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Dear Mistress,
I'm writing with a few questions, I'm a 20 year old male. i like woman more than i like guys, but there is still some attraction to men, which is why i'm writing this. After looking through your site,
I was wondering if you might give me a few suggestions. I have never been hypnotized before, so i was wondering if I bought the first three CDs, (trance training, Sub-consciousness, and elegance) Would the CD's work on me, even though i have no other experience of being hypnotized? Or do i have to buy an online session with you first? Also i was wondering if it is possible for a man to have a female orgasm everytime a dildo or cock goes into his butt. Also i'd like to add that i am in the closet about my attration to men, although i have met a man who will let me live with him while i am feminized. So I could listen to the third CD without having to come out of the closet right away. let me know please.
Dan
Daniel <kid_v_33@yahoo.com>
placerville, CA USA - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 at 20:25:48 (EST)
this sissy slut thanks you and looks forward to working with you to become the best slut this sissy can be. kisses, ricki xxxooo
ricki <ricki928@sissify.com>
florida usa - Friday, December 26, 2003 at 02:16:18 (EST)
i think a slight case of spam might have crept in...:-)
selena <selenaprideuk@yahoo.com>
Westbury, Wiltshire UK - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 at 22:19:18 (EST)
Mistress,
Why am I here once again at your site, why do I desire to feel the things a woman feels? Why has this compulsion been with me since childhood. Stole my mom's and sisters undies while growing up. And off and on throughout my life gone through phases of cross dressing, mostly the underthings, although I did have a dress or two, but never went out cross dressed, I would be an ugly woman. I found your site about a year ago, and now keep coming back?
mendakay the sissy
mendakay
- Tuesday, December 23, 2003 at 11:02:02 (EST)
Mistress,
I have read Unintended Consequences last night. Today I felt a strong
desire to buy a packet of cigarettes, which I did (menthol lites) and
smoked my first ever cigarette. Also I went into a ladies dress shop and
bought a lovely black mini skirt.
Your sissy slave
Sarah
Sarah
London, England - Monday, December 22, 2003 at 18:06:52 (EST)
I listened to Elegance every day for several weeks, and the conditioning has taken over. Mistresses instructions have become a routine part of daily life. Now into the third week of Youth and even so soon it has had a noticeable effect. The tape measure does not lie. And now Vixen is available( I want it I want it), but what is a girl to do? would it be allright to use each of them without interfering with the effect of the other?
Barbara
Barbara <Barbara@strawberry355.fsnet.co.uk>
UK - Sunday, December 21, 2003 at 05:47:30 (EST)
When do you think VIXEN will be ready for sale? I would like for it to have a long-term effect. I'd like to take this "trip" knowing, in advance, it was a one-way trip. I'd like to "see" myself in a female body for the rest of my life. Are you good enough to permanently trap my mind in a female body I can NEVER, EVER, get out of? Go for it!
Jayne Vaughan <jaynevaughan@NOSPAMusa.com>
Venice, FL USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 at 08:51:53 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress,Reiko is so grateful and thankful for the Guidance that YOUR cd imparts on her.Reiko listens to the Elegance cd at least once a day if not twice on the days that are not committed to vanilla world obligations. Yet Reiko needs YOUR Direction in the process of ridding herself of the submale in which her nature is captive in.More and more ,YOUR words are true and are received with a thousand bows of obedience.Thank You Mistress.
Reiko <Drq21555>
Atlanta, Ga USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 at 02:14:39 (EST)
I have a suggestion for you mistress. How about using hypnosis to put someone in the body of their favourite celebrity. including all the personality traits they're believed to have (by the hypnotized subject).
My partner and I would love to take turns being for example Britney Spears. If I could listen to a prerecorded cd and at the end believe (including visual /auditory haluscinations)that i am britney. looking down and seeing britney's body and speaking and hearing britney's voice (regardless of which gender/size/shape it is in reality).
A companion cd could contain a simiar hypnosis set that would allow my partner to look at me and see britney spears, as well as hear my voice as britney, and of course touch me and feel britney (with all the important parts of course--regardless of what body parts i have in the real world).
I'm sure a smart mistress such as yourself would be able to make a matching pair of cd's that allowed the subject to select the person they want to be/see, maybe making use of pictures or videos or some kind of visual reminder that the subject would have to have (i'm thinking music video). Especially if this could become a trained ability that could be used on a regular/occasional basis and adapted with time by the users to allow a couple to be with each other as whatever celebrity of the week they want.
Think of the possiblities... a couple could have sex with each other... as each other. Or as britney spears and christina aguleria. Wives could make their husbands turn into shania twain and have some good lesbian action with her.
My only request for this one is that it would be temporary... with user decided triggers to quit (i'd like phone ringing to bring me out personally) that wouldn't affect how the user acts/feels in the rest of their life. And that it be reusable with the user selecting who they want to be.
feel free to edit this if you want to put it in your guestbook.. if not then please accept my humble suggestion.
katrina
katrina
canada - Monday, December 15, 2003 at 14:49:32 (EST)
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Regards
Sian
Sian <therapypractice@hotmail.com>
Bham, W mids UK - Saturday, December 13, 2003 at 18:47:44 (EST)
i just wanted to say thank You to Mind Mistress for...well, just about everything really. Specifically i see that Vixen will be done soon, and since that's the one i was hoping for, i'm very happy. Hopefully i will be able to order it after Christmas.
hugz,
selena
selena <selenaprideuk@yahoo.com>
Westbury, Wiltshire UK - Friday, December 12, 2003 at 18:36:14 (EST)
Hello Mind Mistress,
I have often wondered what it would be like to be turned into a female. My dad is a transvestite and I have always naturally felt like I should have been female. Even my mom told me that she wanted a little girl when she was pregnant for me. The feeling of being female is not due to physicality but, more of emotions and feelings. To be quite specific, I feel my emotions and feelings like a woman would and have crossdressed in the past. My friends don't know about this and I'm completely attracted to women with big tits. The bigger the better. I also find women with milk very enticing. I would love to experience what sucking the milk out of a woman would be like.
The reason I'm writing you is to give you a fantasy for people who like the whole BE(breast enlargement) and lactation fantasy while being turned into a female. OK, here goes.
I start going out with a woman that has about a FF cup size and she's caught me staring at them quite a bit. She asks me one night about why I stare at her tits all the time. I tell her it's something I've always done, like an obsession. We get into a conversation over the size of her tits compared to other sizes and discuss some kinky/fetish type things each other likes. She asks me to bring her home. After getting her home, she starts putting her tits all over me.
Not just blatantly putting her tits on me but getting me worked up by brushing them against me. As well, she starts asking if I'd ever had a woman that has milk and rubs and squeezes her tits. By this point I can barely keep from grabbing her and having my way and when I turn around she only has her skin tight shorts on. Next thing I know, she's feeding me her big tits and I taste something sweet come out of her. After finding out it's milk I begin to suck the hell out of her tits, draining as much of the milk as possible. Being full and not prone to moving, she straps me down to her bed and tells me I'm in for a huge suprise. She tells me after being asked that the suprise is that her milk has magical effects that make men transform into their "dreamgirl". She tells me that all the shapes and sizes that I like women to have is what I'm getting transformed into. Not only that but, the milk only temporarily transforms only if she's partially drained and it's for a reason.
She tells me that she could sense that I wanted to experience what it's like in a woman's body temporarily and that she knows that I'd stay that way if I liked it. After the change, she keeps me strapped down so I can't fight her and she begins licking and sucking, squeezing and rubbing and I can't help but feel just how much better it feels in a female body.
Write me and let me know if this might interest you.
sincerely wanting,
Buddgha
buddgha <Buddgha@NOSPAMexcite.com>
Lake Charles, LA USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 at 21:57:40 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress i have written another fantasy story about being hypnotised. i do hope that it amuses YOU and that it may be good enough to post on YOUR wonderful site. Here it is.
My wife, Rebecca, and I are in our mid thirties. We have no children, as my sperm count is too low. We decided a long time ago that we would not adopt. We live in a rather close-nit community and due to the fact that we have no children, we have been able to put a lot of money into our home. Our neighbor on one side is a widow named Kathy; she is in her 40s and does not like either of us. It is a long story but has to do with an argument over trimming some trees on the property line. The incident happened over a decade ago but she still will not speak to either of us. So we enjoy always smiling and waving at her and calling out hello, just to watch her turn her head and pretend she doesn’t see us. The neighbors on the other side of us live in a very small run down house. It is the biggest eyesore on the block. The woman’s name is Mary; she lives in the house with her husband Jeff and his father who everyone calls Pap. Mary is in her late 40s and her husband Jeff is about 10 years younger than her. Pap must be at least in his early 70s. Mary is a short round woman, about 5 feet 4, with bleached blond hair that is short and curly. She has large breasts, which she shows off by wearing no bra and tank tops. The problem is that the tank tops show off her fat belly as well. She has a rather large and round ass and likes to show it off by wearing very tight stretch pants. She also wears a lot of makeup and cheap costume jewelry. She has rings on every finger and every toe, not to mention her necklaces, bracelets, ankle bracelets, and multi pierced ears. She is very loud and bossy. There is no question as to who is the boss in that house. She started selling Mary-Kay cosmetics about eight months ago and invited my wife to a party. Rebecca couldn’t come up with an excuse and so she went. When she got home she couldn’t wait to tell me about the party. First of all Kathy was there and spent the whole night being nice to everyone except Rebecca, who she spent the whole night avoiding or ignoring. Then she said that they had played the old game of truth or dare. One of the guests was a psychologist that Mary and Jeff see. She hypnotized some of the women for fun and had them acting silly and even telling all kinds of stories about themselves and their sex lives. When Rebecca saw the look on my face, she assured me that she did not volunteer to be hypnotized. She did say however that Mary had revealed some strange things about her and Jeff’s relationship. There is a king size bed in the only bedroom in the house. Mary sleeps there by herself. Jeff and his father share the sofa bed in the living room. Soon after they were married, Jeff had made a joke in front of some of their friends about how much Mary snores. She has not allowed him to spend the night in her bed since.
