Jessica
An erotic journey of self-dicovery
Mistress Log 3
A real log of a visitor to My erotic mind control and hypnosis site, who uses the "talk to a live person" help function to chat with Me. Enjoy!
Reader, I will ask you to do some things as you read, and you do not have to do them if you don't want to fully enjoy this story
- Mind Mistress: Hello
- Visitor: hi, sorta browsing aound
- Mind Mistress: Can I help you?
- Visitor: theres actually a person, im shocked hehe
- Mind Mistress: Yes
- Visitor: i honestly dont know, its sorta my first time looking at this sorta stuff
- Visitor: u know what most people would call "fringe"
- Mind Mistress: So how did you come upon it?
- Visitor: well, theres this guy who keeps bugging me online, i know him irl
- Mind Mistress: Erotic Hypnosis doesn't just jump at you from the web without warning ;)
- Visitor: and he put me on a spam mailing list, u know the really annoying emails that never go away
- Mind Mistress: Which I don't do
- Visitor: so i clicked one outta having nothing else to do, eventually i started picking out what i like and dont like
- Mind Mistress: One of those led here???
- Visitor: *nod* it just gave me the idea to look at other stuff
- Mind Mistress: Oh, so you actually searched for this
- Mind Mistress: What were you searching for?
- Visitor: no, it was just a control story, i liked it enough to look on my own
- Mind Mistress: Ok :)
- Visitor: ya
- Visitor: i've just been to college for not too long, so truth be told i found it all exciting
- Visitor: i was sorta sheltered before then
- Mind Mistress: I don't do spam. Spam is annoying
- Visitor: amen lol
- Mind Mistress: It's bad form to annoy potential customers ;)
- Visitor: it just amazes me how much there is to look at i've never seen before
- Mind Mistress: The web, like travel, opens the eyes to diversity
- Visitor: i guess thats what happens when a 20 yr old guy gets introducted to net fetishes
- Visitor: lol
- Mind Mistress: A fetish is just another name for a special turnon
- Visitor: well ya, but i mean im str8 as anything, but i spent about half an hour looking at that obsessed with cock mural
- Visitor: it confused me
- Visitor: wasnt, expecting it
- Mind Mistress: 80% of the population is bisexual to some degree
- Visitor: so i read, but ive never had any thoughts like that befor
- Mind Mistress: There has never been any reason to
- Visitor: hell i've been in gyms, its not like i stare or anything
- Mind Mistress: You don't notice what you don't look for
- Mind Mistress: ever discover a hobby or interest, and all of a sudden, you see it all over the place?
- Visitor: ya, but im just sorta not sure
- Visitor: i mean even before i could tell when a guys ugly
- Visitor: u dont have to be bi for that
- Visitor: and i honestly dont think i'll start looking at other guys now lol
- Mind Mistress: Most guys are ugly. Nothing has changed :)
- Visitor: ok well on the other side, i can tell when a guys good looking, that doesnt mean im attracted to him
- Mind Mistress: Indeed
- Mind Mistress: Attraction to males is a different mindset, with a different kind of feeling
- Visitor: im just not neccessarily convinced thats there
- Visitor: thats what made the mural confusing
- Visitor: like a car wreck i couldnt look away hehe
- Mind Mistress: That what is there? If that mindset didn't exist, guys would never find women willing to have sex with them
- Visitor: well i mean, i dont have the best luck with women, but that hasnt made me swear them off
- Mind Mistress: Say, can you imagine a really sexy babe?
- Visitor: k
- Mind Mistress: Well rounded, and looking sexy...
- Mind Mistress: she's hot...
- Mind Mistress: Yes?
- Visitor: *nod*, i can see her
- Mind Mistress: Great...
- Mind Mistress: Where are you imagining her?
- Visitor: standing in a patio
- Visitor: just outside
- Mind Mistress: Great
- Mind Mistress: And what is she wearing?
- Visitor: this flower dress, ends a lil above the knee
- Visitor: its someone i know, where i last saw her
- Mind Mistress: Okay, now let's do something funky...
- Visitor: k?
- Mind Mistress: Imagine you're drifting out of your body...
- Mind Mistress: towards her...
- Mind Mistress: ok?
- Visitor: ya
- Visitor: its weird but i think i can feel that
- Mind Mistress: and the closer you get, the more clearly you can see her
- Mind Mistress: and then you get so close...
- Visitor: that im liking :)
- Mind Mistress: you kinda get sucked inside of her...
- Visitor: ???
- Mind Mistress: and find yourself looking out of her eyes...
- Mind Mistress: inside her body...
- Mind Mistress: your awareness inside her...
- Visitor: k
- Mind Mistress: and feeling yourself sitting there on the patio...
- Mind Mistress: looking around...
- Mind Mistress: hearing the sounds outside...
- Mind Mistress: and feeling the dress on your skin...
- Mind Mistress: yes?
- Visitor: ya its light
- Mind Mistress: great...
- Visitor: just like i imagined it
- Mind Mistress: now since you have her body...
- Mind Mistress: you can move her arms...
- Mind Mistress: and notice how they feel different...
- Mind Mistress: setting them on your lap...
- Visitor: makes sense
- Mind Mistress: more delicate...
- Mind Mistress: the skin softer...
- Mind Mistress: and you might even start noticing...
- Mind Mistress: that there's a weight hanging on your chest...
- Mind Mistress: your breasts...
- Visitor: ??
- Mind Mistress: like water balloons...
- Visitor: my breasts?
- Visitor: hers
- Mind Mistress: attached there...
- Mind Mistress: yes...
- Visitor: i always loved them
- Mind Mistress: hers,...
- Mind Mistress: but yours now...
- Mind Mistress: in her body...
- Mind Mistress: And are they sensitive against the cloth?
- Visitor: ok seems right
- Visitor: very
- Visitor: i can feel them when i move
- Mind Mistress: Yes
- Mind Mistress: and when you squeeze your legs as you recross them... what do you feel in between?
- Visitor: i dont feel anything
- Mind Mistress: Right
- Mind Mistress: you feel nothing there
- Visitor: just hair
- Mind Mistress: Just a slit...
- Mind Mistress: the lips might slide a bit against each other as you move your legs...
