Ashley, milking-cow girl by hypnosis
Getting your breasts milked is so much fun...Mooooo...
Mistress Log 4
A real log of a visitor to My erotic mind control and hypnosis site, who uses ICQ to chat with Me and gets hypnotized into a milk-full submissive cow-girl. Enjoy!
ICQ Log April 18 2002
- Ash(11:28 AM) : Hello
- Mind_Mistress(11:28 AM) : I've answered your form
- Ash(11:29 AM) : Thank you so much.
- Mind_Mistress(11:30 AM) : Basically I said it's fine... and you'll have to wait for your finances to improve
- Ash(11:30 AM) : Ah, I completly understand
- Ash(11:31 AM) : Is hypnosis all you do? Or do you have another Job besides hypnosis
- Ash(11:32 AM) : And I never formaly introduced myself. My name is Ashley, but your more then welcome to call me Ash. It is a true pleasure to meet you.
- Mind_Mistress(11:34 AM) : I'm a full time hypnotist. The site takes up all my time...
- Ash(11:34 AM) : So I take there is a heavy interest in what you do.
- Ash(11:34 AM) : I raelly did not believe that hypnosis was that popular
- Ash(11:35 AM) : But I guess when you think about it, the apeal of going some place in your mind is very arousing
- Mind_Mistress(11:35 AM) : There's a lot of competition in therapy, but a lot less in My specialty...
- Ash(11:36 AM) : What exactly happens when you are hypnotised?
- Mind_Mistress(11:37 AM) : Have you read the FAQ?
- Ash(11:37 AM) : Yes I have. So, when your truly hypnotised, your body actually feels everything your thinking?
- Mind_Mistress(11:38 AM) : It's like dreaming
- Ash(11:38 AM) : I understand.
- Mind_Mistress(11:38 AM) : In a deep enough trance, you're hallucinating
- Ash(11:39 AM) : In the "My wish" section, I talked about making a wish to become a submissive then letting the Genie have my other wishes to decide for herself.
- Ash(11:39 AM) : What would you wish those other ti wishes to be?
- Mind_Mistress(11:39 AM) : You know My specialty. I'm sure you can guess
- Ash(11:40 AM) : So, I would be transformed into a women?
- Mind_Mistress(11:40 AM) : Yes
- Ash(11:40 AM) : I was hoping you would say that... I have always been extreamly embarrased of my desire to become a women.
- Mind_Mistress(11:41 AM) : You've picked the right Genie :-)
- Ash(11:41 AM) : It goes against everything in my religious background
- Ash(11:41 AM) : And, I am very glad I picked the right Genie
- Mind_Mistress(11:41 AM) : Thou shalt not be hypnotized into believing you're a girl?
- Mind_Mistress(11:42 AM) : I don't recall any such passage...
- Ash(11:42 AM) : Well, no.. but I always saw wanting to be a girl very much like homosexuality
- Ash(11:42 AM) : And the bible, at least in the Southern Baptist tradition, is very much against that.
- Mind_Mistress(11:42 AM) : The only thought crime I know of is coveting another's wife... and that isn't likely in our case
- Ash(11:43 AM) : :) No, I don't even have a girl friend, so that doesn't have a chance at all of happening.
- Mind_Mistress(11:43 AM) : However, it's not against the religion if you're a girl
- Mind_Mistress(11:43 AM) : Does the bible have a genetic definition of womanhood?
- Ash(11:43 AM) : No, not to my knowledge
- Ash(11:44 AM) : Thats a very interesting point
- Mind_Mistress(11:44 AM) : So if you were to become a woman... you'd be required to have sex only with men by your religion, right?
- Ash(11:44 AM) : Yes, that is correct
- Mind_Mistress(11:44 AM) : Oh darn!
- Ash(11:45 AM) : You make a convencing argument
- Mind_Mistress(11:45 AM) : Thank you
- Ash(11:45 AM) : Though, I am not sure how well my preacher would by into that.. but :) He doesn't matter at the moment
- Mind_Mistress(11:45 AM) : Interpretation varies... the bible stays...
- Ash(11:46 AM) : So, for the first wish I would become a submissive, and for the second you would make me a women. That still leaves one more wish if I am to believe the traditional three wish granting system. What would the final wish be?
- Mind_Mistress(11:46 AM) : We're no longer using the rules that say (in the old testament), how long a man's beard is supposed to be...
- Ash(11:46 AM) : Very true because it is very much outdated
- Ash(11:46 AM) : Must of the old testement has fallen along the wayside
- Ash(11:47 AM) : Though, never the less traditionaly respected, if not fully practiced
- Mind_Mistress(11:47 AM) : That's the thing... the bible was written in a particular cultural context, and there's no way to update it...
- Ash(11:47 AM) : Very true.
- Ash(11:48 AM) : Can I confess something to you :)
- Mind_Mistress(11:48 AM) : sure
- Ash(11:48 AM) : After reading your story section (which I have been doing all morning) I find myself beeing just as aroused by purples as the fellow whos quote you have at the top is
- Mind_Mistress(11:49 AM) : Cool :)
- Ash(11:49 AM) : I find myself having to keep clicking back into the story section and reading that Adam story over and over again.
- Mind_Mistress(11:49 AM) : Scriptural religions need to be reinterpreted in a modern context, or they end up with other dead religions as historical curiosities in museums
- Mind_Mistress(11:49 AM) : Cool :)
- Ash(11:50 AM) : True, but religion to be updated would have to be completly overhauled, and the cathlic church, and many baptist churches would never alow that.
