Gothic Horror part 1
A Hypnotic Adventure Session Log
Colleen had two sessions of basic trance training, and her first transformation into a woman in trance during the second session. At the third session, we started on a fantasy adventure. This will give you an idea of how storylines are negotiated and carried out.
Chat Participants: Mind_Mistress ,colleen
Session #3 : 26-Nov-2002
<colleen>
<colleen> hello
<Mind_Mistress> Hi
<colleen> good afternoon
<Mind_Mistress> To you as well :)
<Mind_Mistress> So we've finished basic training
<colleen> i've missed you over the last week
<Mind_Mistress> what would you like to experience now?
<colleen> :)
<Mind_Mistress> :)
<colleen> i'm not sure?
<colleen> what ever would please you.
<Mind_Mistress> Any fantasies? Desires?
<colleen> yes
<colleen> where to start..
<colleen> i like the idea of living like a girl
<colleen> i love the idea of loving like a girl
<colleen> but i don't know if i could handle the reality of it, fantasy yes, reality 'm not sure
<Mind_Mistress> Could you be more specific?
<Mind_Mistress> Poof, you're a girl! What next?
<colleen> :)
<colleen> i'm trying to explain..
<colleen> ummm
<Mind_Mistress> What do you want to actually be doing?
<Mind_Mistress> I could do a spy story... a horror story...
<Mind_Mistress> an erotic adventure...
<Mind_Mistress> A faerie tale...
<colleen> i would like to be a transexual....
<colleen> to experience womanly desires
<Mind_Mistress> ok...
<colleen> maybe forced into it
<Mind_Mistress> If you don't come up with a story line... I will have to pick something...
<colleen> i trust you
<colleen> could be more fun that way
<Mind_Mistress> I've been in the mood for doing a horror thriller...
<Mind_Mistress> with transsexualizing themes...
<colleen> ok sounds fun
<Mind_Mistress> would you like that?
<Mind_Mistress> ok :)
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Good
<colleen> :)
<Mind_Mistress> I'll expect you to post your adventures to the Guestbook though :)
<Mind_Mistress> All right...
<colleen> ok ' just tell me how
<Mind_Mistress> So do you remember how it feels to go into trance?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and how good it feels...
<Mind_Mistress> feeling the white liquid in you...
<Mind_Mistress> all over...
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and feeling the openings in the feet,...
<Mind_Mistress> letting the liquid drain...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more away...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more easily...
<Mind_Mistress> and quickly...
<Mind_Mistress> the feet...
<Mind_Mistress> becoming blank and empty...
<Mind_Mistress> void...
<Mind_Mistress> and then the ankles...
<Mind_Mistress> draining...
<Mind_Mistress> the calves...
<Mind_Mistress> sooo nicely....
<colleen> ummm
<Mind_Mistress> and the fingertips openings...
<Mind_Mistress> draining the white liquid from the fingers...
<Mind_Mistress> palms...
<Mind_Mistress> wrists...
<Mind_Mistress> further and further up the arms...
<Mind_Mistress> that's right...
<Mind_Mistress> feels nice, doesn't it?
<colleen> yes, very
<Mind_Mistress> Yesss
<Mind_Mistress> and then the back of the head...
<Mind_Mistress> where it meets the neck...
<Mind_Mistress> letting the head...
<Mind_Mistress> drain away...
<Mind_Mistress> becoming more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> blank and empty...
<Mind_Mistress> void...
<Mind_Mistress> heavy....
<Mind_Mistress> and can you feel the numbness spreading?
<colleen> nice
<colleen> yess
<Mind_Mistress> Yesss
<Mind_Mistress> so nice....
<Mind_Mistress> More and more....
<Mind_Mistress> numb and blank...
<Mind_Mistress> numb and empty....
<Mind_Mistress> So nice....
<Mind_Mistress> so right...
<colleen> ummm
<Mind_Mistress> And is there still any will left at this point?
<colleen> nice
<colleen> no
<Mind_Mistress> All gone...
<Mind_Mistress> so nice...
<colleen> gone
<Mind_Mistress> and how far up are you empty?
<colleen> 3/4
<Mind_Mistress> yess...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more with every breath...
<Mind_Mistress> draining away completely...
<Mind_Mistress> fading away...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> *TranceTrigger*
<colleen> i obey
<Mind_Mistress> Very good...
<Mind_Mistress> and are you still draining... or empty?
<colleen> still draining a little
<Mind_Mistress> Yes...
<Mind_Mistress> and the body...
<Mind_Mistress> soo numb and blank...
<Mind_Mistress> fading more and more away....
<colleen> yesss
<Mind_Mistress> that's right...
<Mind_Mistress> fading alll away...
<Mind_Mistress> so nice...
<colleen> yeees nice
<Mind_Mistress> so good...
<Mind_Mistress> so right...
<Mind_Mistress> *TranceTrigger*
<colleen> i obey
<Mind_Mistress> Yesss
<Mind_Mistress> and is the body fading... or gone?
