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Let Mistress Linda be born inside your mind. Don't be afraid. She holds the keys that can release you from the chains that are wrapped around you. Trance is complete Bliss!! Don't resist your curiosity. You will feel the happiest you ever have, you will feel the most pleasure you ever have, you will never be lonely again because Mistress Linda will be with you, guiding you, taking care of you, making sure that you feel amazing and look amazing. Trance is the most amazing feeling in the world! Don't wait another minute.

alexis
alexis <SodaPop4eva@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Newport, Rhode Island USA - Thursday, December 29, 2005 at 23:50:42 (EST)

Wow it has been a LONG time since I posted, after having been spending a majority of my time in the IRC chats, I have been a bit of a bad boi and not kept up on the main site nearly as much.

well, I still hold many of my afore mentioned beleifs I have previously posted in the guestbook, and anyways I checked the main site today, and found a quite delicious story on Erickson hypnosis about cigarette smoking..

thank god I'm a smoker as is, and have been for a few years now, and so the actuall effect of the story was nothing more than the usual smoking of a cigarette that I do on a rather frequent basis as is, my housemate is soon to be back from her trip to California, and wil be quitting.. so I shall just have to respectfully keep smoking to my room, and outside.. one can't help but wonder if I now have good cause to quit myself, but as I go crazy after about 12 hours with no cigarettes I don't see me as quitting, and with all the smoking inferances and referances in this sits, i actually find that I smoke alot less, however I do seem to enjoy each cig a little more than I used to.

sorry I have no updates on continued analytical breakdowns of the new additions to the site, but I feel that perhaps mabe there are those who could care less about the ramblings of a semi-skeptical goth boi's opinions.

I have to say that due to job and other changes in my recent life I am dressing up alot loess often, wearing makeup on even fewer occasions.. sadly I am seeing me from sliding of being a boi, and into being just a normal guy, wh wears alot of dark colors and listens to dark music, I barely ever go out of the house besides work and occasional trips to the store.

I am begining to realize that all of my fem fetishes are just dreams that I have neither the finances nor capability to make reality. Mabe it was the suicidal-manic depression I suffered at my girlfriend ( now housemate) breaking up with me. no pity needed, that was months ago and I am finally just begining to function close to the level I used to, despite much of my ambition in enjoying things (including clubs, dresses, and makeup) is either gone or highly subdued.

these days when I look in the mirror, I seem not to see a carefree andro-fem boi anymore, but a long haired man, broken and barely keeping the peices together. I have tried dressing up once, and it just didn't hold the thrill and ecitement anymore.. on rare occasion on a day off will throw on some eyliner, subtly, and head off for errands.

on a happier note, I got some cute and funny things from my housemate for xmas today.

the new year s upon us soon, and I beleive my resolution may have to be to grow up and leave my feminine things behind.. there are always the memories of being in fishnets and mini skirts dolled up in pigtails and dancin the night away at a goth club somewhere.. but I'm not Peter Pan, and I must grow up.

for those who have acheived their dream of being a girl, shemale, fem slave, etc, I wish you all the happiness that my life is eternally void from, I hope all the aspiring girls of all sorts , acheive their dreams. Do it for yourselves, and for those of us, who can no longer sit in front of their vanities, trimming our eyebrows, applying foundation, red lipstick, purple eyeshadow and black eyeliner, dressed in fishnet. I still plan to be in the IRC rooms, as it is my way to live vicariously another life, in cyberspace.

well, black lipsticked kisses to all..
and to all a Happy Fem New Year
Ericdraven00 <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
New Orleans, - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 at 22:04:00 (EST)

I have a head-and-spine injury that makes movement painful. Beneficial sexual activity is difficult. I would like to be hypnotised deeply enough to experience uninitiated orgasm (think
"automatic writing") at will (whenever I choose). Exotic heterosexual (often hypnosis-related)
fantasies help. Will you?
Michael <mangled@NOSPAMcomcast.net>
Wheat Ridge, Colorado USA - Monday, December 26, 2005 at 21:14:33 (EST)

Dearest Mind Mistress Linda,
and sisters,
I've finally gotten thru family obligations for Christmas and have been reflecting on the changes in my life. This could be a warning to some and a validation to others. You see, its true before i met Ms Linda, i did own two or three panties; two bras a skirt and knit top. No heels,no hose, no wig, no forms, no makeup, no perfume, no jewlery. i only "dressesed" in the privacy of my own bedroom. i didn't even wear panties under my male cloth in any other room. Leaving the sanctuary of my home in panties and such was totaly out of the question.
i came to Mistress' site about three years ago. After reading all the stories in the gallery at that time, i started ordering CD's. At first i just loved the feeings of going into trance and the happiness of being submissive to Mistress. (CDS 1 & 2) There was no harm in feeling happy and feeling submissive to Mistress.
CD #3 changed me forever. i didn't realize it at the time, but, the changes were by that time inevitale. It doesn't start with perfume. It starts with family, friends, coworkers and even people you will never speak to directly, and may not even see. The trigger is set so deeply that today it still makes me want to be more girly. The perfume ends up to be an aid to you sisification. It reminds you of how pleasurable it is to be a woman.
The change is not instantaneous,it starts out real slow then gains speed (like coasting down a hill) Its easiet if you just do as Mistress says. However if you want real pleasure, resist, fight it, don't let her do this to you! That way the trigger gets so deep in your mind That you find the pleasure of submitting so irrisitable.
After a couple weeks, i was still only wearing perfume. However, i was by then ordering cosmetics on line to afraid of being "discovered" shopping in person. Soon i had blush, lipstick, eye liner and shadow, even the mascarra. So after, say a month, i'm getting ready for work and i have my blush on and my lipstick, and i'm thinking, "Maybe i should do my eyes" Then i thought "No someone will see" OMG there was no way i could not at least put on some shadow. So i put the shadow on and it looked good. Then without thinking i took the eyeliner and atempted to apply that but i was shaking so much from the pleasure i was afraid of poking my eyes. i decided instead to apply the mascarra and see if that worked. I had seen women do this so i knew the idea was to draw the lashes up and thicken them. i didn't do a very good job the first time but good enough that i could see the difference and anybody who looked directly at my eye could see. It was as i was going out the door that i had gone beyond the point of no return. i was happy and proud that i could do this for Mistress.
Today, i look at my wardrobe, yes i said wardrobe! i have more dresses and skirts than i have male slacks and jeans i have two dozen or more panties of various stlyes, colors, materials. and almost two dozen bras,a doz or so pantyhose, seven pr of thigh highs, four garterbelts, silicone breast forms, a fully padded girdle two wigs, two pr heels(one four inch one five inch).
i now shop for clothes and cosmetics at local malls and shops. Most shop keepers and sales clerks are more concerned with the color of your money than the shape of your genitials
There have been more changes, but its late and i'm always tired. maybe i'll get into them at a latter date. Hoping to remain,
Your obedient slave girl cynthia
Cynthia <anonymous@NOSPAMhw.com>
- Sunday, December 25, 2005 at 23:58:24 (EST)

I have dared to go outside in the company of a few trusted girlfriends (girlfriends in the gal-pal sense of the word, they all pretty much see me as "one of the girls" these days), but today for the first time I dared to go out shopping as "tara." I went to a clothes store, and used the fitting room to pick out a new skirt, some cute black jeans, and a simple white blouse.

I owe my thanks to the people in the IRC chatroom on this site. They've helped me have the confidence to move from somebody who simply dresses as a woman to somebody who lives as one. I still pretend to be happily male for work and a few other social obligations, but more and more of my remaining time is spent living as the woman I have come to prefer to be.

-Tara
tara <>
- Friday, December 23, 2005 at 19:40:52 (EST)

I would be intersted in hearing from DOMS/TOPS that have used these disks with there GF's, wives, subs. Feel free to E-mail me so that we may chat some.
Don Ricardo <crzncub301@yahoo.com>
AA/PG/Ho cty, Maryland - Thursday, December 22, 2005 at 16:18:38 (EST)

I would like to personally thank Linda and all my wonderful friends here. Thank you so much everyone! I didn't realize how many special friends I have here and in the HypnoticWishes chat room (now @adulthypnoticwishes on Sorcerynet). What a great thing it is to stand up for what you truely believe in and crawl before none. All things considered, it feels so good to be fully femme and oh so hormonal at times now. One thing is for sure, when you value your freindships, they have a way of valuing you also. giggles. Hugs and Kisses xoxo!
MzSharlene <mzsharlene@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 22, 2005 at 02:20:04 (EST)

I recently received CD#1 Trance Training... YUMMY!!!! I feel SOOOO relaxed, SOOO good after listening... I just ordered Elegance, Gemini, and Princess... CAN'T WAIT!!! It is just TOO HARD to choose which CDs to listen to... I just may have to try them all!!!! :-)

Toni <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 15, 2005 at 14:29:56 (EST)

I have been a viewer of this page for some years and just had the urge to finally pay respects to this great site. While I have never been able to fully experience hypnosis (and I've been to every end of the internet. Granted, this is probably because I have never been able to purchase anything due to various circumstances, no money, CD being found, etc.) this site has had a lot of good free material that I enjoy reading/watching.

I think I'll try reading Adam's story again and see if an effect occurs.

Thanks for all the hard work.
Matt <hypnolover2003@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 11, 2005 at 20:08:24 (EST)

Also, Think of the people that love you. Everyone has someone somewhere that loves them. If not? I love you. From the bottom of my heart I wish you all the luck and true happyness in the world. Don't give yourself up so easily.
The Pope <anonymous@hw.com>
Love is watching someone die, - Sunday, December 11, 2005 at 05:07:21 (EST)

Fight this evil. It is ok to want to be a woman. You must understand what it means to be a slave though. To be treated as an object not a person. Think of all the people who have died to free slaves. That is because it sucks ass to be a slave. This page preys on inoccent people with serious problems. If its all in fun then there is nothing to worry about. Just keep touch with who you are and what you really want. Every person deserves the very best. Never forget this. YOU DESERVE BETTER.
The Pope <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, December 11, 2005 at 05:01:23 (EST)

Missy. I would be very interested in having a copy of that virtual hypnotist file

Jen
JenniferLouise <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, December 10, 2005 at 18:25:40 (EST)

i stumbled upon this website about 2 years ago. ive had this urge to become more feminine ever since. i've tried to grow boobs and everything but i just cant get anything accomplished like that. i need help. i want to be a slutty shemale. help me please.
jasonnowtara <>
US - Friday, December 09, 2005 at 00:50:43 (EST)

Hello Mind Mistress,

I just thought I'd put in my two cents worth about your future cd "Effectiveness". I hope that you consider making it a beginner level hypnosis CD, so that you can easily set the trigger words used in the other CD's.