- Ash(11:50 AM) : At least for their congragations, they are so entrenched in tradition that it would shake them apart if things were to change even slightly
- Mind_Mistress(11:50 AM) : Catholic churches are getting pretty empty, you'll notice
- Ash(11:51 AM) : That I have noticed
- Ash(11:51 AM) : Religion is definitly an excape from the harsness of reality. Life sucks in a lot of ways, and the apeal of something better after death is a constant for most people I believe. They will ultimatly go where they fit in best, and where the greatest "goodies" are offered after death.
- Mind_Mistress(11:52 AM) : Religions are human creation... no matter how great the guy who gets contacted by god, you always lose some in the translation to a human brain...
- Ash(11:53 AM) : Of course, and just like you said translations are so subjective. You can find passages in the bible to defend aliens invading from another planet
- Ash(11:53 AM) : Its all in how you read between the lines
- Mind_Mistress(11:53 AM) : And metaphors that work great in one context and are very progressive for their time... don't really make nearly as much sense after a lot of time has passed, and in a different environment
- Ash(11:54 AM) : Thats very true. Most of Christs stories really don't mean that much today. Most of us are not farmers so alot of the metaphores are lost.
- Mind_Mistress(11:54 AM) : A friend once told me Paul set out to destroy the Christian religion...
- Mind_Mistress(11:54 AM) : and he succeeded.
- Ash(11:54 AM) : I can't believe you have me talking about religion :) I always find it such a dry subject
- Mind_Mistress(11:54 AM) : :)
- Mind_Mistress(11:55 AM) : Well, it's dry if you're only supposed to memorize it, rather than think about it
- Ash(11:55 AM) : Well, I think thats a bit extream to say that. But I would say that the structure of the church as set by the early members hampered what christianity was suposed to be.
- Mind_Mistress(11:56 AM) : I'm specifically talking about Paul's attitude towards women...
- Ash(11:56 AM) : Catholisim put religion in a box with their durn cannon law. But religion is suposed to be very personal and emotinal. It isn't about rules, every person finds God in their own way. And you are very right about the churches attitued towards women.
- Ash(11:57 AM) : Women have a lot more to offer then me do, I think alot of the time.
- Ash(11:57 AM) : (hence my desire to be submissive towards them)
- Mind_Mistress(11:57 AM) : The Gospels are great. Almost everyone can agree with what they say. It's all the added-on rules, practices and ideas that make it a lot less adaptable
- Ash(11:57 AM) : Very True
- Ash(11:58 AM) : Are you religious? If I may ask
- Ash(11:58 AM) : It seems like you are, or at least have a firm understanding
- Mind_Mistress(11:58 AM) : Yes I am. I'm a Druid
- Ash(11:59 AM) : Now that, I can relate to. :) Not that I am one of course or practice it.
- Mind_Mistress(11:59 AM) : I was priestess of a group for 9 years...
- Ash(11:59 AM) : That I find fasinating
- Mind_Mistress(11:59 AM) : So I can hold a discussion as well as a preacher of any other religion...
- Ash(12:00 AM) : How did you stumble across hypnosis?
- Mind_Mistress(12:00 AM) : Though we don't have any particular interest in saving souls. It's fine with us if people are happy relating to the spiritual powers in any way they choose
- Mind_Mistress(12:01 AM) : Oh, that's a fetish. I've always been turned on by it
- Ash(12:01 AM) : LIke I said, people find God(s) their own way.
- Ash(12:01 AM) : Ha :) I thought it was something deepre
- Ash(12:01 AM) : When in doubt go with your desires
- Mind_Mistress(12:01 AM) : I just object to those who kill for God
- Ash(12:01 AM) : I think many people feel the same as you do there
- Mind_Mistress(12:02 AM) : Yup
- Mind_Mistress(12:02 AM) : No one likes to be attacked or their beliefs...
- Mind_Mistress(12:02 AM) : for their
- Ash(12:02 AM) : Are there different types of Hypnosis, or is Ericsons (I thinK I spelled that wrong) the only type?
- Ash(12:02 AM) : (Sorry, didn't mean to curb the discussion)
- Mind_Mistress(12:02 AM) : The two main types are Classical and Ericksonian (New School)
- Mind_Mistress(12:03 AM) : I believe that's discussed in the FAQ
- Ash(12:03 AM) : How do they differ?
- Ash(12:03 AM) : You described it as almost being like a conversation (talking about Ericksonian)
- Mind_Mistress(12:03 AM) : Classical I tell you what to do. Ericksonian I don't
- Mind_Mistress(12:03 AM) : Sure, I can talk about How cute panda bears are...
- Mind_Mistress(12:03 AM) : Have you ever seen one?
- Ash(12:04 AM) : yes I have
- Mind_Mistress(12:04 AM) : Are they cute?
- Ash(12:04 AM) : I think so
- Ash(12:04 AM) : definilty cuddly
- Mind_Mistress(12:04 AM) : Did I need to actually TELL you to imagine a panda bear to get you to do that?
- Ash(12:04 AM) : No, just the word Panda was enough to cause me to imagin one in my head
- Mind_Mistress(12:04 AM) : Yup
- Ash(12:05 AM) : But only because I had a picture in my mind to associate the word "panda" with.
- Mind_Mistress(12:05 AM) : Of course
- Ash(12:05 AM) : AH!
- Ash(12:05 AM) : I think I understand
- Mind_Mistress(12:05 AM) :
- Ash(12:05 AM) : So, when you use a "trigger" word.. its a word that you have built an imagine of in the subjects mind
- Mind_Mistress(12:05 AM) : This is not mind control. Think about it :)
- Ash(12:06 AM) : So when they see that word, they automatically picture something in associatoin with that word
- Ash(12:06 AM) : Am I understanding this correctly?
