state) and a gay guy friend of mine said "I think your cute, here you need a hug" gave me a hug, and shoved his tongue down my throat.
time kinda freezes in those instants.. I remember my thoughts
"this guy is kissing me...I should pull away.then why am I kissing back..well actually it's not that bad...hey, if guys can kiss this good... what else can they do"
it took all of three days to accept my newfound sexuality...
day one: realization that lastnight a guy kissedme..and I kissed back am I gay? no.. I still like girls to, what does that mean?
day two:well, if I still like girls, then I'm not gay, but boys do have me curious now..
day three: I must be bisexual...hey cool now no matter what I can have a date anytime with anyone.
The friends I had were super suportive. One of them when I told them wraps me up in a big hug and says I've been waiting for you to figure it out. she had known since I met her in the military?I hadn't even known back then... well anyway.....
thats the unpoetic story of the birth of my bisexuality. Serious crossdressing doesn't come till later. The discovery of my bisexuality invariable showed me the kinds of men I felt actual atraction too... effiminate, crossdressers, transvestites..etc.
I feel it makes perfect sense, if your BIseual, then girls of course still hold the intrest, but the best of both worlds ... thats like a bisexual dream. it looks like a girl, dresses girl, usually has the *ahem* physique of a girl, but stillthe parts and abilitiesd of a man.
now I do have to make a small clarification.
I am bi-SEXUAL not bi-RELATIONAL
although sex with women or men is great,
I have never felt true love for any male, she or otherwise.
I do not regret this, as I am happy in my relationship with a woman.
If I need a man for a little sex romp...she has a strap on.
well.... Not much theological insite into the inner workings of my brain, but perhaps this story can help someone in ways I can't imagine.
I guess my point is to trust your instincts. If your bi...run with it.If your straight, and the same sex does not appeal,though I do recommend you try at least once to be sure..then be straight. If your gay, then your gay.....
bottom line is, sex is sex. if you closed your eyes and something go you off, it would feel no diffrent. Sexuality is in the mind. We can't physically will ourselves to be a different sex, but we can physically will ourselves to open our minds and explore ourselves. If you want to explore, just be willing to understand that you don't know yourself as well as you think you do.
although I will be posting here, anyone with questions for me..I leave my real first name, and my yahoo address on these post.
I came here on a whimto further look inside a fetish I had thoguht was only in my head. Now I find it' real and it does exist, so I am here to learn through everyone's stories as well. I may not be able to enjoy it on the same level as others, but I can still learn and listen.
Travis <Ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
New Orleans, - Thursday, July 21, 2005 at 15:02:09 (EDT)
Angel,
that was a lovely message and a beatiful introduction. It's wonderful to have a window into someone elses life, especially when it opens a place to discuss common ground. Unlike so many of the messages that aim to attack others for their interests, you keep your opinions personal and describe why much of what is dealt with here does not have the effect on you that it does on others.
That is, no doubt because much of what dealt with here is about undermining barriers and prohibitions. You have found a way to comfortably incorporate your androgynous and sometimes transformed persona into your everyday life. Fantastic! That is a reality that many feel barred from. You are right to ask, "is it slavery if it's what you want?"...of course it isn't...and that's the beauty of this site. It allows different individuals to slowly find or create paths that would otherwise be blocked, toward goals (feeling beautiful, pursuing pleasure) that they might believe are forever blocked. But there is no question that the blockages are REAL. In your case the gender and pleasure questions are not taboo, and so there is no barrier to break. You may actually find that if you were ever to be interested in Ms. Linda's skills it could be in an entirely other area. Irrational fears and secret desires happen where they happen. The fact that I will climb a ladder to change a light bulb does not mean I could ever assist someon with a fear of heights to do the same.
Ms. Linda has created a place where a lot of people feel welcome, even someone as uninhibited as yourself. I'm sure we would all love to see your pictures, and i hope that you may chose to post a message here once and awhile. Much of what may seem very commonplace to you might make a fascinating "chronicle androgyne" for all the closeted and corsetted minions.
Have a beautiful day.
scelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 at 19:55:14 (EDT)
Hello.
This is going to sound highly critical.However, I do like the site, and I enjoy it. It's intriguing and entertaining to say the least. I'm an androgenously inclined bisexual goth fem boi. (for those ouside of the scene boi is a reference to an extremely efeminate, bu not feminized male) I am also a Gemini with ADD (tons of personalities never thinking the same way about the same thing at the same time) Looking at the site I do see a few useless things to me on a subtle personal level. I need no form of entrancement to smoke, as I've had that habit for several years, as to anal sex, well I am bisexual and male, ergo anal sex is enjoyable. Same with oral; men,women,or myself (as I am very flexible, and I might say rather talented)but at the same time I don't think entrancement works on an individual such as myself. If I had the finances I would look further into the CD's as their themes do intrest me. I'm not a slut (when I'm not single, like now), and I have way too much intellegnce to be a bimbo (I realize my spelling may not be accurate in this letter but long nails do get in the way alot and I have not the patience to backspace and delete) But with any Gemini there is inherantly two man personalities inside (severl more invariably, but typicaly two main ones)and I have the effeminate personality that deals with most sex,logic processes,fashion, and alot of my mannerisms.The more masculine side covers emotions (or in some situations lack there of),such as anger,pleasure,depression. It also acts as the information gatherer It's like my male side learns it, my female side processes it, then my male side decides appropriate emotion, and the female side carries it out.I do enjoy dressing like a girl,on occassion, but make no pretense that I am anything other than male, I do dress androgenous as much as possible (on a selfish note it's kinda fun to be out and see people try to figure out if I'm a boy or girl).And I still dres boy mostly for work or serious occasions. I am ina relationship with a beautiful wonderfull woman who for the most part accepts my sexuality and my androgeny. (she often comments how nice it is to have a living doll to do hair and makeup on...if I get pics soon I will post to site to put a face with the name behind this letter.
I think in the end, I beleive this site works on the principal of most religions...if you beleive its true, in your mind and body, than it is. I however have too many minds in one body for these entrancements to work as they are intended on my psycho-annalitic brain.
is it really slavery if it's what you want...
are you truly changed or was it what you subconsiousy wanted all along?
on a personal note of gratification...
Mind Mistress, this is a great site. I'm happy to see someone who isn't afraid to go into the human mind, and give people the ability to be who they are deep inside.
Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
New Orleans, LA USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 at 16:35:10 (EDT)
Use a slave to catch a slave...I looked for far too long at the captions...I am at your
command mistress!!!
david <sandseashore2002@yahoo.co.uk>
london, britain - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 at 07:38:51 (EDT)
While outside dressed up and smoking some cigarettes (Capri 120s for this girl!), I realized something interesting. When dressed up, I've always been the female persona of Princess, a wild, submissive sissy smoking slut who dreams about somebody discovering her and forcing her to suck their cock. But one night, I discovered the presence of a second female. This one was more dominant, more in control. She does what she wants, when she wants, and damn the consequences (if not for the fears of my make persona, she would not have had a problem jumping in the car and gone off looking to party). This one, I named Michelle. So far, Princess is still the main female personality, but I wonder if that will change. Has anyone else ever gotten the idea that there is more than one than one female inside of them?
-Darkself (Princess/Michelle)
Darkself <darkself_2003NOSPAM@yahoo.com>
USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 at 01:39:49 (EDT)
Hello All,
I have been coming here for a while (over 4 years) and i love it, what i cannot understand is people who post in the guestbook, telling us to retain masculinity, and be a man, and love women. We are all free thinking individuals, if we want to come here we will, if you don't like what you read don't come here. It is that simple.
Now for anyone who says i've lost my way, maybe i have found my way. Maybe i had thoughts and desires like this a long time before i even visited this site.
Oh and another thing, thoughts and desires and brain structure can't just be magically changed.
I mean sure through hypnosis you can be conditioned and learn things (if you want). Generally people are born thinking a certain way.
So all you "Hey I love pussy, wow i'm under my car tinkering with the engine, listening to some heavy music, wanting beers, playing pool and watching women" I'm really happy for you. I'm soo happy for you. Your life has none of the excess complications mine does.
Respect to all, Be well all.
angel <anonymous@hw.com>
uk - Friday, July 15, 2005 at 02:17:01 (EDT)
so, Mind Mistress has many gifts. I find myself asking, Mistress, i've finally gone out dressed and knelt in a club to give my first blow job. But why is it impportant for a girl to smoke ? The answer stays with me...accept that you are a smoking slut and then you'll understand. And once you understand, you'll never go back. I'm not sure any of this really leads anywhere, but i've just ordered my breast forms and I suppose i'll find out where this leads.
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA usa - Thursday, July 14, 2005 at 20:57:42 (EDT)
I constantly fantasize about meeting The Countess and what transformation would happen. Please allow a meeting. That picture in the slave gallery is my ideal fantasy, and the stories in the reading gallery are awesome. I must go read it again...
Matt <cain_locsta_75@yahoo.com>
Denver, Colorado USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 at 11:26:41 (EDT)
Hey please please its all only in your mind you can stop it anytime you like...
Simply forget it and dont go to this site anymore.
Resistance is not Obeying, its the trick. Look at adams story the warning is the implementation. You find a little bit of the warning can be true but it isnt.
and the cocksucking flash is too funny. You are a men not a girl. You like to suck on pussys and breasts. Understand now? Its your nature.......
Dont take hormones anytime.
The (Mistress)is nothing in particular just a lesbian menhater. She tries to destroy your mind and your life you know that.
I hope the 2257 law will end this site its a little bit of bodily injury i think. Go back to the blondes and the brunettes. You love girls. You are a men.
If you believe in (Mistress) ability to hypnotize you think again. you are your brain. Not this bitch.
She tries to bring discrepancies in your mind an one time you believe what she says.
for example: Resistance is obedience :-)
She makes your brain empty thats all
I hope i can help with this mail
Your,
Cock only for Pussies not mens mouth
Ps: Dont let an lesbian womens libber take control over your mind
No Girly name :-))))) <anonymous@NOSPAMgmx.com>
Altona, Alabama USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 at 11:23:14 (EDT)
Hi! It's, like me again! I'm writing two messages in one day! That's new! I masturbated and started to get so horny today on cock suck! I love it! I just want to suck cock and be a slave girl forever!
Victoria Rose <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 at 17:44:03 (EDT)
I love the mistrees! I've never got to talk to her ( im kid of poor) but i love her and cocks and girls! I eat every pussy i see! I love you mistress!
Danielle <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 at 14:14:42 (EDT)
I, like so want to be aparty slut! I love cock-suck and, like masturbate evreyday when i watch it! I just ant to be a silly bimbo teeanger! I need my mistress, i need cocks and i need smokes!
Victoria Rose <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 at 14:12:35 (EDT)
Hi everyone Jennifer again and i am better than ever ive really began giving into my girly side and she is almost totally in control i watch the visuals all the time and i swear i think my boobs are growing they are so sensitive i cant hardly wear a shirt anymore without my sissyclit getting so hard i love it and would like to know if this has happened to anyone else.
Jennifer <shiddy_caddy@yahoo.com>
Memphis, Tennessee USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 at 20:44:57 (EDT)
In case someone is interested in trying an interesting visualization during this hot July, you will need to get a two piece bikini and in the evening apply either an airbrush self-tanner or some other quality type of self tanner over your body (except where your bikini is). On a hot day, you might like staying around your house or apartment in a bikini anyway. Look at yourself nude in a full length mirror the next morning (or a few hours after applying the tanner). Now - visualize your breasts. Beware that the self-tanners usually fade a little but a diffeence in skin tone remains 5 or 6 days so the "white" from the bikini will remain everytime you look in the mirror - so plan accordingly.
kelly
kelly <anonymous@hw.com>
MA USA - Tuesday, July 05, 2005 at 12:06:23 (EDT)
Dear Mistress,
i absolutely LOVE Your Oral CD! The more i have listened to Your CDs and looked at Your site, i have gotten to crave cock, but this CD put me over the edge! i love the way you get me to associate sucking cock with such a basic want/need. The more i listen, the more impossible it is to resist sucking cock and swallowing that "yummy white liquid"! i'm trying to avoid going to a gay club, sitting in a bathroom stall, and sucking the cocks of every man that walks in, but i'm finding it very hard. i find myself thinking more and more about sucking cock - at work, while driving, at home, while sleeping... i think i'm going to have to stop using urinals before i just instinctively drop to my knees and suck off the guy next to me. :-) The more i listen, the more i want, crave, and NEED cock! Thank You so much for such a great CD!
Your cockslut,
lisa
lisa <kccumaddictNOSPAM@excite.com>
Kansas City, Missouri USA - Monday, July 04, 2005 at 23:17:53 (EDT)
I am happy like Louise. I read Adam's Story and I melt. I talked with Mind Mistress a few times also and she was nice. I had such a need to be amanda after talking to her. I am beginning to crave cock and I get so horny looking at the obsessed with cock page now. I am so jealous of pretty big boobed girls and I am starting to not like thinking of having sex with them and looking at their pussies. I was so sceptical that what she said was true that I spent days trying to jack off to nude woman pictures.
I don't get as excited anymore and can hardly get hard with them anymore. I'm wearing sexy panties and bras almost all the time now and I'm so addicted to it. My nipples get so hard when I', looking at cock pictures now. I rented some blowjob movies last week and got a vibrator and I'm so horny seeing the cocks explode cum all over the girls mouths and faces. I imagine myself being them and loving to be a girl. I can't stop fucking myself with my vibrator and I even came like a girl being fucked a couple of times.
I get so obsessed thinking that I'm going to be a shemale it drives me insane with desire and pleasure. Adam's story made me want it so bad and I thought the story was just a fun story at first. Now I love to read it knowing that is going to be me. I'm so lost and amanda is so strong and in control now I get so horny just knowing it.
amanda <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 04, 2005 at 18:58:19 (EDT)
The news inspired me to post in french.
Bonjour!!
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, July 04, 2005 at 12:16:24 (EDT)
Hello everyone,
At two years ago, I see MM's site from first way. I was a straight man, 37 years old (today with 39), with easy curiously for shemales and erotic stories. I am brazilian an dont understand england very much.
I enjoy your site and read Adam's story many times believing be only a joke, pleasant joke. Maybe, for my difficulty with language, I ignore some advertises and need read many times to understand all parts or story, always using a dictionary to help me.
But, I begin a get sex with some shemales, include one the most brazilian shemales, today living in Italy, called Karol (www.karoline.com.br). Yes, the brazilian shemales are famous in the all the world, specially in Europe. And Karol is lovely and have a great tool for pleasure. :-))
And I ordered female clothes, makeup, wigs, butt plug and enjoy use it in my privacy. In that opportunity, I send few messages to Mistress Linda with pictures of myself (before and after) and feel me surprised, enthusiasmed, with her replies. Yes, our lovely Mind Mistress response all my messages, always with caressing words, reinforcing my girly desires.
In other hand, I was very scared with the speed of the happenings and with a deeply fear of the lost control of the situation and damaged or destroyed the highly respectability of my male self in the family, friends, work and society. Then, after much reluctance, I take off all my female articles. :-(
Well, a few months ago, unconsciously, I see me acessing your site and ordered new wigs, female clothes and makeup. I write to MM, and her lovely reply me explaining about "purges". I read her answer, but I continued feel me scared, with my female itens locked into a suitcase in the deep of closet.
However, I persisted acessing this site, reading the guestbook and reading all what I can in the internet about crossdressing, shemales, transexualism etc.
Then, in the last days, I had a uncontrolable "urge" and return a order female itens. I created a crossdressed profile in the Orkut community (You know ? is very fun), added virtual friends and joined to dozens of communities about crossdressers and shemales.
On last friday, for first time, I buyed female clothes in a real store, in a shopping mall. I buyed a man suit (yes, I work with suit and tie) and lied to seller what I wanted a gift foi my girlfriend, and she help me to choose a female violet blouse and velvet pink slacks.
Then, I return to my home, shaved all my body (except forearms) and dressed me like a woman, with black pantyhose, bodysuit, little skirt, red lipstick, and a long hair blonde wig. I feel me delightul happy, and order a new wig in ebay site, external breast protesis, a inflable butt plug and more clothes.
Excuse me for write so extended message, but I needed tell for you. At saturday, in the daybreak, I awake of a dream in what Mistress Linda was speaking with me, I had large breasts and was very excited in my niplles. Even now, I still fell like if my brests was being stimullated and much more sensible.
Then, I choose the Adam/Beth/Louise story for initial page in my brouser. I feel me unable to resist. Mind Mistress win, breaking all my resistances, forever...
I feel like Adam story is my own story, and I want make anything what my Mistress desire like Adam, since what preserv my male self, job, family etc...
And this is so good, I never feel me so happy !!!
Kisses for all,
Louise
Louise <louisecdpoa@hotmail.com>
Brazil - Monday, July 04, 2005 at 08:58:16 (EDT)
so here I sit reading adams story and looking at the flashes. I just know I'm gonna dream of cocks tonight. Hopefully I won't talk in my sleep. If she found out I'd be kicked out probly. I wish I could switch bodies with her.I'd give her hours of pleasure. I can't believe the thought of that gets me so hard. we had sex last night and i had to really concentrate to keep it up. my thoughts kept straying to cock sucking. how would I explain it.
married <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, July 02, 2005 at 04:12:27 (EDT)
Rampool,
If MM can turn you one way by manipulating your mind, you can go back the other with the same.
Hypnosis is all suggestion, and you don't HAVE to accept those suggestions. Whether you want to is something else.
Thanda <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, July 01, 2005 at 05:30:59 (EDT)
This sort of thoughts never bother me, since I knew I wanted to experience the female body as my own through hypnosis even before I knew hypnodommes actually existed...
Besides, you can still want to be a slutty shemale and like women if you want. You can like cock and not be gay, if thats what troubles you. You can ask to be that part-time girl if your social life forbids a full time girlship.
So, I see you all complaining how you cant resist... but I can't see the trouble at all!
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, June 30, 2005 at 20:28:18 (EDT)
I talked to Mind Mistress one night and she named me amanda. For days after I was tumbling down far into wanting even deeper to be a slutty shemale like adam. It is such a turn on and I felt helpless to resist, especially after talking to Miss Linda.
The other day someone sent me this in an email
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rampool2,
When you read the story of adam part of you thought it was a funny joke, but part of you obviously started to believe that the statements such as "it's far too late for you now...." etc could be true.
This is why it has affected you, like it affected me too.
It wasn't until I spoke to a professional hypnotist therapist in London (via email) that he told me that it's very much like Voodoo. I.e. it only works if you believe it works - like placebos (pills without the medicine).
That night, when I went to bed I slept peacefully, and the effects have not come back since.
I guess the effect must have worn off as soon as I heard that it was all in my head.
After reading this, I'm certain you will experience the same.
Regards,
rebroad
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Someone else sent me an email saying that I was now a shemale with no way to turn back so I should just love getting lots of cock and enjoy it.
Which is true? If I just believe it's not real can I forget my feelings after getting so hooked by adams story?
I asked this to Mind Mistress but she hasn't sent me an answer
rampool2
rampool2 (amanda) <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 30, 2005 at 15:04:41 (EDT)
wow so i'm in the store the other day with my wife and found my self checking out guys. and what other girls were wearing. part of me says that's just not right. a small part of me has a smile when thinking of it. i'm a guy who used to lift weights and loved to look at womens butts and boobs. now i'm starting to want them for myself. what will happen next. i'm not sure but it scares me and excites me at the same time.
married <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, June 30, 2005 at 11:48:26 (EDT)
And what are you waiting for?
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, June 30, 2005 at 09:46:10 (EDT)
I've been coming herefor a year or two. I have now realized I have to submit to the urges and what my mind wants. Now I just have to find a lovley mistress or shemale to take control of me and make me the breasted slut i need to be. Force me to have long red hair, pierced breasts. I am a perfectionist, so they gotta be good!
I must have breasts, I must have a pussy. I need to be controlled and made into the big breasted slut that will amke men and women drool over me. feel free to make me do prono too where i can show off my body!
Sonja <Sonjadelosa@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
USA, VA USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 at 22:27:16 (EDT)
im sitting here fully dressed wanting cock i have huge breasts and as sissy fanny and must eat cum i feel so much of a sissy its unbilievable i go out shopping and have gottton a dildo which i like to fuck myself with but i really need another girlly to do me and make me her sissy slut slave forever
fiona xxxx
fiona <fionabrady@hotmail.co.uk>
london, sissified england - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 at 16:22:43 (EDT)
Hello everyone,
Ive been cumming tro MM's site for about a year and I am defiantely hooked and won't even try to get away any more but i need some help. First off I am a guy in his early 20's If anyone reading this can make me into a dumb air headed blonde slut nympho and/or a helpless little baby girl that can't control anything please e-mail me. I would be forever grateful and would do anything to pay you back :) Thnx
megan <christianhb1991@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 20:29:42 (EDT)
Hello everyone!
For almost a year, i have been to this site and found it intriuging. I cum to it and leave, trying to stay away. But, i can't. Yesterday, i listened to MM's Acceptance 5 times, Happiness once and Elegance once. Each time going furhter in my transformation from a stressed out male to a happy, relaxed cockslut. MM's words are truth. At least they are true for me as soon as i see or hear them.
After the last listening, i IMed MM and asked her for instructions, she said to be a slut, soi finished my hair and makeup and went to a nice bar, with some very nice men. First, there was mike(i think). He knew how nervous i was, but bought me a drink and talked. We went to the restroom and i made him very happy. having him in my mouth made me so complete, so fulfilled. Returning to the bar, MMs words echoed to be a slut. So, i excused myself from mike's company and moved towards ? who had been eyeing me. think i made him happy as well.
Left the bar with dave. he was different. Very aggressive. At his apartment, he bent me over his bed and made me look into a mirror to see him take me from behind. i just melted. so relaxing, so complete
With a man in my mouth i have some control over them.
With a man in me, i am in their control.
As i follow MM's instructions, i will continue to work on more beauty so that i can get more cocks. Fulfilling myself one cock at a time.
If any of you want to leave, leave. If you stay, enjoy the ride.
i have become like jessica, a cockslut with no control over myself and a need to relax and enjoy the ride.
Everyone have a great day.
rena
rena <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 15:06:29 (EDT)
've worn shirts that can write better fiction than this bunch of pathetic wankers!!!!!!!!
boredwithtossers <anonymous@hw.com>
UK - Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 03:43:55 (EDT)
When I first found this site I thought it was funny. "Look at these weird-os", I thought. I explored it and was more humored the more I read. Then I began reading Adam's Story. I was entertained with the more I read and I thought the warnings were funny. "If you're offended" and "unless you're a pervert, just stop reading here" "If you read this far, it's probably too late for you" and then "it's far too late for you so you might as well enjoy" I thought Mind Mistress was sarcastic and humorous and had no idea what was happening to me by reading on to the end.