Just a thought.
maid2b

maid2b <anonymous@hw.com>
Vancouver, British Columbia Canada - Thursday, December 08, 2005 at 17:46:20 (EST)

I agree with claireisasissywhore, though. I'm still not attracted to men. I just obsess about cocks. in my mouth. in my anus. mmmmmmmmmmmm
JenniferLouise <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 21:04:47 (EST)

Any chance of a pussy flash (and I mean that in the nicest way possible!!)To reinforce the desire to become fully transformed and the desire for vaginal penetration? Please, please, please!
Bill <anonymous@NOSPAMhw.com>
UK - Wednesday, December 07, 2005 at 09:00:13 (EST)

the Cocksuck Flash IS effective, and addictive. I struggled to stop going back to it daily after looking at it for weeks. I was straight but now I can't stop thinking about cocks and I look at men's crotches all the time and think about going down on them. its only a matter of time.

Please produce an anal Flash. please please please please
JenniferLouise <anonymous@hw.com>
UK - Tuesday, December 06, 2005 at 20:54:09 (EST)

I am interested in the Happiness aka "Bimbo" CD and the Youth CD. If anyone could share their experiences with either of these CDs I would greatly appreciate it. If you don't want to post, please just e-mail me. I am curious as to how effective they are and their actuall affects. Thanks.
Joe Somebody <batboocat@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 04, 2005 at 20:34:50 (EST)

The cocksuck flash is sooooooooo addictive. I consider myself straight but after 15 days of watching it obsessively I'm totally addicted. mmmmmm....thick, meaty, veiny cock. mmmmmmmmm. I still don't find guys attractive but if I look at a random guy's crotch in the street I'm so turned turned at the thought of his lovely tasty cock...mmmmmmmm...........yummy! I love pretty trannies even more than pretty girls now. Mind Mistress has destroyed my mind and I can't think of anything but georgeous transvestites. Beckybimbo says "i am like totally horny at the fact men are going to like wank over my pics." I 'm like totally horny about wanking over her pictures...I wish she was my slave. I want togo to bed with her..mmmmmm.... Vote for her at h t t p : / / w w w . t r a n s - v i l l e . c o m / ? i = 3 5 7 8 . Mind Mistress has turned me into a total faggot who craves cock. Contact me at claireisasissywhore @ y a h o o.c o .u k . I really want to be hypnotised by a dominant woman. I feel it on my lips, it's what I need....Mind Mistress is a total Goddess.
claire <claireisasissywhore@yahoo.co,uk>
- Saturday, December 03, 2005 at 21:00:26 (EST)

Will nthe crap poets society find somewhere else to air their second-rate and pretencious verse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

boredewithtossers <anonymous@NOSPAMhw.com>
U.K. - Saturday, December 03, 2005 at 08:38:34 (EST)

TOOL - Forty-Six & 2 Lyrics
My shadow's

Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in

My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions.

I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within

My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.

I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through.

See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
Forty six and two are just ahead of me.

cloe{SF} <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, ID USA - Friday, December 02, 2005 at 22:45:17 (EST)

This site is adictive. Warning! This site will turn you into a cock craving sissy, if you want it or not. Its amazing how much you can change over 1 year. read the warning guys. or you'll be addicted to cock. cock is yummmi. cock is yummi.

sissy marcel <anonymous@hw.com>
Montreal, Qe Canada - Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 23:31:23 (EST)

I was wondering exactly how far I could take this fantasy. I am very interested in seeing how the other half lives, and I have a little scenario I would like to see play out. How complicated could we make things?
McBride <brutalsonne@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Northfield , VT USA - Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 22:56:51 (EST)

You should use maybe a very light version of Linux?
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 06:50:44 (EST)

Bug rept.: Not to enter the "Contest" re cleaning the Castle, but FYI if I try to save the Contest page, it locks up (on MY excuse for a PC, running Win98SE OS, anyway) @ 96%.

PS: Delighted MM has added Girls-R-Us & the Yahoo Groups fan club! Thank you!

s
Stephanie <ally00kat@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Boulder/Denver, Colorado USA - Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 05:31:11 (EST)

Hi! good.
Mastura
- Thursday, December 01, 2005 at 00:51:59 (EST)

What about the CD contest?
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, November 30, 2005 at 06:27:19 (EST)

The Kids Aren't Alright Lyrics

(The Offspring) - Americana

When we were young the future was so bright (whoa)
the old neighborhood was so alive (whoa)
and every kid on the whole damn street (whoa)
was gonna make it big and not be beat.

now the neighborhood's cracked and torn (whoa)
the kids are grown up but their lives are worn (whoa)
how can one little street
swallow so many lives

Chorus:
Chances thrown
nothing's free
longing for
what used to be
still it's hard
hard to see
fragile lives
shattered dreams

Jamie had a chance, well she really did
'stead she dropped out and had a couple of kids
Mark still lives at home cause he's got no job
He just plays guitar and smokes a lot of pot

Jay commited suicide
Brandon OD'd and died
What the hell is going on?
Cruellest dream, reality

Chorus(x2)

cloe{SF} <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, Id USA - Monday, November 28, 2005 at 14:36:17 (EST)

I have since the age of about 15 had the desire to wear womens clothes . A desire which I have fought unsuccessfully all these years since. The desire doesn't go away. But I never really wanted cock. Until I opened that file with the warning not to open. Well i opened it and immediatley craved cock. then I had to download the 'cocksuck' program. well that turned me on to liking cocks but I put it away and didn't look at it for a long time. Until I was out of work living on unemployment with lots of idle time on my hands. I started watching "cocksuck' and looking at the pics of cocks. occasionally. Then one day I must have looked at 'cocksuck' for a couple hours straight while drinnking tea. NOw I have always had sexy looking legs and a rather large bust for a guy. Things I have always tried to hide,
. Women have told me that I have pretty legs. And a couple women told me they wish they had my legs. MY bust . I have larger bust than some women have and have been told that by women before. So you see why I always dressed to hide these things. Any way after watching that 'cocksuck' for a couple hours I put on shorts , cinched my waiste in, and put on a tight shirt to reveal my breasts. and went for a walk. Well a guy n a convertable stoped sat up on the seat and wistled. I smiled and he asked me if I wanted a ride anywhere. the rest you can guess. It was my first time.
Misty <mistyshorned@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 27, 2005 at 11:41:07 (EST)

thanks
hentai pics <no@nonono.comd>
hentai pics, hentai pics hentai pics - Saturday, November 26, 2005 at 23:43:19 (EST)

thanks
hentai pics <no@nonono.comd>
hentai pics, hentai pics hentai pics - Saturday, November 26, 2005 at 22:25:18 (EST)

"Nobody's real"

Powerman 5000 - Tonight the stars revolt!

Scary monsters
And super beasts
The more you dream the less you sleep, ah
Life as we know it
Has gone away
Unbound
Unwound
Who's here to stay, alright

Nobody's real but they're willing to let you know
Nobody's real but they'll feel it tonight
(Feel it tonight)
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you go
Nobody's real but they'll feel it

Nobody's real

Could you predict?
Could you forsee?
Artificial by necessity
Rockets and robots
Can save your life
When you don't care about what's real it's alright, OK

Nobody's real but they're willing to let you know
Nobody's real but they'll feel it tonight
(Feel it tonight)
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you go
Nobody's real but they'll feel it

(Alright) [x4]

How do you sleep with the time that's left you?
It's all been done there's no need for the rescue
So let's just get out
I swear there's no doubt
You can't be ready cause there's nothing left to do, OK

Nobody's real but they're willing to let you know
Nobody's real but they'll feel it tonight
(Feel it tonight)
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you go
Nobody's real but they'll feel it
(Feel it tonight)
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you know
Nobody's real but they'll feel it tonight
(Feel it tonight)
Nobody's real but they're willing to let you go
Nobody's real but they'll feel it

Nobody's real

Nobody's real

cloe{SF} <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, ID USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 at 22:05:16 (EST)

The obsession with shemales has got so much more intense recently. I can't stop jacking off to shemale sites. They get me so horny and hot it drives me crazy. I've got to be crazy because now shemales turn me on with so much intense lust and passion I'm beginning to totally lose my lust and sexual attraction for real women.

Just thinking about shemales drives me so damn horny and seeing them pushes me over the edge. And being so turned on by them is one thing, but whenever any of this happens I fantasize about being a hot and horny shemale myself. It's beginning to get just totally uncontrollable.

amanda

amanda <amandapool2@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 22, 2005 at 17:09:16 (EST)

The Noose - A Perfect Circle

So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead

Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn
Before us all
So glad to see you well

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead

With your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin'
Your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin' down

Your halo slippin' down
(I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends)
[repeated]

Your halo slippin' down
Your halo slippin' down to choke you now
cloe{SF}{ <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, ID USA - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 at 16:11:54 (EST)

Here is a story I would like to share with everyone all this happened in the HW Chat on IRC:

Ok well basically it started off with my Real Life Mistress not responding to me for a few days, I was very distraught over it and if you were here you would have seen I took down my collar for her for a day but then put it back on until i heard from her. Well It happened about the Third day I hadn't heard anything that Trisha_Katrice approached me in another chat and asked me for my yim.

So I went and told her my yim and we got to talking and I had just done some scripting i was proud of and showing it off to her she thought I meant hypnotic script but no it was just regular scripting and well we got to talking and I told her my story about how A friend had just dropped me out of no where and my Mistress wasn't responding to me at all. So she offered to be my Mistress if anything happened to make me lose my Mistress.

Well I thought about it and went on to ask Nadine here for help and advice I admire Nadine and her ethics she is one of the best here :) Anyway, She told me she couldn't take me on but Asked me alot about if I liked Trisha and what I thought about her and such after a long conversation I decided to accept my Mistress's offer and become her pet.

The next day I went and told her this she was happy to accept it and I told her if I was contacted by my RL Mistress in a few days I would know if I would be able to accept her as my full time Mistress rather than my Online Mistress. Well We started the training and she tized me into being her pet. I have been purring all my life so I let her make me into a Sexy Kitten Girl Slut which is what I am today.

Basically over the next few days I was put into heat and she made me hers as soon as i came. She never really took me out of trance so that's explaining what happened tonight I believe anyway, The next day Mistress Crystal came up to me and started playing with me sexually well I loved this being the sexy kitten girl slut I am and pleased her quite fullY still have the log!