- Mind_Mistress(12:06 AM) : No, trigger words do more than that
- Mind_Mistress(12:06 AM) : Words evoke an image. No need for hypnosis to do that
- Ash(12:06 AM) : Ah, please explane?
- Mind_Mistress(12:07 AM) : Triggers evoke a state, or behavior
- Mind_Mistress(12:07 AM) : Blink
- Mind_Mistress(12:07 AM) : Did you blink?
- Ash(12:07 AM) : I blinked as soon as I saw that word
- Ash(12:07 AM) : yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:07 AM) : THAT's a trigger
- Mind_Mistress(12:07 AM) : :)
- Ash(12:07 AM) : :)
- Ash(12:08 AM) : So how do you build a tirgger?
- Mind_Mistress(12:08 AM) : I could tell you...
- Mind_Mistress(12:08 AM) : bu then I'd have to shoot you...
- Mind_Mistress(12:08 AM) : LOL
- Ash(12:08 AM) : :) Trade secreats
- Ash(12:08 AM) : I understand, no problem
- Mind_Mistress(12:09 AM) : Put person in trance. Say, when I say "Blink", you will blink. Wake up person
- Mind_Mistress(12:10 AM) : Hi there! Blink How do you feel? :) Message was sent. User is Offline.The message will be delivered when user goes Online.
- Ash(12:10 AM) : Well, we have covered the first two wishes, what will the third wish be after I have become a submissive and a women?
- Mind_Mistress(12:10 AM) : I don't know yet :)
- Ash(12:10 AM) : (And thank you for taking the time to explaine everything to me like you have been doing...also I truly enjoyed the discussion on religion, thank you very much)
- Ash(12:11 AM) : So, I will really think and feel like a women?
- Ash(12:11 AM) : (And I already smoke :) So no problems there.. my favorite taste on a womens lips is smoke)
- Mind_Mistress(12:12 AM) : As far as you can tell, yes
- Ash(12:12 AM) : (Just an FYI)
- Ash(12:12 AM) : So, If I truly think and feel like a women...then could I possibly be made into a ponygirl?
- Mind_Mistress(12:13 AM) : Sure... though I don't have much knowledge of them
- Ash(12:13 AM) : Thats ok, perhaps we could try something else
- Ash(12:13 AM) : Is there another animal that you have changed people into?
- Mind_Mistress(12:13 AM) : Human milking cow...
- Ash(12:14 AM) : Can I ask what you mean by that?
- Mind_Mistress(12:14 AM) : Half cow... really dumb, needs to be milked
- Ash(12:16 AM) : :)
- Ash(12:16 AM) : Ha!
- Ash(12:16 AM) : That sounds extreamly exciting
- Mind_Mistress(12:16 AM) : it feels real good too :)
- Ash(12:16 AM) : Ummm, I blinked and I feel extreamly aroused by the idea being a cow
- Mind_Mistress(12:17 AM) : Yes, and you're about to consider pulling on your nipples to see how it feels...
- Mind_Mistress(12:17 AM) : and if you do, you'll become much more aroused
- Ash(12:17 AM) : Very senstive
- Ash(12:17 AM) : That must feel incredable
- Ash(12:18 AM) : O my words am I hard
- Ash(12:18 AM) : I am so sorry! I didnt mean to say that, thats very rude
- Mind_Mistress(12:18 AM) : You need to be milked
- Ash(12:19 AM) : I need to be milked
- Mind_Mistress(12:19 AM) : And Moo while you're being milked...
- Mind_Mistress(12:19 AM) : Mooing would be so much fun...
- Ash(12:19 AM) : Moo while being milked
- Ash(12:19 AM) : so much fun
- Mind_Mistress(12:20 AM) : Becoming a big breasted milking cow turns you on so much...
- Ash(12:20 AM) : I need to be milked
- Ash(12:20 AM) : mooing is so much fun
- Mind_Mistress(12:20 AM) : You need to be milked...
- Ash(12:20 AM) : I need to be a big breasted milking cow
- Ash(12:20 AM) : I need to be milked
- Mind_Mistress(12:20 AM) : It makes you feel dumber... happier...
- Ash(12:21 AM) : so haapy
- Mind_Mistress(12:21 AM) : You can even start to feel the pressure in your breasts...
- Ash(12:21 AM) : I am so full
- Mind_Mistress(12:21 AM) : as milk fills them slowly...
- Ash(12:21 AM) : I need to be milked
- Ash(12:21 AM) : milk filling them
- Mind_Mistress(12:21 AM) : they can become heavier...
- Ash(12:22 AM) : yes heavier
- Mind_Mistress(12:22 AM) : fuller...
- Ash(12:22 AM) : fuller
- Mind_Mistress(12:22 AM) : want big heavy breasts...
- Ash(12:22 AM) : want big heavy breasts
- Mind_Mistress(12:22 AM) : hard to think...
- Ash(12:22 AM) : hard to think
- Mind_Mistress(12:22 AM) : more and more aroused...
- Ash(12:22 AM) : so aroused
- Mind_Mistress(12:22 AM) : Need to be milked...
- Ash(12:23 AM) : milked
- Ash(12:23 AM) : need to be milked
- Mind_Mistress(12:23 AM) : Milking is like cumming...
- Ash(12:23 AM) : milking is like cumming
- Mind_Mistress(12:23 AM) : need the pleasure...
- Ash(12:23 AM) : yes need the pleasure
- Mind_Mistress(12:23 AM) : breasts filling more and more...
- Ash(12:23 AM) : so heavy
- Ash(12:23 AM) : filling
- Mind_Mistress(12:23 AM) : so heavy...
- Ash(12:23 AM) : so heavy
- Ash(12:23 AM) : yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:24 AM) : Do you feel any will left in you ?