Stay away from adam's story. Sure, it's a great and amazing story but it has done something to me that I can't explain. I was fine until I read it.
Now, I think of being a shemale ALL THE TIME! The compulsion is even worse when I try to stay away and quit reading it. "You are trapped into becoming a horny shemale forever" and "Resistance is futile. You will be big breasted" keep running through my mind all the time now and I can't get them out of my head.
The I noticed that when that runs through my mind I feel so horny it's almost uncontrollable. "be a good girl and read the story again thinking I need big boobs" and "imagining yourself so happy as a shemale" This is almost ALL THE TIME now and it's almost ALL I think about. It keeps getting worse every day no matter if I read it and submit to my compulsions or if I try to stay away and stop this. Somebody please tell me what this is all about.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 at 00:23:56 (EDT)
Beloved One, the two CD's,#4,Male Charm, and #16, Acceptance, are marvelous! In combination, they are habit-forming, and so addictive that it is hard to make myself attend to Trance, Subconscious, and even Elegance, which are scheduled for review once a week. The Acceptance disc is a wonderful set-up for any of the others, and it stands by itself when time is wanting. At age 22, an epiphany of Grace came into me. It is that experience of utter and compete Joy, Knowing, and Understanding that is remembered and recalled as the foundation and guage for Euphoria in Acceptance. To date, that experience has not been completely relived, though, sometimes, something very akin to it comes over me during a listening. The trance seems deeper than what was achieved with the other discs individually, yet that may be due, somewhat, to a developing mental conditioning. It seems that the more each disc is listened to, trance is cyclicly deepened. But the first listening to Acceptance was deeper, by far, than what was usual for #'s1, 2, and 3. Male Charm is beyond Elegance for me, and Elegance is fantastic! It took me to the edge so many times during the course of a listening, that my panties were soaked with pre-cum by the time it was over. Male Charm put me over the top just imagining being fucked in my imaginary pussy! It was so sweet a sensation, so deep and overwhelming that it was in my mind to completely forego physical sex altogether. In fact, the idea still persists...But that was only once... so far... Opportunities for actual sexual encounters haven't presented themselves either. Anyway, as listening continues, my need grows, my love grows,obedience is established more and more in joy, My devotion to You mounts as I become the slut You want me to be... the slut i want to be. Lovingly, Your slave-girl, Breeanne
Breeanne <phoenixprocess421@yahoo.com>
Alamosa, CO USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 at 13:19:26 (EDT)
here I am again, yes I've read adams story a couple of times. Also like the becoming Jessica story
I've read that one a few times also. But i had to look at the flashes for a little bit. I know my wife would flip out. you know she bought me some chocolate kisses. cause I had an attitude when she came home she said "I got some chocolate for you since your haveing PMS. I just smiled like it was true. and then i was looking at a Kmart add when I hit the womans section I looked only at the clothes and didn't think nothing of the women. I remember when I used to look and say man she's hot. what a dilema. well I'm sure I'll be back here another day. maybe I should quit fighting it.
married <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 20:36:58 (EDT)
I LOVE this site! I keep coming back again, and again. I can't stop my self. If anyone is interested check out my profile on Yahoo http://profiles.yahoo.com/on_my_knees_2nite
Love,
Hopeless Sissy
JD <on_my_knees_2nite@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Baton Rouge, Louisiana - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 20:25:10 (EDT)
Coming to this site so much has stirred me. I've started painting my toenails again, and when I do that I like to wear my clear 6" heel fuck-me platform sandals (aka: stripper shoes). When I wear those shoes I like to put on my wig and makeup, my short skirt and my fishnet top. I feel like such a slut. I used to do this a lot about six months ago, but I just kind of fell out of it and buried my faggy sissy nature; well, now it's resurfaced in full.
Well, I watched the Cocksuck flash while dressed (first time while I was dressed) and it was awesome!!! It reallly made me want to suck it that much more. I'd strongly urge you girls who don't have clothes to get some and dress up for Mistress.
I can't wait until I have my whole body stripped of hair, via laser. I finally went to the place and got the pricing; it should be done by this time next year. These ladies will remove all my hair, even from my most intimate areas... I love it. If things keep going this way, I'll probably be on hormones next year too. Mmmm, now I'm goind to watch the Cocksuck flash again. Then I'll watch some shemale videos to cap the evening off :)
I have a new online Mistress. She just wants to experiment on me, but she does not want to own me. I told her I am a bit of a sissy, and while she was not orginally thinking of that area, she is curious now and wants to examine that aspect of my submissivness. I hope to show her this site soon. No matter, Mind Mistress will be the biggest influcence when I get her CD's and call her.
Have fun girls.
Cherry
Cherry (was pboy) <pboy_6969@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 at 03:21:25 (EDT)
So, i had my back and legs waxed today. Bought a lovely pair of lace up heels and have plans to go out on Saturday. Hope all You gyrls are having a lovely time, sounds like a few are. Just this evening i opened the door to the Ladies washroom before realizing that would be a problem. Hey, has everyone joined the lovely "new" yahoo group? If not scroll a few messages down.
Anyway, no need worrying about how addictive the site is. In my opinion it's just a reflection of what we are trying to bottle up. I just love my "new" legs, smooth and lovely. Hope You all can make a next step that make You happier.
kisses, siscelya
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 21:50:22 (EDT)
married, have you read Adam's Story? It IS too late if you did. It is real and the warnings are real. I didn't think so at first and I thought it was all part of the entertainment. Now I can't get becoming a real shemale/girl out of my head. I'm starting to need boobs more than just wanting them. I am going by the user name "geishaslutgurl" now. I tried to leave and stay away but resistance is futile and it threw me into needing to be a real shemale 10 times more like Adam's Story said it would. I really feel it's too late and now I am trapped into being a horny shemale forever. I feel more and more like a female everyday. You, and I, will be big breasted. Hopefully soon! I can't believe this either, married. Good luck.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 18:19:24 (EDT)
Okay so I know they say this site is for entertainment and all but man it's addictive. I totally get into the stories, I think maybe too much. I've watched some of the flashes also and I'm starting to have more and more thoughts that I shouldn't have. Plus I've tried on a bunch of my wife's clothes while she was at work. I'm afraid if this keeps up she will find out. I know when I was a teenager i had fantacies of being turned into a woman but this is getting all too real. Oh well guess i should have turned back when i had the chance. I just wish this stuff wasn't so taboo in my town, wow i can't beleive I just said that. I guess things will go they way they should in the end.
married <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 at 11:29:05 (EDT)
I try to stop coming to this site and looking a shemales. I can't stop. Why am I so turned on by shemales? Why do a feel like I am becoming a shemale? Is that what "your initial conversion conditioning is complete" meant at the end of Adam's Story? I'm finding it so hard to resist now.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 at 23:35:19 (EDT)
Well, I come here often, and I designed a yahoo group sometime ago for fans of hypnosis and regulars here. here, you can post hypnotic pictures, flashes, stories and just overall discuss hypnosis and feminization (or dominance, if you wish) in the group. I just never really worked up the courage to post it here, but here it is:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/
hope it becomes a good group ^_^
- Anzu
anzu <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 at 22:26:30 (EDT)
It's getting worse. I keep coming back the more I tell myself to quit, All i can think about is getting all dressed up and made up and then finding me some yummy cummy cock. Over and over in my head it goes, "i want to suck cock, i want to suck cock" I've gotta find an opportunity to suck cock, I know i'm not going to get away from it now, i'm stuck. I'm going to be a bisexual shemale whore before the year is out, i just know it. I hate it, but I love it.
Janelle <Crzytheatreguy@aol.com>
B, WA USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 at 20:05:36 (EDT)
Exchanged two messages with Mind Mistress. Damn, her words just get to work and don't stop. Anyway, that was yesterday. This morning i woke up and found a new little gem of a phrase running through my head. Thought i'd share it here and maybe some of you will like it to. Like a jingle it just stays in your head:
WHAT MATTERS IS BEING A GOOD LITTLE SMOKING WHORE...
Wouldn't you agree?
Siscelya <anonymous@hw.com>
Los Angeles, USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 at 15:35:08 (EDT)
Hi all,
well ive spent yesterday entirly as a woman and this morning when i got up and out of my nigtdress i had a shower and now dresseed as a male but when i look in the mirror i see female features and just look like a girl in jeans and a boys top.
Im now off for a tan and well who knows what after.....
love
fiona xxxx
fiona <fiona_brady@hotmail.com>
london, london england - Saturday, June 18, 2005 at 06:03:46 (EDT)
Just finished a great phone session with Mind Mistress. It was fantastic. I learned that I can not tell when I have to pee, so I should wear diapers all the time. Can you believe it, all the time. What will people think. It's got to be better than people seeing me pee my pants though.
When I wet my diapers now, it feels like a girl orgasim. It's really great too. We started out with a memory of me making love to my girl friend Julie on the couch. But then things got a bit fuzy. It was Julie as the girl, it was me...I was the girl. And now Julian was making love to me and I experienced my first orgasim as a girl. It was so wonderfull too. Lying there watching him do what guys do to girls. I loved every minute of it. Somehow that was linked to me wetting my diapers and now I experience each and everytime I wet my diapers.
I don't mind so much now not knowing when I have to pee, becasue I'll always have my diapers on and when I do pee, it feels so good.
Thanks Mind Mistress, you really can do anything.
Baby Amy <baby_amye@yahoo.com>
Riverside, California USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 at 23:54:12 (EDT)
Comments about the Spy Baby CD
I've been listening to the cd now for about 2 months. I'm wetting in my diaper almost without thinking, to the point where I almost have to wear diapers full time just to keep from wetting myself in public.
I listen to it over and over and look forward each time I have some peace and quiot and can put the headphones on and just relax, drifting back and realizing how much of a baby girl I am becoming each and everyday.
I highly recommend this CD to anyone who is the slightest bit curious about exploring thier femine side as well as thier baby side.
Thanks Mind Mistress so much for this CD. I can't wait for Spy Baby II to come out. I check your website everyday just to see if today will be the day.
Baby Amy <anonymous@hw.com>
Riverside, CA USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 at 20:11:47 (EDT)
I find myself identifying with, even becoming the characters in the story that is read. Especialy if it is a long story.
Mistress has some great stories and the links to other story searches are very fine as well.
Giggles,
Marney
Marney <anonymous@hw.com>
NY - Friday, June 17, 2005 at 19:05:47 (EDT)
Well I just have to say that im sitting here in a corset stockings and suspenders 3 1/2 high heel boots with tan stockings and the most beautiful smooth legs you have ever seen. Anyhow im still training everyday with bimbosigal and cocksuck effects so far well ive went shopping for girly things and now have a considerable collection which i have just added a makeup kit to today im no longer flusterd about shopping and happily wander round the ladies dept i also got myself a dildo today and am fucking it no end but what i need is the real thing
this whole experience has cameabout in less than 6 weeks! i can feel the woman inside me taking over how long before the point of no return ...
i honestly believe that once i loose my virginity and have my ass pounded and mouth fcked to the salty taste of cum there will be no way back for me i have already surrened to my femine side but in my mind i still hold back on to some masculine aspects. any ideas in totally feminizing myself appreciated
lots of love
fiona xxxx
fiona <fiona_brady@hotmail.co.uk>
dublin, dublin ireland - Friday, June 17, 2005 at 14:06:42 (EDT)
C'mon, Ms Marney, tell us what the surprise is.!! :)
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 at 08:26:33 (EDT)
Hello Hello,
For those who wish to double dose Mind Mistress, try the following.
Click on the Bimbo Sigil 2, get the sound track to play then minimize the screen, only sound should be heard.
Then reenter the website a second time via your search engine. Pick anything you wish to read such as a story or other item. Click onto it. The result is that as you read and get the visual you will also get the sound from the Sigil.
Do it for awhile, say about 1/2 an hour, suprise, suprise at the result.
This is an alternative for those who find some website things a bit overwhelming.
Hugs
Marney
Marney <anonymous@hw.com>
NY - Thursday, June 16, 2005 at 20:04:33 (EDT)
I found this site a few years ago and at the time was just curious about hypnosis and then i read adam's story and ever since i have been obseesed with cock and becoming a big breasted shemale i just wanted to thank Mind Mistress for showing me happiness i have now fully accepted that i will one day be a big breasted cockslut shemale and cannot wait.
Jennifer <shiddy_caddy@yahoo.com>
Tennessee USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 at 01:03:35 (EDT)
For those of you still having problems accepting you desires, you just need to obey Mistress. It is always a pleasure to serve Mistress. She is so competent and strong!
Being under the supervision and command of Mistress has actually had benefits with my s.o. that i never dreamed possible! Before starting my training with Mistress, i was clearly a repressed transsexual, but like many of us, i am married. The relationship was very strained, but with hard work we were getting by. Then, out of frustration and eventually out of magnetic compulsion, i began visiting Mistress' website. i started communicating with Her almost 4 months ago, and began training with various CDs as She instructed. The result in my love relationship has been fantastic! At least for me it's becoming the perfect marriage.
It's hard for me to exactly call my s.o. my wife anymore, because she is instinctively starting to treat me like the wife and acting more like my husband. She has had some physical problems for many months now that make it painful for her to be penetrated, so i just started loving her like the little Gemini slave girl lesbian Mistress has made me now, and she reacted like it was heaven. She started on me last night at the nipples and had me out of control in 10 seconds. She suddenly grabbed our dildo and started pushing it into me while i went nuts on her and i never heard her scream in pleasure like that before. The people at the end of the street probably woke up (and thought to themselves, "DAMN! Why can't that be us?"). my male vagina is still tight after just losing my virginity so recently, but i have no desire to use my clitoris/penis for anything but getting hot for cock anymore. i am also more in love with my husband/wife than i have ever been. i have to credit Mistress' CD's with starting to give me this confidence and joy. And now we're doing session. What wonders will come or cum :)(?) next?
Thank You, Mistress! You truly are the BEST.
Luv, gwen
gwen <guenedthomas@earthlink.net>
USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 at 12:39:37 (EDT)
hello all:
just wishing a late happy birthday to MM. it's my birthday today, so glad to see You're a gemini as well.
just turned 21, so hopefully life will begin now. *smile*
chris davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
sheffield, ohio USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 at 03:14:59 (EDT)
I have found an awesome site, not aas good as Mistress', but pretty good.
Warpmymind.com has a lot of free hypnosis mp3s, even one by Mistress.
Andrew, you might look there to see if there's anything that can help you. Also, there is a hole forumarea for feminization on that site.
Xavier <anonymous@hw.com>
USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 at 20:25:02 (EDT)
hi im in a difficult situation i want to become feminized yet when i go to reading womans magazines, wearing panties and putting on make-up i hate it and i think what the hell am i doing but every day i come onto my computer and look at your site and fanasise also iv tried some of your flash like the bimbo sigi and the cock suck and they dont seem to work do you no what i could do to like doing girly things or anything to stop my fantasis because it buggs me when i get round to trying to be a girl but then hating it. i have tried many other training websites and none of the hypnosis mp3's work then i found your website and i did the quiz to see if could acctually be hypnotised and it says yes
Andrew
- Monday, June 13, 2005 at 13:28:40 (EDT)
I have now fully commited to my cock slut training and ordered some girly clothes i also have found myself sizing up the boys and flirting more at work i walk with a little wigglw in my ass and have started to add feminine attire to my dress code one guy at work who i suspect is in the closet has been smiling and teasing me i know he wants to take me and im going to have his warmth all to myself i just need to position myself some evenng that he gets a glimpse of my suspender belt and the track of my stockings under my work clother then he will be mine and i will suck and fuck his cock forever.
I know he knows im really just a slut and is playing the game but once i bend over in front of him and he sees my cute ass and smooth tanned legs he'll want to fuck me i just need to be fucked and take cock feel free to e-mail me and i promise to reply and who knows i could be your cock slut slave too....
love xxxx
fiona
fiona <fiona_brady@hotmail.com>
london, london england - Monday, June 13, 2005 at 12:57:37 (EDT)
I can feel the woman taking over, I listen to suck cock constantly and its what i want.... tonite i wish to sleep with the headpones on to truly enter my subconsious.... i really have become a submissive cock slut slave...
and i thank one and all its the most beautifl liberating experience i have ever felt and now i have submitted to my femmine side who now rules me from within.
cock cock cock cock cock cock cock cock cock i require it!
fiona <anonymous@hw.com>
london, feminized cock slut england - Saturday, June 11, 2005 at 13:42:01 (EDT)
fix the chat, dammit!
anonymous <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, June 11, 2005 at 03:58:21 (EDT)
So, I wake up this morning, in my nightie, and it's just the most natural thing. And then, catching myself in the mirror, I say, "you are a thin, big-breasted, smoking whore," and it was with a little satisfaction and the most true thing in the world. I mean, I'm not, I'm not there at all, but it was so obvious at the same time that that is what I am, and what I'm becoming day by day and there is no stopping it except to delay it until I'm older, and what's the fun in that?
Now, for those who, like me, follow this board like a favorite soap-opera, you'll recognize those as MM's words to me from about a year ago. "You are a thin, big-breasted smoking whore. Enjoy it!" she told me, and you know what, this morning, I realized I can.
Reading some of the recent posts, I almost feel like we have the makings of a "graduating class" of 2005: gyrls who have been returning here for years and it seems like there is this ripening and all of a sudden a bunch of "Yes. This is me" realizations. Good for all of you, and me! This is the best kind of peer pressure, nothing mean, just a sense that "everyone is doing it, I'm going to do it too!"
Full disclosure: I am SOOOoooo not the gyrl I need to be, but I've just accepted that this is HER year and we are going to have some fun preparing her for a nice coming out party.
Thank you Mind Mistress and everyone for keeping this room so yummy.
~siscelya
scelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
California - Friday, June 10, 2005 at 13:57:58 (EDT)
I am your slave. I love you. My name is now Jessica.
Bill <sept112003@verizon.net>
Renesselear , NY - Thursday, June 09, 2005 at 16:09:06 (EDT)
Dearest Mind Mistress
Happy Birthday may You get loads of big beautiful gifts and many happy returns, You deserve them. :)
amber-louise <pb_mitsi@yahoo.co.uk>
UK - Thursday, June 09, 2005 at 04:33:26 (EDT)
If you are still inhibited about what you are feeling toward men, here's some advice from (fantastic!) experience, girls.
i had bought Male Charm some time ago but i held back using the CD right away because Mistress told me to train with Gemini and Elegance first. Finally, last weekend she told me i would enjoy Male Charm now. i just tried Male Charm (CD4) preceded by Acceptance (CD 16) for an experiment Saturday night. i just thought it would be interesting to see what would happen if i had any inhibitions reduced by Acceptance before i tried Male Charm. After all we were talking about sucking and being fucked by men, and it is intimidating. Using Acceptance first before Male Charm was like learning to ride a motorcycle before getting on a bike! It latches the addiction into you immediately and at full speed.
i may wind up getting total SRS because i listened to the Vaginal track along with all the rest, including Permanence. It made me want to be a complete woman and i can't stop. i will obediently listen to this over and over now. It's a totally obsessing turn on!! i love pleasing men and cocks! i need this sooooo bad! How much is a 10 year subscription to Playgirl?
Thank you, Mistress!
Luv,
gwen
Gwen <guenedthomas@NOSPAMearthlink.net>
USA - Wednesday, June 08, 2005 at 10:11:16 (EDT)
I have been visiting this site for going on 3-4 years now and Pboy is exactly right that by continuly coming here as well as other sissy sites psychological enforcement is what is happening. I originally came to this site with a fetish for mind control and giving up power to another, after reading the Adam story once i started thinking about cock and have continued to do so to this day. It is only today that i actually realised for the first time that the first thought that does now appear in my head when i see a beautiful woman is that i soooo wish i could be her. Not that i didn't think this before but it is now the first thought that comes to mind. even the thought of a nice wet vagina doesn't get me anywhere as near as hard as a nice firm, rippling cock. It is almost like that all natural thoughts have been replaced by a comment that occurs in my head everytime i think like a guy.
PBoy is definately right that we should all just give into this desire because by coming back to this site especially day after day, month after month, year after year, the thoughts have been both firmly planted into the concious and sub-soncious mind. Meaning that it will always be there and the only way to be truly happy is to accept that. it is a big step to take and hopefully a step that i should be taking very soon. I realise i can only speak for myself on this issue but 3 years of reading this and other sissy sites has led me to that/this conclusion.
And for all those newbies, reading the Adam story WILL change your thoughts and life even if it is only slighlty at first, BUT odd's are it will eventually snowball into thoughts and desires that had never even occured to you before or had just layed dormant for years.
I would like to thank PBoy for his comments as it has helped me make the take a chance of safety options that i have been presented with lately. So my Thanks PBoy.
sissy amber-louise
xxxxx
pb_mitsi@yahoo.co.uk
Amber-Louise <pb_mitsi@yahoo.co.uk>
UK - Wednesday, June 08, 2005 at 09:26:00 (EDT)
Okay "girls" I've been reading your Guestbook entries and I wanted to offer a little advice. For those of you who have seriously wanted to try cock, become a shemale bimbo and/or a prostitute, I strongly urge you to just go for it. Get a session with Linda, dress up, reveal it to your spouse in a caring and diplomatic way... But just do it.
I say this because I'm now a guy getting into his later 30's and I'm wishing I did it back in my very early 20's when I first thought about it. I know now that I am a shemale whore inside my head (that is not fantasy talk, it's just really what I have become in my head over all these years). I look back now and see that if I had started when I should have, I could have been a hot looking full-on shemale. I could have been a slutty tgirl pornstar, a prostitute, and a total slut with a totally used ass and mouth. I can have that now, but I really missed my prime, and I only have a few good years left in me to live this out... and I probably won't. I'll most likely have to settle for being a pantied and painted sissy faggot, which is nice to be too... but it doesn't compare to being a hot big breasted whore with a little sissy cock.
I have tried cock now and it only makes me wish I had done it sooner. I found that my ex-girlfriend was totally cool with me being a cocksucker and getting assfucked, but I was not honest with her now she is with another guy... she reminds me that I should have just told her, and in the right way. And I tell you, she is that last person that I thought would put up with a sissy or faggot. She is religious, conservative, a mother, and likes real men... Now she calls me faggot all the time, but teases me that I could have heard it every day if I had just opened up to her. She told me she would have been really happy to have a big dicked lover share our bed and fuck us both. Oh how I wish I could go back in time.
