Adult Hypnotic Wishes
2004 Guestbook Archive
       
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HEY! January 4th is world hypno day! I thought I'd pass along this tidbit of info to readers of the site: http://www.worldhypnotismday.org/ And to the old irc crowd, especially Angel n K-A.. yep, I am fine, just busier with things offline. Pulling my end in the big conspiracy n all that... I hope all of you are super & will resolve to pop back in more soon. Oh.. and yes, to the question *everyone* asks. kathi lee kathi lee <anonymous@hw.com> - Friday, December 31, 2004 at 08:33:33 (EST)
Happy New Year, everyone! and special thanks to Mind Mistress! Best wishes and special kisses to all the Metallica fans, I'm sure you will figure out why MMistress allows these posts to remain...resist with as much force as you like...the more defiant you try to be the more completely you will ultimately submit...don't believe me? ok. I have lurked and returned for 3 years now...this past month I almost did somersaults and certainly everything else I could imagine to avoid being captured in this web. but I return...and grow more happy each time, more accepting each time. I am still not here fully, just saying hello, just wishing everyone a Happy New Year, because I love this Guestbook section and all the lovely posts and I couldn't help being curious, maybe I should just say hello. I took a nap this afternoon and woke up with such a peculiar phrase running through my head, kept it with me all evening: "I am a thin big breasted smoking whore." -- whatever that could mean. Happy New Year! siscelya <siscelya@sissy.net> USA, Coast - Thursday, December 30, 2004 at 18:46:50 (EST)
Mistress I have been visiting your site on and off for a little over a year now and I find my self loving it more and more each time I come back. I almost find it hard to leave. I am 22 yrs old and a pretty sharp looking guy, but I find myself wanting more and more to submit to you and discover my true potential. I am extremely attracted to women and even more so to women that smoke. I can't watch a sexy girl light a cig without almost always getting aroused. I am in a very commited relationship at the moment and am very happy, but I cant help it, I want what she has, I want huge breasts and a tight little pussy. I am not really attracted to guys but everytime my gf gives me head she makes it look so good, so fun to suck that I want nothing more than to feel a fat cock in my mouth, to be a brainless horny slut. What should I do to address these feelings with her and to make these fantasies into reality? I need answers -K K <CS69Crew@iwon.com> - Thursday, December 30, 2004 at 10:33:47 (EST)
Mistress I have been visiting your site on and off for a little over a year now and I find my self loving it more and more each time I come back. I almost find it hard to leave. I am 22 yrs old and a pretty sharp looking guy, but I find myself wanting more and more to submit to you and discover my true potential. I am extremely attracted to women and even more so to women that smoke. I can't watch a sexy girl light a cig without almost always getting aroused. I am in a very commited relationship at the moment and am very happy, but I cant help it, I want what she has, I want huge breasts and a tight little pussy. I am not really attracted to guys but everytime my gf gives me head she makes it look so good, so fun to suck that I want nothing more than to feel a fat cock in my mouth, to be a brainless horny slut. What should I do to address these feelings with her and to make these fantasies into reality? I need answers -K K <anonymous@hw.com> - Thursday, December 30, 2004 at 10:33:25 (EST)
Selena I think the idea of using male charm style music tracks with future cd's is a great one - Im not sure about heavy metal though as it feels like a change in the opposite direction - Mistress has started getting us into techno with male charm and I would love to see this continue - maybe further and deeper into hardcore techno and trance :) Mistress I love the cocksuck animation so much - its so effective and enjoyable to watch, would you consider doing larger versions of your existing flash animations that also have a music track? ..for those willing to download larger files I think this would be an excellent addition and would love to relax and watch the hypnotic animations to the sound of your chosen music in my ears. love Lucy Lucy <lucyraver@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 at 10:56:30 (EST)
MInd Mistress, It has been over a week since i could relax and listen to Your cds. Today, i got new cigs, Your cds, put on my makeup and just went wild. This is so incredible. i wish i could do more and more. i really need more. Thank You, Mistress. denise <dcarroll27@earthlink.net> - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 at 17:09:09 (EST)
dear mistress,i would love to know more about you,it sounds like a dream to me tony <anonymous@hw.com> porth, glamorgan britain - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 at 10:24:40 (EST)
I'm sorry; I guess I forgot to mention how sexy I feel, and how appealing the thought of sucking cock is to me. God I love that animation. The new faster smokeing one is great as well. I think the black background is a good idea for these things, it makes everything even more hypnotic... sissylover <anonymous@hw.com> New York, - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 at 00:31:25 (EST)
It has been a while, maybe a month, since I've been on this site. I had felt as though I had escaped... Not unlike the writings of John Doe, not through Metallica, but I felt similar. And I just kept repeating in my mind over and over, like a mantra, Do Not Indulge, everytime my minds eye started to wander to cocks and dressing up. For my future, both for my career and my girlfriend, I felt, hell I feel even as I type, that it is necessary to escape. But here I am boys and girls, back again, in the talons. Who knows for how long? Anyway, just back I feel like I am under the influence of the old drug. I am about to run outside for a smoke, while dressed in panties, bra, and minidress and pumps, wearing red lipstick, and then I'll be back here to fire up cocksuck.swf. Wish I could say I'm glad to be back, but I am back... sissylover <anonymous@hw.com> new york, - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 at 00:11:33 (EST)
I'm scared mistress. I tried so hard to fight the Becky conditioning but I couldn't anymore. Yesterday I was alone on Christmas all day and all I did was look at your website over and over again. I watched teh Cocksuck flash fro over an hour and then I did something I never imagined I could do. I dressed up in my sister's thong and tight jeans, painted my finger and toenails. Put on some sexy toe rings and started to rub my sissy clit in front of a mirror. waiting for the sweet juices to come out so I coudl savor them. I've become addicted to them. But that wasn't what scared me. Waht scared me was that I took a device, a small massage roller that looked like a cock and balls and started to put it up my ass. It was tough at first but it went in so easy. and now I really do feel empty now that it's gone. I'm so scared mistress. What is happening to me? I just need to know that it was worth it that it gives you pleasure to know that I'm doing these things. And shouldI do them again? Cause I want to, I relaly do but I need your commands mistress. I'm so obedient now I cant even fight it. Becky <android4437@aol.com> - Sunday, December 26, 2004 at 12:02:38 (EST)
hello, Mind mistress i am here for the 7-8 time now and i can see an interest in force feminization but i just can't see myself ever change like them. it turns me on but thats all. now i am 6'4"183lbs. short blond hair blue eyes and i am willing to do anything i hope i just need a push. few problems i have a gf she knows i like it and maybe try it.i have very little money, and i am wondering if you can work out a plan and figure out how i could repay you please read this and think twice about it. i'm willing to get hypnotized.i'm willing to be restricted anything pretty much i'll try once or more.when you are done reading this i hope you send me an email and one thing i been wanting to have breast when i have sex for somereason and after don't know why is that you doing it. p.s. hope you can figure ot a way to help ShaneShultis shane shultis <anonymous@hw.com> leeds, new york usa - Friday, December 24, 2004 at 22:45:12 (EST)
Nah, hypnotic castration is to good for us. Sissies should have to deal with our little useless pricks as a humiliating and shameful reminder of the manhood we once had but which mistress has stripped away. That ugly lump between our legs also helps put us in our place, reminding us that we're not as good as REAL women who're blessed with that beatiful smooth front, while we shemales must settle for taking it up the ass like the dirty sluts we are. Better than permanent hynpotic castration would be permanent hypnotic frustration. Once orgasms have served mistresses purpose of conidtioning us into hopelessly enslaved shemale cocksluts, she could program us to never have another orgasm again, convining our pathetic little cock that's it's permantely locked up in a chastity belt like those on http://www.sweetchastity.com/cphome.shtml. That would be a wonderfull sacrfice to show our devotion to mistress. To forver remain on the edge, our body so horny and desprate for any sexual stimuation that might send us over the edge, yet no matter how much humilating debasement we subject ourselves to it's never quite enough to put us over the edge and give us relief. Kayleen <zetjintsu@yahoo.com> - Friday, December 24, 2004 at 19:05:55 (EST)
Perhaps one of Mind Mistress's next CDs--say the anal sex one--should have a music track on it, like Male Charm. Something fairly loud and with a definite beat. Heavy metal perhaps. Would anyone have any suggestions? selena <anonymous@hw.com> - Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 17:00:07 (EST)
how can i be seduced telepathically by others I never met, and how can telepathically seduce and hypnotises submisive mens minds who love gay sex nathan newcomb <anonymous@hw.com> hemet, ca usa - Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 12:57:03 (EST)
how can anyone seduce mens mind telepathically nathan newcomb <nathannewcomb_777@yahoo.com> los angeles, ca usa - Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 12:44:15 (EST)
Metallica saved me from you. If your the diesease, Their the cure. Everyone, listen to metallica songs! They remind you of the pussy pounding man you really are! If you were born some way, thats the way your supposed to be! Biology does not make mistakes! Only people likw this witch here do! John Doe <anonymous@hw.com> - Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 12:03:11 (EST)
mmm cum plz assslut swf thx blob <anonymous@hw.com> - Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 12:01:13 (EST)
Hey, MM. I wanted to tell you something. I was at your site not to long ago, and i enjoyed the CockSuck.swf. I was just about to save it to my harddrive when I guess i misclicked and ipened Windows Media player and started playing a song. And that song was none other than: WHERVER I MAY ROAM! BY METALLICA!!! AND IT REMINDED ME THAT I'M A MAN! A HUGE HULKING PUSSY POUNDING MAN! And i think metallica is the remedy to your sickness. You almost had me as one of your mindless slaves, buut James, lars, kirk and the rest of them saved me! Take THAT! John Doe <anonymous@hw.com> - Thursday, December 23, 2004 at 12:00:07 (EST)
Have A Sexy Christmas Everyone Just wanted to wish everyone all the best for Christmas and 2005! Oh, I just read the Christmas poem below... It gave me the 'sinking in to trance feeling'! Just going to read it again....giggle Tula <anonymous@hw.com> - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 at 11:12:12 (EST)
Hi-- someone emailed me and asked me to repost this, from a few years ago. It was my original humor then, 'tis edited a little now. Oh.. and after reading all the entries here lately? lighten up and enjoy. Its supposed to be fun too. ya know? ******************* THE TRANCE BEFORE CHRISTMAS sponsored by http://groups.yahoo.com/MistressKitten and kathi lee 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the website Not a creature was stirring, all were tranced-tight The stocking were worn on legs shaven bare With hopes that the Mind Mistress soon would be there Good Girls were nestled all snug in there beds While visions of big boobs danced in their heads Some with curly red hair, others straight blonde Hypnotically entranced in a winters nap long When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I woke from my bed to see what was the matter. But first for my cigarettes I reached in a flash Just had to smoke, so I lit one, with a match The smoke from the end of my fresh lit ciggie Made me feel soo sexy, so blonde and ditzy When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a hypnotic Mistress, inspiring good cheer With a hot sexy smile, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be Mind-Mistress More rapid than my thoughts her entrancing words came, she seemed to ease my mind with each word that came Now listen dear.. deeper be a good girl, yes Can you feel your will slipping, its a little less? From the tip of your head to the bottom of your toe all your will is gone is so you should just let go As many do run before the Mistresses work's complete She made sure I was stuck fast, glued to my seat so deeper and farther into trance I flew Her every word is so, I knew it was true And then, in a twinkling, I heard in my head I would indeed go deeper with each little word said As I drew in my hand, and was turning around, I went to the mirror, dressed now in a gown I was dressed all in fur, from my head to my feet Like a hot sexy tart, she hadn't missed a beat A few more moments, I was deeply entranced Please Mistress deeper I mumbled, by chance Her eyes -- they sparkled, with an hypnotic glow Her smile so wicked made my mind so slow Her nails were perfect, I just had to stare So shiny, so perfect, the feminizining glare A cigarette holder held in her hand like candy The smoke from it told me, I am now female and sexy She had me deep and I knew it myself If she wanted to play, I'd be a sexy elf A wink of her eye and a drag on my smoke Soon made me to know this was not a joke She spoke many words, it all seems blurred Took me deeper into her hypnotic world And she kept whispering words... I started to shake Until in orgasm I started to quake Though she had me wrapped tight, she needed to go So she started to wake me, ever so slow But I heard her exclaim, ere she woke me from her spell, "Happy Christmas to all my girls, and good-girls be well"... kathi <a few have it. lol @hw.com> - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 17:42:17 (EST) Rhymes fixed by Mind Mistress
