Adult Hypnotic Wishes

2002 Guestbook Archive

Here is a transcript of recent emails i sent to Mind Mistress:

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Merry Christmas, dear and so beloved Mind Mistress Linda!

I haven't written to you in a long time and I just wanted to drop in and tell you that I haven't forgot you, as if I could anyway! It's been a little more than a year now that I've been going on your site every day and even more than once a day, in search for new updates or reading the guestbook and the stories. I just can't stay away from your site any longer than that. It's so compelling! I love the way it makes me feel so dizzy, so submissive and accepting of your desires. Yet I must shamefully admit that I kind of freaked out after our email conversation in march. As much as I love to let go for you, I needed to keep some control over my professional life which I felt was slipping away at that time.

Still, I'm constantly going back to you and your site. It's so lovingly addicting. Deep inside, I long for and I need your so mesmerizing guidance. Yet I can't get over my fright... Woops! Sorry I had to interrupt to light a cigarette (a new habit I guess...)... Helps me relax and find my words... and obey... obey... i lov e to obey.

What was i saying... Yes! At one point i nearly succumbed and started filling out the session application form but whent i came to the question asking about my fantasies, i couldn't figure out what i they were... it got blank... as a matter of fact, all i want is to become clay in your hands so you could mold me to your liking. but i'm so afraid of what you could do to me! i don't want my life to be turned upside down and at the same time i want so much to obey! makes me feel so good... can't think straight. i... am i trancing myself? so easy to just obey. i need you so much. love you so much. would love to meet you in person

i love you! and would like to offer you a christmas gift from the deepest of my heart... i submit... now.

pierre
xxx

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Good evening dear Mistress Linda,

Thank you so much for talking to me this after-noon! i just came back from the store where i bought two packs of More... i love to obey i need to obey i obey i just obey yes.. makes me so hard, so hard to think...

And oh dear! You were sooo right about smoking real girlie cigarettes! theyre so nice! so feminine, so long, so slim, so slick so classy! makes my fingers longer and sexier. i feel so much more a bad girlie now, just the way you like them! i had lots of things to tell you but i can't remember... musn't be important... or maybe another time. my little brainie don't thinkie fastie enough... i should'nt wwear my unthinking shoes and slip when i smoke . it's too much for my tired brainie. i go read stories instead... no nead to think when i read.

i miss You sooo much! pleeze come back! pleeeeaze!

your lonely girlie girlie
pierre (awkward name isn't it? feels yuk!)
xxxxx

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Good Morning dear Mistress!

i went to bed like a good little girl, thinking of you and when i woke up i found your goodie message in my mailbox! Just as if You had come to deliver it during then night in my dreams... i whish i could dream of You more often like that! Especially on Christmas! :) Now, my name feels much better. i like Natasha, it reminds me more of you. And it makes me want More! Gee! Natasha loves More! All the way! Hi! Hi! Natasha wants More! i like the feelings you give me.

Just a question... How does it feel to have a woman's orgasm? i tried caressing my clitty between my err... balls... i could feel all my body tingling but it left me on my appetite (ah! petite!) felt so cute and feminine htough! Wow! that was a tuf question to write down! hard to put the words together. need More!

So ever Truly Yours,

i miss You!
Happy Natasha
xxx

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Hi!

So many fun things happening! i love Natasha i love More i need to play with my clitty not Pierre's *yuk* weewee! And above all i love my dear Mind Mistress! i love to obey her! the more i obey the more my clitty gets sensitive!!!! Geez!!!

Now Pierre *yuk* wants to speak:

Hi Dear Mind Mistress. i don't know exactly what i'm doing... am i just acting a role on the Internet like so many people do? Or am i unconsciously doing your bidding? When i read myself back, i can't believe it. think i'm going too fast... Now Natasha is pushing over in my back, i must leave. i love You! Bye!

Pfff! Natasha feel much better now! This guy makes me feel yuk! Now Natasha feels much more giddly inside!

Now i must also leave. i'm expecting visitors for christmas and i've got to tidy up all this house and go fetch some grocery!