I have not exaggerated one bit here, it's the life I could have had but was too chicken to do it. I know most of you have a mental barrier keeping you from living out your dream. My advice is that you keep coming here, as well as visiting every sissy site you can click on. Read the stories and fantasies. Watch lots of Shemale and/or gay porn; drill it into your own head. Get some sessions with Mind Mistress, and if you have anything left call a good phone Mistress who will help you get sissified in a more direct way that compliments Mind Mistresses efforts... I definitely know a couple of good ones who have helped me go to the next level. In other words, brainwash yourself into doing it, which is basically what you have been doing by reading and viewing this stuff so much.
Even if you don't believe in brainwashing or hypnosis, realize that the repetitive exposure to any subject matter will slowly align your brain in that direction, especially if you already have a desire for it. It's only a matter of time before you get to a point where you NEED it. So this is a good tool for those who want it but can't bring themselves to do it.
I'm just offering you this because I feel your need and I don't want anybody too miss out... But make sure you want this for real... Spend enough time looking at it and you will want it, and you will never be satisfied unless you have it. Just know that you might have to make some sacrifices, like friends, your job, and maybe family. Though, my some of my friends have started to find things out and I have not lost any, my family had found my panties and shemale porn when I was younger and they still treat me the same (we just don't talk about it). I already told you that my now-ex was totally up for it.
Just do it, before it's too late, because life is short.
Good luck,
pboy
pboy <pboy_6969@yahoo.com>
silicon valley, California - Tuesday, June 07, 2005 at 05:42:36 (EDT)
This is destroying my relationship with my girlfriend, all I can think of is cock, I love the sex with her but she's gone for the summer and now all I can think of is cock. I don't want to give in, but I know a cock in my mouth will feel so good. Please someone help me, I'm losing control. As soon as she left I put on panties and lipgloss. Am I already stuck on the path to becomeing a sissy slave to Mind Mistress?? Should I just give in and be happy to become a shemale cockslut? E-mail me with advice please
G (Janelle?) <Crzytheatreguy@aol.com>
B, WA USA - Monday, June 06, 2005 at 23:16:20 (EDT)
I am giving in to being a girl. I need to be a hot sexy shemale bimbo. I can't stop coming to this site and I feel so helpless now. Someone please help me before I give in to becoming a real life shemale slut!
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 06, 2005 at 23:04:40 (EDT)
Hello, everyone,
i have been gone for some time and needed to checkin.
this site is sooooo good. i have to come back and relax time and time again.
i hope that everyone is having a great time.
Just finished my makeup, having a relaxing smoke and listening
to the Acceptance and Happiness cds.
I AM SO HAPPY. Thank You MInd Mistress.
reena
reena <den27car@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 04, 2005 at 13:58:21 (EDT)
Tiengha,
Fost doma no tesa brondaga hef besto. Pren lu nguyen hui styo "cocksucking sissy slut" hahahahaha. Keto myn heg xernopeto. Ghran ona jowora.
Bob The Invisible Gnome <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, June 01, 2005 at 10:20:25 (EDT)
I don't know about testing my limits. I am finding it so hard to get shemales and being a shemale out of my mind now. I am so turned on by shemales now. It is like now when I see a picture of a shemale I get so excited and turned on and then it's like she is pulling me into her body smiling to herself as I drift in. I'm a guy and I'm supposed to be turned on like this by hot women not shemales.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 at 23:54:16 (EDT)
Umm...lipstick. Yes, Janelle, you should definitely do that. :-*
Don't bother trying to fight the temptation. It's easier to just let it happen. Become a cocksucking sissy slut, if the thought makes you happy. :-) Me, I know I'm a sissy (minus the cocksucking part, although I feel the temptation to go look at CockSuck). The temptation eventually broke me, and I opened the flood gates and bought a couple of CDs (naturally, the flood has dried up as "Oral" came out. Darn!). Now I like dressing up in private, I love wearing makeup (especially lipstick, I like the kinds that plump up the lips for that pouty look), and I love going off to smoke one of my Capri's.
My male side got strong and succeeded at throwing out my female shirts, my skirt, my makeup, my jewelry, my dry-rice-in-a-pantyhose tits and my old ciggies. But I've been able to get a few things together on my limited funds.
Now...temptation awaits!
Darkself (Princess) <darkself_2003NOSPAM@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 at 23:50:34 (EDT)
What is going on??? I try to keep myself from coming to this site, but the more I try not to think about it, the more I think about it and the more I want to come watch the flash files, the more I want to submit to Mistress and buy her CD's. I'M A MAN! I like having sex with women. But I can't get this "cocksucking sissy slut" idea out of my head. Every ciggarette I smoke I now think of that cock imagery you use. I need to either give into your control or regain my control. I'm sure its not too late to escape yet, I've only bought a few pairs of panties, and some make up, mmm maybe I should put on some lipstick now?
G (Janelle?) <Crzytheatreguy@aol.com>
WA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 at 23:05:21 (EDT)
Hello y'll,
I havent posted in quite some time, but felt compelled to post again. i must say that i just luv the recent posts. MMMM how words and images play over and over in my mind now. The phrase sexxy slutty cockslut and thin big breasted smoking whore, oh my, feel sooo good whenever i see or hear them. sooo yummy. i want to suck cock playing in my mind, brainwashing is good for you, go deep, i obey, so many thoughts sooo easy not to think, just listen and obey, stare and accept. drink smoke suck, yesssss. So good to hear you had a wonderful time at the conference Mistress Linda. i kept dreaming/fantasizing that i was there too. oh to be at that slumber party. tranced and obedient. maybe next year i can be one of your hypnotized cheerleaders. performing my cheer at the slumber party and ending on my knees mouth open waiting to be filled with your words and .......
Luv you all
smokey kisses girls and boys
shayna <smokeslave@sissify.com>
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 at 14:08:32 (EDT)
My fantasy is tohave the courage to go out as I dress at home, as a slut in a short PVC skirt. I get picked up in a bar by 3 or 4 guys and they get me drunk. I suck all their cocks and when they strip me and find I'm not a girl they all bang me up the arse until I'm left gaping wide and full of cum.
Mark Mather <anonymous@hw.com>
Inverness, UK UK - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 at 11:41:07 (EDT)
rampool, hmmm...that's nice! good to know that you are testing your limits. So, this Mistress, She didn't connect? If its not there then it's not, but it sounds pretty great that someone wanted to meet you in that space. Sounds like you are working on it, pushing the boundaries. Be safe, be happy and enjoy!
scelya <anonymous@hw.com>
CA USA - Monday, May 30, 2005 at 01:33:39 (EDT)
Cockloving sluts are the best scelya. I love them but now I can't get what being a shemale slut would be like out of my mind. I can't bring myself to think of me as a cockloving shemale slut just yet but I so want big boobs. Why is this site and Adam's story so addiciting? I can't understand how having so much lust for cockloving sluts makes me even think about being one because I love them to suck my cock.
I met someone online who tried to trance me but it didn't work. I did get some girl clothes and lingerie and I love the way they feel on me. This person tried to make me say she was my mistress but I just didn't feel it. I think Adam's story and this site already tranced me and I want big boobs so much now it is freaky.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 29, 2005 at 18:54:14 (EDT)
If she was really evil, she'd just have One-Click Buy-It links to CDs under the flash links...
Under the CockSlut, a direct BuyME link to the Oral CD, and under Bimbo maybe Elegance, or SubConcious[sp?]
Just to help her be evil to anyone who can't overcome it.
Muahahahahahaha
Just Zis Guy You Know <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, May 29, 2005 at 01:02:16 (EDT)
Rampool,
it makes me wet just watching you wrestle with this! i can totally relate to what you are going through. Your last post was great because it looks like you've found YOUR TITLE. What i mean by that is that there seems to be a set of words that can nail a person by naming exactly what they can't escape thinking about. It seems part of the power of the Neuro Linguistic Programming (NLP) that once such a phrase enters your vocabulary it just starts working its magic no matter how you try to handle it. The phrase reenforces itself whether you promote or deny it. You love: "a cockloving shemale slut". It's a great phrase. Beautiful. For me, the phrase that came to mind over a year ago (i've been in and out of this site for years, but feel lately like Mind Mistress is approaching "checkmate" because i'm getting closer and closer to ordering CDs -- just to see if there is anything to this stuff -- knowing that the only reason i want to order them is because the other conditioning has already worked) -- anyway my phrase was "a thin big-breasted smoking whore". I wrote a note in this space mentioning that those words came to mind one day and MM wrote back, saying, "You are a thin big-breasted smoking whore. Enjoy it!" Now, i hadn't said that i was a thin big breasted smoking whore, and i hadn't said i wanted to be. In fact a lot of times i might say to myself, there's no way for me to be a thin big-breasted smoking whore. But my fascination only increased to the point now that i have to admit, yes, that's what i am and Mind Mistress wins. In your case, you will just have to see. Maybe you simply want to meet a nice cockloving shemale slut. Even if you don't want to be a cockloving shemale slut that doesn't mean that you shouldn't keep imagining yourself as one just to check. i don't doubt that you love sexy girls, especially sexy cockloving sluts. They are the best and have the most fun because they can just relax, enjoy themselves and know how much pleasure others take from them. They exist to give pleasure and so they are very special. It doesn't matter if they are girls or shemale sluts, it's really the same thing. The important thing is that they have beautiful large heavy sensitive breasts to show off and make the cocks hard and they really know how to make cocks happy. In the end the important thing is that everyone is happy with who they are, and they are not causing any harm to others, maybe even making others a little happier. kisses to you all.
scelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
CA USA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 at 15:36:56 (EDT)
I love girls but I also wanna be a busty shemale. One thing doesnt have to interfeer with the other, if you want.
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, May 28, 2005 at 15:25:03 (EDT)
ive always wondered if a womens orgasm was greater than a mans im not gay or want to be into a shemale i was just wonderin
the one <armyranger321@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 28, 2005 at 13:26:26 (EDT)
Someone I met online said that reading Adam's story and viewing the flashes here have turned me into a cockloving shemale slut whore on the inside. I just haven't realized it yet and I'm forever trapped into being a real life cockloving shemale. I don't think so. I do wonder how it would feel to have my own big boobs but that is as far as it goes. I love girls.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 28, 2005 at 00:10:08 (EDT)
Dear Mistress:
I am having wierd things happen to me since i have visited your sight. I watched the cock suck, new bimbo, and big boobs flash thingeos. I just can't seem to resist watching them. Anyway I was at the store walking behind a couple of women and all of a sudden i started saying to myself, in my head, "I am one of the Girls" over and over and over. I couldn't stop saying it. Then another day i was with a couple of my girlfriends and they were talking about thier guys and I found myself wondering how big thier cocks were. Then the last few times I have triedto masturbate it wont get hard and I tried to look at pics of naked girls but i couldnt get interested until i looked at my penis and then i got really turned on. It doesnt' get hard but i love to look at it and imagine my lips around it sucking it it really turns me on. and my boobs have grown some they are like b cup i think, Ill send a pic if you want. they even bounce when i run and when i bend over i can feel them laying on my stomach. it seems i have turned into some kind of cock slut. ive even started wearing dresses.
ima <iamaweekee@cs.com>
boulder, colo - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 09:59:03 (EDT)
So what you are saying is Adam had repressed bisexual urges that he never felt before and the mistress of this site turned him into a real life flaming cock lover and shemale slut. That is not a description of bisexual fun or experimentation. It said that Adam was a completely straight heterosexual man and by the end of the story he was turned into a cock crazed shemale. Why wasn't Adam turned into a lesbian shemale if bisexuality is so hot?
Beautiful women together in bisexual fun probably have so much fun with it because women have beautiful and sexy bodies. Anyone with a sexy body like that would want to share it and sharing it with another soft curvy woman would be the hottest.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 at 23:33:53 (EDT)
Re: Acceptance
Don't know if others may have the same reaction as me, but have to assume I'm not unique.
Had ordered one of MM's CD packages and found them to be an interesting diversion, but never really felt any effects after waking from trance. Visited her site and read about the release of "Acceptance". Figured, what the hell, already spent x number of dollars, what's a few more. Can't make any guarantees, but in my case, the effects were nothing short of phenomenal. Case in point, "Happiness" was always one of my favorites, but I'd awake feeling "that was kinda neat". After training with "Acceptance" I awake to a stream of voices running through my head, and the silly, giggly girl is almost impossible to repress.
One down side, being a CD with no interest in men, have to skip over some tracks and avoid certain CD's. "Gemini" and "Elegance" have now become my favorites, as they just help to free me from my closeted existence without the cock slut influence.
So in closing, if you find you're not getting any real impact from the CD's, before giving up, you may want to give "Acceptance" a try.
Good luck to all.
Have fun. Be safe.
Joe/Brianne
brianne <jgjr@NOSPAMprodigy.net>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 at 17:17:11 (EDT)
http://www.weebls-stuff.com/games/Obey+the+Crab/
Funnyfunnyfunny
Notactualyinterestedingayness <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 at 10:44:15 (EDT)
Just chill out...
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, May 21, 2005 at 14:59:21 (EDT)
Yo doomed,
I feel for you man. We're all different, although all so damned similar. I've got this cock obsession now too. But I still manage to perform with my wife. I would recommend not orgasming 4 times in 8 hours to the thought of sucking cock. If you ask me, you are really reprogramming yourself that way. Hell, we all (well just about everyone reading this site) have the fantasy going through their head about sucking cock. If it gets too much, which it often does, I masturbate and cum. And that's it. Time to do something else, get back to being normal. Take this chick you struck out with, try fantasizing about her the next time you masturbate. If you can't keep it up, no problemo. Just wait!!! Eventually your testosterone is going to kick in. Let's say you wake up with a hard-on after dreaming of nice juicy cocks. Well start thinking about this chick and bring yourself off. Train yourself to transfer your turn-ons back from cock to females. If you're like me, it won't happen completely, but enough that you can still be turned on by women, enough that you can still 'appear' normal, even though a part of you is not.
Let's face it, MM has turned us all into freaks here. This ain't the source of happiness, and it sure as hell ain't the path to happiness. At least for me. I just came here 'cause I liked to wear panties occasionally and masturbate in them. Now I have an obsession for cock. It doesn't make me happy, but sometimes it just turns me on too much to ignore. So I bring myself off and then find I can ignore it for a time. I don't think about cock when I have sex with my wife though. I did that once or twice and then realized I was going down the wrong road; eventually I wouldn't be able to be turned on by her. Now I'm just trying to maintain a medium between the freak, and the happy-go-lucky normalish guy. You have to. If I was just the freak I'd feel so crazy I'd have to end it somehow...
be-liscious <anonymous@hw.com>
New York, - Saturday, May 21, 2005 at 14:19:54 (EDT)
Even by posting here I have to click on "Submit to Mistress"! So by just posting I am probably going deeper.
The first thing I did this morning was to have my third cigarette ever and log on both here and the chat room. I must keep repeating "I am not hooked... I am not hooked".... lol
chris_uk <sub4ctrl@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
UK - Saturday, May 21, 2005 at 04:41:36 (EDT)
This whole thing is absolutely fascinating... simply fascinating. The site does take more than one visit to properly digest. Ok, here are my two cents: As many may know or not, there are a very many people born as genetic men that have a problem with being male, even though it is pounded into them constantly that they MUST be masculine... It's ok, and not at all freakish, bad, weird,.... etc. no matter what society in general may have to say about the subject. The problem is that the way that western society is structured, there is just no room for experimentation with, or realization of a femme self. Many are looking for some way of seeing this side of themselves, but cannot actively justify doing so. This is a perfect opportunity to do so... Give in to your desires, and slip on a pair of heels. One may just rest comfortably in the thought that "She made me do it.". The justification to let go is made, and through the help of a powerful tool too. Therefore it is in my opinion that this site does a great service to those who feel that they are bad or wrong for feeling the way they do. Nuff said? Get zapped, crave sex, buy makeup, but most importantly (because life is just too short) have fun! (thinking) Why am I smoking Virginia slim 120'S????? I smoke kings... Behold, the power of suggestion.
defies description <howitzer90@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Bawldemore... Hon, md usa - Saturday, May 21, 2005 at 03:27:34 (EDT)
I have heard that women orgasm much more intense than guys. I am not gay nor have I ever had any bisexual tendencies. I have always savored beautiful women and sex with them. The confusing part is now I see women a little differently. I think they are so hot especially with big boobs. Now it is in my mind for the first time ever that having big boobs on me is really hot.
I also notice that shemales are hot for the first time ever and I don't know why. I never felt this way before finding this site and reading through it and Adam's story.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 21, 2005 at 00:21:32 (EDT)
It's all really very simple.
If you choose to follow what she says, then you fall into her loop.
A> Accept her programming and become what she wants
B> Reject her programming (which is really accepting it the way she puts it) and become what she wants
There is a hidden third option:
Do something else
You do this every day.
I'm hungry ... I'm driving I can't eat... ok, I'll listen to the radio instead
I'm tired ... I'm at work, I can't sleep ... ok, I'll get a coffee instead
You don't spend the rest of your day obsessing about coffee, or food, and they are truly essential to life. You can use the same effects on anything you've read here.
I'm horny for cock ... I'm at work, I'll listen to the radio
It really is that simple. You may have to repeat the pattern many times, but it will work
All you need is a basic understanding of addictive minds, and then realize that MindMistress is using NLP to create an addiction. THen using more NLP to enhance and associate with it.
For example: she simply wants you to smoke. SMoking is cool, no worries there, it's legal, hell, even my dad smokes.
Now for the NLP she associates this with smoking COCK too, so you suck on the long white shaft to get the fulfulling white substance. And since smoking is physically addictive, it's much harder to escape this one. But entirely Possible. People quit smoking every day, some come back, most don't. Just sit back and ask yourself "Is my life better because I'm a cock-hungry smoking bimbo?"
If you truly believe it is, go for it, suck, fuck, be happy. If it isn't, fine, make it a fantasy life. In my fantasy life, I'm a Hypnomaster that can enslave people with few words. No big deal, but I don't obsess about it.
In other words, if you don't like what you're thinking, change it.
Only _you_ have control of your brain. No matter who says otherwise.
If women can withstand the pure physical pain of passing a bowlingball throgh their uterus, you can choose to not be a cock-sucking bimbo. It's all a matter of choice
That Guy <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, May 20, 2005 at 23:46:47 (EDT)
Dear doomed, your brain only believes what you tell it.
Through the direction of another OR yourself. While you
have been on your "women hiatus", so to speak, you have
chosen to indulge in a online homosexual fantasy. That has
had real life ramifications. Pick which is more important
to you. The fantasy of sucking men's cocks OR the reality
of sleeping with this beautiful woman. You did not get this
way overnight so don't expect to change back that quickly
either. Goodluck.
doozledorf <anonymous_guest@hw.com>
- Friday, May 20, 2005 at 23:05:23 (EDT)
The warnings are there to make you want to read them even more. That or maybe to make you more curious. "Can it REALLY make that to me?"
If you were truly agains being transformed into a shemale, you would stop right there.
If the thing read " Warning, reading this will make you sick and make you vomit" You would either not read it, or would be enticed by curiosity to read it, "can it be really that bad"
While its true that i canot compare sex between men and women by my personal experience, you gotta agree its common sense that women have multiple, body twisting, orgams.
you gotta recognize, that they have a lot more erogen (sp?) zones as men do. Men have (1. Penis 2. Prostate) Women have (clitoris, walls of the anus, nipples, breasts (dunno if counts as the same as nipples) vagina)
Also, some women pants after orgams, get red in the face, or cry. Anyways, search around the web, descriptions of female orgasms make it sound way superior to men's.
Lastly, I would also love to be in a women's body, but through hallucination only, physical changes would be way to bothersome socially speaking, and stetically too (because its reare a TV that looks really good and feminine).
However it is part on many's fantasies to loose control and be manipulated in many ways. Turning into a TV is one of them. But if they by any chance agree with me on the social thing, they would seek something else, or just go for hallucinations (which i am still not 100% sure that can be done. Can anyone tell me?)
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, May 20, 2005 at 17:51:10 (EDT)
Neves this is what you said.
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1- Just because someone likes to be hypnotized to feel like a female/slutty bimbo/cock sucker, whathever, doesnt mean that you have to stop liking babes as well. One thing does not necessaraly(sp?)nulls the other.
The only stance that would happen would be if the person in question already had tendencies to homossexuality, but was repressed by society. With hypn, they can be their true selfs, so they wouldnt likle girls because of what they have always been, not because of what this site or MM does.
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If that is true, then why does Adam's story say it will trap you into being a slutty big boobed shemale who loves cock instead of women forever. It says Adam was a completely straight guy and was trapped against his will resulting in him geeting implants and being a shemale slut.
And how do you know sex is many times better as a woman than a guy?
It may be nice to feel myself as a woman (only because a woman's body feels so great to begin with - which is not sexist but natural for a guy) but to be trapped and uncontrollably turned into a shemale cockslut like Adam/Beth is crazy. And even though you enter the site on your free will and it is explained as entertainment only, the warnings say that merely reading the story traps you into becoming a shemale forever against your will.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 20, 2005 at 14:11:12 (EDT)
Hi,
I found this amazing site a few days ago, and keep returning again and again. I've read a number of the stories and session transcription, and I have run some of the animations (the cock sucking one I've run a few times).
I'm quite shocked that now, when I'm at home, I find I want to have a penis part of a penis gag in my mouth, i.e. without the strap (one is filling my mouth as I type this), and I want to wear butt plugs. The more I have a "penis" gag in my mouth, the more I seem to want it there.
Also I find myself wanting to ask Mind Mistress to take over my mind !!!
It is all both stangely scary and strangely exciting.
Help!
chris_uk <sub4ctrl@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
UK - Friday, May 20, 2005 at 06:19:40 (EDT)
Since it seems many people reading this have completely ignored the first page, I'll post it here.
You have to click through this in order to get on this site. Unless of your you followed some other think like on google, or dogpile or something. Which then I guess she could set up some kind of javascript cookie mechanism to make sure you clicked YES at lease once.
BY ENTERING THIS SITE, I UNDERSTAND THAT:
This site is for "Entertainment Purposes" only.
- Meaning: If you don't like it, go somewhere else
I am responsible for my requests to, and the resulting actions of, the hypnotist on this site.
- Meaning: It's my own damn fault, and I admit it
I understand that I may become hypnotized, even if I did not intend to be.
- Meaning: It's my own fault again, I take full responibility, and blame no one but myself
If hypnotized, I may do or say things that I might not think I would do or say normally. As a result, I hold no one responsible for my actions but myself.