And then came today where I went and talked to Mistress from 7 to about 8 pm when she had to go she left me in FULL heat! and wanting her Milk so bad! Well She told me to get Mistress Starfire to play with me so I did. and that lasted about 30 min and all these little sessions lasted over all on average an hour to an hour and a half so lots of great cybering! and well I'm here today the good girl and good slut you see today. PURR mew THE END

Eventually Mistress Trisha will help me become a hypnotist also. But My ethics are high and I would not take on an subject not willing. anyway I just thought I'd share with everyone.

sashia_kitten{TK}
sashia_kitten{TK} <dragon2k4@gmail.com>
NC - Monday, November 21, 2005 at 03:01:02 (EST)

I still remember my induction from 3 years ago.
Thankyou!

elleanne xxx
elleane <foppdash@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 20, 2005 at 23:13:21 (EST)

Powerman 5000

"Free"

Let's go!
Everybody needs to start their own fire
Everybody needs a riot of their own
Everybody needs to be something that they are not
Everybody needs to go it alone

Because!
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't be what you want to be
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't see what you need to see

Okay!
All the time spent hanging on to anything
All the time spent knowing that they're wrong
All the time wasted, stolen back, innocent
You won't get a second more so move it along

Because!
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't be what you want to be
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't see what you need to see

Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't be what you want to be
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't see what you need to see

Wishing and hoping and thinking it's you
That's got this all under control
Never a minute has passed you all by
When they haven’t invaded your soul

It’s not something you can hold
It’s not something you own
It's not something you can buy or steal
You've got it when you're alone

Being free is a tragedy
When you don't know yourself
Being free is a tragedy
When you don't know who you are

Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't be what you want to be
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't see what you need to see

Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't be what you want to be
Living so free is a tragedy
When you can't see what you need to see

Let's go!
Hey, hey, hey!
Alright then
This is the story of your life man
cloe{SF} <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, ID USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 at 15:38:34 (EST)

I think I'd make a hot tranny, and after coming to this site I've started fantasising about men. So what's the next step? I've never crossdressed before, or been sexual with a man (or anyone for that matter). I expect a lot of bummers come here, so what should I do?
cjmgk <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, November 13, 2005 at 16:01:28 (EST)

A PERFECT CIRCLE LYRICS

"Freedom Of Choice"

We're victims of sedition on the open sea.
No one ever said life was free.
Sink, swim, go down with the ship.
Just use your freedom of choice.

I'll say it again in the land of the free
Use your freedom of choice, freedom of choice.

In ancient Rome
there was a pawn
who followed along
and watched it fall
he cast a stone
he felt secure
he felt that he would never be heard.

Freedom of choice
it's what you've got
Freedom of choice

You're given a voice
you don't want it
seems to be the rule of thumb
don't be tricked by waht you see
you've got two ways to go

I'll say it again in the land of the free:
Use your freedom of choice, freedom of choice.

Freedom of choice
it's what you've got
Freedom of choice...

In ancient Rome
there was a pawn
who followed along
and watched it fall
he cast a stone
he felt secure
he felt that his voice would never be heard.

Freedom of choice
it's what you've got
Freedom from choice
it's what you want.

Freedom of choice -
it's what you've got.
Freedom from choice.
It's what you want.

Freedom from choice
It's what you want.
Freedom from choice.

britney{SF} <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, ID USA - Saturday, November 05, 2005 at 13:10:56 (EST)

Who controls the past now controls the future
Who controls the present now controls the past
Who controls the past now controls the future
Who controls the present now?

"Testify" Range Against the Machine

britney{SF} <msanor@micron.com>
Boise, ID USA - Saturday, November 05, 2005 at 06:21:09 (EST)

Hi, girls.
I do enjoy the chat room immensely, but find it to be a bit quiet at times. I do love talking to those interested in hypnosis, bdsm, & feminization. So if anyone might like to chat sometime, my aim screen name is theflock1979. Hit me up sometime! I'd love to chat!
Sincerely,
isabella
isabella <theflock79@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
philadelphia, pa usa - Friday, November 04, 2005 at 02:03:37 (EST)

I used to be a deeply closeted crossdresser who only had a few feminine items (all of which were bought under the pretense of being for somebody else, for a halloween costume, etc.) I never thought of myself as "transgendered" at all... just a guy with a fetish for female clothes who thought the idea of feminizing hypnosis sounded kind of titilating.

After visiting the chat room associated with this site a few times, one of the hypnotists there took me under a couple times and allowed me to experience my first "female orgasm" under hypnosis.

I haven't been back for many hypnosis sessions since then, but my life sure has changed a LOT. All of my friends and family now know me by both my old male name and my new female one. I keep my legs, arms, chest, armpits, and back smoothly waxed. My eyebrows are carefully shaped so I can still *just barely* go to work as a man without people thinking I look really strange. My girl clothes take up more space in my closet than my male clothing, and I'm finding fairly frequent opportunities to be fully dressed as a woman.

I'm getting my ears piered soon, and I'm starting to look at my jaw-line and my thinning hair, and contemplating the expense and logistics of feminine alterations, such as hair implants, beard electrolysis, and even chin reduction! Every day, the thought of going on hormones to see what they can accomplish for my ability to present myself as female becomes more and more appealing to me.

I'm also getting to the point where I no longer think of myself as a man who dresses as a woman when he can, but as a woman who dresses as a man when she must.

To those wondering if there's anything to this hypnosis stuff... I'm still not sure. Maybe this was always what I wanted and the hypnosis sessions just gave my mind and excuse to move where it wanted to... All I can tell you is that so far pretty much everything has happened exactly as the hypnotists said it would. Don't delve in to this stuff unless you are sure that it is what you want for yourself.
Another girl <Tara>
- Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 22:37:07 (EST)

Taken from:

h t t p : / / h o m o m o j o . c o m / l i f e . p h p ? i t e m i d = 4 3 2

(Sorry about the URL, but well, the guestbook doens't like URL's)

Hetracil: A Cure for Homosexuality . . . What If?

by: DuckFat

A while back we came across a site that on first glance was rather alarming. It was the purported commercial site for a new drug called Hetracil. This drug was supposedly able to suppress “feminine tendencies”. In short, it was a purported “cure” for homosexuality. In researching it further we came across the Anti-313 website which is a blog with posts from the point of view as one of the “cured”. The Anti-313 site was devoted to fighting a proposed Proposition 313 that would restrict or outlaw Hetracil.

Both sites are very well done and realistic looking enough to fool a lot of people. But both sites (including the blog comments) are entirely fictional. They are from the mind of a writer named Benjamin. What he intended with these creations was to spur conversation on a “what if” scenario in which a cure for homosexuality (or at least feminine tendencies) becomes a reality. What would be the ramifications to society if sexual orientation could be manipulated? Would the Culture War turn nuclear?

What follows is an interview with Benjamin. You may not agree with his methods but perhaps this is a topic that the gay community should start talking about.

britney
Boise, ID USA - Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 13:41:37 (EST)

Anyone here heard of "anti-effeminite" drugs, such as Hetracil?
If anyone is willing to test or research them, post the results here.
I'm sure most of the people here would be against the drug described at that website...

..Baffling, just baffling...
Concerned_Person <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 09:20:14 (EST)

"Hypnotize" - System of a Down

Why don't you ask the kids at Tiananmen square?
Was Fashion the reason why they were there?

They disguise it, Hypnotize it
Television made you buy it

I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my...

She's scared that I will take her away from there
Dreams that her country left with no one there

Mezmerize the simple minded
Propaganda leaves us blinded

I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girl
I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girl

I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girl
I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my

Girl
britney <anonymous@hw.com>
Boise, Idaho USA - Wednesday, November 02, 2005 at 04:19:24 (EST)

Where are the CD contest result??? :(
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, November 01, 2005 at 09:15:49 (EST)

Who's a smoky cunt? (mmmmmmmmmmm... what words can do)
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, - Monday, October 31, 2005 at 13:50:05 (EST)

I;ve been coming to the site on occasion. I even had an ex that liked to pretend she was the guy and I was the girl. I need that again.. Actually I need a mistress that will give be the large boobs and eventually give me that wet dripping pussy. The she can tounge fuck me and use all the toys on all my holes and make the be fuck-slut I am. She must be good though and keep me as a good lesbian freak.
Sonja <Sonjadelosa@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 31, 2005 at 03:20:04 (EST)

I am so thrilled with your female quiz. I can see that i have made some progress but today i glued some falsies on and dressed just casual. I felt like i could really be someone girlfriend, I just wanted to be held by some man and carried off. Pretty silly I know but that is want fantasyes are all about right? By the way i scored 66% onthe test. ELISABETH JOYCE
Elisabeth <girlcharmer5@msn.com>
logan, utah united states - Sunday, October 30, 2005 at 00:48:49 (EDT)

Virtual Hypnotist is a program designed by followthewatch55. The website is h t t p : / / v h y p n o . s o u r c e f o r g e . n e t /
There is a yahoo group to go along with it, which is at h t t p : / / g r o u p s . y a h o o . c o m / g r o u p / v i r t u a l h y p n o t i s t

New versions of the program are almost always in development, as new features are requested. There are also several pre-made scripts available in the yahoo group.

One final note: a lot of the users for VH are from people who frequent the WarpMyMind.com website, so many of the scripts are adaptations of files found on that site.

-LT the BP

P.S. sorry for the strange way of posting the URLs, but due to MMs anti-spam filters, this was the best way I could think of posting a legitimate site.
Thanda <anonymous@hw.com>
- Saturday, October 29, 2005 at 16:39:46 (EDT)

I have to edit the file a little because it's somewhat... customized for the listener to be named, you know, Missy. ;) I don't remember where I got Virtual Hypnotist, try just googling it. Alternatively you could record your voice reading the whole text and then listen to that, but I don't know if it would work.
Missy <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, October 28, 2005 at 16:53:37 (EDT)

Missy:

Please post the file...

Toni
Toni <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, October 28, 2005 at 05:10:18 (EDT)

kayla is certainly interested Missy, but silly little kayla not sure where to get virtual hypnotist. could someone give this girl a clue? thanks!
kayla <kayla_chan@sissify.com>
WA - Friday, October 28, 2005 at 01:42:21 (EDT)

hey there Missy:

i'd appreciate the file, and possibly someone could also point me towards the Virtual Hypnotist.
chris_davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
Ohio! US of A - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 21:55:09 (EDT)

I have created a virtual hypnotist text file that puts the listener down, relaxes them, and sends them on a feminizing adventure. It has two triggerwords: one to put the listener in trance, and another to make them feminized. The listener will not remember what happens, but will become the girl from their fantasy if they hear the trigger phrase. If anyone has virtual hypnotist and wants the file, I can post it here.
Missy <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 21:14:20 (EDT)

Jason,
I loved your posting. I wish I had a roommate like yours as well. Hopefully he'll decide that you should be completely feminized. You'll have to keep us up to date with your transformation into someone much better than you were. What else has he done to you?

You should look into joining the Yahoo site as well. It will help you further whatever changes your roommate determines for your life.

Kisses,
Samantha
Samantha <foxymoxy9@nospamyahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 00:12:22 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,

Although I have been a submissive for many years, I have just recently found your website and the exciting world of going into trance.

Throughout the years, I have had several dominant females that would humiliate me in a variety of ways. The ultimate humiliation for me is to become the personal cocksucker for a dominant man.Although I have been made to suck cocks before, five different men, I have "chickened" out more times than I have shown up to suck cock.

I have been subjecting myself to "COCK SUCK" for about 2 hours a day for the last several days, and I seem to be addicted to it. I fully intend on ordering the CD, entitled "ORAL" and if I can scrap up enough money, I would love to have a personal one on one session.

Right now I am compelled to find a dominant man who will order me to suck his cock on a regular basis. I am a bit frustrated because I found out yesterday that private viewing booths and glory holes are illegal in the state of Ohio. My dildoe is good for practice but I need the real thing. Gay bars?

Obediently yours, Tiffany
Tiffany <Grouchomarxjr@NOSPAMpeoplepc.com>
Lancaster, Ohio United States - Saturday, October 22, 2005 at 11:37:06 (EDT)

PET - A Perfect Circle

Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble
Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you, like I do, like I do
Safe from pain, and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.

