Jessica

An erotic journey of self-dicovery

Mistress Log 3

A real log of a visitor to My erotic mind control and hypnosis site, who uses the “talk to a live person” help function to chat with Me. Enjoy!

Reader, I will ask you to do some things as you read, and you do not have to do them if you don’t want to fully enjoy this story

Mind Mistress: Hello
Visitor: hi, sorta browsing aound
Mind Mistress: Can I help you?
Visitor: theres actually a person, im shocked hehe
Mind Mistress: Yes
Visitor: i honestly dont know, its sorta my first time looking at this sorta stuff
Visitor: u know what most people would call “fringe”
Mind Mistress: So how did you come upon it?
Visitor: well, theres this guy who keeps bugging me online, i know him irl
Mind Mistress: Erotic Hypnosis doesn’t just jump at you from the web without warning 😉
Visitor: and he put me on a spam mailing list, u know the really annoying emails that never go away
Mind Mistress: Which I don’t do
Visitor: so i clicked one outta having nothing else to do, eventually i started picking out what i like and dont like
Mind Mistress: One of those led here???
Visitor: *nod* it just gave me the idea to look at other stuff
Mind Mistress: Oh, so you actually searched for this
Mind Mistress: What were you searching for?
Visitor: no, it was just a control story, i liked it enough to look on my own
Mind Mistress: Ok 🙂
Visitor: ya
Visitor: i’ve just been to college for not too long, so truth be told i found it all exciting
Visitor: i was sorta sheltered before then
Mind Mistress: I don’t do spam. Spam is annoying
Visitor: amen lol
Mind Mistress: It’s bad form to annoy potential customers 😉
Visitor: it just amazes me how much there is to look at i’ve never seen before
Mind Mistress: The web, like travel, opens the eyes to diversity
Visitor: i guess thats what happens when a 20 yr old guy gets introducted to net fetishes
Visitor: lol
Mind Mistress: A fetish is just another name for a special turnon
Visitor: well ya, but i mean im str8 as anything, but i spent about half an hour looking at that obsessed with cock mural
Visitor: it confused me
Visitor: wasnt, expecting it
Mind Mistress: 80% of the population is bisexual to some degree
Visitor: so i read, but ive never had any thoughts like that befor
Mind Mistress: There has never been any reason to
Visitor: hell i’ve been in gyms, its not like i stare or anything
Mind Mistress: You don’t notice what you don’t look for
Mind Mistress: ever discover a hobby or interest, and all of a sudden, you see it all over the place?
Visitor: ya, but im just sorta not sure
Visitor: i mean even before i could tell when a guys ugly
Visitor: u dont have to be bi for that
Visitor: and i honestly dont think i’ll start looking at other guys now lol
Mind Mistress: Most guys are ugly. Nothing has changed 🙂
Visitor: ok well on the other side, i can tell when a guys good looking, that doesnt mean im attracted to him
Mind Mistress: Indeed
Mind Mistress: Attraction to males is a different mindset, with a different kind of feeling
Visitor: im just not neccessarily convinced thats there
Visitor: thats what made the mural confusing
Visitor: like a car wreck i couldnt look away hehe
Mind Mistress: That what is there? If that mindset didn’t exist, guys would never find women willing to have sex with them
Visitor: well i mean, i dont have the best luck with women, but that hasnt made me swear them off
Mind Mistress: Say, can you imagine a really sexy babe?

Reader, do this for yourself, imagine a sexy babe too before continuing

Visitor: k
Mind Mistress: Well rounded, and looking sexy…
Mind Mistress: she’s hot…
Mind Mistress: Yes?
Visitor: *nod*, i can see her
Mind Mistress: Great…
Mind Mistress: Where are you imagining her?
Visitor: standing in a patio
Visitor: just outside
Mind Mistress: Great
Mind Mistress: And what is she wearing?
Visitor: this flower dress, ends a lil above the knee
Visitor: its someone i know, where i last saw her
Mind Mistress: Okay, now let’s do something funky…
Visitor: k?
Mind Mistress: Imagine you’re drifting out of your body…
Mind Mistress: towards her…
Mind Mistress: ok?

Reader, imagine drifting out of your body towards the woman you imagined

Visitor: ya
Visitor: its weird but i think i can feel that
Mind Mistress: and the closer you get, the more clearly you can see her
Mind Mistress: and then you get so close…
Visitor: that im liking 🙂
Mind Mistress: you kinda get sucked inside of her…
Visitor: ???
Mind Mistress: and find yourself looking out of her eyes…
Mind Mistress: inside her body…
Mind Mistress: your awareness inside her…
Visitor: k
Mind Mistress: and feeling yourself sitting there on the patio…
Mind Mistress: looking around…
Mind Mistress: hearing the sounds outside…
Mind Mistress: and feeling the dress on your skin…
Mind Mistress: yes?
Visitor: ya its light
Mind Mistress: great…
Visitor: just like i imagined it
Mind Mistress: now since you have her body…
Mind Mistress: you can move her arms…
Mind Mistress: and notice how they feel different…
Mind Mistress: setting them on your lap…
Visitor: makes sense
Mind Mistress: more delicate…
Mind Mistress: the skin softer…
Mind Mistress: and you might even start noticing…
Mind Mistress: that there’s a weight hanging on your chest…
Mind Mistress: your breasts…
Visitor: ??
Mind Mistress: like water balloons…
Visitor: my breasts?
Visitor: hers
Mind Mistress: attached there…
Mind Mistress: yes…
Visitor: i always loved them
Mind Mistress: hers,…
Mind Mistress: but yours now…
Mind Mistress: in her body…

Reader, can you feel their imaginary weight on your chest?