Well, since she likes to play with shemales as well, castration wouldn't be exactly what she wants :) PS Why don't the flash conditioners have the bimbo sigil binaural backbeat? Wouldn't that make it even more effective? Concerned Citizen <anonymous@hw.com> - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 16:09:50 (EST)
yes, of course were crazy, and so are you, we all are, and it suits us to be castrated since we keep coming here, so Mistress, please make a flash file for hypnotic castration who?/ <somewhere@somewhere.com> stamford, ct - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 14:56:06 (EST)
Are you people crazy?? Asking Mistress to put a flash on here that results in hypnotic castration?? Listen, if you keep posting asking for it, she is probably going to do it! I don't want to be hypnotically castrated. I like being able to "get it up", but, I know, like everything else on here, I'm somewhat helplessly drawn to watching it. IF she puts it on here I KNOW I will watch it, and thats that scares the hell out of me! Stop asking for that, please! I know what will happen to me if she puts it up on the site! ScaredNow <anonymous@hw.com> - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 12:49:20 (EST)
Hello Mind Mistress, Reading the other posts on "hypnotic castration" I was wondering what you thought of the idea of having a new CD based on the idea. The current CDs that train you to have a female orgasm don't explicitly mention what happens to your male orgasm. What about a CD that trains you to have a mindblowing female orgasm while it trains you to become more and more unable to have a male orgasm? I am not sure if it is healthy in the long term for a male to be unable to ejaculate, so perhaps you could build in a kind of release. Maybe a kind of "milking time" where the male would ejaculate (not orgasm) and rid himself of his horrible male seed and so become more feminine. I think it would be important to separate the acts of orgasm and ejaculation in the males mind. Stephen Stephen <sjacks01uk@yahoo.co.uk> London, UK - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 at 07:15:02 (EST)
Mistress, i want to be able to become a girl whenever you say the word. i want to have huge breasts. Please email, and make me become a girl. Scott <Speedy10s@yahoo.com> Indiana United States - Sunday, December 19, 2004 at 00:41:09 (EST)
I totally agree with the person about hypnotic castration, this is my first time posting, and i just think it would be a good idea in a flash file like cocksuck is, so that us guys can't get hard, without your permission perhaps Nick <> CT USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 at 23:40:29 (EST)
Mistress i have been coming to this site for about a year and a half now and i have to agree with others on the message bored that to fully submit to you we need hypnotic castration possibly in flash form like the cocksuck. Thank you Mistress for allowing me to speak my part on your wonderful web site which i must say is the greatest web site on the internet. JenniferLeeTS <goodbyelament@hotmail.com> Memphis, Tennessee - Saturday, December 18, 2004 at 16:00:37 (EST)
I Think Our First Duty or Real Fantasy To Mind_Mistress Is To Be "Hypnotically Castrated" By Mind_Mistress!!! To NEVER Get "It" Up Again! Ever! End of Story! We Should Not Be "Slaves" of MIND_MISTRESS, Unless wee Are Willing To Take The First Step! Mind_Mistress, You Should Consider Not Taking Clients, If wee Are Not Ready To Fully Fantasize, Being Your Slave, By "Hypnotic Castration", Impotence! Write Mind_Mistress Now! And Apologize For Not Submitting To HER Most Obedient Response! wee Sorry!!! Thank You! END OF STORY! Mind_Mistress Lives Happily Ever After. Love, Limpy! David Pedjoe <ArtByPedj@aol.com> Shrewsbury, Massachusetts United States - Saturday, December 18, 2004 at 03:54:03 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress, To be honest, you and your site scares me a bit and I keep telling myself that I won't come back, yet I just can't stop thinking about it and always find myself back again every evening like the pathetic weak willed male I am. Now I know I've been spending way to much time here, because last night you were even in my dreams, and it wasn't long before you had my mind wrapped around your little finger. Though I usually find the idea repulsive, you soon had me sucking cock and enjoying it like the slut I am. The dream was so real I even ended up having my first female orgasm! Fuck, that thing seemed to last forever. Now that I've tasted what the fairer sex enjoys I'm unbearably envious and don't feel like I can go back. Argh! If you can fuck my mind up that bad just with your website, I'm afriad to think what you could do with an actual session. Now I can't stop thinking about letting you have your evil way and totally rape my mind. I'm sure some day when I've got more cash I'll give in and start down the path of no return to becoming another one of your slaves; a sissy shemale slut. God, I'm getting so turned on just typing those words. I also feel guilty about the dream, like I cheated you out of a session and should be punished for using my perverted subconscious to fufill my dirty fantasies. Is their any penance you can prescribe for this naughty boy? I guess for starters I'll order your first trance CD and start softening my mind up for you. Hearing your voice over and over will probably bring me even deeper under your sissifying spell... Kayleen...er, Kaleb I mean <zetjintsu@NOSPAMyahoo.com> - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 at 22:01:04 (EST)
I would've never believed a few months ago that I would be sitting here writing this, but after visiting your site, my life is slowly changing. After reading the stories of Adam/Beth and the "Becoming Jessica" story, my feminine alter-ego, Kaitlyn, seems to have emerged. I find myself spending more and more time as Kaitlyn every day to the point where I almost spend more of my time as her. I can't wait to one day be able to afford sessions with you so you can make me into the cute girl your stories have brought out in me for good. GoGoGirlie - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 at 13:57:15 (EST)
OK, now I'm concerned! I played around with a couple of guys years ago, but I have always been straight. But after watching the cocksuck presentation a couple of times, I have gone out to suck cock at an adult vidoe store the last 2 nights and find myself thinking about it over half of may waking hours now. I may have fucked up by watching it. It's like I watch it now several times a day eventhough I tell myself I'm not going to do it again. It's hard to think clearly most of the day now. I think I should watch it again right now, just to see if there is an effect on me. jamie <djsca1@yahoo.com> greensboro, nc usa - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 at 12:08:56 (EST)
Dear Mistress, There Is Joy & Elation, & Ecstasy... Now That I've Found You! I Thank You With All My Soul! Although I Owe My Soul To: Karen Elizabeth Dudley. I Will Soon Become Her! I Must Obey Her! Karen Has Been Dead For 20 Years, But I Have Been Faithfully Abstinent..... Now I Give Her My Mind, Body & Soul. I Surrender! Loving Being Her, All The Way! Thank You Mistress, Please Train Me! Obediently, David Michael Pedjoe, or Karen Dudley ICR: 201-992-319, I Am Woman! David Michael Pedjoe <ArtByPedj@aol.com> Shrewsbury, Massachusetts USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 at 11:08:38 (EST)
Dear Mistress, I just love your flash cocksucker player-I watch it for at least 30 minutes when I get home from work-It has me craving cock & cum so bad. Unfortunately, I have yet to have the opportunity to find a man to suck off, & am getting more & more in need of finding one. becomming Kelli <dkhanson@sbcglobal. net> Graham, Texas - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 at 08:49:05 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress, I absolutely love the cocksuck and newboobs visualizations. I'd like to make a suggestion, if that would be alright? Something along the same lines, but with a subject of anal sex. Some of the bottoms depicted should be she-males, while some of the tops depicted should be women with strap-ons. Dani <anonymous@hw.com> Irving, Tx - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 at 16:40:56 (EST)
Heya: I frequent the mIRC chat channel, however given that it's based on the site I feel as though I should partake upon the products offered. I'm only 20 years old, and hardly make much money, but I feel that I can treat myself to a single gift this year and will spend $50 on a CD. Now to my question (^.^) I'm a very depressed person, and bugger-all lonely, so I figure the best thing for me might just be the Happiness CD. I was wondering, since I've only enough for one CD, if the CD can be used mutually exclusive from others? That is to say: Can the CD be used by itself? My e-mail is amalgamation@yahoo.com and have Yahoo/MSN/ICQ upon private request. Thank you for the time ^.^ chris_davis <amalgamation@gmail.com> Sheffield, ohio! USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 at 04:37:24 (EST)
Hi Mistress! Hi to everyone who who has, so kindly, written notes of concern to us. Jazz and I have been through three weeks we would not like to repeat. Jazz got sick the weekend before Thanksgiving and was ill until last Friday. She's still nearly weak-as-water. I got sick on the 30th of November and I'm still running a low-grade fever with sick stomach and aches, but, I'm much better than I was at first. We should be back up and functioning within a few days... Hugs to All! Mandy & Jazz Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com> - Saturday, December 11, 2004 at 07:01:54 (EST)
Mind Mistress, The last week has been just wonderful! You have taught me to relax and obey the pleasure i need. The cigarette smoke invades my mind and makes me weak to You. i have come to need the relaxation from school. At the end of the day it is just lovely to do my nails, my face and smoke and watch an animation. i am lost to finding a way to let it all slip away. i need a new job and a new life. Something simpler. So much relaxation here. So powerful. i never believed it to be this good. Thank You for the pleasure. denise denise <anonymous@hw.com> mt - Thursday, December 09, 2004 at 18:09:57 (EST)