Just stay with me, safe and ignorant,
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble
Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons
I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
They're one and the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself

Swayin' to the rhythm of the new world order and
Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums
The boogeyman are coming
The boogeyman are coming
Keep your head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other ones
The evil ones
Don't love you son,
Go back to sleep
Britney <woah@rmci.net>
Boise, Idaho USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 at 11:49:35 (EDT)

Hello, everyone. Just loved Jason's post. Before Mind Mistress' site, i was so confused. Now, i find that i am gay, but in a marriage with a woman. Wish i had Jason's roommate.
Everyone have a great day. rena vixen
rena vixen <rena_vixen1@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 at 11:28:13 (EDT)

My owner (formerly my roommate) wishes that i thank you. You see i surfed my way to your site and ended laughing at the idea that the cocksuck.swf and suckcock.mp3 could actually have an effect. Was i wrong!! i listened to, and watched and the next think i knew i was being shaken by my roommate 2 1/2 hours after downloading the files! He laughed at me. Then he said he wanted to see if it was effective, so he pulled out his cock. i lost track after that. i was bi-curious, but i never had sex with a man. He used photos and video he took while i was tranced out sucking him off, to let him hypnotize me. i am now his plaything. i have a hard time admitting it, but i have enjoyed what he has done to me. He is trying to decide if he wants to feminize me or not. If he does, he said he would use your site.
Jason <anonymous@hw.com>
Minneapolis, MN Usa - Thursday, October 20, 2005 at 00:57:05 (EDT)

hi girls

oh Mistress Linda, i luv the new additions they are sooooo wonderful, i suck deep on my ciggies and only see what you tell me to see only see who i am in the smokiey mirror. i see/am shayna your sexxy slutty smoking bimbo whore, hehehehe luv ya shay
shayna <smokeslut@sissify.com>
- Monday, October 17, 2005 at 15:51:46 (EDT)

Hi, girls!
i just wanted to share with all of you another fabulous training idea that Mistress has been employing on me. After a really wonderful session two weeks ago, She told me to listen to both CD7 Youth and CD9 Envy in the same day every day until she commanded otherwise. Well, my dears! For someone who wants to be a female this is the most confirming experience ever. For those little doubts, hesitations and rebellions left, this is the ultimate spell. She already had me lusting for men all the time after Male Charm and several very powerful sessions, but Envy really seals your desire for them permanently. Then on top of that, She has created a spell to help you grow your own breasts by reviving old memories from the subconscious with Youth. This one may work a little slower, but it is having to fight your natural body. Still, i can say it is winning. i feel my breast buds growing, they are more sensitive and i am picking out and wearing bras now. Thanks to Mistress, i feel so feminine now, i can only look at men with desire and want to seek more ways to be feminine. i will listen to these two CDs every day until She says otherwise.
Oh, and if you haven’t done so yet, please also visit and join the HypnoticWishes Yahoo group (groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/). Mistress’ Mad Scientist assistant Alice is very nice and interesting, and she has worked hard to get a dynamic group going. It’s well worth your time if you really want to serve Mistress!

gwen_thomas <guenedthomas@NOSPAMearthlink.net>
Alabama USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 at 14:24:06 (EDT)

oh Mistress Linda,

thank you sooooo very much for the new update, its like sooo dreamy. mmmm just luv it you are sooo good to us all, luv ya shay
shayna <smokeslave@sissify.com>
dallas, tx usa - Friday, October 14, 2005 at 12:29:31 (EDT)

ummm...gulp* anyone else not seeing where the new "cocksucker program 1" is? Following the link i can't seem to find it, but what do i know...

kisses.
scelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 at 17:38:40 (EDT)

yes, it really is as fun as it looks to be a member of the hypnoticwishes Yahoo group! i'm so glad to be able to see the sexy photos and fun stories and fine messages, and there's new entries all the time. you should sign up right away, so you don't miss anything else, shouldn't you? and to show you what you're missing, here are three more of the rooms of Mistress Linda's new castle-to-be, as revealed by Miss Alice Mad Scientist:

Room Four: Mistress' Bedroom
Room Five: The Dressing Room
Room Six: The Library

and there's still three more rooms...
moneypenny <sexatary@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
united states - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 at 14:55:27 (EDT)

Well, I can maybe add some facts that haven't been presented. Typically, the downfall of Yahoo groups is that they simply have no content to them. As well as no discussion. Well, our Yahoo group ( groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/ ) has content, and discussion and wonderful company. It also has me. And I'm a great person!

So, what are you waiting for? An invitation? Here yah go! I invite you to join groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/ ! Be apart of the spleandor, the magesty, the wonder, and the pleasure!

chris_davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
Sheffied, Ohio USA - Monday, October 10, 2005 at 16:19:03 (EDT)

I came to this site a two years ago, typical skepticism over what this one little site would do..

Well, considering I've returned to this site many times, and finally got a little trance done in the mirc chat room. I gues I can say it does a Hell of a lot

And now, that I have been to Mind Mistress' new Yahoo Group at groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes it is even easier for me to submit to the feelings of being silky, sluty, girly, and a good little dolly just got easier ;)

Kyle <anonymous@hw.com>
Montclair, NJ USA - Sunday, October 09, 2005 at 02:05:42 (EDT)

The best thing to hit the web, ever...groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/

LOOK INTO IT! Let's all do our best to be transformed into sexy shemale sluts!
Bianca <biancawatsonlil@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 09, 2005 at 01:07:39 (EDT)

the yahoo group is delightful, and i'm eagerly awaiting my membership, but i'm surprised that no one has told our fine readers about the ROOMS in Mistress' Castle! you can find more about them in the yahoo group, but to entice your curiousity, here are the first three, according to Miss Alice Mad Scientist:

Room One: Mistress' Dungeon
Room Two: Mistress' Attic
Room Three: Mistress' Beauty Salon

you need to join the yahoo group right now, don't you? :)
moneypenny <sexatary@COMPLETELYNOTSPAMhotmail.com>
united states - Saturday, October 08, 2005 at 20:52:18 (EDT)

oh great and powerful god mind mistress, i bow down before you because of how much i have loved watching the flash animations i mean they really work and you are a god for creating them because they are so great and so you are so great, don't get me wrong there are other people out there that do hypnosis but you are the best there is, i bow down before you because you are the best person alive i mean changing the whole man race into females is great i mean every man should be a female then females will rule the world and there will be no more men around, you could do this a number of ways, you could play hypnosis to boys in a all boys school very low and quite so that they do not know a thing also you could cut off all males penis's that are born and make them into vaginas because that is what men were first born as a female and them becoming a man is just making them disobey there female self.

i love you mind mistress i love you. bow. bow.
loyal subject and slave <not saying>
not saying, not saying uk - Friday, October 07, 2005 at 21:53:20 (EDT)

I love this site! I've noticed that I really enjoy watching heterosexual porn. But I now imagine myself as the woman, getting penetrated and sucking. It almost gives me a female orgasm!
beth2 <anonymous@hw.com>
Vancouver, bc Canada - Friday, October 07, 2005 at 19:33:36 (EDT)

to the HW chatroom:

my computer has encountered a severe issue, and i'm now working to resolve it. if Anyone there feels the need to contact me, please use the e-mail listed above.
chris_davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
Sheffield, Ohio USA - Friday, October 07, 2005 at 14:54:28 (EDT)

I just wanted to thank Mind Mistress for such an amazing site and to really encourage everyone to go to her yahoo group www.groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/ just the thing for all fans of Mind Mistress and there have been some great files uploaded lately which are definitely worth a look.
J <disillusion@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 20:35:27 (EDT)

Hello,

Last month, I order my first CDs, Elegance and Vixen. Mind Mistress send them in September 20 and I receive in September 29. Only 9 days from Canada to Brazil, very fast delivery. Thank you, dear Mistress Linda.

I want to reinforce the invitations for all visitors this site to join Hypnoticwishes Yahoo Group (groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes) and meet other girls, see new files and pictures about hypnosis and feminization.

Kisses,

Louise
Louise <anonymous@hw.com>
Brazil - Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 18:24:31 (EDT)

Mind Mistress is DEFINITELY THE Authority in her chosen 'Specialty'... Fulfilling our dreams..
Best Group at Yahoo... groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes

Visit Often!

Toni
Toni <hypsubtoni@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 16:52:47 (EDT)

Love the site. I find it very intriguing. Can't wait to try some of the CD's once I get the courage to order one. Also, please visit the Hypnoticwishes group at Yahoo to help promote this site: groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes.

new_becky <wallbanger_2000@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
Biddeford, ME USA - Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 15:07:47 (EDT)

Hey gurlz,
Been a while since I've posted here but I need to encourage all you gurlz to visit and join Mind Mistress's Yahoo group at groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes The castle sounds amazing and I totally like look forward to experiencing it. Come find your destiny...join Mind Mistress' minions.

xxx
Tasha <call_tasha@yahoo.com>
US - Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 14:22:54 (EDT)

I came to this site a few years ago, typical skepticism over what this one little site would do..

Well, considering I've returned to this site many times, and seemingly more frequently since the flash files started melting my brain and will.. It does a Hell of a lot

And now, with the Mistress' new Yahoo Group at groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes being silky and girly just got easier ;)

Love the site, love the Group, Love Mistress

-x- Jenni -x-
Jenni <sissyjen@gmail.com>
England - Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 14:14:04 (EDT)

Hello, girls.
i’m finally back here again after a long hiatus while Mistress and i have been doing lots of online sessions. She has been advancing me through both one-on-one hypnosis training about once a week and putting me on a regular schedule of CD’s to enhance and supercharge the effects. It is really very effective and i am now at the point that i react with pure feminine emotion and desire rather than male egotism or minimalism. i also find that my desire for men is growing steadily even greater and i look at women as good models or guides for how to dress and react, but they are only interesting in that way to me. Unless they’re too pretty, then they just bring out envy in me!
Mistress asked me to explain how online sessions work because some of you don’t believe you can be in hypnosis and still type or respond. Silly girls! You things like this all the time! You drive a car perfectly safely while you are listening to the radio and singing a song that brings back memories or feelings to you. That’s your subconscious driving and paying attention while your mind is experiencing the emotions and recalling the words and music to the song.
You walk down a hallway while you’re talking to a colleague or friend without running into a wall or a water cooler. Your subconscious is walking and steering while your mind is concentrating on the conversation.
It is exactly the same with online hypnosis. Mistress will train you to go under increasingly easily and then guide you through the training or fantasies you want to experience. You can type and be in trance at the same time. And if you make a typing error in trance, it’s not even dangerous – like, say, driving a car off the road while dialing a cell phone!
It’s also loads of fun interacting directly with Mistress, who has both a sharp, wry wit and a wide range of interests. Just remember she’s the boss for good reason! She’s really good at what she does and she will bring about stronger results in a direct interaction in person than in recordings.
So, don’t be shy or cynical about trying a live session, if you want one. It’s the most fun you can have next to undressing a handsome, horny guy!
Luv to all,
gwen

gwen <guenedthomas@NOSPAMearthlink.net>
Alabama USA - Thursday, October 06, 2005 at 00:41:51 (EDT)

groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes is quite a fun group to go to, just like this site!

