Session 16

TG Fiction hypnosis log: A Saxon merchant runs into sex changing Druid magic, some time after the Roman conquest of Britain.

Part 1: Setup

Part 2: The Trance

Part 3: The Adventure

Part 4: Debriefing

Part 1-Setup

June 4, 2008, 1pm
colleen: hello
mind_mistress: Hi!
mind_mistress: So when we left off our heroine…
colleen: still in the compound
mind_mistress: she was on the left side of the door…
colleen: making their way out
mind_mistress: with Melric (older man, beard, scar on cheek, tattered clothing)
colleen: yes
colleen: who ever he is
mind_mistress: was everyone invisible on that side as well?
colleen: I think so, all were invisible
mind_mistress: yes
mind_mistress: Okay, let’s assume that then… Lucius, Clara and Brigit too
colleen: yes
mind_mistress: good
mind_mistress: Anything to add, or are we ready to start?
colleen: ready

Part 2 – The Trance

mind_mistress: So as you’re sitting there…
mind_mistress: staring at the bright screen…
mind_mistress: you can feel the weight of your body…
mind_mistress: and you can feel your breathing…
mind_mistress: feeling how shallow or deep it is…
mind_mistress: how fast or slow…
mind_mistress: and you can feel the reddish liquid inside you…
mind_mistress: breathing and feeling it…
mind_mistress: in the feet…
mind_mistress: getting tingly…
mind_mistress: as you pay attention to the insides of the feet…
mind_mistress: that’s right…
mind_mistress: allowing it to to spread…
mind_mistress: in the feet…
mind_mistress: ankles…
mind_mistress: soon the calves…
mind_mistress: Mmmm…
mind_mistress: and while it’s spreading there…
mind_mistress: you can feel the reddish liquid…
mind_mistress: inside the hands…
mind_mistress: getting cool…
mind_mistress: and heavy…
mind_mistress: tingly…
mind_mistress: more and more…
mind_mistress: with every breath…
mind_mistress: that’s right…
mind_mistress: hands…
mind_mistress: in the wrists…
mind_mistress: soon the lower arms…
mind_mistress: and how far has the tingling spread from the feet?
colleen: to the chest
mind_mistress: Mmmm
mind_mistress: and opening the feet…
mind_mistress: letting them drain…
mind_mistress: from the toes…
mind_mistress: to become blank and empty…
mind_mistress: hollow and numb…
mind_mistress: that’s right…
mind_mistress: very good…
mind_mistress: draining the feet…
mind_mistress: feeling so nice…
mind_mistress: and soon the ankles…
mind_mistress: and calves…
mind_mistress: draining away…
mind_mistress: free and happy…
mind_mistress: feels good…
mind_mistress: to go back to trance…
mind_mistress: and while the lower body drains…
mind_mistress: you can open the hands…
mind_mistress: in the palms…
mind_mistress: Mmmmm
mind_mistress: draining the hands…
colleen: mmm
mind_mistress: wrists….
mind_mistress: and soon lower arms…
mind_mistress: as you return…
mind_mistress: to a delightful trance…
mind_mistress: yesss
mind_mistress: and how far up from the feet are you empty numb?
colleen: neck
mind_mistress: yesss
mind_mistress: draining…
mind_mistress: and fading away…
mind_mistress: into the delightful blankness of trance…
mind_mistress: *Trance Trigger*
colleen: I obey
mind_mistress: yesss
mind_mistress: and what is left of you at this point?
colleen: nothing
mind_mistress: drifting now…
mind_mistress: deeper…