- Meaning: Again, IT'S MY FAULT I CAME HERE
My session is private and only between my hypnotist myself. The hypnotist will ensure my privacy.
- Meaning: MindMistress won't spill my logs unless I agree. I can spill my logs myself, but then again, it's my own damn fault.
I am entering this siteof my own free will, and I agree to hold harmless: the entertainer hypnotist, the management, and the owners of the site. I will not hold them liable for anything that occurs as a result of my session.
- Meaning: By the way, this is the FIFTH time I'm admitting that anything that happens is my fault, leave me alone.
Have fun.
And I really won't hold it against anyone if this, and other stupid posts get removed for the sake of Mind Mistress's sanity
Gomer Pyle <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 at 22:38:40 (EDT)
There seems to be a lot of problems with your post.
1- Just because someone likes to be hypnotized to feel like a female/slutty bimbo/cock sucker, whathever, doesnt mean that you have to stop liking babes as well. One thing does not necessaraly(sp?)nulls the other.
The only stance that would happen would be if the person in question already had tendencies to homossexuality, but was repressed by society. With hypn, they can be their true selfs, so they wouldnt likle girls because of what they have always been, not because of what this site or MM does.
2- You give too much power to the site, the site is a mere tool. It certanly would not make anyone do anything they don't want.
3-The second part of your post "I don't know why I keep coming..." makes no sense at all.
4- You are sexist.
5- Sex as a woman is many times better than sex as a man.
6- Why do you keep returning to this site?
The conclusion i get is that you are either: A troll or someone also repressed in some way, that desires one aspect or another promoved at this site, but is just too condensed by society or whatever, and has to keep posting stuff like this to create factoids to stay confortable in your zone of inertia.
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
Brazil - Thursday, May 19, 2005 at 08:54:35 (EDT)
A hot sexy babe is the best thing in the world. Try again If you couldn't get it up with that girl. This site has your mind all screwed up. I admit I was curious about the Mind Mistress site when I first found it, but my ex girlfriend said it was a sexy site. She told me to read Adam's Story so I did. I read it a couple of times trying to figure out what the hell it was really about. I don't know why I keep coming to this site because I want big slutty boobs, but flopping in my face and swallowing my cock. Women are meant to serve guys and give them pleasure. You are a guy! Go out and let a girl service you before you forget what it's like to have that ecstacy. There is no way this site will ever make you or me be a woman if you remember how great it is to have sex as a man with women.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 at 12:37:07 (EDT)
I feel I am doomed. I split up with my ex-wife about a year ago, and, hadnt been dating at all. During this time I found this website and visited it everyday. I watched the cocksuk flash constantly and a few other things. Well, finally I met a very nice girl who liked me a lot I could tell, after a couple of dates I spent the nite at her place, soon we were in bed with our clothes off making out etc, and, I couldnt get it up. I was shocked, nothing like this had ever happened to me before. I blamed it on nerves and being tired, which she believed, I think. What scares me tho is, as soon as I got home the next day, I jacked off 4 times in the next 8 hours, fantacising each time about having gay sex, sucking cock, taking cock in my ass, I had intense orgasms each time. I was in bed naked with a beautiful, sexy, naked girl and I couldnt get hard, then, went home and had explosive orgasms imagining myself having sex with men. I'm truely scared now . .
doomed <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 at 01:34:19 (EDT)
ive tried your site out with the flash demos especially the newbimbo played with cocksuck and also the picture cock slut with sound also added. I been at it now for a week and am completly addicted to it I need cock so much it hurts, i just want to suck cock and eat cum all day. At work i dream of sucking cocks and i need a hit of the cock suck animation to help stave off the craving but it just comes bak worse and now i think of it and play itcontinuously. i need more what can i do i used to like girls even shemales but not gay guys but now i just want cock all the time and i dont care from where am i really turing into a cock slut have any other girls experienced this... i am literally shaking cause i need to play the animation again and my eys are starting to hurt..
please help...
fiona_cd <fionabrady@hotmail.com>
london, england england - Monday, May 16, 2005 at 17:29:56 (EDT)
You seem to have no idea of how the thing works, so I won't even try to explain it to ya.
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, May 16, 2005 at 12:52:02 (EDT)
True happiness comes from deep within. The connection of your soul to that of the all encompassing oneness of the universe. No matter what you choose to do with your life, be it a slave, a master, or a normal person, make these choices for that goal and you will not do wrong. No one can make your choices for you. Whether you submit yourself to a master/mistress or to any other calling just do it out of your quest for happiness, not as an escape from misery.
Peace out
Tao Follower <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, May 16, 2005 at 00:08:15 (EDT)
Are you all nuts? What kind of website is this? There is no way all of the men who came to this place have been forced or manipulated into be real transexual girls. Adam's story cannot be anything but a ploy to hook you in. I read it and I don't want to be a shemale. I still love sex with women! Stop now and leave this joky place. Men! Remember how you love having sex with women? Nothing better than a good slut who likes your cock to make you happy.
DisBeliever <rampool2@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 15, 2005 at 20:43:00 (EDT)
Hi, girls.
I wanted to share the cutest story that just happened to me today. I have been taking some vegetable based female hormone treatments for the past several weeks as supplements to help my physiology catch up to my mind. Specifically, I'm using soy isoflavones and soy/black cohosh root extract mixtures at about 100 mg/day. I had a tendency toward gynocomastia already in puberty, so it didn't take long for my breast buds to sprout again.
While I was grocery shopping today, wearing a good fitting knit shirt, I was making efforts to keep good feminine posture, with shoulders back and tummy tucked in. After nearly completing Gemini training, I don't exactly walk or hold my hands or head like a guy anymore either, so that must've added to the effect. I passed a well-built (yum!) Black man who was obviously with his wife, but he stared at my chest and did a double take as I passed. There was no rejection or distaste in that look at all. It was a gawk!
I couldn't help but think, "Looking good aren't they, guy?" as we passed.
What a rush!
Yours,
Gwen
gwen <guenedthomas@NOSPAMearthlink.net>
- Sunday, May 15, 2005 at 15:41:51 (EDT)
Mistress asked that i write a review for everyone about how the Gemini recording works. It is a delight for me to do this.
Slavery is obedience and obedience is happiness.
In a word, Gemini is very effective but discreet for those who must transgender slowly or carefully.
Mistress crafted this program so that it is one continuous session, not broken into smaller parts like her other recordings. This means the user has to reserve enough time for the whole thing at once when training, so more careful time planning is required than with other recordings. The other really big difference with this recording is the way Mistress uses the background wave pulse beat to keep the user focused on her voice and to keep distracting thoughts out of the mind. This is a very effective technique for beginners, like i was when i started. There is another neat technique Mistress uses to force concentration on her voice during the induction. The listener has to nod constantly to agree to relax and obey, and this totally reduces the ability to fight and resist the induction. It's a little like a techno-trance music backbeat pounding you while you're recovering from spinning around in circles for too long. You don't have a prayer of resisting if you follow Mistress' instructions. You're going down, baby! But that is a very good thing and not something to resist.
Gemini is named as it is because it divides out two personalities from your beginning self that you suspected were there, but you never saw them defined before. There is an everyday, workaday personality, which Mistress correctly identifies as both boring and, because of the way we have to act in our jobs, a selfish personality. The other personality is a LOT more fun. This person is a girl living in you. It doesn't matter if you were born a guy, she's there and you will find her and, if you're normal, you will become her. She's just more fun to be.
As far as my personal experience goes, i am a genetic male and THE Gemini Boring person most of the time, and i always found it hard to be expressive. Since Mistress was directing this for me by e-mail, she is my dominant but that leaves me room to use it when alone. i used Gemini on myself for 3 days before i began to experience significant differences in how i perceive myself. When Mistress brought out Gemini Bad Girl in me during the recorded session, i was totally stunned! i was giggling at being a bad little slut and wrinkling my nose like a bad girl and felt girly HORNY when she said to. This was like nothing i could have expected and i love it.
Mistress also provides for another dominant to decide if the user should remember the experience by bringing out the Bad Girl on command, but as i used it, there was no need to forget that gwen is the person i am and want to be.
since i started listening to Gemini in late March, i am now 92% gwen and only 8% Gemini Boring anymore. "Boring" will still exist in another 7 sessions, but he will be there only to do the errands. gwen will be totally in charge after that. It is a lot more comfortable and encouraging to realize that gwen is my name and personality now, and it feels right for this to be how things are.
i also began Elegance while still training with Gemini. That is a good sequence and the one Mistress recommended to me. The results I have seen so far from using the two together are that I have bought lots of pink, purple and Mango polo shirts, feminine socks, clear nail polish and borderline facial treatments. My s.o. teased me about exploring my feminine side. But it was positive teasing. (Exploring? i was advertising!!)
I can recommend Gemini to Masters, Mistresses or slaves who need a girl but who also need their girl's job to be secure. That's a good combination!
gwen <guenedthomas@NOSPAMearthlink.net>
USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 at 18:54:33 (EDT)
Just to better define the feeling; a womans orgasm is more intoxicating, less urgent. It is a warm lucious feeling. As opposed to a man's orgasm which is all about building to a volcanic errupton, a womans climax comes in waves, and can literally give you chills.
Jill <jillcoyote@yahoo.com>
NY, NY USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 at 23:06:42 (EDT)
Hi, just wanted to share an experience. having been born male, and raised male, I had experienced sex as a male for 40 years. Then after letting my cross dressing out of the closet, I began going out every weekend ala Jill. I had been taking herbal estrogene for several years at that point, and ten a friend of mine who was transitioning gave me a bottle of a very potent herbal with like 1500 mgs, which generated my first female orgazmic experience. Two years later began taking 2.5 mgs a day of the estrogen Premarin. The changes were great, and I was hooked. The orgazm changed from being concentrated between my thighs and my waist, and I know experienced it throughout my body -- hjead to toe. What's more, it was a different type of orgasm, and the feelings leading up to it were different as well. I found myself languishing in foreplay for hours, in no hurry to rush to climax. In some cases I waited till the next day to climax. To hear a woman say, "I just had a he-rocked-my-world orgasm," I now understand what that means -- it is delicious. MMMMM.
Jill <jillcoyote@yahoo.com>
New York, NY USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 at 23:04:26 (EDT)
Hi, just wanted to share an experience. having been born male, and raised male, I had experienced sex as a male for 40 years. Then after letting my cross dressing out of the closet, I began going out every weekend ala Jill. I had been taking herbal estrogene for several years at that point, and ten a friend of mine who was transitioning gave me a bottle of a very potent herbal with like 1500 mgs, which generated my first female orgazmic experience. Two years later began taking 2.5 mgs a day of the estrogen Premarin. The changes were great, and I was hooked. The orgazm changed from being concentrated between my thighs and my waist, and I know experienced it throughout my body -- hjead to toe. What's more, it was a different type of orgasm, and the feelings leading up to it were different as well. I found myself languishing in foreplay for hours, in no hurry to rush to climax. In some cases I waited till the next day to climax. To hear a woman say, "I just had a he-rocked-my-world orgasm," I now understand what that means -- it is delicious. MMMMM.
Jill <jillcoyote@yahoo.com>
New York, NY USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 at 23:03:09 (EDT)
Dear Mistress,
i ran across a website that sells a program that displays subliminal messages on your computer screen, and you can program your own messages such as "must drink cum". I created several messages that flash on my screen one at a time every 2 seconds. It works great! Anyway, the website is http://www.subliminal-power.com/mind/.
Love, lisa
Lisa <kccumaddict@NOSPAMexcite.com>
Kansas City, Missouri USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 at 20:23:52 (EDT)
Sheesh. What computer do you have, Mistress? Tandy Color Computer?
*giggle*
Angie
angie_cd <angie_cd2002@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 09, 2005 at 20:11:42 (EDT)
26K modem... wow :(
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, May 09, 2005 at 16:36:24 (EDT)
If all else fails, here is a lame midi file:
http://www.davesfunstuff.com/weirdal/sinceyouvebeengone.mid
Websearcher <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, May 08, 2005 at 21:26:12 (EDT)
For easy access to a lot of free galleries, try the following sites
www.easygals.com - categorized index of anything you would ever want
www.searchgals.com - I think this is related to easygals, but you can fine-tune the searches
www.fuckk.com - same style, about 150 categories of pr0n
www.pantielinks.com - stockings/pantyhose/panties focused site, but archives are categorized
Have Fun
Pr0nh0und <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, May 06, 2005 at 22:45:15 (EDT)
So, be-licious. don't hog all the good sites. Where do you find those great blow job pics? I may need some pointers.
Angie
angie_cd <angie_cd2002@yahoo.com>
Atlantic City, NJ USA - Friday, May 06, 2005 at 22:27:49 (EDT)
Dearest Mind Mistress Linda,
What a wonderful time i had the other evening! Our session was delightful! i thought writing the fantasy was very exciting, however, doing it in trance was beyound, far beyond, what i expected. It was so real, the office, the clothing, everything. Even the male orgasm. i was sure i had cum in my panties, but when i came out of trance i didn't have a mess to clean up.
i am some what amazed at the conditioning effect the session had on me. You see, when i woke up the next morning, i put on a pair of dellicate lace ruffled panties. No surprise there. The surprise was the erection i got. i'm used to wearing panties and the pleasure in wearing panties is there, but not to the extent of having an orgasm. While i didn't orgasm then i wasn't far away! Then later as i was pulling on the panty hose, i had them just above the knees. i had to stop and pull down my panties to relieve the pressure caused by a second erction. i love wearing panties and hose! i do!
i have started working on making the story into a play and look forward living the rest of the fantasy out in trance
Your obedient slave girl cynthia
cynthia <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, May 05, 2005 at 19:19:28 (EDT)
Am I the only one who now spends all their free time looking for blowjob poctorials on the internet? Used to be I'd look at sports articles, or play video games, but now I am constantly drawn to search for blonde bimbo cocksuckers, look at their pictures, of a beautiful big cock on their lips and in their mouths, fantasize about the scenario in which they are sucking cock, wishing and dreaming that it could be me!!!!!!!
be-licious <britne77@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 05, 2005 at 08:42:04 (EDT)
So there have been very few updates recently, hope MM is ok
waiting for more material to complete my conversion into a nympo slut sex slave
andiwausau <andiwausau@yahoo.com>
wausau, wi - Wednesday, May 04, 2005 at 15:20:16 (EDT)
My male side has been trying to resist lately because I'm scared about how close I'm getting to becoming an absolute cockslut, but even with out cuming to the site I haven't been able to get cocks out of my head. I hardly ever used to mastrubate, but since trance training my imagaintion has become so much more vivid and my willpower so much weaker, that no matter how hard I try to resist I end up playing with my sissy little clit every night, and no matter how hard I try to imagine something else, it always ends up with me totally giving in to a fantasy of having cocks stuffed in my ass and mouth, with me sucking like a total whore and everyone laughing and taunting me for what a slutty sissy I'm becoming.
I'm especailly taunted by my inner shemale self, who says it will be so much fun watching me become her. She knows I'll resist if she tries to push me to fast, so she's been slowly using my desire to change me step by step. She's been making me listen to the Slave Girl training CD lately, and I'm really starting to feel it's effects as I desire more and more to become Mistresses malleable slave girl and obey her. I only realised just how far it was going when I went and order the Cockslut training CD today. Now I'm really scared, because I can only imagine how much further that CD will corrupt me.
If somethings not done I'm afraid I'll be unable to stop thinking about cocks and how much I crave them. Please Mistress, I'm begging you to reverse the process! I'm sure if you order me to stop lusting after cock before the CD arrives I'll be able to break free. The only reason I ordered it is because part of me thinks that you want me to become a cocksucking sex toy, and so I should like a good little slave girl. But if you tell me I don't need to do that, then I'll be able to let go of these perverted desires. Please, just give the order Mistress.
kayleen <kayleen_shimeru@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 29, 2005 at 22:28:00 (EDT)
Yeah, fantasy is totally better than reality!
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 at 09:04:20 (EDT)
Hi,
Perhaps there are times when the harshness of reality is not such a good thing. The unreal becomes real here, and the world is innocent once again to explore on your own terms.
Marney
Marney <anonymous@hw.com>
Long Island, N.Y. - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 at 21:49:57 (EDT)
Mistress, several onths ago I purchased som of your cd's, subconcious, elegance, vixen, envy.
they are amazing and I truly thank you. I see things much more clearly now, I ussually train with elegance snd vixen and your beautifull voice is with me always now, I now know my true purpose in life is to be a slave girl and it feels so good. I drop into trance so easily now it is almost automatic and I crave it so much, to listen to your voice is truly an experience I can no longer go without.
I think I will purchase your acceptance cd next to help me focus on your words even more so that I always obey like a good slave girl, mmmmm, just writing this gives me such pleasure it is hard to describe, something I never thought possible, thank you so so much mistress, I am yours now.
cindy <anonymous@hw.com>
georgia usa - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 at 19:43:36 (EDT)
Before you read this I mean no offense to anyone, this is what I believe, and if you don't like it, then deal with it, or don't read it.
Like the rest of you I have been coming to this site for a while now, but I hate it. I utterly despise this website and everything that it stands for. (I will not come here again, ever, and nor will I visit any site of similiar topic) Yet I sporadically came back to it just because it turns me on and I can't stop. But after much deliberation, I have arrived at a conclusion. It is not truly me who comes back to this site time after time, it is not me who reads what is written here, and sees what is posted here; no it's not. It's just a part of me, something that enjoys not the prospect of hypnosis or any of the other focuses of this website, but just something simple as the pleasure I get out of it; out of being turned on of course. Fortunately, the culpability of coming here outweighs the pleasure absolutely. So, simply put: I deny this. I deny mind mistress. I deny it all.
For you see, how could I-No, how could anyone plunge into a life of submissiveness and slavery and be content? It defies all logic and reason. I just don't understand the reasoning behind it. I believe this place is like a drug; a bad, addictive drug. One that sure, just like any other drug, gives you the pleasure you seek, the thrill. But what do you get in the long run? You lose your money, you lose your mind, and you're humiliated. The point is, when you're all grown up (I use those words because I cannot believe anyone who comes here to be completely mature lol) will you look back at this part of your life and regret it? I mean is it really worth it, do you honestly believe anyone could to be sixty years old and still be stuck in this world? And like it? It may be a fun run while it lasts, but in the end I either see one of two options: An Insane Asylum, or... well I'll let whoever reads this to think the second one up. I don't honestly believe anyone could come up with something good. But of course, my opinion.
I don't believe this to be reality. This is not life. I believe this to be an artificial world created by the insecure. And I for one refuse to acknowledge the existence of such an insipid invention as this. This is merely a false world, a false reality. There are things better than this, this fake, phony world. Life is short, and I will live it the way I want to, not the way someone on the Internet instructs me. This is what I don't believe in: I don't believe in the false sentimentality of this place, I don't believe in a life without will, I don't believe in this place's purpose, or lack there of. I believe in a life of purpose, a life of love, family, happiness etc. (And for those of you who deny those, there's a name for you: EMO lol) I'm not trying to enforce my beliefs on any person here, just expressing my belief. And to whom it may concern: Simply put, believe whatever YOU want to believe. And if it's the belief that this place is good and it's your life. So be it. Your life, not mine, but if you have found pleasure in all of this, then good for you. Truly. But this is not for me; I need nothing this site has to offer. But I like to think of it like this: If your life were a book, would anyone want to read it?
Conoscasi
- Tuesday, April 26, 2005 at 18:31:01 (EDT)
Dear Mistress,
When will Your Oral Fixation CD be available? i can't wait! :-)
Sincerely Yours,
Lisa
Lisa <kccumaddict@NOSPAMexcite.com>
Kansas City, Missouri USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 at 22:31:31 (EDT)
love your site and the guides for wives to femme their husbands into their new girl friends - it's perfect for reluctant debutants!
i am a 100% self-prepared 40ish pre-op tgirl looking forward to my final physical upgrade. i dream about my vagina every night. i am 5' 9" and weigh 139 pounds. hormones have given me a sleek, soft, curvacious senuous 36a-28-38 body, with tiny shrunken olive-size testes and an always limp penis good only to pee with(it's the size of my index finger) - i need finishing! i was in tgirl denial and married - now i can't even imagine being physically intimate with a woman. i really do love men, being the object of their desires and being ravished by them. i really didn't need any oral or anal training - i was a natural and love giving.
i'd like to offer a suggestion to all the girls in training - i quickly learned the importance of frequent (every other day at a minimum) tushie douching if a tgirl is to have any sort of sexy relationships with men. i highly recommend that all you girls integrate douching into your grooming and beauty routines - your boyfriends will be oh so thankful.
sincerely,
bebe
p.s. - my friends say i look like princess di - here is a link to my website
http://www.geocities.com/femme_222/bebe.html
bebe edwards <femme_222@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
toronto, ON canada - Monday, April 25, 2005 at 17:35:18 (EDT)
Dearest Mind Mistress Linda,
Maybe i should continue to go fishing.
Let's begin at the beginning. i was the first to arive at camp. All eight of us were there by 9:00PM sitting around the table drinking beers and bloody marys. i was the only one not drinking. The conversation was about women, of course. You know who was fucking who, and which bitch was the best lay etc. When Tom asked me "what the fuck were you doing halloween"? All other conversation ceased, and everyone was looking at me. (he must have seen me and told the others)
i, as calm as i could be, looked at him and softley said, "i'm a transexual shemale slut and i was just advertising. What about it?" He unzipped and pulled his beautifull seven and a halh inches out and said "if you are a slut, why don't you suck on this for a while?". (i can't believe i did this) i pulled an unlubricated rubber out of my pocket and proceeded to put it on him. He protested, but i said "you've just been bragging about all the women you've fucked and i'm not taking any chances." i also took out the four or five other rubbers i had and put them on the table, saying " if you want a blow job take the unlubed if you want to fuck me up the ass use the lubed" i could hear the other guys grabbing the rubbers as i went down on Tom.
Thanks to your section on "how to suck cock" i knew exactley what to do. i started him out with the figure eight until he started moaning. i stoped and said "call me cynthia and i'll make you cum." At first he hesitated but when he realized i was serious he said "OH cynthia you cocksucker" i said " No call me cynthia a cockslut" he said "OK cynthia cockslut make me cum!" So, i went back and gave him the butterfly treatment with a thumb lock. HE started moaning, no screaming "MAKE ME CUM MAKE ME CUM YOU COCKSLUT!" He had hold of my hair and i couldn't tell whether he was trying to force me down or pull me away.