I really love this place... I'm just very shy about these things. If someone feels like emailing me that'd be nice.

This website is just so great.
jake <hypno19boy@yahoo.com>
CT USA - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 18:32:33 (EDT)

MindMistress, I do wish to convey my best wishes, and much success in your endeavours for/at tyour castle undertaking. We at the hypnoticwishes channel, also, wish you the best of luck, in this venture.
Regards,
Miss_SylviaLD
Miss_SylviaLD <anonymous@hw.com>
Dallas area, Texas USA - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 16:22:39 (EDT)

I agree with Tranz, Mistress Linda... your site is wonderful. And to see your yahoo group growing (groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes) is also good news.

Everyone at the #hypnoticwishes irc channel wish only the best in your endeavors.
Starfire <anonymous@hw.com>
Over The Rainbow, US - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 15:45:17 (EDT)

Miss Linda it is my pleasure to post a message again.First and foremost I would love to congratulate You on Your latest venture,Your Transformation Castle,I heard it has been in the planning for some time.I am so glad it finally came to fruitation and will bloom.I would like to extend special greetings and much success Miss Linda from the Op's and myself and other members,from the Hypnotic Wishes chatroom.I have also been filled in about numerous other surprizes,but I will leave them just as that,surprizes.And also Miss Linda if I may as of only few weeks ago I also became a member of Your Yahoo group.Attending Your chatroom for close to four years I was unaware this group existed,but joined it at first opportunity I got.
Alice has been so kind to inform me,as well as others in the room,how truly busy You are,and are constantly on the road attending seminars and shows.And many are not aware of how popular and in demand You are,in the States,and Europe too.Just want You to know we are happy for all the success You have and wish You further success.As always Miss Linda thank You for the present nice site,containing stories.flashfiles,manips,etc,etc.And the lovely chatroom.And a special in advance thank You for all that lays ahead for all of us.Respectfully submitted as always TranzLvr.
TranzLvr <electricgypsy96@yahoo.com>
Toronto, Canada - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 15:25:17 (EDT)

"groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes" very cool everyone should check it out.
Tiffany <sissyfortraining2000@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
UT USA - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 12:28:04 (EDT)

hi girls, just another reminder of how wonderful this site is and that y'll should visit the new yahoo group its awesome, luv ya all shayna
slaveshayna <smokeslave@sissify.com>
dallas, texas usa - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 12:08:19 (EDT)

I recently joined and have just started my journey with Mind Mistress.. Join Us, You will be glad you did..

go to "groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes"
Tony <pboyington2002@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 10:21:50 (EDT)

I hope my patch works for a good, long time, since the spammers are getting real annoying and i love this part of the site. Although, I suspect as the Yahoo Group sees more traffic, more of the discussions may move there. (Although the impromptu ones will probably stay here, as joining the group would be admitting Mind Mistress has won. :-) To promote the Yahoo Group now, you would just do it as 'please go to "groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes"'. Please join us, we won't bite. (You're seeing so much promotion here because members who do are getting a sneak preview of additions to the site -- another reason to join us!)
silky <silkyslut@SPAMMENOT.comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 09:35:43 (EDT)

I have been looking for this website for a long time. I would REALLY like to get started and explore, and enhance my feminine self.. Could someone PLEASE let me know when the direct credit card processor is back on-line?
Tony <pboyington2002@yahoo.com>
Reading, PA USA - Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 05:27:34 (EDT)

Thank you to silky slut. With the new anti-spam code she created, any post containing an h ttp (I had to put that space so the post wouldn't be rejected) address will be rejected. So we shouldn't be seeing anymore of that annoying automated spam with irrelevant URLs. On the downside, if you want to give people a web address, you won't be able to give it as a full html link. People will just have to figure out it's a web address.
For instance, adult.hypnoticwishes.com passes just fine, but is of no use to spammers.

Hypnotically,
Mind Mistress
Mind Mistress <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 04:38:27 (EDT)

Testing
Min Mistress <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, October 05, 2005 at 04:36:20 (EDT)

Hi gurls,
you really must check out the shockwave tranny file in the yahoo group! http://groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes
See you there!
another sissy <sissyamberslave@NOSPAMsissify.com>
- Tuesday, October 04, 2005 at 10:32:20 (EDT)

You gals have got to join the hypnotic wishes yahoo group. It's sooooooooo amazing. I love this site as well. The animations are mesmerizing.
Debi <debcat22@yahoo.com>
Livonia, Michigan USA - Tuesday, October 04, 2005 at 10:29:30 (EDT)

Oopsies, I must be turning into a silly bimbo girl in addiction to a shemale cockslut. The link for the hypnoticwishes yahoo group is
groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes/
sorry

rampool2 <amandapool2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 02, 2005 at 22:59:13 (EDT)

Join the hypnoticwishes yahoo group on yahoo! the address is groups.yahoo.com/hypnoticwishes Thanks for accepting me and I'm looking forward to the new improved virtual castle site. I submit and obey. I hope the virtual castle will help me to become the shemale cockslut that I crave to be.
rampool2 <amandapool2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 02, 2005 at 21:47:49 (EDT)

Hi everyone,
It's been a while since I've posted and wanted to let all the girls know about the Yahoo site for hypnotic wishes. The changes and soon to happen updates sound fascinating. I'm really looking forward to experiencing what is coming and EVERYONE should check it out and join up.

Kisses,
Samantha
Samantha <foxymoxy9@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 02, 2005 at 15:12:23 (EDT)

There seems to be quite a new bit of interest in the yahoo group spin off. Those of us that hang here are all a little different, wouldn't it be nice if we had two places to chat? So check it out. Especially if you are well hung and want to be sucked off by a formally hetero male who is now a female wantabe nympho.
Andrea Wausau <andiwausau@yahoo.com>
Wausau, WI USA - Saturday, October 01, 2005 at 09:56:01 (EDT)

hey everyone i just thought that i would post that you need to go to Mind Mistress' yahoo group Hypnotic Wishes and join and start posting so we can get more details about the new MM update coming up on Halloween.
Jennifer <shiddy_caddy@yahoo.com>
Memphis, Tennessee USA - Friday, September 30, 2005 at 15:37:48 (EDT)

Hello again, I haven't posted in the guestbook in a long while. I tried to stay away but ended up coming here once in a while to look at things. As a result I have a new friend you could say. there's this voice that keeps bothering me shall we say another personality. She is very persistent. sometimes I find myself all dressed up in my wife's clothes with makeup and the whole thing. I talk to her once in a while. She keeps talking me into things to do that are girly. but all in good fun. enjoying it more and more every day. Soon I believe I will be her. By the way her name is Rachel. Tell ya more later hugs and kisses.
married <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, September 28, 2005 at 13:22:10 (EDT)

You can't hypnotize me because I just drank a Starbucks® coffee. :)
Bob's Uncle <anonymous@coward.nu>
Cow, Moo - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 at 20:51:40 (EDT)

I'd advise all who come and enjoy this site, as I do, and who have been coming (and occasionally going, but always coming back, but that's neither here nor there) for so long, and for so long have been waiting for further evolutions of this site, to go to Mind Mistress' Yahoo group:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/hypnoticwishes
Join Yahoo Groups if you haven't already (and really, what silly girl doesn't already have herself a profile on Yahoo?). There are going to be some new changes to the site coming soon, and the closest thing we have to a preview is being told on the group site:
"Ok...

Now its gonna get interesting... 2 replies ... 2 previews...

The Main Focus of the site will be...

1) A "Virtual Castle"

But not just any castle...

It will be the Offical Home of...

2) "Mind Mistress' Transformation Castle"..."

sissylover <potentialfulfilled@yahoo.com>
New York, NY USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 at 14:20:38 (EDT)

Thank you scelya so so much. I am craving sooo bad to be a bad gyrl. It overtakes me and I don't know what to do. When that happens it is like I'm on autopilot watching myself needing to be a big boobed shemale cockslut more than anything but unable to do anything about it!! The yummy female takes control and makes the old yucky male side weak and sleepy but for the most part aware.

I don't feel shame, I feel wonderful and so horny imagining myself with big slutty boobs sucking and fucking cocks. I do get fearful and freaked out that I can do nothing about it but watch as the male in me gets conquered to the point of complete surrender. That gets me so wet and horny and makes me need to be a big boobed cockslut even more.

What makes someone like me be a male enjoying sex with great chicks for so long and then all of a sudden be overwhelmed and hopelessly lost in the obsession and need more than anything else to be a horny big boobed shemale cockslut??
amanda <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 26, 2005 at 23:17:14 (EDT)

Oh Rampool! You little rhampoodle...it made me so happy to hear that sparkle of enjoyment come crackling off your message. It is so hard...um..difficult shall we say to relax and enjoy. There aren't many good examples of it, but there are lots of models for being ashamed and negative.

Now what i can see pretty clearly is that if something feels Sooooooo gooooooood then if the only example you can imagine for being a lusty shemale is to be a down and dismal gyrl...well, sly little bitches that we are, we'll play the role because we know that being a bad gyrl feeling awful is still pretty fantastic. It takes a lot of untangling to get to the other side and be a bad gyrl feeling good.

Just remember this: Shame is a convention! That means 1. its perfectly normal 2. Its not original. The fact is, wanting to be a little cunt is the easy part. Realizing your own personal expression of who you are is horribly horribly awkward, whether you do it at 13 or 37.

love you gyrls, all!

~scelya
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, - Monday, September 26, 2005 at 13:30:00 (EDT)

God I need to get over this desire to be a slut whore cunt bitch big-titted woman who lusts for cock. But I keep cumming back to this site. I have to either stay away or get a mistress or master to give me huge tits and ass and make me a cock slut for them or to work the street for the cock I crave.

angie <angie_cd2002@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 26, 2005 at 01:32:18 (EDT)

Oh goodness! siscelya those links are entrapping and seductive! Why do I need to be a sissy shemale cockslut so bad??? I am enjoying it siscelya, I am enjoying it so much. This is the most intense and wildest feeling I have ever felt and it is so addictive.

I'm totally addicted to needing to be a sissy shemale cockslut. I guess I'm still looking for the reasoning and how the heck this popped up and hit me behind the head and trapped me so intensely. I don't really know where to go from here either. I'm sorry to sound so much like a bimbo cockslut. I feel that I am more a sissy bimbo shemale cockslut with the passing of each day.
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, September 25, 2005 at 22:28:45 (EDT)

Silky...nice to hear from you and a lovely name. I've posted before when i find a particularly durable and taunting phrase running through my mind or in the posting of others. Not so much a trigger-phrase as a trigger name...a description designed to make a gyrl just melt.

Silky Slut...mmmmmm and very to the point, i like it. I've always been partial to "thin, big-breasted, smoking whore"...but just came across this new gem: "Smoking TransDiva"...oh yes!

Enjoy yourselves, everyone.

