Gothic Horror part 7
A Hypnotic Adventure Session Log
Session #5 : 09-Dec-2002
Was a Mindscaping Session, to change the unconscious mind so Colleen dreams as a woman. That session log will be posted later... as I'm sure you want to know what happens next in the hypnosis adventure.
Session #6 : 12-Dec-2002
Chat Participants: Mind_Mistress ,colleen
<colleen> hello
<Mind_Mistress> Hi :)
<colleen> so where will the sory go today?
<colleen> story
<Mind_Mistress> Well, last we saw, some creature was trying to bang down the door :)
<colleen> yes, and i was moving closer to the wall to escape
<colleen> very fightened
<Mind_Mistress> As I recall, you were so scared you were in the fetal position
<colleen> yes
<colleen> needing help
<Mind_Mistress> So you remember how it feels to go into trance...
<colleen> needing rescue that may not arrive
<colleen> yes i remember the trance
<Mind_Mistress> Feeling the white liquid inside you...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> all over...
<Mind_Mistress> and in your feet...
<Mind_Mistress> it starts draining...
<Mind_Mistress> flowing out...
<Mind_Mistress> doesn't it?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> becoming blank...
<Mind_Mistress> empty...
<Mind_Mistress> void...
<Mind_Mistress> feeling yourself...
<Mind_Mistress> loosening up...
<Mind_Mistress> relaxing...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more deeply...
<Mind_Mistress> as you become more empty...
<Mind_Mistress> blank...
<Mind_Mistress> heavy...
<Mind_Mistress> numb...
<Mind_Mistress> and distant...
<Mind_Mistress> draining from the fingertips...
<Mind_Mistress> and the back of the head...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more....
<Mind_Mistress> and how far up are you empty?
<colleen> thighs
<colleen>
<Mind_Mistress> Yess
<Mind_Mistress> very good...
<Mind_Mistress> draining so well...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> blank...
<Mind_Mistress> and numb...
<Mind_Mistress> feels so good to let go...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> all the way...
<Mind_Mistress> *TranceTrigger*
<colleen> i obey
<Mind_Mistress> Very good
<Mind_Mistress> and how far up are you empty?
<colleen> stomach
<colleen> arms getting heavier
<Mind_Mistress> arms getting heavier...
<Mind_Mistress> and heavier...
<Mind_Mistress> as they drain more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> becoming all empty...
<Mind_Mistress> and blank...
<Mind_Mistress> void...
<Mind_Mistress> with the pleasant numbness spreading...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> with every breath...
<Mind_Mistress> all over...
<Mind_Mistress> as the head drains...
<Mind_Mistress> that's right...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> heavy...
<Mind_Mistress> relaxing...
<Mind_Mistress> so well...
<Mind_Mistress> loving it...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<colleen> relax
<Mind_Mistress> lettting go...
<colleen> love
<colleen> let go
<Mind_Mistress> to be all empty happy
<Mind_Mistress> empty happy
<Mind_Mistress> sexy
<colleen> empty happy
<Mind_Mistress> blank
<colleen> sexy
<Mind_Mistress> heavy
<Mind_Mistress> numb
<Mind_Mistress> head getting sooo empty and blank...
<Mind_Mistress> it's hard to think...
<Mind_Mistress> isn't it?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> yes
<Mind_Mistress> too hard...
<Mind_Mistress> all draining...
<Mind_Mistress> and is there any will left?
<colleen> no
<Mind_Mistress> all gone...
<colleen> gone
<Mind_Mistress> and is there any liquid left?
<colleen> very little
<Mind_Mistress> and it's flowing out now...
<Mind_Mistress> even as the feet... are fading away...
<Mind_Mistress> fading away...
<Mind_Mistress> blank... numb...
<colleen> yesss
<Mind_Mistress> and the hands... fading away...
<Mind_Mistress> blank.... so numb....
<Mind_Mistress> all fading away...
<Mind_Mistress> To be all gone
<colleen> yessssss
<colleen>
<Mind_Mistress> Sooo pleasant...