Now have a very Merry Christmas, my dear Mistress! And thanks so very much for your Christmas present! Natasha will think of you all day tomorrow!!!

i love you and i miss You!
Cutie Natasha
xxx

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Hello dear Mistress,

Thwnk youu a thousand times for your marvelous christmas gift. i have been listening to ... and my mind is so happy blank and emdy listening for hours i guess my mind is so slow hard to think . took me 2 cigs More 120 just to log on to my email want to thank you very much. i am still listening . i've been singing the song for hours. brainwashing is good for me my mind empy bland blending thak you thankyou want you o know i love you love what you do mind slow empy good fo rme hbraindwsasing is good for me my minnd is happy good cant ink strait blank empty happy i miss youj my minnd is empy good for me feel alone whithout you do anything fo you good for me i be our lillgirl just for you yuor voice!!! love your voic can' writee my mind is braniwshhing good for me need briainwas loveit good sexy feel stupid xcuse me can't tak straigghtr i amyours lease dnont' understand what is happening blandk empty slow mind slow slow gone ogne

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Good Morning adorable Mind Mistress Dear!

i've been up for half an hour now and i feel so slutty in my lovely gown and everything. i now always sleep with my sexy clothes on! i don't remember my dreams but i'm sure they're very sexy from the mood i'm in when i wake up! First thing i did after getting out of bed was to go on your site and also look if you had left me another cutie gift... but i had to had to play with my assy dildo first. i feel so empty can't stay like that anymore. so... so being so naughty i put it inside and my pussy an ass. It now feels so much better when i swing at the rythm of your voice... ( i play it all the time now) my mind is happy blank and empty brainwashing is good for me my mind is appy blank and empty brainwashing is good for me my mind is empy bliantk and brain washing is goold for me

Sorry! i have to stop singing if i want to learn to speak write straight if i want to write nice things to you... but it is hard. i t takes more time to type right. i have to correct myself constantly.

i'm already at my sixth cig this morning. It is getting slower to think... but i can still count up to six... i'm good ain't i? :) and i also took time to read adam's part 3... Hey Dear! did You know that my name can be spelledin two different ways? Wow! i love my name Natasha! and it also can be spelled b e t h but it always sound as Natasha in my head and my sexy high voice when i read it. i love being Mind Mistress's litlle slutty Natasha! That name is so perfect! How come i didn't now it before? So perfectly feminine and bitchy! Naughty Natasha! He He! Bad Boris and bitchy Natasha! He! He! Who would believe i am dirty slutty Natasha!

You know Dear what i did last night before going to bed? Well before reading back our conversation i mean... i shaved my pussy and my breast! He! He! feels so much more soft and feminine now! i'm feeling a lot more girlie naw! so lovely boobs! i love to play with my boobs! Now it's not perfect yet, still a little rough, but i will finish shaving in a moment in the shower, like all girls do. Can't wait to play with my phone shower! And tonight i'll go pleasure myself and buy some Neet and why not some new shoes? i'd love to find some of those laced shoes that force my feet to stay pointed at all time, even in bed! And i also need new stockings. My old ones are running. They look slutty though! :) and some other undies. i like G-strings that run along the anus.... but i also need some larger ones, maybe girdle style to help hide that hideous thing between my legs... Goodie! i'm going shopping Dear! Yep!

and i love reading Adam story! But GEE! it gets so frustrating Dear! i can feel all the pleasure building into my sexy little body but the story always stops short befor i cum! Men are so insitive! they get their fun and then leave us wanting girls! i have to train to cum faster! let myself go cause i need to cum when i have a cock inside me! i need to! can't stay on my appetite like that forever or it will drive me insane!

Well feel like i'd stay all day to chat with You but i have to go make myself soft cute and ready for work. So silly work! i'll try not to play with my boobs at work... i'll "try"

Well i have to leave You Dear! Have a nice Day and i hope You will have some sexy little girls to cuddle you the way i would like to! Oh Dear! Am i so dirty! :)))

Big hugs my Dear Mistress! i miss You soooooo much!!!