Part 3 – The Adventure

mind_mistress: and back to that place…
mind_mistress: which is a real imaginary place…
mind_mistress: but real nonetheless…
mind_mistress: where you are Cinnea…
mind_mistress: with your invisible friends…
mind_mistress: on the left side of the door leading to the boar pit…
mind_mistress: not seeing yourself…
mind_mistress: but knowing your own presence there…
mind_mistress: and drifting in…
mind_mistress: seeing the pit from your own eyes…
mind_mistress: and feeling your body…
mind_mistress: female and wonderful…
mind_mistress: more and more with every breath…
colleen: mmm
mind_mistress: that’s right…
mind_mistress: and you can feel hands of two people on your arms…
mind_mistress: knowing they’re there with you…
mind_mistress: in this scary place…
mind_mistress: is oddly comforting…
mind_mistress: since you can’t see them…
colleen: yes
mind_mistress: and then the door bursts open!
colleen: gasp!
mind_mistress: Decimus stomps through wth 2 guards following…
mind_mistress: he stomps to where Brigit was…
colleen: I’m trembling
mind_mistress: 4 more guards enter behind them
mind_mistress: Decimus: “WHAT IN THE NAME OF JUPITER!!!???”
mind_mistress: He turns to the soldiers
colleen: I look around
mind_mistress: “WHERE. IS. SHE???”
mind_mistress: the guards look around…
colleen: my heart beating fast
mind_mistress: you feel a hand pulling you towards the open door.
colleen: I follow the tug
mind_mistress: “BLOODY DRUIDS! I’LL KILL THEM ALL!”
mind_mistress: they lead you to the corridor….
mind_mistress: “KILL THEM ALLL!!!!”
colleen: I start to walk faster
mind_mistress: boy is he pissed!
mind_mistress: you’re all huddling together down the hallway…
colleen: I’m very frightened
mind_mistress: and 4 more guards are coming down your way!!!
mind_mistress: OH NO!
colleen: up against the wall
colleen: I’m feeling faint
mind_mistress: You all flatten…
mind_mistress: and they pass you by…
mind_mistress: but you feel the breeze of their passing in your long hair…
colleen: breathing rapidly
mind_mistress: yikes!!!
mind_mistress: heart pounding…
mind_mistress: lucius stage whispers: “Come on!”
mind_mistress: and you get pulled further down…
colleen: I go
mind_mistress: Past the door of Decimus’ office…
mind_mistress: and close to the guard room…
colleen: almost running
mind_mistress: and almost run right into four more guards!
mind_mistress: you all stop
colleen: I bump into someone
mind_mistress: The guards are listening to Decimus’ wailing rant…
mind_mistress: you can still hear him
mind_mistress: though the words aren’t clear
mind_mistress: he is ANGRY!
colleen: very!
colleen: we’ve got to get out of here
mind_mistress: One of the guards in front of you says to another: “Do you think we should go too?”
mind_mistress: other: “Are you crazy? He’s likely to throw us to the boars! Wait for an order”
colleen: can we crawl between them?
mind_mistress: The senior one says: “Let’s go outside and guard for any escapes
mind_mistress: they get in formation
mind_mistress: march to the front door…
mind_mistress: open it…
mind_mistress: and file out…
colleen: we follow behind
mind_mistress: Your people start pulling you forward
mind_mistress: to the door…
mind_mistress: they’re not in front of it, fortunately…
mind_mistress: but standing on the sides
mind_mistress: you brush past one very close…
mind_mistress: you can smell his sweat
mind_mistress: ick
mind_mistress: and keep moving…
colleen: quietly
mind_mistress: Melric “Ow”
mind_mistress: You all freeze
colleen: “shh”
mind_mistress: The guards look around
mind_mistress: Melric whispers: “no shoes, rock”
colleen: “shhh”
mind_mistress: one of them walks in your direction slowly
colleen: I stare at him
mind_mistress: someone pulls you to the left, another to the right
mind_mistress: what do you do?
colleen: I duck down
mind_mistress: down?
mind_mistress: The guard is moving straight for you!
colleen: yes to lower myself
colleen: and let go of the hand on my right
mind_mistress: he’s going to walk right into you
colleen: and crawl left
mind_mistress: he stops where you were
mind_mistress: looks around
mind_mistress: “Damn squirrels”
mind_mistress: and marches back to the door
mind_mistress: but now your group is split…
colleen: I let out a deep breath
mind_mistress: are you still touching anyone?
colleen: the one on my left
mind_mistress: that one pulls at you
mind_mistress: do you get up or let go?
colleen: I get up
