Hypnotic Mindscaping
Chat Participants: Mind_Mistress ,colleen
Session #5 : 09-Dec-2002
<colleen> did you have a good week?
<Mind_Mistress> Hi, yes
<colleen> i'm glad
<Mind_Mistress> :)
<Mind_Mistress> So what's been up with you since last session?
<colleen> work mostly
<colleen> i did what you asked, and tried to notice men more
<Mind_Mistress> And how was that?
<colleen> different
<colleen> i wasn't so interested in thier faces and found myself looking lower mostly :)
<Mind_Mistress> Heh heh... have you looked at cock pictures?
<colleen> yes
<colleen> ;:)
<Mind_Mistress> and how do they make you feel?
<colleen> horny
<Mind_Mistress> Was that the case before our sessions?
<colleen> not really as much. maybe a little
<Mind_Mistress> and now?
<colleen> much more
<Mind_Mistress> :)
<colleen> i always had an intrest in shemales, but not so much men
<Mind_Mistress> and how is your attraction to shemales now?
<colleen> just as high if not higher
<Mind_Mistress> How attracted were you to men before? from 0 to 10?
<colleen> 1 maybe 2
<Mind_Mistress> and women?
<colleen> as friends
<colleen> woman? 8
<Mind_Mistress> and shemales?
<colleen> 8, 9
<Mind_Mistress> And now... are you more interested in men, or women?
<colleen> depends..
<Mind_Mistress> Given the choice for a night...
<colleen> i would like to try a man if i could be in my coleen persona
<Mind_Mistress> Yes :)
<Mind_Mistress> Okay, so any thoughts on what to expect today? :)
<colleen> well i was hoping you might be able to help with my dreams...
<Mind_Mistress> Right...
<Mind_Mistress> have you had any?
<colleen> and continue the story :)
<colleen> i think so but very fleeting. i don't rember much
<colleen> remember
<Mind_Mistress> What would you like to happen with your dreams?
<colleen> i would like to dream of my self as a woman or shemale
<Mind_Mistress> Okay :)
<colleen> as coleen
<Mind_Mistress> Only as that, and never male?
<colleen> yes, i think so
<Mind_Mistress> ok
<colleen> thank you
<Mind_Mistress> Would you like Me to take time to specifically work on dreams today?
<Mind_Mistress> Even if it shortens the story time a lot?
<colleen> if you would like
<Mind_Mistress> Ok :)
<Mind_Mistress> Ready to start?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Good...
<Mind_Mistress> Now tell Me...
<Mind_Mistress> if you were to imagine your mind as a place...
<Mind_Mistress> what would it look like?
<colleen> i'm not sure give me a moment
<Mind_Mistress> Indoors... outdoors....
<colleen> outdoors i think
<Mind_Mistress> and what kind of land would it be?
<colleen> mountains
<colleen> lakes meadows
<Mind_Mistress> Remembering that different features of it would represent the different parts of your mind...
<colleen> ok
<Mind_Mistress> We can begin...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and do you remember how it feels to go into trance?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Yes...
<Mind_Mistress> feeling the weight of your body...
<Mind_Mistress> and the white liquid inside...
<Mind_Mistress> in your lower body...
<Mind_Mistress> and in your upper body...
<Mind_Mistress> you can feel...
<Mind_Mistress> and see...
<Mind_Mistress> that's right...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and the openings...
<Mind_Mistress> in the feet...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> draining...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> empty...
<Mind_Mistress> and blank....
<Mind_Mistress> void...
<Mind_Mistress> so nice... :)
<colleen> draining
<colleen> nice
<Mind_Mistress> and further...
<Mind_Mistress> and further up...
<Mind_Mistress> becoming all empty...
<Mind_Mistress> and blank...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> with My voice...
<Mind_Mistress> so sexy...
<Mind_Mistress> guiding you...
<Mind_Mistress> and the fingertips too...
<Mind_Mistress> open....
<Mind_Mistress> draining....
<Mind_Mistress> the hands...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> that's right...
<Mind_Mistress> :)
<Mind_Mistress> feels so nice...
<Mind_Mistress> to return....
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> to your natural state of trance...
<Mind_Mistress> blank and empty...
<Mind_Mistress> so good....
<Mind_Mistress> so right...
<Mind_Mistress> and in the back of the head...
<Mind_Mistress> where it meets the neck...
<Mind_Mistress> opening...
<Mind_Mistress> letting the head....
<Mind_Mistress> drain away...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more....
<Mind_Mistress> all away...
<Mind_Mistress> that's right... :)
<Mind_Mistress> more and more empty blank happy...
<Mind_Mistress> with every breath...
<Mind_Mistress> and how far up are you empty now?
<colleen> half
<Mind_Mistress> half, yes...
<Mind_Mistress> and you can drain even more fully...