Dear Mind_Mistress, First of all let me compliment you with your beautiful website. i first discovered it when i was a member of the House of Sissify and i have returned to it frequently ever since. Let me start my question with introducing myself. i am kimberly, a 31 year old CD. In my everyday life i am a very masculine guy with a responsible job at a multinational. Nobody would suspect to be a CD. The first CD-urges originate from when i was around 8 years old. i used to snoop around in my mother's drawer and tried on several of her clothes. Of course i got caught and i was given the wrong idea that it was a bad thing. Still things kept on nagging. A couple of years back i placed an ad on alt.com and much to my surprise i was lucky enough to be contacted by my current girlfriend/Mistress and even though she lives half way around the world (there is a big ocean between the two of us) this relationship is so strong and so deep that we can talk about everything (we meet approximatelly 4 times a year for a total of 45 days). For the first time in my life i told somebody else that i like to wear women's lingerie and clothes. Being open minded as she is she embraced the thought and reassured me that it was great that this big, masculine guy had such a soft side. She said she couldn't wish for more: She had found a woman with a penis! (It seems my character in't typically male either;) We have gone shopping for (womens) clothes on several occasions and she pursuaded me to go out to a nude beach wearing a purple bra and panties and undress there. My first public outing;) It was thrilling to do that especially since I have been standing there on the nude beach wearing nothing but the lingerie for quite a few minutes while I was helping her to undo her bra and she helped me... It was clear that people saw me since it is also a gay meeting place and pretty soon the place was crawling with guys stroking themselves... We still don't know if they were doing that because of my girlfriend or because of me;) the first time i went public fully dressed was last Halloween (what better occasion) when i was celebrating that great holiday with the love of my life. i seem to have a nice feminine figure of my own (nice round ass, a slim waist and even though it is not much, i have a natural pair of boobies 42B:) Of course i did stuff the bra i borrowed from my girfriend to be more convincing.... Although with the chest hair i have that still was a hard job to do (she really likes that on me... both of me:) The thing that my girlfriend really likes about me is that i have this strong masculine side AND a slutty female side... because kimberly is pretty slutty:) i have been fantasizing about sucking cock and being fucked up the ass for a long time and my girlfriend has helped me to come to terms with it that this is not a bad thing. Part of it probably is that she wants to see a real fleshy cock slide in and out of my ass and mouth (preferably at the same time;) rather than the strap-on i gave her for her birthday the first time we met but it is definatelly a win-win situation. i was very grateful for the Cocksuck.swf since it made all doubt of sucking a cock dissapear. Reading through your site and undoubtedly being influenced by all the images and fantasies (and who knows what kind of subliminal messages) i got more and more in to it. For the past 2 months (after my birth during her last visit here) i have been practicing with several dildo's and other toys to get prepared for the big day.... Well, i have trecently old my girlfriend that i am ready for the cocksucking and eager as i am (thank you for that;) i have told her that i would definattely want to suck more than one cock at the same time. She is now arranging everything for a nice get together next time when i am over next time. i am not sure if i will be ready to take a cock up my ass yet, but after explaining this to my girlfriend/Mistress we agreed to play that one by ear... If it all works out there might be more than one cock available anyway:) All in all it seems that i am definatelly bi-sexual... or at least very bi-curious and as you will probably understand i really am devoted to my girlfriend for making me able to fulfil all these hidden desires (here were more than just this one;) My girlfriend and me have both a vanilla and kinky relationship and i really don't want that to change since i get great pleasure in giving her pleasure Now here comes the question. By visiting your site (or sucking a cock for real) are there any risks becoming less attracted to women? If so, is there anything i can do about that?? i really don't want to lose or hurt the love of my life with completely switching! i have noticed that i certainly am more attracted to men than before... i get pretty hard when i see a fine looking specimen in the buff;) Thank you for replying to this message and i would like to conclude this message with some news i think you will find amusing: i have done the Femnization quiz a couple fo times and my percentage has gone up from 42% to a staggering 72%! i know you don't think it is enough, but i am sure i will gain another couple of percentages after February:):) Yours sincerely kimberly kimberly <anonymous@hw.com> - Thursday, December 09, 2004 at 12:24:43 (EST)
MISTRESS,humbly bowing to YOUR SUPERIOR ESSENCE, blank and empty of no mind and will filled with only YOUR TRUTHS: OBEDIENT PLEASURE HAPPINESS SLAVERY.domo arigato, reiko reiko <hikifune reilo@NOSPAMaol.com> - Thursday, December 09, 2004 at 11:26:15 (EST)
Mistress >HUGS< I have 2 questions and several comments. I apsolutely love your site. I have been interested in hypnotism for years and have tried a hypnotist(a psychiatrist that advertised hypnosis) for smoking cessation which was a waste of money. I have tried other cd's and mp3 downloads and your Trance Training CD is the best by far. I am not sure I have tranced yet, but I am hopeful, (just received your CD recently). My question is when I concentrate on a voice (yours in this case) after a short while I feel a pain in my forehead, is this normal? I seem totally relaxed otherwise and nothing I do seems to help. My other question is at times I feel like I'm right on the verge of something then back to normal (feels like I falling away from a dizzying height) Is this feeling good? BTW I just read your FAQ page and I cant wait to try the imaging practice you mentioned. I also hope to do a phone session with you in the future. Thank You, Have a Tolerable Day, Crystal Crystal <lgcrystal@yahoo.com> Iowa USA - Thursday, December 09, 2004 at 04:34:30 (EST)
Mind Mistress, Thank You for such a wonderful evening. The bimbo sigil worked on me to perfection. I have never been so alive in my life. It is dumb to smoke, but I just love it. I have never wanted to be dumb and sexy until tonight. Your work has brought out parts of me that have been hidden for years. And, smokeing is dumb and suxy. I am not sure I am a copy, but I have always wanted to be desired and sexy. Smoking 120s with long red nails. You are the best. My life will never be the same. denise <anonymous@hw.com> mt - Tuesday, December 07, 2004 at 00:33:42 (EST)
Dear MM, i visit your site daily and think its one of the best on the web. However I wished to note that even though the cocksuck and other flash links in your gallery are good their subjects are limited. I have trouble with being penetrated and would appreciate it if u added a flash for anal sex so that we slaves could stretch our anuses and get more cocks. Also my clit gets hard far to often even though i know im not a man i cant stop it I'd appreciate it if u made a flashlink to stop these horrible problems as I'm to poor to pay for even one cd I cant even pay for all my college right now thankyou for listening to my thoughts your slave christy christy <anonymous@hw.com> - Monday, December 06, 2004 at 19:10:26 (EST)
I came across this site by accident myself after a porn search engine had it pop up, read the info about the girls for sale, very interested in having my own bimbo/sexstarved/slut girl or girls. I like what I have read and if this is all possible I am interested in owning my own group of girls or girl to do and be my own. My question is Becky, how do you feel about this for real, being my own slut that I pimp out?? If you are serious, I know I am, LOL. Master Brian Brian <brian_b942000@yahoo.com> - Monday, December 06, 2004 at 17:14:15 (EST)
I don't know how I let myself get this bad. LAst night I put on pair of my sister's panties, tight jeans, flip flops and painted my toenails like a good girl fo mistress and watched the cocksuck flash for at least an hour. I looped the my mind is happy blank and empty file while i watched cocksuck. Then I rubbed my sissy clit until I came and I licked it all up without resistance as if it were the most natural and exhilerating thing I've ever done. I'm scared because everyday since that cocksuck thing has been up I've watched it for at least ten minutes but last night I couldn't stop myself. I realize now that mistress' warning are no joke. I must have read adam's story dozens of times by now and everyday I feel like I am a girl more and more. A good, happy, mindless, obedient, bimbo cockslut named becky. Be warned this site will change your life...for the better. I'm so happy now. I know what I did was right thouh I am scared of it. because I obeyed mistress conditioning without questioning. I never had money for a CD though I really want to get male charm. But for now I ahev to continue to brainwash myself this way. Mind mistress is strong the LIC is goin to happen and she is going to rule us all. All I want to know mistress is, did I please you by being so girly? Am I good girl? should I keep doing this? Your slave forever, Becky Becky <Android4437@aol.com> - Monday, December 06, 2004 at 11:24:28 (EST)
Hi, My name is Kevin. I am a college Student. I recently moved from my parents house, in Erie PA, to Wexford PA. Now I can learn to enjoy myself and my body. I don't have any money, or any kind of plastic. My parents still have me on a leash. Don't ask me how, it's a long story. I would like help finding out what kind of fetishes get me excited, and how I can make myself more desirable. I was wondering if you could ever find it in your heart to help me out. Could you please, please, give me a free hypnosis phone session. The idea of being under someones power excites me. I would love to be under domination. I have never been hypnotized, so that would also be an experience I would like to try. Could you please, if you can find it in your heart, to give me a free hypnosis phone session. My # is 412 719 9867. Kevin Christiansen <kool_kev69NOSPAM@hotmail.com> Wexford, PA United States - Monday, December 06, 2004 at 01:20:50 (EST)
Mind Mistress, You may find this rather stupid, but I ran across Your site and spent quite sometime looking at it. After a while, my eyes started to water and I got very light headed. I have never felt these things before. Could any hypnosis have happened, or what? dennis <dcarroll27@earthlink.net> MT - Sunday, December 05, 2004 at 20:18:52 (EST)
Hello MM, I found this website while searching for porn. Im kind of embharrased, but its true. I love your website. I love how you help people enjoy their lives to the fullest. I see you as a wonderful person in my mind. Keep up the good work. Your worshipper, Alex AlexCowart <alexcowart@gmail.com> - Saturday, December 04, 2004 at 17:58:38 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress: Like several of the others, I also just happened to find your site quite by accident. I think that it is a wonderfull site & it could lead to a new & happy life for me. Yes, I watched some of the online hynosis programs listed. I find then quite facinating & could stare at them for hours. But unfortunately, I am limited on the time that I can watch them since I have to share a single phone line with the rest of my family. I realy like your site a lot & I intend to write to you about my situatiion more in detail by using the Email contact link. Hopfully, something that I can see as a positive development will result from this site & I can finally know the happiness that I have been craving for so long. In this day in age when there is so much misery going on in the world, you of all people have brought a ray of hope to a like minded person such as me. Thank you very much for making this site to help those people in need of a serious bit of mental prodding. Sincerely, Sharr Fem name: Sharrissa <WATCHE1199@aol.com> West Haven, CT U.S.A. - Friday, December 03, 2004 at 16:40:38 (EST)
hi mind mistress found your site by chance and was looking for some hypnosis for wetting diapers. did find your cock sucking page and love it. have never had such a hard on!!! still looking for a site that aids in free diaper hypno as am in a therd world contrey and payment in forex is a problem. please give assistace or sugestions. thanx for a swell site. wet diaper bobbyboo. Rob/bobby boo <whitelilacs@NOSPAMcomone.co.zw> Harare, harare zimbabwe - Friday, December 03, 2004 at 09:37:32 (EST)
3 Icons Review The dream continued without my mind and as it did, I came face-to-face with the ultimate slut and became one with her. One minute I was admiring her sexuality and how totally hot she looked, the next I WAS her. Then, I proceeded to meet the ultimate femme fatale and the ultimate dominatrix and before I knew what happened, I had surrendered to becoming just like each of them as well. My head had been so filled with obedience and slavery to Mind Mistress that at first the Dominant feelings seemed almost foreign...until Mind Mistress explained how She was my puppetmaster, controlling me so completely as to make me control others for Her. A mere extension of Her will. Suddenly, I felt a wave of pleasure come over me like I've never felt before. It was at that moment that I felt the infusion of the triple power come over me and I understood my purpose with greater depth. Though most of it seemed a total blur, I began to stir to the sound of Mind Mistress counting and suddenly I was awake and renewed in purpose. Everything was suddenly so clear! I thought of each of the 3 Icons and how I may best use each of them to serve and please Mind Mistress and as I breathed in, I was filled with feelings that felt totally natural to me. I went online and found someone to chat with, needing to claim another mind for Mind Mistress. They may or may not have realized what I was up to, but in rather short order I had him deeply entranced and successfully wrapped my thoughts around his so completely he had a feeling of controlling the conversation and yet over the next 30 minutes, I watched his mind and will melt at my feet. He started to watch the Bimbo Sigil while we chatted. Soon he found it undesireable to look away and then impossible before I delved deeper into his mindlessness. He then admitted having "girly" feelings and that's all I needed
to move in for the kill. Giving him no time to assess his inevitably
feminine submission, I deepened his trance and I deepened his state
of confusion while allowing him to open that pandora's box in his mind
and let out that little girl. Let's just say that the next day, "she"
messaged me telling me how she already had bought a pack of long slim
girly cigarettes and felt a need to suck. "she" also thanked me for
setting her soul free and at ease for the first time in her life. I
now feeling the euphoria of being completely enslaved to Mind Mistress
and enslaving FOR Mind Mistress. Obedience is pleasure. Happiness is
slavery. Listen to 3 Icons and learn your proper place in the LIC. Thank
you for everything, Mistress.