<Mind_Mistress> and further up...
<Mind_Mistress> fading all away...
<colleen> pleasent
<colleen>
<Mind_Mistress> to be nothing
<Mind_Mistress> nothing but awareness...
<colleen> nothing
<Mind_Mistress> a happy nothing :)
<colleen> :)
<colleen> happy
<Mind_Mistress> *TranceTrigger*
<colleen> i obey
<Mind_Mistress> and is there anything left of you?
<colleen> noo
<Mind_Mistress> Very good :)
<Mind_Mistress> I am pleased
<Mind_Mistress> and you can drift...
<Mind_Mistress> deeper...
<colleen> :)
<Mind_Mistress> knowing every time I say your trance word...
<Mind_Mistress> it brings your back...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more easily...
<Mind_Mistress> to the deepest trance...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more irrisistibly...
<Mind_Mistress> quickly...
<Mind_Mistress> because you want to return...
<Mind_Mistress> need to return...
<colleen> yes
<colleen>
<Mind_Mistress> to your natural state of trance...
<Mind_Mistress> trance is your natural state...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> so much easier to go into trance...
<Mind_Mistress> harder to awaken...
<colleen> easy
<Mind_Mistress> Yes...
<Mind_Mistress> and as you drift...
<Mind_Mistress> going back to the story...
<Mind_Mistress> you can see your body there in the servant bedroom...
<Mind_Mistress> curled up in fetal position...
<Mind_Mistress> can you not?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Yes...
<Mind_Mistress> that's right...
<Mind_Mistress> and you can drift closer...
<Mind_Mistress> and closer...
<Mind_Mistress> until you get sooo close...
<Mind_Mistress> you drift in...
<Mind_Mistress> all the way in...
<Mind_Mistress> feeling your breasts...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> against your arms
<Mind_Mistress> as you're curled up there...
<Mind_Mistress> all the way in
<Mind_Mistress> and then...
<Mind_Mistress> you hear the banging on the door!
<Mind_Mistress> Oh no!
<colleen> noooo
<Mind_Mistress> Fear5
<colleen> go away
<Mind_Mistress> Banging louder!
<Mind_Mistress> Fear6
<colleen> GO AWAY
<Mind_Mistress> So scared!
<colleen> help me
<colleen>
<Mind_Mistress> Banging
<Mind_Mistress> making the door shake...
<colleen> SOMEONE HELP
<Mind_Mistress> Fear7
<colleen> nooooo
<colleen>
<colleen>
<Mind_Mistress> And....
<Mind_Mistress> The door opens! OH NO!!!
<Mind_Mistress> You close your eyes...
<colleen> HEEEELP
<Mind_Mistress> Fear8
<colleen> close syes
<Mind_Mistress> awaiting the worst
<Mind_Mistress> IT's GONNA EAT YOU!
<colleen> noooooooo
<colleen> please dont
<colleen> HELP
<Mind_Mistress> You feel something grabbing hold of your shoulder and shaking you!
<Mind_Mistress> Fear8.5
<colleen> nooo
<Mind_Mistress> "Wade!"
<Mind_Mistress> It's Bob's voice!!!
<colleen> wade?
<Mind_Mistress> Fear5
<Mind_Mistress> Fear4
<colleen> BOB!
<Mind_Mistress> "What's wrong???"
<colleen> thank god
<Mind_Mistress> You need to be in his arms!
<Mind_Mistress> "Why didn't you answer?"
<colleen> i grab Bob
<colleen> answer what
<Mind_Mistress> "I was calling for you to open the door, it was locked..."
<Mind_Mistress> Hug him...
<Mind_Mistress> need to hug him,...
<colleen> i hug bob
<Mind_Mistress> Desire4
<colleen> i didnt hear you
<Mind_Mistress> "Whoa... you sure are scared...
<Mind_Mistress> He holds you
<Mind_Mistress> Desire5
<colleen> very , i thought the banging was
<colleen> was somthing else
<Mind_Mistress> "I was yelling to open the door...