- Ash(12:24 AM) : yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:24 AM) : Where?
- Ash(12:24 AM) : my legs and my hands
- Mind_Mistress(12:24 AM) : But it's being milked away...
- Ash(12:25 AM) : milked away
- Mind_Mistress(12:25 AM) : drained away....
- Mind_Mistress(12:25 AM) : Feels so good to be drained...
- Ash(12:25 AM) : drained away
- Ash(12:25 AM) : feels so good
- Mind_Mistress(12:25 AM) : more and more...
- Ash(12:25 AM) : yes
- Ash(12:25 AM) : more and more
- Mind_Mistress(12:25 AM) : Are they still draining, or empty?
- Ash(12:25 AM) : empty
- Mind_Mistress(12:25 AM) : empty...
- Ash(12:26 AM) : empty
- Mind_Mistress(12:26 AM) : and all your will is gone?
- Ash(12:26 AM) : will gone
- Mind_Mistress(12:26 AM) : All gone... so happy :)
- Ash(12:26 AM) : so very happy
- Mind_Mistress(12:26 AM) : all open and receptive...
- Ash(12:26 AM) : all open
- Mind_Mistress(12:26 AM) : All empty and malleable...
- Ash(12:26 AM) : empty
- Mind_Mistress(12:27 AM) : Who has all your will?
- Ash(12:27 AM) : mistress linda
- Mind_Mistress(12:27 AM) : Yesss....
- Ash(12:27 AM) : yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:27 AM) : And I control you complely... and you love it
- Ash(12:27 AM) : you control me completly
- Ash(12:27 AM) : i love it so much
- Ash(12:27 AM) : so happy
- Mind_Mistress(12:27 AM) : You can't resist any commands... don't even want to...
- Ash(12:28 AM) : don't want to
- Mind_Mistress(12:28 AM) : so happy controlled...
- Ash(12:28 AM) : so happpy controlled
- Mind_Mistress(12:28 AM) : and you will return to a deeply obedient trance... answering "i obey" every time I say your trance word...
- Ash(12:28 AM) : I obey
- Ash(12:28 AM) : yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:28 AM) : and twice as deep every time I say your trance word...
- Ash(12:29 AM) : twice as deeply
- Ash(12:29 AM) : I obey
- Mind_Mistress(12:29 AM) : Your trance word is: *Trigger Word*
- Ash(12:29 AM) : I obey
- Mind_Mistress(12:29 AM) : Good girl
- Ash(12:29 AM) : girl..
- Mind_Mistress(12:29 AM) : are you breasts very heavy with milk?
- Ash(12:29 AM) : so heavy
- Ash(12:29 AM) : need to be milked
- Mind_Mistress(12:30 AM) : they're soooo sensitive... sooo full...
- Mind_Mistress(12:30 AM) : feel sooo good...
- Ash(12:30 AM) : so sensitive
- Ash(12:30 AM) : so full
- Ash(12:30 AM) : feels sooo good
- Mind_Mistress(12:30 AM) : To be a big breasted milking cow...
- Ash(12:30 AM) : big breasted milking cow
- Mind_Mistress(12:30 AM) : so dumb and happy...
- Ash(12:31 AM) : so dumb
- Ash(12:31 AM) : so happy
- Mind_Mistress(12:31 AM) : totally obedient and loving it...
- Ash(12:31 AM) : totally obedient
- Ash(12:31 AM) : loving it
- Mind_Mistress(12:31 AM) : and you know everything I say is true
- Ash(12:31 AM) : true
- Ash(12:31 AM) : everything
- Mind_Mistress(12:31 AM) : and everything I ask needs to be obeyed...
- Ash(12:31 AM) : everything needs to be obeyed
- Mind_Mistress(12:31 AM) : obedience is pleasure....
- Ash(12:32 AM) : obedience is pleasure
- Mind_Mistress(12:32 AM) : pleasure is obedience
- Ash(12:32 AM) : pleasure is obedience
- Mind_Mistress(12:32 AM) : What is obedience?
- Ash(12:32 AM) : pleasure
- Mind_Mistress(12:32 AM) : What is pleasure?
- Ash(12:32 AM) : obedience
- Mind_Mistress(12:32 AM) : Are they the same thing?
- Ash(12:32 AM) : yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:32 AM) : Good girl :)
- Ash(12:32 AM) : yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:33 AM) : Your name is Ashley
- Ash(12:33 AM) : Ashley yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:33 AM) : It's a girl's name
- Ash(12:33 AM) : Yes girls name
- Mind_Mistress(12:33 AM) : You feel very girly and you love it
- Ash(12:33 AM) : so girly
- Ash(12:33 AM) : love it so much
- Mind_Mistress(12:34 AM) : you love it sooo much
- Ash(12:34 AM) : love it so much
- Mind_Mistress(12:34 AM) : you'd rather be called Ashley, like a real girl
- Ash(12:34 AM) : want to be called ashely
- Mind_Mistress(12:34 AM) : You love hearing yourself called Ashley
- Ash(12:34 AM) : love it
- Mind_Mistress(12:34 AM) : it makes you feel wonderful all over!
- Ash(12:34 AM) : wonderful all over
- Ash(12:34 AM) : Ashley
- Mind_Mistress(12:35 AM) : warm and happy and girly...
- Ash(12:35 AM) : warm happpy and girly
- Mind_Mistress(12:35 AM) : you love your feminine name
- Ash(12:35 AM) : love my name
- Mind_Mistress(12:35 AM) : You want everyone to call you Ashley
- Ash(12:35 AM) : everyone should call me Ashley
- Mind_Mistress(12:35 AM) : It feels so right... sooo good...