- Visitor: k
- Mind Mistress: an opening...
- Mind Mistress: which feels kinda good when you squeeze your legs...
- Mind Mistress: does it not?
- Visitor: yes it does
- Mind Mistress: and do you notice how small you feel?
- Mind Mistress: delicate...
- Visitor: i am small
- Mind Mistress: Small...
- Mind Mistress: delicate...
- Mind Mistress: soft...
- Visitor: was never tall, but i feel it more
- Mind Mistress: and maybe smell your perfume...
- Mind Mistress: sweet and feminine...
- Visitor: very sweet
- Mind Mistress: how does it feel when you breathe it in?
- Visitor: flowers my mom used to keep
- Mind Mistress: A bit light headed?
- Visitor: yes
- Mind Mistress: Yes...
- Visitor: light
- Mind Mistress: and your whole body...
- Mind Mistress: very sensual...
- Mind Mistress: sensitive...
- Mind Mistress: delicate...
- Visitor: like touching a first time
- Mind Mistress: pretty...
- Mind Mistress: desirable...
- Mind Mistress: and do you notice how nice it feels to be desirable?
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: im wanted
- Mind Mistress: Yes...
- Mind Mistress: wanted...
- Visitor: its nice
- Mind Mistress: and is the patio near the street?
- Visitor: yes it is
- Mind Mistress: Yes,...
- Mind Mistress: so there are people walking by...
- Mind Mistress: like that attractive woman...
- Visitor: all kinds
- Visitor: u mean me?
- Mind Mistress: Another one...
- Mind Mistress: walking down the street
- Visitor: yes lots
- Mind Mistress: and how do you feel looking at another attractive woman?
- Mind Mistress: noticing her choice of clothing...
- Mind Mistress: her colors...
- Visitor: fun to look at, i compare her to me
- Mind Mistress: yes...
- Mind Mistress: comparing...
- Visitor: whats better, whats not
- Mind Mistress: maybe get good ideas to look good...
- Visitor: ya
- Visitor: i want that
- Visitor: to be wanted
- Mind Mistress: it doesn't occur to you to look at her as a potential sex partner, does it?
- Visitor: it makes me giggle, for fun maybe
- Mind Mistress: She's just another woman...
- Visitor: not serious
- Mind Mistress: Yes :)
- Mind Mistress: and then a man walks down the street... good looking...
- Mind Mistress: he's not looking at you...
- Mind Mistress: hasn't seen you...
- Mind Mistress: would you like him to look at you?
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: im scared want my old body
- Mind Mistress: He walks by...
- Mind Mistress: doesn't look at you at all
- Mind Mistress: you're completely ignored...
- Visitor: sad
- Mind Mistress: Yes
- Mind Mistress: Would it have been nice to feel desired?
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: i want to be wanted
- Mind Mistress: Another attractive man is walking down the street...
- Mind Mistress: young...
- Mind Mistress: a boyish face perhaps...
- Mind Mistress: Are you hoping he looks your way?
- Visitor: yes just a look
- Visitor: just a look
- Mind Mistress: He glances your way...
- Mind Mistress: looks back to the street...
- Visitor: i smile, happy
- Visitor: i wave?
- Mind Mistress: Looks back your way... his eyes lingering...
- Mind Mistress: And lingering...
- Mind Mistress: he seems to like what he sees...
- Visitor: wanted.., happy
- Mind Mistress: finds you attractive...
- Mind Mistress: desirable...
- Mind Mistress: beautiful...
- Mind Mistress: feminine...
- Visitor: so happy, dont know what to say
- Mind Mistress: and how does his gaze make you feel in your chest?
- Mind Mistress: Warm?
- Visitor: warm
- Visitor: faster
- Visitor: big breath
- Mind Mistress: kind of a warm melting feeling?
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: that
- Mind Mistress: and do you notice your legs feel a bit weak... rubbery?
- Mind Mistress: He smiles at you...
- Visitor: i dont want to fall
- Visitor: might
- Visitor: smile...wave
- Mind Mistress: stay sitting...
- Visitor: k
- Mind Mistress: feeling weak in the knees...
- Mind Mistress: don't want to fall...
- Mind Mistress: and embarass yourself in front of him...
- Visitor: no! cant
- Mind Mistress: and do you notice yourself nervously pushing a strand of hair back?
- Visitor: yes i need to put my hand somewhee
- Visitor: so he notices
- Visitor: me
- Mind Mistress: You might twirl a lock of your hair...
- Mind Mistress: gives you something to do with your hand...
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: dont want to mess up
- Mind Mistress: Your lips feel dry...
- Mind Mistress: do you have lipstick on?
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: its a red bright
- Mind Mistress: you moisten your lips with your toungue...
- Mind Mistress: biting your lip a bit?
- Visitor: feels nice..but hes looking
- Visitor: nervous
- Mind Mistress: He's getting closer...
- Mind Mistress: Says: "Hi, we seem to be neighbors..."
- Visitor: cough, ya, hi
- Mind Mistress: What are you feeling between your legs?
- Visitor: warm
- Visitor: nice
- Mind Mistress: warm...
- Mind Mistress: moist...
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: im jessica
- Visitor: dont want him to notice
- Visitor: scared
- Mind Mistress: "Hi Jessica, I'm Will"
- Mind Mistress: Does your gaze wander to his crotch?
- Visitor: a little i hopehe doesnt notice
- Mind Mistress: Yes
- Visitor: i dont know what to do
- Visitor: ask him to sit down
- Mind Mistress: He says: "Sure."
- Mind Mistress: He makes you feel like a teenage girl with a crush...
- Visitor: i feel akward
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: a crush
- Mind Mistress: heart beating fast...
- Mind Mistress: He extends a hand...
- Visitor: nervous
- Mind Mistress: "Nice to meet you..."
- Visitor: reach mine out holding it, thankyou
- Mind Mistress: His hand is bigger, firm...
- Mind Mistress: solid...
- Mind Mistress: to your delicate one...
- Mind Mistress: warm...
- Mind Mistress: his touch...
- Mind Mistress: nice...
- Visitor: strong
- Mind Mistress: makes you feel more feminine...
- Visitor: wanted
- Mind Mistress: Feels reeeeal nice...