Dear Mistress, i absolutely LOVE Your Acceptance CD - forgetting IS so wonderful! i have been listening to Male Charm afterwards, and the effect is amazing. i also have been listening to the techno track (track 14) and watching the Cockslut flash animation at the same time. What a great combination! All i can think about is cock and cum! Thank You so much! Your sissy slut, lisa Lisa <kccumaddict@excite.com> Kansas City, Missouri USA - Wednesday, December 01, 2004 at 23:18:38 (EST)
Dear Mistress: You instructed me to tell about the youth cd in more detail. WEll, It took about 4 months or so before I noticed a slight increase in size and it slowly increased after that til now it is grewon to a b cup size. My nipple is fuller too, and that has been such a wonderfull thing fro my wife as she throughly enjoys sucking my tits and playing with them.. I would say that I alos have become more submissive and girly like too as a result of the youth cd. My wife simply adores that. I had one bad experience though. While listening to the cd on the exercise trail I was swiahing my hips a little too much and feeling extremely girly. Two guys picked me up and you know they did it to me. So be careful. Don't go out listening to it in public.Well also I listened to them about 2 times a week but have kinda droped off from so much. My wife suggested I take hormones to keep them that size but I said no but she said she would encrease my allowance if I dide. So I get 400 a month allowance now. But I only take small dosages to keep them that way. Camille <jerritootoo@cs.com> - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 at 15:56:48 (EST)
Dear Mistress, I have been training since October and I have noticed such a huge change in my behavior. My wife has noticed too. I have become totally obedient to her. I do all the cooking and cleaning and she is so pleased that I have become her happy slave girl. When we have sex I service her like a good slave. I'm only allowed to touch her with my tongue. After she has three or four orgasms she rubs my nipples until I'm ready to orgasm. She constantly reminds me that I am becoming her shemale slave. Thanks to CD4 and 6 my nipples and back pussy are super sensitive. We haven't had intercourse in quite sometime now, but to be honest, I don't miss it at all. As long as she plays with my nipples I am totally happy. Next week I start Youth and Vixen. I can't wait to see how large my nipples get as my very own boobs start to grow. I also can't wait till I get my first female orgasm. Thank you so much for helping me become the girl I always secretly desired to be. Love, Lisa Lisa Houston <mark_hstn@NOSPAMyahoo.com> New York, NY USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 at 18:31:05 (EST)
Dear Mistress: Well here I am obeying your wish for me to post more information on how the youth cd helped me. Let me begin by saying that it did increase my bust size by one cup from an a to a b. Which my wife finds tremendoulsy exciting. She just loves the larger nipples too. But bringing out the girlyness also helped me be more obidiant to her wishes. Like for example she gets mad if when i clean the kitchen I leave wet spots on the table or counter, It use to make me mad when she got mad at me, now I just can't help but want to rectify anything I do that displeases her. I enjoy drying the counter after I wet wash it clean just because that's the way she likes it. And this is the way I feel about anything she wants. The youth cd has created a lot of harmony in our marriage, as I no longer am aggressively wanting my way. I love doing things her way and keeping the house the way she likes it and making her meals like she likes them. I even clean one of her coworkers' apartment once a week as I do not work but stay at home to take care of my wife, thus having time to do so. I feel so relaxed now not all tense like before. well back to my housework before she wakes up I have to have breakfast ready for her when she wakes up and thanks a million for the youth cd. gene Gene <jerritootoo@cs.com> - Sunday, November 28, 2004 at 14:09:29 (EST)
Dear Mistress; I bought your youth cd last year about this time and have listened to it off and on ever since. My wife has used it with other things to train me to be her household servant and sexual gratifier. She no longer allows me to masturbate only please her however I get such wonderfull feelings from gratifing her, so much so that they more than make up for the loss. I haven't orgasmed through my penis in several months and feel just fine. I think I may be having female orgaasms. But I've never heard of such a thing so I am not sure if this is possible. there has been quite a change sine I bought your youth cd a year ago. I no longer resist my wifes desires or wishes and she has turned me totally submissive to her desires, and I have learned to like it. I guess I just want to thank you for the cd. My wife makes me listen to it a couple times a week sometimes more. bye and thanks again Gene. Gene <jerritootoo@cs.com> - Friday, November 26, 2004 at 00:08:55 (EST)
HI, I'm looking for a lady to teach me how to act more ladylike. for example:smoking ,lingerie ,long nails etc.. james <anonymous@hw.com> Calgary, canada - Monday, November 22, 2004 at 13:56:54 (EST)
I have just finished watching the coksuck swf again and I have never thought that I was bi and that I loved to watch it because I like to imagine myself as the guy ... but to be honest, I foud myself thinking that it would be really erotic to have a hard cock in my mouth. lol ... I wonder what I'll be thinking about it next month .. spiritus <spiritus@email.com> Canada - Sunday, November 21, 2004 at 21:17:20 (EST)
I've decided that I just have to order some of Mistresses CD's, trance training being first. The second is corset diet, and was wondering of those who have it, what its been like and what results you've have from useing it. The other CD that I would like to get is youth, i would just adore the feeling of and the realization of brests and a round bottom its be a dream and fantasy for far longer than I can remember. I know the results would greatly depend on the person but for those that have been useing Youth for a while have you experienced noticable development in these 2 areas? I think it would be so awesome to work on the corseted body, and get a more fem figure at the same time. Am hopeing these CD are as amazeing as i've heard as they would be granting me some of my deepest fantasys. Thank you for a wonderful site Mistress and for shareing your talent with the world. traveler traveler359 <traveler359@NO2SPAM@yahoo.com> houston, tx - Sunday, November 21, 2004 at 01:14:11 (EST)
Dear Mistress, I first went to your site to ask questions about improving my relationship with my wife. It seems she prefers me performing oral on her and wants me to take care of myself. We would have intercourse less and less. I would have trouble falling to sleep because I was constantly frustrated and angry with her. With your help I started to understand that she was feminizing me. You suggested I listen to cd 2,3,4 and 6 and I would be more happy. Cd 2 was great but I was a little nervous with elegance. After listening for a month now I'm happy to report that I wear lipstick, mascara, perfume and blush every day. I would not think of leaving the house without putting on makeup. I shave my legs every other day, tweeze my eyebrows, go for manicures and wear panties full time. My wife completely stopped having intercourse with me and I could not be happier. CD 4 and 6 are bringing out my real feelings more and more each day. I know I'm an anal slut and cum from playing with my dildo. My nipples are always hard and perky and my wife stimulates them till I cum. I flirt with everyone I meet because I am such a bimbo slut. Your program has made me so happy and I just want everyone to know how great the cds are. In two weeks I'm going to start Youth and Vixen. I can't wait till I have my own boobs. Thanks for all your help. I love you so much! Lisa Lisa Houston <mark_hstn@NOSPAMyahoo.com> NYC, NY USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 at 08:57:23 (EST)
God made some people warriors. He made some people poets. He made some warriors, and some rulers. But he made none Gods. And he made none slaves. We create our own purpose in life, and you should all create your own. Solomon <anonymous@hw.com> - Saturday, November 20, 2004 at 01:20:17 (EST)
Acceptance CD I'd not listened to an amnesia CD before and believe me this one does just what it says on the label.Even from the first time, it was difficult to remember anything about the content. The induction was familiar, to anyone who has any of Mistress's other recordings, but the tone afterwards is more powerful than any I have heard before. After that I couldn't remember what happened until I awoke feeling.... well slightly stunned is the nearest I can think of now.I felt very happy, but so empty I couldn't think of anything at all. I knew there was something, but I could't quite get it and the more I tried I just felt more light headed and happier.It was a strange and wonderful feeling that I couldn't make my own mind work properly.For a little time afterwards I was very happy just to sit and enjoy the feeling until gradually it faded. I still couldn't remember what happened though. Since then I have listened every day and time permitting, to another of Mistress's recordings afterwards.I have been listening to Elegance II for a a few weeks now and know the contents well, but last night only got part way through before I blanked out. When I awakened I didn't recall any of the CD, but even more I couldn't remember what was on it at all. Scary but nice! I just felt very relaxed and pleased with myself . I'd changed earlier to my feminine clothes,as I do each day now, and just wearing them was making me feel so pleased and happy.I loved my skirt. I loved my new boots. I tried harder to remember, but just couldn't. I tried to watch TV, but couldn't follow what was happening.I think I was just so happy to be a girl. It really is stunning. sarah <sarah@hw.com> UK uk - Friday, November 19, 2004 at 13:56:24 (EST)
Ooooo...Ms Mandy it sounds like Jasmine is really moving along and enjoying every minute of it. I’m very happy for both of you. :) My progress with Elegance and Mistress is moving very nicely as well. It’s nearly impossible now to leave the house without needing at least a light touch of perfume, blush, lipstick, and mascara on my face. I realize that it’s what I should do as my body tells me that so I’ve pretty much been following it’s lead . :) most days this past week I wore pantyhose under my jeans or slacks and women’s loafers with 1" heels on my feet. Those things alongs with fuzzy ladies sweaters and a camisole underneath made me feel so happy, feminine, and normal. Being a good slave girl for Mistress gives me so much pleasure. Thank You Mistress!! geri <geri_in_ri@yahoo.comNOSPAM> ww, ri - Friday, November 19, 2004 at 05:36:00 (EST)
To Jazz's mistress: Are you taking, or going to post, before and after pictures of Jazz when you're all done? I'm really enjoying the updates of her progress, and can't really visualize how big of a change this is for Jazz. Thanks! Anonymous <anonymous> - Friday, November 19, 2004 at 02:26:31 (EST)
if anyone doubts the effectiveness of CockSuck they only have to watch it for a little while...i am in deep trouble...i can't keep away from it...and i really don't want to be into men...i don't want to want what i find myself wanting more and more...i am so hoping that Mistress will make a lesbian animation that is as effective as this one is...before i forget why i'm trying to resist... helplessly selena selena <anonymous@hw.com> - Thursday, November 18, 2004 at 19:03:34 (EST)