Mind Mistress: And are they sensitive against the cloth?
Visitor: ok seems right
Visitor: very
Visitor: i can feel them when i move
Mind Mistress: Yes
Mind Mistress: and when you squeeze your legs as you recross them… what do you feel in between?
Visitor: i dont feel anything
Mind Mistress: Right
Mind Mistress: you feel nothing there
Visitor: just hair
Mind Mistress: Just a slit…
Mind Mistress: the lips might slide a bit against each other as you move your legs…
Visitor: k
Mind Mistress: an opening…
Mind Mistress: which feels kinda good when you squeeze your legs…
Mind Mistress: does it not?
Visitor: yes it does
Mind Mistress: and do you notice how small you feel?
Mind Mistress: delicate…
Visitor: i am small
Mind Mistress: Small…
Mind Mistress: delicate…
Mind Mistress: soft…
Visitor: was never tall, but i feel it more
Mind Mistress: and maybe smell your perfume…
Mind Mistress: sweet and feminine…
Visitor: very sweet
Mind Mistress: how does it feel when you breathe it in?
Visitor: flowers my mom used to keep
Mind Mistress: A bit light headed?

Feeling a bit light headed too?

Visitor: yes
Mind Mistress: Yes…
Visitor: light
Mind Mistress: and your whole body…
Mind Mistress: very sensual…
Mind Mistress: sensitive…
Mind Mistress: delicate…
Visitor: like touching a first time
Mind Mistress: pretty…
Mind Mistress: desirable…
Mind Mistress: and do you notice how nice it feels to be desirable?
Visitor: yes
Visitor: im wanted
Mind Mistress: Yes…
Mind Mistress: wanted…
Visitor: its nice
Mind Mistress: and is the patio near the street?
Visitor: yes it is
Mind Mistress: Yes,…
Mind Mistress: so there are people walking by…
Mind Mistress: like that attractive woman…
Visitor: all kinds
Visitor: u mean me?
Mind Mistress: Another one…
Mind Mistress: walking down the street
Visitor: yes lots
Mind Mistress: and how do you feel looking at another attractive woman?
Mind Mistress: noticing her choice of clothing…
Mind Mistress: her colors…

Can you imagine that other woman now as well ?

Visitor: fun to look at, i compare her to me
Mind Mistress: yes…
Mind Mistress: comparing…
Visitor: whats better, whats not
Mind Mistress: maybe get good ideas to look good…
Visitor: ya
Visitor: i want that
Visitor: to be wanted
Mind Mistress: it doesn’t occur to you to look at her as a potential sex partner, does it?
Visitor: it makes me giggle, for fun maybe
Mind Mistress: She’s just another woman…
Visitor: not serious
Mind Mistress: Yes 🙂
Mind Mistress: and then a man walks down the street… good looking…
Mind Mistress: he’s not looking at you…
Mind Mistress: hasn’t seen you…
Mind Mistress: would you like him to look at you?
Visitor: yes
Visitor: im scared want my old body
Mind Mistress: He walks by…
Mind Mistress: doesn’t look at you at all
Mind Mistress: you’re completely ignored…
Visitor: sad
Mind Mistress: Yes
Mind Mistress: Would it have been nice to feel desired?
Visitor: yes
Visitor: i want to be wanted
Mind Mistress: Another attractive man is walking down the street…
Mind Mistress: young…
Mind Mistress: a boyish face perhaps…
Mind Mistress: Are you hoping he looks your way?

Can you imagine that man?

Visitor: yes just a look
Visitor: just a look
Mind Mistress: He glances your way…
Mind Mistress: looks back to the street…
Visitor: i smile, happy
Visitor: i wave?
Mind Mistress: Looks back your way… his eyes lingering…
Mind Mistress: And lingering…
Mind Mistress: he seems to like what he sees…
Visitor: wanted.., happy
Mind Mistress: finds you attractive…
Mind Mistress: desirable…
Mind Mistress: beautiful…
Mind Mistress: feminine…
Visitor: so happy, dont know what to say
Mind Mistress: and how does his gaze make you feel in your chest?
Mind Mistress: Warm?
Visitor: warm
Visitor: faster
Visitor: big breath

And what do you feel in your chest?