By this time Dick, who had the biggest cock, was deep in my ass. He was fucking me like he hadn't had a piece of ass in a long time. i cant describe the emotions nor, accurately the physical pleasure i was experiencing. i have had nothing to compare it with. my head was spinning my breathing was fast and deep i couldn't control it. sounds were coming out of my mouth but made no sense. Tom came first bucking and screaming! Dick came about a minute later an i was in a complete seizure!
When i came to Harry had taken Toms place and Ben had taken Dicks place. i looked around and saw Billy looking on in fascination. He was the youngest, at twenty, he had come with his dad. His dad was in line with a rubber on but there were none left for Billy. He looked real sad. So before i went down on Harry, I asked "Billy your a virgin aren't you?" at first he denied it but finally admitted that he was lacking in experience. i said, "good, you sit up here next to Harry and i'll give you a blowjob you will never forget."
i had to taste cum and he was the only one i trusted to be clean. i finished off Harry in about five minutes! Billy was so excited he already had precum leaking out his fabulous penis. His first cum happened in less than thirty seconds. i felt like i was going to passout from the pleasure. Again i used the knowledge from your "cocksucking guide" to keep him hard. The seconds were so much more enjoyable. i made him squirm and squim untill he also called me cynthia. His father was now fucking me up the ass. i could tell even with out looking. It was like he was trying to hurt me for teaching his son the joy of recieving a blowjob. i didn't care i had that wonderfull young cock in my mouth and i wasn't giving it up for anything.
i'm not sure of the time but they put me to bed some time after midnight. i wokeup at about 6:00AM. Everybody else was sitting around the table having breakfast and whispering. i played possum for about a half hour trying to hear what they were saying. One thing i did hear was Tom say "I've had blowjobs on three continents and not one of them compare to last nights." i felt so proud and happy!
i finally got out of bed and thank goodness they had cleaned me up before putting me to bed. i walked to Tom (naked) alowing my breast to jiggle and swing as much as they could, and sat on his lap. i gave him a kiss on the cheek and then on the ear and in a stage whisper said "You don't mind if i don't go fishing, do you?" If you men would give me some money, i'll run to the mall and get more appropriate clothes come back clean up the camp and have lunch ready for you by 1:30PM." i excused myself and went to the outhouse.
They had left for the stream before i returned. On the table were ten twenty dollar bills and a note "Knock yourself out we'll be back after 1:30." i squealed and giggled in delight. i started cleaning up the camp got dressed then went to the mall. Bought a short skirt tight top which would help accentuate my cleavage, of course i bought a bra and panties. The only shoes i found that would go with the skirt and blouse were 3.75inch heels ( i wanted to get 5 inch). i went to the drug store to buy Covergirl makeup and more condoms i was hopping i would need them.
Returning to camp i again washed and shaved then really got dressed. When 1:30 finally came i was ready with lunch and two dozen condoms. When the men came in the door i greeted each one with a hug and kiss (on the lips of those that allowed it). Billy was precious he had an erection and was trying to hide it. i giggled and whispered in his ear "i've got the cure for that" and giggled even louder.
i was serving them lunch when an SUV pulled into camp. Thank goodness Tom jumped up and went outside to see what they wanted. ( i thought ) The next thing i know Tom and five strangers are walking in the door. Tom said "men this is cynthia. she'll give you a blowjob that is out of this world." i started to faint but Billy caught me before i fell he said "you'll be fine we'll look after you. besides you have plenty condoms and you love giving head."
The table was moved out of the way and a matress from one of the bunk beds was put on the floor. The first stranger approached. he said "hear you have real tits. Lets see em, take off that blouse and bra. we want to see you without falsies" i was so scared but i couldn't refuse him. i'm so proud of my breast, even though i want to get bigger breasts. He took a boob in each hand and squeezed, hard, and bent down to kiss and lick each nipple. Instant Orgasm!!!! i now knew i couldn't/wouldn't object to anything.
i looked over to Tom and Billy they smiled, walked over and took off my skirt and panties. Leaving my gartebelt,hose, and heels on. i found myself kissing my way down his magnificent body to that thng that would give pleasure and happiness to both of us. When i was on my knees just starting to put his cock in my mouth i felt lubricant being applied to my back door. i looked around and saw a man with at least ten inches approaching. i couldn't even protest. i could sense my body preparing for it and the excitment was already too much.
While i was taking care of the first two, i hear other car doors opening and closing but could care less. i forgot how many were in the SUV and with seven "friends" around i had no way of knowing when i reached twelve. Every so often Billy would appear in front of my and i would drink his cum. After a while i was nothing more than a fucking and sucking machine. i don't know how many times i passed out but always came to with a cock in front of me and a cock in back.
This went on for hours. i finally passed out then woke up alone in the camp. The sun was shining the clock showed 11:00. There was a twenty dollar bill and a note on the table. "Here's money for gas, clean the camp up BITCH and be in my office at 8:00AM-TOM i hurt all over, my boobs were bruised, my nipples are so sore i will have to wear a bra just to protect them from any stimulation. my anus hurts so much i look like i'm carrying a load when i walk. There must have been fifty used condoms i threw away while cleaning camp
When the guys left camp they took every thing. all they left was twenty dollars the keys to my car and the femme cloths i bought at the mall. On the way home i had to stop buy gas and go to the ladies room. i didn't care about the strares the cruel comments or anything i was tired sore and angry. The anger didn't last long may be your conditionning but i started thinking about how many men i made happy and the pleasure i had. all the orgasms.
Now that i'm home, there are messages on my answering machine, from six of my seven "friends". All saying the same thing basically, "thanks for the best openning day of trout season. Tom is to give you your share tomorrow it shouldn't be less than $500.00." Billy is the only one that said "they agreed to give you $500.00 but i think you deserve more. They made a lot of money off you."
we'll see what happens tomorrow.
Your obedient slave girl (cockslut) cynthia
PS Just fantasy but a gurl can dream can't she
cynthia <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, April 25, 2005 at 17:19:56 (EDT)
Hi everyone :). I just want to give a little review of how my feminization is progressing. As someone down the page said you can't be hypnotized to do something you don't want to do. I don't really know if that is true because in my case it has helped me to do and feel things which I've always wanted to and fantasized about. After all I imagine that the reason most of us are here in the first place is that somewhere within each of us are the desires which the cds help us to aquire and develop.
I can't believe how well a few sessions with Mind Mistress and listening to cds has changed me. Elegance got me started and has worked well enough that I don't listen to it much anymore. I'm constantly drawn to wearing blush, lipstick, clear nail polish, perfume, mascara, and even eybrow gel on my semi plucked brows. As each of these things is applied I get more and more excited and love how much prettier I look. I feel so sexy and horny that it's like I'm becoming a transvestite again, except the desire to be made up doesn't leave me if I should climax. It just makes me feel happy to be more of a girl and happy that I'm the transexual I am. In fact I just came back up to this paragraph as after writing all of this I had to make up my face.
Next came Vixen, Male Charm, and Envy which have helped me to become more at ease with the feelings I've always had of wanting to be a woman. I say "helped me" rather than "made me" because I knew that's what I wanted to do, but it was just so hard to break the decades of living, conditioning, and natural instincts that controlled my thoughts and desires. Nowadays when I look at a woman it's not with lust, but to appraise and envy them for their breasts, figures, derrieres, etc... Nice tight ladies jeans help to give me the appearance of having a girlish rear end and the makeup helps my face. The biggest change though is that I now have such a desire to have a cock in me, just typing and thinking about it has me squirming in my chair. Also every once in awhile I'll drive or walk past a man somewhere and I'll start to become aroused.
This also not something that I did not want to have happen, it's something I've dreamed of for years. Sexually I've always been a sub who desired to be taken by my partner and that's pretty much how most of my sexual experience has been, albeit mostly with women. I have been picked up by men a few times in the past but was always drinking when it happened and never even thought of doing that when sober. Afterwards I would always feel guilty and lose the desire just like when I would dress. Now I don't drink much at all and I dream about cocks all through the day and find it hard to believe that once I was actually attracted to women's vaginas. The only way I'd want to have one of them again is after surgery. :) I still haven't gotten out to meet some men, but practice now and then with a thick 6" long dildo I bought. Sucking on it gets me so horny and starts my mouth to watering so much the dildo slides in and out of my mouth so slick and smooth as I move my head up and down. When I pull my head up off of it I pretend that the string of saliva connecting me to it is really cum it's shot into my mouth. :) I can't wait to taste someone's come for real again, other than my own which I lap up from my palm after bringing myself to climax. If any of you have never tasted cum, even your own, you don't know what you're missing. I know that it looks a little gross, but just suck it in fast the way you would a bitter cough medicine. Like most things, the second time is easier and much more pleasureable.
Well that's what I've been up to so far this year. Thank you all for being here and posting such interesting accounts and stories. And thank You to Mind Mistress for giving us all the opportunity. best wishes! geri
geri <geri_in_ri@yahoo.com>
w warwick, ri usa - Friday, April 22, 2005 at 22:00:54 (EDT)
*hugz her Mistress*
rachelle <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 at 11:11:03 (EDT)
Based on my extensive knowledge of soul migration and reincarnation I would say that the Youth CD has every chance of working. If no one has been able to produce any significant changes it could be that the users of the cd have not been using it properly.
I'd love to try Youth, but first I have to receive 'Elegance' and 'Vixen'. Paying by money order sucks because (unlike credit card orders which get instant comfirmation) all you can do is sit and wait and hope that the mail got to Mistress. Then wait and hope that Mistress will have the time and the inclination to fill the request.
I've been viewing several of the animations and listening to the mp3s for over two months now. They have produced significant changes in me, but now I am rejecting their programming. My male side is re-exerting itself. The feelings from the animations just aren't strong enough anymore to keep me girly.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I have fingernails to strip of polish and then they need a good, short trimming.
Maddy
Maddy <synfulsteve@NOSPAMyahoo.ca>
Toronto, confusion Canada - Thursday, April 21, 2005 at 07:22:27 (EDT)
hello ppl,
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becky <beckybimbo11@yahoo.co.uk>
uk, uk - Monday, April 18, 2005 at 18:21:07 (EDT)
The real question is whether the Youth CD really works. It's been out a long time, but none of the data has been posted. Does the Youth CD produce growth in genetic males without hormone treatment?
Curious Georgette <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, April 14, 2005 at 17:24:11 (EDT)
thanks!
incest <nospams@nonono.com>
incest, incest incest - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 at 20:27:13 (EDT)
Well hypnosis may well only work if you want it to, but if you do it can do wonderful things. Three months ago I just liked to dress and wasnt sure if i was gay, straight, cd, tg wantabee or what. Now I know my place and work with my master when ever i am not at work. Have never gotten one of mind mistress' cd's but watch her flash and have created our own. My master has agreed to help me feminize in return for a total power exchange of submission and I have never been happier
Andrea Tony's slut slave <andiwausau@yahoo.com>
Wisconsin - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 at 17:11:14 (EDT)
and that is because you beleive it can't.... like i said.. tricky concepts...
*giggles
rachelle <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, April 13, 2005 at 16:17:32 (EDT)
We can't hallucinate female bodies without hypnosis, though...
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, April 13, 2005 at 09:28:24 (EDT)
Now.. I don't want people getting all mad at me for being an "anti mind mistress" poster or anything.. Especially b/c I have worn a pink nighty to bed for many years and been a cross dresser from childhood. and didn't need this website to tell me that I liked to do this. I'd just like to point out one little thing that everyone seems to be overlooking.
. The point in the hypnosis is just leading you down paths your mind would be willing to go anyways. The reason that this all works is the belief that it will. which unfortunately, as intelligent and engaging as Mistress Linda would be in a session. she cannot give you.
Those who goto her "wanting to be clay" . have their choice to do this, and even the choice to stop what is happening to them. as soon as they realize they are doing everything to themselves. and not being "under hypnotic conditioning" of Mind Mistress. but rather the hypnotic conditioning of themselves that they allowed their brain to be drug down a path willingly. tricky concepts hu??. even for a 7 year old girl (which I accepted without Mrs. Linda's help)
. I can't say that I've ever gotten a session with Mind Mistress... and while I'm sure it would be fun. knowing that I can simply disregard the whole session, and as much as Mistress Linda would like me to believe that she is controlling me .. Knowing that I am in control of the situation.. I need not pay her the money to "make me believe" that "she could be in control". b/c I simply need to believe she "might" be .. To get the results I'm seeking for (mainly. getting off quickly).
. In closing. I totally agree with everyone else. this site should be respected. and the un-intelligent very much weaned off hypnotic conditioning, unless they truly want to have all will taken from them..
I do enjoy reading the guest book and the updates that Mistress Linda puts up. and come back daily to see them. However I do so because I'm horny . and wish to relieve some tension. not b/c I have a desire to suck cock and become addicted to men.. I like boobies too much (and yes I think about them on me too :P , but again .. Was before this site)
. and in closing.. a small little respectful question to Mind Mistress Linda who has acquired a nice lil following of slaves.
I believe you must be a strong independent sexually liberated woman who has faced many greatest fears she has in her life ( and I myself am also wiccan.so this is not without grains of experience from my own mind.). but I ask the question.
"is your greatest fear that you may be not able to control me. or that your own techniques would fail simply because I understand a suggestive mind more than most?. and allow myself the games of hypnotic conditioning, without your help"
Lastly I wish everyone (including MindMistress Linda) a happy content life.. Get to know who you really are. and .. if you really want someone to tell you who that person is. look into a session. but personally I'm a lil more of a brat (real age, or 7 in pettis alike) to allow anyone to "tell me what to do"
.. One Concept always elude those into D/s ..
The subs hold all the power.. they simply need to say the "safe word" . or stop "being submissive" . which people always will have the capacity to do.. Regardless of someone else's will.
Happy travels!!
Rachelle
rachelle <anonymous@hw.com>
neverland, for girls space - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 at 11:49:30 (EDT)
I've recently begun training under my new mistress. She has insructed me to post on Mind Mistress site how utterly enslaved I am to her. My new name is bimbo Murasaki and I am a japanese slut who can't thin of anything except sex and cocks and obeying my mistress. she's made me into more of a submissive than I ever though possible. I have to wear diapers full time now because she has insrcuted me to do so. I go out regularly and suck cocks, I've been keeping some cum on the side because I get hungry sometimes heehee. Um..what else...Oh I watch mind mistress cocksuck flash with the wav file every chance I get because mistress instructed me to do so. I have to obey mistress. I also have to buy some of Mind mistress CD's and begin my full conversion into cockslut bimbo-hood.I'm just posting to thank mistress for all her support and guidance and also o thank mind mistress for having this service available on the web. I'm so happy now I think the only thing that would make me happier is a nice, juicy cock...think i'll go get some.
Sincerely,
Murasaki
Murasaki <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 at 23:33:11 (EDT)
Dear Mistress
I have been watching your Cock-Slut programming regularly and I am noticing changed feelings. I have always been a pussy man I loved looking and fucking pussy. Since watching your program I have been less and less attracted to pussy and more turned on by cocks. I don't find men a turn on but their cocks I want. I see pictures of women sucking and fucking cocks and I envy them. I want to be them. I still fuck women and find the female body attractive, but I am finding it harder and harder to cum. I have also developed a desire to suck and swallow cum. I have done it now to 6 different men who's physical appearance turns me off but once I see their cocks I can not resist. I can only assume your program has had this influence over me. Although I don't want to be gay I do enjoy this new side of me. It is a sexual desire I enjoy submitting to. I am wanting to allow men to have me as if I was a woman and not think of me as a man or give me an orgasm like a man. I guess this is the sissy side of me coming out. I am looking forward to your soft cock program so I am unable to fuck and cum and render me as a full time sissy their to serve men.
Thank you Mistress, you are an amazing superior woman.
sissy michelle
Steven aka sissy Michelle <aeraae@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Brisbane, QLD Australia - Monday, April 11, 2005 at 21:44:53 (EDT)
Mistress,
I have a fantasy I would like to share. It starts by meeting a Mistress on the web. When I go to meet her I just remember talking for a few moments until the drink she gave me kicks in. By the time I awake I am mounted on some kind of device with my ass against a wall and something keeping my mouth wide open.
As I gain conscienceness, I hear my Mistresses voice "You are now my slut. You are now my whore." Then my eyes start seeing your cockslut images but it is all I can see. It is like she is pumping it straight into my brain. Her voice keeps whispering all the text from cockslut over and over.
What I can't see is on the other side of the walls are signs saying FRESH WHORE. I am in the middle of two pay glory holes. Soon my life changes as the customers start using my mouth and asspussy over and over till I want to be full all the time.
slutMichelle
Michelle <mrussa@nospamhotmail.com>
Dallas, Texas - Monday, April 11, 2005 at 09:40:59 (EDT)
A Japanese company claims they have produced a chewing gum which increases the breast size just by chewing.
Everything's available in Japan: A chewing gum claiming to help enhance the size, shape and tone of breasts is the latest invention in the Asian country, the BBC reports. B2Up, the company making the product, says its Bust-Up gum, when chewed three or four times a day, also can help improve circulation, reduce stress and fight aging.
The gum works by slowly releasing compounds contained in an extract from a plant called Pueraria mirifica, also known as Kwao Krua and found in Thailand and Burma. The plant's underground tubers are said to contain a number of chemicals called phytoestrogens -- natural compounds that mimic the effects of the female sex hormone estrogen.
It has long been used by indigenous hill tribe people as a traditional medicine. The company cites recent tests carried out by Thailand's Chulalongkorn University which found Pueraria mirifica therapy was able to enhance breast size by 80 per cent.
Quelle:Trannynet reporter ( of Queercom, 29.3.2005 13:29)
Alexis Austin <sexylexyxx@hotmail.com>
Den Haag, Netherlands - Wednesday, April 06, 2005 at 18:39:12 (EDT)
Dear Mind mistress
My email is u18mar@yahoo.com I went to your chat room by accident a while back and left because it disturbed me but now I can't get the fantasy of somehow being magically transformed into a horny female slut out of my mind the confussion and sudden desire to serve while not quite remembering if I was a guy or not is a major fantasy now. I see those pictures about the confused girl who was once a guy and imagine it was me, I keep trying to find someone to write a story about it since of course my own work would hold no suprises for me but am failing.
Yours
Michael
Michael <anonymous@hw.com>
London, Scotland - Tuesday, April 05, 2005 at 21:09:58 (EDT)
Mistress suggested i post this e-mail suggestion to her board. Yes, Mistress.
Dear Mistress,
i just awakened from Gemini and read through your delicious CD's on your website. And i had a really naughty thought. (Giggle!!) What if you could take the previous lives from "Youth" and make a crappy male body remember how its cells used to divide when it was like it should be - A GIRL BODY!
You could perhaps force the cells to leave out the Y chromosome when they divide. You could even make the body reach into the pathetic "vas deferens" it has and find a female sperm from the very male that made it and take that beautiful, perfect X it needs and bring it to the little cell that needs to get rid of its nasty Y part. Then the body could use its perfect, beautiful X with its X that was there all along and it would begin becoming a woman. Regardless of its previous cells, the little cell parts would begin becoming woman after woman after woman cells. Like a perfect cure - replacing all the nasty cells with the right ones - the XX ones.
If you can figure a way to make such a trance Why Not call it "Y NOT" ? i would luv to try it!
Luv,
Gwen
Gwen <anonymous@hw.com>
USA - Tuesday, April 05, 2005 at 07:56:11 (EDT)
Hello,
Waiting for lovely instructions.
denise <deniseluvtoy73@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 05, 2005 at 01:43:20 (EDT)
Hello,
The power of the Acceptance cd amplifies the other cds so much that it is indescribable. (Hope that that is spelled right).
i am happier now than i ahve ever been. Happiness and euphoria stays with me for over 6 hours now. i have never experience such a deep feeling of happiness and obedience before.
The combination of Acceptance with any other cd will fulfill your most vivid expectations.
The combo of Acceptance with Happiness brings me to the edge of "The Happy Place."
Just relaxation and allowing myself to appreciate the inner 'me.'
i am happier now, than any time in my life.
Hope that all of You can enjoy this feeling as well.
denise
denise <deniseluvtoy73@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 04, 2005 at 23:24:43 (EDT)
Hello,
Today, i received my Acceptance cd from Mind Mistress. i cannot describe the sensations coursing through my body. i can describe the sensations in my mind. Utter bliss.
i have been doing the Elegance and Happiness cds for over 5 months. My favorite is the Happiness. It makes me such a sweet nothing. i just obey my makeup and sex are all i think about. i never knew that the Happiness cd could be soooo, wonderful. If you do the Acceptance first and then Happiness, your mind just melts. Nothing but .. well, i'm not sure what. The line blurs and i am so happy with just thinking Mistress' thoughts. i am here to please her.
After listening, i redid my makeup, dressed in my best red dress and chain smoked several Virginia Slim 120s. So relaxing. Before Mind Mistress, there was no joy. Now, there is only euphoria. Coursing through my body.
i enjoy the sensation of ....something. It is enjoyable.
i need to stop, my mind is becoming a blank slate the more i write.
Yes. More tomorrow.
hard to think.
just forget and obey
denise
denise <deniseluvtoy73@yahoo.com>
US - Monday, April 04, 2005 at 22:56:08 (EDT)
Surely the perfect answer is to create lots and lots of evil feminising women through hypnosis then your evil plan will be more successful concentrate on the real females rather than the male population then there would be an abundance of real life mistresses don"t you think that makes more sense
mark <qabas777@msn.com>
uk - Sunday, April 03, 2005 at 18:21:34 (EDT)
This is a warning to not underestimate the hypnotic animation like I did! I thought it was all fun and games and I could stop anytime I wanted, but now I'm totally addicted to the CockSuck animation and can too late feel the effect watching it over and over is having on me. I fear that it's only a matter of time before I become hopelessly addicted to cock in real life! must suck cock... i love cock... i need cock... addicted to cum... dick is yummy... cocks control me... make me horny... hypnotized by cock... me suck... me obey... mindless... me horny... must suck... drink cum... need more... hot cum in my mouth... i can't resist cock... guys make me so horny... must suck cock... i love cock... i need cock...