Hello Mistress, i just wanted to give you and all readers an update on my progress now that i have begun to train with Your CDs. i have 8 of them and have so far used Elegance, Gemini, Happiness and Male Charm. On Tuesday i pulled an all nighter and was wired from diet pills. i think i listened to Gemini, Happiness and Male Charm at least 3 times each. i actually felt stupid and horny all day and eager for cock. my mouth was oh so empty. i went to the mall and was disappointed that i did not see many cute guys. i just wanted to look at their crotches and drool. The good looking women there did nothing for me, and all my pictures of hot women on my hard drive now seem destined for use as a guide to looking hot myself. Or to just drive me insane with jealousy once i start hitting Envy. Thank You, Mistress for setting me free via slavery to You. It is the best thing that has happened to me. Ever. i will add more details later. Your "Transexualizing" section in the "Forced Feminization Training Program", main story page, triggered an memory that i would like to share. In the text, You talk about finding out what turns on a given straight man. Then through Hypnotic Amplification Procedures you increase his desire to the point of obsession. He has to have these traits within reach. To paraphrase, on his person. He must become his obsession in order to satisfy it. When i was in 8th grade i one day found i had the house to myself. i decided to try and get drunk. i mixed straight vodka with a little vermouth. A combo i could not handle today, but as an ignorant "babe in the woods" i was able to drink like water. i got drunk very quickly. i then decided to entertain myself with one of my Dad's Playboy magazines. i already had read through his entire stash and was totally obsessed with these beautiful women. i was always very observant and can remember being completely turned on by the props as well as the subject. I.E. jewelry, furniture, drapery, tassles, all the symbolic elements that complete the highly sexualized images that Playboy produces. i was especially turned on by the Playmate's gorgeous shoes, feet and hosiery. i would totally obsess over these items. Well, i had what i can only describe as my own hypnotic trigger. As i stared at previously viewed images in a drunken state, i had an overwhelming desire to raid my mother's drawers and take out all kinds of goodies. i needed to be just like the Playmate. The photo was no longer real or immediate enough for me to get pleasure. i needed more. i took panties, pantyhose, bras, jewelry, shoes and i was compelled to dress in these items. i did just that. i had never thought of this idea before. This was the early 1970's so i did not even hear of crossdressing. This kind of stuff was not on TV, no pun intended, and your average child would not have a clue of this type of behavior. At least i had no clue. So, i had good conditioning at an early age and i can clearly see that i was always suppossed to be this way. To me this is empirical proof that what You talk about in "Transexualizing" is completely true. i hadn't thought of this event in many years. Either way, i thought You might find it interesting. Oh well, i find that i am starting to use too many big words again. That means it is time for me to listen to a little "Happiness". Thank You again for all You have done to me so far. You are the best, Mind Mistress!!! rowan rowan <anonymous@hw.com> - Thursday, November 18, 2004 at 15:08:46 (EST)
after reading my previous message, i realized that as i typed it i got more and more incoherent as it went. That's because as i thought about the things i did last weekend, i began to slip into that way of thinking and talking. i feel it happening again already. Fuck! where i'm at now, if i even pick up the suitcase that contains my alecia clothes, i am going to end up getting all pretty and dressed up, and once i am fully alecia my mind blanks all male thoughts out and i start craving cock an then i get online an set up dates with men i know an they come over an i suck cock an they fuck me an I FUCKIN LOVE IT!! i am too weak to stop it now...... alecia <sissyalecia@lycos.com> colona, Illinois - Thursday, November 18, 2004 at 07:05:07 (EST)
Hi Mistress! Hi Everyone! Jasmine Renee Hufnagel – A Journal Mistress Amanda has directed me to start keeping a journal in order for her to review my experiences with Mind Mistress’s CD’s. She has also told me to try to focus more on my feelings about, rather than on the mechanics of the changes. However, I will endeavor to address BOTH issues for the sake of your better understanding the changes in my life. Since this all started approximately two months ago, this log will consist of part commentary, part analysis, and part just plain faulty memory. I apologize for that last part. I have been a submissive crossdresser since I was 12 years old, though it may have had beginnings even before that. I remember, as a young child, visiting my sister who was much older. She had two daughters only a year or so younger than I was. We often played dress-up, and on occasion, when I had to stay over for some unforeseen reason, my sister always dressed me in a pair of her daughters’ underwear and a nightie after my bath. When I was twelve I discovered my Mom’s panty drawer and found myself fondling her things, trying them on and the incredibly good and naughty feelings they provided. At the time, I wasn’t aware that this was actually the birth of my sexual urges. I found that I particularly loved the tight restrictive feeling of her girdles. I continued to experiment along these lines throughout adolescence. I met Mistress Amanda, a natural dominant, during our junior year in college and we dated through our junior and senior years. Even though I planned to go off to take my masters degree and she was staying home for hers, we loved each other enough to get married in the summer before we started. I can tell you a long distance marriage for 9+ months can be tough to manage with graduate school workloads, but, manage we did. In fact, I think we became even closer during that time apart. Since then, we settled in a moderately sized town, close to a metropolitan area, where we have both pursued our respective careers. Mistress Amanda and I get along wonderfully. Most of the time. The only squabbles we have had are when our preferences in dominance/submission clashed. After all, very few people are FULLY dominant, or FULLY submissive, but rather a portion of each. Unfortunately, Mistress Amanda never really enjoyed my fantasies of forced crossdressing. I don’t mean to say she wasn’t supportive, she just didn’t like taking an active role, preferring spanking and other activities to force feminizing me. That all changed a couple of months ago. Around the last week of August, Mistress Amanda and I had a squabble about my crossdressing. I got the business end of her paddle and strap for a few days, but that wasn’t too different from usual. Things got pretty much back to normal until about the second week of September. She presented me with a CD, saying that it was a hypnosis CD. She also mentioned it was the first in a series and that I might like what was to come. I certainly didn’t want to argue with her. I remember the first couple times that I listened to it I didn’t feel like anything had happened. Maybe I was too tense? Or perhaps I was being too apprehensive or excited about the possibilities. Mistress Amanda directed me to stick with it, informing me that I’d find the benefits well worth the effort. Then, if I remember correctly, on a Saturday afternoon while Mistress Amanda was out shopping, it happened. I sat down with the CD player and the CD and listened to Mistress Linda’s soothing voice. I ‘awoke’ when the audio ended about 45 minutes later and felt…different…than after previous sessions. Among other things, I felt very happy and pleased. I also felt like I’d had the better part of a good night’s sleep. When I told Mistress Amanda of my success, she was really pleased. We had a great evening and she directed me to continue with the CD everyday. (Note: Anytime my workload gets so heavy that it cuts into my sleep. I use this CD as a sleep refresher and I’m good for several more hours, or just before bedtime after a 19-20 hour day, it makes the following sleep feel like it is twice as long.) I continued to listen to the CD for the next several weeks. It was just before the first of October, I began to get these strange feelings, these strange ... urges, at odd times of the day and in unlikely places. It all started with perfume. I thought I was going crazy and that my fascination with crossdressing had pushed me over the edge into obsession, or further, into insanity. I was afraid to mention it to Mistress Amanda, since things had been going so well between us. I kept hoping, in fact praying, that these urges would pass. Hoping against hope that this was a passing phase caused by the repression of my yearnings to crossdress. With no one to turn too, hoping was about all I had left However, the Urges did not cease. Quite the opposite, they continued to grow, becoming stronger, seeming to take on a life of their own. I tried to put them into the back of my mind, tried to ignore them, but that only made them worse. I didn’t know what to do. I felt that I was losing control and that someone else was pulling the strings, trying to make me do things that once would have been my most wonderful fantasies, but were now part of my greatest worries. I think the hardest thing about the whole situation at this point was I had no real idea where these feelings and urges emanated. I hadn’t made any connection between them and the CD. I was so worried and confused and lost feeling I needed, no feeling I was compelled to do something and not knowing where the compulsion was coming from or why. A few days later, Mistress Amanda and I were in a local department store. She was shopping for a new perfume when she sprayed some on my wrists – explaining to me that she needed to test it on a perfumeless wrist to tell what it smelled like. I barely heard her as waves of relief and near orgasmic pleasure hit me. For the first time in days, weeks my mind felt clear and I was completely relaxed and at ease. I felt…’right’… But, my relief was short lived. The perfume seemed to have done the trick, except that I still had the Urges. The very next day Mistress Amanda called me on the phone and with her first word I had that same powerful need as before. Same force, different focus – blush. I had no idea why blush, I just knew it was BLUSH! I needed it, I had to have it. I honestly thought that I WAS going crazy. A few days later Mistress Amanda, who had noticed these things, admitted she had changed my CD to the second in the series. A CD called Elegance and admitted that she had been watching (and enjoying) my discomfort. I guess the reason I hadn’t recognized that she had switched CD’s on me is that I have been a somnambulist since I was a child and that I still sleepwalk three or four times a year. In fact, Mistress Amanda ties a piece of yarn between one of my wrists and hers at bedtime so she’ll know when I get up. I didn’t know whether to be upset and worried or relieved and happy. I think that I felt a great sense of relief that I wasn’t going crazy. However, I still did not know exactly what was happening to me, or what Mistress Amanda’s future plans for me were. She told me that, from then on, she was going to take a little more active part in my crossdressing. She shared a printed form describing the effects of Elegance. She also told me that Elegance wasn’t the only training CD in her possession. Sharing the printout for another CD, Male Charm, she told me that she would use it on me if I gave her anymore trouble or grief whenever she felt the desire to tan my backside or use her strapon on me. Since Male Charm basically takes a woman OR a man and turns them into a cock hungry slut, and, since the very idea of being with a man turns my stomach, this was a very real, serious threat. Especially since I could see in her eyes that she was completely serious. The next day, she bought me some makeup. Lipsticks, blushes, mascara all in neutral or innocent shades that wouldn’t make my professional life too difficult. She began teaching me what all good girls must know: how to properly apply them. When I balked a little, She asked me if I really thought I had a choice… I think that’s really the first time I considered the permanence of all this…scary… She also shared some of her panties from her lingerie drawer. Before Mistress Amanda had started taking a more active role in my crossdressing, I had always enjoyed the soft, slick, sensual feel of panties. In addition to those previous feelings, they now give me a feeling of confidence and euphoria. Wearing them I feel sexy and completely at ease. Armed with knowledge of the trigger word and the suggestions and the tools to help comply, my life has become somewhat easier. And, since I’ve cycled through the list of suggestions from the CD, and gotten to the point of spending the entire day with perfume, makeup, lingerie, nail polish, mascara, thinned eyebrows, shaved legs, and hose at all times, the trigger doesn’t seem to have such a profound effect. I guess it may be because I’m complying and because it’s spread over a more broad range of suggestions, as opposed to just one or two. Mistress Amanda gave me the third CD in the series on November the 5th, with instructions to listen to it every day, in addition to listening to Elegance at least three days a week. So far I can’t tell any difference in myself, and I don’t know what the third CD is supposed to do yet, which is a little scary. I have no idea what her current agenda is. Was I listening to Male Charm and didn’t know or something perhaps even worse? Neither Mistress Amanda nor Mistress Linda will tell me what this one does as if guarding a precious secret. I’m also frightened at the prospect that I actually am feeling and acting differently and the CD is directing me NOT to notice. Yesterday, November 13, we had our first outing at the mall. The way I was dressed, with a padded bra under my shirt and other accoutrements had me extremely nervous. After all, the bra is one of the garments most associated with femininity. For me to be wearing one in public was a symbol of what I was becoming, an uncomfortable symbol that I struggled with for most of our trip out. So much so that, at first, I didn’t recognize that Mistress Amanda had led me to a jewelry kiosk and was telling the woman there I wanted my ears pierced. I certainly did not want my ears pierced at that point, but, Mistress Amanda used some kind of hypnotic suggestion on me and all of the sudden, I couldn’t resist. I had to have my ears pierced. I had to have the ear rings. So now, I have little gold orbs attached to my ears that feel very odd and a little sore. Yesterday, November 15, I met Mistress Amanda out for a nice dinner. As instructed, I applied my makeup as best I could and was wearing my stuffed and padded bra beneath a light gray pullover sweater. The sweater was a little tight so I kept slouching to try and hide my ‘breasts’. Mistress Amanda reached across the table, touched my hand, and whispered, “Sit up straight, Dear. When you slouch like that, it pulls the back of your sweater tighter and makes the outline of your bra much more prominent.” So here was another catch-22, do I sit up and show my breasts or slouch and show everyone I actually was wearing a bra. The small triumphant smile on Mistress Amanda’s face demonstrated how much she was enjoying my obvious dilemma as did her continued whisper, “Do you think it’s going to get any easier when your B-Cup forms get here? They are much…fuller...larger…and more realistic than what you have now.” I kept considering that all through the rest of our meal as Mistress Amanda brightly continued her usual ‘casual’ conversation. This was so far out of my control and no way to stop it or even slow it down. Now, here I sit at the computer typing this up from notes sketched out on paper, lightly made up, fingernails with clear nail polish, toenails polished a bright hot pink, shaved legs & chest & underarms, plucked eyebrows, clad in panties and pantyhose, a padded bra that has apparently become a more permanent accessory, androgynous clothes, ear rings, and a chocker chain. I never intended for this to go this far. I had always wanted Mistress Amanda to force me to crossdress, yes, but this is …permanent. And fulltime. I had always assumed that, if she took a more active role in feminizing me that I would be able to slip back into male mode periodically, if not frequently. The way Elegance works… going back to being male, even for a little while, just isn’t an option. And what’s really frustrating is the knowledge that it is my own mind doing this to me. Even if I had the desire, I don’t have the will to fight it. Written by Jasmine Posted by her owner Amanda Jasmine (Jazz) <jasminehufnagel@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 at 00:06:47 (EST)