Mind Mistress: kind of a warm melting feeling?
Visitor: yes
Visitor: that
Mind Mistress: and do you notice your legs feel a bit weak… rubbery?
Mind Mistress: He smiles at you…
Visitor: i dont want to fall
Visitor: might
Visitor: smile…wave
Mind Mistress: stay sitting…
Visitor: k
Mind Mistress: feeling weak in the knees…
Mind Mistress: don’t want to fall…
Mind Mistress: and embarass yourself in front of him…
Visitor: no! cant
Mind Mistress: and do you notice yourself nervously pushing a strand of hair back?
Visitor: yes i need to put my hand somewhee
Visitor: so he notices
Visitor: me
Mind Mistress: You might twirl a lock of your hair…
Mind Mistress: gives you something to do with your hand…
Visitor: yes
Visitor: dont want to mess up
Mind Mistress: Your lips feel dry…
Mind Mistress: do you have lipstick on?
Visitor: yes
Visitor: its a red bright
Mind Mistress: you moisten your lips with your toungue…
Mind Mistress: biting your lip a bit?
Visitor: feels nice..but hes looking
Visitor: nervous
Mind Mistress: He’s getting closer…
Mind Mistress: Says: “Hi, we seem to be neighbors…”
Visitor: cough, ya, hi
Mind Mistress: What are you feeling between your legs?
Visitor: warm
Visitor: nice
Mind Mistress: warm…
Mind Mistress: moist…
Visitor: yes
Visitor: im jessica
Visitor: dont want him to notice
Visitor: scared
Mind Mistress: “Hi Jessica, I’m Will”
Mind Mistress: Does your gaze wander to his crotch?
Visitor: a little i hopehe doesnt notice
Mind Mistress: Yes
Visitor: i dont know what to do
Visitor: ask him to sit down
Mind Mistress: He says: “Sure.”
Mind Mistress: He makes you feel like a teenage girl with a crush…
Visitor: i feel akward
Visitor: yes
Visitor: a crush
Mind Mistress: heart beating fast…
Mind Mistress: He extends a hand…
Visitor: nervous
Mind Mistress: “Nice to meet you…”
Visitor: reach mine out holding it, thankyou
Mind Mistress: His hand is bigger, firm…
Mind Mistress: solid…
Mind Mistress: to your delicate one…
Mind Mistress: warm…
Mind Mistress: his touch…
Mind Mistress: nice…
Visitor: strong
Mind Mistress: makes you feel more feminine…
Visitor: wanted
Mind Mistress: Feels reeeeal nice…
Mind Mistress: can you imagine his hand caressing your arm gently?
Mind Mistress: Wanting that…
Visitor: goosebumps
Mind Mistress: Yes…
Visitor: yes
Mind Mistress: “Do you smoke?”
Visitor: no its nasty
Mind Mistress: “All right… I won’t then”
Mind Mistress: He smiles
Visitor: thank you
Visitor: hes so polite
Visitor: nice
Mind Mistress: Yes…
Mind Mistress: It would give you something to do with your hands though…
Mind Mistress: you don’t know what to do with them!
Visitor: i look like a goof
Visitor: what do i say
Visitor: nervous
Visitor: look around
Visitor: confused
Mind Mistress: Yes…
Visitor: bite my lip look at him
Mind Mistress: His gaze wanders briefly to your chest…
Visitor: big pant
Visitor: well just one can i try it?
Mind Mistress: “Sure…”
Visitor: reaching over for one
Mind Mistress: He takes a pack of Benson & Hedges menthol out…
Mind Mistress: Opens it…
Mind Mistress: extracts one for you…
Mind Mistress: and one for himself…
Visitor: thank you
Mind Mistress: You want to impress him…
Visitor: ummm light?
Visitor: blushing
Mind Mistress: He takes out a lighter…
Visitor: yes impress him
Mind Mistress: flicks it on…
Mind Mistress: Approached the flame…
Mind Mistress: you hold it to your lips between index and middle finger…
Mind Mistress: suck on it as he brings the flame to the tip…
Visitor: hes watching
Visitor: i never smoked before
Mind Mistress: you feel a minty flavor…
Mind Mistress: in your mouth…
Visitor: minty
Mind Mistress: and somthing else…
Mind Mistress: opening your mouth…
Visitor: feels airy
Mind Mistress: seeing the smoke come out…
Mind Mistress: feels weird…
Mind Mistress: He’s smiling…
Visitor: cough alittle
Visitor: blushing
Visitor: thankyou
Mind Mistress: “Just suck in the tiniest bit of smoke…”
Mind Mistress: He lights his…
Visitor: thanks
Mind Mistress: sucks in the smoke…
Visitor: feels nicer now
Mind Mistress: into his mouth…
Mind Mistress: opens his mouth…
Mind Mistress: and breathes in through his mouth…
Visitor: his mouth

Can you see what his mouth looks like?

Mind Mistress: Then exhales a stream of smoke…
Mind Mistress: you notice his lips…
Visitor: they’e nice
Mind Mistress: “I have a trick that’s easier if you like…”
Visitor: a trick?
Mind Mistress: “I breathe in smoke… then I breathe it out into your mouth while you breathe in through your mouth…&quot
Mind Mistress: “The smoke is less concentrated that way…”
Visitor: sounds fun
Visitor: i blush and giggle again
Visitor: i sound like an airhead!
Mind Mistress: 🙂
Mind Mistress: He says: “Okay, get ready”
Visitor: embarressed again
Visitor: want to hide
Mind Mistress: He takes a puff…
Mind Mistress: breathes in…
Mind Mistress: and leans in closer to you…
Visitor: his mouh again
Mind Mistress: you open your mouth…
Mind Mistress: he gets closer…
Visitor: lean to him
Mind Mistress: and breathes out into your mouth…
Mind Mistress: as you breathe in…
Mind Mistress: minty…
Visitor: soft
Visitor: nice
Mind Mistress: you turn your head to breathe out…
Mind Mistress: seeing the misty smoke come out as a stream…
Visitor: its pretty
Mind Mistress: “You look sexy doing that.” He smiles…
Visitor: never saw how pretty
Visitor: thankyou
Mind Mistress: “You need to de-ash yours…”
Visitor: i cant stop giggling
Mind Mistress: 🙂
Visitor: my god what does he think o me
Visitor: de ash?
Mind Mistress: You look and see the ash on the end of your cigarette getting long
Mind Mistress: Your cigarette? Weird…
Visitor: oh i sounded so stupid
Visitor: flich it on he table
Visitor: i acually said that
Visitor: stupid stuppid
Mind Mistress: “Want another one from me, or do you want to try doing it with yours?”
Visitor: i cant say it but i want him again
Visitor: just look up again please?
Mind Mistress: “Okay, one more time” He smiles
Mind Mistress: He takes a puff…
Mind Mistress: Breathes in….
Mind Mistress: Leans in…
Mind Mistress: very close…
Mind Mistress: lips almost touching….
Visitor: leaning over expecting
Mind Mistress: Breathes out into your mouth…
Mind Mistress: as you breathe in…
Mind Mistress: minty…
Mind Mistress: easier…
Mind Mistress: smoother…
Visitor: soft
Mind Mistress: your lips are very close to his…
Visitor: soo soft
Mind Mistress: you’re holding in the smoke…
Mind Mistress: feels tingly inside…
Mind Mistress: light headed…
Mind Mistress: what do you do?
Visitor: need to turn my head
Mind Mistress: yes…
Mind Mistress: breathe out…
Visitor: let it out
Mind Mistress: a stream of smoke…
Mind Mistress: minty…
Visitor: slowly
Visitor: hope hes watcing
Mind Mistress: sensuously…
Mind Mistress: he’s still very close…
Mind Mistress: watching…
Visitor: wanted
Mind Mistress: Feeling tingly all over…
Visitor: feels nice
Mind Mistress: a buzz…
Mind Mistress: catching your breath…
Mind Mistress: “Ready to try yours?”
Visitor: i hope
Visitor: blush
Visitor: another flick on my cigarette
Visitor: bringing it up to take a drag,..how much this is so new
Mind Mistress: a little…
Mind Mistress: into your mouth…
Mind Mistress: minty…
Visitor: small one
Mind Mistress: then take away the cig…
Visitor: almost petite
Mind Mistress: and breathe in through the mouth…
Mind Mistress: feels stronger…
Mind Mistress: tingly inside…
Mind Mistress: buzzed…
Mind Mistress: relaxing…
Mind Mistress: and letting it out…
Mind Mistress: the stream…
Mind Mistress: thicker…
Visitor: its so nice
Mind Mistress: milkier…
Mind Mistress: sexy…
Visitor: soft
Mind Mistress: fuller…
Mind Mistress: “Wow, you look great! Are you sure you’ve never done this before?”
Visitor: not once
Visitor: but thanks
Mind Mistress: “You’re a very sexy smoker…”
Visitor: not the giggle again
Visitor: have to stop
Visitor: blushing
Mind Mistress: You feel more relaxed though…
Mind Mistress: don’t you?
Mind Mistress: He takes a puff of his own…
Visitor: very
Visitor: its great
Mind Mistress: the smoke relaxes you…
Mind Mistress: gives you something to do with your hands…
Mind Mistress: pushing back a lock of hair again…
Mind Mistress: feeling wanted…
Visitor: yes not nervous
Mind Mistress: desired…
Visitor: feels nice
Mind Mistress: another puff?
Mind Mistress: A bit deeper?
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: He’s watching very attentively…
Mind Mistress: minty…
Mind Mistress: refreshing…
Visitor: another dag
Visitor: drag
Visitor: heavier