- Mind Mistress: can you imagine his hand caressing your arm gently?
- Mind Mistress: Wanting that...
- Visitor: goosebumps
- Mind Mistress: Yes...
- Visitor: yes
- Mind Mistress: "Do you smoke?"
- Visitor: no its nasty
- Mind Mistress: "All right... I won't then"
- Mind Mistress: He smiles
- Visitor: thank you
- Visitor: hes so polite
- Visitor: nice
- Mind Mistress: Yes...
- Mind Mistress: It would give you something to do with your hands though...
- Mind Mistress: you don't know what to do with them!
- Visitor: i look like a goof
- Visitor: what do i say
- Visitor: nervous
- Visitor: look around
- Visitor: confused
- Mind Mistress: Yes...
- Visitor: bite my lip look at him
- Mind Mistress: His gaze wanders briefly to your chest...
- Visitor: big pant
- Visitor: well just one can i try it?
- Mind Mistress: "Sure..."
- Visitor: reaching over for one
- Mind Mistress: He takes a pack of Benson & Hedges menthol out...
- Mind Mistress: Opens it...
- Mind Mistress: extracts one for you...
- Mind Mistress: and one for himself...
- Visitor: thank you
- Mind Mistress: You want to impress him...
- Visitor: ummm light?
- Visitor: blushing
- Mind Mistress: He takes out a lighter...
- Visitor: yes impress him
- Mind Mistress: flicks it on...
- Mind Mistress: Approached the flame...
- Mind Mistress: you hold it to your lips between index and middle finger...
- Mind Mistress: suck on it as he brings the flame to the tip...
- Visitor: hes watching
- Visitor: i never smoked before
- Mind Mistress: you feel a minty flavor...
- Mind Mistress: in your mouth...
- Visitor: minty
- Mind Mistress: and somthing else...
- Mind Mistress: opening your mouth...
- Visitor: feels airy
- Mind Mistress: seeing the smoke come out...
- Mind Mistress: feels weird...
- Mind Mistress: He's smiling...
- Visitor: cough alittle
- Visitor: blushing
- Visitor: thankyou
- Mind Mistress: "Just suck in the tiniest bit of smoke..."
- Mind Mistress: He lights his...
- Visitor: thanks
- Mind Mistress: sucks in the smoke...
- Visitor: feels nicer now
- Mind Mistress: into his mouth...
- Mind Mistress: opens his mouth...
- Mind Mistress: and breathes in through his mouth...
- Visitor: his mouth
- Mind Mistress: Then exhales a stream of smoke...
- Mind Mistress: you notice his lips...
- Visitor: they'e nice
- Mind Mistress: "I have a trick that's easier if you like..."
- Visitor: a trick?
- Mind Mistress: "I breathe in smoke... then I breathe it out into your mouth while you breathe in through your mouth..."
- Mind Mistress: "The smoke is less concentrated that way..."
- Visitor: sounds fun
- Visitor: i blush and giggle again
- Visitor: i sound like an airhead!
- Mind Mistress: :)
- Mind Mistress: He says: "Okay, get ready"
- Visitor: embarressed again
- Visitor: want to hide
- Mind Mistress: He takes a puff...
- Mind Mistress: breathes in...
- Mind Mistress: and leans in closer to you...
- Visitor: his mouh again
- Mind Mistress: you open your mouth...
- Mind Mistress: he gets closer...
- Visitor: lean to him
- Mind Mistress: and breathes out into your mouth...
- Mind Mistress: as you breathe in...
- Mind Mistress: minty...
- Visitor: soft
- Visitor: nice
- Mind Mistress: you turn your head to breathe out...
- Mind Mistress: seeing the misty smoke come out as a stream...
- Visitor: its pretty
- Mind Mistress: "You look sexy doing that." He smiles...
- Visitor: never saw how pretty
- Visitor: thankyou
- Mind Mistress: "You need to de-ash yours..."
- Visitor: i cant stop giggling
- Mind Mistress: :)
- Visitor: my god what does he think o me
- Visitor: de ash?
- Mind Mistress: You look and see the ash on the end of your cigarette getting long
- Mind Mistress: Your cigarette? Weird...
- Visitor: oh i sounded so stupid
- Visitor: flich it on he table
- Visitor: i acually said that
- Visitor: stupid stuppid
- Mind Mistress: "Want another one from me, or do you want to try doing it with yours?"
- Visitor: i cant say it but i want him again
- Visitor: just look up again please?
- Mind Mistress: "Okay, one more time" He smiles
- Mind Mistress: He takes a puff...
- Mind Mistress: Breathes in....
- Mind Mistress: Leans in...
- Mind Mistress: very close...
- Mind Mistress: lips almost touching....
- Visitor: leaning over expecting
- Mind Mistress: Breathes out into your mouth...
- Mind Mistress: as you breathe in...
- Mind Mistress: minty...
- Mind Mistress: easier...
- Mind Mistress: smoother...
- Visitor: soft
- Mind Mistress: your lips are very close to his...
- Visitor: soo soft
- Mind Mistress: you're holding in the smoke...
- Mind Mistress: feels tingly inside...
- Mind Mistress: light headed...
- Mind Mistress: what do you do?
- Visitor: need to turn my head
- Mind Mistress: yes...
- Mind Mistress: breathe out...
- Visitor: let it out
- Mind Mistress: a stream of smoke...
- Mind Mistress: minty...
- Visitor: slowly
- Visitor: hope hes watcing
- Mind Mistress: sensuously...
- Mind Mistress: he's still very close...
- Mind Mistress: watching...
- Visitor: wanted
- Mind Mistress: Feeling tingly all over...
- Visitor: feels nice
- Mind Mistress: a buzz...
- Mind Mistress: catching your breath...
- Mind Mistress: "Ready to try yours?"
- Visitor: i hope
- Visitor: blush
- Visitor: another flick on my cigarette
- Visitor: bringing it up to take a drag,..how much this is so new
- Mind Mistress: a little...
- Mind Mistress: into your mouth...
- Mind Mistress: minty...
- Visitor: small one
- Mind Mistress: then take away the cig...
- Visitor: almost petite
- Mind Mistress: and breathe in through the mouth...
- Mind Mistress: feels stronger...