mind_mistress: it seems to be a woman’s hand
mind_mistress: leading towards the exit gates
mind_mistress: getting closer…
mind_mistress: you hear a horn blow
colleen: “run” I whisper
mind_mistress: she starts running with you…
mind_mistress: they’re closing the front gates
colleen: faster
mind_mistress: but you can make it!
mind_mistress: you think
mind_mistress: getting closer…
colleen: we race to the gate
mind_mistress: and there’s room to get by…
mind_mistress: and you’re out!
mind_mistress: onto the road
mind_mistress: Whew!
colleen: “where are the others?”
mind_mistress: Brigit: “I don’t know”
mind_mistress: “I hope they made it”
colleen: “Lucius?” I whisper
mind_mistress: Brigit: “Now the gates are closed… it would be hard to get out”
mind_mistress: “I don’t know.”
mind_mistress: “did you have a place to meet up if you got separated?”
mind_mistress: she’s still walking with you down the road
colleen: “how long will we be invisible?”
mind_mistress: “Well, until the sun changes”
mind_mistress: “Twilight”
colleen: “we didn’t set one but we could go to our cache”
mind_mistress: “Okay… where is that?”
colleen: down the road I think in the forest an old fallen log
mind_mistress: “Okay, let’s keep going”
colleen: we head down the road
mind_mistress: suddenly you find her hands on your body…
mind_mistress: “ooops”
colleen: ooops?
mind_mistress: then she’s hugging you
mind_mistress: “Thank you for saving me”
mind_mistress: “that was a crazy risk”
colleen: “are you alright? Did they hurt you?”
mind_mistress: she feels warm and good
mind_mistress: it sounds like she’s crying…
colleen: “we had to try?”
mind_mistress: “y-y-yes”
mind_mistress: “I’m okay”
colleen: “it’s ok, we will be safe now”
colleen: I hold her
mind_mistress: she sniffles
mind_mistress: and whispers: “I was sooo scared”
mind_mistress: “and all my Druid magic couldn’t save me”
colleen: the others will join us soon I’m sure
mind_mistress: “any more than it could save Melric”
mind_mistress: she lets go…
mind_mistress: and takes you by the crook of the arm
colleen: “who is Melric?”
mind_mistress: “Melric… he’s… well, he’s like a Druid sage”
mind_mistress: and leads you down the road
colleen: “well Clara’s magic did the trick”
mind_mistress: “Yes… she’s got the simple spells down pat… ”
colleen: “turn here I think this is the place”
mind_mistress: what time is it, by the sky?
colleen: looks early
mind_mistress: morning? Afternoon?
colleen: morning
mind_mistress: “okay, let’s go visible so the others can find us”
colleen: yes
mind_mistress: she gropes up your face…
mind_mistress: touches the bridge of your nose…
mind_mistress: and mutters something…
mind_mistress: then she lets go…
mind_mistress: mutters again…
colleen: I blink several times
mind_mistress: and you can see her appear… touching the bridge of her own nose
colleen: 🙂
mind_mistress: she seems ragged
colleen: I look at my hands
mind_mistress: looks at you…
mind_mistress: and then hugs you again
mind_mistress: “THANK you!”
colleen: I hug her back
mind_mistress: she’s squeezing hard
mind_mistress: “I don’t know what would’ve happened to me…”
mind_mistress: “I owe you my life…”
colleen: “It’s ok, everything will be fine”
mind_mistress: “and we Druids take that very seriously”
mind_mistress: she lets go…
colleen: “we”ve just got to get out of here”
mind_mistress: holding your hands in hers…
mind_mistress: looking at you in the eyes…
mind_mistress: with a strange expression…
colleen: “what’s wrong?”
mind_mistress: “we take that very seriously… sister”
mind_mistress: a small smile
colleen: “sister?”
colleen: I smile
mind_mistress: twinkling in her eyes
mind_mistress: you suddenly feel…
mind_mistress: totally accepted…
mind_mistress: loved…
colleen: 🙂
mind_mistress: a sisterly love…
mind_mistress: of someone who will never let you down
mind_mistress: it’s like something is passing between the two of you…
mind_mistress: you feel your hands tingling…
mind_mistress: like you’re sharing some kind of vital force…
colleen: “I told you you could trust me”
mind_mistress: she simply says: “I trust my sister with my life”
mind_mistress: and smiles warmly
colleen: mmmm
mind_mistress: warm fuzzy inside
colleen: yesss
mind_mistress: wow…
mind_mistress: you feel… connected to her…
mind_mistress: and the amulet on your chest is pulsing…
mind_mistress: warm…
colleen: I touch the amulet
mind_mistress: you feel weird… in a good way…
colleen: feel strange
mind_mistress: like things are shifting inside you…