<Mind_Mistress> "And banging on it...
<colleen> you left ?
<colleen> i didnt know it was locked
<Mind_Mistress> "Yeah... why did I leave?
<Mind_Mistress> "I was with you here...
<Mind_Mistress> "and then I was outside and the door was closed
<colleen> i dont know why you left
<Mind_Mistress> you sucked his cock
<Mind_Mistress> Desire6
<colleen> yesss
<Mind_Mistress> You'd like to do it again too...
<Mind_Mistress> it was so yummy...
<colleen> mmmmm
<Mind_Mistress> It would really help you calm down..
<Mind_Mistress> to feel a cock in your mouth...
<Mind_Mistress> and suckle on it...
<Mind_Mistress> like a pacifier...
<colleen> i rise to my knees
<colleen> mmmmm
<Mind_Mistress> "So what happened?
<Mind_Mistress> Desire6.5
<colleen> ummmm....
<Mind_Mistress> His touch is wonderful...
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure3
<colleen> mmmm
<colleen> nothing...we heard voices
<Mind_Mistress> you need a man to take care of you
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> You can't handle it without a man...
<Mind_Mistress> a strong sexy man...
<colleen> no i need a man
<Mind_Mistress> like him...
<colleen> yess
<Mind_Mistress> You're like a girl now...
<Mind_Mistress> you need it
<colleen> like a girl
<Mind_Mistress> "What do you mean, voices?
<colleen> need it
<Mind_Mistress> "What do you remember?
<colleen> didnt you hear them?
<Mind_Mistress> "No, you said you heard voices....
<Mind_Mistress> want his cock
<Mind_Mistress> Desire7
<Mind_Mistress> "and next thing I know, I'm outside
<colleen> yes voices of a man and woman
<Mind_Mistress> "Weird... and then how did I get outside?
<colleen> you walked out on me after..
<Mind_Mistress> "After what?"
<Mind_Mistress> His body is responding to you...
<Mind_Mistress> You can feel him getting hard...
<colleen> after i ...
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure4
<Mind_Mistress> and his hand is unconsciously caressing your long hair
<colleen> after we...
<colleen> you dont remember?
<Mind_Mistress> "After what? No, I don't"
<Mind_Mistress> soo soothing when he caresses your hair...
<Mind_Mistress> makes you feel like melting in his arms...
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure4.5
<colleen> after i ....sucked you
<Mind_Mistress> "You... what???"
<Mind_Mistress> His hand stops caressing your hair
<colleen> you awnted me.
<Mind_Mistress> "I... what?"
<colleen> you came to me lustfully
<Mind_Mistress> He steps back... you nearly fall...
<colleen> something came over both of us
<Mind_Mistress> "I would... I... never...
<Mind_Mistress> "Something?
<colleen> we were possessed!
<Mind_Mistress> "Fuck@!
<colleen> a ghost or...
<colleen> its alright
<Mind_Mistress> "Well, I don't believe in ghosts... but...
<Mind_Mistress> "I don't know how I ended up outside...
<colleen> you didnt hurt me
<Mind_Mistress> "What did they do or say?
<Mind_Mistress> "Who were they?
<colleen> they were involved in a secret tryst
<Mind_Mistress> "Shit
<colleen> hiding thier passion from her sister
<Mind_Mistress> "So you say you sucked me... and I was what? possessed by some girl's lover?
<colleen> yes...
<Mind_Mistress> "What are their names?
<colleen> i cant remember now
<Mind_Mistress> "Well... I can't deny there's something weird going on...
<Mind_Mistress> "What with the beasts...
<Mind_Mistress> "You looking like a girl...
<colleen> we should go
<Mind_Mistress> "and me forgetting going out
<colleen> youre not mad at me are you?
<Mind_Mistress> "And go where... Missy??
<colleen> i dont know
<Mind_Mistress> "Mad? Fuck, I don't remember anything happening
<Mind_Mistress> the word 'Missy' said with sarcasm dripping
<colleen> i'm sorry