- Ash(12:35 AM) : so right so good
- Mind_Mistress(12:36 AM) : makes you so happy...
- Ash(12:36 AM) : so happy
- Mind_Mistress(12:36 AM) : makes your breasts feel tingly...
- Ash(12:36 AM) : tingly, breasts feel tingly
- Mind_Mistress(12:36 AM) : pleasure...
- Ash(12:36 AM) : pleasure
- Mind_Mistress(12:36 AM) : when you hear your girly name...
- Ash(12:37 AM) : hear ashley
- Mind_Mistress(12:37 AM) : love it
- Ash(12:37 AM) : love it
- Mind_Mistress(12:37 AM) : want big boobs
- Ash(12:37 AM) : want big boobs
- Mind_Mistress(12:37 AM) : big boobs make Ashley happy
- Ash(12:37 AM) : big boobs make Ashley happy
- Ash(12:37 AM) : I am ashley
- Mind_Mistress(12:38 AM) : Are you a boy or a girl?
- Ash(12:38 AM) : want to be a girl
- Mind_Mistress(12:38 AM) : want to be a girl
- Ash(12:38 AM) : want to be a girl
- Mind_Mistress(12:38 AM) : need to be a girl
- Ash(12:38 AM) : need to be a girl
- Mind_Mistress(12:38 AM) : Your mind is female
- Ash(12:38 AM) : mind is female
- Mind_Mistress(12:39 AM) : totally female
- Ash(12:39 AM) : totaly female
- Mind_Mistress(12:39 AM) : So happy
- Ash(12:39 AM) : so happy
- Mind_Mistress(12:39 AM) : Do you ever want to be called Ash again?
- Ash(12:40 AM) : no
- Mind_Mistress(12:40 AM) : No...
- Ash(12:40 AM) : no
- Mind_Mistress(12:40 AM) : What's your name?
- Ash(12:40 AM) : Ashley
- Mind_Mistress(12:40 AM) : That's right Ashley
- Ash(12:40 AM) : yes Ashley
- Mind_Mistress(12:40 AM) : How does it feel when I say your name?
- Ash(12:40 AM) : so good
- Ash(12:40 AM) : pleasure
- Mind_Mistress(12:40 AM) : Yesss
- Ash(12:40 AM) : yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:41 AM) : And every time you hear or read your name,...
- Mind_Mistress(12:41 AM) : you need to be a girl even more
- Ash(12:41 AM) : need to be a girl even more
- Mind_Mistress(12:41 AM) : To have big sexy boobs
- Ash(12:41 AM) : big sexy boobs
- Mind_Mistress(12:42 AM) : That's right...
- Ash(12:42 AM) : right big sexy boobs
- Mind_Mistress(12:42 AM) : Can you see your boobs?
- Ash(12:42 AM) : yes
- Ash(12:42 AM) : so nice and big
- Mind_Mistress(12:43 AM) : And you're going to wake up at the count of 1... and you will still feel and see your boobs...
- Ash(12:43 AM) : yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:43 AM) : knowing you will go back deep into trance whenever I say your trance word...
- Ash(12:43 AM) : yes
- Mind_Mistress(12:43 AM) : 9 ... 8 ... 7
- Mind_Mistress(12:43 AM) : Feeling so happy and sexy and feminine...
- Mind_Mistress(12:43 AM) : 6 ... 5 ... 4
- Ash(12:43 AM) : so happy
- Ash(12:43 AM) : so sexy
- Mind_Mistress(12:44 AM) : more and more as you awaken...
- Mind_Mistress(12:44 AM) : 3 ... 2 ... and...
- Ash(12:44 AM) : more and more
- Mind_Mistress(12:44 AM) : 1
- Mind_Mistress(12:44 AM) : Hello Ashley :)
- Ash(12:44 AM) : Hi
- Ash(12:44 AM) : :)
- Mind_Mistress(12:44 AM) : How do you feel?
- Ash(12:44 AM) : Very strange, light headed and my heart is racing...
- Ash(12:45 AM) : it feels like my chest is so much heavier
- Mind_Mistress(12:45 AM) : Do you have boobs?
- Ash(12:45 AM) : yes
- Ash(12:45 AM) : YES I DO!
- Mind_Mistress(12:45 AM) : How big are they?
- Ash(12:45 AM) : At least a C cup
- Ash(12:45 AM) : so nice and think with the perfect nipples on top
- Mind_Mistress(12:46 AM) : Do you love your boobs Ashley? :)
- Ash(12:46 AM) : they sag sligthly
- Ash(12:46 AM) : I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!
- Mind_Mistress(12:46 AM) : Is there an error in your nickname?
- Ash(12:46 AM) : But..
- Ash(12:46 AM) : Yes, it should say Ashley
- Ash(12:47 AM) : I must have just forgetn to type it all out
- Mind_Mistress(12:47 AM) : You should correct that
- Ash(12:47 AM) : Definlty how stupid of me
- Ashley(12:48 AM) : I fixed it
- Ashley(12:48 AM) : :)
- Ashley(12:48 AM) : That feels so much better now
- Mind_Mistress(12:49 AM) : Good :)
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- Ashley(12:50 AM) : What were we talking about?
- Ashley(12:50 AM) : I am sorry I am forgetful alot of the time
- Mind_Mistress(12:51 AM) : I was asking about your sexual preference
- Ashley(12:51 AM) : Ah yes
- Ashley(12:51 AM) : Good? Did I anwer the question all ready?
- Mind_Mistress(12:51 AM) : Not yet
- Ashley(12:52 AM) : Ah, well I definilty think women are extreamly sexy and I am very turned on by them. But once in a while I do fine myself thinking about a man
- Mind_Mistress(12:52 AM) : So how attracted are you to women and men, from 0 to 10?