- Mind Mistress: tingly inside...
- Mind Mistress: buzzed...
- Mind Mistress: relaxing...
- Mind Mistress: and letting it out...
- Mind Mistress: the stream...
- Mind Mistress: thicker...
- Visitor: its so nice
- Mind Mistress: milkier...
- Mind Mistress: sexy...
- Visitor: soft
- Mind Mistress: fuller...
- Mind Mistress: "Wow, you look great! Are you sure you've never done this before?"
- Visitor: not once
- Visitor: but thanks
- Mind Mistress: "You're a very sexy smoker..."
- Visitor: not the giggle again
- Visitor: have to stop
- Visitor: blushing
- Mind Mistress: You feel more relaxed though...
- Mind Mistress: don't you?
- Mind Mistress: He takes a puff of his own...
- Visitor: very
- Visitor: its great
- Mind Mistress: the smoke relaxes you...
- Mind Mistress: gives you something to do with your hands...
- Mind Mistress: pushing back a lock of hair again...
- Mind Mistress: feeling wanted...
- Visitor: yes not nervous
- Mind Mistress: desired...
- Visitor: feels nice
- Mind Mistress: another puff?
- Mind Mistress: A bit deeper?
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: He's watching very attentively...
- Mind Mistress: minty...
- Mind Mistress: refreshing...
- Visitor: another dag
- Visitor: drag
- Visitor: heavier
- Mind Mistress: relaxing...
- Mind Mistress: thicker smoker...
- Mind Mistress: fuller...
- Mind Mistress: flavor...
- Mind Mistress: tingly inside...
- Mind Mistress: relaxing...
- Visitor: feels light
- Mind Mistress: and letting it out...
- Mind Mistress: a stream...
- Mind Mistress: much thicker...
- Mind Mistress: prettier...
- Mind Mistress: milky...
- Visitor: soft smoke
- Visitor: its so nice
- Mind Mistress: Soft smoke...
- Mind Mistress: Soft Jessica...
- Mind Mistress: Soft smoker...
- Mind Mistress: Sexy smoker...
- Mind Mistress: You notice at a glance...
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: sexy
- Mind Mistress: a bulge in his pants...
- Mind Mistress: He wants you...
- Visitor: blushing
- Mind Mistress: he takes another puff...
- Mind Mistress: his lips...
- Visitor: great lips
- Mind Mistress: Would be nice to kiss...
- Visitor: a kiss
- Visitor: what do i say?
- Mind Mistress: You could say you want to give him smoke too...
- Visitor: nervous
- Visitor: yes please
- Visitor: hey can i try?
- Mind Mistress: "Try what?"
- Visitor: the trick
- Visitor: i want to see if i can
- Mind Mistress: "Giving me smoke?"
- Visitor: please?
- Visitor: cant stop blushing
- Mind Mistress: "Sure..."
- Mind Mistress: The cigarette feels comfortable between your fingers now...
- Visitor: trying it again
- Mind Mistress: Right...
- Visitor: its nice
- Mind Mistress: bringing it to your lips...
- Visitor: belongs
- Mind Mistress: red lips...
- Mind Mistress: red lipstick on the filter...
- Visitor: a big drag
- Mind Mistress: Yess...
- Mind Mistress: minty...
- Visitor: want to try
- Visitor: him watching me
- Mind Mistress: sucking it in...
- Mind Mistress: leaning in...
- Mind Mistress: closer...
- Mind Mistress: and closer...
- Mind Mistress: to his lips...
- Mind Mistress: holding it in...
- Mind Mistress: and then...
- Mind Mistress: leaning...
- Mind Mistress: to his lips...
- Mind Mistress: touching...
- Mind Mistress: exhaling..
- Visitor: watching him
- Visitor: such nice lips
- Mind Mistress: kissing...
- Mind Mistress: exhaling...
- Mind Mistress: kissing...
- Visitor: dont want o stop
- Mind Mistress: pressing your lips against his...
- Mind Mistress: his lips so yummy...
- Mind Mistress: Kissing...
- Mind Mistress: he exhales through his nose...
- Mind Mistress: to keep kissing...
- Visitor: yummy nice
- Mind Mistress: so aroused...
- Mind Mistress: wet...
- Visitor: feel wanted
- Mind Mistress: his hand going to your shoulder...
- Mind Mistress: holding you....
- Mind Mistress: kissing you...
- Mind Mistress: melting inside...
- Mind Mistress: hand caressing your neck...
- Visitor: so warm
- Mind Mistress: Kissing...
- Mind Mistress: Mmmmm
- Visitor: strong
- Mind Mistress: caressing the front...
- Mind Mistress: the top of your chest...
- Mind Mistress: He won't go to your breasts unless you lower his hand...
- Mind Mistress: Kissing..
- Visitor: lean into him push his hands down
- Mind Mistress: feeling his toungue on your lips...
- Visitor: cupping me
- Mind Mistress: Breasts sooo sensitive...
- Mind Mistress: caressing them...
- Mind Mistress: the nipple hard...
- Mind Mistress: barely touching the nipple...
- Visitor: yess
- Visitor: standng
- Mind Mistress: Squeezing your breast...
- Visitor: so nice
- Mind Mistress: Soo nice...
- Mind Mistress: wanting another puff...?
- Visitor: but what if someone sees me
- Visitor: panicked
- Visitor: another puff
- Mind Mistress: breaking away...
- Visitor: please
- Mind Mistress: taking another puff...
- Mind Mistress: soothing...
- Mind Mistress: pacifier...
- Mind Mistress: sucking...
- Mind Mistress: hard...
- Mind Mistress: smoke...
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: filling your mouth...
- Mind Mistress: minty...
- Visitor: relaxed
- Mind Mistress: breathing in...
- Mind Mistress: relaxing...
- Visitor: hard
- Mind Mistress: soothing...
- Visitor: mouth
- Mind Mistress: holding it in...
- Mind Mistress: and letting out a stream...
- Mind Mistress: letting go...
- Mind Mistress: relaxing...
- Visitor: soft
- Visitor: stream
- Mind Mistress: his hand has slid down to your waist...
- Mind Mistress: feeling so good...
- Mind Mistress: so naughty...