<Mind_Mistress> going all the way...
<Mind_Mistress> *TranceTrigger*
<colleen> i obey
<Mind_Mistress> Very good...
<Mind_Mistress> and how far up are you empty happy blank now?
<colleen> chest
<Mind_Mistress> Very good...
<Mind_Mistress> and numb...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<colleen> arms heavy
<Mind_Mistress> heavy...
<Mind_Mistress> and numb....
<Mind_Mistress> so nicely...
<Mind_Mistress> spreading...
<Mind_Mistress> in the chest...
<Mind_Mistress> so numb and blank...
<Mind_Mistress> and the feet...
<Mind_Mistress> can start fading away...
<Mind_Mistress> so numb...
<Mind_Mistress> so blank happy :
<Mind_Mistress> :)
<Mind_Mistress> you love this...
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<Mind_Mistress> feels so good....
<Mind_Mistress> so right...
<colleen> ;yes
<Mind_Mistress> to become open...
<Mind_Mistress> and malleable...
<Mind_Mistress> receptive...
<Mind_Mistress> and happy...
<Mind_Mistress> is wonderful... :)
<Mind_Mistress> and do you feel any will left in you?
<colleen> :)
<colleen> no
<Mind_Mistress> All gone... :)
<Mind_Mistress> so much better...
<Mind_Mistress> free...
<colleen> yess
<Mind_Mistress> and controlled...
<Mind_Mistress> soooo free...
<colleen> mmm
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> the more deliciously controlled you are...
<Mind_Mistress> and your head.... sooo empty blank...
<Mind_Mistress> to let My voice...
<Mind_Mistress> be the only voice....
<Mind_Mistress> that decides...
<Mind_Mistress> how good you feel...
<Mind_Mistress> and what you do...
<Mind_Mistress> and fading away...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more....
<Mind_Mistress> to an obedient happy nothing :)
<colleen> yes you decide
<Mind_Mistress> so much better when Mistress decides...
<Mind_Mistress> Mistress is always right
<colleen> yes
<colleen> always
<Mind_Mistress> Mistress makes the best decisions...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> to make you happy :)
<Mind_Mistress> and how much of the body is left?
<colleen> :)
<colleen> none very relaxed
<Mind_Mistress> All gone..
<Mind_Mistress> just drifting...
<Mind_Mistress> deeper and deeper...
<colleen> gone
<Mind_Mistress> helplessly enjoying...
<Mind_Mistress> going ever deeper under My spell...
<Mind_Mistress> loving it more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> needing it more and more,...
<colleen> yes
<colleen> needing
<Mind_Mistress> Needing...
<Mind_Mistress> to be made more girly...
<colleen> needing
<Mind_Mistress> feels so right...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and you know...
<Mind_Mistress> that everything I say is true
<Mind_Mistress> don't you?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> say it
<colleen> every thing you say is true
<Mind_Mistress> Repeat it, believing ten times more deeply every time you do
<colleen> everything you say is true
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure1
<Mind_Mistress> Keep repeating
<colleen> everything you say is true
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure2
<colleen> everything you say is true
<colleen> everything you say is true
<colleen> everything you say is true
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure3
<colleen> everything ou say is true
<Mind_Mistress> and is that obvious to you now?
<colleen> yes everything you say is true
<Mind_Mistress> Good girl :)
<colleen> thank you :)
<Mind_Mistress> how does it feel when I say thay? orgasmic?
<colleen> wonderul
<Mind_Mistress> more and more each time I say it :)
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and you let Me hear your moans when I give you that much pleasure...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and as you drift now...
<Mind_Mistress> you can drift...
<Mind_Mistress> to your mind...
<Mind_Mistress> that place...
<Mind_Mistress> which is your mind...
<Mind_Mistress> With all the different parts of your mind there...
<Mind_Mistress> and drifting closer...
<Mind_Mistress> and tell Me what it looks like when you see it :)
<Mind_Mistress> this place...
<Mind_Mistress> that is your mind
<Mind_Mistress> Do you see it?
<colleen> the shore of a large lake in a valley surrounded by mountains
<Mind_Mistress> Very good...
<Mind_Mistress> Now, which part of this is your memories?
<colleen> the lake
<Mind_Mistress> The lake...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and what form does each memory take in the lake?
<colleen> you can relect in the lake
<Mind_Mistress> Yes...
<colleen> the waves
<Mind_Mistress> and what part of this place is your intellect?
<colleen> mountains
<Mind_Mistress> and what part is your emotions?
<colleen> the peaks
<Mind_Mistress> the peaks... yes... :)
<Mind_Mistress> and where are your dreams?
<colleen> the emotions are the sounds
<Mind_Mistress> emotions are the sounds... yes?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> what sounds?