- Ashley(12:53 AM) : Wome I would say like 10 and men I would say like 2
- Mind_Mistress(12:53 AM) : What do you look like?
- Ashley(12:54 AM) : Just a normal looking guy.. I have manboobs, but then some guys do. I am not embarrased of them.. even if they are like a C cup
- Ashley(12:55 AM) : I have a webcam if you have Yahoo Messenger
- Mind_Mistress(12:55 AM) : Yes, I do.
- Ashley(12:55 AM) : Would you like to see then?
- Mind_Mistress(12:55 AM) : Sure...
- Ashley(12:55 AM) : Ok, whats your yahoo screen name?
- Mind_Mistress(12:55 AM) : I have the same nick as here
- Ashley(12:55 AM) : Ah Ok
- Ashley(12:56 AM) : are you signed on?
- Mind_Mistress(12:56 AM) : Yes, invisible
- Ashley(12:57 AM) : Yahoo is being a pain, it isn't working I am sorry.
- Ashley(12:57 AM) : I really didn't mean to take up so much of your time
- Ashley(12:57 AM) : Its been over an hour
- Ashley(12:57 AM) : We must have been having a really great conversations
- Ashley(12:58 AM) : I am embarrased to sasy though I can't remember alot of it
- Mind_Mistress(12:58 AM) : So are you eager to save up for a session? :)
- Ashley(12:58 AM) : O my word yes!
- Ashley(12:58 AM) : It will take a few weeks.. but I am definilty gong to start saving
- Ashley(12:58 AM) : I get paid today and ill put a littl aside
- Mind_Mistress(12:58 AM) : Good girl :)
- Ashley(12:59 AM) : girl?
- Ashley(12:59 AM) : :) I like the sound of that
- Ashley(12:59 AM) : I can only wish
- Ashley(13:00 PM) : Do you think you could post my sessions with you like you did with Adam?
- Mind_Mistress(13:00 PM) : By the way, I've already set your trance trigger, so it will be fast :)
- Ashley(13:00 PM) : I think they would be fun to read
- Ashley(13:00 PM) : ?
- Ashley(13:00 PM) : When did that happen?
- Mind_Mistress(13:00 PM) : Sure, I was about to ask about that...
- Ashley(13:01 PM) : yes I would very much like it if you could post everything we do on your site :)
- Mind_Mistress(13:01 PM) : During our conversation.
- Ashley(13:01 PM) : I would enjoy that very much
- Mind_Mistress(13:01 PM) : :)
- Ashley(13:01 PM) : ? Did you trance me?
- Mind_Mistress(13:01 PM) : Yes
- Mind_Mistress(13:01 PM) : You're an excellent hypnotic subject
- Ashley(13:02 PM) : Really?
- Mind_Mistress(13:02 PM) : Quite
- Ashley(13:02 PM) : Why do you say that?
- Ashley(13:02 PM) : What did you do to me exactly?
- Mind_Mistress(13:03 PM) : *Trigger Word*
- Ashley(13:03 PM) : I obey
- Mind_Mistress(13:03 PM) : Your boobs are deflating... :-(
- Ashley(13:03 PM) : No
- Mind_Mistress(13:03 PM) : to what they used to be...
- Ashley(13:03 PM) : deflating
- Ashley(13:03 PM) : to what they used to be
- Mind_Mistress(13:03 PM) : and when you awaken you will remember what happened during trance...
- Ashley(13:04 PM) : will remember
- Mind_Mistress(13:04 PM) : Awaken at 1
- Mind_Mistress(13:04 PM) : 9 ... 8 ... 7
- Ashley(13:04 PM) : yes 1
- Mind_Mistress(13:04 PM) : 6 ... 5 ... 4
- Mind_Mistress(13:04 PM) : 3 ... 2 ... 1
- Mind_Mistress(13:04 PM) : Hello :)
- Ashley(13:04 PM) : You gave me breasts!
- Ashley(13:04 PM) : O my word!
- Ashley(13:05 PM) : my head is spinning
- Ashley(13:05 PM) : and you made me think I was a girl..
- Ashley(13:05 PM) : Thats incredable
- Ashley(13:05 PM) : ...
- Ashley(13:05 PM) : but.. why? I haven't paid you.. I am flat broke?
- Mind_Mistress(13:05 PM) : It was fun :)
- Ashley(13:05 PM) : I am very much glad you enjoyed it
- Mind_Mistress(13:06 PM) : And there's no better advertizing...
- Ashley(13:06 PM) : So did I, it felt so real.. I mean I could feel my breasts filling with milk
- Mind_Mistress(13:06 PM) : Mostly, though, I was having fun :)
- Mind_Mistress(13:06 PM) : I love My job :)
- Ashley(13:06 PM) : :) I bet you do
- Ashley(13:06 PM) : Will this be posted on your site?
- Ashley(13:08 PM) : Thank you so much !
- Ashley(13:08 PM) : :( Now I am going to be going crazy for the next few weeks as I try to save up...
- Ashley(13:08 PM) : I hate being broke :(
- Mind_Mistress(13:09 PM) : Yes, I'll post it
- Ashley(13:09 PM) : :)
- Mind_Mistress(13:10 PM) : Though you're easy enough to hypnotize, especially with the trance trigger already set, that half hour sessions would be possible for you
- Ashley(13:10 PM) : How much would that cost?
- Mind_Mistress(13:10 PM) : 50$
- Mind_Mistress(13:10 PM) : for online
- Ashley(13:11 PM) : Thats still expensive for me the moment but that is definitly more managable
- Mind_Mistress(13:11 PM) : I can just pick a picture I like to go with your log, but I'd rather you send Me a picture of your ideal woman self :)
- Ashley(13:12 PM) : Any good sites you would segest that I look at to find my picture?