- Visitor: wanted
- Mind Mistress: Yesss
- Mind Mistress: "Do you want to go inside... or should we stop now?"
- Visitor: turn to look at him
- Visitor: im confused first time,.. dont know what to say
- Visitor: never a guy before
- Mind Mistress: "It's okay if you want to stop now... "
- Mind Mistress: Do you feel the empty place between your legs?
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: Empty...
- Mind Mistress: wanting to be filled...
- Mind Mistress: wet...
- Visitor: yes
- Mind Mistress: natural...
- Mind Mistress: normal..
- Visitor: no...i dont want to stop
- Mind Mistress: He takes your hand...
- Mind Mistress: Takes a last puff before throwing away his cigarette...
- Visitor: following him
- Visitor: anyhere
- Visitor: i do same
- Mind Mistress: Relaxing...
- Mind Mistress: smoke...
- Mind Mistress: fills the emptiness...
- Mind Mistress: inside...
- Mind Mistress: but makes you more aware...
- Mind Mistress: of the emptiness down there...
- Mind Mistress: wanting to be filled...
- Visitor: need
- Visitor: blushing at the idea
- Visitor: need filled
- Mind Mistress: so empty...
- Visitor: follow him anywhere
- Mind Mistress: He leads you inside by the hand...
- Mind Mistress: Once inside...
- Mind Mistress: to the couch...
- Mind Mistress: Want to make him feel good...
- Visitor: yes dont even know him
- Mind Mistress: Hand caressing him...
- Visitor: my couch
- Visitor: needs to feel good
- Mind Mistress: down to his hips...
- Mind Mistress: his crotch...
- Mind Mistress: he's verrry hard!
- Visitor: so srong
- Visitor: hard
- Visitor: cant stop blushing
- Mind Mistress: Standing near the couch...
- Mind Mistress: do you feel the need to touch him down there?
- Mind Mistress: feel it in your hands...
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: unzip his pants...
- Visitor: i need to feel it
- Visitor: be with it
- Visitor: taking the pants down
- Mind Mistress: His underwear...
- Mind Mistress: to see it...
- Mind Mistress: touch it...
- Visitor: move it out down
- Mind Mistress: Seeing it...
- Visitor: past ankles
- Mind Mistress: it's beautiful....
- Visitor: closer to him
- Mind Mistress: touching it...
- Mind Mistress: stroking it...
- Visitor: so strong
- Mind Mistress: wanting it...
- Mind Mistress: so hard...
- Visitor: yes
- Mind Mistress: taste it...
- Mind Mistress: lick it...
- Visitor: firm
- Visitor: smooth
- Mind Mistress: Tasty...
- Mind Mistress: licking it...
- Visitor: tasty?
- Mind Mistress: having him sit...
- Mind Mistress: make him feel good...
- Mind Mistress: does your mouth feel empty?
- Visitor: yes he needs to feel good
- Visitor: its empty
- Mind Mistress: empty...
- Mind Mistress: so empty...
- Mind Mistress: needs filling...
- Mind Mistress: His cock...
- Mind Mistress: looks sooo yummy...
- Mind Mistress: doesn't it?
- Visitor: yess tasty
- Visitor: need it
- Visitor: it fits
- Mind Mistress: taste it...
- Mind Mistress: lick it...
- Mind Mistress: suck it...
- Mind Mistress: Mmmmm
- Mind Mistress: He caresses your head...
- Visitor: firm
- Visitor: strong
- Mind Mistress: and moans softly...
- Visitor: so nice
- Mind Mistress: yummy...
- Mind Mistress: fits in your mouth...
- Mind Mistress: feels right...
- Mind Mistress: sucking it...
- Mind Mistress: Mmmm
- Visitor: it belongs
- Visitor: right
- Visitor: tasty
- Visitor: more
- Mind Mistress: More...
- Mind Mistress: sucking...
- Mind Mistress: head bobbing...
- Mind Mistress: taking it in...
- Mind Mistress: using your toungue...
- Visitor: yess
- Visitor: soo smooth
- Visitor: around
- Visitor: and in
- Visitor: it belongs
- Mind Mistress: belongs...
- Mind Mistress: sucking cock...
- Mind Mistress: love sucking cock...
- Visitor: love?
- Mind Mistress: Aren't you?
- Visitor: i am?
- Visitor: i am
- Visitor: but love?
- Visitor: confused
- Mind Mistress: How does it feel to suck his cock and make him feel good?
- Visitor: feels good
- Visitor: nice
- Visitor: wanted
- Mind Mistress: Sucking...
- Mind Mistress: he's moaning...
- Visitor: yes
- Mind Mistress: he loves your mouth...
- Mind Mistress: on his cock...
- Mind Mistress: loves it...
- Mind Mistress: do you love your mouth sucking his cock?
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: yess i do
- Mind Mistress: Yes...
- Mind Mistress: How do you feel about sucking his cock?
- Mind Mistress: using your toungue more and more expertly...
- Visitor: i love it
- Visitor: need it
- Visitor: i do
- Mind Mistress: What do you love?
- Visitor: sucking cock
- Mind Mistress: say it...
- Mind Mistress: tasting his yummy precum...
- Visitor: i love sucking cock
- Mind Mistress: Think it louder!
- Visitor: i love sucking cock
- Mind Mistress: Yess
- Mind Mistress: more and more...
- Visitor: i love sucking cock
- Mind Mistress: you need cock...
- Visitor: i love sucking cock
- Visitor: i need cock
- Visitor: i love sucking cock
- Mind Mistress: so yummy...
- Mind Mistress: You need to suck cock...
- Mind Mistress: more and more...
- Visitor: so tassty
- Mind Mistress: sooo tastyyy...
- Visitor: i need to suck cock
- Mind Mistress: addictive....
- Visitor: i need to suck cock
- Visitor: i need to suck cock
- Visitor: i need to suck cock
- Mind Mistress: he's trembling...
- Mind Mistress: moaning...
- Mind Mistress: about to cum...
- Mind Mistress: want his cum...
- Visitor: yess
- Visitor: i want his cum?
- Mind Mistress: Do you?
- Mind Mistress: tasty cum...
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: all over me
- Mind Mistress: Taste it...
- Mind Mistress: drink it...
- Mind Mistress: need it...
