Gothic Horror part 1

A Hypnotic Adventure Session Log

Colleen had two sessions of basic trance training, and her first transformation into a woman in trance during the second session. At the third session, we started on a fantasy adventure. This will give you an idea of how storylines are negotiated and carried out.

Chat Participants: Mind_Mistress ,colleen

Session #3 : 26-Nov-2002

<colleen>
<colleen> hello
<Mind_Mistress>  Hi
<colleen> good afternoon
<Mind_Mistress>  To you as well 🙂
<Mind_Mistress>  So we’ve finished basic training
<colleen> i’ve missed you over the last week
<Mind_Mistress>  what would you like to experience now?
<colleen> 🙂
<Mind_Mistress>  🙂
<colleen> i’m not sure?
<colleen> what ever would please you.
<Mind_Mistress>  Any fantasies? Desires?
<colleen> yes
<colleen> where to start..
<colleen> i like the idea of living like a girl
<colleen> i love the idea of loving like a girl
<colleen> but i don’t know if i could handle the reality of it, fantasy yes, reality ‘m not sure
<Mind_Mistress>  Could you be more specific?
<Mind_Mistress>  Poof, you’re a girl! What next?
<colleen> 🙂
<colleen> i’m trying to explain..
<colleen> ummm
<Mind_Mistress>  What do you want to actually be doing?
<Mind_Mistress>  I could do a spy story… a horror story…
<Mind_Mistress>  an erotic adventure…
<Mind_Mistress>  A faerie tale…
<colleen> i would like to be a transexual….
<colleen> to experience womanly desires
<Mind_Mistress>  ok…
<colleen> maybe forced into it
<Mind_Mistress>  If you don’t come up with a story line… I will have to pick something…
<colleen> i trust you
<colleen> could be more fun that way
<Mind_Mistress>  I’ve been in the mood for doing a horror thriller…
<Mind_Mistress>  with transsexualizing themes…
<colleen> ok sounds fun
<Mind_Mistress>  would you like that?
<Mind_Mistress>  ok 🙂
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress>  Good
<colleen> 🙂
<Mind_Mistress>  I’ll expect you to post your adventures to the Guestbook though 🙂
<Mind_Mistress>  All right…
<colleen> ok ‘ just tell me how
<Mind_Mistress>  So do you remember how it feels to go into trance?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress>  and how good it feels…
<Mind_Mistress>  feeling the white liquid in you…
<Mind_Mistress>  all over…
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress>  and feeling the openings in the feet,…
<Mind_Mistress>  letting the liquid drain…
<Mind_Mistress>  more and more away…
<Mind_Mistress>  more and more easily…
<Mind_Mistress>  and quickly…
<Mind_Mistress>  the feet…
<Mind_Mistress>  becoming blank and empty…
<Mind_Mistress>  void…
<Mind_Mistress>  and then the ankles…
<Mind_Mistress>  draining…
<Mind_Mistress>  the calves…
<Mind_Mistress>  sooo nicely….
<colleen> ummm
<Mind_Mistress>  and the fingertips openings…
<Mind_Mistress>  draining the white liquid from the fingers…
<Mind_Mistress>  palms…
<Mind_Mistress>  wrists…
<Mind_Mistress>  further and further up the arms…
<Mind_Mistress>  that’s right…
<Mind_Mistress>  feels nice, doesn’t it?
<colleen> yes, very
<Mind_Mistress>  Yesss
<Mind_Mistress>  and then the back of the head…
<Mind_Mistress>  where it meets the neck…
<Mind_Mistress>  letting the head…
<Mind_Mistress>  drain away…
<Mind_Mistress>  becoming more and more…
<Mind_Mistress>  blank and empty…
<Mind_Mistress>  void…
<Mind_Mistress>  heavy….
<Mind_Mistress>  and can you feel the numbness spreading?
<colleen> nice
<colleen> yess
<Mind_Mistress>  Yesss
<Mind_Mistress>  so nice….
<Mind_Mistress>  More and more….
<Mind_Mistress>  numb and blank…
<Mind_Mistress>  numb and empty….
<Mind_Mistress>  So nice….
<Mind_Mistress>  so right…
<colleen> ummm
<Mind_Mistress>  And is there still any will left at this point?
<colleen> nice
<colleen> no
<Mind_Mistress>  All gone…
<Mind_Mistress>  so nice…
<colleen> gone
<Mind_Mistress>  and how far up are you empty?
<colleen> 3/4
<Mind_Mistress>  yess…
<Mind_Mistress>  more and more with every breath…
<Mind_Mistress>  draining away completely…
<Mind_Mistress>  fading away…
<Mind_Mistress>  more and more…
<Mind_Mistress>  *TranceTrigger*
<colleen> i obey
<Mind_Mistress>  Very good…
<Mind_Mistress>  and are you still draining… or empty?
<colleen> still draining a little
<Mind_Mistress>  Yes…
<Mind_Mistress>  and the body…
<Mind_Mistress>  soo numb and blank…
<Mind_Mistress>  fading more and more away….
<colleen> yesss