- Mind_Mistress(13:12 PM) : What kind are you looking for?
- Ashley(13:13 PM) : Well, those pictures of chicks with dicks really turn me on
- Mind_Mistress(13:14 PM) : Do you want to be a shemale or a woman?
- Ashley(13:14 PM) : .. I don't know
- Ashley(13:14 PM) : What would you prefer?
- Mind_Mistress(13:15 PM) : Good female pictures are easier to find, and I'd prefer a woman I think :)
- Ashley(13:15 PM) : Then a women I will become :)
- Mind_Mistress(13:15 PM) : The sooner you find one, the sooner I can post your log :)
- Ashley(13:16 PM) : I have one hold on
- Mind_Mistress(13:16 PM) : Do you want the religious part of the log posted, or just the trance part?
- Ashley(13:16 PM) : Thats completly up to you
- Ashley(13:16 PM) : I don't mind either way
- Mind_Mistress(13:16 PM) : Ok :)
- Ashley(13:17 PM) : Can you send files through ICQ?
- Mind_Mistress(13:18 PM) : Yes, right click on the file in explorer, ICQ - send to user
- Ashley(13:18 PM) : Sending the pic
- Ashley(13:20 PM) : It isn't the best picture, but it is what I would like to look like
- Mind_Mistress(13:20 PM) : It's stalled, try again
- Ashley(13:20 PM) : Ok
- Ashley(13:22 PM) : Its sending
- Ashley(13:22 PM) : So, did you think of what your third wish is going to be after trancing me?
- Mind_Mistress(13:23 PM) : We'll see :)
- Ashley(13:23 PM) : ;)
- Mind_Mistress(13:24 PM) : Where is this picture from? Public domain?
- Ashley(13:24 PM) : Yes
- Mind_Mistress(13:24 PM) : Good
- Mind_Mistress(13:24 PM) : Say, do your friends call you Ashley?
- Ashley(13:25 PM) : Most call me Ash, but that has always bothred me
- Mind_Mistress(13:25 PM) : Yes?
- Ashley(13:25 PM) : Yeah, I think Ashley is a much prettier name
- Mind_Mistress(13:25 PM) : I agree :) How does it feel to be called Ashley?
- Ashley(13:26 PM) : Really good? I get all tingly
- Mind_Mistress(13:26 PM) : And just reading it here next to every line?
- Ashley(13:26 PM) : Not to be graphic or crude, but it gives me a raging hard on
- Ashley(13:26 PM) : I don't think I have ever been so swollen before :)
- Mind_Mistress(13:27 PM) : Mmmmm.... Are you going to correct your friends to use your proper name?
- Ashley(13:27 PM) : Definilty
- Ashley(13:27 PM) : I am sick of them calling me Ash
- Mind_Mistress(13:27 PM) : Yeah
- Ashley(13:27 PM) : Yeah
- Mind_Mistress(13:27 PM) : Would you like to have breasts?
- Ashley(13:28 PM) : :) Definitly.. big ones.. with nipples like shot glasses
- Mind_Mistress(13:28 PM) : Mmmmm... I really like dark aureolas too...
- Ashley(13:28 PM) : O the darker the better :)
- Mind_Mistress(13:28 PM) : What color's your hair?
- Ashley(13:28 PM) : Its a light brown
- Mind_Mistress(13:29 PM) : Like the pic...
- Ashley(13:29 PM) : Yeah
- Mind_Mistress(13:29 PM) : Is it long enough for your liking?
- Ashley(13:29 PM) : No, I would like it just as long as in the pic
- Ashley(13:29 PM) : I like longer hair
- Mind_Mistress(13:29 PM) : You want to let it grow longer?
- Mind_Mistress(13:34 PM) : Still there?
- Ashley(13:36 PM) : When, if possible, would you like our first session?
- Mind_Mistress(13:37 PM) : When would you have saved enough?
- Ashley(13:37 PM) : Well, possibly Saturday
- Mind_Mistress(13:37 PM) : You have a small budget, let's space them out
- Ashley(13:37 PM) : I get paid to day, which means my check should be deposited tomorrow
- Ashley(13:38 PM) : Yes, I have a super small budget
- Ashley(13:38 PM) : I am almost starving
- Mind_Mistress(13:38 PM) : Paid every week or two weeks?
- Ashley(13:38 PM) : But at the sametime, this feels like something I need more then food at the moment
- Mind_Mistress(13:38 PM) : Hun, food is important...
- Ashley(13:39 PM) : Yes I am paid every two weeks, I make around 300 every two weeks, after rent and other funds it usually leaves me with about 40 spending money for food and gass and such
- Ashley(13:39 PM) : Living on your own, and working a dead end job really sucks
- Mind_Mistress(13:39 PM) : That doesn't seem like enough to afford sessions at all
- Ashley(13:40 PM) : I can squeeze my budget.
- Ashley(13:40 PM) : I will find away
- Ashley(13:40 PM) : This is something I really want, and ill find away
- Mind_Mistress(13:40 PM) : With 40 $ for food and gas as your only spending money?
- Ashley(13:41 PM) : Ill put my tip money aside, its not alot.. but if I save it will work.. I think
- Mind_Mistress(13:41 PM) : Let's wait two weeks and see how much you can put aside
- Ashley(13:42 PM) : Things should be back to normal in about a month anyway, then ill have alot more. Its just at the moment I moved into my new place and I have had to put alot of money into fixing some things and buying myself furniture
- Mind_Mistress(13:34 PM) : Still there?