- Mind Mistress: do you need his cum?
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: i need wills cum
- Mind Mistress: you need cum...
- Mind Mistress: do you?
- Visitor: yess
- Visitor: i need his cum
- Mind Mistress: Yess...
- Mind Mistress: he's about to cum...
- Mind Mistress: he's moaning your name...
- Mind Mistress: "Jessica... ohhh"
- Visitor: yesss
- Mind Mistress: you love cum...
- Mind Mistress: need cum...
- Visitor: soo nice
- Visitor: i love cum
- Visitor: need cum
- Mind Mistress: He's...
- Mind Mistress: Ohhh
- Mind Mistress: Cumming...
- Mind Mistress: squirting in your mouth...
- Mind Mistress: suck it!
- Mind Mistress: Yummy cum!!!
- Visitor: soo nice
- Mind Mistress: Mmmmm
- Mind Mistress: salty...
- Visitor: filling me
- Visitor: happy
- Mind Mistress: sticky...
- Mind Mistress: happy...
- Visitor: wanted
- Mind Mistress: more cum...
- Mind Mistress: wanted...
- Mind Mistress: desired...
- Mind Mistress: want more...
- Mind Mistress: sucking it...
- Visitor: more cum
- Visitor: i love cum
- Mind Mistress: sucking his cock...
- Mind Mistress: love cum...
- Mind Mistress: need cum...
- Visitor: more
- Visitor: please trying
- Visitor: love cum
- Mind Mistress: sucking it dry...
- Mind Mistress: need more...
- Mind Mistress: addicted...
- Mind Mistress: are you?
- Visitor: i am?
- Visitor: yes i am
- Mind Mistress: What are you addicted to?
- Visitor: cum
- Visitor: cock
- Mind Mistress: Yes
- Visitor: love
- Mind Mistress: You love them... need them...
- Visitor: yess need
- Visitor: fill me
- Mind Mistress: He's all dry...
- Mind Mistress: but you need more...
- Mind Mistress: why do you need more cock and cum?
- Visitor: because i love it
- Visitor: i love it
- Visitor: it makes me love
- Mind Mistress: Yes... and feel so feminine...
- Mind Mistress: YOu love feeling sexy and feminine...
- Mind Mistress: dressing sexy and feminine...
- Mind Mistress: looking sexy and feminine...
- Mind Mistress: to be wanted...
- Visitor: dessing sexy?
- Mind Mistress: desired...
- Mind Mistress: do you?
- Visitor: looking feminine wanted
- Visitor: confused
- Mind Mistress: When you're all feminine you are loved
- Mind Mistress: wanted
- Visitor: yess so nice
- Mind Mistress: feminine and wanted
- Mind Mistress: feminine and loved
- Mind Mistress: he's caressing your head...
- Mind Mistress: resting on his lap...
- Mind Mistress: wanted...
- Mind Mistress: loved...
- Mind Mistress: feminine...
- Mind Mistress: sexy...
- Visitor: yess
- Visitor: love
- Visitor: feminine
- Mind Mistress: need to be wanted
- Visitor: wanted
- Visitor: and loved
- Mind Mistress: Yes...
- Visitor: need
- Mind Mistress: need to be wanted
- Visitor: soo wanted
- Visitor: sexy
- Visitor: feminine
- Mind Mistress: Want to be feminine
- Mind Mistress: need to be feminine
- Visitor: need to be feminine
- Mind Mistress: feminine and happy
- Mind Mistress: sexy and happy...
- Visitor: confuused
- Mind Mistress: wanted
- Visitor: how?
- Visitor: need tbe feminine
- Visitor: wanted
- Mind Mistress: to be wanted you need to be feminine...
- Mind Mistress: you need to be wanted...
- Mind Mistress: to be feminine...
- Visitor: jessica knows how to be feminine i dont
- Visitor: sad
- Visitor: not wanted
- Mind Mistress: Jessica loves her breasts...
- Mind Mistress: men love jessica's breasts...
- Visitor: yess so soft
- Visitor: sensitive
- Mind Mistress: wanted...
- Mind Mistress: pleasure...
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: you want to have breasts?
- Visitor: yess
- Visitor: how
- Mind Mistress: need to have breasts?
- Visitor: i need breasts to be loved
- Mind Mistress: Yes
- Mind Mistress: What do you need?
- Visitor: big breast
- Visitor: large people will want
- Visitor: confused how
- Mind Mistress: Need breasts to be feminine happy wanted
- Visitor: need breasts
- Mind Mistress: Be Jessica
- Visitor: must have
- Visitor: be jessica?
- Mind Mistress: Soft breasts... wanted
- Mind Mistress: Be jessica?
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: Be jessica
- Visitor: be jessica
- Mind Mistress: Be a girl... wanted, loved
- Visitor: need to find breasts
- Visitor: feel happy
- Mind Mistress: Need to be a girl...
- Visitor: yess
- Visitor: a girl so soft
- Visitor: desired
- Mind Mistress: Need to have big breasts loved feminine wanted
- Visitor: loved breasts
- Visitor: wanted
- Visitor: loved breasts
- Visitor: wanted
- Mind Mistress: need to be a girl...
- Mind Mistress: what do you need?
- Visitor: i need to be a girl
- Visitor: i need to be jessica
- Mind Mistress: Yess
- Mind Mistress: You're in Jessica's body...
- Mind Mistress: resting your head on Will's lap
- Mind Mistress: What's your name?
- Visitor: jessica
- Mind Mistress: What does Will call you?
- Visitor: jessica
- Visitor: he calls me jessica
- Mind Mistress: Yes
- Mind Mistress: You love being a girl...
- Mind Mistress: you love cock and cum...
- Mind Mistress: you love having breasts...
- Mind Mistress: and wearing sexy dresses
- Mind Mistress: don't you Jessica?
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: soo nice
- Visitor: wanted
- Visitor: loved
- Mind Mistress: to be wanted...
- Mind Mistress: loved...
- Mind Mistress: That means you have a girl mind
- Mind Mistress: doesn't it?
- Visitor: yes
- Mind Mistress: Your mind is all girl...
- Mind Mistress: isn't it?
- Visitor: all girl
- Mind Mistress: wanting to be in a boy's arms?