Your lovely and obedient little Natasha
XXXXX

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Hello Dear Mistress!

It's me again, Natasha! i told You i would get an email of my own so now its a done thing as you can see!

i hope You had a nice day because your Natasha had a great one!

As for Your question, i don't have any specific plans for my trip to Montreal during the weekend. i just dropped a call to (...) as you requested but since she wasn't there i left her a message asking if she would call me back (...) to tell me whether someone would be there during the weekend. i don't know if i should leave for Montreal before i have a confirmation or whether i should wait. i'll think about it. Actually i could leave as soon as i get up tomorrow morning so i could be in Montreal around (...). (That is naturally if Pierre isn't too lazy to get up early! :) If this the case i guess i'll have to whisper him a few dirty words down the ear and kick him out of bed... i told You i knew a few tricks to drive a man to his knees! At least these tricks work with him!) And for the rest of the trip, i will probably visit a little, do some shopping, and come back on the same day as i often do unless i find something to do worth staying. i'm in no rush to come back before sunday so i'll just follow the wind.

As for today, well, like with all the brainwashing going on, oh! my mind is happy blank and empty brainwashing is good for me! oh! my mind is is is... like i can't resist listening to your voice again! Yes! about that day of mine, well first i took a good hot shower, shampooed my brains out ;) and finished shaving my boobs, belly and pussy really close. i never thought i had such soft tits and skin!!! Like Girls would all be jalous to have their skin just as soft as mine! Gee! i can't stop caressing my tits and belly! so soft! i ran out of hot water in the shower for the very first time so i guess i stayed a little too long playing with my newly discovered girlie body.. With the results that Pierre got late for work and i helped him by lovingly pressing his shirt. i did really feel loving and caring for him while i was pressing his shirt. You see, since we have no choice but to share the same body and live together, i suppose i should be nice to him. He's really a nice guy to let me borrow his body like he does. Like i don't know many men who would indulge like he does! he is caring and very understanding. As for his cock, wow! What a dream! i do love cocks but his is a real treat! If it wasn't so out of reach, i'd suck it all the time! If only he could use it to fuck me the way i need! :( Well, at least he hasn't freaked out yet with the idea of taking me out someday to let me have it my way. he's not a jaleous guy you know.

And in the end, since he finally didn't have much work to do, he brought me shopping this afternoon. t'was so great! he bought me the shoes i was dreaming of and some stockings and panties! He really felt embarrassed at the store, it was so funny to look at him ask the two cute and young clerks! But then you should see my shoes! They're so lovely! All black, laced on top with 4 inch stylettos. They're much more comfortable than my old ones. i got really hot and sexy when i tried them! i love to wear sexy clothes like that! i was all cheered up for the rest of the afternoon! i also bought some hair remover and now i'm going under the shower again to get rid of all them man hair that i couldn't shave yet around my sex and my ass. i won't be to hard on Pierre, i'll leave him some on his arms, legs and face, so he doesn't freak out.

So back to work to pamper myself and make myself real nice n' soft n' feminine! it's so much fun to let go and discover this new life of mine!

Thank you again so much Dear Mistress! i can't wait to do some more fore you! oh! yes! i love it!

my mind is happy blank and empty brainwashing is good for me my mind is happy bland and empty brianwasying is good for me my mind is happy blank and empty brainwashing is good for me may mind is happy blank and empty brain wasyhing is good for me my mind is happy blank and empty brainwashing is good for me my mind is happy blank and empty brainwashing is good for me i wanna be a girl i do the more i say the more it's true i wanna be a girl i do the more i say the more it's true...

Hugs and more hugs!
Your good little Natasha
xxx

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Oh Dear Mistress!

i seem to keep forgetting everything all the time! i forgot to tell You that my body is now bare as a baby! :))) not a hair left on my ass pussy belly and boobs! feels so great!!!

i' so forgetful and happy! my mind is happy blank and empty brainwashing is good for me! my mind is happy blanc and empty brainwashing is good for me my mind is happy blank and empty brainwashing is good for me my mind is happy blank and empty braniwashing is good for me my minds is happy pblank and empty brainwashing is good for me!