Have you noticed your hand feels better closer to your lips?

Mind Mistress: relaxing…
Mind Mistress: thicker smoker…
Mind Mistress: fuller…
Mind Mistress: flavor…
Mind Mistress: tingly inside…
Mind Mistress: relaxing…
Visitor: feels light
Mind Mistress: and letting it out…
Mind Mistress: a stream…
Mind Mistress: much thicker…
Mind Mistress: prettier…
Mind Mistress: milky…
Visitor: soft smoke
Visitor: its so nice
Mind Mistress: Soft smoke…
Mind Mistress: Soft Jessica…
Mind Mistress: Soft smoker…
Mind Mistress: Sexy smoker…
Mind Mistress: You notice at a glance…
Visitor: yes
Visitor: sexy
Mind Mistress: a bulge in his pants…
Mind Mistress: He wants you…
Visitor: blushing
Mind Mistress: he takes another puff…
Mind Mistress: his lips…
Visitor: great lips
Mind Mistress: Would be nice to kiss…
Visitor: a kiss
Visitor: what do i say?
Mind Mistress: You could say you want to give him smoke too…
Visitor: nervous
Visitor: yes please
Visitor: hey can i try?
Mind Mistress: “Try what?”
Visitor: the trick
Visitor: i want to see if i can
Mind Mistress: “Giving me smoke?”
Visitor: please?
Visitor: cant stop blushing
Mind Mistress: “Sure…”
Mind Mistress: The cigarette feels comfortable between your fingers now…
Visitor: trying it again
Mind Mistress: Right…
Visitor: its nice
Mind Mistress: bringing it to your lips…
Visitor: belongs
Mind Mistress: red lips…
Mind Mistress: red lipstick on the filter…
Visitor: a big drag
Mind Mistress: Yess…
Mind Mistress: minty…
Visitor: want to try
Visitor: him watching me
Mind Mistress: sucking it in…
Mind Mistress: leaning in…
Mind Mistress: closer…
Mind Mistress: and closer…
Mind Mistress: to his lips…
Mind Mistress: holding it in…
Mind Mistress: and then…
Mind Mistress: leaning…
Mind Mistress: to his lips…
Mind Mistress: touching…
Mind Mistress: exhaling..
Visitor: watching him
Visitor: such nice lips
Mind Mistress: kissing…
Mind Mistress: exhaling…
Mind Mistress: kissing…
Visitor: dont want o stop
Mind Mistress: pressing your lips against his…
Mind Mistress: his lips so yummy…
Mind Mistress: Kissing…
Mind Mistress: he exhales through his nose…
Mind Mistress: to keep kissing…
Visitor: yummy nice
Mind Mistress: so aroused…
Mind Mistress: wet…
Visitor: feel wanted
Mind Mistress: his hand going to your shoulder…
Mind Mistress: holding you….
Mind Mistress: kissing you…
Mind Mistress: melting inside…
Mind Mistress: hand caressing your neck…
Visitor: so warm
Mind Mistress: Kissing…
Mind Mistress: Mmmmm
Visitor: strong
Mind Mistress: caressing the front…
Mind Mistress: the top of your chest…
Mind Mistress: He won’t go to your breasts unless you lower his hand…

Do you lower his hand?

