Hypnotic Mindscaping
Chat Participants: Mind_Mistress ,colleen
Session #5 : 09-Dec-2002
<colleen> did you have a good week?
<Mind_Mistress> Hi, yes
<colleen> i’m glad
<Mind_Mistress> 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> So what’s been up with you since last session?
<colleen> work mostly
<colleen> i did what you asked, and tried to notice men more
<Mind_Mistress> And how was that?
<colleen> different
<colleen> i wasn’t so interested in thier faces and found myself looking lower mostly 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> Heh heh… have you looked at cock pictures?
<colleen> yes
<colleen> ;:)
<Mind_Mistress> and how do they make you feel?
<colleen> horny
<Mind_Mistress> Was that the case before our sessions?
<colleen> not really as much. maybe a little
<Mind_Mistress> and now?
<colleen> much more
<Mind_Mistress> 🙂
<colleen> i always had an intrest in shemales, but not so much men
<Mind_Mistress> and how is your attraction to shemales now?
<colleen> just as high if not higher
<Mind_Mistress> How attracted were you to men before? from 0 to 10?
<colleen> 1 maybe 2
<Mind_Mistress> and women?
<colleen> as friends
<colleen> woman? 8
<Mind_Mistress> and shemales?
<colleen> 8, 9
<Mind_Mistress> And now… are you more interested in men, or women?
<colleen> depends..
<Mind_Mistress> Given the choice for a night…
<colleen> i would like to try a man if i could be in my coleen persona
<Mind_Mistress> Yes 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> Okay, so any thoughts on what to expect today? 🙂
<colleen> well i was hoping you might be able to help with my dreams…
<Mind_Mistress> Right…
<Mind_Mistress> have you had any?
<colleen> and continue the story 🙂
<colleen> i think so but very fleeting. i don’t rember much
<colleen> remember
<Mind_Mistress> What would you like to happen with your dreams?
<colleen> i would like to dream of my self as a woman or shemale
<Mind_Mistress> Okay 🙂
<colleen> as coleen
<Mind_Mistress> Only as that, and never male?
<colleen> yes, i think so
<Mind_Mistress> ok
<colleen> thank you
<Mind_Mistress> Would you like Me to take time to specifically work on dreams today?
<Mind_Mistress> Even if it shortens the story time a lot?
<colleen> if you would like
<Mind_Mistress> Ok 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> Ready to start?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Good…
<Mind_Mistress> Now tell Me…
<Mind_Mistress> if you were to imagine your mind as a place…
<Mind_Mistress> what would it look like?
<colleen> i’m not sure give me a moment
<Mind_Mistress> Indoors… outdoors….
<colleen> outdoors i think
<Mind_Mistress> and what kind of land would it be?
<colleen> mountains
<colleen> lakes meadows
<Mind_Mistress> Remembering that different features of it would represent the different parts of your mind…
<colleen> ok
<Mind_Mistress> We can begin…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and do you remember how it feels to go into trance?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Yes…
<Mind_Mistress> feeling the weight of your body…
<Mind_Mistress> and the white liquid inside…
<Mind_Mistress> in your lower body…
<Mind_Mistress> and in your upper body…
<Mind_Mistress> you can feel…
<Mind_Mistress> and see…
<Mind_Mistress> that’s right…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and the openings…
<Mind_Mistress> in the feet…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> draining…
<Mind_Mistress> more and more…
<Mind_Mistress> empty…
<Mind_Mistress> and blank….
<Mind_Mistress> void…
<Mind_Mistress> so nice… 🙂
<colleen> draining
<colleen> nice
<Mind_Mistress> and further…
<Mind_Mistress> and further up…
<Mind_Mistress> becoming all empty…
<Mind_Mistress> and blank…
<Mind_Mistress> more and more…
<Mind_Mistress> with My voice…
<Mind_Mistress> so sexy…
<Mind_Mistress> guiding you…
<Mind_Mistress> and the fingertips too…
<Mind_Mistress> open….
<Mind_Mistress> draining….
<Mind_Mistress> the hands…
<Mind_Mistress> more and more…
<Mind_Mistress> that’s right…
<Mind_Mistress> 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> feels so nice…
<Mind_Mistress> to return….
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> to your natural state of trance…
<Mind_Mistress> blank and empty…
<Mind_Mistress> so good….
<Mind_Mistress> so right…
<Mind_Mistress> and in the back of the head…
<Mind_Mistress> where it meets the neck…
<Mind_Mistress> opening…
<Mind_Mistress> letting the head….
<Mind_Mistress> drain away…
<Mind_Mistress> more and more….
<Mind_Mistress> all away…
<Mind_Mistress> that’s right… 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> more and more empty blank happy…
<Mind_Mistress> with every breath…
<Mind_Mistress> and how far up are you empty now?