~scelya
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
L.A., - Sunday, September 25, 2005 at 10:58:21 (EDT)

I think I've been coming here too long. Now whenever I see pictures of cocks, my mouth just opens up and my tongue comes out and starts licking. It's just become automatic and it's what I need to get aroused. I want cock; need cock. Just thinking about it is turning me on. Sorry to be ranting -- I just had to add my comments, finally.
Silky Slut <silkyslutNO@SPAMcomcast.net>
- Sunday, September 25, 2005 at 03:30:22 (EDT)

Relax, enjoy, become...

adult.hypnoticwishes.com
lvtg.com
www.sissify.com
www.layd-madonna.com
www.smokingpalace.com
www.mrs-silk.com
www.deliacd.com
www.owk.cz
www.colight.com
www.fuckk.com
www.femalesuperiority.com
www.kissingheressence.com
www.maxfisch.com
www.hypnoticwishes.com
www.sissify.com
www.rubberdoll.com
www.fetishshemale.com

Open your mind, explore, obey MindMistress
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, September 23, 2005 at 02:38:17 (EDT)

I am finding myself more and more a sissy wanting to suck cock. I am finding the cock so much more attractive than a pussy and continually want one in my mouth. When I watch porn all I do is envy the woman and all the cock she is getting. I don't want to fuck her, I want to be fucked by that cock. And when a woman lets that beautiful cum be spilt or she spits it out, I get so frustrated as to how they can do this. Cum should be swallowed as a reward.

I have been wondering why I have been feeling this way, as I have always considered myself straight. What I see and read on this website has such an influence over me that I can't fight. I decided to take the gender tests and all the tests can back saying I am more woman than man. This must explain why I feel this way. If the tests can identify that I think like a woman then I must also think and feel like a woman, hence the desire for cock.

Now I know this I am following my instincts and enjoying cock and cum. I am feeling like having myself taking on by a Master who could start me on female hormone treatments. I get excited by the idea of having large breasts and a sexy curvy body. I want to be transformed into this different person so that my life then belongs to my Master as to others I would not make a good husband or wife. I like the idea of having breasts, a beautiful body and long hair. I also like the idea of having a penis that is unable to penetrate but rather be something to complete my beautiful image. A sexy woman with a limp penis is a beautiful sight and I want to have that look.
Michelle (SubMaleinOz) <aeraae@yahooNOSPAM.com>
Brisbane, Qld Australia - Friday, September 23, 2005 at 02:08:02 (EDT)

Funny how, with enough time, things just begin to seem reasonable. Rampool, you have to know that you are one of my "favorites", but i hope you will take it as a sort of sideways compliment that i now feel it is appropriate to say, "the lady doth protest too much". Relax gyrl! And keep it simple. Instead of telling us how overwhelmed you feel, why not share some little thing that you've enjoyed recently? What color are your toes right now? Relax gyrl. Even if you've been completely caught up in mind games up to this point. Why not look to this group as a safe harbour. Baby steps (and Kisses)

~scelya
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, September 23, 2005 at 00:05:56 (EDT)

A very amazing site
martine <drms1960@aol.com>
germany - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 at 10:27:09 (EDT)

Hello Hello,

Other then knowing that I am addicted to this site, what mistress has done for me is she has brought me to a place of peace inside.
I have 4 cds Trance training, Subconscious, Elegance, Gemini I listen to them as the urge provides. There are times I may go a week, there are times I need to listen to one every day.
They provide relaxation and yes escape to the other world.
I used to be fearful of the effects, but life has not zoomed out of control. They are just part of life now, much as frequenting this site is.
Maybe someday I will get the nerve to do a session maybe it will never happen.
What was inside has been brought to my consciousness, the best part is that I can now accept my own self and not give a hoot what anyone else thinks.
That in and of itself, noone before mistress has been able to bring me to.

So Thank You Linda for what you have done for me.

Marney
Marney <anonymous@hw.com>
NY - Monday, September 19, 2005 at 20:43:36 (EDT)

BEWARE OF THIS SITE! IT WILL CHANGE YOU FOREVER!

Before coming to this site I was a macho kind of guy who loved little nasty sluts who liked to please me sexually. I was in love with having sex (lots of sex) with slutty beautiful women.

I can't believe it! I took the gender test and it said that only 8% tested more woman than me and that I was definitely a woman whether I knew it or not! and then I took the cogiati test and it scored me 300 probable transsexual!!! Did adam's story and this site do that to me?

I still can't stop loving to read adam's story while needing big boobs and imagining myself as a happy shemale.

amanda rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 19, 2005 at 18:08:05 (EDT)

I was wondering if you'd like to comment on the recent smoking ban I've read of in Montreal. Kind of a shame, no?

kath
kathi <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, September 19, 2005 at 10:11:27 (EDT)

I don't see what the problem with all this is. If you dont want to go true all the social problems of becoming a shemale, why not just have mistress make you hallucinate you are one. Then everybod is WINNER!

Thats what ill do when i have privacy and dough!
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, September 19, 2005 at 07:41:45 (EDT)

siscelya,
I can identify with your erie description. I was curious when I found this site and read through it laughing to myself and thinking that this was a real wierd place, but was of course a fantasy/play site. Then I read adam's story. After reading the 1st 3 chapters the warnings started saying that it was to late for me and I remember thinking that this was funny. I held off from reading the last chapter for awhile but eventually like the warning said, I couldn't help reading it. After finishing it I remember feeling a pit in my stomach when the instructions said "now be a Good Girl" and told me to read it from the beginning repeating I need big boobs and imagining myself so happy as a shemale. Well I did and before I knew it I had read it again 4 or 5 times.

After that I noticed things and desires I had never felt before. I was getting real horny with seeing shemales until I actually wasn't interested in anything but shemales. It was a dual issue, I was so turned on by them but at the same time I really got off imagining myself as them. After this I got a few cd's and started listening to them. I talked to Mind Mistress and then I started really trying to resist.

I got scared and left and tried to go back to my regular life but everyday missed shemales and the feeling I got when imagining myself as a shemale. Unable to stop, I came back and it was so much more powerful and uncontrollable. I tried stopping again only to come back again with more uncontrollable needs for shemales and to be one.

When I read what you wrote I gasped because that's exactly what's been happening to me
"but don't be surprised if eventually you find yourself walking down that inevitable path of curiosity leading to exploration leading to experiment leading to resistance leading to return leading to testing leading to acceptance leading to a real consideration of just what it would be to become a thin, big breasted smoking whore devoting herself to Mind Mistress."

It can't be this (becoming a real life big breasted shemale slut for Mind Mistress) that is the only outcome.

Is it???
amanda <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, September 18, 2005 at 23:30:45 (EDT)

So, you've found your way to the site, or to the guestbook, or back again...and again and again. It may take years but don't be surprised if eventually you find yourself walking down that inevitable path of curiosity leading to exploration leading to experiment leading to resistance leading to return leading to testing leading to acceptance leading to a real consideration of just what it would be to become a thin, big breasted smoking whore devoting herself to Mind Mistress.
siscelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 at 03:38:20 (EDT)

I'd recommend the use of inkscape for vector art. http://www.inkscape.org
pete <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, September 12, 2005 at 08:00:26 (EDT)

No way, José, Im teh 1337 photoshop m4st3r here!!! Anyway, just click on "contact" there is a link on the updates.
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, September 11, 2005 at 15:04:50 (EDT)

Regards to the CD design contest:

Howabouts can we contact You to submit our designs?

I'm an avid Graphic Artist, so I'd like to take a crack at this.
Chris Davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
Sheffield, OHIO! USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 at 15:45:01 (EDT)

I'm so tired of trying to resist. The more I try to stay away and resist the more I realize that resistance really is futile. I feel like I am really in an irreversible feminization into a shemale now. I asked Mind Mistress online to help me and she told me to resist and keep resisting. That has only made me obsess and need to be a sexy shemale slut more strongly than I ever thought would be possible. Now I can't get it away from me and when I look at shemales I get so horny and so much need to be the shemale I'm looking at. That feels so good now.
amanda <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 08, 2005 at 17:58:39 (EDT)

It's so relaxing to be back for more.
Reading more.
Wanting more.
Waiting for more.
It's all so lovely now.
Empty, hollow
needing more.
Is this real?

rena <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, September 07, 2005 at 23:04:59 (EDT)

brainwash
http://www.mindistortion.net/sub/?x=
anonymous <anonymous@hw.com>
- Tuesday, September 06, 2005 at 13:44:12 (EDT)

I know you just updated the stories to reflect different "dialects" -- but there's also a really great "Blonde Translator" on the Legally Blonde movie site (no, I've never seen the movie -- but I found it because I was trying to look for pictures of Reese Witherspoon in a Playboy Bunny outfit).

Anyway, here's the web address to the site that has the Blonde Translator on it:

http://www.legallyblonde.com/index2.html
Anonymous <anonymous@hw.com>
Lincoln, Nebraska - Monday, September 05, 2005 at 08:19:18 (EDT)

Dear Mind Mistress,

Why is the female spirit so hypnotic?
Bob <anonymous@hw.com>
- Friday, September 02, 2005 at 11:01:28 (EDT)

heya Mind Mistress, i can tell that You are a busy person, if You ever need help with the site, or maybe a guestbook moderator for all the spam, lemme know, i've got the free time.

chris_davis <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
OHIO! USA - Thursday, September 01, 2005 at 16:49:45 (EDT)

Hello Mind Mistress i just wanted to take this opportunity to ask everyone here to pray or do whatever you can with all the positive energy you can to hope for a speedy recovery of Americas beloved city New Orleans and to also hope or pray that there arent any more deaths and remember those who have died please.
jennifer <shiddy_caddy@yahoo.com>
memphis, Tn USA - Thursday, September 01, 2005 at 13:40:22 (EDT)

I wonder if you could help make my wife a bimbo cock-slut. It seems like you could probaley do it though your site doesn't seem to say. jUst wondering if you could help a guy out.
thanks
Jeremy <bimbo_viki@yahoo.com>
spokane, washington USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 at 21:17:27 (EDT)

Again, I would love to hear a success story for the Happiness CD as I want to hear of the results before purchasing myself. If you do not feel like posting, please send me an e-mail. I would be very grateful. Thank you.
Kevin <batboocat@yahoo.com>
New York, NY USA - Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 23:18:07 (EDT)

I just wanted to post a fantasy I've been having. It goes like this.