Mind Mistress: Kissing..
Visitor: lean into him push his hands down
Mind Mistress: feeling his toungue on your lips…
Visitor: cupping me
Mind Mistress: Breasts sooo sensitive…
Mind Mistress: caressing them…
Mind Mistress: the nipple hard…
Mind Mistress: barely touching the nipple…
Visitor: yess
Visitor: standng
Mind Mistress: Squeezing your breast…
Visitor: so nice
Mind Mistress: Soo nice…
Mind Mistress: wanting another puff…?
Visitor: but what if someone sees me
Visitor: panicked
Visitor: another puff
Mind Mistress: breaking away…
Visitor: please
Mind Mistress: taking another puff…
Mind Mistress: soothing…
Mind Mistress: pacifier…
Mind Mistress: sucking…
Mind Mistress: hard…
Mind Mistress: smoke…
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: filling your mouth…
Mind Mistress: minty…
Visitor: relaxed
Mind Mistress: breathing in…
Mind Mistress: relaxing…
Visitor: hard
Mind Mistress: soothing…
Visitor: mouth
Mind Mistress: holding it in…
Mind Mistress: and letting out a stream…
Mind Mistress: letting go…
Mind Mistress: relaxing…
Visitor: soft
Visitor: stream
Mind Mistress: his hand has slid down to your waist…
Mind Mistress: feeling so good…
Mind Mistress: so naughty…
Visitor: wanted
Mind Mistress: Yesss
Mind Mistress: “Do you want to go inside… or should we stop now?”
Visitor: turn to look at him
Visitor: im confused first time,.. dont know what to say
Visitor: never a guy before
Mind Mistress: “It’s okay if you want to stop now… “
Mind Mistress: Do you feel the empty place between your legs?
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: Empty…
Mind Mistress: wanting to be filled…
Mind Mistress: wet…
Visitor: yes
Mind Mistress: natural…
Mind Mistress: normal..
Visitor: no…i dont want to stop
Mind Mistress: He takes your hand…
Mind Mistress: Takes a last puff before throwing away his cigarette…
Visitor: following him
Visitor: anyhere
Visitor: i do same
Mind Mistress: Relaxing…
Mind Mistress: smoke…
Mind Mistress: fills the emptiness…
Mind Mistress: inside…
Mind Mistress: but makes you more aware…
Mind Mistress: of the emptiness down there…
Mind Mistress: wanting to be filled…
Visitor: need
Visitor: blushing at the idea
Visitor: need filled
Mind Mistress: so empty…

Empty inside… need…

Visitor: follow him anywhere
Mind Mistress: He leads you inside by the hand…
Mind Mistress: Once inside…
Mind Mistress: to the couch…
Mind Mistress: Want to make him feel good…
Visitor: yes dont even know him
Mind Mistress: Hand caressing him…
Visitor: my couch
Visitor: needs to feel good
Mind Mistress: down to his hips…
Mind Mistress: his crotch…
Mind Mistress: he’s verrry hard!
Visitor: so srong
Visitor: hard
Visitor: cant stop blushing
Mind Mistress: Standing near the couch…
Mind Mistress: do you feel the need to touch him down there?
Mind Mistress: feel it in your hands…
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: unzip his pants…
Visitor: i need to feel it
Visitor: be with it
Visitor: taking the pants down
Mind Mistress: His underwear…
Mind Mistress: to see it…
Mind Mistress: touch it…
Visitor: move it out down
Mind Mistress: Seeing it…
Visitor: past ankles
Mind Mistress: it’s beautiful….
Visitor: closer to him
Mind Mistress: touching it…
Mind Mistress: stroking it…
Visitor: so strong
Mind Mistress: wanting it…
Mind Mistress: so hard…
Visitor: yes
Mind Mistress: taste it…
Mind Mistress: lick it…
Visitor: firm
Visitor: smooth
Mind Mistress: Tasty…
Mind Mistress: licking it…
Visitor: tasty?
Mind Mistress: having him sit…
Mind Mistress: make him feel good…
Mind Mistress: does your mouth feel empty?
Visitor: yes he needs to feel good
Visitor: its empty
Mind Mistress: empty…
Mind Mistress: so empty…
Mind Mistress: needs filling…
Mind Mistress: His cock…
Mind Mistress: looks sooo yummy…
Mind Mistress: doesn’t it?
Visitor: yess tasty
Visitor: need it
Visitor: it fits
Mind Mistress: taste it…
Mind Mistress: lick it…
Mind Mistress: suck it…
Mind Mistress: Mmmmm
Mind Mistress: He caresses your head…
Visitor: firm
Visitor: strong
Mind Mistress: and moans softly…
Visitor: so nice
Mind Mistress: yummy…
Mind Mistress: fits in your mouth…
Mind Mistress: feels right…
Mind Mistress: sucking it…
Mind Mistress: Mmmm
Visitor: it belongs
Visitor: right
Visitor: tasty
Visitor: more
Mind Mistress: More…
Mind Mistress: sucking…
Mind Mistress: head bobbing…
Mind Mistress: taking it in…
Mind Mistress: using your toungue…
Visitor: yess
Visitor: soo smooth
Visitor: around
Visitor: and in
Visitor: it belongs
Mind Mistress: belongs…
Mind Mistress: sucking cock…
Mind Mistress: love sucking cock…
Visitor: love?
Mind Mistress: Aren’t you?
Visitor: i am?
Visitor: i am
Visitor: but love?
Visitor: confused
Mind Mistress: How does it feel to suck his cock and make him feel good?
Visitor: feels good
Visitor: nice
Visitor: wanted

How does it feel for you?