<colleen> gone now
<Mind_Mistress> Very good...
<Mind_Mistress> and you can drift...
<Mind_Mistress> deeper and deeper...
<Mind_Mistress> into trance...
<Mind_Mistress> that's right...
<Mind_Mistress> and what kind of horror movie do you like?
<colleen> gothic
<Mind_Mistress> Gothic, yes...
<Mind_Mistress> and as you drift..
<Mind_Mistress> I'd like you to go back...
<Mind_Mistress> to a time...
<Mind_Mistress> when you were watching a gothic horror movie...
<Mind_Mistress> where there was a girl...
<Mind_Mistress> helpless and scared...
<Mind_Mistress> and let Me know what's happening to her when you're there watching it...
<colleen> she is screaming....something in the shadows
<Mind_Mistress> Yes...
<Mind_Mistress> and what is she doing?
<Mind_Mistress> running or frozen?
<colleen> shes in an alley, against a wall
<colleen> frozen
<Mind_Mistress> Very good...
<Mind_Mistress> and you can see her more and more clearly...
<Mind_Mistress> the closer you drift towards her...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> what is her hair like?
<colleen> long
<colleen> dark
<Mind_Mistress> Yes...
<Mind_Mistress> and what is she wearing?
<colleen> wavey
<colleen> a high neck blouse,long skirt, short cspe
<colleen> cape
<Mind_Mistress> and shoes?
<colleen> low boots that lace up with heels
<Mind_Mistress> yes...
<Mind_Mistress> and as you drift closer...
<Mind_Mistress> and closer...
<Mind_Mistress> you can go through the screen...
<Mind_Mistress> into the movie...
<Mind_Mistress> closer to her...
<Mind_Mistress> until you get so close...
<Mind_Mistress> you drift into her body...
<Mind_Mistress> all the way in...
<Mind_Mistress> Seeing out of her eyes...
<Mind_Mistress> and hearing what she is hearing...
<Mind_Mistress> and telling herself...
<Mind_Mistress> and feeling what she is feeling...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more....
<Mind_Mistress> and can you feel your body against the wall?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> And are you very scared?
<colleen> yes
<colleen> very
<Mind_Mistress> Do you know what's stalking you?
<colleen> some kind of animal i think i dont know i just hear sounds
<Mind_Mistress> Yes, so scary :(
<colleen> growls
<colleen> foot steps
<Mind_Mistress> And if 10 is the most helpless scared you can imagine feeling...
<colleen> its hard to see
<Mind_Mistress> how helpless scared do you feel now...
<Mind_Mistress> from 0 to 10?
<colleen> 9
<Mind_Mistress> Fear9
<Mind_Mistress> Frozen helplessly by fear?
<colleen> yes no where to run
<Mind_Mistress> and like a volume dial...
<Mind_Mistress> I can turn up that feeling of total helplessness...
<Mind_Mistress> and paralysing fear...
<Mind_Mistress> Making the sounds... louder... closer...
<Mind_Mistress> Fear9.1
<Mind_Mistress> Oh
<colleen> nooo
<Mind_Mistress> Your heat pounding more and more...
<Mind_Mistress> Fear9.2
<Mind_Mistress> beating wildly...
<colleen> oh no
<Mind_Mistress> your breath ragged...
<Mind_Mistress> more and more... panicked...
<Mind_Mistress> Fear9.3
<colleen> must hide
<Mind_Mistress> IT's getting closer....
<Mind_Mistress> but there's nowhere to go...
<colleen> nooo
<Mind_Mistress> you're doomed...
<Mind_Mistress> Fear9.4
<colleen> NOOOO
<Mind_Mistress> Losing your mind!
<colleen> HELPP
<Mind_Mistress> Fear9.5
<Mind_Mistress> you'd do anything to be saved...
<Mind_Mistress> wouldn't you?
<colleen> HELP SOME ONE PLEASE!!!!
<Mind_Mistress> Fear9.6
<colleen> ahhhhhh
<Mind_Mistress> What would you do to be saved?
<colleen> any thing at all
<Mind_Mistress> Fear9.7
<Mind_Mistress> Ahhh
<colleen> anything
<Mind_Mistress> it's coming for you!
<Mind_Mistress> Fear9.8
<colleen> NOOOOO
<Mind_Mistress> you can almost feel its fetid breath...
<Mind_Mistress> but not see it...
<colleen> HELP HELP PLEASE
<Mind_Mistress> Fear9.9
<colleen> NO NO NOOOO
<colleen> GOD PLEASE HELP ME
<Mind_Mistress> and you know that from now on, I control how affraid and helpless you feel...
<Mind_Mistress> isn't that right?
<colleen> yesssss please
<Mind_Mistress> And you'll do anything I say if I save you?
<colleen> ANYTHING
<Mind_Mistress> Drifting out of the body now...
<Mind_Mistress> to safety...