mind_mistress: she cocks her head…
colleen: “what is it?”
mind_mistress: and says “The Goddess’ Gift is stirring inside you”
colleen: “Goddess’ Gift?”
mind_mistress: “The Power”
mind_mistress: then she frowns
colleen: “what power”?
mind_mistress: “you have to stop it before it takes hold… take off the amulet!”
colleen: “WHY?”
mind_mistress: “or I will not be able to change you back!”
mind_mistress: she looks worried
colleen: “what do you mean?”
mind_mistress: things are still shifting inside of you…
mind_mistress: “If you accept the Goddess’ Gift, I won’t be able to turn you back into a man”
colleen: I look at the amulet in my hand
mind_mistress: “You’ll become a Druidess”
colleen: “what?”
mind_mistress: “quickly, you don’t have much time…”
colleen: “I don’t know”
mind_mistress: “my claiming you as sister… and you accepting it…”
mind_mistress: “has set the final stages in motion”
colleen: “you mean never”?
mind_mistress: “never”
mind_mistress: “Don’t you want to be a man again?”
mind_mistress: she’s still holding your hands…
colleen: “yes… no… I don’t know.”
mind_mistress: and you know that what is flowing into your left hand is her lifeforce…
mind_mistress: and yours is flowing out your right hand into her
mind_mistress: she blinks
mind_mistress: you feel something almost… ready to settle
mind_mistress: “Do you want to be my sister? For life?”
colleen: “yes and no and I’m not sure…”
colleen: “it’s all so fast”
mind_mistress: “Cinnea… choose now… you have only moments left to take it off…”
colleen: “i can’t but I should”
mind_mistress: she lets go of your hands
mind_mistress: you feel the flow stop…
mind_mistress: and it feels… wrong
mind_mistress: to have that flow stop
colleen: I reach for her hands
mind_mistress: she reaches for the amulet and tries to take it off you
mind_mistress: do you stop her?
colleen: “NO”
mind_mistress: “No?”
colleen: “I’ll keep it”
mind_mistress: All of a sudden…
mind_mistress: something clicks inside of you…
mind_mistress: the world fades…
mind_mistress: to just you and Brigit…
mind_mistress: in a swirl of rainbow colors and lights…
mind_mistress: surrounding you…
mind_mistress: and you hear a voice… inside you and outside you… Goddess… saying
mind_mistress: “CINNEA”
mind_mistress: it resonates inside you
colleen: I look around
mind_mistress: you vibrate with those words…
mind_mistress: you are surrounded by colored lights swirling
mind_mistress: around you and Brigit
mind_mistress: Brigit: “The choice is made”
colleen: “what’s happening” I whisper
mind_mistress: Goddess’s voice inside you: “Cinnea… My daughter”
mind_mistress: inside you… it feels like a dam has busted…
mind_mistress: and things are flowing…
mind_mistress: like a fountain within…
mind_mistress: filling you…
colleen: mmmmmm
mind_mistress: Brigit whispers: “The Goddess’ Gift… has been opened”
colleen: “what gift?”
mind_mistress: Goddess: “Brigit… do you claim Cinnea as your sister, in the flesh and in the Craft?”
mind_mistress: Brigit: “I do” she smiles
mind_mistress: Goddess: “Cinnea… do you claim Brigit as your sister, in the flesh and in the Craft?”
mind_mistress: it feels like your heart and hers are connected…
colleen: “i do?’
mind_mistress: by a beam of light…
mind_mistress: sharing both ways…
mind_mistress: from her heart to yours…
mind_mistress: from your heart to hers…
mind_mistress: and you feel your heart…
mind_mistress: filling…
mind_mistress: more and more…
mind_mistress: with light…
mind_mistress: with love…
mind_mistress: Mmmmmm
mind_mistress: and as you look at Brigit…
colleen: Mmmmmmm
mind_mistress: her hair floating in an unearthly breeze…
mind_mistress: she is beautiful…
mind_mistress: glowing…
colleen: I see her differntly
mind_mistress: sister…
colleen: sister
mind_mistress: like a goddess…
mind_mistress: who loves you
mind_mistress: who offers her heart to you….
colleen: yes and I love her
colleen: and mine to her
mind_mistress: Goddess: “By Love bound, by Love made”
mind_mistress: “I claim My new daughter”
colleen: 🙂
mind_mistress: “And daughter Cinnea, do you claim Me?”
colleen: “yes”
mind_mistress: you feel an answer of love…
mind_mistress: from inside you…
mind_mistress: and from outside you…
colleen: Outside
mind_mistress: Brigit takes your hands again…
mind_mistress: completing the circle of flow…
mind_mistress: as before…
colleen: I grasp her hands
mind_mistress: and you see another Brigit… on your right side… just beside the two of you…