Mind Mistress: Sucking…
Mind Mistress: he’s moaning…
Visitor: yes
Mind Mistress: he loves your mouth…
Mind Mistress: on his cock…
Mind Mistress: loves it…
Mind Mistress: do you love your mouth sucking his cock?
Visitor: yes
Visitor: yess i do
Mind Mistress: Yes…
Mind Mistress: How do you feel about sucking his cock?
Mind Mistress: using your toungue more and more expertly…
Visitor: i love it
Visitor: need it
Visitor: i do
Mind Mistress: What do you love?
Visitor: sucking cock
Mind Mistress: say it…
Mind Mistress: tasting his yummy precum…
Visitor: i love sucking cock
Mind Mistress: Think it louder!
Visitor: i love sucking cock
Mind Mistress: Yess
Mind Mistress: more and more…
Visitor: i love sucking cock
Mind Mistress: you need cock…
Visitor: i love sucking cock
Visitor: i need cock
Visitor: i love sucking cock
Mind Mistress: so yummy…
Mind Mistress: You need to suck cock…
Mind Mistress: more and more…
Visitor: so tassty
Mind Mistress: sooo tastyyy…
Visitor: i need to suck cock
Mind Mistress: addictive….
Visitor: i need to suck cock
Visitor: i need to suck cock
Visitor: i need to suck cock
Mind Mistress: he’s trembling…
Mind Mistress: moaning…
Mind Mistress: about to cum…
Mind Mistress: want his cum…
Visitor: yess
Visitor: i want his cum?
Mind Mistress: Do you?
Mind Mistress: tasty cum…
Visitor: yes
Visitor: all over me
Mind Mistress: Taste it…
Mind Mistress: drink it…
Mind Mistress: need it…
Mind Mistress: do you need his cum?
Visitor: yes
Visitor: i need wills cum
Mind Mistress: you need cum…
Mind Mistress: do you?
Visitor: yess
Visitor: i need his cum
Mind Mistress: Yess…
Mind Mistress: he’s about to cum…
Mind Mistress: he’s moaning your name…
Mind Mistress: “Jessica… ohhh”
Visitor: yesss
Mind Mistress: you love cum…
Mind Mistress: need cum…
Visitor: soo nice
Visitor: i love cum
Visitor: need cum
Mind Mistress: He’s…
Mind Mistress: Ohhh
Mind Mistress: Cumming…
Mind Mistress: squirting in your mouth…
Mind Mistress: suck it!
Mind Mistress: Yummy cum!!!
Visitor: soo nice
Mind Mistress: Mmmmm
Mind Mistress: salty…
Visitor: filling me
Visitor: happy
Mind Mistress: sticky…
Mind Mistress: happy…
Visitor: wanted
Mind Mistress: more cum…
Mind Mistress: wanted…
Mind Mistress: desired…
Mind Mistress: want more…
Mind Mistress: sucking it…
Visitor: more cum
Visitor: i love cum
Mind Mistress: sucking his cock…
Mind Mistress: love cum…
Mind Mistress: need cum…
Visitor: more
Visitor: please trying
Visitor: love cum
Mind Mistress: sucking it dry…
Mind Mistress: need more…
Mind Mistress: addicted…
Mind Mistress: are you?
Visitor: i am?
Visitor: yes i am

Are you?