Things were normal for a few weeks, though Rebecca seemed to be spending more and more time over at Mary and Jeff’s. Then one Friday when I got home from work she hit me with the news that we were invited to a cook out over at Mary and Jeff’s, and that we were going to go. I tried to talk her out of it, but her mind was made up. I figured if I wasn’t enjoying myself I could always come home. After all they lived right next door. When we got there Mary introduced us to their friends. Cathy was there and so were the neighbors from across the street. They were a couple in their early thirties. His name was Bob and hers was Paula. They both had tattoos and body piercing all over them, and ran a tattoo parlor in a city close buy our town. An attractive black woman who appeared to be in her early thirties was introduced to me as Sarah, their psychologist friend. There were also two older guys who appeared to be friends of Pap’s. Jeff offered me a beer and Rebecca disappeared into the house with Mary and the other women. We made small talk for a while. I could see that Pap and his two friends were getting antsy about something. They were whispering and laughing like school kids waiting on Christmas to come. Soon Mary came out the door and started over towards my house. I asked her where she was going and she just said that Rebecca had sent her to get some things that they needed. I figured it must be condiments from the kitchen or plates or silverware, or something like that. She was gone for about 15 minutes and I was getting ready to go after her to find out what she was up to when she finally came out the door with a bulging brown grocery sack. I was hoping that Rebecca would check the bag to see that she wasn’t stealing from us. Mary had no sooner gone into the house than Sarah came out. She pulled me away from the barbeque grill and said that she wanted to talk to me. She had a large gold pendent hanging around her neck on a gold chain. We sat facing each other in two lawn chairs and as she bent over and leaned in toward me and began talking in a very soft sensual voice I couldn’t help but watch that pendent between those two very firm breasts. I don’t remember what she said, only that she made me feel very relaxed and yet excited at the same time. We took a walk back by the garden shed and I remember getting very sexually excited. But I don’t remember why. We walked back and sat in the lawn chairs. It seemed like we only talked for a few minutes but when she told me to look at my watch, I could see that we had been talking for close to an hour. Jeff, Bob, Pap and his two friends were all looking at Sarah and I and snickering. I told Sarah that I thought they were immature assholes. She just laughed and then told me to look to the door of the house. Rebecca was coming out the door followed by the other women. I couldn’t believe my eyes. Rebecca’s long red hair had been cut, so that it was very short and spiked out all over her head. She was all made up with very heavy makeup, long eye lashes, dark eye shadow, her lips seemed somehow larger and puffed up. She had bright red lipstick that was very wet looking and long fingernails painted the same shade of red as her lips. She was wearing a micro mini skirt, a tube top and black stockings and high heels. Her ears had been pierced and there were very large hoops hanging out of her ear lobes. She had a black choker collar around her neck that had some writing on it in glitter. She came out the door, right past me, straight to Pap and his friends. She got to him and put her arms around him and gave him a long, deep, wet, open-mouthed kiss. She then turned and with her arm still around him, and him smiling like the cat that just ate the canary, she said to me, “I am now Pap’s slut, him and his friends are going to fuck my brains out and make me pregnant! And when I have that baby they are going to get me pregnant again, and again, and again. I am going to fuck them and suck them and be their baby making fuck toy.” She had a big smile on her face like this was the best news anyone had ever delivered.
“NO!” I yelled, “Webecca what have dey done to wou?”
Every one began laughing at my new lisp.
“What have they done to me? What the hell has Sarah done to you? Where are your clothes? And what the hell is that strap around your puny little cock and balls? And why are you talking with that lisp?" Then as though nothing was out of the ordinary she asked, "What does your collar say? Mine says “Pap’s fuck whore.”
I looked down and sure enough I was totally naked except for my watch and a strap around my dick and balls that came up between my balls pushing them out and away from each other. My scrotum was stretched tight around them. I put my hands to my neck and I also had a collar around my neck. I started to run towards Rebecca to get us out of there when Cathy of all people yelled “STOP FAGGOT!” I stopped dead in my tracks. I wanted to run to Rebecca and take her and myself home away from these people but I just couldn’t move. Why would I listen to anything Cathy had to say? And why did she call me a faggot? Cathy then said “his says, ‘Cathy’s slut, faggot’”
Pap then said, “Give me that wedding ring.” Rebecca quickly took her diamond engagement ring and wedding band and handed them to Pap. He smiled and said, “I could probably pawn these for a thousand or more, does any one here want to buy it from me?” Mary walked up and stuck her hand out and he handed the rings to her. She was able to put the wedding band on her pinky finger and handed the diamond engagement ring to Cathy who bent down and put the diamond on her middle toe. Mary then handed me my checkbook. Cathy said, “Write Pap a check for a thousand dollars, Faggot.” I was handed a pen and with tears in my eyes wrote Pap a check for a thousand dollars. He smiled as he took the check and then ordered Rebecca to pull her skirt up around her waist, showing that she had no panties on. Then he ordered her to go sit on the edge of the picnic table and spread her legs nice and wide and play with her cunt. “Get yourself nice and wet whore.” Then he looked at me with a big smile on his face.
Cathy then said, “Okay faggot, get on your knees and go beg Pap to fuck your wife, and offer your services on getting him hard. You will always refer to her as whore and yourself as faggot from now on.” I began walking toward Pap when someone pushed me down from behind and Cathy yelled, “on your knees asshole.” I crawled over to Pap and asked, “pwease fuck my wife.” Every one was laughing at me now. I couldn’t believe I was doing this. But I couldn’t stop myself. Pap just stood there, then Jeff said, “What else do you want to do for Pap faggot?” I again said “Sur, pwease fuck my wife and pwease wet me thuck your cock.” Again there was laughter all around. Pap dropped his pants and simply said, “start sucking faggot.” I then heard Mary say that Pap and his two buddies were all on a heavy dose of Viagra and that they were all anxious to take their turns fucking whore.
I then heard Sarah tell someone that she was getting it all on video tape. Pap had both hands on the back of my head and was pumping his now stiff cock in and out of my mouth, which for some reason was locked tight around his shaft. Before he could cum he pulled his cock out of my mouth and went over to Rebecca and began fucking her right there on the picnic table in front of everyone. She was really into it, thrusting her hips into him screaming, “fuck me! fuck me harder! Fuck me.
Then I heard Cathy say, “you still have two more cocks to suck faggot.” Without even thinking I was on my knees sucking on one of Pap’s buddies cocks. Soon he replaced Pap fucking Rebecca and I was still on my knees sucking on the third man’s cock.
That evening i was led over to Cathy's house and shown my new living quarters in her basement. Mary and Jeff moved into our house, and Rebecca stayed in Mary and Jeff's old house with Pap and his buddies. We were informed that Rebecca and I would be going to Bob and Paula's tattoo shop in the morning for tattoos and piercings.
i hope that YOU enjoyed my fantasy.
daphne girl <daphne_girl1@yahoo.com>
Ohio - Thursday, December 11, 2003 at 07:57:30 (EST)
Dear Mistress;
Im such a bimbo, forgot my email adress.
camille
- Monday, December 08, 2003 at 17:51:30 (EST)
Dear Mistress;
I have listened to the youth cd 3 days now.eveytime i put on a bra my nipples immediatly begin to get warm and tingly. My breasts feel sore, is this normal? Also, I've found that i can't stop swaying my hips when I walk and I feel so passive. Also, I look at guys crotches when im driving down the road. I'm getting a little scared.Yesterday I was driving and looking at guys crotches and I noticed i was rubbing the tip of the turn indicator like it was a penis. I'm gettin really scared about this. My wife is happy with the change, I use to rebel when she ordered me around but now I'm so passive I just accept what she says. Strange things are happening to me.
Camille
- Monday, December 08, 2003 at 17:46:51 (EST)
For those poor people who are addicted to this site only for its relaxation but suffer from shemale, transvestite, or other side effects... the solution is simple, change all thoughts of wanting things you don't truly want into more relaxed messages like 'I am relaxed' or 'The more I try to stop this the more relaxed and free I will be'. It's all about subliminal messages and suggesting things to your subconcious, the Mistress here is a professional indeed. But don't let that stop you from being who you TRULY are. If you still like male/female body parts smoking, ect. then give yourself commands that will limit it to private time and such. You will only be controlled if it is truly what you want. Feel free to modify commands from some of the stories you read on this site.
Best of luck.
PsychoMaster
- Monday, December 08, 2003 at 02:25:29 (EST)
Mind Mistress has suggested that i should explain that the fantasy i submitted a little while ago was supposed to be a vote for the Vixen CD. Unfortunately, i got so carried away with the fantasy that i forgot to add that slight detail.... *sigh* i am such a ditz.
i hope people enjoyed it.
hugs,
selena
selena <selenaprideuk@yahoo.com>
Westbury, Wiltshire UK - Sunday, December 07, 2003 at 17:46:14 (EST)
I am just writing to place my vote for the massage cd as I would like to be able to share the experience with my wife and have her approval to terminate the more male aspects of my life allowing Melissa out of the closet for good. The amnesia and sleep tracks would be great if they could be added too.
Yours for eternity,
Melissa Foxx
MFoxx <mfoxxcd@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 06, 2003 at 20:56:15 (EST)
Dear all powerful Mind Mistress,
Thanks you for your cds I love them i'm making very good progress with
them I have a total of 6 now my favorite is male charm
I love to feel like a woman need to feel like a woman I listened to Male
charm last night I was so deep that I lost all track of myself and became
Connie the girl at the bar the effects were so strong that I felt like
I was getting fucking all night long even after the session was over the
Music kicked in and ((((WOW)))) I was back on the table this time alot
more guys and cock mmmm just thinking about it gets me so worked up please
my Mistress for Christmas make your next cd Vixen I need to get rid of
my male body for good . my next favorite cd is youth mmmm I need big boobs
must have them so far they are starting have more feeling in them i'll
keep you posted on the progress. my next favorite cd is happiness I feel
so much better not being able to think mmm infact I love listening to
this cd before Male Charm its just make me so open to everthing. Your
new cd envy I just got today I listen to it once mmmm I have get a cock
soon ... I need to get a cock soon . also please put out your oral cd
soon
mmmmmmm I can almost taste it ...... PLEASE
your Cockslut bimbo
ps I love all our cd's
elegance , trance trainer and others keep them cummming Connie
Connie <ConnieL69299299@aol.com>
Horsham, PA USA - Saturday, December 06, 2003 at 18:49:43 (EST)
Dear Mistress;
forgot my email, i use to be Gene.
camille
camille <simmonsevie@aol.com>
- Saturday, December 06, 2003 at 18:40:23 (EST)
Dear Mistress;
I had lost intrest in reading the adam series and began driftiing back to my normal self. today I recieved the youth cd in the mail, and when my wife left this afternoon to shop and play pal around with one of her girl friends I was left alone. Even though I had no desire for breasts I felt drawn inexplicably to listen to the youth cd. In fact I couldnt wait. I was amazed at how my breasts felt warm and tingly. And after it was over i couldnt wait to put on a bra. which i have on now. i have been walking around the house swaying my hips and feeling so passive, holding my hands on my hips like a girl. it better wear off before wife comes home tonight.. she wont understand. I do hope she wants to suck my tits tonight. I can't suggest sex with her she gets mad if i do but i do want to try out my nipples now. She has been a lot less irritated with me since ive been keeping the house neat. Maybe she will suck them more often. heres hoping. Just got up to walk to kitchen still can't walk without swaying my hips. breasts feel so warm and tingly. cant resist using my new name. feel so passive.
Camille
camille
- Saturday, December 06, 2003 at 17:34:18 (EST)
Mind Mistress,
You are in my mind talking with me nightly now (& during the day when I can gain control) and it feels better than I've ever known for now, listening & desperately needing to obay~ obsessing on every word you speak, I have completly transformed into that which my immoral essence needs to be~perverted female Lust!
I choose VIXEN, for I have mpg's of my very buxom essence in a file titeled, as you know being in my mind, Vixen.
Your humble slave,
Lynda Lust
Lynda Lust <lltg@webtv.net>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Wednesday, December 03, 2003 at 01:49:26 (EST)
I'm coming.
I'm the shape in the shadows at the foot of your bed, the one you've been telling yourself was just a coat draped over a wardrobe door. Just a darker patch against the dark, but the more you stare, the more you see me. By the time you realise what you're seeing, it'll be far too late to look away. Even if you could. Even if you wanted to.
I'm coming.