See, there I go again! Can't get cock out of my mind. And I have a job as a massage therapist, so I'm around temptation to much. I use to be able to stay proffesional, but now with Mind Mistresses commands burning into my brain I'm losing it. I had a client come in, and during the massage he got hard, and as soon as I saw that hard on I found myself imagining what it'd be like to suck it. I was barely able to to resist, and the more I resisted the hornier I got! I hope he didn't see my embarrassing hard on I got. I have several clients who are gay, and its likely only a matter of time now until one of them catches me with a hard on checking out their crotch... and if they make any advances I know my weak little will power will crumble to pieces and I'll go down on their cock in a feeding frenzy. If that happens they'll surely tell thei friends what a wussy cock slut I am and I'll end up having to suck off many cocks a day. I'm terrified that will turn me into a completely hopeless cock sucking addict. Please Mistress, isn't there any way to reverse this process before I turn into a total cock slave? I'm begging you to stop the dirty thoughts you've planted in my head before its to late! In the meantime, I think I'll go watch the CockSuck animation again...
Kayleen <kayleen_shimeru@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Friday, April 01, 2005 at 23:55:07 (EST)
Mistress I think adding an evil genie fantasy to your page would awesome. One day you are walking through a park and find an old rusty looking lamp sitting behind a tree. You pick it up to see what it is and give it a nice little rub to see if it has any shine in it when suddenly it lights up and in a cloud of smoke a genie emerges. The genie promises to make all your dreams come true and grants you three wishes. Not being a very social person and coming off a very bad relationship you ask for the only three things that you can think of to get your self worth back, beauty, popularity and of course all the riches in the world. So with a somewhat sly smile the genie grants you these wishes, and with a flash your face changes, your hips widen, your shape goes hour-glass and your shirt bursts open revealing a perfect pair of breasts. You are now an amazing female specimen. Bewildering you stand agape checking out your perfect body, when zapp! your popularity hits. Your hair turns blonde, your nails and lips are now painted red, and a cigarette hangs from your lips. you naturally inhale and as the smoke fills your lungs, you giggle and your voice has gone up many octaves, you then exhale and with that sweet smoke your IQ follows. The giggle is now you, a busty blonde brainless orally fixated bimbo. You continue with your smoking which begins to make your little bimbo slit moist and wanting some attention. This being done the genie gives your third wish, and with a flash of light, people start walking toward you in every direction. Oddly they all seem to be men, so you ask,"hiya my names......um....(giggle)...um...(giggle), i dunno what it is, but what's your name sexy?" The dozen or so men gathered around all respond,"Every one of us is name Rich, its short for Richard." She then fullfills her wish and sucks and fucks all riches. Dreams can come true for some of us :)
Dreamer <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, April 01, 2005 at 17:45:08 (EST)
If anyone would like to share their experiences with the YOUTH CD, please e-mail me.
David Jericho <Djericho21@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 31, 2005 at 15:48:11 (EST)
I AM ADDICTED TO YOUR WEBSITE
I'm a 21 years arabic guy who found your website 1 year ago. I regularly visit it to know the updates and read the stories.. please i found myself want to be sissy.. i started to crossdress, to see a lot of cocks pictures.. i was a homosexual male and i'm now thinking in the other directions..i Want a session pelase.
Future Sissy <wishes_maker@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 31, 2005 at 09:20:45 (EST)
As well as you i crave boobs animation how about one of these for craving stockings/pantyhose ???
mark <qabas777@msn.com>
uk - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 at 17:38:27 (EST)
I've never been trained as well as most sissys. My master of 15 years probably fully realize what she was doing whe we first got together. She put me in panties and bras from day one and I am required to do anything she asks. My master has given me the gift of piercing my ears so I can wear the earrings of her choice. She has also adorned me by piercing my nipples and allowing me to heavy gold rings in them. I do all the house work' cleaning ' shopping and laundry and am happy to do it. She allows me to havesex with her once a month. LATELY SHE HAS BENN TRYING TO INCREASE MY BREAST SIZE WITH PILLS. but this was not working well ' Now I am taking hormones and beginingto please her.
darla <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 at 16:30:25 (EST)
Dearest Mind Mistress Linda,
Friday March 18th, was the most exciting day of my life. i didn't think that much pleasure and excitement was possible. You are incredible!!! i am not fully down from the experience yet and don't think i ever will be.
Saturday i was so delirious all day. i don't think i slept much Friday, but i got up early enough to get done what i had to do. Buy more makeup, panties and panty hose. i was so sleepy i couldn't trance and took a nap in the afternoon. Oh i almost forgot! before i went shopping i put my Anurous Toy in place and kepy it in most of the day. When i got up from my nap i replaced my toy, but needed more. i needed a dildo or anything that looked like a cock to suck. i finally made one out of large pens paper tape an a rubber. Not very good but i was desperate.
That night i was still in such a state of excitement i couldn't sleep. The good part about that was the chat we had. i am so gratefull for your help. and i did finally get through the checkout at Vibereview and am now the proud owner of a six inch Jelly-Dong, with suction cup, and a vibrating but plug.
Sunday i had family obligations that distracted me most of the day, but i did manage to buy condoms, and more makeup for my trip monday.
Monday was a disaster. i left for work sometime after 6:00AM not realizing i left my wallet on the dresser. i didn't discover this until i went to pay for lunch. So, i had to drive home Monday and drive back up on Tuesday. which left very little time to enjoy my butt toy. i did manage to trance to Happiness. Since our sessions i trance much deeper and get there faster. i seem to start drifting as soon as i hear your voice. its like i am already in a very light trance all the time, so when i hear your voice or see your words i just start drifting. i can't stop it. i don't want to stop it. i love trance!
Tuesday after work i registered at the motel, and settled in to listen to Vixen. i am such a busty vixen. When i came out of trance i just had to go to the gentleman's club and show off my body. Your conditioning kicked in and i freshened up my makeup checked my hair then left for the club. While driving to the club a very small voice tried to say "What are you doing?" Every time that voice came out it was drowned by a feeling of pleasure and desire to obey you. Now i've been to "adult stores" before so i shouldn't have been shaking with apprehension. i guess it was the desire and pleasure that were making me shake.
When i entered the store a woman clerk behind the counter gave me a big friendly HELLO. i don't know if she noticed my eyes shutter or heard the gasp that escaped my lips but i was over the edge. i managed to ask if the machines took cash or tokens. i entered the video area and selected a booth next to one that appeared to be occupied. it was so dark i had to put money in the machine just to see. What No Glory Hole?!:( so i moved to the other side of the occupied booth and put money in that machine again no glory hole:( This establishment evidently frowns on people enjoying other people. i went into the hallway and tried to seduce the bouncer (boy i'll never learn) He wasn't nasty or anything like that just he's an employee and he wants to keep his job. i spent the rest of the evening watching videos and browsing the sales area hoping to get lucky. not to be:( i went back to the motel and listened to male charm. Would have liked to experience the real thing, but soon in my trance i was satisfying men while being cynthia vixen.
With nothing else to do wednessday i returned with similar results. One thing i noticed i wasn't turned on by the guys on guys videos i think because i couldn't place myself in their situation. i mean i'm a girl with breast and pussy. Seeing two or more guys going at it--i could suck their cocks etc... but when i looked at the screen iwasn't in the picture-- do you know what i mean? Similarly the women on women didn't turn me on as much as it used to. its great if someone kisses my nipples or licks my pussy but i need cock in me!
Today i arrived home early to find my jelly dong and but plug had been delivered. i immediatly took the dong out and after washing it started sucking away. the butt plug is going to take some work. my ass isn't quite ready yet but i am making progress with my other butt toy. Streching myself out a little more each day.
After two sessions all hope of returning to any semblence of maleness is futile, and i'm happy about that. its what i always wanted. i know i am your sissy cock slut foreever. The most exciting thing about that is i am going to be what you want me to be.
Remaining your obedient cock slut cynthia vixen
cynthia <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 at 17:56:30 (EST)
Just a note to say I love your site. And to let you know, humbly, that the chat applet keeps saying to register it each time you type.
Thought you'd like to know.
meekly yours,
angie
angie_cd <angie_cd2002@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
new jerset - Thursday, March 24, 2005 at 01:24:56 (EST)
yes, hypnotic castration with a flash, very very good idea!!!
NT <shortkid93333@yahoo.com>
Stamford, CT - Friday, March 18, 2005 at 11:59:39 (EST)
Hi,
I just wanted to warn anybody who reads the guestbook that the warnings about this site being addictive are completely true. Look out if you come her unprepared.
When I first posted a message back in November, I was only looking for a sexy shemale to meet but now just a few months later all that I can think about is being feminizied myself.
It started when I read through Adam's Story for the first time, I just couldn't get it out of my head. Last night I spent nearly an hour just sitting here watching and listening to CockSuck. This site is so much stronger than I realized at first.
Jason <Morbo_20012001@yahoo.com>
Seattle, WA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 at 20:01:21 (EST)
a humble greetings to you all. there have been a few posts requesting a mental castration flash thing, like already exists for cockslut and new boobs etc. I humbly request that mistress linda consider having one of those made and put on the website. bye for now. andrea
andrea
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 at 13:35:35 (EST)
If there are any hypnotists out there who can hypnotise people into having visual hallucinations(i.e, seeing and feeling a female body in place of your own) and are willing to work for free, please contact me at Testrun_2@hotmail.com
Testrun <Testrun_2@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 16, 2005 at 07:04:06 (EST)
i spent another weekend as alecia, a pre-op TS ho last week after my session. i suck and fuck for money, and men are soooooo turned on by a tg chick with a dick. i hang out by the vending machines at my motel, smoking Virginia Slims and showin some smooth shaved leg when i don't have a date comin over for me to service his hard cock. after my trance, i have no memory of ever bein anythin but a cheap ho. i have so much sex, i cant remember how many cocks i do over the weekend. i have a boyfriend, a black man named Jon, with a big black cock. he calls me his white bitch, and i love him. when i wasn't hangin out or serving a date, i went out to gay bars and danced. i sat at the bar and made a show out of applying lipstick and the most beautiful men bought me girly drinks. i went in the restroom with some of them and sucked their cocks.
when i finally remembered who i am as a male on Monday morning, i realized that i have been gay all my life and just was in denial about it. i met a gay hairdresser online who answered one of my personal ads, and he is doing my makeover as alecia to make me look even more slutty, and i decided to ask him to give me a gay look as a guy too so people will know just from looking at me i'm gay. i can't always be alecia even tho i want to be, so i started hangin out at bars in the gay district in town so i can meet other men who want a submissive bottom like me to suck their cock.
i smoke Virginia Slims and i watch girly tv shows and read girls' magazines. i hate sports and i love fashion, i don't know why i tried to pretend i was straight.
i need breast implants.
i don't know how much of this Mistress Linda makes me think cuz She never lets me remember what She does with my sissy mind during my trances, but i know it is the real me and the guy who came to Her for hypnosis training was a total fake and loser.
i can't seem to talk without a lisp, a really gay style of talking, but if people don't like it they can fuck off. i'm much happier this way and i can meet guys and suck all during the week even if i can't be alecia this way.
if you're in the midwest, send me an email and maybe we can hook up.
sissy alecia <sissyaleciaNOSPAM@lycos.com>
quad cities, Illinois - Saturday, March 12, 2005 at 11:00:13 (EST)
Dear Mistress Linda,
thanks for posting me to slave tgirls for sold.
Thank you so much.
I like to show myself and seduce men.
You help me so much.
Your animations are sos strong.
My desire for boobs and to feminin encrease from day to day more and more.
I cannot resist you.
Please tkae me by the hand and show me the right way,please.
Your shemale slut mandy.
Mandy fom germany <transe1969@yahoo.de>
cologne, Germany - Thursday, March 10, 2005 at 18:05:38 (EST)
I am amazed. I never thought I could be hypnotized, and this proved me wrong. Completely. In the past, I tried tapes and cds, and nothing worked. After 1 session with Mind Mistress, I am a believer. I could never have asked for more.
Thank you, Mind Mistress,
Doll Candi.
Doll Candi <PsycheShift>
- Wednesday, March 09, 2005 at 22:58:13 (EST)
Hello Mind Mistress!!! Just a quick update. I am now a call t-girl in NE Ohio. My gf/Mistress set me up in a lovely apartment near the airport and I am paying my own rent and saving 20 per cent of my income for sex reassignment surgery. I have been told that i am a GREAT cocksucker and not too bad giving anal also ( ! ) . I have mastered walking in 5 inch high heels which was the hardest thing of all (apart from some of the cocks I have had to service hehehehe). It is more wonderful than I ever imagined. Thank you so much for all your help and encouragement, I could never have had the courage to lose my virginity without it! I truly feel fulfilled! Love and kisses from your servant and admirer Brenda. *curtsey to Mind Mistress*
Brenda <brenda_ohio_cd@hotmail.com>
Brookpark, Ohio USA - Wednesday, March 09, 2005 at 04:32:36 (EST)
Please help me become my female self I am haveing a hard time trying to do it have no suport from anyone I know I hope you can help ne my credit is no good so I have not been able to buy anything without anyone knowing.
Jeremy <jeremyace2001@aol.com>
Sacramento, CA - Sunday, March 06, 2005 at 19:30:41 (EST)
Dear ms. Linda,
Here are a few relavent links and extracts from them that possibly might help find what you are looking for. You also may want to Google search universities like i did to find extra materials using keywords "kinsey scale", "publications", "Results"
It is appropriate to reexamine Kinsey's methodology on the 50th anniversary of the publication of his landmark Sexual Behavior in the Human Male (Kinsey, Pomeroy, & Martin, 1948). Kinsey's work is important in a number of ways but particularly because it legitimated the sex survey in American academia. Although data collection for the first sex survey started in 1892, it was never published. (exerted from find articles.com link below).
http://www.kinseyinstitute.org/library/access.htm
http://www.findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m2372/is_n2_v35/ai_20846990
From the kinsey institute:
Sexual Behavior in the Human Male (1948) and Sexual Behavior in the Human Female (1953) reported that:
* 37% of males and 13% of females had at least some overt homosexual experience to orgasm;
* 10% of males were more or less exclusively homosexual and 8% of males were exclusively homosexual for at least three years between the ages of 16 and 55. For females, Kinsey reported a range of 2-6% for more or less exclusively homosexual experience/response.
* 4% of males and 1-3% of females had been exclusively homosexual after the onset of adolescence up to the time of the interview.
* Kinsey devised a classification scheme to measure sexual orientation. It is commonly known as the Kinsey Scale.
(sourced from)
http://www.indiana.edu/~kinsey/resources/bib-homoprev.html
Joel <anonymousUnclejed27@Yahoohw.com>
- Saturday, March 05, 2005 at 07:08:35 (EST)
Mistress,
I worship and adore you. I have put of giving myself to you for so long, but can fight no longer. I am yours, and submit to you a gift. A site with the Kinsey Sexuality Quiz on it.
http://www.indiana.edu/~kinsey/netres/webquest.html
All Hail Mistress
John <annonymous.smithNOSPAM@gmail.com>
Laramie, wyoming - Saturday, March 05, 2005 at 01:24:19 (EST)
See Spam. See Spam Run. Run Spam Run.
Antispam <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, March 04, 2005 at 00:41:18 (EST)
If you can't handle endless joy or true bliss, then leave this site right now. If you're ready to be happier than you've ever been, then stick around.
You will be addicted.
Supreme Mistress, I adore,
How I love to be your whore.
With my knees upon the floor,
Love to suck cock more and more.
Pleasing men is not a chore,
Let them fuck me till I'm sore.
So, Mind Mistress I implore,
Trance me so I can't ignore.
Play with me till I'm a bore,
Kick me naked out your door.
Stevie aka Madeline
Little Stevie Homemaker <synfulsteve@NOSPAMyahoo.ca>
Toronto, Ontario Canada - Thursday, March 03, 2005 at 11:22:57 (EST)
The new antispam measures have been successfully installed. Please pay attention to the instructions when adding an entry.
Antispam <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, March 03, 2005 at 01:57:09 (EST)
Dearest Mind Mistress Linda,
A followup from my initial session with you. i had trouble writing the first letter because i couldn't remember what happend during my trance. i should say when i came out of trance i was happy, very relaxed, a little i'll say dizzy if you know what i mean. i also was excited and looking forward to my next session.
Since our session i've listened to elagence three times, skipping the induction, and still found myself going into a deeper trance than i had been able before the session. The impact of the deeper trance is manifest in "hello" getting its zip back.:) i love the word "hello" it does soooo much for me, submissive and girly. Oh i forgot i also listened to Acceptance once (with the induction) and went even deeper. Maybe why i am having so much trouble remembering what is being drummed into my head. i don't care i just need trance and more trance.
i am so excited about our second session! i hope you take me even deeper! i will continue lisening to elegance untill i loose my fingernails from climbing up the walls.
Thank You Mind Mistress
your obedient slve girl cynthia
cynthia <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, March 02, 2005 at 18:42:42 (EST)
humble greetings to you all. this site is quite addicting. I love the cockslut
and zap text programs. I frequent them daily.ta ta and bye for now.
andrea
- Wednesday, March 02, 2005 at 14:04:07 (EST)
Dearest Mind Mistress Linda
Having just completed my first session with you, i must leave this note.
It was Magnificent. anyone who has thoughtof and can afford a session should take advantage.
i was very apprehensive at first but you calmed me even just with words on the screen. you calmed me then slowly led me to a much deeper trance than i've been able to get with just the cds. i found it so easy to open up to you and look forwaed to our next session.
iwill be listening to a cd every night, and should be able to trance deeper. i will let you know how deep in the following week.
Your obedient slave girl cynthia
cynthia <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 at 19:40:09 (EST)
MIND MISTRESS I FINNALLY FOUND YOU
A FEW YEARS BACK MY NOW EX WIFE BEGAN TRAINING ME THRU HYPNOSIS I HAD KNOW IDEA WHERE SHE GOT THE CD'S UNTIL I HEARD YOUR SAMPLE AND HEARD THAT VOICE ALL OF MY TRAINING NOW REMEMBERED I CRAVE TO SUCK COCK AND DRESS UP, I NEED A NEW MASTER OR MISTRESS
I CRAVE ADULT SUPERVISION THAT I CAN SERVICE
I NEED TO CONTINUE THE PATH I ONCE TRAVELED AND ALLOW THE TRANSFORMATION TO CONTINUE
STEPHANY
steph <bi4u2bn@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, Virginia usa - Thursday, February 24, 2005 at 23:38:15 (EST)
Hi Mistress Linda,
I see you are doing Exotic Dance classes. I have also started. I've taken one lesson with a beautiful showgirl and I am now practicing at home to be a sexy sensual showgirl. I intend going for regular classes until I am proficient and confident enough to do my own sexy exotic dance and striptease show.
It's wonderful, isn't it!!
If you are at all interested, you can read about it on my blog at http//:deefemina.blogspot.com or on my website.
Love, Dee
Dee <dee_xd@hotmail.com>
Australia - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 at 17:34:35 (EST)
Mistress,
I find your website to cool. I have read every thing I could see
I want to be your next project, for you to mke me what you will
Jessica
Jessica <jesse1042004@yahoo.com>
Salisbury, MD US - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 at 13:13:38 (EST)
As you can see I have changed my name from Adam to Eve after this afternoon's session. I looked SO good in suspenders, knickers and stockings. mmmmmmm .Mistress or others, please contact me urgently to help me go ALL THE WAY in this slut process. xxxxxxxxx
ps. I wont be troubling the guest book again for a while but be SURE I shall be pursuing this process insatiably !
Eve <eveslutNOSPAM@hotmail.co.uk>
bournemouth , UK - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 at 16:12:52 (EST)
amazing... i came upon Mind Mistresses site two years ago... i kept coming back... i was a hetro male submissive.. i am now seeking to be sissified and then turned into a shemale..the sibliminal gets into your mind....the urge is strong and will not go away..i am addicted to cock and cum.. i cant believe ive been taken this far...
soon to be dawn <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 at 15:55:33 (EST)
I cant believe how quick and strong this process is. I have been spending every spare minute watching the cocksucker hypno zap and find myself even dreaming of it! AND this afternoon I am going to a house to meet TWO men who want to dress me up in undies and use me! Do I really want this? Thanks to you mistress, the answer is YES, YES YES YES. Where will this end? I am already imagining having boobs. In your power for ever, Adam
adam <anonymous@hw.com>
bournemouth, uk uk - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 at 07:40:09 (EST)
GUYMAN PLEASE KEEP OFFFFFFF
MAGA MAN <GUYMAN@YAHOO.COM>
PANNINI, LOME TOGO - Monday, February 21, 2005 at 14:32:24 (EST)
What an amazing sight. I am already addicted to the cock-sucker hypnosis. I went straight out after half an hour in front of it to find a guy and knelt and took him in my mouth till he came. I can still taste his cum! Mistress, I am so grateful. Please please please help me to turn into the gangbang slut that I know I truly am.
ADAM <anonymous@hw.com>
BOURNEMOUTH, - Monday, February 21, 2005 at 04:33:01 (EST)
mistress i did somethin i never thought i would do i watch the zap text and then i ended up in my sisters thong and bra and tried to suck my own cock but i couldnt reach it and i was so upset i started to cry what should i do
jackie <armyranger321@yahoo.com>
new york, new york - Sunday, February 20, 2005 at 12:31:22 (EST)
I loved the "be a lesbian or gay by hypnosis" section of your website, Im a 23 year old straight male - and it has always been a secret fantasy of mine to be turned into a homosexual.
My fantasy involves me having a total personality and attitude adjustment, to lose all sexual interest in girls and become totally and completely obsessed with hot guys.
I would love to be turned completely outwardly gay and camp - and be totally proud of the new "me" - to start talking with a lisp, getting a few body piercings and to start wearing really bright colourful, tight and gay clothes - tight jeans, pvc trousers... hot cropped gay t-shirts with pictures of gorgeous guys on the chest.. spikey collar round my neck
I would love to be totally converted into a gay clubber, to go to gay clubs each weekend - dress up in the those clothes.. to get totally converted into hot techno and trance music...moving on the dance floor with my hands in the air.. kissing other guys at every opportunity.
Total personality conversion, that is my hypnoric fantasy.
thanks luke
Luke <luke_sash@hotmail.com>
UK - Saturday, February 19, 2005 at 04:02:29 (EST)
I had an awaken dream, i was just listening to music and i became Sailor Mercury!
n0wr man <treasman@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 at 01:22:19 (EST)
First of all, I had an unbelievable time during the session. I don't know where to start, to explain how much I enjoyed it or what I enjoyed. I have been thinking about it non-stop ever since. I have been horny and that of course makes me seem to think about it
even more. I'm getting those feelings right now just from typing this, lol.
It was even better than what I expected, even though I wasn't sure quite what to expect, let alone enjoy it like I did. Many of the things mentioned about what it would be like, were right on the head, so to speak. I remember everything, the feelings of nothing-ness, without feeling my body but yet all the feelings I was having including having the intensity of my desires going crazy, lol, which was very wild. You asked me if I was happy with the direction and I was. If that was that special, I could only imagine what it's going to be like when we get into everything else. It was truly, very incredible and now I wonder why I never tried it sooner, lol.