You are visited by a beautiful female ghost, and you bond and become friends. But lately, she has become tired of not having a body a possesses you. You have some control at the beginning, but as she stay in your body for longer, you slowly lose what control you have as your body slowly morphs to be exactly what the ghost looks like. Over time, her thoughts become yours and your spirits fuse together, causing her spirit to completely control the body forever.
Cole <NJC830@aol.com>
Lakeland, Tennessee U.S.A. - Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 23:02:41 (EDT)

I hate being single, I feel depressed all the time too. I wish I could find help.
chris d <amalgamation@NOSPAMgmail.com>
Sheffield, OHIO USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 at 23:01:38 (EDT)

Only the voice do I hear
speaking softly gently rithmicly.
Teaching desire
giving pleasure
more and more.
Only the screen do I see
surounded by a pink cloth.
Only the screen
showing sexy girls.
Getting pleasure applying blush
happy applying lipstick.
Wearing nice jewelry, dresses
sexy cloths, high heels.
Surrounded by pink
hot air forcing persperation.
Bound in a chair
movement impossible.
Except for nodding
withering nodding
blinking nodding.
Perfume blush lipstickeyeliner
lipliner mascara foundation.
Pretty polish.
Shaving shaping smoothing.
Slaving to be more
more sexy more sluty.
Pretty dresses pretty shoes
more and more.
Penatrating my mind, losing time
bobbie jewel <anonymous@hw.com>
San Francisco, Ca. U.S. - Friday, August 26, 2005 at 15:24:00 (EDT)

Hi. me again.
Lesbian Conspiracy...
Hmm. upon reading into it, my initial reaction is 'How cute'.
Looking a tad deeper, I give a round of aplause. It's well planned, well thought out, designed at least semi openmindedly.

all styles and types seem to be represented, except uhm, where are the musicians, and goth soiciotypes? Mabe thats just a reflective personal concern.

Hypothetically if the 'Lesbian Conspiracy' were to happen, I would hope one finds me deemable for the 'Boy reservation' list.

Some may call it cult-ish, I say hey it doesn't harm anyone, why not give it a shot?

Despite my highly analytical and critic view at most things here, this I kinda admire most sofar I think.

I wouldn't neccessarily join with open arms, I am a bit anarchic that way, but I would be happy to sit in my little corner of the world with a bag of popcorn and watch the outcome.

well, perhaps upon landing at the bottom of this seemingly neverending rabbit hole, there just may be a Wonderland waiting.... if there is such a thing.

--
in other subtly personal news, I am sliding into a more boy frame of existance, I'm starting to accept my maleness, as it were, I mean why can't one be male and just incorperate the female psyche into my method of dealing with reality? Masculine doesn't have to be beer drinking, sports addicted, violent, insensitive men. I find myself at lest a little sensitive, I usedto be bi, and I am not overly what one would call 'masculine' but I am still a man. There are many different types of men. I happen to be one that is a tad more toward the effiminate side. I don't see anything wrong with that. One should be happy with one's self, gender matters not. Anyone, of any gender can do anything they want. If your not happy with your gender, you CAN change it. Many tools, such as this site's hypnosis route, as well as surgical procedures...
you have to be you. Becomfortable with you, if your not, in this day and age you can do almost anything you want with your body.

well, till next time..

Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 24, 2005 at 12:59:35 (EDT)

Mind Mistress,
You are a dream come true cause now i'll be ready to transition myself to become of the superior sex. Women are so much smarter, prettier and more elegant than men. I can't wait to start training here soon.
Christopher Schmidt <Schmd612@NOSPAMAOL.com>
San Marcos, California U.S. - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 at 21:54:14 (EDT)

I love to smoke. Smoking keeps me thin. Smoking does relax me, but smoking extra long menthol cigarettes makes me look sexy when i dress and looking for something else to suck on.

Who does not like the look of a girl sucking and blowing a long white tube for her personal satisfaction?

andi <andiwausau@yahoo.com>
wausau, wi usa - Monday, August 22, 2005 at 16:55:10 (EDT)

Dear Mistress,
I would just like to say that your site has changed my life. I've always wanted to be feminized and now I finally have a way. Women are sooooooo superior to men. Women put up with a lot more then men too. I hope soon I can start my training and please you to your hearts content.
Chris Schmidt <Schmd612@NOSPAMaol.com>
- Monday, August 22, 2005 at 13:16:47 (EDT)

Why is it that so many lesbians smoke? In fact, at times it seems to me that ALL lesbians smoke–which I know isn’t true, because I don’t--but many times I find that among a group of lesbians I am the only one who doesn’t smoke! As a group, I think that we are intelligent, life-loving people–we’re not suicidal, we’re not easily duped by straight corporations who advertise products that don’t appeal to our lifestyle, and we’re not ignorant of the health risks associated with smoking. And yet the statistics show that we smoke in greater percentages than our straight neighbors and co-workers.

Estimated smoking rates for lesbians, gays, and bisexuals ranged from 38% to 59% among youth and from 11% to 50% among adults. National smoking rates during comparable periods ranged from 28% to 35% for adolescents and were approximately 28% for adults.

Why do we smoke in such numbers? The ‘experts’ have four ‘reasons’ that they talk about:

* Smoking has been found to be more prevalent among groups that experience high levels of stress.

* Places where smoking is prevalent, such as bars, have historically been an important social
focus for lesbians, gays, and bisexuals.

* Behaviors associated with smoking, such as alcohol and drug use, may be higher among lesbians, gays, and bisexuals than among their heterosexual counterparts.

* Evidence suggests that since the 1980s, the tobacco industry has targeted the gay market through direct advertisement, sponsorship, and promotional events.

What do you think of these ‘reasons’? Personally, I think they suck! If stress was all it took to turn someone into a smoker then everyone in today’s society would be addicted–new mothers, people with bosses, those with high debt, etc. And blaming smoky bars is like the chicken/egg argument....are the bars smoky because all the lesbians are smoking, or are all the lesbians smoking because the bars are smoky–a worthless circle! The third point doesn’t even deserve discussion–it was obviously written by ‘experts’ that don’t really know (or accept) us. The final reason has some validity–interoffice documents that were released in 2001 detailed operation SCUM, by A. J. Reynolds, that targeted gays and street people as easy targets (more...). But, in itself, a couple brief advertising campaigns can’t account for several generations of smokers.

I’m not a smoker (I smoked for a couple years a long, long time ago), and I’m not an ‘expert’, but it seems to me that most of the women I know started smoking to look a certain way...the tough butch or sexy femme, or just plain cool (I remember that!). But so did the hetero kids....so why did we continue? Is it still sexy?

So what do you think? If you’re a smoker...why did you get into it? Leave a comment, or e-mail me....I’d love to hear from you!

heeble <anonymous_viewer@hw.com>
- Friday, August 19, 2005 at 22:51:34 (EDT)

I was just wondering if anyone had any success stories with the "Happiness" aka Bimbo on Command CD... If so, I would love to hear the results.
Nobody <batboocat@yahoo.com>
Anytown, New York USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 at 02:18:23 (EDT)

i was just wondering if there have been any good feed backs on the "youth" cds
jamie <jb024420@aol.com>
vernon, ct us - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 at 15:22:05 (EDT)

I have enjoyed visiting your site from time to time over the last several years. I seen you have added lots over time and it is all fun and fascinating stuff. I had to give you kudos on your CockSuck flash. I just thought I would see what it was and I kinda got stuck on it then it almost felt like I fell right into it. I almost had an accident and was shocked. Very effective..
S <strchmyhle@NOSPAMYahoo.com>
Dallas, - Sunday, August 14, 2005 at 00:09:09 (EDT)

zap text

yep, took me a bit, finally broke it down screen by screen...

wow, talk about subliminal.

out of respect for individuality I won't say what all the messages were, but wow.
it's a cute animation, really, it's the simplest in my opinion, perhaps the most subliminal in nature,and yet very blunt at the same time.

not very entrancing in my opinion, I think it runs too fast for much more than a word or two to register. This one had the absolute least affect on me.Then again I'm much more into pis with words than words alone.

bwgen isn't so bad when played behind music of a loud nature, such as certain Stabbing Westward tracks.

well, Ive made it through adams story, and the animations, and am still very much myself, perhaps a bit more intuitive, even a tad more analytical. I don't really know what part to go through next.

still, I know this rabbit hole is deeper than I initially thought,and as my curiosity is twerked, as well as the chat provides even closer looks at the creatures inhabiting this strange,wonderful,and at times confusing place. A mix of things,desires,fantasies,and growing questions with answers as vague as the questions themself can be.

I find a few of my theories correct, that one cannot be forced into submission, as well as my own lack of tranceability.Deep thought alone is not trance, but perhaps the closest I get.

But that's not really the point of this mirrored land. Entrancement is more a game of psychology than a way aound the brain. It seems to merely run parralel beside it, holdig up an occasional looking glass, so one can see themselves more accurately.

My mirror is not so much broken as it is held by myself.

if you desire not, then trance doesn't seem effective.

but we all desire something, and few are truly happy in reaching their desired state.
It's still just fantasy, and somewhere along the line, that realization sets in, the hard part, I suppose, is finding what desires are there to help us better ourselves.

If you desire change, only one can MAKE that change possible, yourself, but guidance is always a plus.

trance is not a tool for cheap thrills, but if you are having trouble acepting yourself for who you are, then mabe trance is the ticket. Just be willing to accept your Looking Glass reflection.

well, I shall post again, after I turn on the flashlight and dive deeper into this Wonderland hole..

Travis <ericdraven00@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 12, 2005 at 16:52:54 (EDT)

Hi. nothing subbstantioally new...
But after spending alot of time in the Mirc Chat, first off Thanks to those there. It's a great environment, and I have the oportunity for a slightly closer look into it all.

Although I have broken down frame by frame the animations (except ZAPtxt. animated gif files are a bit difficuly to freeze frame)
and they are pretty cool.

Bimbo sigil works on the process of repeated words with te low end sound. I thought it was a cute animation, despite the simplicity, the fading in background and the subtle messegaary through out was well placed and designed well.

on a seperate note, I don't quite get BWgen... I downloaded it, and well... even ona turned down level it just was annoying. Supposedly it fades into the background after a while, I think perhaps because I'm a very auditory person, being musically inclined, and used to music as my background, a repetitive sound like those used is a little like a song stuck on repeat, I am rather used to a constant change of sound around me.

anyway..

COCKSUCK.....
In all honesty, the most addictive animation I found. even frame by frame, the autoerotic design is beautiful. Not quite all the messages click in my book, but it has several several truths in it.. such as 'Cum is yummy' anyways, I already am bi, so sucking cock is not really new to me. The repeated imagery works on the level of sucking cock is fun...it is, also repeated imagery of girls sucking cock..well I don't know many people who don't like their cock being sucked.
the most imagery seems to hsve been put into this one. The effectiveness works on the appeal of the slut in us all.

smoking animations....

well I really couldn't say much about it, I knew long before the animations, smoking is sexy.
not so much for me as a actual erotic feeling, it's just sexy. The idea of deriving sexual pleasure from smoking is a bit of a foreign concept to me. Se I think it's sexy to look at, but I can't imagine getting off because of smoking. I don't equate smoking and sex together. I'ts a fun erotic fetish to incorperate from time to time, but I just don't see it on an everyoccasion level.
I'll still stick to my cig after sex and be happy.

on a seperate not, upon breaking down the imagery, I used to have three of the cig holders and I recognized almost all the brands of cigs, but my fave was the girl with the cig holder and a Nat Sherman.

zaptext...
well, what to say, although I have gotten a few of the messages in it, withoug viewing them all, I really can't give a in depth commentary.

the bimbo animation with the live shots, in my opinion is okay,but also the shortist of animations.Along with the new boobs animation, I found them both to be the least subliminaly suggestive.Great pic work on both (the boobs one has a shot of a very cute shemale in a school girl skirt which was quite hot) but they work wonderfully on the autoerotic level.

well... there is still much more for me to discover and look at, and once again..