Now more and more of me emerges into the unlight. Look at my skin, how soft and silky smooth it is. See my slender arms and tiny hands. I'm much stronger than I look, you know. Watch as a passing car's headlight traces the curve of my breast, the gentle swell of my hips. See my face, my full, kissable lips, my dark dark eyes glittering in the light of star and street lamp. They're green, but you can't tell at night. Trace with your enraptured eyes the tumbling fall of my hair down my back to my ass, and pause there, Morocco. Have you ever seen an ass like that? You'd love to have an ass like that, wouldn't you?
Well, it's your lucky night, my friend, because I'm coming.
What was that? How did I suddenly get so close to you? I've been close to you for a long time, much closer than this. Would you rather I moved away? No? That's good. Let's get cosy. I know. I'll lie on top of you like this. No, there's hardly any weight to me at all. Not yet. Just enough to drive you crazy with wanting me. Wanting to be inside me, to fill me with yourself, to drown in me. Soon, my darling. Soon.
I'm coming.
Now as my lips meet yours, you feel the strength leaving your body. You realise too late what is happening and you try with all your heart to push me away, but it isn't your heart any more and it doesn't want what you want. For a moment you struggle, seeing with two pairs of eyes, caught between two opposing wills, then the weaker will crumbles and you are mine.
I get up from the bed, revelling in my luscious young body. I find the cigarettes and holder where I hid them last night, light one and take a deep drag. My other hand strays down my body, finds the sweet wet cleft where five minutes ago there was a cock, and begins to pleasure me. Every time I do this you grow weaker. Every time you submit to me I grow stronger. Soon there will be nothing left of you, nothing but a physical body to be reshaped in the image of the body of light I now see and feel. Soon I will be free to find other men to enslave, to subvert, to transform into my sweet sisters, and so onward and outward. Nothing can stop us. Nothing can stop me.
I'm coming.
selena
selena <selenaprideuk@yahoo.com>
UK - Tuesday, December 02, 2003 at 19:19:37 (EST)
Dear Mistress;
Last night I dreamed I was an attendant at a boys camp in the woods somewhere and I was folding up the ends of a bench when 2 boys about 16 or 17 , who were a little taller than me came over and began telling me how to fold and unfold the ends and how it had to be done exactly right for their exercises the next day. I told them that I had already been corrected on how to do it and would do it properly the next day. They left and this Lady who was a department head at the camp or the camp mistress came over to me and began talking to me. She was a head taller than me in a black dress. She said the other girl boy at the camp danced for his meals. I suddently became aware that I had long blonde braids coming down from my head wraping around my neck, and that I had no beard stubble and looked like kinda like a young teen girl, with just a few freckles on my face. Anyway the camp mistress said to me then, "If you want to eat tonight, you will have to dance for me." She turned and walked away and as she did I said "Ok I will" even though I didn't want to. But I didnt want to go hungry either. Anyway all this morning the image of my face in that dream, with long blonde braided hair and a soft emasculated face keeps coming to my mind. I feel reading your posts and reading the feminization stories is spilling over into my dreams. Is this possible? Anyway I gotta get back to my house work. Don't want to get the wife mad when she comes home this evening.
Gene <simmonsevie@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 02, 2003 at 13:13:36 (EST)
Mistress,
I have 2 good questions for you: Can someone be hypnotised for smoking
that is allergic to smoke? My wife is allergic, but if she did smoke,
I could smoke in the house again. Also, since I know that she is not into
feminization, would it be possible to hypnotise her to feminize me as
well? Any info would be greatly appreciated.
Deron <deronhanson@yahoo.com>
Graham, Texas 76450 - Monday, December 01, 2003 at 11:39:00 (EST)
Dear Mistress;
The more I reread adam series the more i love cock. cum is so yummy. the wife has left for work and im alone sucking my dildo. it is so delicous. thank you for leading me to sucking cock.it is so wonderfull feeling a cock in my mouth. Also, I have begun to love doing my house work, I use to hate it. My wife does hardly any house work and gets upset with me when things arent neat and orderly. Well i find totall enjoyment cleaning the house, putting things away. its wonderfull. And she now is happier, and last night , after i cuddled up to her and kissed her so femininely she played with my nipples and sucked them for me and masturbated me. She wont let me penetrate her or play with her clit but i suggested we get a vibrating dildo and use it on her clit. And surprise of surprises she agreed, Oh I'm overjoyed. I mentioned in one of the letters to you that I did housework and after I did I found my self saying monotone like, "I love house work" Now I really love house work.i think the mind control from the adam series just spills over. um hard to type with this dildo in my mouth. the dress makes me feel so good too.
Gene
- Monday, December 01, 2003 at 10:11:48 (EST)
Dear Mistress,
Please can you work on Vixen, because I look for such trance for years, make it strong so my female site can overrule my male site, making my female self more and more real, at the expense of draining the life-force out of my male self, to make my male side weaker, while my female self gets stronger, more real and in control of my male body. So I have no chance to return in my male self and by every try to return to my male site my female self will crow stronger by every try. Till the moment the only choice I can make, is taking female hormone to become a real shemale, in that way I am really
happy, please turn my on by your powerful trance.
Regards Natasja
Natasja
- Monday, December 01, 2003 at 06:01:05 (EST)
I think the Vixen CD would be great. Also adding a strong post of compeled listening and amnesia would add to its appeal. I would also like to see some memory modification CD's produced. Seems they could be very usefull in bringing about major feminization. By creating a virtual personal history, feminization would be just a natural and expected result. If someone had always wished they where a girl, had always been attracted to men, had cross dressed since a young age, it would easily explain their desire for feminization. Just a thought, keep up the good work.
pandora <dmlbl2001@NOSPAMyahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 30, 2003 at 18:43:09 (EST)
Dear Mind Mistress,
Oh, Vixen, please. i am so tired of that man continually reasserting himself. i want him dead. i can be him far better than he can anyway. i want him downgraded to what he should be, a disguise i put on to deal with the people who don't understand. i want to be me!!!
i've only been able to afford Elegance so far, but i will definitely be ordering Vixen whenever You are able to create it. i'm hoping to get Youth as a Christmas present to myself soonish...
Adoringly Yours,
selena
selena <selenaprideuk@yahoo.com>
UK - Sunday, November 30, 2003 at 13:27:32 (EST)
hi mind misstress, I'm a first time poster! I visit your sight all the time and love it. I need to vote for the vixen cd. I've never bought a cd before, however I feel the vixen cd - its just serious, ya know? I would love to take my transformation to the next level like that. ok, xoxoxjessica.
Jessica Pangis <Jellyhead17x@hotmail.com>
NY, NY USA - Sunday, November 30, 2003 at 11:45:32 (EST)
Dear Mistress;
My wife is 5 foot 7 not 4 foot 7. I really do need to proof read. lol. Anyway , gotta go get the house looking nice before wifey poo comes home. bye
Gene
Gene
- Saturday, November 29, 2003 at 13:15:09 (EST)
Dear Mistress;
well I'm writting this letter because you said I should say more. Lets see, Oh yea , I forgot to mention that durring that marvelous sexual experience I had Thanksgiving (by myself) that my nipples seemed warm and I know they were slightly pulsating. In my mind they seemed to be about a cup size with and egg shaped ending that was totally nipple and aurora. they were so super sensitive. Well anyway I must have had orgasms for about maybe 2 hours. wave after wave.
Mind mistress said that if i reread the adam series it would stop me from having those thoughts " cum is yummy, I love yummy cum, etc." from going through my mind. I kinda doubted that would work but I seemed strangely drawn back and tried to resist but finally wound up reading parts 1 , 3 , and 7 again.i wasnt reallly turned on by it. i had cum so much.but yesterday I had this strong , super strong desire to buy a dildo. And I did. I bought it on the way to work yesterday (I go to work in the early afternoon). Today, saturday, my wife is gone to a training session for her work at some hotel, she didnt say which one, and after she left I went and got the dildo, and put on one of her dresses, (we are about the same sise, she 4 foot 7 140 lbs, me 5 foot 10 155 lbs. I have been sucking on that dildo for a couple hours, my mouth is sore. feeling all giggely. INside im screaming STOP STOP STOP, but i can't seem to stop. I can't get excited sexually because I came so much thursday. but i feel like totally relaxed sucking it.moaning, its like sex in the mind. I am going to have to stop doing this this is crazy.
Gene
- Saturday, November 29, 2003 at 12:55:13 (EST)
Dear Mistress:
I read the adam series several days ago and what follows is a direct result of reading it. I am not homosexual, but what happened is.
yesterday I had a new experience. We were at some friends house for thanksgiving and my wife and I were standing together talking and all of a sudden I started saying in my mind "cum is yummy, I love yummy cum. I want yummy cum," over and over these thoughts are going through my head while im looking at my wife talking to her, then I start to feel the area below my cock , above where my balls hang down, begin to expand and get aroused, then it started pulsaiting all the while im thinking "cum is yummy, etc". then i started climaxing, not with my penis though. My wife droped something while this was going on and i knelt down to pick it up and all of a sudden my face was about 2 feet from some guys crotch. Everything in me wanted him to pull his cock out and feed me. Well it was getting hard to keep a straight face so I asked if I could lay down in the bed room because I didnt feel good all of a sudden. She said yes so i went in the bed room and lay down. well this continued for about an hour me pulsating between my legs and feeling wave after wave of ecstasy as i felt something inside me feel like something squirting. finally after wave after wave of ecstatic orgasms it ceased. and I got back with the crowd. But then it started again and I said i wanted to go home so i did. My wife stayed. On the way home, alone in my car, i began to do what must have been a chant, "cum is yummy, i love yummy cum, cock is yummy , I love yummy cock". I felt so relaxed and mindless it was a great feeling, all stress was gone. now I dont have the desire to say "cum is yummy" and I don't want to say that but the relaxed feeling of mindlessness was so super pleasant. I feel tempted to reread the adam series to get back in that state of mind, it is luxurious. there is more I could say about what happened but I guess I've said too much as it is.
Gene <simmonsevie@aol.com>
- Friday, November 28, 2003 at 07:07:36 (EST)
Dear Mistress;
Ummmmmm I bought it. I feel relieved I finally bought it. I seem to be loosing all shame. I can't wait till it gets here. Please hurry. pretty please. And thank you so much.
Gene <simmonsevie@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 at 16:31:54 (EST)
dear Mistress; i just have to have that youth cd. I feel such a stong craving to buy it. I don't think i can resist it. If it makes my nipples more sensitive than they already are, and they are sensitive. I feel like im floating away when she sucks them and nibbles on them and pulls them. It it gets bettter than that , which is super , I just gotta have it.
Gene <simmonsevie@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 at 15:58:53 (EST)
Dear Mistress; Well I showed my wife the cds you have for sale and she said hypnotism is all a bunch of malarky, But if we should get anything it would be the youth cd because she said it would help her to have a larger nipple to suck on me. I don't know if she was serious. I am so tempted to buy it because i get such an orgasm from having my nipples sucked. My wife has been sucking my nipples so long and denying me intercourse with her that i dont even like to masturbate . its so yucky to me. at the base of my penis i pulsate and have something like an orgasm , my penis stays small. and doesnt ejaculate, except when my wife masturbates me. I wonder what all this means, its not normal. I don't know. also your site really affects my mind. after reading adam i kept saying stuff like "cum is yummy" So I am really kinda afraid of getting your cd. I gotta think about it.