<Mind_Mistress>  that’s right…
<Mind_Mistress>  fading alll away…
<Mind_Mistress>  so nice…
<colleen> yeees nice
<Mind_Mistress>  so good…
<Mind_Mistress>  so right…
<Mind_Mistress>  *TranceTrigger*
<colleen> i obey
<Mind_Mistress>  Yesss
<Mind_Mistress>  and is the body fading… or gone?
<colleen> gone now
<Mind_Mistress>  Very good…
<Mind_Mistress>  and you can drift…
<Mind_Mistress>  deeper and deeper…
<Mind_Mistress>  into trance…
<Mind_Mistress>  that’s right…
<Mind_Mistress>  and what kind of horror movie do you like?
<colleen> gothic
<Mind_Mistress>  Gothic, yes…
<Mind_Mistress>  and as you drift..
<Mind_Mistress>  I’d like you to go back…
<Mind_Mistress>  to a time…
<Mind_Mistress>  when you were watching a gothic horror movie…
<Mind_Mistress>  where there was a girl…
<Mind_Mistress>  helpless and scared…
<Mind_Mistress>  and let Me know what’s happening to her when you’re there watching it…
<colleen> she is screaming….something in the shadows
<Mind_Mistress>  Yes…
<Mind_Mistress>  and what is she doing?
<Mind_Mistress>  running or frozen?
<colleen> shes in an alley, against a wall
<colleen> frozen
<Mind_Mistress>  Very good…
<Mind_Mistress>  and you can see her more and more clearly…
<Mind_Mistress>  the closer you drift towards her…
<Mind_Mistress>  more and more…
<Mind_Mistress>  what is her hair like?
<colleen> long
<colleen> dark
<Mind_Mistress>  Yes…
<Mind_Mistress>  and what is she wearing?
<colleen> wavey
<colleen> a high neck blouse,long skirt, short cspe
<colleen> cape
<Mind_Mistress>  and shoes?
<colleen> low boots that lace up with heels
<Mind_Mistress>  yes…
<Mind_Mistress>  and as you drift closer…
<Mind_Mistress>  and closer…
<Mind_Mistress>  you can go through the screen…
<Mind_Mistress>  into the movie…
<Mind_Mistress>  closer to her…
<Mind_Mistress>  until you get so close…
<Mind_Mistress>  you drift into her body…
<Mind_Mistress>  all the way in…
<Mind_Mistress>  Seeing out of her eyes…
<Mind_Mistress>  and hearing what she is hearing…
<Mind_Mistress>  and telling herself…
<Mind_Mistress>  and feeling what she is feeling…
<Mind_Mistress>  more and more….
<Mind_Mistress>  and can you feel your body against the wall?
<colleen> yes
<Mind_Mistress>  And are you very scared?
<colleen> yes
<colleen> very
<Mind_Mistress>  Do you know what’s stalking you?
<colleen> some kind of animal i think i dont know i just hear sounds
<Mind_Mistress>  Yes, so scary 🙁
<colleen> growls
<colleen> foot steps
<Mind_Mistress>  And if 10 is the most helpless scared you can imagine feeling…
<colleen> its hard to see
<Mind_Mistress>  how helpless scared do you feel now…
<Mind_Mistress>  from 0 to 10?
<colleen> 9
<Mind_Mistress>  Fear9
<Mind_Mistress>  Frozen helplessly by fear?
<colleen> yes no where to run
<Mind_Mistress>  and like a volume dial…
<Mind_Mistress>  I can turn up that feeling of total helplessness…
<Mind_Mistress>  and paralysing fear…
<Mind_Mistress>  Making the sounds… louder… closer…
<Mind_Mistress>  Fear9.1
<Mind_Mistress>  Oh
<colleen> nooo
<Mind_Mistress>  Your heat pounding more and more…
<Mind_Mistress>  Fear9.2
<Mind_Mistress>  beating wildly…
<colleen> oh no
<Mind_Mistress>  your breath ragged…
<Mind_Mistress>  more and more… panicked…
<Mind_Mistress>  Fear9.3
<colleen> must hide
<Mind_Mistress>  IT’s getting closer….
<Mind_Mistress>  but there’s nowhere to go…
<colleen> nooo
<Mind_Mistress>  you’re doomed…
<Mind_Mistress>  Fear9.4
<colleen> NOOOO
<Mind_Mistress>  Losing your mind!
<colleen> HELPP
<Mind_Mistress>  Fear9.5
<Mind_Mistress>  you’d do anything to be saved…
<Mind_Mistress>  wouldn’t you?
<colleen> HELP SOME ONE PLEASE!!!!
<Mind_Mistress>  Fear9.6
<colleen> ahhhhhh
<Mind_Mistress>  What would you do to be saved?
<colleen> any thing  at all
<Mind_Mistress>  Fear9.7
<Mind_Mistress>  Ahhh
<colleen> anything
<Mind_Mistress>  it’s coming for you!
<Mind_Mistress>  Fear9.8
<colleen> NOOOOO
<Mind_Mistress>  you can almost feel its fetid breath…
<Mind_Mistress>  but not see it…
<colleen> HELP HELP PLEASE
<Mind_Mistress>  Fear9.9
<colleen> NO NO NOOOO
<colleen> GOD PLEASE HELP ME
<Mind_Mistress>  and you know that from now on, I control how affraid and helpless you feel…
<Mind_Mistress>  isn’t that right?
<colleen> yesssss please
<Mind_Mistress>  And you’ll do anything I say if I save you?
<colleen> ANYTHING
<Mind_Mistress>  Drifting out of the body now…
<Mind_Mistress>  to safety…

Continued in Part 2