Mind Mistress: What are you addicted to?
Visitor: cum
Visitor: cock
Mind Mistress: Yes
Visitor: love
Mind Mistress: You love them… need them…
Visitor: yess need
Visitor: fill me
Mind Mistress: He’s all dry…
Mind Mistress: but you need more…
Mind Mistress: why do you need more cock and cum?
Visitor: because i love it
Visitor: i love it
Visitor: it makes me love
Mind Mistress: Yes… and feel so feminine…
Mind Mistress: YOu love feeling sexy and feminine…
Mind Mistress: dressing sexy and feminine…
Mind Mistress: looking sexy and feminine…
Mind Mistress: to be wanted…
Visitor: dessing sexy?
Mind Mistress: desired…
Mind Mistress: do you?
Visitor: looking feminine wanted
Visitor: confused
Mind Mistress: When you’re all feminine you are loved
Mind Mistress: wanted
Visitor: yess so nice
Mind Mistress: feminine and wanted
Mind Mistress: feminine and loved
Mind Mistress: he’s caressing your head…
Mind Mistress: resting on his lap…
Mind Mistress: wanted…
Mind Mistress: loved…
Mind Mistress: feminine…
Mind Mistress: sexy…
Visitor: yess
Visitor: love
Visitor: feminine
Mind Mistress: need to be wanted
Visitor: wanted
Visitor: and loved
Mind Mistress: Yes…
Visitor: need
Mind Mistress: need to be wanted
Visitor: soo wanted
Visitor: sexy
Visitor: feminine
Mind Mistress: Want to be feminine
Mind Mistress: need to be feminine
Visitor: need to be feminine
Mind Mistress: feminine and happy
Mind Mistress: sexy and happy…
Visitor: confuused
Mind Mistress: wanted
Visitor: how?
Visitor: need tbe feminine
Visitor: wanted
Mind Mistress: to be wanted you need to be feminine…
Mind Mistress: you need to be wanted…
Mind Mistress: to be feminine…
Visitor: jessica knows how to be feminine i dont
Visitor: sad
Visitor: not wanted
Mind Mistress: Jessica loves her breasts…
Mind Mistress: men love jessica’s breasts…
Visitor: yess so soft
Visitor: sensitive
Mind Mistress: wanted…
Mind Mistress: pleasure…
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: you want to have breasts?
Visitor: yess
Visitor: how
Mind Mistress: need to have breasts?
Visitor: i need breasts to be loved
Mind Mistress: Yes
Mind Mistress: What do you need?
Visitor: big breast
Visitor: large people will want
Visitor: confused how
Mind Mistress: Need breasts to be feminine happy wanted
Visitor: need breasts
Mind Mistress: Be Jessica
Visitor: must have
Visitor: be jessica?
Mind Mistress: Soft breasts… wanted
Mind Mistress: Be jessica?
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: Be jessica
Visitor: be jessica
Mind Mistress: Be a girl… wanted, loved
Visitor: need to find breasts
Visitor: feel happy
Mind Mistress: Need to be a girl…
Visitor: yess
Visitor: a girl so soft
Visitor: desired
Mind Mistress: Need to have big breasts loved feminine wanted
Visitor: loved breasts
Visitor: wanted
Visitor: loved breasts
Visitor: wanted
Mind Mistress: need to be a girl…
Mind Mistress: what do you need?
Visitor: i need to be a girl
Visitor: i need to be jessica
Mind Mistress: Yess
Mind Mistress: You’re in Jessica’s body…
Mind Mistress: resting your head on Will’s lap
Mind Mistress: What’s your name?
Visitor: jessica
Mind Mistress: What does Will call you?
Visitor: jessica
Visitor: he calls me jessica
Mind Mistress: Yes
Mind Mistress: You love being a girl…
Mind Mistress: you love cock and cum…
Mind Mistress: you love having breasts…
Mind Mistress: and wearing sexy dresses
Mind Mistress: don’t you Jessica?
Visitor: yes
Visitor: soo nice
Visitor: wanted
Visitor: loved
Mind Mistress: to be wanted…
Mind Mistress: loved…
Mind Mistress: That means you have a girl mind
Mind Mistress: doesn’t it?
Visitor: yes
Mind Mistress: Your mind is all girl…
Mind Mistress: isn’t it?
Visitor: all girl
Mind Mistress: wanting to be in a boy’s arms?
Mind Mistress: Loved, wanted
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: Sooo feminine…
Mind Mistress: loving it…
Visitor: confused
Mind Mistress: your spirit is all female…
Mind Mistress: isn’t it?
Visitor: what is *previous name* going to tell his girlfriend
Visitor: scared
Visitor: want to be female
Visitor: loved
Mind Mistress: Girls can love girls too…
Mind Mistress: be wanted…
Mind Mistress: loved…
Mind Mistress: feminine…
Visitor: yes
Mind Mistress: Is your spirit all girl?
Mind Mistress: Isn’t that how it naturally is?
Visitor: yess allgirl
Mind Mistress: Bisexual…
Mind Mistress: liking boys and girls…
Mind Mistress: but all girl inside…
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: soft and feminine…
Mind Mistress: wanted…
Mind Mistress: breasts…
Mind Mistress: love being a girl…
Mind Mistress: need to be a girl…
Mind Mistress: so much more natural…
Visitor: a girl
Visitor: all girl
Visitor: so loved
Mind Mistress: So wanted…
Mind Mistress: What’s your name?
Mind Mistress: your real name as a girl
Visitor: jessica
Mind Mistress: Yes..
Mind Mistress: It’s all clear now isn’t it?
Visitor: very
Mind Mistress: You’re supposed to be a girl…
Mind Mistress: you are a girl…
Mind Mistress: need to be feminine…
Visitor: feels so right
Mind Mistress: Yes it does…
Mind Mistress: You’re so happy I helped you find your real self…
Mind Mistress: Jessica
Visitor: yess
Visitor: thankyou
Mind Mistress: and you want to make sure you remember…
Mind Mistress: how you feel right now…
Visitor: my realself
Mind Mistress: the clarity of being all girl…
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: and you will remember and feel it fully…
Visitor: i owe u so much, loved wanted a girl
Mind Mistress: every time you read or hear the words: Good girl
Mind Mistress: Those words make you feel all girl… all soft and warm…
Mind Mistress: don’t they?
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: wanted… loved…
Visitor: so soft soo warm
Mind Mistress: Listen when I say them: good girl
Mind Mistress: How does it feel?
Visitor: sooo nice
Visitor: loved
Visitor: wanted
Mind Mistress: even more natural to be a girl every time you hear or read them…
Mind Mistress: isn’t it?
Visitor: yes
Visitor: so natural
Mind Mistress: You can’t even imagine how to think like a guy, can you?
Visitor: a guy? never
Mind Mistress: How to act like a guy?
Visitor: no idea
Mind Mistress: Good girl 🙂
Visitor: dont understand guys
Visitor: what do i tell people
Visitor: soo new
Visitor: so wanted
Visitor: loved
Mind Mistress: Now that you know your spirit is totally female…
Mind Mistress: feminine…
Mind Mistress: wanted…
Mind Mistress: You can drift out of your body Jessica…
Mind Mistress: That’s right…
Mind Mistress: just floating…
Mind Mistress: drifting…
Mind Mistress: what’s your name?
Visitor: i dont want the guys body
Visitor: jessica
Mind Mistress: Good girl 🙂
Visitor: his bodys ugly
Mind Mistress: You can make it prettier…
Visitor: noone would know im a girl in his body
Visitor: how?
Mind Mistress: hair… makeup…
Mind Mistress: clothing…
Mind Mistress: breast implants…
Visitor: yess breasts
Visitor: but how do i tell people
Visitor: so confused
Visitor: want jessicas body
Mind Mistress: You have to be a courageous girl Jessica…
Mind Mistress: So you can do this…
Mind Mistress: are you going to be courageous?
Mind Mistress: so you can be wanted…
Mind Mistress: loved…
Visitor: ill try
Mind Mistress: I believe in you Jessica 🙂
Visitor: but what happens if im a girl with people i know
Visitor: what do i tell them?
Mind Mistress: This is who you are…
Mind Mistress: That’s all…
Visitor: family?
Visitor: work?
Mind Mistress: Be gentle with them…
Mind Mistress: Use your woman’s touch and sensitivity…
Mind Mistress: Take your time…
Visitor: soo happy
Mind Mistress: Soo happy being yourself 🙂
Visitor: i want people to know
Mind Mistress: So bring yourself back…
Mind Mistress: with the happiness…
Mind Mistress: more and more…
Mind Mistress: back…
Mind Mistress: to your old body…
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: bringing the happiness…
Mind Mistress: the glowing happiness…
Mind Mistress: and slowly…
Visitor: am back
Mind Mistress: drift….
Mind Mistress: back…
Mind Mistress: all the way in…
Mind Mistress: yes…
Mind Mistress: Very good 🙂
Visitor: ess
Visitor: yess
Visitor: oh *blush*
Mind Mistress: Your body feels different now…
Visitor: very
Mind Mistress: but you are the same Jessica inside…
Visitor: i um pulled my briefs up around me like a thong
Visitor: didnt even know
Visitor: *blush*
Mind Mistress: You can tuck yourself between your legs to make the front smooth…
Mind Mistress: and pull up the underwear to hold it there…
Visitor: its a great idea
Visitor: thankyou
Mind Mistress: It will feel so much more natural to look smooth in the front…
Visitor: i need real undies to, these feel so ugly
Mind Mistress: Yes you do…
Mind Mistress: silky panties…
Visitor: do u think i should tell my girlfriend about this?
Visitor: silky
Mind Mistress: Take your time to think about it…
Visitor: i need to find silky panties, i dont have a car off campus
Mind Mistress: but eventually, yes… probably…
Visitor: my mouths so empty
Mind Mistress: Oh, and since I’ve spent all this time helping you…
Visitor: need to find a guy,…but i dont look like jessica
Mind Mistress: Do you mind if I post this log on My site?
Visitor: yes?
Visitor: please?
Visitor: will i be ble to talk to u again
Mind Mistress: Sure
Mind Mistress: It’s ok if I post it?
Visitor: yes youve done so much for me
Mind Mistress: To help others find themselves…
Visitor: yes
Mind Mistress: Thank you 🙂
Visitor: um, what name is going to be on theh posts?
Mind Mistress: You can come talk to Me on ICQ…
Mind Mistress: What would you like Me to call this log?
Visitor: can u at least change the names? i dont want anyone to see it and not understand
Mind Mistress: I’ll change the male name.
Visitor: thankyou
Mind Mistress: Do you want Me to change the name Jessica too?
Visitor: yes, please
Mind Mistress: No one knows it anyway…
Visitor: shes um actually my neighbor
Mind Mistress: I doubt she’d find My site, or know it was her if she did…
Visitor: *blush*
Visitor: title it whateve u choose, u know best
Mind Mistress: but I can change it if you like 🙂
Visitor: no, your right
Mind Mistress: This log is kindof your birthplace… announcing Jessica 🙂
Visitor: *blush* yes it is
Visitor: how soon did u know?
Visitor: that i belonged a girl
Mind Mistress: You came to Me, and this is what I do…
Mind Mistress: You could have pulled away at any time…
Mind Mistress: but you didn’t
Visitor: i was so afraid sometimes
Visitor: but it was so right
Mind Mistress: I know dear 🙂
Mind Mistress: and I slowed down to comfort you…
Visitor: the whole time the guy bugging me, i thought it was because i wanted to be embarressed
Visitor: but im jessica
Visitor: and im proud
Mind Mistress: You should be proud Jessica 🙂
Mind Mistress: You’re a brave girl 🙂
Visitor: thankyou
Visitor: ohhh this body
Visitor: so many things to fix
Mind Mistress: Yes
Visitor: and i need a cock so soon
Mind Mistress: Yes
Visitor: dont know what to do
Mind Mistress: Well, you could suck on other things in the meantime…
Visitor: other things?
Mind Mistress: what else might be nice to suck on?
Visitor: i could start smoking
Visitor: but no cum
Mind Mistress: So you can relax…
Visitor: oh wow i sound like a slut
Mind Mistress: Do you mind being a slut?
Visitor: i dont know
Visitor: im just so addicted
Mind Mistress: Yes
Visitor: i need cum….but im stuck in this body
Mind Mistress: Try saying it: I’m a slut
Visitor: I’m a slut