Thank you all, Mirc chatters. you are helping me out in ways you don't even know.

I may still be an exception to the rule, but I still respect those here, for what they do.
My deepest regaurds to you all.

Anyone can be free, but it takes alot more pride,respect,and self appreciation to willingly chose to be a slave, or accept to enslave another.

''
Travis <Ericdraven00>
- Thursday, August 04, 2005 at 16:22:55 (EDT)

i am just writing since i was thinking of submitting myself under the slave girls for sale section, although i just wondered how much luck the other girls in that section have had so far if any?

i really would love to know:)

cassie
sissy <pb_mitsi@yahoo.co.uk>
London, UK - Wednesday, August 03, 2005 at 11:16:35 (EDT)

Rampool,
There are other things to explore on the site that might be enjoyable for you.
Try some of the stories, have fun.

Marney
Marney <anonymous@hw.com>
NY - Tuesday, August 02, 2005 at 21:30:03 (EDT)

If you feel that you need to be a shemale cockslut after reading adam's story, there is hope!

Stop reading it and stop coming here. Let the cravings die off and you can get back to getting turned on by women again instead of feeling obsessed with needing to be one.

The feeling of needing to be a woman still comes up a little bit at times but being obsessed with it makes it worse. Resistance is not futile if it's not resistance as much as maybe a loss of interest in needing to be a shemale. After all, soft soft silky feminine skin, nice breasts and great hips are what got me into this in the first place. They are what turns me on!

I don't know how Mind Mistress can take that attraction and twist and turn it all around to make you think you want to be the girl and attracted to hairy guys and cock. The point is that you need to remember and don't forget why you are so envious of girls. Because they are so sexy and beautiful and you find them irresistable because you want women not guys!

I have to go before the obsession gets to me again. That happens if I stay here too long so stay away!

rampool2
rampool2 <rampool2@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 02, 2005 at 16:20:42 (EDT)

Dear Mind Mistress,
Thank YOU ever so much for the 2 Absolute TRUTHS.Pleasure is Obedience.Happiness is Slavery.Domo arigato. reiko
reiko <Drq21555@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 02, 2005 at 11:56:50 (EDT)

Hello Mind Mistress,
Did you have the time to consider my earlier suggestion for a new recording. A recording that progressively takes away your ability to have a male orgasm and replaces it with a much more intense (brain dribbling out of ears) female orgasm.
Stephen
Stephen <sjacks01uk@yahoo.co.uk>
London, UK - Monday, August 01, 2005 at 20:24:55 (EDT)

New topic!

So, has anyone actualy achieved visual and tactile halucination of having a female body (out of trance/triggered)?! Anyone?
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Sunday, July 31, 2005 at 14:03:12 (EDT)

hello again

adams final chapter....

well I have gone in the chat and found a whole bunch of people of whom i am gracious to and thank very much for some slightly greater insite...we shall get to that later

adam is fucked in a way only he could have wanted from the start.

he opened his mind to new experience, and look what he found, desire inside himself he didn't know he had.

well... congrats adam.

I myself...well after talking in the chats have found that many of my beleifs are sound, but that I still have alot to learn.

I still stand by my beleif that hypnotism can't work without acceptance, on a more consious level.
you can't MAKE one accept, but if they want to accept, then the won't resist.

but an example was shown to me on the more, imaginary spectrum, of how we perceiive image and imagination...

the example helped me see a bit clearer into the workings and processes of the way a tist works.

-personal note-
I will still never be a bubblegum chewing bimbo waitress in pink with rollerskates
I'm way too smart, and I hate pink a little too much for that. still, the context used did give me great insite.

thanx.
-
anyway, I do see now how the imagination can be used to add to the kernal of a suggested thought.

however with the way my head is, I don't think my mind could accept an imaginated image to be real.

I'm not saying hypnotisim doesn't work. I see that for a certain mindset it can be an encredulous experience.I applaud those who can enjoy,use, and help others with this wonderfull tool

I see more inside myself each time I come here.I still hold firm that I will never acheive trance.
the spastic and ever switching personas inside do not allow for the relaxation needed.
even if acheived on a surface level, my inner and subconcious are too thickened at this point to be broken.

still, I may have (most certainly) alot left to learn.
some of us do learn best the hard way.

well, I think next comes my thoughts on the animations.Not now but soon.

I enjoy this place. I enjoy the hunt for new experience, and the company I find here.

-I'm always willing to look if you've got something to teach- Depeche Mode..Strangelove
Travis <ericdraven00>
- Thursday, July 28, 2005 at 02:47:01 (EDT)

Sorry, but if you think rushing is an excuse to fail, you neve have been zerg rushed before, kekekekkeke
Neves <anonymous@hw.com>
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 at 14:30:18 (EDT)

This is a message for anyone who wants to rush into things.

Rushing would typically have been an excuse to fail.
Being rushed would even have let you blame someone else.
(e.g. "Whatever it is you were doing didn't work for me, I tried for a whole hour")

Having been hanging out in the chat room for a year, on and off, it strikes me that people mostly want to be transformed, don't you? Both as a fantasy and 'for real'. Because there's always room to improve and become more beautiful, and always something to build upon. Yes, I said *more* beautiful which implies...

... well you're not, I mean you're not just a blob of lifeless mud, are you?

For some reason you don't just automatically become what you desire, because you've been locked in the desire, in the wanting, and no matter how much you've been wanting it, you've merely been wanting it a lot, and later you'll have to overcome *that* resistance to change which you've not been daring to recognise exists. Well don't worry if you don't undrsstsatnd it or why you haven't, you just can accept it as something to recognise later.

I've also noticed that there are many dommes who go for a heavy handed approach (e.g. "You WILL submit", "resistance is useless" etc.) which strikes me as a decidedly non-hypnotic way of controlling anyone. Well I like to celebrate and nurture resistance, which is (after all) the hard, protective shell safely and securely wrapped around your coiled and folded inner beauty. Resistance.. then.. is.. just.. delayed compliance. You can always do exactly what I tell you later. For now, just be as you are, perhaps even more so.

So for the moment, just continue considering and wondering whether you really want to take that step, - I mean the wondering which has brought you this far, reading and absorbing, and just springing to mind at idle moments, you know? Learning it? Didn't you know you knew that? Or how? If you chat with the right people, I'd be very surprised if you transformed already tomorrow, and even more surprised if you don't notice something very significant happening before the end of the next month.

Time passes and your resistance needs to be there still for a little while longer. You can certainly rely on processes already begun to complete by themselves at their own speed.

**************************************
Exercise (1)
Does your right thumb rest more gently on your left, or is it the other way around?
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Ms Medea Oblongata <medescript@yahoo.co.uk>
Copenhagen, DK Denmark - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 at 11:02:30 (EDT)

Just a little reminder: smile sweetly, kneel gracefully, unzip with big eyes, smile appreciatively, hold firmly, light up hungrily, suck deeply, exhale with a little mischief, then get to work on that sweet shiny cock.
scelya <siscelya@sissify.com>
LA, CA USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 at 00:39:06 (EDT)

This is to help answer Travis's question: "does anyone know if caffien is an anti-hypnotic or not? I mean I would assume that stimulats would keep the brain function level too high for concentration needed for trance...."
According to
J Clin Pharmacol 1997 Aug;37(8):693-703
Dose-dependent pharmacokinetics and psychomotor effects of caffeine in
humans.
Kaplan GB, Greenblatt DJ, Ehrenberg BL, Goddard JE, Cotreau MM, Harmatz JS,
Shader RI
Department of Psychiatry and Human Behavior, Brown University, Providence,
Rhode Island.

Stated "caffeine doses reduced electroencephalographic amplitude over the 4 Hz to 30 Hz spectrum, as well as in the alpha (8-11 Hz) and beta (12-30 Hz) ranges."

BETA waves 13 to 30 Hz the fastest waves, most commonly found during our waking state, associated with outward awareness, engaged mind, arousal, actively perceiving and evaluating forms of data through the senses; also present with fear, anger, worry, hunger, and surprise.

ALPHA waves 7 to 13 Hz associated with non-drowsy but relaxed, tranquil state of consciousness, less engagement and arousal, pleasant inward awareness, body/mind integration, present during meditation and states of relaxation.
Not only that but in:
Psychopharmacology (Berl) 1982;76(3):201-208
Model insomnia by methylphenidate and caffeine and use in the evaluation of
temazepam.
Okuma T, Matsuoka H, Matsue Y, Toyomura K

Showed that: A reduction in total sleep time and total amount of stage REM (S-REM) sleep and an increase in the sleep latency and wake time (S-W) were observed in both the methylphenidate and caffeine nights. The sleep latency was significantly longer in the caffeine night than in the methylphenidate night.

For those who don't know methylphenidate is Ritalin or it's street name Speed.
Leading to the conclusion that yes caffeine is an anti-hypnotic but it is not because it keeps the brain function level too high but impairs the ability to sleep, enter into trance, and have full awareness. The awareness feels that way because it lack of drowsiness, just as pleasure may be a lack of pain. (obedience is pleasure) Have to go.

Elizabeth <elizabeth_e36@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
San Jose, CA USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 at 12:11:05 (EDT)

for those curious, I prefer menthol Marlboro short,Kool short, and Djarum Black clove as my prefered cancerous ingestion choices.
Travisfo <anonymous@hw.com>
- Monday, July 25, 2005 at 11:07:42 (EDT)

Adam 6.

well here we are just shy of the end. I must admit, it's kinda sad, I have enjoyed Adam's little story, but alas all stories must end.

first off,
GREAT pics, as it is I have a thing for redheads, so those pics are to say the least.. very eroticly inspiring.

speaking of pics, my yahoo.com profile has my pic on it now.
Its just a head shot, me on my way out the door and..smile honey...click. Ilove her little quirks, she always wants pictures at the most unusual of times.

I don't do nude shots so don't get any ideas

well to the critical side I go...

not much to criticize really, the 'change' is just being reinforced, but we do get to a part I find a slight bit more acheiveable... reversion to childhood as a sexual reinforcement. A bit pedaphilic perhaps, but if it's all in the head then have at it

In general Adam was a weakminded individual crying out for help integrating his inner sexuality.

such a sad sad man.

okay though.. you like juicy bits about me? Adam hides his weaknesses, he is scared.
I have few weaknesses,but yes they are there. Those little spots that when hit upon trigger the more angry boy side (note boy not boi side) I want no sympathy for this next section. I have my weaknesses and I have my demons. I also face them

inhale...deep breath let it out....
I never knew my mother.
My birthmother left when I was 2 years old. I have never heard from or seen her since.I never saw a picture of her, nor do I remember her.I'm 24 now.
I was raised by my dad and stepmom

yeah, I guess it does still hit like a ton of bricks sometimes. mainly angers me though.
there is a tad bit more to the story, but that gets even too personal for public broadcast.

but on a happy note I turned out fine. soe occasional held in resentment...

so through no fault of anyone in particular, reverting to my childhood would probabally not be the best for