<colleen> half
<Mind_Mistress> half, yes…
<Mind_Mistress> and you can drain even more fully…
<Mind_Mistress> going all the way…
<Mind_Mistress> *TranceTrigger*
<colleen> i obey
<Mind_Mistress> Very good…
<Mind_Mistress> and how far up are you empty happy blank now?
<colleen> chest
<Mind_Mistress> Very good…
<Mind_Mistress> and numb…
<Mind_Mistress> more and more…
<colleen> arms heavy
<Mind_Mistress> heavy…
<Mind_Mistress> and numb….
<Mind_Mistress> so nicely…
<Mind_Mistress> spreading…
<Mind_Mistress> in the chest…
<Mind_Mistress> so numb and blank…
<Mind_Mistress> and the feet…
<Mind_Mistress> can start fading away…
<Mind_Mistress> so numb…
<Mind_Mistress> so blank happy :
<Mind_Mistress> 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> you love this…
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<Mind_Mistress> feels so good….
<Mind_Mistress> so right…
<colleen> ;yes
<Mind_Mistress> to become open…
<Mind_Mistress> and malleable…
<Mind_Mistress> receptive…
<Mind_Mistress> and happy…
<Mind_Mistress> is wonderful… 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> and do you feel any will left in you?
<colleen> 🙂
<colleen> no
<Mind_Mistress> All gone… 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> so much better…
<Mind_Mistress> free…
<colleen> yess
<Mind_Mistress> and controlled…
<Mind_Mistress> soooo free…
<colleen> mmm
<Mind_Mistress> more and more…
<Mind_Mistress> the more deliciously controlled you are…
<Mind_Mistress> and your head…. sooo empty blank…
<Mind_Mistress> to let My voice…
<Mind_Mistress> be the only voice….
<Mind_Mistress> that decides…
<Mind_Mistress> how good you feel…
<Mind_Mistress> and what you do…
<Mind_Mistress> and fading away…
<Mind_Mistress> more and more….
<Mind_Mistress> to an obedient happy nothing 🙂
<colleen> yes you decide
<Mind_Mistress> so much better when Mistress decides…
<Mind_Mistress> Mistress is always right
<colleen> yes
<colleen> always
<Mind_Mistress> Mistress makes the best decisions…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> to make you happy 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> and how much of the body is left?
<colleen> 🙂
<colleen> none very relaxed
<Mind_Mistress> All gone..
<Mind_Mistress> just drifting…
<Mind_Mistress> deeper and deeper…
<colleen> gone
<Mind_Mistress> helplessly enjoying…
<Mind_Mistress> going ever deeper under My spell…
<Mind_Mistress> loving it more and more…
<Mind_Mistress> needing it more and more,…
<colleen> yes
<colleen> needing
<Mind_Mistress> Needing…
<Mind_Mistress> to be made more girly…
<colleen> needing
<Mind_Mistress> feels so right…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and you know…
<Mind_Mistress> that everything I say is true
<Mind_Mistress> don’t you?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> say it
<colleen> every thing you say is true
<Mind_Mistress> Repeat it, believing ten times more deeply every time you do
<colleen> everything you say is true
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure1
<Mind_Mistress> Keep repeating
<colleen> everything you say is true
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure2
<colleen> everything you say is true
<colleen> everything you say is true
<colleen> everything you say is true
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure3
<colleen> everything ou say is true
<Mind_Mistress> and is that obvious to you now?
<colleen> yes everything you say is true
<Mind_Mistress> Good girl 🙂
<colleen> thank you 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> how does it feel when I say thay? orgasmic?
<colleen> wonderul
<Mind_Mistress> more and more each time I say it 🙂
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and you let Me hear your moans when I give you that much pleasure…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and as you drift now…
<Mind_Mistress> you can drift…
<Mind_Mistress> to your mind…
<Mind_Mistress> that place…
<Mind_Mistress> which is your mind…
<Mind_Mistress> With all the different parts of your mind there…
<Mind_Mistress> and drifting closer…
<Mind_Mistress> and tell Me what it looks like when you see it 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> this place…
<Mind_Mistress> that is your mind
<Mind_Mistress> Do you see it?
<colleen> the shore of a large lake in a valley surrounded by mountains
<Mind_Mistress> Very good…
<Mind_Mistress> Now, which part of this is your memories?
<colleen> the lake
<Mind_Mistress> The lake…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and what form does each memory take in the lake?
<colleen> you can relect in the lake
<Mind_Mistress> Yes…
<colleen> the waves
<Mind_Mistress> and what part of this place is your intellect?
<colleen> mountains
<Mind_Mistress> and what part is your emotions?
<colleen> the peaks
<Mind_Mistress> the peaks… yes… 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> and where are your dreams?
<colleen> the emotions are the sounds
<Mind_Mistress> emotions are the sounds… yes?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> what sounds?