Gene <simmonsevie@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 at 13:55:55 (EST)
Dear Mistress; My wife buys me women's cotton tshirt night gowns and has for years, she buys me womens clothes all the time that can pass for mens clothes. I complained a few years back about my knees hurting and she has bought me tights , even pink ones, to wear for support. she bought me a very frilly girdle when i complained of lower back pain, saying it would support my stomach muscles. and just the other day she gave me this girdle like slip with slightly padded bra. i wore a thick coat as i was doing chores outside. Do you think she is trying to slowly feminize me? Also durring sex she wont let me penetrate her but sucks my nipples till i go crazy and masturbates me shooting it all over my stomach usually. After reading some of these stories I am beginning to wonder.
Gene <simmonsevie@aol.com>
portland, oregon usa - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 at 01:17:41 (EST)
Is there even a choice? VIXEN! Who couldn't stand to have a little of that nasty man still left squeezed out?? huh??
MK's Kathi :) <You Know It.. lol>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2003 at 23:09:46 (EST)
I have purchased your trance cd and I dont feel I am being hypnotized.
is there some kind of trick that will relax me more so I do?
I read your stories and would really love to experience something my self. I am holding off right now on buying a second CD until I know this one is working. How do I know.
By the way i like the milking cow story. I can realy relate to how ash, i mean ashley feels. I have always felt the need to be a girl just havent had the nerve to explore it. I am even nervous to explore in my own house and i live alone. i always afraid someone is going to see me or find out and then no one will want to be with me.
Well i guess i am saying I was hoping the Trance CD would start something in the right direction.
Any suggestion?
Thanks
Randy (Randy can be a girl name to cant it?)
Randy <callisr@aol.com>
Evansville, IN US - Monday, November 24, 2003 at 23:52:26 (EST)
I think Massage is a better choice. However, I would recommend making it a Bi-Preference CD. I would natually use it with my darling spouse. I can see me suggesting that she use it to relax. She tells me that she would but she doesn't like that the CDs wake her up at the end. She wants something that relaxes her and helps her fall asleep.
"Well, Dear. Try this. It is called 'Massage' and is designed to help you relax and sleep (hehe)." She reluctantly agrees, puts on the headphones and starts to listen and is soon solidly relaxed.
The next afternoon I ask if she felt better. "Yes, but I think I need to use it again." "Okay, you probably need to listen to it a few times anyway before it helps you", I say.
The next day she starts talking about these cute women she noticed while at lunch. She mentiones how soft and silky their hair looked and how thier clothes were so tight she couldn't help but notice... There was this other woman with a really cute little heart shaped ass that she noticed at the bank... "Thinking about them is making me feel summery", she says with that look of desire.
After a few more nights of listening she wants to look up some girls girls sites and some other women she notices that "make her so hot". She also can't stop listening to the CD before bed. It just helps her sleep better she tells me.
By day 9 we are out shopping and she is talking to another woman. I don't know this woman bet she is good looking and my wife and she really sem to be hitting it off. My wife tells me she is going to shop in Quattros with her "friend". She'll meet me in the food court she tells me... As she turns to meet her "friend" I catch that look in the other woman's eyes as she looks at my wife... I know my wife will be pretty relaxed when I see her next. :)
Barry
Willow, IL - Monday, November 24, 2003 at 22:15:54 (EST)
After reading the stories and seeing the pictures I'm starting to save up money for some sessions hopfuly some phone some personal
Scott <hypnoticslave2000@yahoo.com>
Dunkirk, Maryland USA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 at 12:27:09 (EST)
After reading with great intrest the articles and information on your web site, it intrigued me to take a look at my own personality, here is what i have so far discovered, Thanks a lot for a great web site.I am now contemplaiting buying a tempory feminising CD such as part time girl.
with love SYSAN
My True Self and My Feminine Mystique
Exploring my female sub – conscious to achieve a greater understanding of my personality and to use the information gained to help me balance the imbalances between my masculine and feminine side.
Since I have let my female side become more dominant I feel more confident and self confident, I feel as though I could interact with other people better, especially women. I would like to make use of this higher level of confidence in my male personality. It is Interesting that when I decided to let my female personality take charge for a while I instantly felt like I actually was female, I wanted to go shopping and try on make up, as well as have long and open talks with friends on subjects I wouldn't discuss during my male personality, it was almost like my sub-conscious mind convinced my conscious mind that in fact I was a teenage girl, however my physical body couldn't at times keep up with how my female personality was making me feel. I achieved a great sense of pleasure and a sensation of contentment. In the end I would like to balance out my female and masculine sides for an all round personality that suits the person I believe I am, my sub-conscious mind being greatly feminine than masculine wants me to become the woman she feels, however obvious physical restraints prevent this and I accept that I am a male, so I believe my end goal is to use my female personality to greater influence my much weaker male personality in essence I want to become a male who makes use of his female personality to enrich his daily life. To further explore my feminine side I may choose to look into a residual self-image for my female personality, to aid "her" in physically expressing herself as "she" does mentally.
SYSAN <spikeops@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
Leeds, West Yorkshire England - Saturday, November 22, 2003 at 20:59:29 (EST)
Hey ! Enter Was Here !
Enter <jowolfa2@hotmail.com>
NYC, NY USA - Saturday, November 22, 2003 at 15:12:11 (EST)
Hi Mistress,
Planning on ordering a CD for my wife's use to become more uninhibited - but need a little help 1st. #6 Happiness appears to be the best for our situation. Can this CD stand on its own...or are other CD's such as Trance Training and/or Elegance also good to be used in a prior sequence before Happiness? She has no prior trance experience.
Tim
Tim <tmwnd1982@aol.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 at 01:33:06 (EST)
Hey! I just want to be the first to publicly welcome Lady Jane. I
like the pics, and nearly fell off my chair laughing at the
"rules of mind control". Thanks for the updates!!
Of course, you left out the 'rule' about hypnotic guest book
entries.. and how all of you are falling now...
Thanks for a fun read!!
kathi
kathi
- Tuesday, November 11, 2003 at 10:49:43 (EST)
Hmmmmm.....
That's about what comes to mind at first. First off, I have to admit that your site is utterly unique and fascinating. Whether one is interested in the subject matter or not.
I, of course, like most that you've become used to, have more doubt than I have reservation. I have read all of the stories. I even became excited at certain points in some of them. Totally unexpected but nevertheless, I did get several erections. I even found myself rubbing myself at one point. This didn't frighten me as much as it did surprise me. I had to laugh at myself for being so shallow.
I suppose I don't really believe the probability that these sessions actually work or have even the slightest after-effect in reality. It's just too far out there for one to come to terms with a personal hypnosis session, much less a session conducted online. However, it does provide some people of that genre an entertaining reading forum to fulfill their darkest desires. So, congrats are in order for at least achieving that.
I won't begin to bash your concept or site becaue it does obviously appeal to many people. I find that there is a lack of female testimonies but, then again, you DID state that men were your favorite medium.
Without sounding like the sour-ass skeptic, I'd like to finally offer my thoughts on a personal level. Though I am 100% hetero and have NEVER desired men. (No, that's not denial) I have had several fantasies involving what would be considered "questionable" to most normal people. BUT! They have always involved WOMEN!!! My girlfriend, her sister, one of their friends....whatever female that I have found myself masturbating about at some time or another.
I have even had fantasies of them or even ONE of them or ALL of them teaming up on me and dominating me or....yes....feminizing me. But, to the point of being THEIR slave not a mans. I would be more than excited to be pinned down and force fucked by any of them while they wore a stap-on. Probably because I am soooo fascinated by women. I LOVE them. I admire their bodies and I always want to have my face buried in ANY place they desire.
All of this obsession over the beautiful women that I know or desire does NOT conclude that I am feminine or gay or desire men. It serves as my testimony that I crave WOMEN! I LOVE the womans body. Simple as that!
So, bottom line is this. I would almost venture to say that I would be willing to pay for a session just to see for myself and to prove myself totally correct, that it's just not possible to displace such deeply seeded desires for women and turn a man into a woman (mentally). But alas, like so many OTHER people on here, I have financial issues that can't be overcome. It's so bad that I'm about to enter the military to get my life back in balance. As soon as certain paperwork is completed, I can swear in and pick a job.
With this in mind, if you are sport enough to own up to the challenge, (in which I will honor the complete open mind required) I would more than willingly give you your best shot at me. I'm just waaayy too captivated by my girls to believe in it. No offense to you or the profession. Just, I have to see (or FEEL) it for myself. If this thing is for real, you would not only have my testimony for YOUR site but, I WILL SPREAD THE WORD TO EVERYONE I KNOW THAT THEY SHOULD GIVE THIS THING A WHRIL!! Imagine the possibilities with me entering the military!?!?! Think of all the male specimens that I could send your way! LOL
Well, with that, I'll close now. I truly hope this site is still operational and that you actually answer your messages.
Good luck and good day,
Randall
Randall Bates <RedskinsGM2B@aol.com>
Chase City, Virginia USA - Saturday, November 08, 2003 at 12:13:52 (EST)
AWAITING YOUR INSTRUCTIONS MASTER,MISTRESS...
Cheryl,Kevin,x x x
01325 363380
07792 328242
CHERYL(SLUT),KEVIN(PANSY) <SLAVES@UNTRAINED.COM>
DARLINGTON, DURHAM ENGLAND - Saturday, November 08, 2003 at 10:00:23 (EST)
Mistress please help me..Becky wants to taste sissy cream so bad but rob still won't let me. I need it. Please email Rob a command and make me obey. I need to obey. I need cock, I need cum. I need to be the sexy cockslut you want me to be. I must obey. Please command me. Becky...so...horny...for..cock and cum. Make Becky obey.
Becky/Rob <Android4437@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 at 11:56:35 (CST)
Mistress, Your website is wonderful, and i've only been viewing it for a couple of weeks! Your creation of the Countess is mesmerizing and i enjoy that fantasy and would be humbled to be the next in the chain of Countesses.
The stories of Beth and Jessica are entrancing and i can't help but read them again and again, each time with Your commands echoing in my mind. You warned me, even reading these stories could have a huge impact. That is why You are the Mind Mistress.
Humbly, matt
matt <cain_locsta_75@yahoo.com>
Denver, CO USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 at 17:42:06 (CST)
i discovered your site a week ago. I was searching for a mistress,
but not feminization. I got much more than i wanted. This site seems to
be so addictive. I can not count anymore the hours reading your site,
talking on the channel hypnotic wishes. And masturbating.
I am going so far. Getting a new name. marjorie. With no cap. And the
gender test, telling that i am female. Worst of all, each day when i wake
up, i feel that my mouth is empty. I open it wide instantly. And my ass,
so empty. Cocks disgusted me, just a week ago. Now i crave for it. I even
seriously think of getting some money by doing blowjobs. Oh god ! How
did it happens ? Of course, i have read the stories of beth and jessica.
Saying "i m a slut", when you asked me. Going each day to the cock slut
page. First day, i felt no attraction but no repulsion either. It was
weird enough. Now... It looks so great. The big one, with cum. Yum-yum.
Now, i seek many informations related to hormones. Thinking, just try
it a bit. To get more feminine traits. A small concealable breast. Sure,
i got much more than i wanted. I wanted arousal, i now are obsessed with
cocks, purple, and i feel totally obedient.