- Mind Mistress: Loved, wanted
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: Sooo feminine...
- Mind Mistress: loving it...
- Visitor: confused
- Mind Mistress: your spirit is all female...
- Mind Mistress: isn't it?
- Visitor: what is *previous name* going to tell his girlfriend
- Visitor: scared
- Visitor: want to be female
- Visitor: loved
- Mind Mistress: Girls can love girls too...
- Mind Mistress: be wanted...
- Mind Mistress: loved...
- Mind Mistress: feminine...
- Visitor: yes
- Mind Mistress: Is your spirit all girl?
- Mind Mistress: Isn't that how it naturally is?
- Visitor: yess allgirl
- Mind Mistress: Bisexual...
- Mind Mistress: liking boys and girls...
- Mind Mistress: but all girl inside...
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: soft and feminine...
- Mind Mistress: wanted...
- Mind Mistress: breasts...
- Mind Mistress: love being a girl...
- Mind Mistress: need to be a girl...
- Mind Mistress: so much more natural...
- Visitor: a girl
- Visitor: all girl
- Visitor: so loved
- Mind Mistress: So wanted...
- Mind Mistress: What's your name?
- Mind Mistress: your real name as a girl
- Visitor: jessica
- Mind Mistress: Yes..
- Mind Mistress: It's all clear now isn't it?
- Visitor: very
- Mind Mistress: You're supposed to be a girl...
- Mind Mistress: you are a girl...
- Mind Mistress: need to be feminine...
- Visitor: feels so right
- Mind Mistress: Yes it does...
- Mind Mistress: You're so happy I helped you find your real self...
- Mind Mistress: Jessica
- Visitor: yess
- Visitor: thankyou
- Mind Mistress: and you want to make sure you remember...
- Mind Mistress: how you feel right now...
- Visitor: my realself
- Mind Mistress: the clarity of being all girl...
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: and you will remember and feel it fully...
- Visitor: i owe u so much, loved wanted a girl
- Mind Mistress: every time you read or hear the words: Good girl
- Mind Mistress: Those words make you feel all girl... all soft and warm...
- Mind Mistress: don't they?
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: wanted... loved...
- Visitor: so soft soo warm
- Mind Mistress: Listen when I say them: good girl
- Mind Mistress: How does it feel?
- Visitor: sooo nice
- Visitor: loved
- Visitor: wanted
- Mind Mistress: even more natural to be a girl every time you hear or read them...
- Mind Mistress: isn't it?
- Visitor: yes
- Visitor: so natural
- Mind Mistress: You can't even imagine how to think like a guy, can you?
- Visitor: a guy? never
- Mind Mistress: How to act like a guy?
- Visitor: no idea
- Mind Mistress: Good girl :)
- Visitor: dont understand guys
- Visitor: what do i tell people
- Visitor: soo new
- Visitor: so wanted
- Visitor: loved
- Mind Mistress: Now that you know your spirit is totally female...
- Mind Mistress: feminine...
- Mind Mistress: wanted...
- Mind Mistress: You can drift out of your body Jessica...
- Mind Mistress: That's right...
- Mind Mistress: just floating...
- Mind Mistress: drifting...
- Mind Mistress: what's your name?
- Visitor: i dont want the guys body
- Visitor: jessica
- Mind Mistress: Good girl :)
- Visitor: his bodys ugly
- Mind Mistress: You can make it prettier...
- Visitor: noone would know im a girl in his body
- Visitor: how?
- Mind Mistress: hair... makeup...
- Mind Mistress: clothing...
- Mind Mistress: breast implants...
- Visitor: yess breasts
- Visitor: but how do i tell people
- Visitor: so confused
- Visitor: want jessicas body
- Mind Mistress: You have to be a courageous girl Jessica...
- Mind Mistress: So you can do this...
- Mind Mistress: are you going to be courageous?
- Mind Mistress: so you can be wanted...
- Mind Mistress: loved...
- Visitor: ill try
- Mind Mistress: I believe in you Jessica :)
- Visitor: but what happens if im a girl with people i know
- Visitor: what do i tell them?
- Mind Mistress: This is who you are...
- Mind Mistress: That's all...
- Visitor: family?
- Visitor: work?
- Mind Mistress: Be gentle with them...
- Mind Mistress: Use your woman's touch and sensitivity...
- Mind Mistress: Take your time...
- Visitor: soo happy
- Mind Mistress: Soo happy being yourself :)
- Visitor: i want people to know
- Mind Mistress: So bring yourself back...
- Mind Mistress: with the happiness...
- Mind Mistress: more and more...
- Mind Mistress: back...
- Mind Mistress: to your old body...
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: bringing the happiness...
- Mind Mistress: the glowing happiness...
- Mind Mistress: and slowly...
- Visitor: am back
- Mind Mistress: drift....
- Mind Mistress: back...
- Mind Mistress: all the way in...
- Mind Mistress: yes...
- Mind Mistress: Very good :)
- Visitor: ess
- Visitor: yess
- Visitor: oh *blush*
- Mind Mistress: Your body feels different now...
- Visitor: very
- Mind Mistress: but you are the same Jessica inside...
- Visitor: i um pulled my briefs up around me like a thong
- Visitor: didnt even know
- Visitor: *blush*
- Mind Mistress: You can tuck yourself between your legs to make the front smooth...
- Mind Mistress: and pull up the underwear to hold it there...
- Visitor: its a great idea
- Visitor: thankyou
- Mind Mistress: It will feel so much more natural to look smooth in the front...
- Visitor: i need real undies to, these feel so ugly
- Mind Mistress: Yes you do...
- Mind Mistress: silky panties...
- Visitor: do u think i should tell my girlfriend about this?
- Visitor: silky
- Mind Mistress: Take your time to think about it...
- Visitor: i need to find silky panties, i dont have a car off campus
- Mind Mistress: but eventually, yes... probably...
- Visitor: my mouths so empty
- Mind Mistress: Oh, and since I've spent all this time helping you...
- Visitor: need to find a guy,...but i dont look like jessica
- Mind Mistress: Do you mind if I post this log on My site?
- Visitor: yes?
- Visitor: please?
- Visitor: will i be ble to talk to u again
- Mind Mistress: Sure
- Mind Mistress: It's ok if I post it?