What did you just
say in your mind as you read?

Mind Mistress: How does it feel?
Visitor: natural
Mind Mistress: So is it bad?
Visitor: no
Mind Mistress: How would you like to be a slut, AND be proud of it?
Visitor: i just need cum and cock…and im in *previous name*’s body…i want to cry
Mind Mistress: It’s ok hun…
Mind Mistress: Sometimes it feels better for girls to have a good cry…
Mind Mistress: and feel better afterwards 🙂
Visitor: i want to be a slut
Mind Mistress: Good 🙂
Mind Mistress: Surely there are gay bars where you can go to find cock…
Visitor: to have no control over myself…do all the bad things
Visitor: none near by, im on a campus and i have no car
Visitor: and they wont see jessica,no love
Mind Mistress: even if you don’t look completely like yourself…
Mind Mistress: They can feel her inside
Mind Mistress: and you can feel wanted as a girl…
Visitor: yess
Visitor: i just have to get there
Mind Mistress: Just tell them your name is jessica…
Visitor: k
Mind Mistress: go to the bathroom there and put on a bit of makeup…
Visitor: i will
Mind Mistress: So they know you’re fem…
Visitor: your right i do feel better 🙂
Mind Mistress: Eventually get some girl clothes to change into there…
Mind Mistress: and feel comfortable…
Mind Mistress: feminine…
Mind Mistress: wanted…
Visitor: yess
Mind Mistress: and get cock :)))
Visitor: oh god im shivering
Visitor: your making me blush ;p
Mind Mistress: Girl emotions are stronger…
Mind Mistress: more overwhelming…
Mind Mistress: feels more alive 🙂
Visitor: i just have to find a guy to take me, to drive me there
Visitor: maybe a local chat room
Visitor: just hope i dont come on too strong,…i cant stop giggling again
Mind Mistress: Heh heh…
Mind Mistress: giggling is cute and girly 🙂
Visitor: oh sweet jesus im a girl for a day and a ditz
Mind Mistress: Yeah, and happy
Mind Mistress: happy with yourself 🙂
Visitor: yes very happy 🙂
Visitor: will u know its me if i contact u again?
Mind Mistress: I sure will 🙂
Mind Mistress: Get ICQ, it’s free
Mind Mistress: And do you think there are no gay guys on campus
Visitor: i’ll loo
Visitor: loo
Visitor: look
Visitor: lol
Visitor: whats the icq site?
Mind Mistress: You’re such a cute ditz!
Visitor: blushing again ;
Mind Mistress: My First Session page tells you how to do it
Visitor: k,i’ll get it
Visitor: hows it differ from aim?
Mind Mistress: It’s not much different from AIM, except you can find Me on ICQ 🙂
Mind Mistress: You blush so much, you won’t need rouge on your cheeks 😉
Visitor: i wouldnt be caught dead without rouge ;p
Mind Mistress: Good girl :
Visitor: k, i will
Visitor: getting it now
Mind Mistress: I have to get going dear…
Visitor: i’ll let u know first thing that happens thankyou sooo much 🙂
Visitor: *nod* bye
Mind Mistress: You’re very welcome… I’m glad to know you’re so much happier 🙂