mind_mistress: no, not Brigit…
mind_mistress: this one is glowier…
mind_mistress: and more unearthly…
colleen: “who…?”
mind_mistress: and she puts her hands on a shoulder of each of you…
mind_mistress: Goddess: “I am Brigit, the Goddess your sister is named after”
mind_mistress: Brigit looks to the Goddess touching her…
mind_mistress: awe in her face
mind_mistress: Brigit: “My Lady…. I… do not deserve…”
mind_mistress: Goddess: “You deserve plenty… accept the gift you have been given”
mind_mistress: the Goddess voice echoing and vibrating inside you
mind_mistress: Brigit: “There’s so much I’ve wanted to ask…”
mind_mistress: tears are flowing down your sister’s glowing face
mind_mistress: you feel soo…. ALIVE!
colleen: I brush a tear from her face
mind_mistress: Goddess: “And I will answer them in your meditations, as I always do…”
mind_mistress: “and you, Cinnea… which of My faces do you wish to know?”
colleen: “All of them”
mind_mistress: the Goddess smiles
mind_mistress: “Blessings upon you both…”
mind_mistress: and then the colors become transparent…
mind_mistress: as the world fades back in…
mind_mistress: but everything…
mind_mistress: is more glowy
mind_mistress: colors more vibrant…
colleen: brighter
colleen: alive!
mind_mistress: and like there’s a green glow around each tree
mind_mistress: and you can FEEL yourself inside the glow of the trees surrounding you…
colleen: auras of life
mind_mistress: yes…
mind_mistress: Brigit takes you into her arms…
mind_mistress: “Wow…
mind_mistress: she’s shaking
colleen: “wow is an understatement”
mind_mistress: “I didn’t think you’d… really want… to be my sister…”
colleen: “I’m not sure I did either’
mind_mistress: “How do you feel?”
colleen: “I just couldn’t part with the amulet’
colleen: “wonderful”
mind_mistress: she separates a bit…
colleen: “at peace”
mind_mistress: and brushes a strand of hair from your forehead
mind_mistress: she smiles
colleen: I smile back
colleen: “now what?”
mind_mistress: she blinks
mind_mistress: “I can’t believe the Goddess brought us into Twilight… just to talk to us”
colleen: “why??”
mind_mistress: “Brighid is a goddess of smiths, healers and bards… the fire of inspiration”
mind_mistress: she cocks her head…
colleen: “oh?”
mind_mistress: “I think I understand why now…”
mind_mistress: “smithcraft…”
colleen: “steel works”
mind_mistress: “Exactly”
mind_mistress: “She’s taken an interest in you…”
colleen: But why us?
mind_mistress: “Well, it’s hard to tell with gods”
mind_mistress: “Either you were at the right place at the right time… and She found you convenient…”
colleen: “or”
mind_mistress: “Or she had chosen you, and arranged for you to be here at the right time and place”
mind_mistress: “The gods play a convoluted game we cannot hope to decipher fully”
colleen: “Great, I’m still a pawn”
mind_mistress: and then you hear a male “Ow”
colleen: I turn
mind_mistress: you turn to see Melric, Clara and Lucius
mind_mistress: and Melric’s stubbed his foot again it seems
colleen: “glad you could join us”
mind_mistress: Lucius rushes up to grab you in his arms…
mind_mistress: and Clara goes to Brigit
colleen: ooooh
mind_mistress: Clara: “Oh my Goddess, I’m sooo glad you’re safe!”
mind_mistress: Lucius: “Thank Jupiter you’re fine!”
mind_mistress: and he holds you in his arms…
mind_mistress: wow…
colleen: “not Jupiter… Brigit”
mind_mistress: this is like… perfection on top of perfection…
mind_mistress: Sooooo warm and safe in his arms…
colleen: mmmmm
colleen: safe
mind_mistress: Lucius: “What does Brigit have to do with… we saved *her*”
colleen: “well yes and maybe no”
colleen: “the game may have been rigged”
colleen: I look to Brigit
mind_mistress: Lucius: “You’re talking riddles woman. Just kiss me”
mind_mistress: he turns your head…
mind_mistress: and kisses you soundly!
mind_mistress: PLEASURE
mind_mistress: ohhhhhhh
colleen: ohhhh
colleen: I kiss back
mind_mistress: YEsssssssss
colleen: mmmmmmmm
colleen: feeling tingly
mind_mistress: you find yourself thinking “Mmmmm…I could make babies with him right now!”
colleen: oooh yes
colleen: holding him tighter
mind_mistress: yesss
mind_mistress: but for now…
mind_mistress: it’s time to drift back…
mind_mistress: and awaken at 1
mind_mistress: feeling wonderful
mind_mistress: and remembering your experiences vividly…
mind_mistress: 9
mind_mistress: 8
mind_mistress: 7
mind_mistress: 6
mind_mistress: 5
mind_mistress: 4
mind_mistress: 3
mind_mistress: 2
mind_mistress: 1