Mistress, your cocksuck program is so strong - i cant .. i love watching it. i want you to control me more Mistress. please add a program for your sissy. an ass slut program, to make me need it like a g ood sissy yours mistress Horny Beth <anonymous@hw.com> - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 at 10:39:31 (EST)
dear Mistress Linda, thank You for the most exciting 5 days of my sissy life! we did my trance last Wednesday afternoon, and as usual i requested amnesia about the trance itself and also about my entire life up to now. i STILL have amnesia about the trance session, which really excites me to know that You put things in my mind and now i have no way to tell which of my memories and beliefs is "mine" and which came from You! anyway, after my trance, i actually believed and actually lived as a whore all the way through the weekend. my intelligence and social class were reduced to the point where i am just a stupid fuckin bitch no good fo nuthin but suckin cock and fuckin cock on dates wit guys i met on internet. just talking bout it i'm start to think that way again. i live in sleazy motel suck n fuck fo $$$$$ i smoke too virginia slims 120s an drink cheap wine watch shitty tv shows in the afternoon an make dates fo nite time to suck an fuck. hang out by the vending an smoke an talk to trukers they like me to suck them. i low class cant think clear horny bitch smoke drink suck fuck. i'm a cunt trailer trash ho. I LOVE BEIN A HO. from the minute i put on my dress i'm gonna turninto a ho.... alecia alecia <sissyalecia@lycos.com> Colona, Illinois - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 at 06:44:37 (EST)
Hi all, hi Mind Mistress, hi Amanda and Jazz Amanda your trip to the shops with Jazz sounds so cool, she is such a lucky girl. Catch you both soon, X Tula <anonymous@hw.com> UK - Monday, November 15, 2004 at 10:14:43 (EST)
Hello Mistress, Your Cocksuck flash is sooooo exciting! Thank You so much for posting it! It really grabs you and holds you without even realizing it. At first, i just watched for a kick because i thought it would be fun to see the beautiful women sucking cocks. i ignored the written words as much as possible. Each picture was hotter than the last and it made me want to keep watching more and more. The second time around i began to notice different things, mainly how happy and satisfied the women looked. How lucky for them! The pictures with come on their faces and running down the cocks were the most exciting. They really did their job well. i started reading the words more and more. Soon i began to choose which of the women i would most like to be like. The hottest was the one with the cock in her mouth and the come running down the cock becaise her mouth was so full. i was rock hard all the while. Soon i began to notice other things like how beautiful all the cocks were. i was comparing them to each other. What would i have to do to make them want me to suck them? i would have to become as beautiful as the other women some how and learn how to please them as best as possible. Then i would be as happy as the other women. i have been watching this flash over and over on a daily basis and i had a weird dream the other night... susie <anonymous@hw.com> Tewksbury, NJ USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 at 19:48:49 (EST)
Hello Mistress, Hello Everyone, I just wanted to say how much I love the site and that if there are any hypnotized she-males in the Seattle area looking for a good cock, I would be happy to volunteer. :) Keep up the great site. Jason <Morbo_20012001@yahoo.com> Seattle, Washington - Sunday, November 14, 2004 at 18:19:00 (EST)
Wow, I wish I could be Jazz. :) vikki <sissyvicky@no-spam-yahoo.com> Los Angeles, CA USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 at 16:01:06 (EST)
Hi Mistress! Hi Everyone! I wanted to give you a little follow-up on our shopping trip. Jazz and I had such a lovely time this morning and into the early afternoon. Before we started, and I suspected she would, she balked at the padded bra I had picked out for her. It’s a 36 A-Cup with underwire. When I grabbed my favorite strap and reminded her it had been a while since I had tanned her backside, she quickly complied. A couple of balled up knee highs gave her perky little bumps on her chest. You could have knocked me over as she fingered the garment and mentioned that if she was going to start wearing a bra that she’d need some realistic forms. I told her we’d discuss that later this afternoon. After I had her dressed, I had her walk back and forth a couple of times. You could see the outline of her bra when she moved certain ways, the padding at her chest, and her panty-lines clearly. I had chosen a brief style girdle for today since it would more effectively effeminate her crotch area than regular panties would. I watched her as she applied her perfume, blush, mascara, and lipstick. She’s becoming quite proficient at these and then I helped her with some eyeliner and eye shadow. I also plucked a couple of stray brow hairs. At that point we were set. We got to the mall just as they opened up at 10:00 AM. I wanted to get there early and let Jazz get a little more comfortable (but not too comfortable) being out dressed as she was. She was very nervous, at first, but did gain some confidence. I noticed a couple of people did give her a strange look or two, but for the most part, no one else seemed to notice (or to care). Classic example of “people see what they expect to see”. To most casual observers, we were just two friends or two sisters out shopping on Saturday morning. Of course to Jazz every whisper, every teenagers giggle, every stare was directed solely at her. After a while though even these only gave her a second of anxiety. We visited several stores picking up things for both myself and Jazz – mostly lingerie and night wear (including matching baby-doll nighties in pink and blue). We didn’t pick out any more bras until we have decided on Jazz’s ‘development’. Just before lunch I took her hand and led her to a jewelry kiosk that was advertising free ear piercing with the purchase of starter studs. When she realized where we were going I felt her tug my hand, and looking over, saw her wide-eyed and shaking her head. For the first time I used the secret soft trigger embedded in Elegance that Mistress shared with me a few days ago. (Thanks Mistress, I can see all kinds of entertaining uses for that one!) She reacted by squeezing her eyes shut and drawing a deep breath in. She smiled as she relaxed, but, then she realized what I had done to her and the look on her face was PRICELESS! Then with a resigned shrug and a little smile we asked the lady to pierce Jazz’s ears. Seating Jazz behind the counter, I watched her lay a hand on Jazz’s shoulder. She must have felt her bra strap because she jerked her hand away too quickly. Other than that brief loss of composure, she was very professional. She marked Jazz’s ears with a pen and looked to me for the okay. Then, with a nod, she loaded the gun and pierced first Jazz’s right ear and then her left. I also picked up a gold choker chain I thought would go well with Jazz’s earrings. The woman gave Jazz printed instructions on caring for her new piercing s and went over them with her briefly. Then she smiled and said, “Thank you, Ladies, have a nice day and please come back.” I thought long and hard about taking her into the LA Nails store next to the jewelry kiosk for some professional working length nails, but thought better of it this first trip. Oh well, maybe next trip. Before we left the mall, we stopped at the food court and ate a small lunch, sharing a turkey sandwich and each having a small side salad and unsweetened tea. Jazz kept reaching up and fingering her new studs. I asked her if she thought they would bother her and she assured me that they simply felt odd for now. Jazz is putting her new purchases away and mine as well. I think she may have definite maid possibilities. Soon it will be time for her to do Vixen and for me to do Massage, so I’ll close for now. Hugs, Mandy Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com> - Saturday, November 13, 2004 at 14:34:40 (EST)
Hi Mistress! Hi Everyone! Seems like ages since I posted last while, in fact, its only been a couple of days. I'll make this brief today. I'm entering my second week of training with Massage. I've advanced to the final stage - 'Converted' and I can tell you that this one does exactly what the description says. Thusday evening I came home and Jazz looked pretty good, except I had to freshen up her makeup so I ended going all out. Then she looked so good, we ended up in bed for oral only... Speaking of Jazz, she is in her second week of training with Vixen. I'm dying to trigger her, but I'm exercising disciplne to let the training become firmly set first. Today is going to be a big day for us. Its girls Saturday out and I'm dressing her in grey stretch pants, navy golf shirt with a padded bra underneath. This will be her first outing attired like this. Of course she'll be wearing panties and pantyhose, makeup and jewelry. I've chosen these pants because they show off her legs so well and they'll show off her pantylines and her nylons at the ankles. Speaking of jewelry, the purpose of todays outing is pierced ears - hers! Its a big step, but I think she's more than ready! Hope your Saturday will be equally fun! Hugs, Mandy Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com> - Saturday, November 13, 2004 at 08:19:44 (EST)