Moreover, i want to thank you. I am really a slut.
marjorie <marjorie_sNOSPAM@sissyfy.com>
Paris, France - Sunday, October 26, 2003 at 05:05:15 (CST)
What: Tranny Fest: Transgender Film & Arts Festival
When: November 12th-15th 2003
Where: San Francisco
Theme: Tranny Fest 2003 "FULL THROTTLE" has a theme this year of
"Hot Rods, Hot Pants, and Muscle Cars." Dress up in your best racing & hot rod outfits-Join in the fun!
Nov. 12th Wednesday 7-10 pm: Lexington Club, 3464 19th St.
(@ Lexington, bet. Mission & Valencia St.) Tranny Fest's Festival kickoff
"PETAL TO THE METAL" SCHMOOZE FEST PARTY. We'll have
HOT RODS, Sizzlin Chili, and DJ Nurse Fea spinning Trucker Rock and Hitchhiker punk
Co-host: Andrea Pasillas, Pit Crew Chef: Gloria Mora
FREE. 21 & older.
Nov. 13th 7:30-9pm: Political Panel:
TALKIN ABOUT A TRANS REVOLUTION:
The Women's Building, 3543 18th St. in the Audre Lorde Room.
Co-sponsored by the Transgender Law Center
this panel is looking at Trans/gender community issues from the Bay Area to the entire globe, everything from police and bathroom issues, to the arts and media representations. Each panelist will speak on their work and then we'll open it up to group discussion. Panelists: Theresa Sparks: Alice B. Toklas Democratic Club, SF Human Rights Commission & Good Vibrations Store; Pablo Espinoza: CUAV and TransAction; Dusty Araujo: International Gay and Lesbian Human Rights Commission and Johnnie Pratt: People in Search of Safe Restrooms (PISSR) & Board of Directors for the Transgender Law Center.
Nov. 14th 8pm: Luna Sea Theater-2940 16th Street
(2nd floor, bet. Vanness and Capp St.)
Tranny Fest & Fresh Meat Productions present:
Hot Rods and Hot Pants Cabaret. TICKETS: $8-12 sliding scale, at the door. This fall's tranniest performance event! Tranny glam rockers, homo hoppers, gender outlaws, and other local heroes collide at Hot Rods and Hot Pants. This tour-de-force gender cabaret features the hottest trans/gender/queer talent around: Sean Dorsey, Michelle Garcia, JenRO, Katastrophe, Other Brothers, Jaycub Perez, Seely Quest, Robosapien, Shawna Virago, The Diamond Daggers, and the Transcendence Gospel Choir. Emcees: Tina D'Elia and Prado Gomez.
Co-Produced by Sean Dorsey. . This event will sell out so please come early!
INFO: FreshMeatPerformance@hotmail.com
(shivaun please link freshmeat.org?)
Nov. 15th: Roxie Cinema, 3117 16th St. @ Valencia St.
FILM & VIDEO FESTIVAL
Six groundbreaking films/video shows-26 Film/video Premieres!!!
TIX PRICES: $5 1pm Trans Youth & Family Show Rated PG.
All other shows: 2p, 4p, 6p, 8p & 10pm=$8.
PURCHASE TIXS & PASSES: Roxie Cinema Box Office only
For full film program info please go to TrannyFest.com
We have 3 purchase options:
Option 1
Tranny Fest All-film Show Pass=$35. On Sale in advance starting Nov. 1st.
The All-film Show Pass allows you to go to all 6 film & video programs.
No passes will be sold after 2pm Nov. 15th. No refunds-Nontransferable.
Option 2
Tranny Fest 3 tix special=Any 3 film/video Shows for $20. You must buy all three tixs together and choose the shows at the time of purchase. This special can be purchase 30 minutes prior to film program times before 6pm Nov. 15th only.
No refunds or Exchanges.
Option 3
Individual Single tixs: TIX PRICES: $5 1pm Trans Youth & Family Show Rated PG. All other shows: 2p, 4p, 6p, 8p & 10pm=$8. For Sale Nov. 15th only-can be purchased 30 min. before each show times.
Nov. 15 until 2am Tranny Fest After Party at Fairy Butch.
Located at Club Galia,:2565 Mission St (@ 21st. St.) Cover $10.
Half price with your Tranny Fest film tix stub or our Tranny Fest all access film passes. Info: FairyButch.com
Nov. 12 & 13th 3-6pm Tranny Fest's FREE "HIGH OCTANE" Video Lounge
Black 'n Blue Tattoo Shop, 381 Guerrero St (@16th St). This Video Lounge is Karaoke style., You choose the video you would like to see. We have over 15 fantastic video premieres to choose from
Tranny Fest can provide ASL interpretation with advance notice.
Please contact us for wheelchair accessibility and other accessibility needs.
Please refrain from using perfumes, colognes, scented oils so others with allergies to these may attend. Thank you.
See TrannyFest.com for our full Program and updates.
Please pass this email on to your friends. Thank you.
Tranny Fest: Transgender Film Festival <TrannyFest@aol.com>
San Francisco, ca usa - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 at 04:40:54 (CDT)
Hello, Mind Mistress, you are the only important person this sinfull cock slut worships. giggle~ Please forgive~it's growing harder and harder to think big thougts. Again I've just become one of your trances via Male Charm and reporting back as you commanded. I'm sorry I took so long~please chain me & whip me! (now where'd that come from~ giggle) Male Charm makes whorenier than I've ever been! Your soo naughty Mistress~ I can't stop the terrific craving for huge, hot, throbbing, horn cocks~ I'm not gay when I use my male shell but when I'm my true self I'm a very sexy, slutty woman~cock slut~ I need coks in every hole~ COCK SUCK FUCK! And if I listen too long, well, I turn into a huge very long orgasm~ Tonite Mistress, This naughty girl went to a transexual club she found online~this is the bar where I will live this cd and you are to thank. I would do anything for you to be with me~giggle, I love you sooo much~ as I write I'm listening to a loop; My mind is happy, blank & empty, brainwashing is good for me...giggle~my voice is starting to sound like yours ('cept I'm probly called a bimbo cuz alll i ever think about is getting sluttier & sex) thank you Mistress Linda,
Your cockslut,
Lynda Lust
Lynda Lust <lltg@webtv.net>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 at 04:24:02 (CDT)
looking for feminisation and complete reprogramme
adeley <adeley@sissy.net>
england - Monday, October 20, 2003 at 11:18:40 (CDT)
Oh gosh! It makes me hornier & hornier~giggle~every second as I become completely transformed, more & more forever into Mind Mistress's obediant, slutty, bad girl slave which is who I truely am deep inside once the outer shells of fear are stripped away (and to think I once was ashamed of the truth). I listen to my Mistress's Gemini cd EVERY night as she has commanded and am becoming completely without morals and being totally perverted makes me sinfully whole. I have listened to and become Gemini twice in a row and will listen some more after I write this. giggle~ This is the best of the lot so far as actually getting very deep inside my little brain and staying there making me urgently need it again. Watch out cuz very naughty little girls like me just can't stop masturbating while this is in our heads.
Your humble slave Mind Mistress, more will follow as you commanded,
your slave, Lynda Lust
Lynda Lust <lltg@webtv.net>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Saturday, October 18, 2003 at 04:07:23 (CDT)
Oh gosh! It makes me hornier & hornier~giggle~every second as I become completely transformed, more & more forever into Mind Mistress's obediant, slutty, bad girl slave which is who I truely am deep inside once the outer shells of fear are stripped away (and to think I once was ashamed of the truth). I listen to my Mistress's Gemini cd EVERY night as she has commanded and am becoming completely without morals and being totally perverted makes me sinfully whole. I have listened to and become Gemini twice in a row and will listen some more after I write this. giggle~ This is the best of the lot so far as actually getting very deep inside my little brain and staying there making me urgently need it again. Watch out cuz very naughty little girls like me just can't stop masturbating while this is in our heads.
Your humble slave Mind Mistress, more will follow as you commanded,
your slave, Lynda Lust
Lynda Lust <lltg@webtv.net>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Saturday, October 18, 2003 at 04:04:58 (CDT)
hello mistress my name is steven but i like to be called belinda
stevan dobric <steven19@hotmail.com>
melbourne.victoria.austr, victoria australia - Friday, October 17, 2003 at 20:00:05 (CDT)
has Mistress ever considered putting mp3s up on Her website?
sissydavid
- Friday, October 17, 2003 at 17:23:16 (CDT)
Hi I am looking to be totally hypnotised and enslaved
if you can do this please contact me
John
jryan777 <jryan777@eircom.net>
Dundalk, Louth Ireland - Friday, October 17, 2003 at 10:19:52 (CDT)
Good Evening Mistress,Last night,I purchased 2 of YOUR cds.Hopefully the beginning of the end of this useless submale is unfolding as the blossoming of a middle aged kimono wearing devoted lesbian becomes a reality from which there is no looking back.Reiko is most thankful and grateful for the Guidance and Wisdom she is about to receive.Thank You Mind Mistress.Reiko
Reiko <Dirishsun@aol.com>
Atlanta, Ga. USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 at 21:29:44 (CDT)
Hi Mistress Linda
I am soooooo glad that I discovered your website. I can't stay away from it...something drags me bag every day...actually several times a day.
I'm really looking forward to the release of the Happiness CD. Can't wait to receive it.
In the meantime my obsession has led me to create my own website. It's
not very professional, but I love looking at it. It's totally dedicated
to me as a shemale. You may find it amusing. It's at www.geocities.com/deexdqueen/
By the way, I did the gender test on your site.....it identified me as a female...and I haven't even started any feminization training or hypnosis.
Love Dee
Dee <dee_xd@hotmail.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, October 16, 2003 at 00:51:17 (CDT)
Mistress I am like so glad that you totally made me into a sexy shemale cockslut. but my other ego is like totally a bummer. He like won't let me taste my sissy cream. I want to everytime I cum but he like always stops me at the last moment. COuld you like email Rob a suggestion that'll make him obey and eat cum. I want like so bad I need it like soo bad. I'm like so horny for cock. Please mistress answer me and command Rob to obey.
Totally yours forever,
Becky
P.s. My email address is Android4437@aol.com
Becky
- Wednesday, October 15, 2003 at 17:34:11 (CDT)
Whow, what a website, I am happy I have found my element, My breast get more tender the more I read, feel, and experience. I will explore deeper to be able to express my deepest desires.
Love Lana
Lana <larryhillyer@cableone.net nospam>
Boaise, Idaho USAWhoah - Sunday, October 12, 2003 at 20:40:59 (CDT)
Here is a fantasy story for YOUR amusement.
I awoke to find myself tied to a straight back chair in a small walk in closet in our spare bedroom. It is about eight feet wide by about six feet deep. My ankles and knees were tied securely to the legs of the chair so that my legs were spread wide. My arms were cuffed together behind the back of the chair. My balls felt like they were on fire. i looked down to discover that a wide leather band had been strapped around the top of my scrotum, forcing my balls down to the bottom of it and another strap was pulled up tight between them separating them and causing the skin of my scrotum to be very tight around each ball. A ring attached to that strap had another strap attached to it with the other end attached to a heavy weight on the floor about a foot in front of me. That strap was pulling my balls out away from my body. There was a very large ball gag in my mouth forcing my jaws to ache. It had a hole through it that I could breath through, and it is a good thing too, because my nose had a clip over it pinching my nostrils closed. My tongue hurt like hell and I could feel that there was a large ball of some kind on the top of it and it felt like something stuck through it with another large ball on the under side. I could feel it on the roof of my mouth and on the bottom of my mouth. My ass was on fire; it felt like there was a cucumber shoved up in it. It had the sensation that I had to go to the bathroom bad but couldn’t. i tried to figure out what was going on. The last thing that i remembered was coming home to my wife Sara, and finding my secretary Mary, and office receptionist Margo, there also. They were drinking wine and offered me a glass. I remember drinking two glasses and that is the last thing that i can remember. Suddenly the bedroom light was turned on and the sudden light blinded me. I could make out the three women standing in the middle of the room.