<colleen> dreams in the night sky
<colleen> the lapping of the waves, the wind in the tress, the quite
<Mind_Mistress> So how do you find a dream in the night sky?
<colleen> the stars, the moon, teh planets
<Mind_Mistress> Ah, I see the problem...
<colleen> so crystal clear
<Mind_Mistress> when you try to remember dreams during the day...
<Mind_Mistress> what happens?
<colleen> they fade away
<Mind_Mistress> Because the sun hides the stars and planets and moon...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> So we need to re-organize how you keep your dreams...
<Mind_Mistress> so you can remember them during the day...
<colleen> oh
<Mind_Mistress> Does that make sense? :)
<colleen> yes i think so
<Mind_Mistress> Because keeping them in the stars...
<Mind_Mistress> means you can't see them during the day...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> So where else could you have your dreams...?
<Mind_Mistress> where else could they fit?
<colleen> on the island
<Mind_Mistress> on the island...
<Mind_Mistress> in what way?
<colleen> rising from the lake
<Mind_Mistress> ahhh :)
<Mind_Mistress> Excellent
<Mind_Mistress> So what would dreams look like on the island?
<Mind_Mistress> what form would they take?
<colleen> the flowers and trees
<Mind_Mistress> the flowers and trees...
<Mind_Mistress> and how can you read a dream that is a tree?
<colleen> in the branches and needles and leaves
<Mind_Mistress> are the images shown in the bark and leaves?
<colleen> each branch goes somer different
<colleen> no images in side
<colleen> a place to focus
<Mind_Mistress> okay...
<Mind_Mistress> so each tree is a specific dream...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> with each branch the variations on what happens in it?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Very good...
<Mind_Mistress> So your unconscious...
<Mind_Mistress> can now store them there...
<Mind_Mistress> and unconscious, are you willing to do so from now on...
<Mind_Mistress> so your dreams can be remembered?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and is that where they will be from now on so your conscious mind can remember them clearly?
<colleen> store in the trees
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Very good, thank you :)
<colleen> mmm
<Mind_Mistress> So now, how easy is it to remember dreams while awake?
<colleen> thank you
<colleen> will be easier
<Mind_Mistress> Yes...
<colleen> closer
<Mind_Mistress> and are all the trees female flowering trees?
<colleen> no
<Mind_Mistress> if they were, would you always be female or shemale in your dreams?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> So would you like your unconscious to make that change now?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Unconscious, are you willing to do that change now?
<colleen> yes i think so, i want to
<Mind_Mistress> and unconscious, do you know how to do so?
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<colleen> no
<Mind_Mistress> Some of the trees are female...
<Mind_Mistress> and some are female...
<Mind_Mistress> are they not?
<Mind_Mistress> shemale
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> how many of them are feminine, in % ?
<colleen> 50
<Mind_Mistress> And the island is large enough to build a house?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Yes...
<Mind_Mistress> would you like to use the male trees to make a nice feminine house...
<Mind_Mistress> surrounded by female trees?
<colleen> yes :)
<Mind_Mistress> a very dainty house...
<Mind_Mistress> sexy...
<colleen> yess
<Mind_Mistress> what kind of woman would live in such a house?
<colleen> sexy women
<Mind_Mistress> Yess...
<Mind_Mistress> and tell Me...
<Mind_Mistress> where is your identity in this realm...
<Mind_Mistress> who you are...
<Mind_Mistress> and how you see yourself?
<colleen> enjoying my lfe
<colleen> calm relaxed
<Mind_Mistress> Is there any place for your identity yet?
<Mind_Mistress> Or is this house going to be that?
<colleen> what do you mean?
<colleen> a room/
<Mind_Mistress> A place that is your personality...
<Mind_Mistress> is there such a place?
<colleen> yes the porch
<Mind_Mistress> So the house we build will be your personality?
<colleen> looking over the lake
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> And it will be totally feminine
<Mind_Mistress> isn,t that so?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Very well...
<Mind_Mistress> so are you fully ready to start taking the male trees...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and making them into this girly house...
<Mind_Mistress> Good...
<colleen> :)
<Mind_Mistress> Are you going to need a builder...
<Mind_Mistress> or will it make itself ?
<colleen> i can build it
<Mind_Mistress> Vry well :)
<Mind_Mistress> and how is it happening?
<colleen> i need the trees
<Mind_Mistress> uprooting the trees and floating them to the center?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> uprooting...
<Mind_Mistress> every male ideal...
<Mind_Mistress> and goal...
<Mind_Mistress> desire...
<Mind_Mistress> and feeling...
<Mind_Mistress> can you feel that happening?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure1
<colleen> mmm
<Mind_Mistress> and how does it feel?
<colleen> freeing
<Mind_Mistress> Yesss...
<Mind_Mistress> liberating...
<colleen> yes
<colleen> liberating