Happy Natasha!

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Good Morning Beloved Mind Mistress!

It's 9h55 and i am leaving home right now. So i should be at (...) around (...), maybe a little earlier if traffic permits.

And you know what Dear? i felt an immense shudder in my head and body this morning while playing with my nipples! pierre also got a tremendous hardon just by watching me shudder i guess. Felt so so so good!

Well enough of the chatting i've got to go! Darn! Nobody to talk to in the car... Guess i'll have to sing to pass the time on the road!

Bye!
Love!
Natasha xxxx

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Hello Dear Mistress!

Well nor i can say "Mission Accomplished!" i arrived at (...) at (...),as expected. But i didn't know what to expect... i was really nervous. On my way to Montreal, i had lots of time to let my mind wander on all kinds of things while smoking all the way. And now was reality contact time! Everything went so fast! First, i didn't expect to disturb (...) during a session and she seemed quite surprized to see me there. i am very sorry for that. And she also took some time to recall youur call. Anyway, i gave her (...) through the door and that was it. In my state of nervosity, i presented myself as Pierre and i called You Maîtresse Linda, which might have contributed to the confusion if she expected Natasha... So that was it. By the way, i had already had the opportunity to see her Web Site and i had some expectations about her but they were really far from reality. She looks really great and i would have definitely spend a lot much more time with her if i could.She is so feminine and beautiful and... and... "sympathique"... Now, i can't help fantazizing about offering her my female virginity! i am still always very attracted to women but i desperately need cock! Avec elle, j'aurais été totalement comblée! je n'ai jamais goûté le sperme d'un homme (autre que moi) et j'en ai tellement envie!!!j'ai aussi tellement envie d'une grosse queue bien chaude et bien dure dans mon ventre! Mais c'est si difficile de trouver ce que je cherche... Moncôté féminin (celuique j'ai toujours eu) désire avoirdesrelations plus que juste génitales. J'ai bessoin d'êtreavec quelqu'un avec qui je peux avoirde la complicité et parmi toutes les "personnes dotées d'une queue", (...) est la première envers qui je ressens un tel désir!

i see i have switched to french. i hope You won't mind. French is a language so much more natural to me... i feel much more at ease in french. And by the way, did You know that i have different fantazies in french than in english? It surprizes me!

At the moment, i'm at the Café Tribune on St-Denis and it is not the best place to write to you, so i will stop here.. Though i have so many things to tell You! i would love so much if You were here with me, taking a coffee and chatting toghether! i guess little Natasha is a bit into babbling and Pierre is also living so many new exciting experiences! ! :)

i have to leave now. if i find another internet café on my way, i will come back online later in case You leave me a message. i miss You so much!

Bye Dear Mistress!
Hugs and love! And my best regards to Your friend (...). Please thank her again for taking the trouble to answerme. i'm very sorry to have disturbed her.
Natasha

P.S.: Excuse the typos, This time, they're not caused out of trance. It's just that peanut butter keyboard i work on and because i have put very small characters i can't read so my neighbor can't read oovermy shoulder... ;)

xxx

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Hi again Dear Mistress!