I can't begin to thank you enough for how much I enjoyed that. When I was under, I was indeed, aware of everything going on, just as described and remembered everything.
When I woke up, I remember looking at the clock and my first reaction was thinking, I have got to go, what happened to all the time, it seemed like only 20 minutes or so. I was shocked when I looked at the clock. I do want to tell you that at that time, looking at the time and being awake, I still felt like I was out of it a little bit and I was wondering if that was normal. I mean, I felt great but almost a little groggy. I assume that this is normal as well?
I'm glad to hear you think I am an excellent subject, because it felt really good and I loved it. To hear you say that excites me because I know if you say something like that, then it can get only better. Which is amazing in it's own right.
Thanks again and I will be doing more sessions soon!!
anonymous <anonymous@hw.com>
US - Friday, February 18, 2005 at 11:21:16 (EST)
Dear Mistress,
Regarding the guestbook spamming, if it's a spambot on auto, you should be able to thwart it by having one of those slightly warped string of letters/numbers displayed by the post button that a poster has to renter before their post will go up. It's real easy for a human to do, but fools the stupid spambot. Just a thought. The spam is real annoying.
Kayleen <kayleen_shimeru@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 at 22:33:53 (EST)
The new flashes are very nice. Especially the smoking one...too bad I don't really wanna start wishing to smoke, therefore I don't see it anymore :( (though I wouls like to)
We still require a Shemale flash!! =)
Shaka <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 at 06:50:12 (EST)
Hi all, been visiting here a long time now, anyone in london like to discuss things? i'm really craving a cock, please drop me an email.
angel <princess_angeluk2003NOSPAM@yahoo.com>
london, uk - Thursday, February 17, 2005 at 02:22:18 (EST)
Hey, is this thing fixed now?
WonderWoman <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 at 02:06:58 (EST)
carly <bimbo_carly@yahoo.com>
NC - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 at 22:00:57 (EST)
Has anyone had any luck with Bimbo Sigil? If so, could they get in touch and tell me what their techniques are?
Thanks
Rachel <rpaterson75@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
Glasgow, - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 at 01:50:22 (EST)
posts, I too have tried to quit this site (Lord knows its dangerous for me), but my pathetic willpower keeps caving back in. Maybe continually training w/ MM trance CD wasn't such a good idea after all :) Each time I use it I find myself going into a mindless trance easier and easier, and giving more and more of my willpower up to Mistress, becoming more and more open to becoming the shemale slut Kayleen I can feel growing inside.
I can even hear Kayleen taunting me sometimes when I fantasize about becoming her at night, telling me all her horrible plans for how I'll get weaker and she'll get stronger until she takes over my life and turns me into an utter sissy. She's already got me wearing panties; I'd never worn them before, but they feel so good on my delicate heiny that I can't bear the thought of going back to boxers. She's also made me create an embarassing yahoo profile (linked below), no doubt to get me one step closer to a real session with MM. And the next step she's planned for me is training w/ the Slave Girl CD, which will probably destroy any last remant of willpower I have to resist her...
Edit: oops, forgot my email address :p I think I'm becoming, like, a ditz as well:)
Kayleen <kayleen_shimerNOSPAM@yahoo.com>
WA - Monday, February 14, 2005 at 19:45:09 (EST)
Your site continues to lure me. You are amazing. Could you add the pulse audio track to Cocksuck? Pretty Please?
Spiritus <spiritus@email.com>
GTA, Canada - Saturday, February 12, 2005 at 18:38:30 (EST)
Anne,
i read your post and find that i have very similiar feelings.
i have tried to leave only to come back harder each time.
The IMs are so wonderful. I never smoked before coming
here, and have been a very masculine man. Now,i am very
different. Anne, if you would like to discuss these feelings, i
have included my yahoo id.
denise
denise <den27car@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 12, 2005 at 16:26:04 (EST)
well, someone brought up hypnotic castration, and i replied to it, but no one else has said anything about it, does anyone have anything to say about it, i say if MM can then make a flash file for it, or even make a CD for it
NT <shortkid93333@yahoo.com>
CT, - Saturday, February 12, 2005 at 00:34:45 (EST)
What's not to love? I start my day with zaptext and 'I will tell you' because I want to be fully pliable for Mistress Linda. I try to do the same thing at night. I wish I could the Flash player to work so that I can get the intense cock-slut training.
I see women smoking now and I think, 'Do you belong to Mistress, yet?'
Soon, we all will. And we will all be happy.
Stevie
Stevie <synfulsteve@NOSPAMyahoo.ca>
Toronto, Canada - Friday, February 11, 2005 at 19:54:06 (EST)
You should really stop reading this comment now, close your browser and never visit this site again. I came here looking for information on how to hypnotize my husband, but MM tricked me into allowing her to hypnotize me, and since then things have not been the same.
Now I smoke, I am addicted to porn, I am attracted to women, and I can't stop any of it. I try and try to break free but I can't. I end up coming back and chatting with MM and I lose my mind and will and fall even deeper under her control.
So do yourself a favor, if you still can leave this site and don't ever come back.
Anne
Anne <anonymous@hw.com>
Illinois - Friday, February 11, 2005 at 18:58:37 (EST)
can anyone tell me what results have been observed from YOUTH CD-7 and I would love to be in touch with someone from Utah or Las Vegas or even LA Calif--Area--Kelly
kelly
St. George, Ut. USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 at 16:33:33 (EST)
thanks!
hustler magazine <noasd@nonsqo.com>
hustler magazine, hustler magazine hustler magazine - Thursday, February 10, 2005 at 14:40:30 (EST)
This site is getting boring *yawn*
Cheese <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, February 09, 2005 at 21:54:02 (EST)
I am looking for a playmate to share sexy times with. We can help each other dressup and share secrets about applying makeup, getting the correct size for clothing and shop together either via the internet or going out to stores in or around this area. It would be so much fun to have a special friend who also listens to Mistress and wants to feel just like a slut should. We could go out together and meet men too. Please don't be shy and write to me soon.
Jonquil <joejo676@yahoo.com>
Lynbrook, New York United States of America - Wednesday, February 09, 2005 at 15:37:50 (EST)
I tried to escape. I tried to leave this place for a month and everytime I do that it pulls me back. That new zaptext thing is the most powerful clincher have ever had I think I watched it for over an hour. I just couldn't help myself. When I woke up I was covered my own sissy juices and I couldn't help myself I just licked them all off. Mistress Linda I'm willing to do anything I can to become one of your slave girls. I lack the money for a session but I'm willing to let myself be a guinea pig for any new brainwashing tecniques you wanna try. Please I'm begging you help me become your cock sucking bimbo slave girl that I know I can't help being. I'll do almost anything to get a session. Please command me and I'll do my best to Obey.
Eternally your slave girl,
Becky
Becky <Android4437@aol.com>
- Wednesday, February 09, 2005 at 10:44:43 (EST)
i agree, i like the idea of hypnotically forced castration with a flash anamations, i vote for it!
someone <shortkid93333@yahoo.com>
stamford, ct - Wednesday, February 09, 2005 at 00:14:08 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress,
My Girlfriend came across your site a little over a year ago. She showed it to me and I told her that I didn't think your techniques would work. She talked me into ordering your CD's on a goof. When I received them she immediately started me listening to them. Soon it was very easy for me to reach a deep trance. I continued to listen every day and soon found myself wanting very badly to be feminine. Now I dress as a girl every day and my attraction to men is very strong. I have also been taking feminizing hormones and am becoming more female every day. My breasts are starting to grow and my hips are becoming quite shapely. My desire to suck a man's cock is also growing every day. I feel really great about it and am very ggreatful to you for helping me to become the girl that I am...........Leslie
Leslie <LeslieMorgan49@hotmail.com>
Croydon, PA USA - Tuesday, February 08, 2005 at 20:15:06 (EST)
At the end of last year there were a few entries asking for anal and forced castration hypnotic animations. What happened to these? I love the CockSuck animation, I watch it almost daily. I would love to see these animations!!!!
SissyGurl <sissygurl73@yahoo.com>
Louisiana - Tuesday, February 08, 2005 at 19:43:41 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress
I like your site. It's an interesting topic to feminize males by hypnosis. Howere i think that those who let themselves be feminized are already interested in it.
That leads me to the lesbian conspiracy 2.0
Here are the reasons why it won't work like the first one
1. no real hetrosexual whould have something to do with a ts even if the "girl" would look sexy as hell
2. If the women are mostly lesbians, they are not intrested in transforming males to ts
So if this should work. The women should be generally bisexual and strongly interested to seduce and transform males into sexy ts.
The male homosexual are also a strong group for resources. They should be convinced that its great to feminize their subs.
so the male would mostly seduced by the women till they're open minded enough to think about crossdressing and then pulled into a world of lust by the bimbos and with the time becoming more and more addicted and transformed.
I know its only a funny idear. But at least it should be a bit realistic.
Best wishes to all you girls and girls to be
torak <torak@gmx.ch>
- Tuesday, February 08, 2005 at 07:29:07 (EST) (Typos & grammar edited by Mind Mistress)
Ladies and gentlemen,
Let me politely ask all of You a question.
Are all of you so rich as to permit themselves to spend about 200-300 th. USD to fulfill their dreams of becoming a female? I mean really socially accepted attractive female who can be compared to or perceives as GG?-))) Not parodies.
Otherwise I don't see any sense in the activity of the site (excluding, pure and primitive money-making for sure-)) It's quite easy to get GenderIdentityDisrorder, that's for sure. Or just change one's sexual preference.
But further on most of you should be ware that you will stay a male with breast with male figure, face and so on for the whole world. or an ugly woman, which is worst.
The only guy this so-called woman could pick up is a gay. (No offence meaning, really. But they are minority, aren't they?)
When one dreams feminization one imagines beauty and attractiveness. But look at yourself honestly.
If one downloads photos of 100 TS, 90 of them are still males from the first sight.
If you aren't happy in your sex of family life, you can go to the therapy side of hypno. Why give up so easily ?
Moreover if you want to be a female why just don't go and buy hormones? What's the sense of using Youth or how they call it ?))) (with no medical data to prove it even works).
In 100 or so years when medicine wiil allow this change to be real and affordable, then this site can be not so destructive))))
Open-Minded Male <anonymous@hw.com>
Europe - Thursday, February 03, 2005 at 09:36:52 (EST)
I've read 3 or 4 newer posts now about "girls" who have submitted photos to be on your "Slave Girls for Sale" page. When are you going to update that page and post their photos?
Thanks.
anonymous <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, February 01, 2005 at 02:40:40 (EST)
To All.
After reading the earlier posting, i felt i should do the same and quit this site.
But, something happened. i threw away my lovely smokes and emptied my harddrive of all the wonderful pics and captions.
What foolishness.
Last night found me dressed, digging in the dumpster for the heavenly smokes. Part of the night and again this morning, i have been replacing all the pics to continue my conditioning.
This morning i feel more complete than i have in a while.
This is addictive, but i need it.
Not like a drug, but like a life force.
This site and all it has has made me the happiest in a long time.
denise
denise <rockymtnfront@netzero.net>
- Saturday, January 29, 2005 at 12:50:38 (EST)
This will be my first, last, and only post here.
I found this site a little under two years ago. I've had a fascination with male to female transformations for a few years now, and even occasionally fantasized about what it might be like to have my own male mind in a female body. I found this site and at first, it looked like a good idea. But soon I began to realize that it was having an unwanted effect on me. Since then, I have been trying to avoid coming back here, but I just could never seem to help myself. I let my curiousity get the better of me and thought to myself, "Okay, this is the last time, and after this, no more."
Tonight, I mean it. This is the last time. I'm never coming back. Because I've finally come to realize something about myself.
I don't need anything this site offers me.
I don't need to have breasts or a vagina.
I don't need an urge to suck cocks or be fucked up the ass.
I don't need to submit to some dominatrix with a fetish for sissifying men.
I don't need to be a mockery of a real woman.
I don't need a fantasy that will never be real no matter how much my mind might be led to believe otherwise.
I don't need Linda the Mind Mistress. And I don't need to come here ever again.
To all those out there who might react negatively to my words, bear in mind that what I'm saying applies to ME. Not you. Not your friends you've made here or in the chatroom. ME. And just ME. If you truly enjoy the things you find here... if you truly enjoy what you may have become by frequenting this page, then congratulations. I am happy that you found some pleasure here. But it's not for me.
There are those who may wonder at the name I'm choosing to post under, Ippikiookami. It's Japanese, and means, simply, "lone wolf." I never became a lone wolf by choice. Growing up, I was almost universally shunned and despised by my peer group. I retreated into myself. Into my imagination. Into my fantasies. But as I grew older, I found more and more people willing to accept me for who I was, no matter how strange or eccentric I seemed. Indeed, many I found shared some of my eccentricities. But I always still felt alone, apart, isolated, even from them. I had thoughts and urges I felt were unnatural and was ashamed of. And it's because of that shame that I've been trapped here. But no more.
I long ago decided that I would live a life of no regrets. That doesn't mean that I'll never regret decisions I make. I may very well regret never "taking the plunge" as I've seen it referred to in this guest book. But that's fine. Living a life of "no regrets", to me, doesn't mean that I can never regret a decision. It means that I will never allow my regret to rule my life and my thoughts. I may regret a choice, but I will never dwell on it. I will move on, and I will live my life on my terms.
Do I hate Linda for some of the effects her site has had on me? A little, but in the end, I realize it was more my own fault for not taking the warnings seriously. My own hubris has come back to bite me in the ass, and I accept that I made the mistake of thinking I could just look around and not be affected. But I will not allow those effects to rule me and my thoughts. I will fight them, and I will conquer them, and I will leave them behind. Just as I will leave my hate for her behind and forgive her. I have come to realize that hate brings me nothing but pain and sorrow, and I have chosen to try and avoid falling into the trap it sets for you. I forgive her, just as I try to forgive those who made my formative years a miserable hell.
Do I condemn her for the things she's done on this site to the various unsuspecting people she's "trapped"? No. Caveat emptor. And from what I've seen, a vast majority of you submitted to her willingly. You allowed her to change you, and you allowed her to make you happy with that. Or maybe you allowed yourself to be happy with it. If you truly enjoy what this site has made of you, then I'm glad you've found some pleasure from it. I, however, will never find pleasure here, only conflict. Conflict between what I want to be, and conflict between what the part of me that's been influenced by this site wants me to become. What Linda wants me to become. And I will not allow that to happen. Ever.
Do you want to know what I really feel about her? What my true feelings about Linda are?
I pity her.
I pity her because, despite the role of mistress that she plays at, despite her attempts to come off as being an assertive, controlling authority figure... I can see that, in the end, like many of you, she is just another slave.
She has become a slave to the whims and desires of her own fantasies, and she allows them to rule her and control her. She's a slave to her addictions, as evidenced by her constant need to smoke and the way she loves to give out smoking fetishes whenever the opportunity arises. She readily submits to her desires because she enjoys the feeling it evokes in her... but in the end, she's just deceiving herself. She probably doesn't believe me, or thinks me a fool, but in the end, this is just my own hypothesis. I have no evidence to back up my statement, nor do I care to try and gain some.
And as I pity her, I pity you as well. For you have allowed yourselves to become slaves to her desires as well. She has no compassion for you, despite her claims. She cares nothing for you or what you feel. You're nothing more to her than toys to entertain herself with at her leisure. She would probably cast you off and forget all about you without hesitation if it served her interests. If you find happiness in that, good for you, but I still pity you. For all her claims, she can never make your fantasies... just give you an addictive illusion that leaves you feeling empty after it ends.
And I have decided that I do not want that... that I do not need that... in my life. You see, I had an epiphany tonight. I sat here, reading the guestbook, and pleasuring myself as I looked over the entries for 2001. But as I pleasured myself, I didn't see myself as a woman. No, I saw myself pleasuring a woman. Not a shemale, not a feminized male slave in drag, but an actual woman. Not a real person, a fictional character... but a still a woman.
Does that seem pathetic to you? The poor little weak-willed man spanking off to images of a person who's not even real? And he has the gall to come in here and deride Linda and the slaves for their choices in life, for choosing their fantasies over reality?
Yes. I do admit that it is pathetic. But I look at what has happened to others who've visited this site, and seen what could become of me... and I realize that as pathetic as I am, things could be worse. As I said before, if you like what this site has done for you, then more power to you. But I don't like what it has already done to me and what it could continue doing to me. In the end, I see that as being far more pathetic than anything I could become on my own.
As I said earlier, my formative years were hell. I was bullied and abused and because of that, my self-esteem has never been high. There are times when I downright despise what I am. There have even been times when I have contemplated just ending my life. But within the last few years, that changed. Part of it was finding friends. Friends who are dear to me, who make me realize that I'm not really alone... that if I want to, this lone wolf can belong to a pack. Friends who made me realize that suicide isn't an answer... it's an escape. It's a form of running away. And I swore long ago that I would never, EVER, run from my problems again.
"Isn't that what you're doing now?"
No. Because I'm confronting the problem with this post. I'm not running away from a conflict. I'm ending the conflict here and now. The conflict within myself. It feels liberating to say that. I've read other posters talking about how liberating their first experiences with Linda's sessions were. Even if this is nowhere near as good as that, it still feels great to me. It feels good to type the words and then read them and then acknowledge the truth of them: I don't need this site or what it offers.
Which leads me to the other part of what changed my life. I'm an anime fan. One of the series that I have enjoyed in my lifetime is called "Neon Genesis Evangelion". Perhaps you've heard of it, or even watched it. The first time I saw the last two episodes of the TV series, I didn't like them. I didn't understand them. They didn't make sense to me, didn't give me a sense of closure on the series.
Then, a couple years back, I fell into a depression. Whilst in my depression, I sat down and watched the series again, from begining to end. I'll say right now, this series isn't for the faint of heart. This ain't DBZ, this ain't Pokemon, this ain't anything like you've seen on American TV. This is deeply philosophical material, and a great commentary on human nature and how we react to the people in the world around us.
The series protagonist is a 14 year old boy whose father despises him and whose mother died when he was just a small child. His name is "Ikari Shinji" or "hatred of the truth" in Japanese. He's thin, he's frail, he's slightly effeminate looking. He's spineless, he can't handle conflict well, and when pushed too far, he can lash out in a berserker rage. He pushes people away because he doesn't understand him. He retreats from the world because he's afraid of it. I never really liked him, always telling myself it was for those reasons above. But that whole-series-in-one-shot session showed to me the real reason I never liked him, the reason I could never seriously admit, even to myself.
I hated him because he was just like me.
Not completely, not 100%... but enough that I transferred much of my hatred towards myself to the character. But I watched again and I watched him grow and I saw him change throughout the course of the series. I saw him reach out and make friends. I saw him come to care about others. I saw him experience grief when his actions hurt those close to him. I saw him fight his fears and try to live in the world, as a part of it, rather than apart from it. I saw his joy. I saw his sorrow. I saw his life, and I saw myself reflected in him.
The last episode of the series, the last few lines, though... those are what truly spoke to my soul and knocked me out of my depression. He sat, in an empty theater, on a stool, his eyes covered in shadows, listening to the echos of the other members of the cast in his mind as he struggled within himself.
Shinji: "But don't others hate me?"
Asuka: "What are you, stupid? It's all in your imagination!"
Shinji: "But I hate myself."
Rei: "One who truly hates himself cannot love. He cannot place his trust in another."
Shinji: "I'm a coward. I'm cowardly, sneaky, and weak."
Misato: "Now that you know yourself, you can take care of yourself."
Shinji: "I hate myself. But I could love myself. Maybe my life could have a greater value. That's right! I'm no more or less than myself! I am me! I want to be myself! I want to continue existing in this world! I am worth living here!"
And as he speaks these last words, as the illusions he's placed around himself in his mind and soul to hide from others shatter, so to does my depression. As the rest of the cast congratulates him on coming to terms with himself and who he is, I feel my self-loathing, my doubts, my anger at the way I've lived my life 'til now burn away by the hope I find welling up inside. Hope that tomorrow will be better, that things will go right, hope that I can finally come to love myself and be a whole person.
In time, those thoughts and doubts may return, but I will always be able to banish them away again. And I will do it on my own... or with the help of my friends. Not with some hypnotic fantasy. Not as someone's feminized slave.
As myself. As the me that I truly want to become.
If you have found happiness here, then I say to you, congratulations. May your days be long and blessed and may you continue to find that pleasure here should you continue to seek it here. But don't expect me to share in it with you. My road through life wanders down a different path, and tonight is the night I set off on it. Here, we shall part ways, and should things turn out as I want them to, our paths shall never cross again.
The button to add this entry to the guestbook is labeled "Submit to Mistress". And this shall be the first, last, and only time I do so. For I do indeed have something to thank her for. I thank her for showing me that, in the end, I don't need her. I don't need her site. And I don't need to come back here ever again.
The fight will be long and it will be hard. Good. I look forward to it. I see the challenge ahead of me, and I am confident that I can overcome it. I can rise above the pathetic creature I see myself as, and I can become the whole person I've always dreamed of being.
Good luck to all who are out there reading this. Whether or not you agree with me, whether or not you stuck with me through my nonsensical ramblings, whether or not you take my words to heart or find them to be no more than bullshit, I have one last thing to say.
I wish you good fortune on your journey through life. I wish you a long, healthy life, and all the happiness that this world... or even one of your own imaginings... can bring you.
Thank you. And congratulations.
"The cruel angel's thesis bleeds
Through a portal like your pulsing blood
If you should betray the chapel of your memories
The cruel angel will enter the window of your soul
So, boy, stand tall and embrace the fire of legend
Embrace the universe like a blazing star!" - Thesis of a Cruel Angel, Neon Genesis Evangelion opening theme
Ippikiookami
- Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 06:11:48 (EST)
Dear MM,
I have been using your scripts now on my subs for about a year now with great success! I have totally transsexualized 3 of them both mentally and physically through the use of your scripts and estrogen hormones they purchased online. To give you an idea of my success 2 subbies have large a-cups (almost b now) and one is a full fledged b-cup. All prefer the company of men now and when they started all three were hetero and 2 out of 3 dress only in the female form now 24/7. I truly believe the scripts had a great deal to do with my success in eradicating any vestige of there manhood. I am now looking for 3 new sissies in the NY area to transsexualize so if you have anyone you can refer to me please have them send me an email at strict_mistress_simone@yahoo.com. They need to write me why they deserve training from me and send me a recent pic in panties to even be considered.