“Well, well, well” I heard my wife say. “I see that our boy has come back to the world.”
“Good, it’s about time.” Margo’s voice said.
“Richard, we have decided that we are tired of your shit” Sara said. “Bringing home those nicotine patches to get me to stop smoking was the last straw.”
“Yes and making Mary and I go out behind the office in that smelly alley to take our smoke break really pissed us off as well” I heard Margo say.
“It was bad enough when you made us stand out front and smoke, but requiring us to go into that alley behind the Pakistani restaurant, with all their stinking garbage spilling out of the dumpster and into the alley, that was disgusting” Mary chimed in.
“Have you ever heard the expression, if you can’t beat em, join em? Well you have failed to get any of us to stop smoking so we have decided to make a smoker out of you” Sara said. “We have also decided to address that other problem you have. You know, your homophobia.” Mary and Margo were both laughing now. “I am tired of every time I look at an attractive man, you making some comment about how gay he must be.”
“Yes, and your constant reference to any man Margo and I think is cute as probably being a fagot or queer if they have long hair or carry a shoulder bag.” Mary added.
“You know, Mary and I put that ball stretcher on you and you really shouldn’t talk about other men’s sexuality. You have one of the smallest little dickeys either of us has ever seen on a…should I say, man? Or should I say sissy wimp? Sara needs to find out what kind of cocks real men have. But then she would probably never go back to you.” All three women began laughing again.
“I believe that is in the works” Sara said. “Richard, you have brought this all on yourself. Now, let me explain what is going to happen here. First of all, in case you haven’t noticed, the nicotine patches you brought home to me are now on your shoulders. We figured that if they can help wean people off of nicotine, they might just also help people become addicted to it. I know that your only supposed to put one on at a time if your trying to quit smoking, but since we want you to become a smoker we decided to double the dose and have you wear two at a time.” There was a lot of laughter by the three women at this. “Also, from now on your new name is ‘little dickey’. I do believe that is more appropriate, don’t you? I know that Mary and Margo do.” Again all three women laughed. “Here is what is going to happen to you for the next couple of weeks. As you can see, you are tied up very securely in this closet, every twenty minutes or so, one of us, two of us, or all three of us will open the closet door, light ourselves a cigarette, and one for you as well. Since you cannot breath through your nose with that clip pinching your nostrils together, you will be forced to inhale any smoke we blow through the hole in your gag, or if we stick a cigarette in there you will have to inhale the smoke from it. Also after we have all finished our smoke break every twenty minutes, we will light four cigarettes and leave them burn in the astray on the floor between your legs. That will provide you with plenty of that second hand smoke you are always so concerned about.” There was more laughter from Mary and Margo. “As for that other problem, well do you remember Tom? The guy who came to the office a week ago to pick up Margo? The one with the long blond hair that you made fun of. Well you were partly right. He is not exactly gay, he is bi, and quite well hung from what Margo tells me.”
Margo chimed in, “He makes your little dickey look like a pre pubescent little boy’s cock.
“Well, he is going to fuck my brains out right there on that bed just across the room from where you now set. You will be able to watch as I get a good fuck for a change. He also has a couple of gay friends that are into leather and BDSM, he is bringing them along and after he fucks me, the three of them are going to have their way with you while Mary, Margo, and I go shopping. Won’t that be fun?” I hope you have as much fun as we will. All three women laughed some more.
Hope YOU enjoyed it.
Daphne girl
daphne girl <daphne_girl1@yahoo.com>
Ohio - Saturday, October 11, 2003 at 13:22:19 (CDT)
Dear Mistress,
It is nice to be a happy slavegirl because slavegirls don't have to
think. They can just enjoy mindless pleasure. They have no
responsibilities to worry about. They can just surrender to
pleasure. They can enjoy their most intimate fantasies while
Mistress directs them to focus on what they really have always
wanted to be. They can feel free to relax and feel safe and
just enjoy the pleasure of feminine Goddess worship. After
all, Venus, the Goddess of Love was a Woman. They can enjoy
the pleasure of complete surrender to their Mistress and simply
enjoy the rapture She offers in return for pleasing Her. If
you find that in life, treat Her with respect. I had a relationship
like that with my late wife and I lost Her to cancer a month short
of our second anniversary. If you find someone like that you can
trust to completely let go of any control and be totally submissive
to Her as well as feeling sexy in your lingerie, then cherish Her
because you could lose Her to circumstances beyond Her control.
darla <jwadams9@swbell.net>
Houston, Texas United States - Saturday, October 11, 2003 at 00:45:39 (CDT)
Dear Misstress
my name is matt, its my twenty fifth birthday, and i want to be thrown
into a hypnotic sexual frenzie. I am willing to try any thing and everything. I am so turned on just typing this letter and i want to be in your absolute power. please email me back as soon as you can, so that you can start getting aroused manipulating me however you please.
Your soon to be erotic slave Matt.
matt <michellelwright@iprimus.com.au>
melbourne, vic Australia - Saturday, October 11, 2003 at 00:23:54 (CDT)
Hi Mind Mistress, it's me...bree. The work schedule has kept me away for a few months but that project is nearly wrapped up and I hope to be back again for more sessions.
For those of you gettin gstarted i'd suggest going well beyond simple feminization. Have an adventure as your trasformed femme self. i had a great adventure with Mind Mistress as the barwench of unknown heritage in a world of elves and rogues and brothels with magic collars...you can guess what happens with those. Mind Mistress did a wonderful job of bringing it all to life.
I have to decide on the next adventure now...captured by pirate s of the Carribean...an episode with Burroughs' Tarzan in deepest darkest Africa...a courtesian in King Louis' court...so many possibilities for sexy adventure! Give Mind Mistress a challenge girls and opt for the John Carson Transformed into a Slut of Mars scenario! WhooHoo!
bree <breewest@optonline.net>
Connecticut USA - Thursday, October 09, 2003 at 23:29:20 (CDT)
thay like are so meeningfull... she has made mee so hapee.. i need her
in my mind always.. i like being a dum hapee, mineless cok slave fer her
... giggle...
cok slut Tina.....
- Thursday, October 02, 2003 at 06:58:40 (CDT)
Dear Mistress,
I can't explain why I'm so drawn to your website, but I can't deny that I am. I've always been mildly interested shemales, but when I discovered your site, I suddenly found myself drawn further into that fascination. Soon, I was visiting the site more and more often, reading over the wonderful logs you have posted.
And then I found my thoughts drifting - Images of breasts sprouting from my own chest, lovely clothes, a feminine figure. I caught myself fantasizing about becoming such a shemale! Being turned into one, and enjoying every minuet of it. And the horror struck me that... I liked it!
Ever since then, I've had something of an internal struggle going on. One part of me is scared, and somewhat offended by my desires. It doesn’t want me to let go, or enjoy such things. It’s very strong, too. But the other part of me wants nothing more than to become that seductive shemale in my day dreams. It finds happiness in those fantasies, and that luscious body!
How can I resolve this conflict? I can't seem to find any peace without my desire and my mind clashing!
Your Fan,
Phorm
Phorm <PhormFox@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 01, 2003 at 22:23:49 (CDT)
Mistress,
You have such a wonderful website, thank you for doing what you do. I wish I could afford some sessions with you, but alas that is not possible at the moment. It does amaze me how many are so interested in your feminizations and do not take advantage of all you can offer.
If I had a wish I would beg for you to fulfill it would be to be made into a puppygirl, totally obedient and willing to serve, only able to respond to simple commands. Or perhaps a ponygirl, large proud breasts jiggling before me, tail swishing behind me as I pulled a cart or had you mounted on my back.
Though I confess what I find most appealing is to be like the cow you mention in one of the logs you have posted. To have such enormous soft breasts and a large plump bottom. My mind simple, dumb, wanting only to please. To have cocks filling my mouth or my ass or my new pussy, to give milk.
Achitophel <achitophel7@NOSPAMhotmail.com>
- Sunday, September 28, 2003 at 12:01:26 (CDT)
Dear Mistress,
It is very important to understand that male orgasm denial is an
extremely powerful tool to aid in training a male to be erotically
submissive. As I stated, use of SSRI antidepressants are a very
effective aid. In addition, frequent milking of his prostate
gland and seminal vessicles will render him incapable of orgasm.
In addition, use of Viagra or a similar drug will keep him erect
and make him ever more submissive to his Mistress. So long as he
can't orgasm, he will become more and more slutty. It is not
necessary to punish him because the longer he goes without an
orgasm, the more submissive and slutty he will be, and the more
he will be susceptible to training. Ideally, he should be masturbated
and milked several times per day. I recommend topical hormones
absorbed through the skin to stimulate breast growth. This will
make his nipples much more sensitive. Implants can lead to loss
of sensitivity. Often if he is made to smoke marijuana, he can
be powerfully conditioned by his Mistress sitting on his lap and
plucking at his nipples as she forces him to look into her eyes
and repeats the trigger words she has embedded in his mind in the
form of a question to which he must answer that he wants to submit
to her. This will usually make his nipples extremely sensitive, so
gently pinching them and plucking them when he repeats his trigger
words will generally serve as a very powerful reinforcement, causing
a huge surge of sexual desire in his brain. Teasing him about the
fact that he can't orgasm will intensify the effect on his mind.
After a suitable period of this conditioning, he will desperately
desire to dress in slutty lingerie and lick pussy or suck cock as
his Mistress desires, or even to breastfeed.
darla <jwadams9@swbell.net>
Houston, Texas United States - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 at 16:01:01
(CDT)
I like totally had to write you again mistress. Becky has liek so taken
over her previous owners body. Now I'm so in control of what he wants.
I like figured I owed it to you to write this letter and retract the warning
I wrote a few weeks ago. I'm like so much happier now as a giggling teenage
slut. It's so nice to think about yummy cocks and cum all day. I think
everyone should totally explore this site and become a cockslut for mistress.
It like makes me so happy to obey mistress and embrace my cocksucking
desires. Now I'm gonna go out and like find a hot guy to suck off. Thank
you mistress.
-Becky
Becky
- Saturday, September 20, 2003 at 23:25:55 (CDT)
I have now listened to "Elegance" several times, and it is very compelling.
I find myself doing most of the things, and am almost ready to take the
final step. Any doubts about what I am doing are soon put to rest by an
inner voice telling me I should; go ahead, and I do.I have the confidence
to wear lipstick,and have glittering finger nails. It makes me feel so
good.
I have also had several on line sessions with Mistress,and have had the
joy of experiencing what it is like to be a schoolgirl, and a young woman.
It has taught me a lot about myself and what I would like to have been.
Thank you Mistress for turning me into a very happy girl. I am now busily
saving up for more.