<colleen> dreams in the night sky
<colleen> the lapping of the waves, the wind in the tress, the quite
<Mind_Mistress> So how do you find a dream in the night sky?
<colleen> the stars, the moon, teh planets
<Mind_Mistress> Ah, I see the problem…
<colleen> so crystal clear
<Mind_Mistress> when you try to remember dreams during the day…
<Mind_Mistress> what happens?
<colleen> they fade away
<Mind_Mistress> Because the sun hides the stars and planets and moon…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> So we need to re-organize how you keep your dreams…
<Mind_Mistress> so you can remember them during the day…
<colleen> oh
<Mind_Mistress> Does that make sense? 🙂
<colleen> yes i think so
<Mind_Mistress> Because keeping them in the stars…
<Mind_Mistress> means you can’t see them during the day…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> So where else could you have your dreams…?
<Mind_Mistress> where else could they fit?
<colleen> on the island
<Mind_Mistress> on the island…
<Mind_Mistress> in what way?
<colleen> rising from the lake
<Mind_Mistress> ahhh 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> Excellent
<Mind_Mistress> So what would dreams look like on the island?
<Mind_Mistress> what form would they take?
<colleen> the flowers and trees
<Mind_Mistress> the flowers and trees…
<Mind_Mistress> and how can you read a dream that is a tree?
<colleen> in the branches and needles and leaves
<Mind_Mistress> are the images shown in the bark and leaves?
<colleen> each branch goes somer different
<colleen> no images in side
<colleen> a place to focus
<Mind_Mistress> okay…
<Mind_Mistress> so each tree is a specific dream…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> with each branch the variations on what happens in it?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Very good…
<Mind_Mistress> So your unconscious…
<Mind_Mistress> can now store them there…
<Mind_Mistress> and unconscious, are you willing to do so from now on…
<Mind_Mistress> so your dreams can be remembered?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and is that where they will be from now on so your conscious mind can remember them clearly?
<colleen> store in the trees
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Very good, thank you 🙂
<colleen> mmm
<Mind_Mistress> So now, how easy is it to remember dreams while awake?
<colleen> thank you
<colleen> will be easier
<Mind_Mistress> Yes…
<colleen> closer
<Mind_Mistress> and are all the trees female flowering trees?
<colleen> no
<Mind_Mistress> if they were, would you always be female or shemale in your dreams?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> So would you like your unconscious to make that change now?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Unconscious, are you willing to do that change now?
<colleen> yes i think so, i want to
<Mind_Mistress> and unconscious, do you know how to do so?
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<colleen> no
<Mind_Mistress> Some of the trees are female…
<Mind_Mistress> and some are female…
<Mind_Mistress> are they not?
<Mind_Mistress> shemale
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> how many of them are feminine, in % ?
<colleen> 50
<Mind_Mistress> And the island is large enough to build a house?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Yes…
<Mind_Mistress> would you like to use the male trees to make a nice feminine house…
<Mind_Mistress> surrounded by female trees?
<colleen> yes 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> a very dainty house…
<Mind_Mistress> sexy…
<colleen> yess
<Mind_Mistress> what kind of woman would live in such a house?
<colleen> sexy women
<Mind_Mistress> Yess…
<Mind_Mistress> and tell Me…
<Mind_Mistress> where is your identity in this realm…
<Mind_Mistress> who you are…
<Mind_Mistress> and how you see yourself?
<colleen> enjoying my lfe
<colleen> calm relaxed
<Mind_Mistress> Is there any place for your identity yet?
<Mind_Mistress> Or is this house going to be that?
<colleen> what do you mean?
<colleen> a room/
<Mind_Mistress> A place that is your personality…
<Mind_Mistress> is there such a place?
<colleen> yes the porch
<Mind_Mistress> So the house we build will be your personality?
<colleen> looking over the lake
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> And it will be totally feminine
<Mind_Mistress> isn,t that so?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Very well…
<Mind_Mistress> so are you fully ready to start taking the male trees…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> and making them into this girly house…
<Mind_Mistress> Good…
<colleen> 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> Are you going to need a builder…
<Mind_Mistress> or will it make itself ?
<colleen> i can build it
<Mind_Mistress> Vry well 🙂
<Mind_Mistress> and how is it happening?
<colleen> i need the trees
<Mind_Mistress> uprooting the trees and floating them to the center?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> uprooting…
<Mind_Mistress> every male ideal…
<Mind_Mistress> and goal…
<Mind_Mistress> desire…
<Mind_Mistress> and feeling…
<Mind_Mistress> can you feel that happening?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress> Pleasure1
<colleen> mmm
<Mind_Mistress> and how does it feel?
<colleen> freeing
<Mind_Mistress> Yesss…
<Mind_Mistress> liberating…
<colleen> yes
<colleen> liberating