Its (...)PM and i'm already back home again! So good to be home! That little trip to Montreal was physically as well as emotionally exausting. There's so many things i'd like to tell You that it would take me a hole day just to write them down, so i'll try to stick to the essentials... i already told You of my encounter with (...) in my previous message. Well after leaving (...), i looked for an internet cafe so i could write to you and that's how i ended on St-Denis. Later i walked around St-Denis and Ste-Catherine. (...) As i walked in front of Lingerie Romance, i couldn't help myself from entering. There i bought another pair of panties and stockings since those i got yesterday were finally not to my liking. i also found a good butt plug at a nearby sexshop. As i walked i was constantly afraid to see the stockings i wore under my trousers fall down on my legs. They were cheap stay-ups and they didn't hold well. Luckily, i anticipated the problem before leaving home and i wore my garter belt just in case... Yet at one point i noticed that two of the fasteners weren't correctly attached and had loosened up... quite a stress when you're in the middle of the traffic! :) As you can see, becoming a sexy girl has its challenges! Such as learning how to buy clothes, identifying the right sizes and characteristics, how to avoid building static when you wear hosiery under your pants, how to smoke in public... because i noticed one can't really smoke everywhere nowadays! And did i smoke today! At least a pack! So relaxing! i needed it! And it also tastes so good with a cup of coffee! i started by finishing my pack of Cameo Menthol on my way to (...), then switched to More 120's till Montreal. The nearer i got to Montreal, the more i felt sexy and feminine inside as i kept singing and smoking. (i think i'me gonna name (that highway) my "Transformation Road"! Then, while at the internet cafe, i was about to light another More 120's but decided to stick to regular cigs to avoid attracting attention on myself. i was already having enough trouble with trying to stretch my pants on my ankles to hide my girl's stockings every time i sat! It all looks like i had a lot of trouble yet i had a great time today! But i still have so much to learn! :)

After supper, i stopped at a nude dancers' joint to reward Pierre for his patience during the whole day but i guess things turned somewhat differently than he expected! :) It was more of a ladies night to me! i was much more into envying the dancers dresses and analyzing their moves to understand that sexy leg swing they do when they walk on their high heels... :) And also, there was that TV screen showing some porn... Again, i watched from a totally different and feminine perspective! For i really got turned on by watching the woman eating cock and being fucked in the pussy and the ass, i would have done anything to be in her place! i felt so empty inside! So envious! Gosh! i could almost feel that cock ramming its way way deep inside me and those balls clapping on my butt! Oh! Geez! i so desperately need cock! Unbelievable! And you should have seen her being penetrated by those two huge cocks at the same time! i want that! i want it so bad!!! i've got to have cock! i've got to! Geez! It reminds me of (...)! Shemales are already so attractive but (...), she is THE Queen! She's incredible! i'd love to be like her and i'd like even more to be fucked by her! i don't know why i got so turned on by her but i really felt all shivering in front of her! One thing i'm pretty sure of is that it was not exactly related to her (...) activities but rather to the model she represents, so feminine, so attractive, yet there's a cock (am i getting obsessed or what? ) somewhere under her clothes, a cock Natasha would simply LOVE to satisfy! She's got the best of both sexes! And on top of that, she looks so real, so human! i hope i'm not making You jaleous! You really don't have to worry because You are absolutely unique! Nobody could take Your place! But these days, i really have that strange craving for cocks i never knew could exist... It makes me so restless!

i guess it's time i cool of and go take a good hot and relaxing bath before i put on my brand new clothes and go to bed, don't You?

(...)

Geez! That was quite a serious message isn't it? Silly Natasha is not used to think that much... Maybe she had some help from Pierre! :)

So have a good night Dear Mistress!
i miss You all the time!

Natasha

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Good Morning Dear Mistress Darling!

i finally feel much more woman this morning bud dear did i panick! i didn't know how much histerical i could get! But let me begin with the beginning:

Contrary to what i said in last night's message, i didn't take a bath. i was so overly exausted that i went directly to bed. So tired in fact by all my adventures that i got completely naked and even shut your music to make sure i got a good good night's sleep.