Simone <strict_mistress_simone@yahoo.com>
Long Island, NY USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 at 14:24:11 (EST)
Dear MM,
How are you? Since our last online session many interesting developments: due to the cumulative effect of more frequent exposure to 'Elegance' and 'Happiness' I find myself now preparing for a first time in "femme" in public in the next couple of weeks (will be on the West Coast).
Just wanted to say thank you for your site and I look forward with great enthusiasm to our (hopefully soon) next session. Maybe next time we could do a phone session.
Like, your hot slave girl...
- Jessica -
Jessica <jezz30301@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 19, 2005 at 17:07:36 (EST)
Scott,
You're very kind. I'm glad you like my name.
I've sent some pictures to Mistress. I hope you like them when they're posted.
I hope to hear from you soon.
Kisses,
Samantha
Samantha <foxymoxy8@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 13, 2005 at 19:13:42 (EST)
Hello i'm heather ,and i've come into a nice income that i want to use to transform my self . I need a life styal Mistress who i can serve for life . I want my mind to be wiped out of all male , and be replaced as my Mistress see fit . but i want to be in your full care so when i'm tranformed . i want to have nice full breasts i all ready have a lady like body i'm vary passable. i want to distroy all male thoughts and submitt to my female desires . I want to exist only for your plesure. mind mistress i love the bimbo set i listen and watch and i'm felling difernt and i love the cock sucking program i dont even want to fuck my girl friend with my 9 inch cock i just want to suck yummy cock i was my ass filed all day long i just want one chance to give my self mind body and soul to you . willing to do what ever it takes i beg someone to save me from the living hell of my male side please help me someone!! waiting heather
heather <kentleeshort@yahoo.com>
janesville, wisconsin usa - Thursday, January 13, 2005 at 01:34:13 (EST)
a great hypno story
Before you read on you MUST follow these directions. Yes they are bizarre but don't worry it's for your own good.
1. Make sure you have privacy.
2. Obtain a pair of female stockings (preferably white or black and the thicker the better.) Don't worry your not going to put them on, but have them on your desk while you read this. Also get a glass of water and put it on your desk as well.
3. Make sure you have time to read this without rushing through it. If you've got somewhere to go in 10 minutes do not read this story!! Only the truly open minded, relaxed reader will benefit from reading this.
Follow All The Directions Listed Above Right Now!
Warning & Disclaimer: This Story Is For Adults Who Are 18+ Only! Do Not Begin Reading Until You Have Followed The 3 Directions Listed Above! Read At Your Own Risk! Author And Websites That Post This Story Are Not Responsible For Anything That Results From You Reading This Story! This Story Is For Entertainment Purposes Only!
Expect Nothing If You Have Not Followed The Three Directions Listed Above!
If You Have Followed The Three Directions Listed Above You May Now Begin Reading This Story. May Happiness Be Yours.
All 18+ Straight And/Or Bi- Curious Men Must Read This!
by Master
There were a lot of guys talking to me tonight at the bar. They were all buying me drinks and trying to kiss on me. All of them were really really hott and buff muscle Men. Some of them even wore tight shirts to show off how big and strong they were. Then I saw you. You looked so cute sitting at the bar drinking all by yourself. I knew you were the Man I wanted to go home with tonight. I had to come and talk to you. You looked so sexy. I felt a connection between us, like we were meant to talk tonight! After a few more drinks I built up the nerve to ask you if you wanted some company tonight and you said yes. Your such a gentlemen. I love the way you opened your car door for me and when we arrived at your house you even let me through the door first. A well trained man with respect for woman really turns me on! *giggle*
I'm so happy to be here with you right now! Thanks so much for taking me into your home with you I really love your place! I can't believe we don't even know each other's names yet! My names Danielle! *mmmm* I love how you can't stop staring at me. You love my legs don't you? You love how smooth and elegant they look in my sensuously smooth black stockings. My legs are so long and luxurious I know you must want to feel how soft and deliciously smooth they are. I feel so hott when I wear these six inch strappy heels. They make my walk look so sexy! Especially since I'm wearing this tight mini skirt. I love saying mini skirt! It's just so I don't know? Girly! Mini skirt, mini skirt, mini skirt, mini skirt, mini skirt, mini skirt, mini skirt! Lol My hips sway from side to side to side to side to side to side. I love the way you look at me baby. Following my every word. Watching my hips as they sway side to side to side to side to side. You hear my voice now don't you? I love to watch your eyes staring and following my legs starting with my adoreable nylon encased toes up my silky foot to my elegant ankles up my strong sensous calfs up past my stockinged knees so soft and innocent you are as you look up at me look up to my wonderous thighs commanding you making you mine as you look up at the bottom of my clinging skirt wondering if my stockings end in lavish lace tops or not you look up and up past my flawlessly flat stomach to my breasts ohhh yes look at me look up to me you love to look at me. You make me want to touch my 34C breasts. I lick my luscious red lips and smile at you with my piercing jade eyes as I toss my long flowing black hair behind me. I begin to rub my breasts through my tight low cut mid-rif top, my fingers playfully pinching at my hard nipples. You want to touch me don't you baby? You want to touch me. You want to touch me. I want you to feel me tonight... right now. I need you. I run my hands slowly down my hips and thighs. You hear the whispering sound of my stockings as I slide my hands down my long endless legs to my ankles. I look up at you. Your in awe of my exotic beauty. You are lost in my presence. Your eyes are open wide like your in a trance your mouth is also open, your practically drooling. Even if you were you wouldn't care. You don't care about anything right now. You don't care anymore. Your troubles are so far away from here. Their so far away you can't see them. You can't feel them. All you feel is happy now that your with me. Your lost in my beauty. I work my hands back up to my breast's and I let out a little moan of ecstasy and smile brightly. You smile back at me. You're so sexy I love the way you look at me. I love your smile. You think of nothing but me right now. You are mine and you would do anything for me. We belong together. I love your smile baby. My baby. Your my baby. We can make this real together. Right now. Right now! I need you. Please take your clothes off baby I want to see what you look like naked. Yes I'm serious...you want to make me happy don't you? I want you to be happy too. Take your clothes off for me baby be naked before me. Don't be afraid its just you and me right now. Take your clothes off while I go and get you a glass of water. I'm gonna get my baby a nice refreshing drink. Take your clothes off baby I'll be back in a minute...
NOTICE: IF YOU HAVE NOT YET FOLLOWED THE DIRECTIONS AT THE TOP OF THE PAGE YOU ABSOLUTELY MUST GO BACK AND FOLLOW THEM AT THIS TIME FOR YOUR OWN PERSONAL SAFETY!
TAKE YOUR CLOTHES OFF RIGHT NOW! DO NOT CONTINUE YOU READING TILL YOU HAVE DONE WHAT DANIELLE DESIRES!
HAVE YOU TAKEN OFF ALL YOUR CLOTHES?
IF YES YOU MAY NOW CONTINUE READING!
STORY PART 2:
Hi sweetheart! I'm back....wow you look so cute in your birthday suit! Here baby, here's your drink. I place the drink on your desk. Drink it now for me baby. Do it for me. Drink it all down for me baby. Yes that's it. Down the shoot! Lol Feels so good doesn't it baby? The water going in your mouth and down your throat? Keep drinking yes drink drink it all for me baby so good isn't it? Feels so right to do what I ask you to do. Your such a good baby. It's all gone inside you now. I'm inside you now. I'm here now baby, are you feeling ok? I move toward you and sit sideways on your lap with my beaurtiful legs crossed and make the most adorable pouty face....my jade eyes are so beautiful and endless and I look so sad that I could start crying at any moment. I place your hand onto my nylon covered thigh and gently kiss your neck. You can feel me there with you now. I rest your head on my breasts. Smells so good you love me so much. I will take care of you baby. You did such a wonderful job drinking all that water for me! All you want in this world is to make me happy. You feel so happy so good to have me inside you now. Did you like the special drink I made for you? You begin to feel light headed as you slowly nod your head up and down up and down up and down up and down up and down up and down up and down you find yourself doing it right now nodding your head up, and down, up, and down maybe even saying the words up, and down up, and down hearing my voice up, and down up, and down I'm in control of you now but you don't care up, and down up, and down it feels so good why stop? You haven't a care in the world. Slowly up, and down up, and down you don't care anymore anyway, all you feel is happy so happy and so good that I'm inside you now that were together, you want to do as I say up and down up and down up and down up and down.. Your eyes glaze over with tears from not blinking and then you finally do blink and then they open upWIDE. You feel happy like a you did when you were a little boy on his birthday, your smiling and your cock is rock hard. Your smiling and your cock is rock hard. Your filled with joy at the site of my smile, I hug you again. Your such a good baby I love you so much! You take a deep cleansing breath .... your so relaxed and so focused on me. You want me so badly now. Your hand begins to stroke my thigh. You can feel the lace tops of my silky black thigh high stockings. You want to feel me so badly right now.... and you will.
CONTINUE READING NOW YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO THINK ANYMORE IT FEELS SO GOOD TO OBEY.
STORY PART 3:
I love you so much baby. You have been looking for me your whole life and you have finally found me. I am your destiny. I shall come to you now in person right here right now right here right now. I am coming to you. I am sitting on your lap. I face away from you and lean with my back against your chest. My head against your face I relax my silky legs against your naked legs my arms against your arms. On top of you like you are my chair. Were holding each other so tightly. Your hugging me so tightly so tightly so tightly were beginning to become one. Your skin is opening up for me and I am seeping into you. Everything is ok. You feel no pain. You feel no pain as your body accepts me more and more. More and more your body gives into me. All you feel is happiness and joy. All you feel is me. All you know is the words your reading and hearing in your mind right now. It's all that matters. It's all you care about. It's all you want. WE WILL NEVER BE APART. You feel me melting into you it feels so good so right. This is the most amazing thing that has ever happened to you in your life. I'm half way inside you. Our hearts are becoming one our souls intertwined. You feel a gush of WARMTH and happiness throughout your whole body. You feel so happy so happy so HAPPY! You never felt this happy in your life before. It's happening right now were almost one I'm falling into you. I'm falling into you faster and faster your body has given in to me. I'm becoming you I'm becoming you I'm almost there almost there almost there............................I'm counting down from ten and when I reach "1" we will be together.
10..........................closer
9...............................seeping into your mind
8..............................intertwining with your soul
7................................you love the way this feels
6....................................you are my slave
5......................my thoughts are your thoughts
4......................................it feels so good not to have to think anymore
3...............................I will take care of everything now
2...................................my heart is your heart..................................................at one you are mine
1..............your body is my body..............all you feel is happiness and joy for the first time everything in your life feels right. Everything in life is right. Everything is beautiful. You are beautiful. You are a beautiful woman now. The most beautiful woman you have ever seen. Your so happy! Your such a happy girl! Your are so lucky to have such a beautiful body. Look at your body. OH MY GOD WHAT IS THAT! It that a penis??????? What the heck is that doing there!? It looks so weird there so strange. You love cock but you didn't know you had one. OH MY GOD! HAIR!!!!!! Ugly nasty hair all over your body you have to shave it you have to get rid of it you can't have hair all over your body like that! You have to shave all the hair off of your body. Your naked. WHY ARE YOU NAKED? Where are you panties bra and stockings and your heels and your skirt and top? Your feeling so sad and confused right now. You need to feel pretty you need to be pretty to be happy you need to be a pretty girl to feel happy. Oh wait! Right there on your desk. There are your stockings. You should at least put those on before you go and look for the rest of your clothes. Take the stockings into your hands. Gather one leg of the stocking into your hand. Gather it up and find the seam at the end where toes are supposed to go. That's it good. Gather them up. Now put your toes onto the seam that you've found. That's it great job! Your starting to feel happier already. Pull the stocking up over your foot. Wow starting to look prettier now keep going. I Pull the stocking up over your calf for you. Feels so nice so good so right. Now the other foot. Yes the other foot you need to have both legs covered in silky nylon. Gather up the other foot. That's it! Yes, good girl. All the way to the toe seam. Now put your toes to the seam and pull them up over your foot. Yes oh yes your starting to feel happier and prettier. Your cock is so hard. The higher they go the more you must obey me. I'm pulling them up over your calf. Now their both up right below your knees. You need to feel them all the way up on your legs. You need it you want it soooo bad sooooo much you want to be happy. I'm counting down from 5 and when I say "now" you will pull them up over your knees.
FIVE
FOUR
THREE
TWO
ONE
NOW!
oooooooOOOO So nice feels so good you feel so happy you pulled them up over your knees your such a good girl! You keep pulling them up over your thighs you have now passed the point of no return and you must feel the soft silky warm hug of stockings on your legs all the time everyday. I slowly continue to pull the stockings up your thighs until I run into a penis. Your confused about the penis your not sure if it's yours. You Love penis so you really don't care if it's yours or not. You have to touch it. You spit on it you wish you could put it in your mouth but you can't reach. I start to stroke your cock. Feels so good so right. Your legs are so smooth so beautiful you tbink this is how girls feel. Girls feel pretty like you do now. Your so pretty so beautiful. You rub your silky nylon covered legs together as I stroke your hard cock. I am with you forever now. You need to be pretty for me so we can be together. I Love You and you Love me. We are ONE now. You hear the whispering sound of your stockings rubbing against eachother. Thats me whispering I Love You. Your a girl now. You want to cum so badly. I am going to count down from 10 and when I say "now" you will cum the most beautiful ecstasy cum you have ever felt.
TEN........................your legs are so beautiful now
NINE.....................................you need cock so bad when your a pretty girl
EIGHT...................................I have chosen you to be with me
SEVEN..................................you've never felt anything so soft and silky on your body before
SIX....................................your name is Danielle
FIVE.............................you must obey me
FOUR.........................................I am your MASTER
THREE..........................................you have been waiting your whole life for this moment
TWO................................................you need me so you can be pretty again
ONE.................................................you Love me so much
say it............say you Love me....................................................say it again.....................................again..............................................................stroke it..................................................say it again...................................good girl Danielle...........................................................good girl..............................................you feel so happy...............................you need me to feel happy................................................................NOW!
Look at you ........your so beautiful in your pretty stockings and cum all over you. Did you like having that cock explode for you? You need more cock. You need it all the time. You need to contact me so you can be happy again. So you can be with Danielle again. You need her inside you. She is part of you now, you are Danielle. Without her inside you, you are empty. I am going to count down from five and when I say "now" Danielle will disappear from your body. You will once again be in control of everything you say and do.
FIVE
FOUR
THREE
TWO
ONE
NOW!
cockslut Eve <nitemare1@caramail.com.com>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 at 11:59:42 (EST)
Mistress,
>>http://vhypno.sourceforge.net/ also did not work. I tried the safer
>>scripts there, but find it kinda scarey someone would play a
>>master/slave one that uses the Microsoft Paperclip Guy as the
>>speaker... although maybe it would help when you have to format a
>>word document....
>>"Your margins won't fit on the paper, let the office assistant help
>>you."
>>"Oh master paperclip, I will FIX my margins for you, they will fit on
>>the paper once I've fixed the problem, my kind and benevolent master."
>>"You have corrected the margins"
>>"Nooo, come back, I need help formatting my lists master! My lists
>>are not formatted and only you can show me how!"
just remember, there are far less pleasant things than gorgeuos clothing, beautiful makeup and sweet perfume that one could be adicted to, and Clippie probably qualifies as one of them :)
Itsa Secret <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 at 21:34:20 (EST)
TRISHA THANKS YOU MISTRESS
trisha thompson <anonymous@hw.com>
W. hazleton, Pa USATRISHA THANKS YOU - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 at 16:00:50 (EST)
Are there going to be any more reviews of the CDs posted? I'd love to hear how people are doing with them. :-)
Hugs and kisses,
Princess
Princess <darkself_2003@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 at 12:54:41 (EST)
I just want you and all to know, i want to be the best cock slave one can possibly be. i have been on my hormones for 5 years and lived out as a woman for 5 years. But i just want to forget everything i have been or ever thought of. To become just a total cock slave slut. i want to be collared and marked as owned and placed in my true life station of beautiful cock slave for any man who wises for service. i want to know of nothing but the fact of knowing that cock is life and cum is my food. witout it i am nothing. And serveing man by sucking his cock is my one and only purpose in life. My Master is getting me discs 1,2,3,4,6,9,10,14,16. I will listen and pray that this will be the tools and dream come true to help set me free. i just want to be a total cock slut.
slave gillian
Slave gillian <gilliants@aol.com>
Denver, Co. USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 at 06:58:58 (EST)
My true passion is to become a pre/op transexule slave .Like so many other men i've tryed to make the change from male to female . as i dress as a lady i become a very passable passionate crossdresser named Heather . I've long blond curly hair a baby soft face , blue eye's long lashe's and pink full lip's nice 34 c with small nipple's with a very nice bubble ass , and great leg's . i work out every day. For year's i've try many way's to make the transistion but have had no real luck finding a life styal Mistress. so i've dominated my self i hate being a male but lack to courage to go all the way by myself . I so long to just be moled into a loyal eager pre/op transexule servent to a lifestyal mistress who want a servent who will give 100%mind body, and soul. MIND Mistress has given me renew faith that i will become a lady . I love the idea of hypnosised so i will for get all i've knowen , and be devloped as my Mistress see fit . i'm on mind Mistress alot and learing more every day the more i learn the more it's all i think of . I know i'm a slut as i'm horrny all the time , and it seem's that am very willing to do anything to. I know as eary as 6 year's old when i started puting tampon's in me and make breasts with shaving cream . I was all way's female at heart i just didn't know it yet . at 15 i was at a party ,and i was druged when i awoke i was hand cuffed naked ass up over the bed . there was two guy's given head , and i was being fuck by some guy i was screaming it hurt so bad . eventualy i was tide down so i could not move. a guy would sit in front of me forcing me to suck cock , and geting my as fucked .this went on all nite i was covered with cum trying to scream but i was gaging with a mouth full of cock . i was left like this all nite well the fucked me at will i remember cum dripping from my ass .but after a while i relly started to like it , and convinced them to let me louse , and i willing served them all 8 guy's in all sence then i've devloped a real dark side . my goal is to find a Mistressto take me the rest of the way home i would love to tell you all the sexule thing i've been part of by there's no time now . so right now i'll just have to use mind Mistress tell i am found by a Mistress i love this site , and know through this i hope to be taken to the place i should be . thank you for taking time to read my ad look forward to becomen a proper slave. with love Heather
Heather <kentleeshort@yahoo.com>
janesville, wisconsin usa - Monday, January 10, 2005 at 19:09:20 (EST)
Hmmm, Samantha. A delicious name. I'm eagerly waiting your posting on the sale boards. I've been looking for someone to redirect into the proper mould, and you sound just sweet. I hope to hear more from you, in future, if your promise is fulfilled with Photographs, and a lovely sale brocure.
Scott < waiting@later.com>
Dale City, Virginia USA - Saturday, January 08, 2005 at 22:17:26 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress,
I love the site and everything that you do here. I am trying to put together some pictures to post on the training site. I think that's a wonderful idea.
It would also be great if you could offer an extended and intensive hypnotic session for those that would be willing to travel to you. I found one of the suggestions you made of training the mind and your friend training the body during your interview recap fascinating. It would be very interesting to see what the 2 of you could come up with for your subject.
I hope to see more interesting and exciting things in 2005.
Samantha
Samantha <foxymoxy8@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Connecticut - Wednesday, January 05, 2005 at 00:10:40 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress,
I love your site. It has great stories, great photos and a great sense of wit and humor. I sent you some photos as a poor girl looking for a master to finance me, and well, we'll see :)
Jill
Jill Coyote <jillcoyote@yahoo.com>
New York City, NY USA - Tuesday, January 04, 2005 at 22:36:17 (EST)
How about "Going Back" for name of Anal CD?
PS. Love your website, Mistress!!
Have a great time in Boston!!
adman <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, January 04, 2005 at 11:09:31 (EST)
Dear Mind Misterss,with the dawning of a new year, this happy slave girl has only one resolution.that is to annihilate her conscious control and will as she unconditionally accepts the Truth of Mistress's Words as a blank,empty,mindlessly obedient kimono.humbly bowing,reiko
reiko <hikifune reiko@aol.com>
- Monday, January 03, 2005 at 20:28:12 (EST)
I hope nobody questioned the effectiveness of this site. Take myself for example. I started out as your basic heterosexual male. I had no thoughts of men, an extremely conservative sexual history, and a venemous distaste of cigarettes and cigarette smoke (although I realized later that I might have had a slight smoking fetish, more on that later).
In my first year of college, this girl I met online pointed me toward a website of pornographic fiction stories. They were straight and lesbian stories, simple enough. Of course, in my search for more, I came across stories of men turning into women, first more realistic stories, than with hypnosis and magick. Eventually I stumbled on Mind Mistress's site.
Things have changed, and I point to this site as a major part of that. Take this instance. I'm sitting here looking innocent enough. But underneath my clothing, I'm wearing a bra, panties, pantyhose, and have a vibrating buttplug inserted. In a little while, I'm going to go outside, where I'll drink a girly drink and smoke a few cigs.
Yes, cigs. I used to make such a fuss over my mother's smoking, she was forced to go outside or in the garage, and ultimately quit. Yet I realized that in high school, I sat alone after a pep rally, waiting to get picked up. And for about 15 minutes, I quietly stared as two girls on the other side of the quad (we were the only three people on the quad at the time) smoked. I was transfixed by the red glow of their cigarettes. Small, but a start of a fetish.
No I've never had any sessions (and as I continue to feel ashamed at keeping this from my wife, I doubt I ever will). I have purchased and listened to Freedom, although the bigger catalyst to my occasional smoking was the "How to Start Smoking" article (I was doing it wrong, and the right way is just so much more pleasureable). For the most part, it had simply been THIS WEBSITE.
-Princess
Princess
- Sunday, January 02, 2005 at 23:54:01 (EST)
The new color scheme isnt as sexy or hypnotic as the old one it sorta turns me off...maybe you should make more animations instead of changing the color scheme i think everyone likes the current color scheme.
Christy <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, January 02, 2005 at 23:33:08 (EST)
Hello Mistress,
I hope you had a great New Year's week end. I have a suggestion for a name on the anal CD. How about reversal? To someone who doesn't know it could be reversing bad habits but to us it would mean reversing tradition roles in sex. Just a thought.
Amanda.
PS Ms Chiya says hello and Happy New Years also.
Amanda <whpschns69@aol.com>
Tacoma, Wa - Sunday, January 02, 2005 at 14:08:36 (EST)
I don't think these colours look better than the old ones :(
Shaka <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 at 19:35:15 (EST)