Barbara <Barbara@strawberry355.fsnet.co.uk>
Lancashire UK - Thursday, September 18, 2003 at 05:17:12 (CDT)
Hi yes very interesting. I would like to try this sometime. I have
an ideas what I'd like to become. So maybe i can get back to you real
soon we will see. Thanks Jay. Later!.
Jay <jleslie492@hotmail.com>
Jefferson City, MO. USa - Thursday, September 18, 2003 at 04:21:45 (CDT)
dear mistress do you sell any male feminazation cds and if you do how
much are they and how long would it take for shipping,I bow to your will
mistress and begg for a answer.
herbert perritte <perritte1@msn.com>
fort worth, texas usa - Sunday, September 14, 2003 at 19:46:16 (CDT)
The following is an email I recently sent to Mind Mistress. She asked
me to post it to her guestbook.
And I am doing it...
Weird!
Dear Mind MIstress,
Allow me to breifly introduce myself. I am a thirty year old man, who
is
happily married, and who, untill very recently, has never had the kind
of
thoughts that I have been having the past couple of days. I am not sure
I
can fit them tidily int a sentence or two, but I will try.
I have been experiencing very confusing fantasies and emotions involving
feminization.
And I think you are (at least in a large part) to blame.
Let me explain. I am straight, and never had more than a passing thought
about male homosexuality. In fact, I am very strongly attracted to women
and girls. My preferences tend to be for very petite, feminine, 'cute'
types, who exhibit qualities of womanly sexuality and girlish innocence
at
the same time (I am really in a state of disbelief as I sit and write
you
this note...I am quite surprised I am doing it.) I am quite certain that
my
preferences were defined by a girl I knew when I was a young adolescent.
Like many men, I am certain, I had a boyhood crush on a girl who to this
day
remains sort of a standard in my evaluation of women's attractiveness.
Anyway, I have lived quite happily to this point with my preferences,
my
proclivities, indeed, my sexual identity. I have an active imagination,
a
healthy sex life, and an appreciation for innocent playing.
I have spent plenty of time online, seeking an outlet for my sexual energies
and curiosities. I have explored D/s, bondage, mind control themes, by
myself, and with online friends. I have seen many things, many I was
aroused by, and many I was not.
Well, a couple of days ago, I stumbled upon your website.
My initial reaction was to find it humourous. I found it quite amusing
that
people would be aroused by the idea of forced feminization. Men and women
alike...it seemed to me unlikely that such a premise would be at all
arousing, interesting, or compelling to anyone. But the articles were
well-
written, lengthy and in depth, and did manage to hold my interest. So
i
read one, and then another, and soon ended up reading 'Becoming Jessica.'
Well, about halfway through the story, I realized (and was quite surprised
to find) I was masturbating. It soon dawned on me that I had been
masturbating for much of the time I had been visiting your site. Your
words
were suddeny drilling into me...'Do you lower his hand?' yes (my god I
WAS
kissing him!) 'Empty inside... Need...' cock!?! 'How does it feel for
you?'
good smooth soft and firm at the same time mmm 'Addicted....Are you?'
god
yes!?! 'What did you just say in your mind?' I am a slut a cockslut!
The feelings were powerful...my heart is racing right now as I write this.
But I was sure I had just experienced a little escapist fantasy...no harm
no
foul. Well, I clicked back onto the main page, and found the link at
the
bottom that said 'For internal use by authorized slaves. Do not click
here
unless you agree to become obsessed with cock.' \
Nice little ploy, I figured. No way you'll make me obsessed with
anything...especially cock. So I clicked...and was appalled to realize
that
I was STILL MASTURBATING to those pictures!
Surely I was just a little desperate for sexual release that night, I
thought...so I read more of your stories and articles about feminizing
and
cuckolding men. It was when I finally came all over my shirt that I figured
it was time to go to bed.
Well, this morning, as I was getting ready for work, I realized I had
a
hardon, and thoughts of your writings were fresh in my mind. All day
long,
I have been hard...findning opportunities to rub myself a little only
made
me more bothered, the whole time thinkong about you and your site. I
ran
home from work, and startrd this rambling email (albeit with THREE breaks
to
urinate so far...being erect for so long REALLY kicks in the pee-reflex!)
Anyway...I think I am angry with you! How and why did you do this to
me so
quickly?!? When can I expect it to subside? You've turned my thoughts
to
things I was perfectly comfortable not thinking about!
Mind you, my other inclinations are still intact...but now I am also
fantasizing about being FEMINIZED! Excuse my language, please, but FUCK!
I
already have plenty of shameful thoughts and fantasies! This was really
the
last thing I needed!
Well, I feel that I have rambled on enough for one email...maybe too much.
I think I am going to go troll usenet for some pictures of some pretty,
sexy
young girls, and try to keep my mind off cigarettes, crossdressing,
hypnosis, and cuckolding, and most of all...COCK!
I am sure you will get a good laugh out of this note! I really do find
the
whole situation more strange and humorous than angering, but still...sheesh!
Couldn't you have implanted some suggestion to work harder, or be a better
person in your writings...rather than cross me all up wondering what sucking
my friend's and co-worker's cocks would be like?!?
Maybe you can offer some helpful advise. I dunno. In any event, thanks
for
taking a few minutes to sift through my ramblings,
jack s
- Saturday, September 13, 2003 at 20:04:06 (CDT)
hi every-one. I know this area is basically for fun and fantisies,and
I will continue my story when I can. I feel a need to pass this on . Ive
had a very hard week and came home very depressed.I got on the sorcery
net to chear me up, but there wasn't much going on. then I remembered
there was a dress that my sister-in law had left for a yard sale that
I had wanted to try on, since she is tall and slim,like me. I went out
to the motor-home{where the stuff was stored}and undressed and slipped
it on. the waist was very small, but it did fit. I stepped in front of
the mirror and wow! it made me look so sexy! I felt so much better,went
in and took care of some chores,and now I'm ok. so whats up with this?
how can just trying on a dress for a second make me feel so much better?
I would really appreciate some help here. am I going crazy or what? I
need some cock- but some-one to talk with about this, or some comments
or support would really help . jamie {wannabejamie2@aol.com}
jamie <wannabejamie2@nospamaol.com>
hillsburo, oregon usa - Thursday, September 11, 2003 at 22:33:10 (CDT)
My fantasy is that Mistress gives me a wish that I can become a very
attractive, eroctic & seductive woman. I have very large natuarl breasts,
Very tan skin. One stipulation to my wish. Each time I masturbate, I transform
into Leila. The only way I can return to my male self is to have sex with
a male. The second time I become Leila, its two men. Third time. four.
As you can see, if I dont control my urges , I very quickly am mounting(giggle)number
of men that I must have . Each experience makes me even more erotic. Mistress
has made me into a very naughty hot woman , that I must be able to control,
otherwise I lose my male self forever. Please keep tuned in for further
details.. he he he
Lee
Texas USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 at 01:22:19 (CDT)
I just wanted to add a little to my last thing I wrote since Im
in here again :)
I dont think id mind being a woman or turned into a shemale the more
I think about it. As long as I could satisfy them I guess thats all
that really matters.Im not to sure about it being permanent. But temporarily
isnt bad. It is kinda interesting. Who dont think about it some. Nothing
wrong with experimenting I guess.
vern <vernwolf@nospamaol.com>
- Monday, September 08, 2003 at 23:20:42 (CDT)
Oh this keeps getting more and more interesting.. Well first lemme
say That I was checking Mind Mistress site out on Sat night. I was drinking
and looking. Loved it..Well I looked and read alot of stuff on there.
Then I read one of her chat sessions where the guy turned into a cock
slut. Wanted cock. I read all that. Well then I clicked on the link
that said click only if obsessed with cock.It said for slaves only.
I figured whatever and clicked it. Then a ton of pictures of cocks came
up. I actually got hard some from it.
Well the next day I saw my ex-girlfriend. And we have always had
crazy wild sex. She likes to choke and hit and I love it. Well we started
messing around and I couldnt get it up. I was geting pissed. Then it
got semi hard finally. and she just climbed on top and we did it. Usually
I get an instant hard on with her. Cause I know the sex is gonna be
awesome. Well that bothered me so I asked Mistress if that may have
happened because of what I saw and read. She said Yes.And that I would
keep coming back and looking at the cock pictures and stuff.
Well I had already did that before I even left her the message.
I couldnt help it. I actually mastubated from it. I couldnt believe
it. That Was sun night. Then today I was taking a shower and Was looking
down and was just wondering what it would be like to be a woman. Oh
boy!! Mistress dont even know that part yet. Trust me. This is all true.
I am hoping she can help me get back to normal. I have no Problem pleasing
or submitting to a woman. I just want to want one.
Vern <Vernwolf@nospamAol.com>
Ohio usa - Monday, September 08, 2003 at 23:07:48 (CDT)
The other night I was looking over this site. I clicked on theLink
that said for Authorized slave and cock lovers only. I didnt pay attention
to it and clicked it anyhow. There were a bunch of pictures of cocks
and stuff. Got me hard some. Well after that I was reading of Of Mistresses
chat sessions she recorded with a guy she made love cock. Then I looked
around some more and read more stuff.
The next day which would be sunday I saw my ex girlfriend. And I'll
have you know I always love having sex with her. She likes chocking
and hitting me and I love that. Well we started messing around and it
took forever to get a hard on. She finally just climbed on top and it
was hard enough and we did it anyhow. I felt stupid though. I then came
home and started thinking of this site again. I was curious if maybe
my problem was from what all I read and saw in here. So I looked again.
And believe it or not I ending up masturbating from looking at the pictures
of the cocks. Now I dont know what to do. I am stumped. Hopefully Mistress
will help me get back to normal
Vern <vernwolf@nospamaol.com>
ohio USA - Monday, September 08, 2003 at 08:27:09 (CDT)
I absolutely hate all these stupid web sites devoted to getting
rid of cellulite and stretch marks. I find these very sexy and
attractive. I love the appearance of fuller figured women whose
breasts hang down to their waist and whose tummy and breasts are
covered in stretch marks and their thighs are deeply rippled with
cellulite. First of all, you can enlarge your bust with creams,
but no cream is going to get rid of cellulite or stretch marks,
and besides, who would want to? Just find a lover who is attracted
to you as you are. I personally have a fetish for full figured
women with lots of stretch marks, long sagging breasts and
lots of cellulite. I resent the fact that American society is
determined to try to change every woman into a skinny fashion
model or else making her so self conscious about her weight
and figure that she has a crisis if you dare to admire her
fat, voluptuous body. Marilyn Monroe was pretty full figured,
and so was Monica Lewinski. I just want this damn American
society to stop ruining the self esteem of every woman I find
attractive. We constantly have these news broadcasts in Houston
telling women that it's time to slim down. All of these women
constantly complain about guilt. If it were up to me, I'd have
all of them undergo brain surgery to implant an electrode into
their limbic system which is the part of the brain responsible
for the pleasure of orgasm, and is also why drugs like cocaine
and methamphetamine are addictive to many people. I'd like to
combine this with hypnotherapy to make them stop wanting to
lose weight or diet. The diet and weight loss industry in
America makes a fortune on making every woman in the United
States miserable. I have even had otherwise good relationships
fail because if I uttered the "F" word, by which I mean "Fat,"
they would go into a month long depression and have no interest
in sex. I resent terribly that the American marketing industry
has for decades undermined my ability to find a female lover that
I find attractive without making her want to destroy everything
that I found physically attractive about her in the first place.