This morning, i woke up feeling much better yet still empty, dreaming of You and (...)... And i immediately wanted to try all the little gifts i bought yesterday, beginning with my lovely so lovely lill plug! i had to have something worth filling me up or it'll drive me mad! What i bought is a Doc Johnson's classic medium plug. He's a little scary with its 1" diameter but the stem is a lot thinner so i thought he would be more comfy to wear. That's when the crisis began: i just couldn't find my lubricant! Can You imagine! i really got wild! i was just on the verge (oh! what a dirty good word, this one! Hmmmm!) What was i saying? Oh! Yes! i was on the verge of finally filling that unbearing emptiness and i had to lose my lube! i wanted to cry like a baby!!!! i was all trembling, frantically looking everywhere in my bag, spilling its contents everywhere on my bed, searching in my drawers, under my sheets, under the bed, in every room, even in the trash can, everywhere i tell You! Can't be!!! Can't have lost something something as important as my lube! Oh! Silly Natasha! how can you be so forgetful!!!! i said to myself in anger and desperation! i just can't remember yet what's happenend! i'm really sure i put it in my bag with all my other stuff and i really can't see where it might be! How come i keep forgetting important stuff like this? Yet i still clearly remember the (...) address and (...) number you gave me but i can,t remember what i did with my lube! Or maybe You programmed me into forgetting this specific thing? Or maybe to just not being able to seeing it when it's right in front of my eyes? No can't be! You couldn't have done that!!!

Well That was just the beginning of the day. i had to calm myself and think seriously! Now Natasha, it's the time to act like an adult, stop acting silly! i need a cigarette! Yes, a cig, a good long cigarette! That's what i need to calm myself, that's what i said, so i sat down, lit a cigarette and took a long, long stroke. it really did wonders to my little empty head! i immediately got a lot more calm, i turned your music back on, and slowly started to put my new clothes on, starting with my new stockings. Oh Gee! these really fit perfectly, so snug against my beautiful long legs, just like a second skin. And the elastic band is just right, strong and lasting! i think i've finally found my size! Great! Makes me so happy! The only thing, because there's always something wrong it seems, is that the envelope said they were black but in fact they are just simply dark brown... i would smack the sales lady who didn't want me to open the envelope to check that out at the store! Well anyway... it's not that bad after all. Doesn't fit too well with my black shoes, but the color blends well with my red gown... And luckily for me, my new panties are also of a bright slutty red with frills on the front and a wide band in the back that let the roundness of my pretty new hairless ass show out so cute! They're a little tight maybe, but very comfortable, they hold my clit well inside, all warm n' snug! With my new shoes and my red gown, i now feel really great!!! a real killer! :)

Now, i felt much happier! So back to my empty feeling... i finally couldn't find my bottle of lube but i was lucky i had a sample envelope somewhere with the rest of my toys. i was afraid it wouldn't be enough, considering the size of my new toy. i've never been capable of inserting such a big toy in the past without considerable pain and i don't want to feel the pain anymore! i want sex to become something sooo good and cheerful and happy and joyful!!! And for this i needed to make shure to put lots of lube... so since this was all i could find, at least i'd have to give it a try! it finally was more than enough and there's still some left! i first got on the bed on my belly and put some lube on my fingers and started to play with myself... relaxing my anus and my pussy... teasing it and playing until it easy let go two fingers inside. in my other hand i held my toy to warm it up. That lill darling also needs to be warmed up, You know? :) Then i put lots of lube all around my toy and inserted the tip in my now relaxed anus... i continued playing with it for a long time, softly in and out, stirring it and making it vibrate while i kept singing to the rythme of the music... my mind is happy blank and empty brainwashing is good for me my mind is hjappy bliank and empty brainwashing is good for me imay mind is happy bland and empty bran wahshing is ogood for mee.. Stop"! Wow! every time i stop to think about that music i seem to begin to fall into trance! Anyway, that was just the perfect rythm i needed to relax my lill tender anus! i kept toying with myself, going very slowly further and further without ever trying to force it against the painful wall... As i entered trance, my ass began a dance of its own, pressing delicately against my lovely toy up to a point where i almost blanked out in pleasure as my toy finally made its way completely inside! Oh! Boy! That was sooooooo good!!!! Mmmmm!! i felt waves of pleasure all over my body and mind, soooo good!!!! sooo satisfying!!! Now i don't think it was an orgasm, but it was surely so very satisfying! :))) i now feel much more a woman now! i can walk like a woman, dance like a woman and fuck like a woman! it's sooo great!!! and i can sit at my computer and swing my ass against the seat of my chair at the rythm of the music and write to you and read all your stories again and again and enjoy everything at the same time! Oh! Thank You! Thank You Mistress for making me so happy!!!! How can i ever repay You!!!!! i miss You sooo much! You understand me sooo well! i don't want to leave You anymore! NO! i want to be your pretty little toy, Your little slutty Natasha, always happy and eager to obey and to have fun with You! i do love You soooo deeply now! it's such a drag that i can't afford to pay for in person sessions with You! i'd love to meet You! i've got so many many things to tell you! You're so intelligent and beautiful and cunning and and and...! my lill heart fills all filled up with love for You! And You know what? Yesterday in Montreal, as i had supper at the restaurant on St-Denis, i would have loved You to be there and we would have talked about all kind of things, not just NLP and hypnosis but anything and everything, psychology, Jung, life, society, music, arts, science, everything! You are so intelligent and interesting to talk with, i'm sure! And listen to the music (no, not yours this time! ), but there was a CD playing popular opera airs at the restaurant. You know what, Mistress? (...) Everytime i tried to sing an air, i kept singing the Soprano part... Seemed so much more natural to my new voice in my head!