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Hi Mistress! Hi Everyone! Jazz went for a client meeting yesterday (Tuesday) and ended up having to stay overnight. Luckily, I almost always pack her an overnight back with some essentials, and this trip was no exception. And, it gave me some more time to play with Massage. I expect her home later tonight. (Don't forget to watch "He's a Lady".) Recall that I had decided to listen to Massage in stages (as described on the site) as if someone else was trying to program me without my realizing it… I wondered if, knowing what I already know, Track 8 and Track 10 would induce a mild amnesia or not. Starting with Stage 1 – Safe (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 8, 10) and planning to progress to Stage 2 – Adventurous (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 8, 10) and then to Stage 3 – Converted (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 10) over the course of a week or two. I want to start out with a brief commentary before I describe what I’ve felt in Stage 2. First, I’ve noticed that the more time that passes between listenings the more dreamlike the experience becomes. If I only listened to it every third day or so I think that, even I, might be able to convince myself it was only a naughty dream… What I’m about to say next may not make any sense, but, every time I listen to it I feel that the experience is more real. Its odd, but, my mind seems to be filling in little details that seem sharp at the time, and, yet, more dreamlike later. I’ve also noticed that, with each listening, I’ll remember something a little different, and forget something I thought was permanent. I guess that’s one of the things that makes it so surreal. I listened to Stage 1 on Saturday and Sunday. Monday night I started on Stage 2 and listened once. Tuesday since Jazz was away I listened to it twice. I really wanted to listen to it twice. What I’m about to relate is a compilation of notes, briefly sketched, after each listening. Settling into my easy chair, I adjusted my earphones and started Mistress’s CD . It wasn’t long though before I was completely relaxed and then completely out. Once again, I was back in a small white room with a couple of chairs facing each other and a massage table off to the side. I didn’t hear her enter, but, she instructed me to close my eyes and to become acclimated to her touch as she took the chair opposite mine. I felt her hands taking mine and gently massaging them. I could whiff her perfume, but couldn’t identify it since it seemed to be mixed and confused with my own scent and the odor of the fragrant oils heating under the massage table. After a time, when I had grown used to her touch, I was instructed to open my eyes and look at her. She was strikingly sensual. Of her features, I remember her eyes most of all… soft, gentle, warm eyes – eyes to fall into. I remember her helping me undress, slowly, and leading me to the table. I remember her telling me something softly, whispering, but, I can’t remember what it was. I DO remember her head massage, though. Like I said before, with a mop like mine, a head massage is divine! I remember her beginning to spread the warm massage oil on my back and how relaxing and soothing and sensuous it felt. I thought it a bit odd, but, I felt that I was becoming aroused. Then, that thought skittered away and there was only her hands and the pleasant relaxation and the feeling of her as she massaged my back. Then a ridiculous thought entered my mind - maybe the oil was drugged or something. I dismissed that and the thought was gone… Next she worked on my butt and thighs. Once again there was the feeling of arousal that I found odd, but, at the same time comfortable – even desirable. Then she had me turn over and started on my face. I noticed the temperature of the room seemed to go up. The table seemed to be heated, but the room temperature seemed to be warmer too. I remember thinking how odd it was as she took her little tank top off, but I couldn’t remember why it was odd. She leaned over me and started working on my own upper chest and breasts. Once again, I whiffed her perfume, and wondered if she spritzed it in her cleavage like I do or if she had spritzed each nipple and aureole. Her breasts were full and her nipples were pink and erect despite the heat. I don’t know why, but I found myself wondering about how her nipples would taste – would they have the piquant taste of perfume, or just the natural taste of skin. I was so relaxed and her work on my own breasts had me so aroused I was beyond caring. When she brushed her nipple against my lips I pulled it between my lips for a gentle suck. I felt her stiffen, momentarily, but never stopping working on my own nipples and breasts as I took the other between my lips next. Next thing I knew I was waking up in my easy chair 90 minutes later feeling wonderfully relaxed, and, at the same time, aroused and a little frustrated. I know what to do about the former… Hugs, Mandy Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 at 19:38:08 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress, I love your website, I love you, I love what you do. Im just trying to keep it short and simple for you. Sincerly Grayson Grayson Smith <Chex_Mix35@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, November 09, 2004 at 19:33:22 (EST)
Mistress, I have had the Three Icons CD for almost a month. I wasn't sure what you wanted to accomplish with it, nor did I understand what it was all about. That's no longer the case. I am sooo impressed! I had some difficulty sustaining a dominant attitude toward my subs... and after a while would find myself not wanting to even IM them. But this CD has really opened my eyes, my mind, and my psyche to some things that were just buried inside me. Your induction is just wonderful. Not exactly the same as before but enough of the elements that I'm familiar with (and love!) to make it totally unique to you. And I found myself going so nice and deep so nice and quickly. Three phases later, after having screamed my lungs out (I could tell because I was hoarce!), awakening with the feeling of being so in control! powerful! I was so energized, I couldn't wait to get back to my boys... and I haven't looked back since. Though I know I will listen to this CD over and over and over and over... You girls out there who want to control your boys... this CD is absolutely necessary. You need this. I need this! And I feel extremely grateful to you Mistress, grateful that you have enslaved me... I needed it so badly... and grateful that you are teaching me... I need to be taught so badly... and with this CD I think I have made a very big first step to fulfilling that! Thank you again, you are incredible! Rita rita <ritasheavenly@comcast.net> - Monday, November 08, 2004 at 20:31:30 (EST)
Hi Mistress! Hi Everyone! As for me, my assignment was to start on Massage. I had decided to listen to it in stages (as described on the site) as if someone else was trying to program me without my realizing it… I wondered if, knowing what I already know, Track 8 and Track 10 would induce a mild amnesia or not. Starting with Stage 1 – Safe (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 8, 10) and planning to progress to Stage 2 – Adventurous (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 8, 10) and then to Stage 3 – Converted (Tracks 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 10) over the course of a week or two. Another BTW, Jazz knows I am listening to some of Mistress’s stuff. She doesn’t know what I have listened to or for how long, though. I settled into my own easy chair Saturday afternoon while Jazz was out running errands and I knew she wouldn’t be back for a couple of hours. (She looked so cute when she left with a hint of blush, lipstick, clear fingernail polish. I can’t wait until next spring when I can take her out in shorts and show off her shaved legs and hose…) Anyway, I adjusted my earphones and started Mistress’s CD with just a little apprehension in trying something new. It wasn’t long though before I was completely relaxed and then completely out. I awakened almost 75 minutes later (Stage 1 is 50 minutes long) from a nice little nap. What I experienced did have the surreal quality of a dream, but it did not induce amnesia, though some of it is pretty fuzzy even after listening on Saturday and again on Sunday. Mistress is pretty thorough in her descriptions. I remember the Masseuse’s eyes most of all… Soft, gentle, warm eyes – eyes to fall into. I remember her perfume too… A scent I’m sure I’ve smelled before, but I can’t exactly place it. I remember the warmth of her touch, and the relaxing way she massaged my head. (With a head of hair like mine a head massage is divine.) I also remember the extreme pleasure I felt and the desire to return to this experience. I would have re-listened right then except I had some errands of my own to attend to… I also understand, now, why Elegance is a recommended prerequisite to Massage. Mistress uses the training triggers implanted in Track 2 of Elegance to enhance the experience and make it deeper and more meaningful. I also wanted to let you know how I felt for the rest of the afternoon. I felt marvelously relaxed – in fact wonderful – like I really did have a spa massage. I was freed of tension and stress – completely at ease. If there was any downside it might have been a feeling that there was more… A slightly unsatisfied feeling I couldn’t quite hold on to, nor could I completely lose it (if that makes any sense…). Hugs, Mandy Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com> - Monday, November 08, 2004 at 18:10:19 (EST)
Hi Everyone! Hi Mistress! Hmmm… I don’t know exactly where to begin. Let me start with Jazz. Jazz listened to Vixen for the first time Saturday; and I had to bite my tongue to keep from trying out the trigger to see what it might do. Mistress says it takes several sessions to become really effective. Question: Have any of you audio taped your responses during trance? Jazz responds really quietly during trance so I haven’t been an active observer most of the time. The novelty wore off pretty quickly. I also didn’t want to provide any distraction (at first), but now, unless there is mayhem going on, you can’t awaken her. On the other hand, Mistress clued me in via email that I should observe her about 18 minutes into listening to Vixen. By the time I got that email, it was too late on Saturday to try that so I had her repeat Vixen Sunday afternoon. Jazz usually listens to her CD’s sitting in the recliner in her home office. So, about fifteen minutes after she retired, I peeked in on her and watched for several minutes. Suddenly she lost the completely relaxed posture I associate with trance and gently shook her head a couple of times, she began squirming, and then low-level moans passed from her lips. A couple of times I heard, “More, Please!” and “You do!” She continued squirming and moaning for several minutes until she mewled like a kitten, her back arched slightly, she smiled and then relaxed again. Reading the description of Vixen from the site that could only be the point where Mistress implants her female orgasm. I’m not sure whether she was trying to resist or not, but, Gentle Readers, I think Jasmine Renee Vixen-Hufnagel has been born… BTW, after questioning Jazz, she either doesn’t remember exactly what’s on the CD or her conscious mind is blocking out the memories. I genuinely believe she isn’t aware that she’s receiving different programming. Hugs, Mandy Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com> - Monday, November 08, 2004 at 18:08:45 (EST)
I'm gonna go out and suck some cock tonight....I now masterbate with a didlo in my mouth! Jon <anonymous@hw.com> Somerville, Massachusetts - Sunday, November 07, 2004 at 02:37:44 (EST)
Wow! Someone is REALLY EXCITED about the he's a lady show! ;) I have to admit, I wish I had a professional makeup and wardrobe crew as well. I look pretty good, but I could stand a makeover. :) Megan Megan <anonymous@hw.com> - Saturday, November 06, 2004 at 19:18:02 (EST)
Hi Everyone & Especially Mistress! Just wanted to drop all of you with interest a brief note. Jazz and I have been mostly coasting since last weekend. Our professional lives have been busy...Busy...BUSY! In addition to that, both of us have been working on a couple of small tasks for Mistress which we hope to have completed today. We have received Three Icons, Massage, and Vixen. Jazz gets Vixen and I get Massage. In fact, Jazz has already listened to Vixen today. I keep having to bite my tongue to keep from trying the Vixen trigger to see what it might do. Mistress says it takes several sessions with it for it to be really effective... I'm thinking about an experiment with Massage for myself. Since I know what's coming, I'd like to see if the dream ending track would work with someone who knows what to expect. I'm also happy to report that, at least for me, the training & triggers in Elegance seem to have topped out. They're still compelling, but not so devastating as before. I'm not sure whether that's due to getting used to it, or that I'm just complying better. BTW, everyone is different - your milage may vary... Hugs! Mandy Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com> - Saturday, November 06, 2004 at 15:32:40 (EST)
I am interrested in buying a cd by I am a sceptic. I thought that I a free sample transformation file , if it works could swing me and many others to buying. Pam <anonymous@hw.com> - Wednesday, November 03, 2004 at 16:30:20 (EST)
Have you considered doing a shemale flash in the molds of the cocksuck flash?! Kman <anonymous@hw.com> Brazil - Wednesday, November 03, 2004 at 12:37:01 (EST)
Its is my goal to save only those willing to be saved. The training I received in resistance to mind control techniques would warrent me trying that CD worthless. Anywho I'v have acomplished my goal of at least getting a few of you to think about it a little deeper. Thats all I was attempting to do. Like I said before, That darn pope <anonymous@hw.com> - Wednesday, November 03, 2004 at 03:07:59 (EST)
POPE - acronym: Person of Persuasive Eloquence. While your effort is valiant, it is wasted nonetheless. As you claim to know something about human behavior, how can you not see that? Example: Going to a drug addict while he is in the midst of his drug induced euphoria and telling him it is wrong simply will not work. And, in relation, you come to this website giving warning of evil and addiction. Duh! The personalities of the people drawn to Mind Mistress's site have very much in common with the example above, slight the drug use. They have a mind control fetish with a feminization slant. As well as a desire to feel a fantasy created in their mind, and it does not bother them in the least if it changes core behavioral traits! Even to the point where the line between fantasy and reality becomes blurred. And thus, like all reality altering substances OR meditative techniques, it can become an addiction. To sum up: We are still productive in society, happier with who and what we are, and the worst is sometimes there is a little uncomfortableness around people who do not share the same desires! Such as yourself. Hope this was somewhat enlightening. "Sin"cerely, An anonymous guest P.S. Go on, try Trance Training: http://adult.hypnoticwishes.com/gallery/recordings.shtml#TranceTraining It feels wickedly delicious. Truly an outer body experience! anonymous guest <anonymous@hw.com> - Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 23:17:29 (EST)