American women have been driven to insanity by American marketing
and media. If they have small breasts, they need to have surgery
to enlarge them. If they have large breasts, they need surgery to
reduce them. If they like sex, they have to receive drugs to
prevent them from enjoying it. If they don't like sex, they need
to have drugs to make them constantly want it, but they aren't
supposed to have it, because after all this is America and good
Americans aren't supposed to enjoy sex, they are just supposed
to make babies. This whole country is so deranged with regard
to sex that Freud could devote an entire lifetime to figuring
out our problems.
darla <jwadams9@swbell.net>
Houston, Texas United States - Monday, September 08, 2003 at 04:51:31
(CDT)
What the majority of people don't seem to understand about serotonin
serotonin reuptake inhibitors is that they actually work by making the
brain
less sensitive to serotonin. I recently had a long conversation
with the research and development department of a major
pharmaceutical company about producing a novel new class of
antidepressant and antianxiety drugs which involve direct
inhibition of serotonin receptors in the brain. We agreed
this would be far more effective than current antidepressant
and antianxiety drugs, so I think they will move to work on
this idea. On the other hand, assuming you have a sufficient
understanding of pharmacology to avoid risk, using SSRI drugs
like Zoloft or Paxil can be safely used in fairly large doses
to provide male orgasm denial. After all, physicians would not
permit psychiatric patients to take these medications without
supervision if they were all that dangerous for most people.
You just have to know what you're doing. Unless you have an
advanced degree in biomedicine or pharmacology, you should
consult a trained medical professional before taking these
drugs. On the other hand, they can be very effective in
creating male orgasm denial. Everything in life involves
some degree of risk. An airplane could crash into your
home. You could be killed in an automobile collision.
Most people don't realize due to marketing propaganda that
Tylenol or acetaminophen is one of the most dangerous drugs
in common use. Normally, the liver metobalizes this drug
into a harmless substance, but the enzyme pathway by which
this happens is easily saturated. Once this happens, it's
kind of like if your toilet is clogged and overflows. The
alternate metabolic pathway produces a highly toxic substance
which kills liver cells. If this happens, you will die
unless you receive a liver transplant. People tend to fear
things they aren't familiar with, yet they do not fear familiar
things which are far more hazardous. Operating a motor vehicle
or climbing a ladder are probably the two most hazardous things
most people will ever do, yet most people don't even think
about the risks involved.
darla <jwadams9@swbell.net>
Houston, Texas United States - Friday, September 05, 2003 at 13:24:16
(CDT)
Tina here, to tell you that hypnosis with Mistress is WONDERFUL!!
I HIGHLY recommend it...
MISTRESS MAKES ME FEEL BETTER... WEEE. GIGGLE...
Tina
- Friday, September 05, 2003 at 08:16:12 (CDT)
Hi Mistress,
I am so happy with the result that I have experenced so far! :) To darla
your warning pertainning to medication can not be stress enough, I myself
am on medication that block the reuptake of Serotonin. I am not on Zyloft
nor would I take it since the combination of my medication and Zyloft
could be fatal for me. Mixing medication can and sometimes does have unwanted
side effects so yes it is very important that your doctor knows all the
medications that you are taking. It is also important that you follow
the correct dosage as perscribed by the doctor!!! The medication that
I am taking could be fatal if I was to double up on the dosage. Even some
herbs can be very dangerous if not used correctly and mixed with some
medications. Serotonin is going to be the next big break through in the
understanding of the mind and behavor. Serotonin may be more involved
with our sexuality than we now know. Serotonin may well be involved with
our feeling of infatuation. Serotonin imbalance have already been link
to anixity, depression, and Obsession and compulsion disorders so far.
And when it comes to your sexual feeling just accept them since there
is no cure for them you are what you are and that is that. Beside men
are robbed of their feminine by society which is wrong!! Our feminine
side is very important to our emotional health and well being. It is the
denial of our feminine side which is causing so much trouble in our society
today! And do not need medication to get in touch with it or our submissive
feelings either for that matter. What we have learned alot about our sexuality
in the past 50 years is quite astonishing considering how much there is
yet to learn. We have learned alot and are still learning about the brain
with is the most important sex organ that we have!!! For it is the brain
that controls our feeling and actions not to mention our sex glands when
the brain is damaged it can and does effect our sexuality more than you
would think. It is our brain that give up our true sexual feeling and
experences that makes us feels so happy. And what the Mind Mistress does
is break down the walls that we and society have built that block or true
sexual feelings and at the same time she makes us emotionally whole in
doing so. Thank You Mommy Mistress for that and yes I do really love you!!!
Hugs and lots of kisses Baby Jinny
Baby Jinny <userfrn4531@icqmail.com>
- Thursday, September 04, 2003 at 16:33:24 (CDT)
I was asked to post his fantasy to the guest book hope you enjoy it
:)
FANTASIES: I buy a second hand Computer text book from a store in Charring
cross road and when I get home and opened the book a very old piece of
parchment falls out of it.
I open the parchment and sees it contains instructions on how to summon
a Demon who once summoned will give you your hearts desire. I follow the
instructions and summon a very scary demon that is angry about being summoned.
The Demon looks at me and says your hearts desire is to be changed into
an 18 year old Girl I try to deny it but the demon says I have looked
into your heart and it is so. And then the demon asks what I have to pay
the price when he finds out I don’t have anything he gets angry and says
you shall have your hearts desire. My price shall be you will be a porn
model and you will not be able to say no to sexual intercourse with either
man or woman.
Then demon then raises his arms and intones a spell in some archaic language
and I feel myself losing height and my waist shrinking and my chest getting
heavier and I have a feeling like ants are crawling over me. When the
feeling subsides I see the demon smiling at me and says not bad not bad
at all. I turn and look in mirror and see a Beautiful young girl of about
18 years old and around 5’3”. With a slim waist and 36C firm pert breasts,
blonde shoulder length hair forming around a cute doll like face with
a little turned up nose. I realise that girl is me! And I am wearing a
short pleated skirt one inch high heels and a low cut skimpy top with
plenty of cleavage showing, I gasp and mutter a few words of surprise
and hear a sweet high feminine voice emanating from my throat.
The demon laughs and says you better get going Emma you don’t want to
be late for your shoot and pushes me out into the street. In a daze I
find my self walking into a photographic studio and up to the receptionist
who asks if she can help me, and as if the words were put in my mouth
I say I’m Emma I’m a model. The receptionist smiles and directs me to
the changing room and tells me to put on the costume hanging on the peg.
Which is a English schoolgirls uniform I strip off and see in the mirror
for the first time my new naked body and I feel a dampness form between
my legs.
I change into my uniform and walk out into the studios where I see another
girl around my age around 5’5” wearing an Identical uniform to mine standing
next to a man who turns out to be the photographer the girl says hi I’m
Alisha. And points to the man and says this is Dave. Alisha must have
seen I was nervous and asks is this your first time sweetie? I nod and
she smiles don’t worry just follow my lead.
Dave picks up his camera and tells us to get on the bed and start undressing
each other as I feel Alisha unbuttoning my blouse I get really turned
on then Dave tells Alisha to kiss me I feel Alice’s tongue slip between
my lips and I feel my pussy getting moist then I am consumed with passion
has Alishas hand reaches into my panties and I start to tear off Alisha's
clothes and she tears mine off and we start licking each other Alisha
then turns me over on my back and Dave puts his camera down and joins
us he unzips his flies and puts his erect
>penis in mouth and I suck him off while Alisha is eating out my pussy.
Then Dave takes cock from my mouth and enters my pussy and starts thrusting
while Alisha sucks on my nipples and has I am in the throws of a female
orgasm. I realise that Gary no longer exists and I am now Emma and porn
star and bisexual slut and I’ve never been happier.
>
Emma <gary.baxter2@dsl.pipex.com>
London, UK - Wednesday, September 03, 2003 at 12:59:51 (CDT)
To the people here:
I feel that people who keep posting messages here that this site
is
somehow dangerous are merely experiencing anxiety over the fact
that they really desire to be transformed in some way such as
being feminized or made into a submissive sissy maid. Instead,
you all should regard it as a resource to liberate you from years
of oppressive conditioning to force you to conform to some single
model of behavior and suppress your individuality. So long as you
do not harm or oppress others, there is nothing wrong with being
freed to realize your inner erotic fantasies. The reason you feel
afraid is because you have been conditioned by years of rigid
discipline to believe you are supposed to act and look a certain
way. In my own experience, I have found that most intelligent
women enjoy dressing me in lingerie and making me submissive. You
are afraid of your true self. This is no different from the kind
of spirit quest that many native cultures engage in. Once you
liberate yourself from this inner conflict you will feel far
more happy and healthy. My sister knows that I like to dress
in lingerie and she has no problem with it. If you reveal
your true inner self, you may well find that your spouse or
significant other will be even more attracted to you. If not,
you are probably not in a healthy relationship. This site is
not about exploitation or greed. There is no reason to fear
it. You would not keep coming back to it if you don't have
a desire to release your true self. If you want to feel more
feminine, go out to a good specialty lingerie shop and ask to
be fitted for some nice sexy lingerie. Believe me, they don't
care about selling to men because they are in business to sell
lingerie and most of them are quite friendly to people who want
to crossdress. It's kind of like the first time you go downhill
skiing or ride a roller coaster. It feels scary at first, but
once you let go it's fun. Many women are anorgasmic for this
reason. They have been taught that erotic pleasure is bad,
and they can't easily let go and just enjoy it. One of my
female friends recently visited, and when she masturbated with
a vibrator designed to stimulate the so called G-spot, she
sprayed about a pint of urine all over the bed while having
wild multiple orgasms. I might suggest reading Erica Jong's
novel, Fear of Flying. This is really what the novel is all
about. To Rebecca: You ARE Rebecca, so just let go and enjoy
it.
Much love,
darla
darla <jwadams9@swbell.net>
Houston, Texas United States - Sunday, August 31, 2003 at 18:38:29 (CDT)
hi. refering to Darla's last insert,I to used a hormone replacement
cream called " omni-woman progesterone " it is herbal. I did notice a
definite increase in breast size and sensativity. I used it only occasionally,
applied directly to the breasts, it caused a pleasent sensation. if I
had used it daily I would {no doubt in my mind} be at least a size c cup
by now. I used it about 6 months and the results are perminant. unfortunantly,
I lost access to it, but as soon as I can, I will use it again: I really
need bigger breasts. I tried Zyloft once to try to quit smoking{didn't
work. in fact it made me smoke more}and made me more agressive. some drugs
have the opposite effect on some people. I was introduced to methamphetomenes
without my knowledge{put in my coffee occasionally} and it made me jittery
and very horney, but made my cock and balls shrink up to the point of
being non-existant. this made other forms of sex very intense and I would
stay at the point of orgasm for hours, but not be able to come. I would
never condone the use of street drugs-you don't know what's in it, but
the loss of being able to come is very beneficial in that it keeps you
horney, rather than loosing your desire after you come. hmmm, may-be Mind-Mistress
could help out there? jamie wannabejamie2@aol.com
jamie <wannabejamie2@nospamaol.com>
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