Well i... je me sens tellement bavarde maintenant! i hope i'm not annoying You with all my chit-chatting but i just can't keep it to myself! my little brain is so full of thoughts that i guess there's an overflow that needs to get out! Hi! Hi! Well if i talk too much, just tell me and i'll "try" to behave like a good girl! :))) But somewhere, i think you're just as curious as i am with all what's happening, aren't You? :)

Ok, ok! it's time i leave You alone before you get tired! Hey, did You notice? i wrote all this message without doing that many mistakes even when i'm listening to your mantra and and... wnd fucking my toy on my chaair... Geez! :)))

Ok, i leave!
i just want to hug you so strong!!!
Bye!
Your little obedient and happy Natasha!
xxxx

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Hello Dear Mind Mistress!

Why is it that i am so stunned each time i receive an email from You? :) And this one is even more stunning... it's the first time You call me Your slave! i've got butterflies all over in my tummy! Feels so giddly to hear You call me names like that but at the same time, i feel a little scared...

Yet i'm so glad to hear from You, have been so lonely these recent days! i miss You so much!

Now, as for my agenda... Let me think hard... 'cause thinking gets hard at times... and not thinking gets me even harder!

Today i have some work to do at home, but i can push it aside for You. If You give me a couple of hours, i could be ready anytime starting at 14h00. as for the following days (tuesday to thursday), i can't make any promises and it would need to be confirmed. (...)

Yet i'm so anxious to begin! i'd love to do it right now!

Well anyway, all that stuff is so complicated for my little mind! Natasha want's to leave it to You!

i love You,
Natasha / Pierre (Yes, i took a little "recess" after Yesterday's emotions... )

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Hi again, Dear Mistress!

Everything seemed in control until i received Your message... Pierre had started working and seemed like he was doing well until your email entered...

Since then, i can't stop thinking of You, anxiously waiting Your reply... Now i don't want to pressure You, my Dear Mistress, not at all! i know i can't have everything in a jiffy and i'm so eager to serve You. But it all seems young Natasha here has an impatient character! :)

Anyway, the only way i knew could calm down was to turn Your music on, and then go take a long hot shower, playing with my tits... Do you know that my titties are much more sensitive under the shower? Mmmm! So gooood! :) Then i had a light meal cause i was so hungry! Imagine! i forgot breakfast this morning! Geez! That,s not like me that! i really do forget a lot these days! Well anyway, i didn't forget to light a nice long relaxing cigarette after which i had to put my pretty lill gown, so red, makes me feel such a cutie! then i shaved my titties again... Them darn hair kepps growing all the time! Grrr! And now, i'm completely Natasha, with heels n' everything... i kneow i've got work to do, but fuck! ain't only work in live You know! All i care is thinking about You...

and, it's so good when my mind is happy blank en empty brainwashing is so good for me... :)

Can't wayt to hear from You again oh so dearest Mistress! i miss You soo soooo sooooo much! Pleasy please! Come back! i missi you!