- Visitor: yes youve done so much for me
- Mind Mistress: To help others find themselves...
- Visitor: yes
- Mind Mistress: Thank you :)
- Visitor: um, what name is going to be on theh posts?
- Mind Mistress: You can come talk to Me on ICQ...
- Mind Mistress: What would you like Me to call this log?
- Visitor: can u at least change the names? i dont want anyone to see it and not understand
- Mind Mistress: I'll change the male name.
- Visitor: thankyou
- Mind Mistress: Do you want Me to change the name Jessica too?
- Visitor: yes, please
- Mind Mistress: No one knows it anyway...
- Visitor: shes um actually my neighbor
- Mind Mistress: I doubt she'd find My site, or know it was her if she did...
- Visitor: *blush*
- Visitor: title it whateve u choose, u know best
- Mind Mistress: but I can change it if you like :)
- Visitor: no, your right
- Mind Mistress: This log is kindof your birthplace... announcing Jessica :)
- Visitor: *blush* yes it is
- Visitor: how soon did u know?
- Visitor: that i belonged a girl
- Mind Mistress: You came to Me, and this is what I do...
- Mind Mistress: You could have pulled away at any time...
- Mind Mistress: but you didn't
- Visitor: i was so afraid sometimes
- Visitor: but it was so right
- Mind Mistress: I know dear :)
- Mind Mistress: and I slowed down to comfort you...
- Visitor: the whole time the guy bugging me, i thought it was because i wanted to be embarressed
- Visitor: but im jessica
- Visitor: and im proud
- Mind Mistress: You should be proud Jessica :)
- Mind Mistress: You're a brave girl :)
- Visitor: thankyou
- Visitor: ohhh this body
- Visitor: so many things to fix
- Mind Mistress: Yes
- Visitor: and i need a cock so soon
- Mind Mistress: Yes
- Visitor: dont know what to do
- Mind Mistress: Well, you could suck on other things in the meantime...
- Visitor: other things?
- Mind Mistress: what else might be nice to suck on?
- Visitor: i could start smoking
- Visitor: but no cum
- Mind Mistress: So you can relax...
- Visitor: oh wow i sound like a slut
- Mind Mistress: Do you mind being a slut?
- Visitor: i dont know
- Visitor: im just so addicted
- Mind Mistress: Yes
- Visitor: i need cum....but im stuck in this body
- Mind Mistress: Try saying it: I'm a slut
- Visitor: I'm a slut
- Mind Mistress: How does it feel?
- Visitor: natural
- Mind Mistress: So is it bad?
- Visitor: no
- Mind Mistress: How would you like to be a slut, AND be proud of it?
- Visitor: i just need cum and cock...and im in *previous name*'s body...i want to cry
- Mind Mistress: It's ok hun...
- Mind Mistress: Sometimes it feels better for girls to have a good cry...
- Mind Mistress: and feel better afterwards :)
- Visitor: i want to be a slut
- Mind Mistress: Good :)
- Mind Mistress: Surely there are gay bars where you can go to find cock...
- Visitor: to have no control over myself...do all the bad things
- Visitor: none near by, im on a campus and i have no car
- Visitor: and they wont see jessica,no love
- Mind Mistress: even if you don't look completely like yourself...
- Mind Mistress: They can feel her inside
- Mind Mistress: and you can feel wanted as a girl...
- Visitor: yess
- Visitor: i just have to get there
- Mind Mistress: Just tell them your name is jessica...
- Visitor: k
- Mind Mistress: go to the bathroom there and put on a bit of makeup...
- Visitor: i will
- Mind Mistress: So they know you're fem...
- Visitor: your right i do feel better :)
- Mind Mistress: Eventually get some girl clothes to change into there...
- Mind Mistress: and feel comfortable...
- Mind Mistress: feminine...
- Mind Mistress: wanted...
- Visitor: yess
- Mind Mistress: and get cock :)))
- Visitor: oh god im shivering
- Visitor: your making me blush ;p
- Mind Mistress: Girl emotions are stronger...
- Mind Mistress: more overwhelming...
- Mind Mistress: feels more alive :)
- Visitor: i just have to find a guy to take me, to drive me there
- Visitor: maybe a local chat room
- Visitor: just hope i dont come on too strong,...i cant stop giggling again
- Mind Mistress: Heh heh...
- Mind Mistress: giggling is cute and girly :)
- Visitor: oh sweet jesus im a girl for a day and a ditz
- Mind Mistress: Yeah, and happy
- Mind Mistress: happy with yourself :)
- Visitor: yes very happy :)
- Visitor: will u know its me if i contact u again?
- Mind Mistress: I sure will :)
- Mind Mistress: Get ICQ, it's free
- Mind Mistress: And do you think there are no gay guys on campus
- Visitor: i'll loo
- Visitor: loo
- Visitor: look
- Visitor: lol
- Visitor: whats the icq site?
- Mind Mistress: You're such a cute ditz!
- Visitor: blushing again ;
- Mind Mistress: My First Session page tells you how to do it
- Visitor: k,i'll get it
- Visitor: hows it differ from aim?
- Mind Mistress: It's not much different from AIM, except you can find Me on ICQ :)
- Mind Mistress: You blush so much, you won't need rouge on your cheeks ;-)
- Visitor: i wouldnt be caught dead without rouge ;p
- Mind Mistress: Good girl :
- Visitor: k, i will
- Visitor: getting it now
- Mind Mistress: I have to get going dear...
- Visitor: i'll let u know first thing that happens thankyou sooo much :)
- Visitor: *nod* bye
- Mind Mistress: You're very welcome... I'm glad to know you're so much happier :)
Reader, do this for yourself, imagine a sexy babe too before continuing
Reader, imagine drifting out of your body towards the woman you imagined
Reader, can you feel their imaginary weight on your chest?
Feeling a bit light headed too?
Can you imagine that other woman now as well ?
Can you imagine that man?
And what do you feel in your chest?
Can you see what his mouth looks like?
Have you noticed your hand feels better closer to your lips?
Do you lower his hand?
Empty inside... need...
How does it feel for you?
Are you?
What did you just say in your mind as you read?
I'm happy helping make My visitors Happy...