- Ashley(13:36 PM) : When, if possible, would you like our first session?
- Mind_Mistress(13:37 PM) : When would you have saved enough?
- Ashley(13:37 PM) : Well, possibly Saturday
- Mind_Mistress(13:37 PM) : You have a small budget, let's space them out
- Ashley(13:37 PM) : I get paid to day, which means my check should be deposited tomorrow
- Ashley(13:38 PM) : Yes, I have a super small budget
- Ashley(13:38 PM) : I am almost starving
- Mind_Mistress(13:38 PM) : Paid every week or two weeks?
- Ashley(13:38 PM) : But at the sametime, this feels like something I need more then food at the moment
- Mind_Mistress(13:38 PM) : Hun, food is important...
- Ashley(13:39 PM) : Yes I am paid every two weeks, I make around 300 every two weeks, after rent and other funds it usually leaves me with about 40 spending money for food and gass and such
- Ashley(13:39 PM) : Living on your own, and working a dead end job really sucks
- Mind_Mistress(13:39 PM) : That doesn't seem like enough to afford sessions at all
- Ashley(13:40 PM) : I can squeeze my budget.
- Ashley(13:40 PM) : I will find away
- Ashley(13:40 PM) : This is something I really want, and ill find away
- Mind_Mistress(13:40 PM) : With 40 $ for food and gas as your only spending money?
- Ashley(13:41 PM) : Ill put my tip money aside, its not alot.. but if I save it will work.. I think
- Mind_Mistress(13:41 PM) : Let's wait two weeks and see how much you can put aside
- Ashley(13:42 PM) : Things should be back to normal in about a month anyway, then ill have alot more. Its just at the moment I moved into my new place and I have had to put alot of money into fixing some things and buying myself furniture
- Mind_Mistress(13:42): Ah, I see...
- Mind_Mistress(13:44 PM) : Are you sure you changed your nickname on ICQ?
- Ashley(13:45 PM) : I think I did
- Ashley(13:45 PM) : Let me check agin
- Ashley(13:46 PM) : It says it is changed
- Mind_Mistress(13:46 PM) : Good :)
- Ashley(13:46 PM) : It really does make me tingle all over just reading it
- Mind_Mistress(13:46 PM) : Let's wait till next week though. I won't be available this weekend
- Ashley(13:47 PM) : Ok then, that works a little better, that way I can put some more tip money aside over the weekend
- Ashley(13:47 PM) : When is the next time you will be on?
- Mind_Mistress(13:48 PM) : Good :) I'm here most days invisible... I never did get your answer... do you want to grow your hair longer?
- Ashley(13:48 PM) : O yes, I do
- Ashley(13:48 PM) : I think shoulder length would be very nice
- Mind_Mistress(13:49 PM) : I agree :) Just like the picture...
- Ashley(13:49 PM) : Yes definitly :)
- Ashley(13:50 PM) : So, do you find the girl in the picture attractive?
- Mind_Mistress(13:50 PM) : Yes :)
- Ashley(13:51 PM) : Thats good
- Ashley(13:51 PM) : I thought she was very pretty too
- Mind_Mistress(13:51 PM) : I liked the old soda bottles better... the glass ones... it so nice to wrap your lips around them.... sucking...
- Ashley(13:51 PM) : Mmmm I bet
- Mind_Mistress(13:52 PM) : I bet you'd like to suck them too...
- Ashley(13:52 PM) : :) I have one of those old coke bottles on the shelf in front of me actually :)
- Ashley(13:52 PM) : it would be kinda fun to suck I think
- Mind_Mistress(13:53 PM) : Wrapping your lips around the shaft... sucking... drinking...
- Ashley(13:53 PM) : You make it sound like a cock ;)
- Mind_Mistress(13:54 PM) : Oh, I'm not suggesting you'd really enjoy sucking a nice yummy cock...
- Mind_Mistress(13:54 PM) : Or maybe I am... ;-)
- Ashley(13:54 PM) : :) you are slippery arent you :)
- Ashley(13:55 PM) : Yeah :) Yahoo finaly is working
- Ashley(13:55 PM) : WOuld you like to see my webcam now?
- Mind_Mistress(13:55 PM) : The saliva makes it slippery... :-)
- Mind_Mistress(13:55 PM) : Sure
- Ashley(13:55 PM) : I bet it does :)
- Ashley(13:55 PM) : ha :) I am eyeing that damn coke bottle now
- Mind_Mistress(13:55 PM) : LOL
- Ashley(13:56 PM) : Devious :)
- Ashley(13:57 PM) : So, what hours of the day are you on Mostly?
- Mind_Mistress(13:58 PM) : 11am ESt till whenever I sleep...
- Mind_Mistress(13:58 PM) : It varies...
- Ashley(13:58 PM) : Ah Ok :)
- Mind_Mistress(13:58 PM) : I need to get going...
- Ashley(13:59 PM) : So, how do you think ill look as a women?
- Ashley(13:59 PM) : O ok, well thank you so much again for everything today. It was amazingly fun
- Mind_Mistress(13:59 PM) : It think you'll want to show Me your face smooth...
- Ashley(13:59 PM) : Ill talk to you soon I hope. I have some erronds I have to do but I should be back around 3ish
- Ashley(14:00 PM) : Ill be sure to save after I get out of the shower today
- Mind_Mistress(14:00 PM) : Good girl :)
- Ashley(14:00 PM) : Thank you, so very much
- Mind_Mistress(14:00 PM) : Have a wonderful day Ashley :)
- Ashley(14:00 PM) : You to Mistress Linda
- Ashley(14:00 PM) : Bye :)
- Mind_Mistress(14:00 PM) : Bye!
Mooooo...
Mind Mistress