Dearest Mind Mistress Linda, Just wanted to let you know how effective the CD Gemini is. I was one of the first to receive it(#3). After receiving it, i listened to it every night for about a month. If you recall, i sent you an email reporting little reaction to it. You warned me that the effect would be subtle. Then i listened to it off and on until the idea of going to work Halloween fully femme struck me. i knew the purpose of the CD was to let the wild side of my persona take charge, and felt if i could have that side of my persona triggered, i would be able to go thru with it. i asked you to send an email with the trigger word so that i could read it in the morning. i promised to listen to Gemini every night for the two weeks prior. The reason i asked you to send the trigger to me is i don't have a dominant other than you to trigger me. Just as i thought would happen, after being almost totally femme, pangs of doubt coursed thru my mind. i opened your email and the doubts disappeared. Following your directions i listened to the trigger several times. i had no qualms about who and what i was. The proof is in my actions all day. i NEVER liked having my picture taken but spent most of the day looking for people to take my picture alone or with someone i didn't care. i am usually an introvert but found myself walking from office to office showing my sexy self off. That is only the beginning. That was Friday. Its now Tuesday and i'm carrying a Polaroid picture of cynthia showing it to everyone. Even people i don't know. Today i showed it to a newspaper reporter! i know the only way to get the respectable side of my persona back in charge, is to hear or read the other trigger word. i know Mistress is not going to send it. The only other way is to listen to the CD again. Its a catch 22. If i listen to it again my wild side gets stronger. Yes, Mistress i down loaded the trigger and know i won't be able to resist the temptation to let my wild side out again, which means it gets stronger and stronger. It won't stop until i'm unrespectable! People considering ordering Gemini BE WARNED it is subtle until it hits you over the head!! your obedient and now sexy slave girl cynthia cynthia <anonymous@hw.com> - Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 22:20:32 (EST)
Thought maybe this was a site for adults which means they are allowed to make their own decisions. anonymous <anonymous@hw.com> - Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 19:04:34 (EST)
http://adult.hypnoticwishes.com/hypnosis-pictures/demoness.shtml the first example that comes to mind(no pun intended of course) Pizope Teh Holy Brethren <anonymous@hw.com> - Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 18:29:27 (EST)
Ok a few things, first of all I use the name Pope because its funny not because I love the Pope, although it was a worthy guess. Second, it was never said that you must do with out addictions as they are inevitable. The point I was trying to make was that all addictions have a cost to pay. Get addicted to food? BAM you get fat. Get addicted to smoking? BAM lungs don't work as great and you run the risk of disease. See the cause and effect working out? So the question I offer you is the addiction worth the cost? If it is, more power to you. Im not here to try and control what you do but more or less get you to think about what your doing. The more you know the more powerfull you are. Why do you think she wants you to be bimbotized? The less you know the easier you are controlled. Remember that someone with bad intentions will always reveil them if you listen closely. Think for yourself Love, Pope Pope man McGee <anonymous@hw.com> - Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 18:24:25 (EST)
Pope said stuff: We tend to be an addictive race - sex - smoking - eating - drinking - gambling - pretending to be more than we are - spending money and how we create our abundance - and now the Internet. Addiction is about taking away pain and fear - forgetting about your life - chemical imbalances - depression - lack of love and self-esteem - issues - seeking recognition and instant gratification - patterning. We tend to seek out new ways that can feed our addictions in a search to find ourselves - get help and release the issues. Addictions help relieve tensions and take us into altered realities if only for a while. With all addictions - there is a price to pay. So what should we be addicted to? What should we be doing? Should we be addicted to our jobs? Why is it whenever anyone wants to do anything other than go to work or go to church, it is immediately labelled an addiction? How about Christ addiction? Calling yourself the Pope? Perhaps you have an unhealthy addiction to the Nazarene and his philosophy of weakness? Don't eat, don't drink, don't have sex...just sit and listen to the self-proclaimed Pope! Tell me, Greyface...when we fly in from the Outer Darkness...kick in the Gates of Heaven...when we drag he who dare proclaim himself king of kings kicking and screaming into the Abyss...who will you sheep cry out to salvation for then? Go with the winning team! Vote Satan for the New Aeon! Megan Megan - Tuesday, November 02, 2004 at 02:23:47 (EST)
Dearest Mistress, Since receiving subconsciousness and elegance I was floored by being called darling. I have primarily been listening to elegance. Tonight I listened twice, the second time just watching your face on the website. I think there is yet a way to go for me. I have had the urge to wear perfume which has been obeyed. I simply love listening to your voice and listen almost every day to an cd. Just a side benefit is that strangely enough my mind has been clearer than ever in my life. Whatever is happening, trancing is changing my life for the better. The girl side is more noticeable but not at 33% yet. There is plenty of time and I hope you receive a feeling of satisfaction for what has been accomplished so far. This is being posted because it seems the right thing to do. Truly, Marney/Richard marney/richard <anonymous@hw.com> - Monday, November 01, 2004 at 23:58:53 (EST)
Dear mistress, Rob's girlfriend broke up with him today. I'm only telling you this because now is the time for Becky to take control ffully. She hasn't been looking at this website in a while and needs to be punished. What penance can I do to make up for my diobedience? please respond. Becky is soooo horny for cock since that cocksuck file was released and she needs to be commanded by mistress. thank you for listening, your cockslut bimbo Becky Becky <android4437@aol.com> - Monday, November 01, 2004 at 01:08:13 (EST)
for the last two days i've put on lipstick and blush before leaving the house to do laundry and other errands. before putting them on my doubts about it being the right thing to do were removed by the pleasure i felt and i knew that i should do it. this is what Mind Mistress said that i should do and it seems that finally some of my fears are being removed thanks to Her and Elegance. geri geri <geri_in_ri@NoSpamyahoo.com> ww, ri - Sunday, October 31, 2004 at 17:54:01 (EST)
Hi Mistress! Hi Everyone! Just wanted to give you a brief update. Jazz got home just before 8:00 pm last night amid a flurry of trick-or-treaters. We hastily closed up shop (since we didn’t really have any dress-up time before the end of Halloween) so I could inspect her. I’m pleased to report that she reeked of her perfume, was clean-shaven, lightly made up, fingernails polished (clear), and had the appropriate undies on. I’m so pleased that we both are opening a new chapter in our life together. Hugs, Mandy Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com> - Sunday, October 31, 2004 at 11:23:08 (EST)
any chance for posting an ass slut flash? and how about a shemale flash? -bj bj <anonymous@hw.com> - Sunday, October 31, 2004 at 09:27:52 (EST)
Hi Everyone and, especially, Mistress! I thought I’d give those with interest a little update on what’s been going on with us. Jasmine (Jazz for short) has been away on business for a week and should be back sometime today (Hooray!) so I’ve been in bachelorette mode for a few days. Oh well, it’s given me a chance to do some much needed shopping and to take care of a few chores, like throwing out all of her old male underwear and replacing them with panties and camisoles and hose… Per Mistress’s suggestion , today makes my 11th day of Elegance and in that time I will have listened to it 13 times, unless I listen to it twice today. I’ve been aware that the triggers and suggestions have been growing stronger with each listening, but something happened last Thursday that drives that point home – hard. Two of my coworkers and I decided to eat at a little restaurant near where we work. It’s a casual little –seat-yourself place with great food. We had just been served when four guys met at a nearby table, and in the span of a couple of seconds, I received trigger – Trigger – TRIGGER! My fork seemed to spring from my hand and skitter across the table as the effects of the rapid-fire triggers hit me. I hastily excused myself, grabbed my makeup clutch, and all but ran to the powder room. Once there I checked makeup – okay, checked jewelry – okay, glanced at nails – okay, whiffed perfume and decided it was a little light so I took my travel bottle and spritzed behind each ear, wrists, and lifted my skirt and spritzed the front of my panties. That gave me an opportunity to admire a couple of recent purchases – my very first garter belt and thigh highs… Now I felt sexy, confident, and completely at ease. I was just smoothing my skirt back into place when one of my friends came to check on me. I told a little white lie about it being time for my period and believing I may have started. (Well, I am due in a few days.) On the way back to our table I grabbed some new silverware and finished my meal only a little apprehensive about being triggered again. It’s those triggers I’d like to talk about. I’ve tried to condition myself not to resist the triggers, but there must be some little rebellious part of my mind that does or at least wants to. I ‘m still getting that anxiety attack followed by a brief pleasure wave, followed by a growing need to comply. It’s that growing need to comply with the suggestions. At least for me, that need continues to increase, uncomfortably, until it occupies all thought. I have to obey – I just don’t have any choice. I wonder how much stronger these reactions will get. I’m hoping they top-out soon… I con only imagine what Jazz goes through. She’s in her sixth week of Elegance. Mistress was fiendishly clever in her choice of the trigger word for Elegance. I get triggered answering the phone about two-thirds of the time, triggered meeting friends, triggered by nearby strangers, triggered by the radio, triggered by the tv… Shucks, I get triggered reading emails and receiving instant messages. There truly is no escape. I think if I were stranded on an island, I’d probably get a message in a bottle that triggered me. Oh, I’ve ordered Vixen (for Jazz), Massage, and Three Icons (for me). Mistress has ‘suggested’ I continue with Elegance until Massage arrives and then alternate those two. She’s ‘suggested’ a different scheme for Jazz. As most of you know, Mistress’s ‘suggestions’ carry a little more weight than those of others, so I think I’ll be doing just as she says. Mistress asked if Jazz was wearing full makeup, legs shaved, and nails done... So I’ll give you a brief update on how she left: When she left, she had clear nail polish on and had filed her nails into a smooth (but short) style. Her legs are shaved smooth and she has instructions to repeat every other day (chest & underarms too). Pantyhose are a go! Full makeup - Hmmm - I wouldn't call it full... Mascara - Yes, Blush – Yes (very neutral shade almost nude, but there), Lipstick - Yes (very neutral shade almost nude, but there). You have to look fairly close, but if you did, you could tell... I make sure and trigger her a couple of times a day in addition to what she's getting while out... And, she reports that she's 'behaving', and that so far, she's having fun... We'd also plucked her eyebrows a little before she left. I'm setting up a learning makeover session for both of us locally. (I need it too) to teach us about our best colors and accents, foundations, eyeshadow, lipstick, etc... I think I'll get her eyebrows waxed and both of us a pedicure there too. Hugs, Mandy Amanda <amandahufnagel@yahoo.com> - Saturday, October 30, 2004 at 08:27:05 (EDT)
Hooray for the pope! He is right, people will always try to escape from this world. But why do they do that? Well, the world is crazy enough as it is, there's basically a war going on right now between America and 'terrorist evil doers'. But that doesn't mean you should throw your life away. People should be positive and happy. Those who do not know their way will get lost, and do something they think might be a good idea, but get into it before they realize it wasn't a very good decision. I'm not saying everyone that comes to this website has made a bad decision, I'm saying you need to think before you leap, even if you leap wearing a bungee cord, it still might brea |