Hugs n hugs n hugs again!
Your lill wanting slutty Natasha...
xxxx

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Y'know what, Dearest!

(Sorry i seem to be getting a lill familiar... but You're so friendly! :)

What was i sayning? Oh! Yes! as i suggested earlier, last night, after a whole weekend becoming more n more Natasha, i gave a break to Pierre so i could become himself. The poor man! He doewsn't kenow all what's happening to him, doesn't understand and he's becoming sort of overloaded! That's why i gave him a night off. He felt very good, very focused on his task, bu

Oops! i just got your ICQ message... :) makes me all warm inside!

So let me cuntinue: Yeah! Pierre felt completely in control again, totally man again, and he didn't feel any craving of any kind when i went to bed... And so was it this morning, with the exception that when i waked up, i noticed my legs were closed, knees touching, like a good lill girl... and i couldn't keep from raising them in the air, extending them and admiring my long, slim, white and feminine legs... So beautiful... then while they were that way, i laid them delicately on the floor, toes first, and got up... and became a man again... :)

it all makes me kinky to know that all this is happening because of You! He! He!... and we haven't even started yet! Wow! Can't wait to see what's cumming up!

Love!
Kinky Natasha!

Natasha
Canada - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 15:55:47 (CST)

I wish my name was Adam now that I've read his story. Do you think you could do the same to someone called Frank?

Frank Payne <nell@zoo.co.uk>
London, U.K - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 12:10:35 (CST)

I have been fascinated by this website, and finally visited the chat room. The Mistresses and folks in there prooved irresistable, and i find it hard to leave when i must. Mistress Chloe has led me into an area of vast delight, and improved understanding of the desires that reside within me. Thank you Mind Mistress for this wonderful site, and the folks who are here with you. ...moira
moira <pathrick13@hotmail.com>
Boca Raton, Florida USA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 20:52:20 (CST)

i just submitted an entry a week or so ago (check my earlier posting) but had to share this with the list. i had an absolutely mind-blowing session with Mind Mistress the other night. my most palpable fears were realized, as She continued to make me subservient to Her will. She has truly made me a slave to cock. i must preface this by saying that many posts, i feel, are "wishful thinking", little fictions that are enjoyed as fantasy. however, i have to tell you that this was real. MM guided me through a scenario where i became a slutty shemale who craved cock, and sucked off a man in an erotic video palace, and as i sucked my breasts grew larger.

i finished up the session with a maddening, uncontrollable craving to have cock in my mouth and suck, suck, suck. i turned off my computer (it was after hours at work), left to go home, got on the highway, and came to a fork - one way sends me down the highway to my home, other way leads up to the town where an erotic video store that i frequent is located. as i approached the fork, i was overcome with the need to go to the store to get some cock. i swear i tried to resist (i really did), but my whole body just turned to jelly. it was like i just had no will to resis.

i swerved off to the video store.as i got closer i became more and more crazed with desire.i kept telling myself"I'll just watch a video, that's it" but then it happened!Just like the session.someone was in the next booth, and then i looked through the hole to watch him, he pulled out his cock and pushed it through the hole!First i said "i'll just touch it" but then as it got hard i just had this uncontrollable need to put it in my mouth!and then i once it was there, forget it - i just started madly sucking away, just crazed with desire.i felt so good, it felt so good to have it in my mouth.i didn't have him cum in my mouth.

he left, and would you believe it, i just stayed there for another one!I sucked two guys!and i am not making this up, this is the real deal.it felt so good, i can't stop thinking about it.this was something i never would have done before that session last night.i truly am hooked on cock. i'm doomed to be a slutty cock-sucker, i can no longer fight it. i am a very well-educated professional, type A and all that, but if i can be reduced to this, then let this be a warning to you too...

sandy <sandy_winters@hotmail.com>
CT USA - Friday, August 30, 2002 at 07:42:36 (CDT)