Part 4 – Debriefing

mind_mistress: 🙂
colleen: mmmmmmmm
colleen: nice wasn’t expecting that
mind_mistress: Me neither 😉
colleen: I didn’t know what to do….
colleen: what I wanted
colleen: spur of the moment decision
mind_mistress: I let the story flow and the characters take me where they needed to 🙂
colleen: wow…. fun!
colleen: God! I love this story
colleen: What next I wonder?
mind_mistress: 😀
colleen: mmmmmm I feel so good
colleen: thank-you
mind_mistress: I didn’t expect the goddess to intervene 😉
colleen: nor I
colleen: I now have a guardian angel …so to speak
mind_mistress: 😉
colleen: steel making…iron combined with carbon
colleen: more carbon stronger steel to a point
mind_mistress: ;;)
colleen: and higher tempretures create better combination of iron and carbon
colleen: see I’m doing my homework
mind_mistress: excellent!
colleen: I’ll become a smith-ress
mind_mistress: 😉
colleen: very enjoyable today
mind_mistress: Yeah, I enjoyed it too, a lot
mind_mistress: Spirituality ;;)
colleen: yes
colleen: you have any other good stories going on with others?
mind_mistress: Yeah, but this one is a favorite 🙂
colleen: Yeah! I’m special 🙂
mind_mistress: >:D<
colleen: till next week then?
mind_mistress: yes 🙂
mind_mistress: All right, it was really fun 🙂
colleen: It really was. bye
mind_mistress: Bye!